CHAPTER XIII

THE DEADLY RIVAL

When Carl reached his office, to take up once more his engineering work

he found Grace already awaiting him, ready to take up her secretarial

duties.

When Grace had first expressed the desire to return to New York, she

confessed to a lack of funds. Carl, grateful for the tender care she

had taken of him while he was ill at the hospital, offered to pay her

passage to New York. This she consented to, with the stipulation that

she be given work at his office where a weekly deduction could be made

from her salary until the money he had advanced was repaid. It was with

this understanding, then, that she accompanied Carl to New York.

Carl instructed her as to her duties, but did not notice that her eyes

seemed to flash with an eager light and an avid gleam, such as the mere

technique of the work could never have provoked. She seemed to bask in

the favor of his presence and look; to wither and wilt when he withdrew

from her gaze, as a flower might do, if withdrawn from the light and

the glow of the life-giving sun.

While his business mail had been attended to during his absence, quite

a collection of personal mail awaited him. He was too busy for the

moment to pay much attention to it and gave the envelopes but a passing

glance, as if looking for something of especial interest or note.

Not finding what he desired, the entire lot was set aside for more

leisurely perusal.

During the homeward journey, he had laid plans for the irrigation of

the Sahara, and with his assistant, in his private office, he discussed

the making of these plans for a scientific irrigation system, to take

the place of the French plan for flooding the Sahara by means of a

canal from the ocean.

With this work thus auspiciously commenced, Carl was at liberty to give

more careful consideration to his private matters, including that stack

of mail. On second thought, however, he waited until the evening when

the office force had left before he sat down to the task.

The contents of the letters were practically all alike, only that the

meaning in each was differently expressed, some were clever, some

witty, some downright dull. But Carl was used to that. Among them were

invitations to affairs that were already numbered among the annals

of the past and others of a future time, which he made note of in

anticipation of attending them, if circumstances permitted.

He had started his plans for the Sahara irrigating scheme, but with

Sana gone there was not the same enthusiasm and initiative as there was

prior to that fateful trip into the desert when they had been trapped

by Amshied and when he had so utterly failed to play the hero, the

rescuer of his beloved one. The spur was gone. Again, there came to

him Sana’s promise that she would give anything a woman could give to

the man, who of course was Carl, who saved her homestead at the Gurara

Oasis. But now she was dead and his desire to work on the Sahara plan

was likewise dying.

He cursed the hour when Sana and he, on the pretense of requiring

refreshments--while in reality it was Sana’s desire to listen to the

music, came to the spot destined to prove so fateful. And after all, it

was but the monotonous tones issuing from the flute of a snake charmer.

The minute attention Grace paid Carl in her first week in the office,

was not, in her mind, sufficiently reciprocated--so she thought,

although she realized that she was but an employee. But had she not

done her level best to bring him back to health, when he was lying

prostrate in the hospital? That this was her duty as a nurse, did not

occur to her. She loved Carl and was determined to secure his love. In

what way she secured it, did not matter to her. Well she knew that Carl

in paying her passage home had unconsciously stepped into a trap, from

which he would have difficulty in extricating himself once the meshes

of the net had enfolded him. The Mann Act deals severely with any

offender, whose offense comes within its provisions and Grace knew how

easy it would be to lend color to the story of her passage home, even

though it were an act of charity on Carl’s part.

She did not care to entertain this thought, yet it occurred to her mind

time and time again when Carl busily engaged appeared to be paying

no attention to her. His seemed an iceberg attitude, which made her

shiver. But she was ready to dig the flame out of the ice.

For some time Grace had become anxious, fearing that Carl knew or might

come to know of the cablegram she had withheld from him. Yet, how could

he learn of it? Did she not receive it early in the morning, just after

she had unlocked the office and when she was entirely alone?

It was her duty to open the mail, telegrams and the like. Thus she

reasoned she had done no wrong, insofar as reading the cablegram was

concerned. But to withhold it from her employer, even though she

considered him more in the light of a friend and even though it came

from a woman she felt to be her rival, equally if not more in love with

Carl--was this not a wrong of a hideous kind? Was it not even branded

with the name of crime?

