III

The evening was surprisingly warm and still, with an intermittent

falling of rain, and the windows were open in the room where Rhoda

Ammidon sat regarding half dismayed her reflection in the mirror of a

dressing table. A few minutes before she had discovered her first gray

hair. It was not only the mere assault upon her vanity, but, too, a

realization far deeper--here was the stamp of time, the mark of a

considerable progress toward the end itself. Her emotions were

various; but, curiously enough, almost the first had been a wave of

passionate tenderness for William and her little girls. The shock of

finding that arresting sign was now giving place to a purely feminine

reaction. She considered for a moment the purchase of a bottle of hair

coloring, then with a disdainful gesture dismissed such a temporary

and troublesome measure.

She kept an undiminishing pride in her appearance and a relentless care

and choice in the details of her dress, pleased by the knowledge that

the attention men paid her showed no indication yet of growing

perfunctory. She had been much admired both in Boston and London

through her youth, and she recalled her early doubts at the prospect of

life in Salem; but she realized now that, as her years and children

multiplied, she was by imperceptible degrees returning to a traditional

New England heritage.

She was glad, however, that William's wide connections lifted him above a

purely local view; William was really a splendid husband. Rhoda was

conscious of this together with a clear recognition of his faults, and

quite aside from both existed her unreasoning affection. The latter

vividly dominated her, shut out, on any occasion of stress, all else; but

for the most part she held him in an attitude of mildly amused

comprehension.

Gerrit Ammidon she hadn't seen until after her engagement to William, and

she sometimes thought of the former in connection with marriage. Gerrit,

she admitted to herself, was a far more romantic figure than William; not

handsomer--William Ammidon was very good looking--but more arresting,

with his hair swinging about his ears and intense blue gaze. An exciting

man, she decided again, for whom one would eternally put on the loveliest

clothes possible; a man to make you almost as ravishingly happy as

miserable, and, therefore, disturbing as a husband.

At this her mind returned to her gray hair and the fact that the metal

backlog of the kitchen fire, which supplied the house with hot water, had

been leaking over the hearth. A feeling of melancholy possessed her at

the turning of younger visions into commonplace necessities, but she

dismissed it with the shadow of a smile--it was absurd for a woman of her

age to dwell on such frivolous things. Yet she still lingered to wonder

if men too kept intact among their memories the radiant image of their

youth, if they ever thought of it with tenderness and extenuation. She

decided in the negative, convinced that men, even at the end of many

years, never definitely lost connection with their early selves, there

was always a trace of hopefulness, of jaunty vanity--sometimes winning

and sometimes merely ridiculous--attached to their decline.

Rhoda stirred and moved to a window, gazing vaguely out into the moist

blue obscurity. Sidsall, she realized, was maturing with a disconcerting

rapidity. Depths were opening in the girl's being at which she, her

mother, could only guess. It was exactly as if a crystal through and

through which she had gazed had suddenly been veiled by rosy clouds.

Sidsall had a charming nature, direct and unsuspicious and generously

courageous.

There was a sound at the door, and William entered, patently ruffled. It

was clear that he had had another disagreement with his father. "It's

shameful how you disturb him," she declared.

"Look here, Rhoda," he replied vigorously. "I won't continually be put in

the wrong. It seems as if I had no affection for the old gentleman. I

always have the difficult thing to do, and he has been slightly

contemptuous ever since I was a boy because I didn't go to sea. The truth

is--while I wouldn't think of letting him know--he's a tremendous

nuisance pottering about the countingrooms with his stories of

antediluvian trading voyages. And worse is to come--these new clipper

ships and passages have knocked the wind out of the old slow

full-bottomed vessels. We have about determined to reorganize our fleet

entirely, and are in treaty with Donald McKay for an extreme clipper type

of twelve hundred tons.

"Of course, he's my parent; but I wonder at Saltonstone's patience.

Father won't hear of the opium trade and it's turning over thousand per

cent profits. We are privately operating two fast topsail schooners in

India now, but it's both inconvenient and a risk. They ought to be put

right under our house flag for credit alone. It is all bound to come up,

and then he'll go off like a cannon."

