CHAPTER XXIX.

There was a hand laid upon the latch of the door; for doors, even in

great houses, had latches to them, dear reader, in that age of simple

contrivances; and Constance asked, "Who is there?"

"Open, Constance, open," said the voice of Iola; and her cousin gave

her instant admission, holding out her arms to her, and pressing her

to her heart, as if she had thought that the companion of her youth

was lost to her for ever.

"Have you been disturbed, Constance?" asked her cousin, kissing her

cheek.

"Only by your girl, Susan, about a quarter of an hour ago," replied

Constance. "I bade her come again in half an hour, and tell my maiden

not to sit up for me."

"I have been long, dear cousin," said Iola, "and kept you waiting; but

I could not help it; for there was much to say."

"And you have been far," said Constance, gazing at her with inquiring

looks; "for your gown is wet with dew--and torn moreover!"

"And my feet too with the brambles," answered Iola, sitting down, and

uncovering her fair delicate feet and ancles. "My path has been almost

as rough and thorny as that of the world, Constance. See how they have

scratched me."

"But what did he say? What advice have you obtained?" demanded

Constance, looking with no very serious commiseration at the scratches

which streaked the pure white skin of her cousin.

"You don't pity me," said Iola, laughing. "You are a cruel girl."

"If the wounds of the world are not more serious than these, you will

not deserve much pity," answered Constance. "I am anxious about graver

things, Iola; but you are so light."

"Well, well, I will tell you," answered Iola. "Let me but put on these

slippers, and get a little breath; for my heart has been beating

somewhat more than needful. What counsel has he given, do you ask? How

do you know that it was a man at all?--Well, I will own. It was a man,

but an old one, Constance; and now I will tell you what he said. He

said that a marriage contracted between infants was not lawful. That

it was a corrupt custom which could not be justified, for that a

reasonable consent was needful to make a marriage valid, consequently,

that I am not bound at all by acts to which I gave no consent--the

acts of others, not my own. He says moreover that religion itself

forbids me to promise what I cannot perform."

Constance gazed at her with wonder and surprise. The view thus

suddenly presented to her was so strange, so new, so contrary to the

received notions and opinions of the time, that, at first, all seemed

mist and darkness to her.

"This is extraordinary indeed!" she exclaimed. "This is extraordinary

indeed! Who can it be, Iola, who thus ventures to set at defiance not

merely the opinions of the world at large, but that of lawyers and

fathers of the church, who have always held such contracts binding?"

"He says that it is not so," answered Iola. "He gave me many instances

in which such contracts, especially between princes and high nobles,

have been set at nought, where the church has treated them as things

of no value, and lawyers have passed them over with little reverence.

But I could tell you more extraordinary things than this, Constance.

Men are beginning in this world to look with keen and searching eyes

into these received opinions which you talk of, and to ask if they are

founded on justice and right, or on ignorance, superstition, and

craft. Light is streaming in upon darkness; and there is a day rising,

of which I see the dawn, though I may never see the noon."

"I can understand nothing of all this," said Constance. "Dearest Iola,

I think your wits must have been shaken by all you have undergone. You

speak so wildly and so strangely."

"Nay, nay," said Iola. "I am as calm as you are; and these ideas which

I give you, under the promise you have made, never to reveal one word

that I tell you, I have long held and shall ever continue to hold."

"I have never had any hint of them before. I have never seen any sign

of them," replied Constance; "and yet we have been like sisters from

our infancy."

"During the last year, Constance," asked Iola, in a grave and solemn

tone, "have you ever seen me kneel down to worship picture of saint,

or of virgin, relic, statue, or crucifix?"

Constance put her hand upon her forehead, and gazed at her cousin with

a look of bewildered dismay. "I do not know that I have," she said,

after a moment's thought; "but I have seen you tell your beads. I have

known you confess and receive absolution."

"I have told my beads, Constance," said her cousin; "and at every bead

I have said a prayer; but it has been to God the Father, through

Christ the Saviour, and I have ever prayed for direction in the right.

I have confessed, because there can be no harm in confessing my sins

to the ear of a priest as well as to the ear of God; and, if he has

pretended to absolve me from sins which God alone can absolve, it is

his fault and not mine. I have thought myself little benefitted

thereby."

Constance started up, exclaiming, "I will go and pray for you, Iola. I

will go and pray for you!"

