I burste forthe into Teares.

--"No, _Rose_, no," repeated Mr. _Agnew_, putting aside his Wife, who

woulde have interceded for me,--"her Teares have noe Effect on me

now--they proceed, not from a contrite Heart, they are the Tears of a

Child that cannot brook to be chidden for the Waywardnesse in which it

persists."

"You doe me Wrong everie Way," I sayd; "I came to you willing and

desirous to doe what you yourselfe woulde, this Morning, have had me

doe."

"But in how strange a Way!" cried he. "At a Time when anie Renewal of

your Intercourse requires to be conducted with the utmost Delicacy, and

even with more Shew of Concession on your Part than, an Hour ago, I

should have deemed needfulle,--to propose an abrupt, trivial

Communication about an old Key!"

"It needed not to have been abrupt," I sayd, "nor yet trivial; for I

meant it to have beene exprest kindlie."

"You said not that before," answered he.

"Because you gave me not Time.--Because you chid me and frightened me."

He stood silent, some While, upon this; grave, yet softer, and

mechanicallie playing with the Key, which he had taken from my Hand.

_Rose_ looking in his Face anxiouslie. At lengthe, to disturbe his

Reverie, she playfulle tooke it from him, saying, in School-girl Phrase,

"This is the Key of the Kingdom!"

"Of the Kingdom of Heaven, it mighte be!" exclaimed _Roger_, "if we

knew how to use it arighte! If we knew but how to fit it to the Wards

of _Milton's_ Heart!--there's the Difficultie. . . . a greater one,

poor _Moll_, than you know; for hitherto, alle the Reluctance has been

on your Part. But now . . ."

"What now?" I anxiouslie askt.

"We were talking of you but as you rejoyned us," sayd Mr. _Agnew_, "and

I was telling _Rose_ that hithertoe I had considered the onlie Obstacle

to a Reunion arose from a false Impression of your own, that Mr.

_Milton_ coulde not make you happy. But now I have beene led to the

Conclusion that you cannot make _him_ soe, which increases the

Difficultie."

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