CHAPTER XXIX.

SYSTEM IN ACCOUNTS.--LETTER FROM PROF. STUART.--LETTERS.--DIARY.--DR.

HAMILTON.--FATHER MATTHEW.

"_January 1, 1849._--THE habit of keeping an account of my

expenditures for objects other than for my family, and for

strictly legal calls, I have found exceedingly convenient and

satisfactory; as I have been sometimes encouraged, by looking

back to some entry of aid to a needy institution or individual,

to do twice as much for some other needy institution or

individual. I can truly say, that I deem these outlays my best,

and would not, if I could by a wish, have any of them back again.

I adopted the practice, ten years ago, of spending my income. The

more I give, the more I have; and do most devoutly and heartily

pray God that I may be faithful in the use of the good things

intrusted to me."

"_January 2._--Yesterday, Peter C. Brooks died, aged eighty-two;

a man who has minded his own business through life, and from a

poor boy became the richest man in the city. I honor him as an

honest man."

(FROM PROF. STUART, OF ANDOVER.)

"ANDOVER, January 23, 1849.

"MY DEAR SIR: Soon after my daughter's return from Boston, I

received a garment exceedingly appropriate to the severe cold to

which I am daily exposed in my rides. Many, many hearty thanks

for your kindness! To me the article in question is of peculiar

value. The cold can hardly penetrate beneath such a garment. God

has blessed you with wealth; but he has given you a richer

blessing still; that is, a heart overflowing with kindness to

your fellow-beings, and a willingness to do good to all as you

have opportunity. I accept, with warm emotions of gratitude and

thankfulness, the kindness you have done to me. I would not

exchange your gift for a large lump of the California gold. Be

assured you have my fervent prayer and wishes, that you may at

last receive a thousand-fold for all the kindness that you have

shown to your fellow-men. You and I are near our final account.

May I not hope that this will also be entering on our final

reward? I do hope this; I must hope it. What else is there in

life that can make us patiently and submissively and calmly

endure its ills? God Almighty bless and sustain and guide and

comfort you until death; and then may you pass through the dark

valley without a fear, cheerfully looking to what lies beyond it!

"I am, my dear sir, with sincere gratitude, your friend and

obedient servant,

MOSES STUART."

To President Hopkins he writes, Jan. 3:

"Your letters always bring light to our path, and joy to our

hearts, in one way or another. The two last seemed to come at the

very time to do both, in a way to impress our senses and

feelings, as the clear heavens, and brilliant sky, and

exhilarating atmosphere, of this charming cold day, do mine, in

contrast with a beautiful bouquet of flowers on my table as a

love-token from some of my young sleigh-riding friends, and which

makes me feel a boy with these boys, and an old man with such

wise ones as you.

"In the scenes of the past year, much that will mark its

character stands out in bold relief; and, if we of this country

are true to our principles, the great brotherhood of man will be

elevated; for there have been overturns and overturns which will

act until He whose right it is shall reign. If we live up to our

political professions, our Protestant religion will elevate the

millions who will be brought under our levelling process. 'Level

up,' but not down, was Judge Story's maxim of democratic

levelling, as he began his political career. In the business of

levelling up, the Lawrence Academy, I trust, may do something.

The late notices of it have been somewhat various by the

newspaper editors to whom the preceptor sent catalogues."

* * * * *

"_February 25._--Attended Brattle-street Church this morning, and

heard a consolatory sermon; and, at the closing prayer, the

giving of thanks to our Father in heaven, through Jesus Christ,

who lived to serve us, and died to save us."

On the 28th, he writes to his brother Abbott, who had had tendered to

him, by General Taylor, the office of Secretary of the Navy:

"DEAR BROTHER: I have heard since noon that you have the

invitation of General Taylor to take a seat in his cabinet, and

that you will proceed to Washington forthwith to answer for

yourself. I am not less gratified by the offer than you can be;

but I should feel deep anguish, if I thought you could be induced

to accept it, even for a brief period. Your name and fame as a

private citizen is a better inheritance for your children than

any distinction you may attain from official station; and the

influence you can exercise for your country and friends, as you

are, is higher and better than any you can exercise as an

official of the government."

On March 3, he writes to his brother at Washington:

"I awoke this morning very early, and, after a while, fixed my

mind in prayer to God, that your duty may be clearly seen, and

that you may perform it in the spirit of a true disciple."

And again on March 5, after hearing that his brother had declined the

proffered seat in the cabinet, he writes to him:

"The morning papers confirm my convictions of what you would do;

and I do most heartily rejoice, and say that I never felt as

proud before."

