IX.

Every passage of a ship of yesterday, whose yards were braced round

eagerly the very moment the pilot, with his pockets full of letters, had

got over the side, was like a race—a race against time, against an ideal

standard of achievement outstripping the expectations of common men.

Like all true art, the general conduct of a ship and her handling in

particular cases had a technique which could be discussed with delight

and pleasure by men who found in their work, not bread alone, but an

outlet for the peculiarities of their temperament. To get the best and

truest effect from the infinitely varying moods of sky and sea, not

pictorially, but in the spirit of their calling, was their vocation, one

and all; and they recognised this with as much sincerity, and drew as

much inspiration from this reality, as any man who ever put brush to

canvas. The diversity of temperaments was immense amongst those masters

of the fine art.

Some of them were like Royal Academicians of a certain kind. They never

startled you by a touch of originality, by a fresh audacity of

inspiration. They were safe, very safe. They went about solemnly in the

assurance of their consecrated and empty reputation. Names are odious,

but I remember one of them who might have been their very president, the

P.R.A. of the sea-craft. His weather-beaten and handsome face, his

portly presence, his shirt-fronts and broad cuffs and gold links, his air

of bluff distinction, impressed the humble beholders (stevedores, tally

clerks, tide-waiters) as he walked ashore over the gangway of his ship

lying at the Circular Quay in Sydney. His voice was deep, hearty, and

authoritative—the voice of a very prince amongst sailors. He did

everything with an air which put your attention on the alert and raised

your expectations, but the result somehow was always on stereotyped

lines, unsuggestive, empty of any lesson that one could lay to heart. He

kept his ship in apple-pie order, which would have been seamanlike enough

but for a finicking touch in its details. His officers affected a

superiority over the rest of us, but the boredom of their souls appeared

in their manner of dreary submission to the fads of their commander. It

was only his apprenticed boys whose irrepressible spirits were not

affected by the solemn and respectable mediocrity of that artist. There

were four of these youngsters: one the son of a doctor, another of a

colonel, the third of a jeweller; the name of the fourth was Twentyman,

and this is all I remember of his parentage. But not one of them seemed

to possess the smallest spark of gratitude in his composition. Though

their commander was a kind man in his way, and had made a point of

introducing them to the best people in the town in order that they should

not fall into the bad company of boys belonging to other ships, I regret

to say that they made faces at him behind his back, and imitated the

dignified carriage of his head without any concealment whatever.

This master of the fine art was a personage and nothing more; but, as I

have said, there was an infinite diversity of temperament amongst the

masters of the fine art I have known. Some were great impressionists.

They impressed upon you the fear of God and Immensity—or, in other words,

the fear of being drowned with every circumstance of terrific grandeur.

One may think that the locality of your passing away by means of

suffocation in water does not really matter very much. I am not so sure

of that. I am, perhaps, unduly sensitive, but I confess that the idea of

being suddenly spilt into an infuriated ocean in the midst of darkness

and uproar affected me always with a sensation of shrinking distaste. To

be drowned in a pond, though it might be called an ignominious fate by

the ignorant, is yet a bright and peaceful ending in comparison with some

other endings to one’s earthly career which I have mentally quaked at in

the intervals or even in the midst of violent exertions.

But let that pass. Some of the masters whose influence left a trace upon

my character to this very day, combined a fierceness of conception with a

certitude of execution upon the basis of just appreciation of means and

ends which is the highest quality of the man of action. And an artist is

a man of action, whether he creates a personality, invents an expedient,

or finds the issue of a complicated situation.

There were masters, too, I have known, whose very art consisted in

avoiding every conceivable situation. It is needless to say that they

never did great things in their craft; but they were not to be despised

for that. They were modest; they understood their limitations. Their

own masters had not handed the sacred fire into the keeping of their cold

and skilful hands. One of those last I remember specially, now gone to

his rest from that sea which his temperament must have made a scene of

little more than a peaceful pursuit. Once only did he attempt a stroke

of audacity, one early morning, with a steady breeze, entering a crowded

roadstead. But he was not genuine in this display which might have been

art. He was thinking of his own self; he hankered after the meretricious

glory of a showy performance.

As, rounding a dark, wooded point, bathed in fresh air and sunshine, we

opened to view a crowd of shipping at anchor lying half a mile ahead of

us perhaps, he called me aft from my station on the forecastle head, and,

turning over and over his binoculars in his brown hands, said: “Do you

see that big, heavy ship with white lower masts? I am going to take up a

berth between her and the shore. Now do you see to it that the men jump

smartly at the first order.”

I answered, “Ay, ay, sir,” and verily believed that this would be a fine

performance. We dashed on through the fleet in magnificent style. There

must have been many open mouths and following eyes on board those

ships—Dutch, English, with a sprinkling of Americans and a German or

two—who had all hoisted their flags at eight o’clock as if in honour of

our arrival. It would have been a fine performance if it had come off,

but it did not. Through a touch of self-seeking that modest artist of

solid merit became untrue to his temperament. It was not with him art

for art’s sake: it was art for his own sake; and a dismal failure was the

penalty he paid for that greatest of sins. It might have been even

heavier, but, as it happened, we did not run our ship ashore, nor did we

knock a large hole in the big ship whose lower masts were painted white.

But it is a wonder that we did not carry away the cables of both our

anchors, for, as may be imagined, I did not stand upon the order to “Let

go!” that came to me in a quavering, quite unknown voice from his

trembling lips. I let them both go with a celerity which to this day

astonishes my memory. No average merchantman’s anchors have ever been

let go with such miraculous smartness. And they both held. I could have

kissed their rough, cold iron palms in gratitude if they had not been

buried in slimy mud under ten fathoms of water. Ultimately they brought

us up with the jibboom of a Dutch brig poking through our spanker—nothing

worse. And a miss is as good as a mile.

But not in art. Afterwards the master said to me in a shy mumble, “She

wouldn’t luff up in time, somehow. What’s the matter with her?” And I

made no answer.

Yet the answer was clear. The ship had found out the momentary weakness

of her man. Of all the living creatures upon land and sea, it is ships

alone that cannot be taken in by barren pretences, that will not put up

with bad art from their masters.

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