CHAPTER XIX

BARCHESTER BY MOONLIGHT

There was much cause for grief and occasional perturbation of

spirits in the Stanhope family, but yet they rarely seemed to be

grieved or to be disturbed. It was the peculiar gift of each of

them that each was able to bear his or her own burden without

complaint, and perhaps without sympathy. They habitually looked on

the sunny side of the wall, if there was a gleam on the either side

for them to look at; and, if there was none, they endured the shade

with an indifference which, if not stoical, answered the end at

which the Stoics aimed. Old Stanhope could not but feel that he had

ill-performed his duties as a father and a clergyman; and could

hardly look forward to his own death without grief at the position

in which he would leave his family. His income for many years had

been as high as L 3000 a year, and yet they had among them no other

provision than their mother's fortune of L 10,000. He had not only

spent his income, but was in debt. Yet, with all this, he seldom

showed much outward sign of trouble.

It was the same with the mother. If she added little to the

pleasures of her children she detracted still less: she neither

grumbled at her lot, nor spoke much of her past or future

sufferings; as long as she had a maid to adjust her dress, and had

those dresses well made, nature with her was satisfied. It was the

same with her children. Charlotte never rebuked her father with the

prospect of their future poverty, nor did it seem to grieve her

that she was becoming an old maid so quickly; her temper was rarely

ruffled, and, if we might judge by her appearance, she was always

happy. The signora was not so sweet-tempered, but she possessed

much enduring courage; she seldom complained--never, indeed, to her

family. Though she had a cause for affliction which would have

utterly broken down the heart of most women as beautiful as she and

as devoid of all religious support, yet, she bore her suffering in

silence, or alluded to it only to elicit the sympathy and stimulate

the admiration of the men with whom she flirted. As to Bertie, one

would have imagined from the sound of his voice and the gleam of

his eye that he had not a sorrow nor a care in the world. Nor had

he. He was incapable of anticipating tomorrow's griefs. The

prospect of future want no more disturbed his appetite than does

that of the butcher's knife disturb the appetite of the sheep.

Such was the usual tenor of their way; but there were rare

exceptions. Occasionally the father would allow an angry glance to

fall from his eye, and the lion would send forth a low dangerous

roar as though he meditated some deed of blood. Occasionally also

Madame Neroni would become bitter against mankind, more than

usually antagonistic to the world's decencies, and would seem as

though she was about to break from her moorings and allow herself

to be carried forth by the tide of her feelings to utter ruin and

shipwreck. She, however, like the rest of them, had no real

feelings, could feel no true passion. In that was her security.

Before she resolved on any contemplated escapade she would make a

small calculation, and generally summed up that the Stanhope villa

or even Barchester close was better than the world at large.

They were most irregular in their hours. The father was generally

the earliest in the breakfast-parlour, and Charlotte would soon

follow and give him coffee; but the others breakfasted anywhere

anyhow, and at any time. On the morning after the archdeacon's

futile visit to the palace, Dr Stanhope came down stairs with an

ominously dark look about his eyebrows; his white locks were

rougher than usual, and he breathed thickly and loudly as he took

his seat in his arm-chair. He had open letters in his hand, and

when Charlotte came into the room he was still reading them. She

went up and kissed him as was her wont, but he hardly noticed her

as she did so, and she knew at once that something was the matter.

'What's the meaning of that?' said he, throwing over the table a

letter with a Milan post-mark. Charlotte was a little frightened as

she took it up, but her mind was relieved when she saw that it was

merely the bill of their Italian milliner. The sum total was

certainly large, but not so large as to create an important row.

'It's for our clothes, papa, for six months before we came here.

The three of us can't dress for nothing you know.'

'Nothing, indeed!' said he, looking at the figures, which in

Milanese denominations were certainly monstrous.

'The man should have sent it to me,' said Charlotte.

'I wish he had with all my heart--if you would have paid it. I see

enough in it, to know that three quarters of it are for Madeline.'

'She has little else to amuse her, sir,' said Charlotte with true

good nature.

'And I suppose he has nothing to amuse him,' said the doctor,

throwing over another letter to his daughter. It was from some

member of the family of Sidonia, and politely requested the father

to pay a small trifle of L 700, being the amount of a bill

discounted in favour of Mr Ethelbert Stanhope, and now overdue for

a period of nine months.

Charlotte read the letter, slowly folded it up, and put it under

the edge of the tea-tray.

'I suppose he has nothing to amuse him but discounting bills with

Jews. Does he think I'll pay that?'

'I am sure he thinks no such thing,' said she.

'And who does he think will pay it?'

'As far as honesty goes, I suppose it won't much matter if it is

never paid,' said she. 'I dare say he got very little of it.'

'I suppose it won't much matter either,' said the father, 'if he

goes to prison and rots there. It seems to me that that's the other

alternative.'

