CHAPTER XX.

_We Intrude upon a Gentleman at a Coffee-house._

Little was eaten at that supper, to which we sat down in a constraint

natural to the situation. Philip was presently about to assume the

burden of opening the conversation, when Madge abruptly began:

"I make no doubt you recognised him, Bert--the man with the coach."

"Yes. Philip and I saw him outside the theatre."

"And followed him, in following you," added Philip. "We had

intended--"

"You must not suppose--" she interrupted; but, after a moment's halt

of embarrassment, left the sentence unfinished, and made another

beginning: "I never saw him or heard of him, after I left New York,

till I had been three years on the stage. Then, when the war was over,

he came back to London, and chanced to see me play at Drury Lane. He

knew me in spite of my stage name, and during that very performance I

found him waiting in the greenroom. I had no desire for any of his

society, and told him so. But it seems that, finding me--admired, and

successful in the way I had resorted to, he could not be content till

he regained my--esteem. If I had shown myself friendly to him then, I

should soon have been rid of him: but instead, I showed a resolution

to avoid him; and he is the kind of man who can't endure a repulse

from a woman. To say truth, he thinks himself invincible to 'em all,

and when he finds one of 'em proof against him, even though she may

once have seemed--when she didn't know her mind--well, she is the

woman he must be pestering, to show that he's not to be resisted.

"And so, at last, to be rid of his plaguing, I went away from London,

and took another stage name, and acted in the country. Only Mr. and

Mrs. Sheridan were in the secret of this: 'twas Mr. Sheridan gave me

letters to the country managers. That was in the Fall of '83. Well, I

heard after awhile that he too had gone into the country, to dance

attendance on an old aunt, whose heir he had got the chance of being,

through his cousin's death. But I knew if I came back to London he

would hear of it, and then, sure, farewell to all my peace! He had

continually threatened to carry me off in a coach to some village by

the Channel, and take me across to France in a fishing-smack. When I

declared I would ask the magistrates for protection, he said they

would laugh at me as a play-actress trying to make herself talked

about. I took that to be true, and so, as I've told you, I left

London.

"Well, after more than two years, I thought he must have put me out of

his mind, and so I returned, and made my reappearance to-night. And,

mercy on me!--there he was, waiting outside the theatre. From his

appearance, I suppose the aunt has died and he has come into the

money. He followed me home, as you saw; and for a moment, when he was

carrying me toward the coach, I vow I had a fear of being rushed away

to a seaport, and taken by force, on some fisherman's boat, across the

Channel. And then, all of a sudden, 'twas as if you two had sprung out

of the earth. Where did you come from? How was it? Oh, tell me

all--all the news! Poor Tom! I thought I should die when I heard of

his death. 'Twas--'twas Falconer told me--how he was killed in a

skirmish with the--What's the matter? Why do you look so? Isn't it

true? I entreat--!"

"Did Falconer tell you Tom died that way?" I blurted out, hotly, ere

Phil could check me.

"In truth, he did! How was it?" She had turned white as a sheet.

"'Twas Falconer killed him in a duel," said I, with indignation, "the

very night after you sailed!"

"What, Fal--! A duel! My God, on my account, then! Oh, I never knew

that! Oh, Tom--little Tom--the dear little fellow--'twas I killed

him!" She flung her head forward upon the table, and sobbed wildly, so

that I repented of my outspoken anger at Falconer's deception of her.

For some minutes her grief was pitiful to see. If ever there was the

anguish of remorse, it was then. I sat sobered, leaving it to Phil to

apply comfort, which, when her outburst of tears had spent its

violence, he undertook to do.

"Well, well, Madge," said he, softly, "'tis done and past now, and not

for us to recall. 'Twas an honourable death, such as he would never

have shrunk from; and he has long been past all sorrow. The most of

his life, while it lasted, was happy; and you could never have

foreseen. He will not be unavenged, take my word of that!"

But it was a long time ere Phil could restore her to composure. When

he had done so, he asked her what had become of Ned. Thereupon she

told us all that I have recorded in a former chapter, of their first

days in London, and the events leading to her acceptance of Mr.

Sheridan's offer. After she had been acting for some time, under the

name of Miss Warren, Ned chanced to come to the play, and recognised

her. He thereupon dogged her, in miserable plight, claiming some

return of the favours which he vowed he had lavished upon her. She put

him upon a small pension, but declared that if he molested her with

further demands she would send him to jail for robbing her. She had

not seen him since; he had called regularly upon her man of business

for his allowance, until lately, when he had ceased to appear.

Of what had occurred before she turned actress, she told us all, I

say; for the news of Tom's real fate had put her into a state for

withholding nothing. Never was confession more complete; uttered as it

was in a stricken voice, broken as it was by convulsive sobs, marked

as it was by falling tears, hesitations for phrases less likely to

pain Philip, remorseful lowerings of her eyes. She reverted, finally,

to her acquaintance with Falconer in New York, and finished with the

words:

"But I protest I have never been guilty of the worst--the one thing--I

swear it, Philip; before God, I do!"

