CHAPTER 47

When Mrs. Cross came home she brought with her a changed countenance.

The lines graven by habitual fretfulness and sourness of temper, by

long-indulged vices of the feminine will, could not of course be

obliterated, but her complexion had a healthier tone, her eyes were

brighter, and the smile with which she answered Bertha's welcome

expressed a more spontaneous kindliness than had appeared on her face

for many a year. She had recovered, indeed, during her visit to the

home of her childhood, something of the grace and virtue in which she

was not lacking before her marriage to a man who spoilt her by excess

of good nature. Subject to a husband firm of will and occasionally

rough of tongue, she might have led a fairly happy and useful life. It

was the perception of this truth which had strengthened Bertha in her

ultimate revolt. Perhaps, too, it had not been without influence on her

own feeling and behaviour during the past week.

Mrs. Cross had much to relate. At the tea-table she told all about her

brother's household, described the children, lauded the cook and

housemaid--"Ah, Bertha, if one could get such servants here! But London

ruins them."

James Rawlings was well-to-do; he lived in a nice, comfortable way, in

a pretty house just outside the town. "Oh, and the air, Bertha. I

hadn't been there a day before I felt a different creature." James had

been kindness itself. Not a word about old differences. He regretted

that his niece had not come, but she must come very soon. And the

children--Alice, Tom, and little Hilda, so well-behaved, so

intelligent. She had brought photographs of them all. She had brought

presents--all sorts of things.

After tea, gossip continued. Speaking of the ages of the children, the

eldest eight, the youngest four, Mrs. Cross regretted their motherless

state. A lady-nurse had care of them, but with this person their father

was not quite satisfied. He spoke of making a change. And here Mrs.

Cross paused, with a little laugh.

"Perhaps uncle thinks of marrying again?" said Bertha.

"Not a bit of it, my dear," replied her mother eagerly. "He expressly

told me that he should _never_ do that. I shouldn't wonder if--but let

bygones be bygones. No, he spoke of something quite different. Last

night we were talking, when the children had gone to bed, and all at

once he startled me by saying--'If only you could come and keep house

for me.' The idea!"

"A wonderfully good idea it seems to me," said Bertha, reflectively.

"But how is it possible, Bertha? Are you serious?"

"Quite. I think it might be the very best thing for you. You need

something to do, mother. If Uncle James really wishes it, you ought

certainly to accept."

Fluttered, not knowing whether to look pleased or offended, surprised

at her daughter's decisiveness, Mrs. Cross began urging objections. She

doubted whether James was quite in earnest; he had admitted that Bertha

could not be left alone, yet she could hardly go and live in his house

as well.

"Oh, don't trouble about me, mother," said the listener. "Nothing is

simpler."

"But what would you do?"

"Oh, there are all sorts of possibilities. At the worst"--Bertha paused

a moment, face averted, and lips roguish--"I could get married."

And so the disclosure came about. Mrs. Cross seemed so startled as to

be almost pained; one would have thought that no remotest possibility

of such a thing had ever occurred to her.

"Then Mr. Warburton _has_ found a position?" she asked at length.

"No, he keeps to the shop."

"But--my dear--you don't mean to tell me--?"

The question ended in a mere gasp. Mrs. Cross' eyes were darkened with

incredulous horror.

"Yes," said Bertha, calmly, pleasantly, "we have decided that there's

no choice. The business is a very good one; it improves from day to

day; now that there are two assistants, Mr. Warburton need not work so

hard as he used to."

"But, my dearest Bertha, you mean to say that you are going to be the

wife of a _grocer_?"

"Yes, mother, I really have made up my mind to it. After all, is it so

_very_ disgraceful?"

"What will your friends say? What will--"

"Mrs. Grundy?" interposed Bertha.

"I was going to say Mrs. Franks--"

Bertha nodded, and answered laughingly:

"That's very much the same thing, I'm afraid."

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