BELOVED CARL. I AM HOME AGAIN. NOTHING SERIOUS HAPPENED. LETTER WILL

FOLLOW. YOUR LOVING AND LONGING SANA.

These were the words that flashed across the mind of the guilty girl,

whenever her eyes rested upon Carl. They seemed to be graven on her

mind in letters of flame. To be near him in the taking of his dictation

was one of the uncertain pleasures of her daily life. She knew that

Carl had been deeply in love with Sana, but she knew too that he

believed Sana was dead. At the same time that she feared, she also

was angered by the fact that Carl’s affection even now seemed to be

inevitably riveted upon a thing which for him Death had long since

claimed. She, Grace, was still young and comely, yet he passed her by

in his worship at a shrine wherein the image lay crumbling to the dust.

This thought alone caused the girl to pursue the course, which even to

herself was no source of joy, but a hideous curse, and insidious menace

that seemed to follow her as a shadow even on the brightest day and

as a blighting curse even in moments that should have given a small

measure of joy and happiness.

To use the effect of the Mann Act as a stepping stone, to gain her

desires often occurred to her, but, although she did not mind the

notoriety attached to it she did not know how to go about it other than

to openly accuse Carl. At this she balked. She would bide her time. He

did not know Sana was alive and if she could help it, he would never

know. And who could tell but what with the passing of the days Carl

might turn to Grace for friendship.

The change in Grace became so obvious, that even Carl was forced to

take notice of it, but he could not account for it.

Grace watched every incoming mail very closely, for the cablegram had

stated, a letter would follow. That letter must never reach Carl, as

that would mean the failure of all her plans. No amount of watching, no

amount of worry, would be too great a price, Grace reasoned, to pay for

the opportunity of getting that letter in her possession.

Then, at last, came the long watched-for missive!

There it lay on the desk before her, with its African stamp and

postmark. The woman’s hand with which it had been addressed spoke

plainly that this letter was from Sana, Carl’s true love.

What should she do with it? Should she play the game squarely and

place the letter on Carl’s desk for him to read? The good in her made

a vain effort to fight down the evil. She would keep it. Carl must not

have it. No, a thousand times no!

All that day she kept the letter hidden at her bosom. How it seemed to

burn her flesh one moment and freeze her very blood the next! It seemed

to Grace that it would shriek out its message to the man from whom she

was hiding it. But she did not falter in her evil purpose. Although

heart sick and weary at the realization of her wrong, she clung to it

with grim resolve.

At last the day, the longest she had ever lived, came to an end and

she hurried home eager to read that letter, but weighed down with a

nameless fear, with strange foreboding.

It was but the work of a moment to unseal the envelope over the steam

of a kettle. With feverish haste, she drew out its contents, and read,

half aloud, with halting words:

My Beloved Carl:

I am home again with my mother, whom I found before the charred cross

you had erected over what you thought was my grave. Dear heart, I was

overjoyed to hear that you were alive. I had thought that the savage

cavemen had done their worst to you. When they carried me away, and

later while lying in their cave I prayed to God to receive your soul

with mercy. But now I am thanking Him for having kept you alive. I

can hardly believe it, darling.

The cavemen held the slave-girl, Cintani and myself captives for

several days, but Cintani, she is a clever one, managed to poison

them, so that we escaped.

On our way home we came across de Rochelle, who was almost dead with

thirst and fever. Perhaps I shouldn’t have done it, but I gave him

water and helped him to his feet. He came along with us to the site

of the burned cabin where mother was praying for me. At the sight of

me, she fainted dead away. You can well imagine the shock it would be.

De Rochelle has confessed that he set the place on fire, trying to

help us, and that he followed the cavemen when they carried me off.

This may be true, but I do not believe him. At any rate, he has

promised to leave Timbuktoo as soon as he has sufficient strength to

do so. So don’t worry about him, dear.

“In the desert a fountain is springing,

In the wild waste there still is a tree,

And a bird in the solitude singing

Which speaks to my spirit of thee.”

I shall write you more in a day or two. At present I am worn out and

still too much excited in the happiness and knowledge that my Carl is

still among the living. With heaps of love and kisses,

Your Sana.