If any load was taken from Phil's mind by this, he refrained from

showing it.

"I came in search of you," said he, in a low voice, "to see what I

could do toward your happiness. I knew that in your situation, a wife

separated from her husband, dependent on heaven knew what for a

maintenance, you must have many anxious, distressful hours. If I had

known where to find you, I should have sent you money regularly from

the first, and eased your mind with a definite understanding. And now

I wish to do this--nay, I _will_ do it, for it is my right. Whatever

may have happened, you are still the Madge Faringfield I--I loved from

the first; nothing can make you another woman to me: and though you

chose to be no longer my wife, 'tis impossible that while I live I can

cease to be your husband."

The corners of her lips twitched, but she recovered herself with a

disconsolate sigh. "Chose to be no longer your wife," she repeated.

"Yes, it appeared so. I wanted to shine in the world. I have shone--on

the stage, I mean; but that's far from the way I had looked to. A

woman in my situation--a wife separated from her husband--can never

shine as I had hoped to, I fancy. But I've been admired in a way--and

it hasn't made me happy. Admiration can't make a woman happy if she

has a deeper heart than her desire of admiration will fill. If I could

have forgot, well and good; but I couldn't forget, and can't forget.

And one must have love, and devotion; but after having known yours,

Philip, whose else could I find sufficient?"

And now there was a pause while each, fearing that the other might not

desire reunion, hesitated to propose it; and so, each one waiting for

the other to say the word, both left it unsaid. When the talk was

finally renewed, it was with a return of the former constraint.

She asked us, with a little stiffness of manner, when we had come to

London; which led to our relation, between us, of all that had passed

since her departure from New York. She opened her eyes at the news of

our residence in Hampstead, and lost her embarrassment in her glad,

impulsive acceptance of my invitation to come and see us as soon as

possible. While Philip and she still kept their distance, as it were,

I knew not how far to go in cordiality, or I should have pressed her

to come and live with us. She wept and laughed, at the prospect of

seeing Fanny and my mother, and declared they must visit her in town.

And then her tongue faltered as the thought returned of Falconer's

probable interference with the quiet and safety of her further

residence in London; and her face turned anxious.

"'Faith! you need have no fear on that score," said Philip, quietly.

"Where does he live?"

She did not know, but she named a club, and a tavern, from which he

had dated importunate letters to her before she left London.

"Well," said Philip, rising, "I shall see a lawyer to-morrow, and you

may expect to hear from him soon regarding the settlement I make upon

you."

"You are too kind," she murmured. "I have no right to accept it of

you."

"Oh, yes, you have. I am always your husband, I tell you; and you will

have no choice but to accept. I know not what income you get by

acting; but this will suffice if you choose to leave the stage."

"But you?" she replied faintly, rising. "Shall I not see--?"

"I shall leave England in a few days: I don't know how long I shall be

abroad. But there will be Bert, and Fanny, and Mrs. Russell--I know

you may command them for anything." There was an oppressive pause now,

during which she looked at him wistfully, hoping he might at the last

moment ask her that, which he waited to give her a final opportunity

of asking him. But neither dared, for fear of the other's hesitation

or refusal. And so, at length, with a good-bye spoken in an unnatural

voice on each side, the two exchanged a hand-clasp, and Philip left

the room. She stood pale and trembling, bereft of speech, while I told

her that I should wait upon her soon. Then I followed Philip

down-stairs and to the street.

"I will stay to-night at Jack's tavern yonder," said he. "I can watch

this house, in case that knave should return to annoy her. Go you

home--Fanny and your mother will be anxious. And come for me to-morrow

at the tavern, as early as you can. You may tell them what you see

fit, at home. That's all, I think--'tis very late. Good night!"

I sought a hackney-coach, and went home to relieve the fears of the

ladies, occasioned by our long absence. My news that Margaret was

found (I omitted mention of Captain Falconer in my account) put the

good souls into a great flutter of joy and excitement, and they would

have it that they should go in to see her the first thing on the

morrow, a resolution I saw no reason to oppose. So I took them with me

to town in the morning, left them at Madge's lodgings, and was gone to

join Philip ere the laughing and crying of their meeting with her was

half-done.

As there was little chance to find Captain Falconer stirring early,

Phil and I gave the forenoon to his arrangements with his man of law

at Lincoln's Inn. When these were satisfactorily concluded, and a

visit incidental to them had been made to a bank in the city, we

refreshed ourselves at the Globe tavern in Fleet Street, and then

turned our faces Westward.

At the tavern that Madge had named, we learned where Falconer abode,

but, proceeding to his lodgings, found he had gone out. We looked in

at various places whither we were directed; but 'twas not till late in

the afternoon, that Philip caught sight of him writing a letter at a

table in the St. James Coffeehouse.

