CHAPTER XX

They had tramped the hills together, Sandy and Lans. They had gone

carefully over the plans for the factory and Home-school, had seen the

growing building of the former and revelled in the dreams of the latter.

"It proves my liking for you, old chap," Lans had said, "when I can

look at all this and not envy you. You see, Uncle Levi wanted to train

me in the way I should go, but I got a twist in the wrong direction

and--well! I never squeal. That's about all the philosophy or

religion I have--I never squeal! Live your life; take your chances and

squeal not! Then you remember I used to tell you that I was a big

bungling giant? You've got the vision and the leading. But to think

of Uncle Levi putting the reins in your hands! I can imagine him

letting any one he likes hold the _end_ of the reins--but he's leaned

back and is letting you drive."

"Yes--but only because his big, wise head and loving heart tell him

this is a safe road to travel."

"Oh! I don't know. Who's going to be any the better for--all this?

There's a lot of Tommyrot about charity. If I were going to splurge

I'd do it in the middle of the stage and make an advertisement of it at

the same time. It's cheaper and more sensible. Why, if Uncle Levi

would spend in Boston what he's spending up here--he'd have the world

talking about his mills."

Sandy turned away. He was thinking of what Levi had said to him a few

weeks before as he was ending his visit in Bretherton.

"Son"--he was "son" to the old brother and sister after that trip

abroad--"son, go back to your hills and see in every ragged boy--Sandy

Morley! In every little lass--your sister Molly! Gather them in, son,

gather them in, and let us help them as we helped you to--come out

cleaner and better. Work up there, son, as if God Almighty's eye alone

was upon you. Men have forgotten the hill people, but God called you

to lead them out of bondage."

"It pays to advertise," Lans was remarking.

"Yes," Sandy returned; "and Mr. Markham advertises in a most original

and picturesque way."

Through all the walks and drives round about The Hollow, Sandy inwardly

prayed that Cynthia might not materialize. Why he so strongly desired

this he could not tell. He liked Lans; enjoyed his visit and

companionship, but he hoped he would leave before Cynthia appeared. He

grew restless at times and found himself longing to tell Treadwell that

the Markhams were coming to The Hollow for Christmas, and the rooms

occupied by Lans would be needed. But the days went by and Cynthia

kept from sight. The truth was, Sally Taber had gone to Trouble Neck

and spread the news and warning.

"You-all bes' stay away," she said; "dis yere Yank be right triflin'

and polite. He makes us-all feel like we war dirt under his feet. I

clar' I'd like to work an evil charm on him! Ole Mr. Morley he don'

take naturally to the woods an' leaves them young gem'men to

themselves. I keep the do' closed 'twixt them an' me--he makes me feel

like there was traps set fo' my feet."

"You must be having a real gay time up there!" Marcia Lowe replied,

laughing at poor old Sally's indignation.

"Well, I'se cookin' mo' an' mo' monstrous every day. If that Yank can

stan' what I have in store fo' him from now on, I reckon he don' got a

stummick like a beast o' burden."

"Ah! poor Sandy," Cynthia cried; "you'll kill him, too. I reckon I'll

come up and bring him food at night and put it in his study."

"Not just yet, little Cyn," Marcia Lowe replied, putting a protecting

arm about the girl. "Cynthia's a bit run down," she explained to

Sally; "off her feed a little. We're going to have a holiday. What do

you think?--Mr. Greeley is going to take us 'over the hills and far

away'--about twenty-five miles away! He's going over to make a will

for an old man who is dying and he's invited us to share his carriage.

Take good care of the Morleys, Sally, and let's hope the stranger will

leave before we return. I'm getting real Southern in my tastes and am

positively suspicious of Northerners!"

And it was a few nights after the night that Tod Greeley, with Marcia

Lowe and Cynthia tucked comfortably away in the back seat of his

carry-all, started on their trip, that Lans Treadwell and Sandy Morley

sat before the fire in the study and had their talk--the talk that

illumined the path on ahead for Sandy.

"Old fellow!" exclaimed Lans, taking the cushions from the window-seat

and tossing them back again from where he stood in the middle of the

room; "never _place_ sofa pillows--chuck 'em! Only by so doing can you

give that free and easy grace that distinguishes a Frat cosy corner

from a drawingroom torture chamber."

