CHAPTER XXIX

FATE GRIPS HER LANDING NET

She sang her French roles in Germany and three times in _Siegfried_,

and was getting ready for Paris again when a long letter from Alice

Carter besought us all to come to Boston as quickly as might be. Old

Madam Bradley had been stricken suddenly with paralysis. One side of

her body was beyond movement, but the other was as yet unimpaired, and

by a series of questions they had found out that she wanted to see

Roger--and Roger's wife--before she died. Nor was this enough, for the

proud, afflicted old creature, when their ingenuity had failed, traced

left-handed upon a slate, with infinite effort, my initials: evidently

she wanted to make her peace in this world before she left it.

Margarita demurred a little and I, for one, should be the last to

blame her. Greater knowledge of the world and especially her

acquaintance with Walter Carter, who did not hesitate to blame his

mother-in-law, had taught her to appreciate Madam Bradley's neglect,

and her feeling for death had none of the sacred respect custom breeds

in us--at least outwardly. She had just begun to study _Lohengrin_ and

a charming week at a French _chateau_ with Sue had given her a taste

for the society she liked and ornamented so well. She suggested that

Roger and I should go alone, leaving her with Sue, and we (Sue and I)

trembled for the outcome, for she seemed rather determined, to us.

But we had not counted sufficiently on Roger's sense of what was right

and just. What might be considered a slighting of his personal claims

he could endure patiently; what was due to his family and position he

could not ignore. Quietly he cancelled Margarita's early contracts,

secured passage and dismissed the servants.

"Be ready to sail on Saturday, _cherie_," he said, "I want my mother

to see you very much, and Mary, too."

"Very well," said Margarita, round-eyed and breathing fast, and

Barbara Jencks clapped her hands noiselessly. She adored Roger, as did

all his servants and dependents, for that matter.

We reached Boston with the first early snows, and though his mother's

face was set and her hand steady as she laid it on his head, I think

they understood each other and were grateful from their hearts for

that hour of reconciliation. For Margarita the stately silver-haired

figure with immovable features and fixed, withdrawn gaze held some

unexpected and inexplicable charm. She kissed Madam Bradley willingly,

set the little Mary on her lap and beguiled the child with every

graceful wile to laugh and crow and exhibit her tiny vocabulary. She

sang by the hour, so that the gloomy house--brightened now, for the

baby's health--echoed with her lovely notes. Bradleys and Searses and

Wolcotts flocked to meet her and spread her fame and charm abroad; and

Roger forgot for a while the load he carried and seemed like himself

again. Even Sarah capitulated, and that before very long, too. I saw

her actually wiping away a tear as she watched Madam Bradley lift with

great effort her cold white finger and trace the outline of her

grandchild's face: the little Mary was the image of her father and a

fine Bradley, with only her mother's quick motions and mobile smile to

remind one of that side of her ancestry.

Of course Madam Bradley was not demonstrative, nor even cordial, from

any ordinary point of view, but from hers, and in the light of our

knowledge of her, there was a tremendous difference. Already she had

given little Mary a beautiful diamond cross and the famous Bradley

silver tea-service. Sarah had softened wonderfully, too, and seemed

to feel that since her aunt did not die, it was incumbent upon her to

pay her debt to heaven by burying the hatchet. I don't think I ever

quite did Sarah justice, so far as her feeling for Madam Bradley

went--she appeared to be deeply and genuinely attached to her and was

sick with anxiety when the stroke took her. She shared perfectly the

grandmother's feeling over the baby, and Margarita's good taste in

presenting Roger with such a perfect Bradley was set down to her

credit with vigorous justice. For she never forgave poor Alice for the

brown little Carters. Alice's children resembled their father, and

Sue's (almost grandchildren, in that house) were sickly and

comparatively unattractive; but Margarita's daughter, perfect in

health, beautiful as a baby angel, active, daring, and enchantingly

affectionate, satisfied the old lady's pride completely and she sat

for hours contentedly watching her sprawl on an Indian blanket on the

floor.

Either the comfort of renewed relations with her children mended her

health or the fatality of the shock was overestimated, for she did not

die, not then nor for many years, but lived, happier, perhaps in her

affliction than before it, for the bond between her and Roger and

Mother Mary, strengthened when she was preparing for death, never

loosened again, and more than once, a black-robed, white-coiffed

figure has visited the home of her father's like a slim shadow, and

carried with her one of the Church's greatest blessings, surely--the

healing of old wounds and the restoring of human loves.

PART NINE

IN WHICH THE RIVER FINDS THE SEA

Like a white snake upon the sands

She's writhing in the crispy foam,

She holds her soul in her open hands,

And now she staggers and now she stands,

And now she runs to her husband's home!

O I have seen a wife at rest,

That croons the babe upon her knee,

She lies upon her goodman's breast

As gentle as a bird at nest,

The mermaid's saved her soul from Sea!

_Sir Hugh and the Mermaiden._

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