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But if the word “missing” brings all hope to an end and settles the loss

of the underwriters, the word “overdue” confirms the fears already born

in many homes ashore, and opens the door of speculation in the market of

risks.

Maritime risks, be it understood. There is a class of optimists ready to

reinsure an “overdue” ship at a heavy premium. But nothing can insure

the hearts on shore against the bitterness of waiting for the worst.

For if a “missing” ship has never turned up within the memory of seamen

of my generation, the name of an “overdue” ship, trembling as it were on

the edge of the fatal heading, has been known to appear as “arrived.”

It must blaze up, indeed, with a great brilliance the dull printer’s ink

expended on the assemblage of the few letters that form the ship’s name

to the anxious eyes scanning the page in fear and trembling. It is like

the message of reprieve from the sentence of sorrow suspended over many a

home, even if some of the men in her have been the most homeless mortals

that you may find among the wanderers of the sea.

The reinsurer, the optimist of ill-luck and disaster, slaps his pocket

with satisfaction. The underwriter, who had been trying to minimize the

amount of impending loss, regrets his premature pessimism. The ship has

been stauncher, the skies more merciful, the seas less angry, or perhaps

the men on board of a finer temper than he has been willing to take for

granted.

“The ship So-and-so, bound to such a port, and posted as ‘overdue,’ has

been reported yesterday as having arrived safely at her destination.”

Thus run the official words of the reprieve addressed to the hearts

ashore lying under a heavy sentence. And they come swiftly from the

other side of the earth, over wires and cables, for your electric

telegraph is a great alleviator of anxiety. Details, of course, shall

follow. And they may unfold a tale of narrow escape, of steady ill-luck,

of high winds and heavy weather, of ice, of interminable calms or endless

head-gales; a tale of difficulties overcome, of adversity defied by a

small knot of men upon the great loneliness of the sea; a tale of

resource, of courage—of helplessness, perhaps.

Of all ships disabled at sea, a steamer who has lost her propeller is the

most helpless. And if she drifts into an unpopulated part of the ocean

she may soon become overdue. The menace of the “overdue” and the

finality of “missing” come very quickly to steamers whose life, fed on

coals and breathing the black breath of smoke into the air, goes on in

disregard of wind and wave. Such a one, a big steamship, too, whose

working life had been a record of faithful keeping time from land to

land, in disregard of wind and sea, once lost her propeller down south,

on her passage out to New Zealand.

It was the wintry, murky time of cold gales and heavy seas. With the

snapping of her tail-shaft her life seemed suddenly to depart from her

big body, and from a stubborn, arrogant existence she passed all at once

into the passive state of a drifting log. A ship sick with her own

weakness has not the pathos of a ship vanquished in a battle with the

elements, wherein consists the inner drama of her life. No seaman can

look without compassion upon a disabled ship, but to look at a

sailing-vessel with her lofty spars gone is to look upon a defeated but

indomitable warrior. There is defiance in the remaining stumps of her

masts, raised up like maimed limbs against the menacing scowl of a stormy

sky; there is high courage in the upward sweep of her lines towards the

bow; and as soon as, on a hastily-rigged spar, a strip of canvas is shown

to the wind to keep her head to sea, she faces the waves again with an

unsubdued courage.

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