"Couldn't you wait till he's dead, William?" she asked. "It won't be a

great while now. I can see that he has failed dreadfully from this worry

about Gerrit."

"Five years will make all the difference. We are losing tea cargoes every

month to these ships making sensational runs. I don't talk much, Rhoda,

about, well--my family; but I am as upset over Gerrit as anyone else.

Except for a tendency to carry too much sail there's not a better

shipmaster out of New England. Not only that ... he's my brother. It's

easy to like Gerrit; his opinions are a little wild, and an exaggerated

sense of justice gets him into absurd situations; yet his motives are the

purest possible. Perhaps that word pure describes him better than any

other, however people who didn't know might smile. As a man, Rhoda, I can

assert that he is surprisingly clean-hearted."

"That's a wonderful quality," she agreed; "why anyone should smile is

beyond me. William, would you know that my hair is turning gray, do I

look a lot older than I did five years ago?"

He studied her complacently. "You've hardly changed since I married you,"

he asserted; "a great deal prettier than these young cramped figgers I

see about. The girls, too, are just like you--good armfuls all of them."

The next day was flawlessly sunny, the slightly stirring air reminiscent

of the sea, and the lilacs everywhere were masses of purple and white

bloom. Stepping down from her carriage on the morning round of shopping

Rhoda encountered Nettie Vollar leaving one of the stores of Cheapside.

"Why, Nettie," she exclaimed kindly, "it's been the longest time since

I've seen you. It is just no use asking you to the house, and it seems,

with nothing to do, I never have a minute for the visits I'd like to

make." Nettie, she thought, was a striking girl, no--woman, with her

stack of black hair, dark sparkling eyes and red spot on either cheek.

More fetching in profile than full face, her nose had a pert angle and

her cleft chin was enticingly rounded. Later she would be too fat but now

her body was ripely perfect.

"I don't go anywhere much," she responded, in a voice faintly and

instinctively antagonistic. "I don't like kindness in people; but I

suppose I ought to be contented--that's all I'll probably ever get from

anybody who is a thing in the world. Mrs. Ammidon," she hesitated, then

continued more rapidly, her gaze lowered, "have you had any word about

Captain Ammidon yet? Have they given up hope of the _Nautilus_?"

"We've had no news," Rhoda told her, and then she added her conviction

that Gerrit would return safely.

"He was better than kind," Nettie Vollar said. "I'm sure he liked me,

Mrs. Ammidon, or he would have if everything hadn't been spoiled by

grandfather. He thinks I'm a dreadful sin, you know, a punishment on

mother. But inside of me I don't feel different from others. Sometimes

I--I wonder that I don't actually go sinful, I've had opportunities, and

being good hasn't offered me much, has it?"

"You are naturally a good girl, Nettie," Rhoda answered simply; "but you

must be braver than ordinary. If we think differently from Salem still it

is in Salem we must live; I keep many of my beliefs secret just as you

must control most of your feelings."

The other responded with a hard little laugh. "Thank you, though. You are

more like Gerrit, Captain Ammidon, than Mrs. Saltonstone, his own sister.

I hate her," she declared. "I hate all the Salem women, so superior and

condescending and Christian. They always have a silly look of wonder at

their charity in speaking to me... when they do. They act as if it's just

a privilege for me to be in their church. I'd rather go to a cotillion at

Hamilton Hall any day."

"Of course you would," Rhoda agreed. There seemed to be so little for her

to offer or say that she was relieved when they parted. The afternoon

grew really sultry, but, when the shadows had lengthened, she encountered

Jeremy Ammidon wandering aimlessly about the hall and, his fine palmetto

hat and wanghee in her hand, urged him out to the East India Marine

Society. "It's much too beautiful a day for the house," she insisted.

"There's nothing remarkable about it," he returned; "wind's too light and

variable, hardly enough to hold way on a ship." There were the stirring

strains of a quickstep without; at the door they saw the Salem Cadets,

preceded by Flag's Band, marching in columns of fours into Washington

Square. The white breeches with scarlet coats and brass buttons made a

gay showing on the green Common, the sunlight glittered on silver braid

and tassels, gilt and pompons, scaled chin straps and varnished leather.