Every cushion that Treadwell tossed seemed to strike with a thud on

Sandy's heart. It was as if Treadwell were hurting little Cyn as she

sat in her window-seat with her dear face turned toward them.

"Come, sit down, Lans. You are as nervous as a ghost-candle."

"Thanks!" Treadwell took a chair across the hearth from his host.

"There's a devil of a storm rising out of doors."

"They're right common this season of the year. About six or seven

years ago there was one up here that came mighty near ending the

existence of a good many--it did carry one poor old darky woman away."

"That's cheerful! Sand, forgive me if I seem brutal, but do you know I

believe the cooking up here is giving me indigestion. I wouldn't mind

this if I didn't have your anatomy in mind, too. Those--what do you

call them?"

"Ash cakes?"

"Yes. They were, to put it mildly, damnable."

Sandy laughed.

"They were right ashy," he admitted. "Sally is old and careless."

"She'll murder you, if you don't look out."

Sandy kicked a log farther back on the hearth and the room was filled

with rosy light and warmth.

"Your father doesn't seem particularly drawn to me, Sand. Does he

always retire to his chamber as soon as he has finished his--his

evening meal? Somehow it looks pointed!"

Lans was not his usual, sunny self. The rising storm, his own

thoughts, and the evil ash cakes were having their way with him.

"I never question father, Lans. He is old. I want him to do exactly

as he chooses. You must not take offence."

"Certainly not. Only I do not want to feel I drive him away or deprive

you of his companionship. Ever since I told the joke about that bottle

of perfumery he seems to avoid me."

"Father hasn't a sense of humour," Sandy ventured, striving to keep the

bitterness of resentment from his voice.

"The devil!" ejaculated Lans. "That log spits like a hag. A spark

fell straight on my ankle."

"Excuse it," Sandy murmured, smiling as Lans nursed his silk-enclosed

ankle.

"Hang it all, Sand! I've got to get back to civilization!"

Sandy bent over the fire to conceal his feelings. "Not to-night,

surely," he said.

"No, but in a day or so. Morley, I--I want to tell you something.

Tell you why I cut and came up here right in the middle of things at

home."

The storm outside pounded on the windows; the fire flared and chuckled

crisply. Sandy thought about Cynthia, wondered where she was, and then

he became conscious of something Treadwell was saying.

"There was a time, Sand, when I couldn't have come to you with this. I

thought you were such an infernal puritan--but Aunt Olive has told me

of that--that little affair of yours which ended so--well so happily

tragical, and it has made you seem more human. Of course there could

have been no better way out for you and--her, and Uncle Levi was a

brick to overlook it. I've liked him better for it, but my affair is

another matter."

Sandy gazed dumbly at Treadwell and could not frame words to call the

other to a halt. Not comprehending what Lans knew or misunderstood,

having no intention of explaining--he simply stared and then turned to

mend the fire.

"My affair--is different. You know about it--partially?"

"I've heard something. It was none of my business." A sternness crept

into Sandy's voice which Treadwell entirely misunderstood.

"Well, because it was possible for me to come to you; because of all my

friends, you seemed in this hour of trouble, the only one I _could_

come to, I want you to make it your business, Sand."

The low-pitched, pleading voice awoke sympathy. It was that tone and

manner which had caused people to straighten out the snarls of Lans

Treadwell's life from babyhood up. There was capitulation. It was as

if he had said: "I deserve no pity, no comfort, but--give them to me!"

It awoke all the spontaneous desire for his happiness in every

tender-hearted person who knew and liked him.

"I'm not indifferent, Lans. I only meant that in your friendship and

mine there have always been reservations. You took me up because of

your generous friendliness; you helped me mightily. I never felt the

slightest inclination to penetrate into your private life, and my own

was of such a nature that I was obliged to live it alone. My years

away from the mountains were years of preparation to come back. Every

hand held out to me was but a power to help me on my course. I have

never--except recently with the Markhams--ever taken anything

personally. I have always recognized that I was called to serve my

people; I have been grateful, but I have never appropriated."

Treadwell looked hard at the fine, dark face touched now to vivid

beauty by the rich glow of the fire.

"And I know few fellows who have won out as you have," he said

admiringly. "You have that in you, about you, that attracts and

compels. People trust you, like you--need you when a pinch comes."