"Stay yet a while, dear cousin; and then gladly will I ask your

prayers," said Iola; "but let them, dear Constance, be addressed to

God alone, and not to saints or martyrs. You will ask why. I will show

you in a moment. God has himself forbidden it. Look here;" and she

drew a small closely written book from her bosom. "This, Constance, is

the word of God," she continued, "the book from which priests, and

bishops, and popes, pretend to derive their religion. Look what are

its injunctions here."

Timidly and stealthily, as if she were committing an act of very

doubtful propriety, Constance looked over her cousin's shoulder to the

page which Iola held open in the book, and read on with eager and

attentive eyes.

"Does it say so?" she asked at length. "Does it say so? What can this

mean, Iola? Why should they so deceive us?"

"That I cannot tell," answered Iola; "for no good purpose, doubtless;

but that matters little. It is sufficient for me to know that they do

deceive us; and, in a matter that concerns my soul's salvation, I will

not be deceived. We spoke just before I went, Constance, of mental

reservation. You own--you know, that it is neither more nor less than

deceit. It is promising without performing, clothing a lie in the garb

of truth. What does not follow from such duplicity! Will not they who

cheat us, and make a profession of cheating, in one thing, cheat us in

many?--Will they not cheat us in all? Often have I thought, before I

saw this book, that it was strange man should have the power to

forgive sins. We are told that our sins are against God and against

man. If against man, the only one who has power to forgive them is the

man whom we have offended; if against God, then God only has the

power. But all sins are against God, for they are all a violation of

his law, and therefore he only can remit them perfectly."

"But he may depute the power to his priests," said Constance.

"What, the Almighty, all-seeing God, depute his power to blind

impotent mortals!" exclaimed Iola. "What, depute his power of

pardoning me to a drunken, luxurious, sinful priest! You may say that

such a man has not the power, and that absolution from him is of no

avail. But if you do, dear cousin, you are a heretic; for we are told

that it is of avail. But what must be their idea of the great Searcher

of all hearts, who believe that he has need of such instruments,

chooses them, or uses them. Such is not the picture of Him given in

this book. Here, God is God; the Saviour, man and God; the Holy

Spirit, the comforter and guide of man from God. There is no other

intercessor between man and God but the one, who is man and God, no

other guide but the Spirit, proceeding from both Father and Saviour,

no other atonement but the death of Christ, no other sacrifice but

his."

"I am bewildered," said Constance, bending her head down to her hands

and covering her eyes in thought. The next moment, however, she looked

up, asking, "Then why do the clergy forbid us to read this book, if it

teaches so to know God?"

"Because it is that which condemns them," answered Iola; "they profess

that the religion they teach is founded upon this book, and in this

book I find the frequent command of God, to search the scriptures. The

priests say, I must not search them. Then, either they are not from

God, because they contradict him; or the book is not from God, because

it contradicts them. Now in this book I find innumerable proofs that

it is from God; and they themselves declare it to be so. They are

self-condemned to any one who opens it; and therefore have they sealed

it, lest men should read and know them for what they are."

"And yet," said Constance, "who was so eager as you to save the good

bishop of Ely--who rejoiced so much at his escape?"

"I say not that there are no good men amongst them, dear Constance,"

replied her cousin; "for I believe that there are many; but all human

beings have their weaknesses. I believe doctor Morton to be a good

man; but of course he teaches nothing but the doctrines of the church

to which he belongs--he dare teach nothing else; for who would venture

to incur, not only the loss of every worldly good, but death itself--a

burning and a terrible death--when perhaps he thinks he can do as much

good, by following the ways of those who went before him, as by any

other path?"

"But truth is beautiful," said Constance; "and would a good man teach

falsehood, when the very book of his religion shows him that it is

so?"

"Did he ever read that book? Did he ever study it?" asked Iola. "Did

he ever examine its pages closely, seeking no gloss or comment of

those who would pervert it, but merely asking the aid of the Holy

Spirit? Many a man is unwilling to examine too closely, when all his

earthly happiness depends upon his shutting his eyes. Many a man is

too timid to stand by his own judgment, however right, when there are

a multitude of decisions, however corrupt, against him."

"But perhaps," said Constance, "the book may be so obscure and

difficult, that it cannot be understood without an interpretation."

"It is clear and simple as the unclouded sky," replied Iola; "as easy

as the words which we address to babes. It was given to, and

transmitted by, unlettered fishermen. It made all clear that was dark,

and removed every cloud and every shadow. This book contains but one

mystery, instead of the thousands which they teach us; and that

mystery is explained, so that we cannot but believe even while we do

not comprehend."

