CHAPTER XIX.

FROM ZANZIBAR TO UJIJI.

A.D. 1866-1869.

Dr. Livingstone goes to mouth of Rovuma--His prayer--His company--His

herd of animals--Loss of his buffaloes--Good spirits when setting

out--Difficulties at Rovuma--Bad conduct of Johanna men--Dismissal of

his Sepoys--Fresh horrors of slave-trade--Uninhabited tract--He reaches

Lake Nyassa--Letter to his son Thomas--Disappointed hopes--His double

aim, to teach natives and rouse horror of slave-trade--Tenor of

religious addresses--Wikatami remains behind--Livingstone finds no

altogether satisfactory station for commerce and missions--Question of

the watershed--Was it worth the trouble?--Overruled for good to

Africa--Opinion of Sir Bartle Frere--At Marenga's--The Johanna men leave

in a body--Circulate rumor of his murder--Sir Roderick disbelieves

it--Mr. E.D. Young sent out with Search Expedition--Finds proof against

rumor--Livingstone half-starved--Loss of his goats--Review of

1866--Reflections on Divine Providence--Letter to Thomas--His dog

drowned--Loss of his medicine-chest--He feels sentence of death passed

on him--First sight of Lake Tanganyika--Detained at

Chitimba's--Discovery of Lake Moero--Occupations during detention of

1867--Great privations and difficulties--Illness--Rebellion among his

men--Discovery of Lake Bangweolo--Its oozy

banks--Detention--Sufferings--He makes for Ujiji--Very severe illness in

beginning of 1869--Reaches Ujiji--Finds his goods have been wasted and

stolen--Most bitter disappointment--His medicines, etc., at

Unyanyembe--Letter to Sultan of Zanzibar--Letters to Dr. Moffat and

his daughter.

On the 19th of March, fortified by a firman from the Sultan to all his

people, and praying the Most High to prosper him, "by granting him

Influence in the eyes of the heathen, and blessing his intercourse with

them," Livingstone left Zanzibar in H.M.S. "Penguin" for the mouth of

the Rovuma. His company consisted of thirteen Sepoys, ten Johanna men,

nine Nassick boys, two Shupanga men, and two Waiyau. Musa, one of the

Johanna men, had been a sailor in the "Lady Nyassa"; Susi and Amoda,

the Shupanga men, had been woodcutters for the "Pioneer"; and the two

Waiyau lads, Wikatani and Chuma, had been among the slaves rescued in

1861, and had lived for some time at the mission station at Chibisa's.

Besides these, he carried with him a sort of menagerie in a dhow--six

camels, three buffaloes and a calf, two mules, and four donkeys. What

man but Dr. Livingstone would have encumbered himself with such baggage,

and for what conceivable purpose except the benefit of Africa? The tame

buffaloes of India were taken that he might try whether, like the wild

buffaloes of Africa, they would resist the bite of the tsetse-fly; the

other animals for the same purpose. There were two words of which

Livingstone might have said, as Queen Mary said of Calais, that at his

death they would be found engraven on his heart--fever and tsetse; the

one the great scourge of man, the other of beast, in South Africa. To

help to counteract two such foes to African civilization no trouble or

expense would have been judged too great. Already he had lost nine of

his buffaloes at Zanzibar. It was a sad pity that owing to the

ill-treatment of the remaining animals by his people, who turned out a

poor lot, it could never be known conclusively whether the tsetse-bite

was fatal to them or not.

In spite of all he had suffered in Africa, and though he was without the

company of a single European, he had, in setting out, something of the

exhilarating feeling of a young traveler starting on his first tour in

Switzerland, deepened by the sense of nobility which there is in every

endeavor to do good to others. "The mere animal pleasure of traveling in

a wild unexplored country is very great.... The sweat of one's brow is

no longer a curse when one works for God; it proves a tonic to the

system, and is actually a blessing." The Rovuma was found to have

changed greatly since his last visit, so that he had to land his goods

twenty-five miles to the north at Mikindany harbor, and find his way

down to the river farther up. The toil was fitted to wear out the

strongest of his men. Nothing could have been more grateful than the

Sunday rest. Through his Nassick boys, he tried to teach the Makondé--a

tribe that bore a very bad character, but failed; however, the people

were wonderfully civil, and, contrary to all previous usage, neither

inflicted fines nor made complaints, though the animals had done some

damage to their corn. He set this down as an answer to his prayers for

influence among the heathen.