The old man's face grew dark at the brilliant line drawn up for

inspection, and he muttered a period about cursed young Whigs. "Wouldn't

have one of the scoundrels in my house if I could help it. Don't

understand William; he's too damned mild for my idea of a good citizen.

"Why, it's only reasonable that a country's got to be run like a ship,

from the quarter-deck. How far do you suppose a vessel would get if the

crew hung about aft and chose representatives from the port and starboard

watches and galley for a body to lay the course and make sail?"

"Please, father," she protested, laughing. "Do go along into the sun."

She gently pushed him toward the door. Rhoda realized the fact that

William was more than half Whig already. That threatened still another

point of difference, of departure, from all that his father held to be

sacred necessities. Jeremy, like most of the older shipmasters, was a

bitter Federalist, an upholder of a strongly centralized autocratic

government. He left, grumbling, and the staccato commands of the military

evolutions on the Common rang through the slumberous afternoon.

She lingered in the doorway and Laurel appeared, jigging with excitement.

"Can't I get nearer," she begged; "there's nothing to see from here." Her

mother replied, "Ask Camilla to take you over to the Square." Camilla

appeared indifferently. "I don't know why anyone should be flustered,"

she observed; "it isn't like the Fourth of July with a concert and

fireworks."

As they were going, Sidsall came out in a white tarlatan dress worked

with sprays of yellow barley, her face glowing with color, and sat on

the steps. "Positively," her mother said, looking down on the mass of

bright chestnut hair in a chenille net, "we'll soon have to have you up

in braids."

"I wish I might," she responded. "And Hodie is too silly--I can't

get her to lace me tightly enough. She says such things are engines

of the devil."

"It's still a little soon for that--" Rhoda broke off as a slight erect

man at the verge of middle age turned in from Pleasant Street upon them.

"Roger," she said cordially as he came quickly up the steps. He greeted

her lightly and bent over Sidsall with an extended hand:

"The apple blossoms, I see, are here."

Rhoda wondered what nonsense Roger Brevard was repeating; Sidsall's face

was hidden from view. But then Roger was always like that, his manner was

never at a loss for the appropriate gesture. He had a great many points

in common with her, she thought; neither had been born in Salem, and his

rightful setting was in the best metropolitan drawing-rooms. He had been

here for a dozen years, now, in charge of the local affairs of the

Mongolian Marine Insurance Company; and she often wondered why, a member

of a family socially notable in New York, he continued in a city, a

position, of comparative unimportance.

She was, she said, going back to the lawn, the glare of Pleasant Street

was fatiguing; and she proceeded through the house with the surety of his

following. But on the close-cut emerald sod there was no sign of him, and

she found a seat in a basket chair by the willow tree beyond. She waited

for Roger with a small but growing impatience; he must be done

immediately with whatever he might say to Sidsall, and she wished to

discuss the possibilities of a rumor that President Polk intended to

visit Salem. There would be a collation, perhaps a military ball, to

arrange; Franklin Hall would be the better place for the latter. She

heard a faint silvery echo of laughter--Sidsall. It was extremely nice,

of course, in Roger Brevard to entertain her daughter, though she didn't

care to have the child give the effect of receiving men yet.

It was, finally, Sidsall who appeared, unaccompanied, in the drawing-room

window. She came forward to where Rhoda sat, her face still stirred with

amusement. "Mr. Brevard went on," she said in response to her mother's

look of inquiry. "That's rather odd," the latter commented almost

sharply. "He had only a few minutes," the girl explained. She sank into a

seat and mood of abstraction. Rhoda studied her with a veiled glance.

Hers were exceptional children, they had given her scarcely an hour's

concern; and she must see that in the unsettling period which Sidsall was

now entering she was not spoiled.

Perhaps Laurel entertained her more than the others. She was a very

normal little girl, not thoughtful like Janet, and without Camilla's

exaggerated poise; but she had a picturesque imagination; and her

companionship with her grandfather was delightful. The latter addressed

her quite as if she were a fellow shipmaster; and she had acquired some

remarkable sea expressions, some deplorable and others enigmatic: only

to-day, questioned about the order of her room, she had said that it was

"all square by the lifts and braces." For this her grandfather had given

her a gold piece.

