CHAPTER XX.

AT VERSAILLES.

The Duchesse Louise de la Vallière, after her return from Chaillot,

lived much at the Hôtel Biron, a residence at Versailles presented

to her by the King. Her two children, the Comte de Vermandois and

Mademoiselle de Blois, were with her. The Hôtel Biron, a sumptuous

abode, situated between "court and garden," lay in a hollow close

to the yet unfinished Palace of Versailles, on the same side as the

reservoir. Adjoining were the royal gardens, already planned and

partially completed by Le Nôtre. These gardens, with the formal groves

and symmetrical thickets which enclose them, sloped downwards from

the grand terrace of the southern front, and overshadowed the hôtel,

giving it a sequestered, not to say melancholy aspect. On the other

side a wooded park stretched away in the direction of what was in time

to become the site of the two Trianons. The new Palace of Versailles

was as yet covered with scaffolding; innumerable workmen laboured

night and day on the north and south wings. The _corps de logis_, of

brick and stone, was alone completed, and though greatly enlarged and

beautified, still retained those suites of small rooms—_les petits

apartements_—portions of the original hunting-lodge, which was so

often visited by Louis XIII. in his hunting expeditions.

[Illustration: VERSAILLES FROM THE PIÈCE D'EAU DES SUISSES.

From an engraving by Rigaud.]

La Vallière lived a life of extreme retirement. She rarely appeared at

Court, except upon occasions of state, and received only such visits as

etiquette rendered necessary. Save the King, her confessor, and a few

intimate friends, she avoided every one. The splendour of the retreat

assigned her by the King pained and humiliated her. She was but too

conscious that in permitting herself to be dowered and ennobled by him,

she was exposing herself to the charge of ambition, arrogance, and

avarice—she, who only loved the man, and who shrank abashed from the

sovereign!

The very letters-patent by which Louis created her Duchesse de la

Vallière infinitely wounded her. It was intolerable to her to be

publicly addressed as "his singularly and entirely beloved Louise

Françoise de la Vallière, possessed of his Majesty's special and

particular affection." Vainly had she endeavoured to combat his

resolution thus to distinguish her; vainly had she entreated him to

allow her to sink into oblivion, forgotten by all save himself. Louis

had declared, and with truth, that after her flight to Chaillot and

her return to Saint-Germain, all mystery was impossible. He could

not bear, he told her, to see her continually suffering affronts

and mortifications in his own Court, to which her sensitive nature

specially exposed her, and from which even he could not screen her.

Vainly did he invoke all his authority as a sovereign, all his devotion

as a man, to raise the object of his love beyond the reach of calumny.

Vainly did he surround her with all that the luxury of kings, the

treasures of the state, and the refinements of love could devise to

reconcile her to her position. He could not stifle her conscience.

Louise could not bring herself to leave him, but she sank under the

consciousness of her sin.

When, by a formal declaration of the parliament, her children were

legitimatised and created princes of the blood royal, she was in

absolute despair. Again she conjured the King never more to let her

name be heard. But, selfish even to her, Louis commanded that she

should appear in the Queen's circle, and receive the congratulations of

the Court. A prey to anxiety and remorse, silent, yearning, solitary,

her health gave way. Her lovely figure lost its roundness, her violet

eyes their lustre. She grew dull, oppressed, and tearful, and her

lameness increased.

The Comtesse du Roule, formerly maid of honour to Madame Henriette

d'Orléans at the same time as La Vallière, was one of the few friends

she still received.

They had not met for some time when Madame du Roule called on her.

Madame du Roule found Louise seated alone in a pavilion overlooking

the palace of Versailles. She was so lost in thought she did not hear

her friend's footsteps. When she rose to receive her she looked more

delicate and dejected than usual.

"Dear Louise," said the Comtesse after having saluted her, "how I

grieve to see you so unhappy. Can nothing be done to console you?

Remember you are ruining your looks. Do you imagine that his Majesty

will care for you when you have made yourself wrinkled and ugly?"

"Alas, Celestine, I cannot help it! I ought not to be here", and

Louise kissed her tenderly, and placed her on a seat beside her. "This

magnificent hotel, those royal servants, my luxurious life—daily remind

me of my degradation. While I was unknown and poor, lost among the

crowd of a great Court, I was my own mistress. My heart was my own to

bestow. Now," and she placed her hand on her heart as if she suffered

"a price seems put upon me. I cannot bear it! Ah, why did I leave

Chaillot?" and her head, covered with light baby curls, sank upon her

bosom; and she heaved a deep sigh.

"But, Louise, if you love the King," said the Comtesse, laying her

hand gently on that of La Vallière, "you must accept the inevitable

position, else some one less scrupulous and more mercenary than

yourself will certainly take it."

"Ah, Celestine, that fear is ever present to me. It is agony to me;

it keeps me here. Do not imagine that I misunderstand my position. I

suffer because it is too painfully evident. Yet I love the King too

much to resign him. Love! ah, more—I worship him!" and she raised

her head, and an inner light shone from her soft grey eyes, that

made them glow with passion. "Is he not my master—my sovereign!" she

continued; "am I not bound to obey him? Could I exist without him?

Who else but Louis could have brought me back from Chaillot? Who else

could have torn me from the altar to which my heart still clings?

Celestine, I know I shall return to that convent."—The Comtesse smiled

incredulously.—"But," continued La Vallière, "when I see my faded face

in the glass, and I know I am faded and changed,"—Madame du Roule shook

her head deprecatingly—"I tremble—oh, I tremble lest I should lose him!