"Thank you, Lans."

"And God knows I want you, need you, now!"

Sandy put out his hand, Treadwell gripped it, then both leaned back in

their chairs and the story came, set to the wild strains of the

mountain storm.

"She was one of those little creatures born to be the plaything of

Fate. When she was seventeen she married Jack Spaulding--he was part

genius, but more fool. He was caught by the girl's spirituality and

brightness and he couldn't any more comprehend her than a raw-boned

Indian could understand a water sprite. To him she was a woman he

wanted--nothing more. He got her and when he wasn't lost in the maze

of invention he permitted her--Good God!--he permitted her to supply

the needs and yearnings of the--the man in him. Poor, little entrapped

soul! She struggled between duty and loathing until her Guardian Angel

saved her. When Spaulding was going through his ups and downs of

fortune she stood by him. His downs were oftener and longer than his

ups and she was pure grit and a bully little sport. Then he got on his

feet with a vengeance. He could give her anything and, like a big,

blundering savage he began to load her down with _things_ and make his

demands for payment and she--up and left him!"

Sandy felt that the heat of the room was oppressive, but he held his

position and flinched not.

"Poor, little white-souled girl! She left him and tackled life with

her wits and her two pretty hands. I met her during my senior year.

She was reporting for a Boston paper, getting starvation wages; living

like a bird in two rooms of a high-pitched house off in a desolate

corner of town and thanking God for her--escape and freedom. Well, I

lost my heart to her and you know how I and my set feel about certain

things. Laws are all right for the--herd; a present help for the

helpless; protection for the happy, and all the rest, but they should

be handled wisely and discriminately by the intelligent minority.

She--Marian Spaulding held the same views!"

"Why--didn't she divorce him--her husband?" Somehow the question

sounded crude and unnecessary on Sandy's lips.

"For form's sake, she tried. Spaulding would not let her. He was an

ugly devil and he just couldn't understand any woman snapping her

fingers at his big money. He meant to starve her out, but he--well, he

got left!

"I took rooms out near Cambridge. At first we were--friends! I wanted

her to have time and quiet to think it out her own way. Learn to trust

me; come to me of her own accord and because she was large enough to

choose the braver course."

The heat was stifling Sandy, but he gripped the arms of his chair and

kept still.

"She--she came to me willingly--three months ago! I've known and she

has known, Sand, such bliss as only free, untrammeled souls can know

who have gone through hell fire and proven themselves!"

Sandy almost sprang up. "You won't mind," he said jerkily, "if I raise

the window? The room is like a furnace."

When he came back to his place, Lans, head bent forward in clasped

hands, was ready for him.

"Women are all alike in some ways. They never dare let go entirely and

plunge! They hold on to something, get frightened, and scurry back to

tradition. Three weeks ago Spaulding sent for her--for Marian. He'd

lost everything; was ill and needed her. She went! I found a

note--that's all."

"Well!" Then having said that one word, Sandy sought about in his

confused mind for another. Again he said, "Well!" and waited.

"I--I cannot be happy without her. The longer I stay away the stronger

her claim seems to me. I must go back and--try again."

"Try--what?"

Sandy felt the cool, wet outer air touch his face as he leaned forward,

for at last Lans Treadwell had aroused him. He was not, however,

thinking of Lans and his yearnings; he was thinking of a little,

unknown woman who was following the gleam of her conscience, while

love, selfish love, was ready to spring upon her with its demands,

before she had wrestled with and solved her own problem.

"Try--what?"

"To get her away from Spaulding; get her back to me and--happiness. We

were happy, God knows we were!"

"If you--if she were happy, then her going proved something stronger

than happiness called her."

"Women are like that. They hold the world back by their conventions

and conservations. They ask for freedom and--and equality, and then

they cling to tradition in spite of all."

"I reckon," Sandy's eyes were troubled and tender, "I reckon we-all

better keep our hands off for a while and watch out to see them, the

women, solve what is their business. They-all may want freedom and the

rest--but it must be--as they see freedom and equality, Lans. I'm

mighty sure in every woman's heart there is the beginning of a path

leading--out and up, that they can find better alone. Why don't you

wait until--until this little"--Sandy dropped into the sweet

"lil"--"this little woman comes to you."