There was, she knew, an excellent school for older girls at Lausanne;

and, revolving the possibility of obtaining for Sidsall some of the

European advantages she, Rhoda, had enjoyed, the following afternoon she

drove to the Cliffords' on Marlboro Street for a consultation with Madra,

who had spent a number of seasons on Lake Leman. In a cool parlor with

yellow Tibet rugs and maroon hangings she had tea while Madra Clifford,

thin and imperious, with a settled ill health like white powder and a

priceless Risajii shawl, conversed in a shrill key.

"Caroline has been in bed for a week. That vulgar Dr. Fisk, with his

elbow in her bosom, tried five times to extract her tooth, and then broke

it to the roots. I hear there is a galvanic ring for rheumatism. The pain

in my joints is excruciating; I have an idea my bones are changing into

chalk; the right knee will hardly bend." The darkly colored shawl with

its border of cypress intensified her sunken blue-traced temples and the

pallid lips. She developed the subject of her indisposition, sparing no

detail; while Rhoda Ammidon, from her superabundance of well-being, half

pitied the other and was half revolted at the mind touched, too, by

bodily ill. The fortune accumulated by the hardy Clifford men, flogged

out of crews and stained by the blood of primitive and dull savages--the

Cliffords were notorious for their brutal driving--now served only to

support Madra's debility and a horde of unscrupulous panderers to her

obsession.

"Edward Dunsack is in Salem," she continued; "and I've heard he has the

most peculiar appearance. Very probably the result of the unmentionable

practices of the Orient. Father liked the Chinese though; so many of our

shipmasters have, and not always the merchants.... What was I saying? Oh,

yes, Edward Dunsack. I understand you had a distinct alarm in that

quarter, about the girl and Gerrit Ammidon. But I forgot to say how glad

I am about Gerrit. You must have been horribly worried--"

"What do you mean?" Rhoda demanded.

"Why, haven't you heard! The Nautilus was sighted. News came from Boston.

She ought to be into-day, I believe. I suppose William has been too

concerned to get you word at home."

Rhoda Ammidon rose immediately, surprised at the force of the emotion

that blurred her eyes with tears. Gerrit was safe! Possibly they had

been told at Java Head now, but she must be there with Jeremy Ammidon;

surprises, even as joyful as this, were a great strain on him.

Neglecting the object of her visit she returned at once to Pleasant

Street, urging the coachman to an undignified haste, and keeping the

carriage at the door.

Her father-in-law was at his secretary in the library, and it was evident

that he had heard nothing of his son's return. "Well, Rhoda," he said,

swinging about; "what a bright cheek you have--like Laurel's."

"I feel bright, father," she replied with a nod and smile. "After this

none of you will be able to laugh at my predictions. You see, a woman's

feeling is often more correct than masculine judgment." His momentary

bewilderment gave place to a painfully strained interrogation. "Yes," she

told him, "but we are none of us surprised--Gerrit is almost in Salem

harbor." She moved near him and, with a veiled anxiety, laid her hand

upon his shoulder.

"A splendid sailor," he muttered. It seemed as if Rhoda could really hear

the dull rising pounding of his shaken heart. But his excitement

subsided, gave way to a normal concern, a flood of vain questions and

preparation to go down to the wharf. In the midst of this a message came

from the countinghouse of Ammidon, Ammidon and Saltonstone that the

_Nautilus_ would dock within an hour.

A small crowd had already gathered on Derby Wharf when Rhoda and her

companion made their way past the warehouses built at intervals along the

wharf to the place where the _Nautilus_ would be warped in. The

wharfinger saluted them, William Ammidon joined his wife, and beyond she

could see James Saltonstone conversing with the Surveyor of the Port.

The afternoon was serene, a faint air drew in from the sea; and with it,

sweeping slowly inside Peach's Point, was the tall ship with her canvas

towering gold in the western sun against the distance of sea and sky. As

Rhoda watched she saw their house flag--a white field checkered in

blue--fluttering from the main royal truck.

