CHAPTER XXIII

FATE SPREADS HER NET

[FROM SUE PAYNTER]

PARIS, March 4th, 188--

JERRY DEAR:

Frederick died here a week ago. His heart, you know, was

never very good, and the strain of his last concerts was too

much for him. They were very successful, and just before I

came over, the poor fellow had sent me--in one of his

periodical fits of reform, _Dieu merci!_--some beautiful

jewels, chains, aigrettes and a gorgeous diamond collar,

begging me to sell them, but on no account to wear them, as

if I would! I sold them pretty well--it's all for the

babies, you know. Poor Frederick--I'm not sure his reforms

were not the hardest to bear!

He has been for so long so less than nothing to me that the

sense of freedom is startling. I'm glad I came as soon as I

heard he was sinking--it was not so very sudden. I was with

him to the last, and the strangest people came to see

him--it was tragically funny. He seemed just like a poor,

disreputable brother to me, and nothing mattered, really,

except to get him what little comfort one could.

I brought the children over, and I think we shall stay here

indefinitely. I have a nice little _appartement_ not too far

from the Bradleys, though, of course, I couldn't afford to

live there! and such a dear, sensible bonne (_a tout faire_,

of course) who gets the children into the park every day for

me when I'm busy. For I am very seriously busy, and how, do

you think? I wrote a long, gossippy letter to Alice Carter

who loves _chiffons_, poor soul, though Madam Bradley

doesn't give her many, telling her what was being worn and

where, and how, and gave her a little account of a

fashionable _fete_ that a friend of mine had described to

me, and the dear creature actually took the trouble of

copying it, omitting personalities, of course, and showing

it to a friend of Walter's, an amazing young man who is

starting some woman's magazine with a phenomenal

circulation, already. He offered her a really good price for

it and said if I would do the same kind of letter every

month, he would pay one hundred dollars for each one--five

hundred _francs_! Of course I accepted, and now I spend two

days a week in the shops, getting ideas and making sketches.

You see I am a business woman, really, Jerry. I have always

believed that plenty of women would do better at their

husband's business, and let them hire housekeepers or attend

to the house themselves! Look at the French women!

It seems so good to be here--it always agreed with me, _la

belle France_, and the children seem well, too--for them.

Little Susy really has some colour. They are especially fond

of the _Parc Monceau_, and this charming out-of-door life

that is so easy here will do wonders for them, I'm sure.

That east wind of Boston--ugh, how I loathe it!

I feel so busy and so self-respecting--independence agrees

with me. You see, with my few hundreds from father, and

these letters, and the little income Roger got for me, with

the principal put away for the children, I shall do very

well indeed and owe "nothing to nobody." And when Susy gets

old enough, I'm going to have her taught something--trade or

profession, _n'importe!_--that will make her as independent

as I am to-day. I think it is criminal not to. Then she

needn't marry unless she wants to.

I wonder if you realise how many women marry to get away

from home? Few men do, I imagine. It's not particularly

flattering to you, _messieurs_, but it's the truth. I had

four sisters, and I know!

You have heard, I suppose, that Margarita is actually in

training for the opera? It was very exciting--Mme. M----i is

really at the bottom of it, I think, though everybody agrees

with her to this extent: the child really has extraordinary

talent, and with her face and figure will be sure of

success, one would think. Of course her voice is not

phenomenal--I doubt if it is big enough for the New York

opera house. How Frederick used to rail at that building!

They wanted him to play there once, you know, at some big

benefit. He always said no respectable human voice could be

judged there--it seems the acoustics is wrong. But it is an

exceptionally fine voice, nevertheless, and so pure and

unspoiled. She had nothing to unlearn, literally, and her

acting, Madame says, is superb. She can memorise anything,

and in such a short time!

But for a Bradley! Madame is furious that she is married.

There are plenty to have babies and live in America, she

says, without her little Marguerite! _M. le mari_ does not

appreciate what a jewel he wishes to shut up, she says--but

I am not so sure of that! Whether he is really going to let

her or is only humouring her, I don't know. It is rather an

embarrassing situation, _au fond_, because you know what she

is--calm, lovely, enchanting--what you will, but absolutely

immovable! Reasoning has no effect upon her, and then, to

tell the truth, she has reasons of her own. Her desire for

this is very strong, and her affection for Roger is not

strong enough, apparently, to make her sacrifice herself. Do

you think she has any soul, really? I mean, what we

understand by that--something that takes more than two years

of ordinary life to grow. Passionate, yes. Intelligent, yes.