His vexations, however, were not long of beginning. Both the Sepoy

marines and the Nassick boys were extremely troublesome, and treated the

animals abominably. The Johanna men were thieves. The Sepoys became so

intolerable that after four months' trial he sent most of them back to

the coast. It required an effort to resist the effect of such, things,

owing to the tendency of the mind to brood over the ills of travel. The

natives were not unkindly, but food was very scarce. As they advanced,

the horrors of the slave-trade presented themselves in all their hideous

aspects. Women were found dead, tied to trees, or lying in the path shot

and stabbed, their fault having been inability to keep up with the

party, while their amiable owners, to prevent them from becoming the

property of any one else, put an end to their lives. In some instances

the captives, yet in the slave-sticks, were found not quite dead.

Brutality was sometimes seen in another form, as when some natives

laughed at a poor boy suffering from a very awkward form of hernia,

whose mother was trying to bind up the part. The slave-trade utterly

demoralized the people; the Arabs bought whoever was brought to them,

and the great extent of forest in the country favored kidnapping;

otherwise the people were honest.

Farther on they passed through an immense uninhabited tract, that had

once evidently had a vast population. Then, in the Waiyau country, west

of Mataka's, came a splendid district 3400 feet above the sea, as well

adapted for a settlement as Magomero, but it had taken them four months

to get at it, while Magomero was reached in three weeks. The abandonment

of that mission he would never cease to regret. As they neared Lake

Nyassa, slave parties became more common. On the 8th August, 1866, they

reached the lake, which seemed to Livingstone like an old familiar

friend which he never expected to see again. He thanked God, bathed

again in the delicious water, and felt quite exhilarated.

Writing to his son Thomas, 28th August, he says:

"The Sepoys were morally unfit for travel, and then we had

hard lines, all of us. Food was not to be had for love or

money. Our finest cloths only brought miserable morsels of

the common grain. I trudged it the whole way, and having no

animal food save what turtle-doves and guinea-fowls we

occasionally shot, I became like one of Pharaoh's lean kine.

The last tramp [to Nyassa] brought us to a land of plenty. It

was over a very fine country, but quite depopulated.... The

principal chief, named Mataka, lives on the watershed

overhanging this, but fifty miles or more distant from this;

his town contained a thousand houses--many of them square, in

imitation of the Arabs. Large patches of English peas in full

bearing grew in the moist hollows, or were irrigated. Cattle

showed that no tsetse existed. When we arrived, Mataka was

just sending back a number of cattle and captives to their

own homes. They had been taken by his people without his

knowledge from Nyassa. I saw them by accident: there were

fifty-four women and children, about a dozen young men and

boys, and about twenty-five or thirty head of cattle. As the

act was spontaneous, it was the more gratifying to

witness....

"I sometimes remember you with some anxiety, as not knowing

what opening may be made for you in life.... Whatever you

feel yourself best fitted for, 'commit thy way to the Lord,

trust also in Him, and He will bring it to pass.' One ought

to endeavor to devote the peculiarities of his nature to his

Redeemer's service, whatever these may be."

Resting at the lake, and working up journal, lunars, and altitudes, he

hears of the arrival of an Englishman at Mataka's, with cattle for him,

"who had two eyes behind as well as two in front--news enough for

awhile." Zoology, botany, and geology engage his attention as usual. He

tries to get across the lake, but cannot, as the slavers own all the

dhows, and will neither lend nor sell to him; he has therefore to creep

on foot round its southern end. Marks of destruction and desolation

again shock the eye--skulls and bones everywhere. At the point where the

Shiré leaves Nyassa, he could not but think of disappointed hopes--the

death of his dear wife, and of the Bishop, the increasing vigor of the

slave-trade, and the abandonment of the Universities Mission. But faith

assured him of good times coming, though he might not live to see them.