To this letter was pinned a short note to the effect that, because

of incorrect address on the first envelope, the letter had been

returned to her after some seven weeks had passed, and that she had

promptly readdressed it correctly and with the second sending had also

dispatched a cablegram.

Grace said to herself, “Poor thing, writing a wrong address on a letter

to her lover. However, it finally found its destination. Here it is!

And the cablegram!”

As Grace read this loving message, her face grew livid and her eyes

expanded and contracted in her rage. She rose up suddenly, exclaiming

through quivering lips, “Why couldn’t she have died, or that caveman

taken her. Then I should not have to suffer now. Then she would have

been out of my way.”

For an hour she sat in the chair, where she had thrown herself in a

fit of rage, torturing herself with cruel thoughts. But finally the

madness died down, and the look of hatred was replaced by one of utmost

depression and despair.

“What is the use? Sooner or later he will learn that his desert flame

is still burning.”

At this juncture, Grace rose and replaced the message within the

envelope, sealing it carefully once more. Yes, it would be for the best

if she turned it over to its rightful owner. With that thought in mind

she sought the comfort of her pillows.

The next morning, however, the good resolution of the night before

had paled. Grace seized upon the letter and striking a match soon

reduced Sana’s message to a little heap of black fragments, saying with

a bitter laugh “Here goes Carl’s flame like the will-of-the-whisp,

flitting over the ground in its misleading way, lasting but a little

while.”

But Grace could not alter the ways of Fate or Destiny! She might stave

them off for the while, but all her plans and wiles could not prevent

them from eventually rushing past her and on to the predestined goal.

The days rolled by and still Grace bore her grudge against Carl. In

what strange actions love chooses to express itself! And yet--did not

the great Alexander burn Persepolis, the Gem of the East, in order to

satisfy the whim of Thaïs, the courtesan? Did not Antony lose the world

to follow in the footsteps of her who fled in vain back to her lost

empire--Cleopatra? Yes, these are the ways of love and strange ways

they are.

Grace assumed an outward attitude that did not correspond with her

feelings within. Whenever Carl addressed her she replied in a kindly,

gracious tone, without hint of the madness that was eating away

her soul. Carl appeared to be more business like and calculating

than before. Often there were times when she longed to tell him her

innermost feelings, but she could not bring herself to the point of

doing so.

And then Fate took a hand.

What had brought Carl to the office so early that morning? Why should

he have been there in the outer office when the postman delivered

a second letter from Sana? Grace asked herself these questions as

reluctantly she passed the letter over to Carl. He took it mechanically

and not recognizing Sana’s writing, laid the missive aside for a few

moments while he took up duties of greater importance to him than any

personal letter possibly could be.

His evident non-recognition of the missive struck Grace rather forcibly

as she watched him closely from her desk. No opportunity presented

itself whereby she could secure this letter, and much to her chagrin

she was obliged to watch Carl at last pick it up for reading.

He studied the stamp and the postmark, and as he did so became very

restless, excitably so and with more than eager fingers he tore open

the envelope. A small slip of paper fluttered to the floor. Eagerly he

stooped to pick it up. Unfolding it his surprised eyes were confronted

with--

HERE LIES MY BELOVED

SANA VON SECKT

REST IN PEACE

CARL

It was the note he had pinned to the charred cross on Sana’s grave. His

face grew pale, and scarcely able to control his emotions he seized the

letter itself and unfolded it. As he did so he stared with eyes that

could not believe what they saw. He turned at once to the signature

and the pallor of his face changed and gradually brightened while the

fearsome look in his eyes was changed to one of wonder and joy. He

read, scarcely breathing the while:

My beloved Carl:

As I promised you, I am writing you more at length now that I am at

ease. I trust that my cablegram and first letter found you in good

health and spirits, dearest darling boy.

I soon recovered from the experience I had in the captivity of those

strange cavemen, and my quick recovery I ascribe to the joy of

knowing that you, my sweetheart, were not murdered in cold blood. I

went to church and thanked God for the wonderful escape you had. The

terrible agony I endured until I met my mother kneeling before the

cross, praying for my soul, I can hardly describe. All that I care

about now is that you are safe.