Dr Stanhope spoke the custom of his youth. But his daughter, though

she lived so long abroad, was much more completely versed in the

ways of the English world. 'If the man arrests him,' said she, 'he

must go through the court.'

It is thus, thou great family of Sidonia--it is thus that we

Gentiles treat thee, when, in our most extreme need, thou and thine

have aided us with mountains of gold as big as lions--and

occasionally with wine-warrants and orders for dozens of

dressing-cases.

'What, and become an insolvent?' said the doctor.

'He's that already,' said Charlotte, wishing always to get over a

difficulty.

'What a condition,' said the doctor, 'for the son of a clergyman of

the Church of England.'

'I don't see why clergymen's sons should pay their debts more than

other young men,' said Charlotte.

'He's had as much from me since he left school as is held

sufficient for the eldest son of many a nobleman,' said the angry

father.

'Well, sir,' said Charlotte, 'give him another chance.'

'What!' said the doctor, 'do you mean that I am to pay that Jew?'

'Oh, no! I wouldn't pay him, he must take his chance; and if the

worst comes to the worst, Bertie must go abroad. But I want you to

be civil to Bertie, and let him remain here as long as we stop. He

has a plan in his head, that may put him on his feet after all.'

Just at that moment the door opened, and Bertie came in whistling.

The doctor immediately devoted himself to his egg, and allowed

Bertie to whistle himself round to his sister's side without

noticing him.

Charlotte gave a little sign to him with her eye, first glancing at

her father, and then at the letter, the corner of which peeped out

from under the tea-tray. Bertie saw and understood, and with the

quiet motion of a cat abstracted the letter, and made himself

acquainted with its contents. The doctor, however, had seen him,

deep as he appeared to be mersed in his egg-shell, and said in his

harshest voice, 'Well, sir, do you know that gentleman?'

'Yes, sir,' said Bertie. 'I have a sort of acquaintance with him,

but none that can justify him in troubling you. If you will allow

me, sir, I will answer this.'

'At any rate I shan't,' said the father, and then he added, after a

pause, 'Is it true, sir, that you owe the man L 700?'

'Well,' said Bertie, 'I think I should be inclined to dispute the

amount, if I were in a condition to pay him such of it as I really

do owe him.'

'Has he your bill for L 700?' said the father, speaking very loudly

and very angrily.

'Well, I believe he has,' said Bertie; 'but all the money I ever

got from him was L 150.'

'And what became of the L 550?'

'Why, sir; the commission was L 100, or so, and I took the remainder

in paving-stones and rocking-horses.'

'Paving-stones and rocking-horses!' said the doctor, 'where are

they?'

'Oh, sir, I suppose they are in London somewhere--but I'll inquire

if you wish for them.'

'He's an idiot,' said the doctor, 'and it's sheer folly to waste

more money on him. Nothing can save him from ruin,' and so saying,

the unhappy father walked out of the room.

'Would the governor like to see the paving-stones?'

'I'll tell you what,' said she. 'If you don't take care, you will

find yourself loose upon the world without even a house over your

head: you don't know him as well as I do. He's very angry.'

Bertie stroked his big beard, sipped his tea, chatted over his

misfortunes in a half comic, half serious tone, and ended by

promising his sister that he would do his very best to make himself

agreeable to the widow Bold. Then Charlotte followed her father to

his own room and softened down his wrath, and persuaded him to say

nothing more about the Jew bill discounter, at any rate for a few

weeks. He even went so far as to say he would pay the L 700, or at

any rate settle the bill, if he saw a certainty of his son's

securing for himself anything like a decent provision in life.

Nothing was said openly between them about poor Eleanor: but the

father and the daughter understood each other.

They all met together in the drawing-room at nine o'clock, in

perfect good humour with each other; and about that hour Mrs Bold

was announced. She had never been in the house before, though she

had of course called: and now she felt it strange to find herself

there in her usual evening dress, entering the drawing-room of

these strangers in this friendly unceremonious way, as though she

had known them all her life. But in three minutes they made her at

home. Charlotte tripped downstairs and took her bonnet from her,

and Bertie came to relieve her from her shawl, and the signora

smiled on her as she could smile when she chose to be gracious, and

the old doctor shook hands with her in a kind and benedictory

manner that went to her heart at once, and made her feel that he

must be a good man.

She had not been seated for above five minutes when the door again

opened, and Mr Slope was announced. She felt rather surprised,

because she was told that nobody was to be there, and it was very

evident from the manner of some of them that Mr Slope was

unexpected. But still there was not much in it. In such invitations

a bachelor or two more or less are always spoken of as nobodies,

and there was no reason why Mr Slope should not drink tea at Dr

Stanhope's as well as Eleanor herself. He, however, was very much

surprised and not very much gratified at finding that his own

embryo spouse made one of the party. He had come there to gratify

himself by gazing on Madame Neroni's beauty, and listening to and

returning her flattery: and though he had not owned as much to

himself, he still felt that if he spent the evening as he had

intended to do, he might probably not thereby advance his suit with

Mrs Bold.