Would only he had seen through the vista of the next ten years! Bishop

Tozer done with Africa, and Bishop Steere returning to the old

neighborhood, and resuming the old work of the Universities Mission; and

his own countrymen planted his name on the promontory on which he gazed

so sorrowfully, training the poor natives in the arts of civilization,

rearing Christian households among them, and proclaiming the blessed

Gospel of the God of love!

Invariably as he goes along, Dr. Livingstone aims at two things: at

teaching some of the great truths of Christianity, and rousing

consciences on the atrocious guilt of the slave-trade. In connection

with the former he discovers that his usual way of conducting divine

service--by the reading of prayers--does not give ignorant persons any

idea of an unseen Being; kneeling and praying with the eyes shut is

better. At the foot of the lake he goes out of his way to remonstrate

with Mukaté, one of the chief marauders of the district. The tenor of

his addresses is in some degree shaped by the practices he finds so

prevalent:

"We mention our relationship to our Father, the guilt of selling any of

his children, the consequences:--_e.g._ it begets war, for as they

don't like to sell their own, they steal from other villagers, who

retaliate. Arabs and Waiyau, invited into the country by their selling,

foster feuds,--wars and depopulation ensue. We mention the Bible--future

state--prayer; advise union, that they would unite as one family to

expel enemies, who came first as slave-traders, and ended by leaving the

country a wilderness."

It was about this time that Wikatani, one of the two Waiyau boys who had

been rescued from slavery, finding, as he believed or said, some

brothers and sisters on the western shore of the lake, left Livingstone

and remained with them. There had been an impression in some quarters,

that, according to his wont, Livingstone had made him his slave; to show

the contrary, he gave him his choice of remaining or going, and, when

the boy chose to remain, he acquiesced.

Dr. Livingstone had ere now passed over the ground where, if anywhere,

he might have hoped to find a station for a commercial and missionary

settlement, independent of the Portuguese. In this hope he was rather

disappointed. The only spot he refers to is the district west of

Mataka's, which, however, was so difficult of access. Nearer the coast a

mission might be established, and to this project his mind turned

afterward; but it would not command the Nyassa district. On the whole he

preferred the Zambesi and Shiré valley, with all their difficulties. But

the Rovuma was not hopeless, and indeed, within the last few years, the

Universities Mission has occupied the district successfully.

The geographical question of the watershed had now to be grappled with.

It is natural to ask whether this question was of sufficient importance

to engage his main energies, and justify the incalculable sacrifices

undergone by him during the remaining six years of his life. First of

all, we must remember, it was not his own scheme--it was pressed on him

by Sir Roderick Murchison and the Geographical Society; and it may

perhaps be doubted whether, had he foreseen the cost of the enterprise,

he would have deemed the object worthy of the price. But ever and anon,

he seemed to be close on what he was searching for, and certain to

secure it by just a little further effort; while as often, like the cup

of Tantalus, it was snatched from his grasp. Moreover, during a

life-time of splendid self-discipline, he had been training himself to

keep his promises, and to complete his tasks; nor could he in any way

see it his duty to break the one or leave the other unfinished. He had

undertaken to the Geographical Society to solve that problem, and he

would do it if it could be done. Wherever he went he had always some

opportunity to make known the father-hood of God and his love in Christ,

although the seed he sowed seemed seldom to take root. Then he was

gathering fresh information on the state of the country and the habits

of the people. He was especially gathering information on the accursed

slave-trade.

This question of the watershed, too, had fascinated his mind, for he had

a strong impression that the real sources of the Nile were far higher

than any previous traveler had supposed--far higher than Lake Victoria

Nyanza, and that it would be a service to religion as well as science to

discover the fountains of the stream on whose bosom, in the dawn of

Hebrew history, Moses had floated in his ark of bulrushes. A strong

impression lurked in his mind that if he should only solve that old

problem he would acquire such influence that new weight would be given

to his pleadings for Africa; just as, at the beginning of his career, he

had wished for a commanding style of composition, to be able to rouse

the attention of the world to that ill-treated continent.