I shudder when I think of how that caveman struck you down with his

club. You really had no chance. And with that same club, while I was

prisoner, he tried to make love to me. It is hard for me to realize

today that such a brutal man should have let me off so easily, but

then I suppose I should thank Cintani for this. She poisoned the

entire tribe, at least, so I think, as mentioned in my first letter.

When we escaped that night I took a last look at those cruel people

and they were all lying silently on the ground--a veritable court of

the dead.

After all, I believe cavemen to a certain extent are chivalrous to

women. If it were not so, I would not be alive today. I would have

taken the poison myself. You should have seen the way in which those

women loved their mates--yet their affection is secured and held by

the club. I wonder how it would be if you were king of the cavemen?

But I suppose now that you are again in the company of the New York

girls you no longer care for your “desert flower.” Was it after all,

but a Fata Morgana that we held in our arms while sitting on the

beach? Write me, dear, as I have been so lonesome since you left. I

feel as if I were standing alone on a huge sand wave in the great

desert, not certain of my foundation.

But I do trust in you and I often thank our Lord that He sent you to

me to save my life. How can I ever repay you? All I can give you is

my devotion and love. Love is life. So come to my arms.

Cintani, the little slave-girl, is staying at my home. I am so

grateful to her. If it had not been for her pluck the chances are I

should not now be writing this letter.

De Rochelle, as I wrote you, will shortly leave for France. My mother

tells me he has recovered his strength although I have not seen him

since my return.

He promised to stay away from me and so far he has kept good that

promise. To think that he should have set Amshied’s place on fire

while you and I were there. He claims he did it to save me from

Amshied, but this is probably on the same par with his desire to have

me jump from the bridge.

I am enclosing herewith my tombstone inscription “Here Sana, rest

in peace....” As you now know you certainly did exaggerate. It is

seldom that one has the opportunity of reading the inscription on

one’s own gravemarker. But when I saw the grave you had made, I could

not keep from crying. I want to tell you how I appreciate your kind

manly spirit. You are just wonderful and I wish we were together now.

But alas, I shall have to have patience.

With love and many kisses and regards from mother, yours as ever,

Sana.

Carl read the letter a second time. Then resting back in his arm chair

he smiled. And yet the close observer might have perceived that his

eyes were veiled with a slight mist--tears of joy that welled up from

the soul.

Grace, who had been watching Carl closely, grew furious, so much so,

that she ground her teeth and bit her lips until the blood appeared.

After Carl had again glanced over Sana’s message, he placed it in his

pocket and summoned Grace into his private office to take dictation.

Grace rose unsteadily from her chair, believing that Carl would dictate

a message to Sana. That she determined, she would not stand for. Then

the thought flashed through her mind that Carl surely would not expect

her to attend to his love affairs.

Carl commenced to dictate a business letter, but his mind was far

from the subject. Repeatedly he corrected himself and requested his

secretary to read and re-read the notes which she had taken down. This

mental disturbance in the usually fine poise of her employer could not

go by Grace unnoticed. It served to anger her all the more to realize

that his love for Sana had the power to drive all else from his mind

and make him even oblivious to the duties of his office.

Grace had read the letter back to him for the fourth time when Carl,

even in his confused mental state realized that there was neither sense

nor reason in what he had dictated. So he decided to commence again.

A new beginning was made but that was about all. At last with a thin

and rather wan smile he gave it up for the time being, dismissing his

secretary with the words “Never mind, just now. I will get the letter

out before five. Don’t fail to remind me of it.”

A strange look had settled over Grace’s countenance as she returned

to her desk. A serious expression it was, born of the thought of the

withheld cablegram and the purloined letter. She had suffered far more

in proportion to her doings than the satisfaction she had derived from

them.

Presently Carl entered her office and in a strangely calm voice asked,

“Miss Huntington, do you know if there is another party in this

building by the name of Lohman? There was a cablegram and a letter

that I should have received probably some ten days ago.”

“I do not know,” was her rather quickly spoken reply, and a flush that

spread over her face, but without any apparent hesitation she went on

with her work. Fortunately, Carl did not notice her embarrassment.