"She'd never come!" Lans half groaned; "you do not know how tradition

would hold her there. She'd starve rather than to call me now."

Sandy was thoughtful a moment. He saw that Treadwell probably was

right there, but a strange sense of protection rose in his heart. He

felt he must protect that distant, strange woman from Lans in his

present mood.

"Then I reckon you better stand off and watch unseen, Lans." Sandy

made a bold stroke: "Are you thinking of her only? I'm mighty sure,

Treadwell, in a case like this you ought not, you--dare not think of

any one but her!"

The bald, rigid reasoning struck Lans Treadwell like the cold draught

from the open window.

"Good God! Sand," he ejaculated, "let me shut that sash down. The cold

gets into your heart as if it were driven by some infernal machine."

Sandy got up and pulled the glass down sharply, but he could not,

thereby, bring comfort to Lans' conscience.

"What do you mean by a case like this, Sand? No case between man and

woman can be separated that way. Her need is my need; mine is hers!"

"Is it?"

"Thunder! Sand, of course it is."

"I--I do not know. Things come so slowly, but I'm trying to learn for

the sake of my people. The women and children, Lans, have got a clutch

on me; they must always come first. Even when we want women happy, we

want to give them happiness; give them the liberty _we_ think is good

for them. Treadwell, I'm mighty sure there are times when we-all

better get out and leave them alone! We only make matters worse. You

do not know these hills as I do--I don't want to preach, heaven knows!

As I talk I am only feeling my own way, not pointing yours; but I know

my hill people, and the women and children tug right hard at my heart.

When love--such love as our mountain men know--takes a woman into a

cabin--it generally shuts God out! I know this, and the children that

come into life by way of our cabins are--well! I was a cabin boy,

Lans! Women need God oftener than we-all do. Love puts a claim on

them that it never does on us-all. Love demands suffering of them;

responsibility that man never knows. Treadwell, we men must never clog

up the trail that leads woman to her God. I know I'm right there! But

tell me, are women and men different, so different in the lowlands and

highlands?"

Treadwell was bent over, his face hidden in his hands. He made no

answer.

"That little woman--down there"--Sandy's eyes were far and away from

the warm, rude comfort of the room which held him and that stricken

figure by the hearth--"is battling for what she believes is right.

Something in her was strong enough to take her from you, your love, and

the safety you stand for in her life. She has gone back to--what has

stood for hell in her past. Do you, can you, understand her,

Treadwell?"

"No!"

"Then, keep away until God, as she knows God, has had His way with her.

Stand off and watch. Be ready, but let her fight her fight and come to

you, if that is the end--with clean soul!"

And now Lans Treadwell was weeping as only men and children can weep

when they are defeated by a stronger will they cannot understand, and

cannot resist.

The great logs crackled and the wind roared in the chimney. Above, the

shambling steps of Martin Morley sounded as he made his preparations

for bed. Suddenly Sandy started up and listened.

"There's a call of distress from The Way," he said, getting upon his

feet. Then he stood waiting for the next sound. Treadwell pulled

himself together and listened also.

No call came, but presently steps were heard outside--a tap on the door

of the room which led directly to the open.

"Come!" said Sandy, and in walked Marcia Lowe and Cynthia Walden. They

were rain-soaked and wind-blown. Their faces shone and their eyes

danced.

"This is the end of our holiday," Marcia said with a laugh. Neither

she nor Cynthia paid attention to the man in the chair; he was hardly

visible behind the high back. "Tod Greeley's shaft broke just as we

were coming into The Way from the cross cut. We called and called, but

finally we decided to find where we were--it is as black as a pocket

out of doors--we were all completely lost. Cynthia and I felt our way

along, while Greeley stayed with the horse--the beast acted like a

fiend--and then we saw a light: your light! No other man in The Hollow

wastes oil like you--and here we are!"

At this Treadwell made himself evident. Turning sharply, he met the

big, lovely eyes of the girl beside the talkative little woman. The

fair, damp face was inframed by tendrils of light hair under a hood of

dullish red; the long, coarse, brown coat clung to the slim figure, and

the mouth of the girl was smiling. Treadwell had never seen a mouth

smile so before.

Sandy introduced his friend and then said: "Lans, make the ladies

comfortable; I'll lend Greeley a hand."

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