He was strongly disposed to think that in the account of the sources

given to Herodotus by the Registrar of Minerva in the temple of Saïs,

that individual was not joking, as the father of history supposed. He

thought that in the watershed the two conical hills, Crophi and Mophi

might be found, and the fountains between them which it was impossible

to fathom; and that it might be seen that from that region there was a

river flowing north to Egypt, and another flowing south to a country

that might have been called Ethiopia. But whatever might be his views or

aims, it was ordained that in the wanderings of his last years he should

bring within the sympathies of the Christian world many a poor tribe

otherwise unknown; that he should witness sights, surpassing all he had

ever seen before of the inhumanity and horrors of the

slave-traffic--sights that harrowed his inmost soul; and that when his

final appeal to his countrymen on behalf of its victims came, not from,

his living voice but from his tomb, it should gather from a thousand

touching associations a thrilling power that would rouse the world, and

finally root out the accursed thing.

A very valuable testimony was borne by Sir Bartle Frere to the real aims

of Livingstone, and the value of his work, especially in this last

journey, in a speech delivered in the Glasgow Chamber of Commerce, 10th

November, 1876:

"The object," he said, "of Dr. Livingstone's geographical and

scientific explorations was to lead his countrymen to the

great work of Christianizing and civilizing the millions of

Central Africa. You will recollect how, when first he came

back from his wonderful journey, though we were all greatly

startled by his achievements and by what he told us, people

really did not lay what he said much to heart. They were

stimulated to take up the cause of African discovery again,

and other travelers went out and did excellent service; but

the great fact which was from the very first upon

Livingstone's mind, and which he used to impress upon you,

did not make the impression he wished, and although a good

many people took more and more interest in the Civilization

of Africa and in the abolition of the slave-trade, which he

pointed out was the great obstacle to all progress, still it

did not come home to the people generally. It was not until

his third and last journey, when he was no more to return

among us, that the descriptions which he gave of the horrors

of the slave-trade in the interior really took hold upon the

mind of the people of this country, and made them determine

that what used to be considered the crotchet of a few

religious minds and humanitarian sort of persons, should be a

phase of the great work which this country had undertaken, to

free the African races, and to abolish, in the first place,

the slave-trade by sea, and then, as we hope, the slaving by

land."

In September an Arab slaver was met at Marenga's, who told Musa, one of

the Johanna men, that all the country in front was full of Mazitu, a

warlike tribe; that forty-four Arabs and their followers had been killed

by them at Kasunga, and that he only had escaped. Musa's heart was

filled with consternation. It was in vain that Marenga assured him that

there were no Mazitu in the direction in which he was going, and that

Livingstone protested to him that he would give them a wide berth. The

Johanna men wanted an excuse for going back, but in such a way that,

when they reached Zanzibar, they should get their pay. They left him in

a body, and when they got to Zanzibar, circulated a circumstantial

report that he had been murdered. In December, 1866, Musa appeared at

Zanzibar, and told how Livingstone had crossed Lake Nyassa to its

western or northwestern shore, and was pushing on west or northwest,

when, between Marenga and Maklisoora, a band of savages stopped their

way, and rushed on him and his small band of followers, now reduced to

twenty. Livingstone fired twice, and killed two; but, in the act of

reloading, three Mafite leaped upon him through the smoke, one of them

felled him with an axe-cut from behind, and the blow nearly severed his

head from his body. The Johanna men fled into the thick jungle, and

miraculously escaped. Returning to the scene of the tragedy, they found

the body of their master, and in a shallow grave dug with some stakes,

they committed his remains to the ground, Many details were given

regarding the Sepoys, and regarding the after fortunes of Musa and his

companions. Under cross-examination Musa stood firmly to his story,

which was believed both by Dr. Seward and Dr. Kirk, of Zanzibar. But

when the tidings reached England, doubt was thrown on them by some of

those best qualified to judge. Mr. Edward D. Young, who had had dealings

with Musa, and knew him to be a liar, was suspicious of the story; so

was Mr. Horace Waller. Sir Roderick Murchison, too, proclaimed himself

an unbeliever, notwithstanding all the circumstantiality and apparent

conclusiveness of the tale. The country was resounding with

lamentations, the newspapers were full of obituary notices, but the

strong-minded disbelievers were not to be moved.