“It is very strange. I ought to be able to find out the particulars

of delivery at the cable office. Would you be kind enough to drop in

there on your way to lunch and inquire if they have any record for the

last two weeks, or longer, of receiving and delivering a cablegram for

me from Timbuktoo, Africa? You know, when they deliver a cablegram the

receiver must sign for it.”

“Yes, surely, with pleasure,” came with difficulty from Grace’s pale

lips and then momentarily summoning courage, she added, “Were you

expecting a cablegram?”

“No, but I received a letter in which it was stated that a cablegram

had been sent.”

“Was it an important message?”

“Yes--and no.”

“Probably the sender confirmed the cable wording in the letter you

received this morning.”

Carl turned without an answer, as though he had not heard this final

remark and stepped into his own office.

Her heart beat high, and fearfully she racked her mind for some way out

of the difficulty in which she now perceived she had gotten herself.

It would never do to let Carl make any personal inquiries at the cable

office since then most assuredly she would be detected in the game she

had tried to play. Many plans and schemes came to her mind but upon

consideration none appeared to answer her purpose. As she murmured to

herself, “I may as well take the chance and pretend to have stopped

there. He would never know the difference and I can easily report that

no such cablegram had been received.”

Her lunch hour having arrived she prepared to go out, and as she was

putting on her hat, Carl happened to pass and gave a parting caution,

“Now don’t forget about that cable.”

Her reply, “No I won’t,” was given in a rather strange tone and she was

thankful that Carl did not appear to notice it. Hurriedly she left the

office, her entire body atremble. She did not go near the cable office

nor did she partake of her customary ice-cream soda lunch. The fear

that rose up within her had robbed her of all desire to eat. Instead

she walked the streets, thinking, thinking.

Returning to the office a little later than usual she summoned her

courage and at once went to Carl’s private office.

In response to his eager and questioning look she said, “There has been

no such message received for the past three months.”

This she figured, certainly covered the period since Carl himself had

left Timbuktoo, and continued, “I had them look over all the books and

through all their files, and having done so, they were positive that no

cable of any sort had been received for you from Timbuktoo or any other

place in Africa. In fact, you did not receive any foreign messages

since you returned from abroad.”

Carl turned away in silence, not knowing what to make of it, but

realizing all too well that the cable might have gone astray.

Grace stood silently, noting carefully Carl’s every gesture and

expression, as she awaited a reply. He dismissed her with apparently

kindly spoken words, “All right, never mind it then.”

As she left his office, she breathed much easier and a great burden

seemed to have been lifted from her guilty soul. He suspected nothing!

A few minutes later however, Carl asked her for a cablegram blank and

instead of dictating the message to her he wrote it out himself, and

personally rang for a messenger.

When the messenger arrived, Grace, going to the door of Carl’s office,

said, “The boy is here Mr. Lohman, will you give me the cablegram?”

“Send the boy in here.”

As the boy entered the office, Grace closed the door behind him,

remaining close outside in an effort to hear what was said. But all she

heard was “Charge it.”

She went quickly to her desk and sat down as the boy came out and

departed through the outer door. It occurred to her too late that she

might have gone out into the hall and demanded the message from the

boy and after having perused it, handed it back to him with no one the

wiser as to her deception.

In her high-strung and nervous state, her mind was not working as

clearly as usual, or she surely would have realized that she could have

gone to the cable office, at the end of the day, and for some plausible

reason, such as having failed to retain a copy for the office file,

procured a copy of the message.

Picking up her pencil and notebook she muttered sadly, “Out of luck

this time,” and entered Carl’s office with the words “Mr. Lohman, you

wished me to remind you of that letter you desired to dictate before

the close of the day. Shall I take it now?”

“Ah yes, sit down and I will dictate at once.”

And, greatly to the surprise and chagrin, of Grace, he, in the calmest

manner imaginable, sat back in his chair and dictated the long business

letter without a single halt or change. He was at ease, mentally and

physically, in great contrast with his bewildered words of the morning.

It was the message he had sent to Sana that had relieved his spirit and

restored him to his normal bearing.

It was Grace, who, if she had known the contents of that cablegram,

would have trembled and been unfit to take the letter he was now

dictating.

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