"The royals are coming in!" Jeremy Ammidon exclaimed, gripping Rhoda's

arm. "He is lowering his top-gallant yards and hauling up the courses! My

dear, there's nothing on God's earth finer than a ship."

The _Nautilus_ slipped along surprisingly fast. Rhoda could now see the

crew moving about and coiling the gear.

"Look, father, there's Gerrit on the quarter-deck."

The shipmaster, shorter than common, with broad assertive shoulders in

formal black, was easily recognizable. A woman with a worn flushed face

pressed by Jeremy. "Andrew's there, too," she told them, "Mr. Broadrick,

the mate."

The ship moved more slowly, under her topsails and jibs, in a soundless

progress with the ripples falling away in water like dark green glass,

liquid and still. She was now but a short distance from the end of the

wharf. Mr. Broadrick was forward between the knightheads with the crew

ranged to the starboard and at the braces, while Gerrit Ammidon stood

with one hand on the quarter-deck railing and the other holding a brass

speaking trumpet to his lips:

"Let go your port fore and after braces, Mr. Broadrick; brace the fore

and mizzen yards sharp up, leave the main braces fast, and lay the main

topsail to the mast. As she comes to the wind let the jibs run down." He

turned to the man at the wheel, "Helm hard a starboard."

"Hard a starboard, sir."

The ship answered quickly and rounded to while her weather fore and

mizzen yards flew forward until they touched the starboard backstays

and the men hauled in the slack of the braces. With the main yard

square to check her way the jibs drooped down along the stays. "Mr.

Broadrick, you may let go the starboard anchor and furl sails." The

mate grasped a top maul and struck the trigger of the ring stopper a

clean blow, the anchor splashed into the water with a rumbling cable,

and the _Nautilus_ was home.

Gerrit Ammidon walked hurriedly to the companionway and went below, while

the mate continued, "Stand by to let go your topsail halliards and man

the gear. Sharper with the mizzen sheets and unbend those clew lines and

garnets... stow the clews in a harbor furl." At a rhythmic shout the

bunts of the three topsails came up together.

The wind had died away and the flags hung listlessly from the main truck

and spanker gaff. The water of the harbor was unstirred except for the

swirls at the oar blades of an incoming quarter boat and the warp paying

out at her stern. The voice of the mate, the chantey of the crew heaving

at the capstan bars, came to Rhoda subdued:

_"The times are hard and wages low,

Oh, leave her, Johnny, leave her.

I guess it's time for us to go,

Oh, leave her, Johnny, leave her.

I thought I heard the old man say,

Oh, leave her, Johnny, leave her.

To-morrow we will get our pay

.......leave her"_

Rhoda Ammidon discovered herself leaning forward tensely, her hands shut

in excitement and emotion; and she relaxed with a happy laugh as the

_Nautilus_, with her yards exactly square and rigging taut, her sides and

figurehead and ports bright with newly laid on paint, moved to the wharf.

It seemed to her that Gerrit, descending a short stage from the deck,

looked markedly older than when he had last sailed. Yet he had a

surprisingly youthful air still; partly, she thought, from the manner in

which he wore his hair, falling in a waving thick line about his cheeks.

His mouth was at once fresh and severe, his face clean shaven, and his

eyes--if possible--more directly blue than ever.

"I'll take the ship's manifest to the Collector," he said, greeting them

and impatiently waving aside the vendors after the cook's slush, the

excited women and runners and human miscellany crowding forward. "Then

Java Head." He paused, speaking over his shoulder: "I'd be thankful if

you would send the barouche down in an hour or so."

Driving back, her hand on Jeremy Ammidon's knee, Rhoda wondered at

Gerrit's request. It was entirely unlike him to ride in the barouche;

rather he had always derided it in the terms of his calling. However,

unable to find a solution for her surprise, she listened to the other's

comments and speculations:

"I suppose William's first question will be about the cargo, and, of

course, I hope the ship has done well. But I'm just glad to have Gerrit

back; I am for a fact, Rhoda."

"We all are," she assured him, "and William as happy as any. You mustn't

be misled by his manner, father. I hope the supper will be good and

please you."