But a real soul? _Je m' en doute._

"Of course I love Roger, Sue," she said to me, "but why

should I not do what I want to just because I love him? I

can love him and sing, too."

Then Miss Jencks advances to the fray, with pleasant

platitudes about giving up what we like for those we love.

"But Roger loves me, too," says _la Margarita_--"why does he

not give up what _he_ likes because he loves me?"

Tableau! _Que faire alors?_

It is really rather complicated, I think, Jerry, though you

will probably not agree with me, when I explain what I mean.

I have done a great deal of thinking in the years since my

marriage--I have been forced to. Things which would never

have occurred to me, never come into my horizon if, for

instance, I had married Roger; things which would never, I

can see, be likely to come into the horizon of the happily

(and prosperously) married, have come to me and I have been

obliged, in my poor way, to philosophise over them.

Have you ever read Ibsen's play, the "Doll's House"? I don't

think it has been acted in America, and probably won't be,

unless, perhaps, in Boston. But get it and read it. It is to

show that a woman is a personality, aside from her family

relations, and must live her life, finally, herself. At

least, so I understand it. It is to be acted in London soon,

and I am going to try to see it--the theatre seems to mean

so much more, this side the water! One really takes it

seriously, somehow, along with the other arts. But then,

there is no duty on art here!

Will you tell me, Jerry, why, if Margarita really is an

artist and has a great gift, she should not use it? It may

not be what would best please her husband (and you know,

Jerry, I would cut off my hand for Roger! But I must say

what I think) but if she sees a career open to her of fame,

money and satisfaction, why should the fact of her marriage

prevent it? As far as fame goes, she could be better known

than Roger; as far as money goes, she could almost certainly

earn more than he can; as far as what _Nora_, in the play I

spoke of, calls "her duties towards herself," she could

surely develop more fully. That is, if it is necessary for a

woman to develop herself fully in any but the physical

sense--and isn't it?

It is all very perplexing and I do so wish it had happened

to any one but Roger! He is much hurt, I know, though he

conceals it well, of course, in his quiet, steadfast sort of

way. What a man he is! He would never be willing, I am sure,

to go back to his profession in New York and leave Margarita

alone in Europe, exposed to all the temptations and scandal

and dangers that seem almost inevitable in the life she is

preparing for. They might as well be completely and legally

separated, in that case. He has money enough without

practising law, of course, but he would never be idle--he

loves his work--and as for hanging about as her business

manager--I wish you could have seen his face when Madame

suggested it! I explained to her it was not precisely the

sort of thing his family were accustomed to do. She can't

understand it, of course--she has the French idea of a

lawyer. When I told her that Mr. Bradley was really _vrai

proprietaire_ and well-to-do aside from his practice, she

had more respect for him.

"Then he will not need to occupy himself," she said

triumphantly, "and all the better. Let him rent an estate

and live _en gentilhomme_!"

She has promised to go back to America for the summer for

two months--she can learn her _roles_ there, she says, and

Roger wants to go. _Eh bien!_ We shall have to wait.

The child is beautiful--so strong and well, and so

ridiculously the image of Roger. She is trying to stand

now--think of it! My poor little rats were two years old

before they could.

_A vous toujours_,

SUE.

[FROM MY ATTORNEYS]

SEARS, BRADLEY AND SEARS,

Attorneys and Counsellors-at-Law.

Cable Address, Valleshta.

2-- COURT STREET, BOSTON, MASS.

March 10th, 188--

WINFRED JERROLDS, Esq.,

Cf., Coutts Bros.,

Cairo, Egypt.

DEAR SIR:

Pursuant to our letters to you of six weeks ago, we had our

Mr. James go to the North Carolina plantation to investigate

and report on the property. He was almost at once approached

with offers to buy the property on terms which surprised

him. He communicated with us and we took the responsibility

of sending one of our best mining experts to look over the

ground. We found that Pittsburg men had been making heavy

purchases of land a few miles west across the range and had

also been buying tracts adjacent to your lands both north

and south; they had also had a party of engineers all over

your lands under the guise of a fishing party.

The expert, Mr. Minton, reported that he found heavy

outcroppings of coal on both sides of the valley, of

excellent steaming quality. The veins apparently extend

through your lands into the higher lands north and south of

yours. West of you but a few miles these Pittsburg people

have acquired large bodies of iron ore. But the most

important fact of all is that the valley is the most

practical route for a railroad across the range west of you,

from the coast to the iron lands already mentioned, for many

miles in either direction.

