CHAPTER 20

In these summer days, whilst Norbert Franks was achieving popularity,

success in humbler guise came to the humorous and much-enduring artist

at Walham Green. For a year or two, Bertha Cross had spent what time

she could spare upon the illustration of a quaint old story-book, a

book which had amused her own childhood, and still held its place in

her affection. The work was now finished; she showed it to a publisher

of her acquaintance, who at once offered to purchase it on what seemed

to Bertha excellent terms. Of her own abilities she thought very

modestly indeed, and had always been surprised when any one consented

to pay--oftener in shillings than in pounds--for work which had cost

her an infinity of conscientious trouble; now, however, she suspected

that she had done something not altogether bad, and she spoke of it in

a letter to Rosamund Elvan, still in the country of the Basques.

"As you know," Rosamund replied, "I have never doubted that you would

make a success one day, for you are wonderfully clever, and only need a

little more self-confidence in making yourself known. I wish I could

feel anything like so sure of earning money. For I shall have to, that

is now certain. Poor father, who gets weaker and weaker, talked to us

the other day about what we could expect after his death; and it will

be only just a little sum for each of us, nothing like enough to invest

and live upon. I am working at my water-colours, and I have been trying

pastel--there's no end of good material here. When the end comes--and

it can't be long--I must go to London, and see whether my things have

any market value. I don't like the prospect of life in a garret on

bread and water--by myself, that is. You know how joyfully, gladly,

proudly, I would have accepted it, under _other_ circumstances. If I

had real talent myself--but I feel more than doubtful about that. I

pray that I may not fall too low. Can I trust you to overwhelm me with

scorn, if I seem in danger of doing vulgar work?"

Bertha yielded to the temptations of a later summer rich in warmth and

hue, and made little excursions by herself into the country, leaving

home before her mother was up in the morning, and coming back after

sunset. Her sketching materials and a packet of sandwiches were but a

light burden; she was a good walker; and the shilling or two spent on

the railway, which formerly she could not have spared, no longer

frightened her.

In this way, one morning of September, she went by early train as far

as Epsom, walked through the streets, and came into that high-banked

lane which leads up to the downs. Blackberries shone thick upon the

brambles, and above, even to the very tops of the hedge-row trees,

climbed the hoary clematis. Glad in this leafy solitude, Bertha rambled

slowly on. She made no unpleasing figure against the rural background,

for she was straight and slim, graceful in her movements, and had a

face from which no one would have turned indifferently, so bright was

it with youthful enjoyment and with older thought.

Whilst thus she lingered, a footstep approached, that of a man who was

walking in the same direction. When close to her, this pedestrian

stopped, and his voice startled Bertha with unexpected greeting. The

speaker was Norbert Franks.

"How glad I am to see you!" he exclaimed, in a tone and with a look

which vouched for his sincerity. "I ought to have been to Walham Green

long ago. Again and again I meant to come. But this is jolly; I like

chance meetings. Are you often down here in Surrey?"

With amusement Bertha remarked the evidence of prosperity in Franks'

dress and bearing; he had changed notably since the days when he used

to come to their little house to talk of Rosamund, and was glad of an

indifferent cup of tea. He seemed to be in very fair health, his

countenance giving no hint of sentimental sorrows.

Franks noticed a bunch of tinted leafage which she was carrying, and

spoke of its beauty.

"Going to make use of them, no doubt. What are you working at just now?"

Bertha told of her recent success with the illustrated story-book, and

Franks declared himself delighted. Clearly, he was in the mood to be

delighted with everything. Between his remarks, which were uttered in

the sprightliest tone, he hummed phrases of melody.

"Your Academy picture was a great success," said Bertha, discreetly

watching him as she spoke.

"Yes, I suppose it was," he answered, with a light-hearted laugh. "Did

you see it?--And what did you think of it?--No, seriously; I should

like your real opinion. I know you _have_ opinions."

"You meant it to be successful," was Bertha's reply.

"Well, yes, I did. At the same time I think some of the critics--the

high and mighty ones, you know--were altogether wrong about it.

Perhaps, on the whole, you take their view?"