Philip recognised him from the view he had obtained the previous

night; but, to make sure, he nudged me to look. On my giving a nod of

confirmation, Philip went to him at once, and said:

"Pray pardon my interrupting: you are Captain Falconer, I believe."

The captain looked up, and saw only Philip, for I stood a little to

the rear of the former's elbow.

"I believe so, too, sir," he replied urbanely.

"Our previous meeting was so brief," said Philip, "that I doubt you

did not observe my face so as to recall it now."

"That must be the case," said the captain, "for I certainly do not

remember having ever met you."

"And yet our meeting was no longer ago than last night--in Dean

Street."

The captain's face changed: he gazed, half in astonishment, half in a

dawning resentment.

"The deuce, sir! Have you intruded upon me to insult me?"

"'Faith, sir, I've certainly intruded upon you for no friendly

purpose."

Falconer continued to gaze, in wonder as well as annoyance.

"Who the devil are you, sir?" he said at last.

"My name is Winwood, sir--Captain Winwood, late of the American army

of Independence."

Falconer opened his eyes wide, parted his lips, and turned a little

pale. At that moment, I shifted my position; whereupon he turned, and

saw me.

"And Russell, too!" said he. "Well, this is a--an odd meeting,

gentlemen."

"Not a chance one," said Philip. "I have been some time seeking you."

"Well, well," replied the captain, recovering his self-possession. "I

imagine I know your purpose, sir."

"That will spare my explaining it. You will, of course, accommodate

me?"

"Oh, yes; I see no way out of it. Gad, I'm the most obliging of

men--Mr. Russell will vouch for it."

"Then I beg you will increase the obligation by letting us despatch

matters without the least delay."

"Certainly, if you will have it so--though I abominate hurry in all

things."

"To-morrow at dawn, I hope, will not be too soon for your

preparations?"

"Why, no, I fancy not. Let me see. One moment, I pray."

He called a waiter, and asked:

"Thomas, is there any gentleman of my acquaintance in the house at

present?"

"Oh, a score, sir. There's Mr. Hidsleigh hup-stairs, and--"

"Mr. Idsleigh will do. Ask him to grant me the favour of coming down

for a minute." The waiter hastened away. "Mr. Russell, of course,

represents you, sir," the captain added, to Philip.

"Yes, sir; and you are the challenged party, of course."

"I thank you, sir. If Mr. Russell will wait, I will introduce my

friend here, and your desire for expedition may be carried out."

"I am much indebted, sir," said Philip; and requesting me to join him

later at the tavern in Dean Street, he took his leave.

When Mr. Idsleigh, a fashionable young buck whom I now recalled having

once seen in the company of Lord March, had presented himself, a very

brief explanation on Falconer's part sufficed to enlist his services

as second; whereupon the captain desired affably that he might be

allowed to finish his letter, and Idsleigh and I retired to a

compartment at the farther end of the room. Idsleigh regarded me with

disdainful indifference, and conducted his side of the preliminaries

in a bored fashion, as if the affair were of even less consequence

than Falconer had pretended to consider it. He set me down as a

nobody, a person quite out of the pale of polite society, and one whom

it was proper to have done with in the shortest time, and with the

fewest words, possible. I was equally chary of speech, and it was

speedily settled that our principals should fight with small swords,

at sunrise, at a certain spot in Hyde Park; and Idsleigh undertook to

provide a surgeon. He then turned his back on me, and walked over to

Falconer, without the slightest civility of leave-taking.

I went first in a hackney-coach to Hyde Park, to ascertain exactly the

spot which Mr. Idsleigh had designated. Having done so, I returned to

Dean Street; and, in order that I might without suspicion accompany

Philip before daybreak, I called at Madge's lodgings, and suggested

that my mother and Fanny should pass the night in her house (in which

I had observed there were rooms to let) and take her to Hampstead the

next day; while I should sleep at the tavern. This plan was readily

adopted. Thereupon, rejoining Philip, I went with him to the Strand,

where he engaged a post-chaise to be in waiting for him and me the

next morning, for our flight in the event of the duel having the fatal

termination he desired.

"We'll take a hint from Captain Falconer's threat," said Phil: "ride

post to Hastings, and have the Doughty boys sail us across to France.

You'd best write a letter this evening, to leave at Madge's lodgings

after the affair, explaining your departure, to Fanny and your mother.

Afterward, you can either send for them to come to France, or you can

return to Hampstead when the matter blows over. I might have spared

you these inconveniences and risks, by getting another second; but I

knew you wouldn't stand that."

And there, indeed, he spoke the truth.

Philip Winwood A Sketch of the Domestic History of an American Captain in the War of Independence; Embracing Events that Occurred between and during the Years 1763 and 1786, in New York and London: written by His Enemy in War, Herbert Russell, Lieutenant in the Loyalist Forces. · 第 20 / 21 章