"But what does it teach, then?" asked Constance.

"It teaches that we are to worship God alone," answered Iola. "It

teaches that to bow down before any creature, statue, or image, is to

offend the Creator, and is idolatry against God. It teaches that there

is no mediator, no intercessor but one, Christ, and that the office of

saints and martyrs is to praise God, not to intercede for mortals. It

teaches that the only atonement, the only sacrifice needful to expiate

the sins of the whole world, was that of Christ; that it was complete,

full, and sufficient, and that to look to any other for pardon, is to

rob God of his glory. It teaches that man can be pardoned by God

alone, and will be pardoned through faith in Christ. It teaches,

moreover, that, if any man keeps the whole law of God, even to the

smallest point, he has done no more than he is bound to do, and

therefore that his good works have no power to save him from the

original curse--how much loss to help or to save any other. It teaches

too, dear cousin, that repentance is needful to every one--the deep,

heartfelt, sincere repentance of the spirit; but that, to seek, by

inflicting pains upon our body, to atone for the evils we have

committed, is to rest upon a broken reed, to presume upon our own

strength, and to deny the efficacy of God's mercy in Christ."

Constance listened with deep attention, till her cousin had done.

"I would fain read that book," she said, in a hesitating tone; "but

the priests have always forbidden it."

"God says, 'read it!'" said Iola. "Who shall set up the words of man

against the words of God?"

"Will you lend it to me, then?" asked Constance, timidly.

"Oh, joyfully," answered Iola; "but it must be upon one condition,

dear Constance. I have bound you, by a promise, never to repeat

anything I say to you. I must now have another promise, never to let

any eye but your own see this little volume. When you read it, lock

the door. When you have done, hide it where no one can find it. I need

give you no motive, dear Constance," she added, throwing her arm round

her neck, and gazing affectionately into her eyes; "but yet let me

remind you, that my life is at stake, that the least imprudence, the

least indiscretion would give me over to a death by fire; for they

hold those who worship God as God himself has taught to be heretics.

We are not called upon either to be teachers or martyrs. We may be

permitted to hold on our own way, without offending others, so long as

we worship not things of stick and stone; but, should it be discovered

what my real thoughts are, that moment I should be dragged before

those who would force me to declare them. I would never renounce my

opinions or deny my belief; and the only fate before me would be

death."

"God forbid!" said Constance earnestly. "God forbid I will be very

careful, Iola--more careful than if my own life was at stake."

"I know you will, sweet sister," replied Iola, putting the book into

her hands. "Read it, Constance, read it and judge for yourself. Try to

cast from your mind everything you have heard on religion not

contained in this book; and, if you do that, this book will as

certainly lead you right as there is truth in Heaven."

Constance took it, and retired to her own chamber, where she sat down

for a few moments' thought. Her first meditation, however, was not of

the book, but of Iola.

Was this the same creature, she thought, whom she had known from

infancy--sweet, gay, playful Iola? Was this she whose heart she used

to think the lightest in the world, whose deepest meditations seemed

to break off in a sportive jest? At first it seemed strange, almost

impossible. But yet, when she called memory to her aid, and

recollected many of the circumstances of the past, especially during

the last two years, she saw that it might well be. She felt that her

own graver and somewhat slower spirit might not reach those depths of

thought into which Iola's seemed to plunge with bold and fearless

courage. She remembered many a gay speech, many a half-reply which had

appeared all sportiveness, but which, when examined and pondered,

proved to be full of mind and matter.

"Yes," she said, at length. "I have loved her, but not esteemed her

enough. I have known her well, but not the depths. She is all that I

thought her; but she is more. Yet it was not she deceived me, but

myself. She hid nothing; but my eye was too dim to penetrate even the

light veil with which her happy nature covered her strong mind. It is

strange, what an awe I feel in looking at this little volume!" and she

gazed at it, as it lay upon her knee. "It must be that I have so often

heard that we ought not to read it, that I have yielded my judgment to

mere assertions. Yet I have heard the very men who bade me forbear

call it the word of God. I will read it. That word must be a comfort

and blessing. But I will pray first;" and kneeling down she began,

"Oh, blessed Saint Clare--"

But then she suddenly stopped, and meditated for a moment, still

kneeling. She seemed puzzled how to frame her appeal. At length,

however, she bowed her head upon her hands, and repeated in English

the Lord's prayer. She added nothing more, but, rising from her knees,

unclasped the book, drew the lamp nearer, and began to read.

The clock struck four, and found her reading still.

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