We have been negotiating for three weeks with these

Pittsburg people and they have finally made us an offer

which we enclose. Briefly, it amounts to $300,000 in five

per cent. mortgage bonds, $250,000 in stock (this of

problematic value) and a royalty of ten cents per ton on all

coal mined on your lands, with an agreement to mine at least

50,000 tons annually until your coal measures are

practically exhausted.

In view of your unwillingness to come here and yourself

engineer a rival development company, not to speak of the

difficulty of enlisting adequate capital in the face of the

purchases already made by our Pittsburg friends, we think

you cannot do better than accept this offer. Whether we can

get as good an one later is doubtful. We have promised an

answer by cable from you within three days of your receipt

of this letter.

Congratulating you on these most fortunate discoveries, we

remain,

Yours very respectfully,

SEARS, BRADLEY AND SEARS.

[FROM TIP ELDER]

UNIVERSITY CLUB, NEW YORK,

March 20th, 188--

DEAR JERRY:

I needn't say how hearty my congratulations are on your good

luck, need I? What a hit that was! And what a fine use you

are making of it, too! Of course I'll help all I can. I must

hurry to catch this mail-boat, so I will just cut short and

merely say that Latham and Waite, of Union Square, seem to

have put in the best bid for the work and I have told them

to send you the detailed budget and contracts as soon as

they can get them ready. They have connections with a big

brick-yard in Tennessee and say that they can put you up a

very good little hospital, three wards, operating-room, six

private rooms, diet kitchen, dispensary, nurses' dormitory

and suite for superintendent, including one elevator, for

close under $65,000, on very good terms of payment. This

will include all fittings (hardware, etc.) and two fine,

large piazzas, with arrangements for sun parlour, if

desired. Also four bathrooms. Miss Buxton has selected the

site, as I suppose she has written you, and Miss Bradley has

secured another deaconess-nurse for the permanent staff.

Young Collier has done marvellously well down there, and the

generous endowment you offer will take care of two more

boys, Miss Buxton says. Dr. McGee says that Collier has a

real gift for surgery--I think I have got a scholarship for

him at Johns Hopkins, next year.

What a fine little woman that nurse is! She can't speak of

you without her eyes filling with tears. I teased her a

little by saying that if she had not begged you for the use

of that deserted farm-house on your land for a convalescent

home, you would never have learned about the coal and

probably sold the land for a song, so the credit was really

hers--you ought to have seen the sparks in her eyes!

"You have really made him a rich man," I told her.

"I wish I could," she said very soberly, "but it's not money

Mr. Jerrolds needs."

What do you suppose she meant? Anyhow, you've got it, old

fellow, whether you need it or not, haven't you?

The hundred you sent me (you knew I didn't need any "fee")

has gone into fitting up my club gymnasium. It went a good

way, too. I miss Mrs. Paynter's suggestions--she is a good

business-woman. What a release, that blackguard's death!

Strong words for a minister, perhaps you think, but I tell

you, my blood boils when I think what she endured. I gave up

my grandfather's hell, long ago, but some men make you long

to believe in purgatory!

I heard in a round-about way from Roger's brother-in-law

Carter (Yale '8--, isn't he?) that Mrs. Bradley was going on

the stage. I was afraid of it last summer.

Miss Bradley is a good woman, but not much like Roger, is

she? Queer, how people get into the same family.

Hoping the rheumatism is all right now, and that you'll make

use of me, in any way you can, I am

Yours faithfully,

TYLER FESSENDEN ELDER.

[FROM ROGER'S SISTER]

NEWTON, MASS.,

April 2nd, 188--

DEAR JERRY:

I can't resist, in spite of your warning, letting you know

how deeply we appreciate your generous offer for the

children. You know, of course, that we never felt the

slightest claim. It would not have been so much, anyway, if

it had been divided, and father always felt that people had

a right to leave their money as they chose, if they had any

rights in it at all, he said. I believe he thought it ought

to go to the State, or something. He and Mr. C--l S--z used

to talk about it evenings, I remember.

But to provide so generously for them in your will--it was

truly kind and Walter feels it very much. I hope it will be

long before they get it, Jerry. Of course Roger will have a

son some day and then you will be giving it to Roger

Bradley, as you say, and it won't have been out of the

family really--you were just like one of us for so many

years. And dearer to Uncle Win than any of us, I am sure.

With deepest gratitude again from Walter and myself, and

hopes that you are quite well now,

Yours always,

ALICE BRADLEY CARTER.

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