"Oh no, I don't," answered his companion, cheerfully. "I thought the

picture very clever, and very true."

"I'm delighted! I've always maintained that it was perfectly true. A

friend of mine--why, you remember me speaking of Warburton--Warburton

wanted me to make the Slummer ugly. But why? It's just the prettiest

girls--of that kind--who go slumming nowadays. Still, you are quite

right. I did mean it to be 'successful.' I _had_ to make a success,

that's the fact of the matter. You know what bad times I was having. I

got sick of it, that's the truth. Then, I owed money, and money that

had to be paid back, one way or another. Now I'm out of debt, and see

my way to live and work in decent comfort. And I maintain that I've

done nothing to be ashamed of."

Bertha smiled approvingly.

"I've just finished a portrait--a millionaire's wife, Lady Rockett,"

went on Franks. "Of course it was my Slummer that got me the job. Women

have been raving about that girl's head; and it isn't bad, though I say

it. I had to take a studio at a couple of days' notice--couldn't ask

Lady Rockett to come and sit at that place of mine in Battersea; a

shabby hole. She isn't really anything out of the way, as a pretty

woman; but I've made her--well, you'll see it at some exhibition this

winter, if you care to. Pleased? Isn't she pleased! And her husband,

the podgy old millionaire baronet, used to come every day and stare in

delight. To tell you the truth, I think it's rather a remarkable bit of

painting. I didn't quite know I could turn out anything so _chic_. I

shouldn't be surprised if I make a specialty of women's portraits. How

many men can flatter, and still keep a good likeness? That's what I've

done. But wait till you see the thing."

Bertha was bubbling over with amusement; for, whilst the artist talked,

she thought of Rosamund's farewell entreaty, that she would do her

best, if occasion offered, to strengthen Norbert Franks under his

affliction, even by depreciatory comment on the faithless girl; there

came into her mind, too, those many passages of Rosamund's letters

where Franks was spoken of in terms of profoundest compassion mingled

with dark remorse. Perhaps her smile, which quivered on the verge of

laughter, betrayed the nature of her thought. Of a sudden, Franks

ceased to talk; his countenance changed, overcast with melancholy; and

when, after some moments' silence, Bertha again spoke of the landscape,

he gave only a dull assent to her words.

"And it all comes too late," fell from him, presently. "Too late."

"Your success?"

"What's the good of it to me?" He smote his leg with the rattan he was

swinging. "A couple of years ago, money would have meant everything.

Now--what do I care about it!"

Bertha's surprise obliged her to keep an unnaturally solemn visage.

"Don't you think it'll grow upon you," she said, "if you give it time?"

"Grow upon me? Why, I'm only afraid it may. That's just the danger. To

pursue success--vulgar success--when all the better part has gone out

of life--"

He ended on a sigh and again whacked his leg with the stick.

"But" urged his companion, as though gravely, "isn't it easy _not_ to

pursue success? I mean if it really makes you uncomfortable. There are

so many kinds of work in art which would protect you against the perils

of riches."

Franks was watching her as she spoke.

"Miss Cross" he said, "I suspect you are satirical. I remember you used

to have a turn that way. Well, well, never mind; I don't expect you to

understand me."

They had passed out of Ashtead Park and were now ascending by the lane

which leads up to Epsom Common.

"I suppose we are both going the same way," said Franks, who had

recovered all his cheerfulness. "There's a train at something after

five, if we can catch it. Splendid idea of yours to have a whole day's

walking. I don't walk enough. Are you likely to be going again before

long?"

Bertha replied that she never made plans beforehand. Her mood and the

weather decided an excursion.

"Of course. That's the only way. Well, if you'll let me, I must come to

Walham Green, one of these days. How's Mrs. Cross? I ought to have

asked before, but I never do the right thing.--Have you any particular

day for being at home?--All right. If you had had, I should have asked

you to let me come on some other. I don't care much, you know, for

general society; and ten to one, when I do come I shall be rather

gloomy. Old memories, you know.--Really very jolly, this meeting with

you. I should have done the walk to Epsom just as a constitutional,

without enjoying it a bit. As it is--"

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