The signora, who had no idea of a rival, received Mr Slope with her

usual marks of distinction. As he took her hand, she made some

confidential communication to him in a low voice, declaring that

she had a plan to communicate to him after tea, and was evidently

prepared to go on with her work of reducing the chaplain to a state

of captivity. Poor Mr Slope was rather beside himself. He thought

that Eleanor could not but have learnt from his demeanour that he

was an admirer of her own, and he had also flattered himself that

the idea was not unacceptable to her. What would she think of him

if he now devoted himself to a married woman?

But Eleanor was not inclined to be severe in her criticism on him

in that respect, and felt no annoyance of any kind, when she found

herself seated between Bertie and Charlotte Stanhope. She had not

suspicion of Mr Slope's intentions; she had no suspicion even of

the suspicion of other people; but still she felt well pleased not

to have Mr Slope too near to her.

And she was not ill-pleased to have Bertie Stanhope near her. It

was rarely indeed that he failed to make an agreeable impression on

strangers. With a bishop indeed who thought much of his own dignity

it was possible that he might fail, but hardly with a young lady

and pretty woman. He possessed the tact of becoming instantly

intimate with women without giving rise to any fear of

impertinence. He had about him somewhat of the propensities of a

tame cat. It seemed quite natural that he should be petted,

caressed, and treated with familiar good nature, and that in return

he should purr, and be sleek and graceful, and above all never show

his claws. Like other tame cats, however, he had his claws, and

sometimes, made them dangerous.

When tea was over Charlotte went to the open window and declared

loudly that the full harvest moon was much too beautiful to be

disregarded, and called them to look at it. To tell the truth,

there was but one there who cared much about the moon's beauty, and

that one was not Charlotte; but she knew how valuable an aid to her

purpose the chaste goddess might become, and could easily create a

little enthusiasm for the purpose of the moment. Eleanor and Bertie

were soon with her. The doctor was now quiet in his arm- chair, and

Mrs Stanhope in hers, both prepared for slumber.

'Are you a Whewellite or a Brewsterite, or a t'othermanite, Mrs

Bold?' said Charlotte, who knew a little about everything, and had

read about a third of each of the books to which she alluded.

'Oh!' said Eleanor; 'I have not read any of the books, but I feel

sure that there is one man in the moon at least, if not more.'

'You don't believe in the pulpy gelatinous matter?' said Bertie.

'I heard about that,' said Eleanor; 'and I really think it's almost

wicked to talk in such a manner. How can we argue about God's power

in the other stars from the laws which he has given for our role in

this one?'

'How indeed!' said Bertie. 'Why shouldn't there be a race of

salamanders in Venus? And even if there be nothing but fish in

Jupiter, why shouldn't the fish there be as wide awake as the men

and women here?'

'That would be saying very little for them,' said Charlotte. 'I am

for Dr Whewell myself; for I do not think that men and woman are

worth being repeated in such countless worlds. There may be souls

in other stars, but I doubt their having any bodies attached to

them. But come, Mrs Bold, let us put our bonnets on and walk round

the close. If we are to discuss sidereal questions, we shall do so

much better under the towers of the cathedral, than stuck in this

narrow window.

Mrs Bold made no objection, and a party was made to walk out.

Charlotte Stanhope well knew the rule as to three being no company,

and she had therefore to induce her sister to allow Mr Slope to

accompany them.

'Come, Mr Slope,' she said; 'I'm sure you'll join us. We shall be

in again in quarter of an hour, Madeline.'

Madeline read in her eye all that she had to say, knew her object,

and as she had to depend on her sister for so many of her

amusements, she felt that she must yield. It was hard to be left

alone while others of her own age walked out to feel the soft

influence of the bright night, but it would be harder still without

the sort of sanction which Charlotte gave to all her flirtations

and intrigues. Charlotte's eye told her that she must give up just

at present for the good of the family, and so Madeline obeyed.

But Charlotte's eyes said nothing of the sort to Mr Slope. He had

no objection at all to the tete-a-tete with the signora, which the

departure of the other three would allow him, and gently whispered

to her, 'I shall not leave you alone.'

'Oh, yes,' said she; 'go--pray go, pray go, for my sake. Do not

think that I am so selfish. It is understood that nobody is kept

within for me. You will understand this too when you know me

better. Pray join them, Mr Slope, but when you come in speak to me

for five minutes before you leave us.'