I know I ought to rejoice at his loss," added she in a broken voice;

"yet I cannot—I cannot!" and the tears streamed from her eyes, and she

covered her face with her hands.

"Have you perceived any difference in the behaviour of his Majesty of

late?" asked Madame du Roule, when La Vallière became more composed.

"Oh, what a question, Celestine! Such an idea never crossed my

mind—changed now, at this time—could it be possible? When I spoke of

losing him, I meant in the course of years—long, long years. Surely he

would not change now?" An agonised expression came into her face as she

spoke, and she turned appealingly towards her friend for reassurance

against what presented itself to her as some horrible dream.

"I only ask you this question for your good, dear Louise," answered

the Comtesse soothingly, imprinting a kiss on her pallid cheek. La

Vallière threw her arms around her neck, and made no reply. "I see you

are incapable of judging for yourself. If I ask a painful question, it

is to spare you, not to wound you. Answer me honestly, Louise—is his

Majesty changed?"

A shudder passed over the slender frame of La Vallière. For a time she

could not bring herself to reply; then hesitatingly she answered: "I

have fancied—but, oh heavens! may it be only a fancy—that his Majesty

finds his visits to me more dull than formerly. I am so depressed

myself, that must be the reason," and she bent her eyes upon her

friend, hoping that she would assent; but Madame du Roule only listened

with grave attention. "He has sat," continued Louise, evidently forcing

herself to a painful confession, "he has sat for half an hour at a

time quite silent, a thing unusual with him. He has remarked, too,

repeatedly, on my altered looks; he has often regretted my low spirits.

He is most considerate, most tender; but"—and she faltered more than

ever—"I fear that I depress him; and I have tried—" here her voice

dropped, and her eyes fixed themselves upon a medallion portrait of

Louis that hung round her neck by a chain of gold. She contemplated it

earnestly.

"That is just what I feared, Louise," and the Comtesse laid her hand

softly on her shoulder to rouse her from the deep reverie into which

she had fallen; "that is precisely what I feared. If you cease to amuse

the King, others will; he will leave you."

"Holy Virgin!" cried Louise, starting from her chair and clasping her

hands; "do not say so; such an idea is death to me!"

"Louise, be calm; reseat yourself, and listen to me. You rarely go to

Court; but you well know that his Majesty is surrounded from morning

till night with crowds of most fascinating, most unscrupulous women.

They follow him like his shadow; he cannot shake them off—even if he

would. The poor Queen, who is as stupid as an owl, sits in a corner,

sighs, and sulks, or plays at cards, and loses thousands to pass away

the time. But she says nothing, and has no influence whatever over her

husband. By-the-way, she is very jealous of you, Louise, and calls you

'the lady with the diamond ear-rings.'"

La Vallière blushed, then sighed; and again her dreamy eyes sought the

medallion portrait of the King, which she still held within the palm of

her hand.

"Rouse yourself, Louise; believe me there is need," urged the Comtesse.

"When the King visits you next, throw off these gloomy vapours; or,

if you cannot, invite some friend to be present and assist you in

entertaining him."

The tears gathered in La Vallière's eyes, and slowly coursed each other

down her cheeks.

"Alas! has it come to this, then? Do you indeed, Celestine, counsel me

to call on another to do that which was once my privilege? How he once

loved my company! how he praised my gentleness and my timidity, which

charmed him inexpressibly, he said, after the boldness of the ladies of

the Court."

"All this is folly," said Madame du Roule impatiently. "The King is

robust, happy, and fond of pleasure. He delights in the society of

women. You must, Louise, either return to Chaillot, as you say you

desire to do (excuse my frankness, dear, it is for your good), or you

must change. His Majesty is neither a penitent, nor ill, nor sad. Do

you know any one you can invite here when he comes?"

"No," replied La Vallière with a look of infinite distress upon her

plaintive face. "No one I could trust. Besides, the King might resent

it as a liberty. It is a matter needing the nicest judgment."

"The person, whoever she is," said Madame du Roule, "must be sincerely

attached to you, polished, agreeable, and sympathetic. She must be

good-looking, and not too old, either; for the King loves youth and

beauty. There is the new lady-in-waiting, the Marquise de Montespan.

You have seen her. She is a mere girl, just come to Court, and

belongs to no clique. She is as witty as a Mortémart ought to be, and

gloriously handsome. Such eyes, dear Louise, such colour! and there

is plenty of fun, not to say malice, about her. I would not have her

for an enemy! When she was presented to the Queen, there was the most

extraordinary sensation at Court—people stood on chairs to look at her."

"But, dear Celestine, what a hag I shall look beside this fresh young

beauty?" cried La Vallière in alarm.

"You need have no fear of that. The King is perhaps the only man in

the whole circle who does not admire her. You would be quite safe to

invite her. She is full of badinage, positively a child in her love of

amusement; her lively sallies will help to pass the time. She desires,

too, greatly to be presented to you, and has already conceived a

romantic friendship for you."

"Ah, Celestine, are you sure that this girl, this Mortémart—they are

a dangerous family—seeks me for myself alone? Are you sure that she

has no deeper motive for all these professions? I confess I have my

misgivings."

"You are quite mistaken, Louise. She is a naïve creature, clever

indeed, but guileless. You could not make a better choice. Take my

advice, ask his Majesty's permission to invite the Marquise next time

he comes. Believe me, he is perfectly indifferent to her. He will be

grateful to you for the attention; he will be amused. You will find him

return to his first ardour, he will be as devoted as at first. You will

recover your spirits; you will return to Court" (La Vallière shook her

head sadly), "and all will be well!"

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