* * * * *

"_April 11._--A subscription paper, with an introductory letter

from ----, was handed me, on which were seven or eight names for

a hundred dollars each, to aid the family of ----, lately

deceased. Not having any acquaintance with him or family, I did

not subscribe. Applications come in from all quarters, for all

objects. The reputation of giving freely is a very bad

reputation, so far as my personal comfort is concerned."

April 21, he writes to a friend:

"The matters of deepest interest in my last were ----, the

religious movement, ----'s ill-health, and ----'s accident. All

these matters are presenting a sunny show now. Our dead

Unitarianism of ten or fifteen years ago is stirred up, and the

deep feelings of sin, and salvation through the Beloved, are

awakened, where there seemed to be nothing but indifference and

coldness; my hope and belief are that great good will follow. In

the matter of the enjoyment of life, you judge me rightly; few

men have so many and rich blessings to be thankful for; and,

while I am spared with sufficient understanding to comprehend

these, I pray that I may have the honesty to use them in the way

that the Master will approve. Of what use will it be to have my

thoughts directed to the increase of my property, at the cost of

my hopes of heaven? There, a Lazarus is better off than a score

of Dives. Pray without ceasing, that I may be faithful."

The following extract of a letter is taken from a work entitled "A

Romance of the Sea-Serpent, or the Ichthyosaurus," and will show Mr.

Lawrence's views respecting the much contested subject of which it

treats:

"BOSTON, April 26, 1849.

"I have never had any doubt of the existence of the _Sea-Serpent_

since the morning he was seen off Nahant by Martial Prince,

through his famous mast-head spy-glass. For, within the next two

hours, I conversed with Mr. Samuel Cabot, and Mr. Daniel P.

Parker, I think, and one or more persons beside, who had spent a

part of that morning in witnessing his movements. In addition,

Colonel Harris, the commander at Fort Independence, told me that

the creature had been seen by a number of his soldiers while

standing sentry in the early dawn, some time before this show at

Nahant; and Colonel Harris believed it as firmly as though the

creature were drawn up before us in State-street, where we then

were.

"I again say, I have never, from that day to this, had a doubt of

the _Sea-Serpent's existence_. The revival of the stories will

bring out many facts that will place the matter before our people

in such a light as will make them _as much ashamed_ to doubt, as

_they formerly_ were to believe in its existence.

"Yours truly,

AMOS LAWRENCE."

To a friend he writes, July 18:

"Brother A. has received the place of Minister to the Court of

St. James; the most flattering testimony of his worth and

character that is within the gift of the present administration,

and the only office that I would not advise against his

accepting."

About this time, Mr. Lawrence read a small work, entitled "Life in

Earnest," by the Rev. James Hamilton, D.D., Minister of the Scotch

Church, Regent's Square, London. The sentiments of this little volume

were so much akin to his own, and were withal so forcibly exemplified,

that he commenced a correspondence with the author, which became a

most interesting one, and continued until the close of his life.

"BOSTON, July 18, 1849.

"TO REV. J. HAMILTON, D.D.

"SIR: The few lines on the other side of this sheet are addressed

to me by our excellent governor, whose good word may be grateful

to you, coming as it does from a Christian brother across the

Atlantic. If it should ever happen to you to visit this country,

I need not say how great would be my pleasure to see you. I am a

minute-man, living by the day and by the ounce; but am

compensated for all privations, by reading such tracts as 'Life

in Earnest,' in such a way that few are allowed. I have cleared

out the Sunday-school depository three times in the last four

weeks, and have scattered the work broadcast, and intend to

continue to do so if my health allows. Among those to whom I have

given one is my younger brother, who is soon to be with you in

England, as Minister to your Court. I recommend him to your

prayers and your confidence.

"With great respect for your character, I am yours,

"AMOS LAWRENCE."

"_July 23._--We are to have Father Matthew here to-morrow: he is

a lion, but I probably shall only see him at a distance. The

influence he is said to have upon his Irish people may result in

making many of them industrious citizens, who would, without him,

be criminals, and a pest to honest people. The evil of such

masses being thrown upon us we must bear, and study how to

relieve ourselves in any practicable way. I see none but to

educate the children, and circulate the Bible and good books

among them, which shall encourage them to do the best they can

for themselves.

"The Christian banner may have many local influences and

teachings; but its broad folds, I trust, will cover many true

followers, however exact its worldly interpreters may be of what

constitutes a true follower. I saw, in the _New York Observer_ (I

think it was), a statement of a district in the South-west, where

were forty-one Christian denominations, and no two of whose

ministers could exchange pulpit labors. Do not these people need

a Christian teacher?"

"_August 3_.--Father Matthew is doing a good work here; and the

result of his power is in his benevolent and sincere expression,

and charming head and face. He has called to see me twice, and I

intend to call and see him to-morrow. His ease and eloquence

could not do for him what his heavenly expression does."

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