Mr Slope understood that he was to go, and he therefore joined the

party in the hall. He would have had no objection at all to this

arrangement, if he could have secured Mrs Bold's arm; but this was

of course out of the question. Indeed, his fate was very soon

settled, for no sooner had he reached the hall-door, than Miss

Stanhope put her hand within his arm, and Bertie walked off with

Eleanor just as naturally as though she were already his own

property.

And so they sauntered forth: first they walked round the close,

according to their avowed intent; then they went under the old

arched gateway below St Cuthbert's little church, and then they

turned behind the grounds of the bishop's palace, and so on till

they came to the bridge just at the edge of the town, from which

passers-by can look down into the gardens of Hiram's hospital; and

her Charlotte and Mr Slope, who were in advance, stopped till the

other two came up to them. Mr Slope knew that the gable-ends and

old brick chimneys which stood up so prettily in the moonlight,

were those of Mr Harding's late abode, and would not have stopped

on such a spot, in such company, if he could have avoided it; but

Miss Stanhope would not take the hint which he tried to give.

'This is a very pretty place, Mrs Bold,' said Charlotte; 'by far

the prettiest place near Barchester. I wonder your father gave it

up.'

It was a very pretty place, and now by the deceitful light of the

moon looked twice larger, twice prettier, twice more antiquely

picturesque than it would have done in truth-telling daylight. Who

does not know the air of complex multiplicity and the mysterious

interesting grace which the moon always lends to old gabled

buildings half surrounded, as was the hospital, by fine trees! As

seen from the bridge on the night of which we are speaking, Mr

Harding's late abode did look very lovely; and though Eleanor did

not grieve at her father's having left it, she felt at the moment

an intense wish that he might be allowed to return.

'He is going to return to it immediately, is he not?' asked Bertie.

Eleanor made no immediate reply. Much such a question passed

unanswered, without the notice of the questioner; but such was not

now the case. They all remained silent as though expecting her to

reply, and after a moment or two, Charlotte said, 'I believe it is

settled that Mr Harding returns to the hospital, is it not?'

'I don't think anything about it is settled yet,' said Eleanor.

'But it must be a matter of course,' said Bertie; 'that is, if your

father wishes it; who else on earth could hold it after what has

occurred?'

Eleanor quietly made her companion to understand that the matter

was one which she could not discuss in the present company; and

then they passed on; Charlotte said she would go a short way up the

hill out of the town so as to look back on the towers of the

cathedral, and as Eleanor leant upon Bertie's arm for assistance in

the walk, she told him how the matter stood between her father and

the bishop.

'And, he,' said Bertie, pointing on to Mr Slope, 'what part does he

take in it?'

Eleanor explained how Mr Slope had at first endeavoured to

tyrannize over her father, but how he had latterly come round, and

done all he could to talk the bishop over in Mr Harding's favour.

'But my father,' said she, 'is hardly inclined to trust him; they

all say he is so arrogant to the old clergyman of the city.'

'Take my word for it,' said Bertie, 'your father is right. If I am

not very much mistaken, that man is both arrogant and false.'

They strolled up the top of the hill, and then returned through the

fields by a footpath which leads by a small wooden bridge, or

rather a plank with a rustic rail to it, over the river to the

other side of the cathedral from that at which they had started.

They had thus walked round the bishop's grounds, through which the

river runs, and round the cathedral and adjacent fields, and it was

past eleven before they reached the doctor's door.

'It is very late,' said Eleanor, 'it will be a shame to disturb

your mother at such an hour.'

'Oh,' said Charlotte, laughing, 'you won't disturb mamma; I dare

say she is in bed by this time, and Madeline would be furious if

you do not come in and see her. Come, Bertie, take Mrs Bold's

bonnet from her.'

They went up stairs, and found the signora alone, reading. She

looked somewhat sad and melancholy, but not more so perhaps than

was sufficient to excite additional interest in the bosom of Mr

Slope; and she was soon deep in whispered intercourse with that

happy gentleman, who was allowed to find a resting-place on her

sofa. The signora had a way of whispering that was peculiarly her

own, and was exactly the reverse of that which prevails among great

tragedians. The great tragedian hisses out a positive whisper, made

with bated breath, and produced by inarticulate tongue-formed

sounds, but yet he is audible through the whole house. The signora

however used no hisses, and produced all her words in a clear

silver tone, but they could only be heard by the ear into which

they were poured.

Charlotte hurried and skurried about the room hither and thither,

doing, or pretending to do many things; and then saying something

about seeing her mother, ran up stairs. Eleanor was then left alone

with Bertie, and she hardly felt and hour fly by her. To give

Bertie his due credit, he could not have played his cards better.

He did not make love to her, nor sigh, nor look languishing; but he

was amusing and familiar, yet respectful; and when he left Eleanor

at her own door at one o'clock, which he did by the bye with the

assistance of the now jealous Slope, she thought he was one of the

most agreeable men, and the Stanhopes decidedly the most agreeable

family, that she had ever met.

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