"Gerrit will be satisfied with anything," he chuckled. "Probably he's

been out of beans even for a month. Did you notice that fore-royal mast

and yard? They were rigged at sea: Gerrit carried them away. It hurts him

to take in a sail. Some day I tell him he'll drag the spars out of his

ship. His confounded pride will founder him." He made these charges

lightly, with a palpable underlying pride; and, Rhoda knew, would permit

no one else to criticize his son.

She found her daughters in a state of gala excitement on the front steps.

"Uncle Gerrit in the _Nautilus,_" Laurel chanted; and it was evident that

Camilla herself was thrilled. They all went up to put on holiday dress.

Rhoda turned to the coachman, "Have the barouche at the head of Derby

Wharf in an hour."

Gerrit's unusual demand again puzzled her. A fantastic possibility lodged

in her brain--perhaps he was not alone. She pulled the bell rope for her

maid, changed into black moiré with cut steel bretelles, and selected

the peacock coloring of a Peri-taus shawl. She found her husband with his

father in the library. "I understand it's a splendid cargo," William

remarked. Jeremy nodded triumphantly at her, and she expressed a half

humorous resentment at this mercenary display. "He ought to be here," the

younger man declared, consulting his watch. As he spoke Rhoda saw the

barouche draw up before the house. She had a glimpse of a figure at

Gerrit Ammidon's side in extravagantly brilliant satins; there was a

sibilant whisper of rich materials in the hall, and the master entered

the library with a pale set face.

"Father," he said, "Rhoda and William, allow me--my wife, Taou Yuen."

Rhoda Ammidon gave an uncontrollable gasp as the Chinese woman sank in a

fluttering prostration of color at Jeremy's feet. He ejaculated, "God

bless me," and started back. William's face was inscrutable, unguessed

lines appeared about his severe mouth. Her own sensation was one of

incredulity touched with mounting anger and feeling of outrage. The woman

rose, but only to sink again before William: she was on her knees and,

supported by her hands, bent forward and touched her forehead to the

floor three times. Gerrit laughed shortly. "She was to shake your hands;

we went over and over it on shipboard. But anything less than the

_Kûl'on_ was too casual for her."

She was now erect with a freer murmur of greeting to Rhoda. The latter

was instantly aware of one certainty--Chinese she might be, she was, but

no less absolutely aristocratic. Her face, oval and slightly flat, was

plastered with paint on paint, but her gesture, the calm scrutiny of

enigmatic black eyes under delicately arched brows, exquisite quiet

hands, were all under the most admirable instinctive command. Rhoda said:

"I see that I am to welcome you for Gerrit's family." The other, in slow

lisping English replied:

"Thank you greatly. I am humbled to the earth before your goodness."

"You will want to go to your room," Rhoda continued mechanically. "It was

only prepared for one, but I'll send a servant up at once." She was

enraged at the silent stupidity of the three men and flashed a silent

command at her husband.

"This is a decided surprise," the latter at last addressed his brother;

"nor can I pretend that it is pleasant." Jeremy Ammidon's gaze wandered

blankly from Gerrit to the woman, then back to his son.

Never before had Rhoda seen such lovely clothes: A long gown with wide

sleeves of blue-black satin, embroidered in peach-colored flower petals

and innumerable minute sapphire and orange butterflies, a short

sleeveless jacket of sage green caught with looped red jade buttons and

threaded with silver and indigo high-soled slippers crusted and tasseled

with pearls. Her hair rose from the back in a smooth burnished loop.

There were long pins of pink jade carved into blossoms, a quivering

decoration of paper-thin gold leaves with moonstones in glistening

drops, and a band of coral lotus buds. Pierced stone bracelets hung

about her delicate wrists, fretted crystal balls swung from the lobes of

her ears; and clasped on the ends of several fingers were long pointed

filagrees of ivory.

"Taou Yuen," Gerrit repeated shortly, with his challenging bright gaze.

"That means Peach Garden. My wife is a Manchu," he asserted in a more

biting tone; "a Manchu and the daughter of a noble. Thank you, Rhoda,

particularly. But I have always counted on you. Will you go up with her?

That is if--if my father has a room, a place, for us."

"This will always be your home, Gerrit," Jeremy said slowly, with the

long breath of a diver in deep waters.

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