NET BALANCE

The task of taking stock of myself has not proven a pleasant one. I

have been trying to figure out what society has granted me, and to what

extent I have responded with an equivalent. I find that I wear clothes

I did not make. I consume food I did not grow nor prepare. I inhabit

a dwelling which I neither designed, built, nor furnished. I enjoy

facilities of transportation, though I have built neither roads nor

vehicles.

Figure it as I may, I discover my account to be in a bad way. The

assets present a goodly array, but they dwindle mightily before the

overwhelming formidableness of the list of liabilities. I have been

running into debt to society at an alarming rate. Funny I never thought

of it until stocktaking day.

Altogether the discovery is disconcerting in the extreme. My

conscience is not a satisfactory book-keeper under these conditions.

That conscience of mine will not allow my charging up against the

liabilities the unction I would lay to my soul that I have been

sympathetic, and held high ideals. And, indeed, when I essay to

apply the unction I realize that I cannot find my soul. Where had my

soul gone? What had become of that much-prized soul? I have lost my

soul in this insolvency. I tried to increase my spiritual assets by

attaching myself to certain religious organizations, but could find

no consolation there, till at last I decided that I ought to go into

spiritual bankruptcy and ask for a receiver. In this wide world, where

you can get most everything, I have failed to find the spiritual court

with jurisdiction that qualifies it for that position. I have searched

everywhere, and find to my amazement that all are in the same fix.

Society as a whole is spiritually bankrupt--it, too, has lost its soul.

The cause of this strange state of affairs I found to be not due to the

direct intention of life to defraud itself, but society’s spiritual

auditors made a grave mistake in stocktaking. The trouble seems to

be that these functionaries have underestimated the ultimate cost of

things. They thought that the price it pays for its labor represents

the cost. We have thought that pieces of mud, gold, and silver are

equivalent to life, and that by paying a certain wage we had acquitted

ourselves of all obligation. Then, by supplanting men in the workshops

with women and children, we reduced the cost, because we paid less

for about the same stent of work. We thought society economical by

putting children at work at mining our coal; that the seventy-five

cents paid for their daily efforts represents the cost to society for

getting the coal out of the mines. But this is not the cost; it is the

price. The cost to society towers away above the price that figures

in the commercial account current. The cost of working childhood at

coal-mining is the brutalization of the embryo citizen; the killing of

the love instinct that is in him, and destroying the possibilities of a

glorious manhood. The price has been paid but the big end of the cost

is still a liability.

By putting women to work in noisome sweat-shops we cheapen the price of

shirt-waists. But we do not reduce the cost. Unfitting the toiler for

normal motherhood, we encourage the production of poorly born children

from her tired frame, and such progeny are in the account. Look there

for the cost. We cannot destroy souls without finding the item writ

large in the account at judgment day!

Man must work to enjoy life. When his work is to his liking, and he is

fitted to perform the service, the cost is very little, or none at all.

Then his work is educative and he develops; it is nourishing and he

grows. If he be doomed to monotonous work that calls up no note of joy

in his heart, and where no thought is necessary, wherein some muscles

are overexerted while others have insufficient play, we make our toiler

lopsided, and for his loss of symmetry and unfoldment society must pay,

and it is in the account over and above the price we have paid with the

dross of money.

When work is pleasure it requires no spielmark requital--the pleasure

is its sufficient pay. Where there is not joy in the work no price is

sufficient. “It is only by thought that work can be made pleasurable,

and it is only by work that thought may be made healthy.”

Society is morally bankrupt. We have sold our birthright for a mess of

pottage. The wealth of a nation does not consist of an inventory of its

gold and silver coin vaults, nor its gold and silver epaulettes on the

trappings of its military and naval heroes, nor its gold and silver

trimmings on the apparel of dear Lady Disdain, nor in the gold and

silver that flows through the arteries of commerce. The solid assets of

society consist of its arts, not in pictures and statues in the museums

nor in the monuments in the parks; not in the grandeur of the public

buildings, but the pleasure in the lives of the people, made beautiful

by devotion to the arts of peace.

Oh, Angels of Heaven and devils from Hades, come and help me to lament

the great “I am”! Let us weep crocodile tears for man that built the

world. Man has conquered nature, cleared the forests, erected great

cities, and civilized a world--and has lost his own soul.

Art for art’s sake; money for money’s sake; knowledge for the sake

of knowledge; science for the sake of science; virtue for virtue’s

sake--but nowhere anything for Man’s sake. Man built a world and left

himself out.

O Divine Mathematics! What a net balance is this!

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