Sir Roderick and his friends of the Geographical Society determined to

organize a search expedition, and Mr. E. D. Young was requested to

undertake the task. In May, 1867, all was ready for the departure of the

Expedition; and on the 25th July, Mr. E. D. Young, who was accompanied

by Mr. Faulkner, John Reid, and Patrick Buckley, cast anchor at the

mouth of the Zambesi. A steel boat named "The Search," and some smaller

boats, were speedily launched, and the party were moving up the river.

We have no space for an account of Mr. Young's most interesting journey,

not even for the detail of that wonderful achievement, the carrying of

the pieces of the "Search" past the Murchison Cataracts, and their

reconstruction at the top, without a single piece missing. The sum and

substance of Mr. Young's story was, that first, quite unexpectedly, he

came upon a man near the south end of Lake Nyassa, who had seen

Livingstone there, and who described him well, showing that he had not

crossed at the north end, as Musa had said, but, for some reason, had

come round by the south; then, the chief Marenga not only told him of

Livingstone's stay there, but also of the return of Musa, after leaving

him, without any story of his murder; also, at Mapunda, they came on

traces of the boy Wikatani, and learned his story, though they did not

see himself. The most ample proof of the falsehood of Musa's story was

thus obtained, and by the end of 1867, Mr. Young, after a most active,

gallant, and successful campaign, was approaching the shores of

England[68]. No enterprise could have brought more satisfactory results,

and all in the incredibly short period of eight months.

[Footnote 68: See _The Search for Livingstone_, by E.D. Young: London,

1868.]

Meanwhile, Livingstone, little thinking of all the commotion that the

knave Musa had created, was pushing on in the direction of Lake

Tanganyika. Though it was not true that he had been murdered, it was

true that he was half-starved. The want of other food compelled him to

subsist to a large extent on African maize, the most tasteless and

unsatisfying of food. It never produced the feeling of sufficiency, and

it would set him to dream of dinners he had once eaten, though dreaming

was not his habit, except when he was ill. Against his will, the thought

of delicious feasts would come upon him, making it all the more

difficult to be cheerful, with, probably, the poorest fare on which life

could be in any way maintained, To complete his misery, his four goats

were lost, so that the one comfort of his table--a little milk along

with his maize--was taken from him when most eagerly sought and valued.

In reviewing the year 1866, he finds it less productive of results than

he had hoped for: "We now end 1866. It has not been so fruitful or

useful as I intended. Will try to do better in 1867, and be better--more

gentle and loving; and may the Almighty, to whom I commit my way, bring

my desires to pass, and prosper me! Let all the sins of '66 be blotted

out, for Jesus' sake. May He who was full of grace and truth impress his

character on mine: grace--eagerness to show favor; truth--truthfulness,

sincerity, honor--for his mercy's sake."

Habitually brave and fearless though Livingstone was, it was not without

frequent self-stimulation, and acts of faith in unseen truth, that the

peace of his mind was maintained. In the midst of his notes of progress,

such private thoughts as the following occur from time to time: "It

seems to have been a mistake to imagine that the Divine Majesty on high

was too exalted to take any notice of our mean affairs. The great minds

among men are remarkable for the attention they bestow on minutiæ. An

astronomer cannot be great unless his mind can grasp an infinity of very

small things, each of which, if unattended to, would throw his work out.

A great general attends to the smallest details of his army. The Duke of

Wellington's letters show his constant attention to minute details. And

so with the Supreme Mind, of the universe, as He is revealed to us in

his Son. 'The very hairs of your head are all numbered,' 'A sparrow

cannot fall to the ground without your Father,' 'He who dwelleth in the

light which no man can approach unto' condescends to provide for the

minutest of our wants, directing, guarding, and assisting in each hour

and moment, with an infinitely more vigilant and excellent care than our

own utmost self-love can ever attain to. With the ever-watchful, loving

eye constantly upon me, I may surely follow my bent, and go among the

heathen in front, bearing the message of peace and good-will. All

appreciate the statement that it is offensive to our common Father to

sell and kill his children. I will therefore go, and may the Almighty

help me to be faithful!"

Writing to his son Thomas, 1st February, 1867, he complains again of his

terrible hunger:

The people have nothing to sell but a little millet-porridge

and mushrooms. "Woe is me! good enough to produce fine dreams

of the roast beef of old England, but nothing else. I have

become very thin, though I was so before; but now, if you

weighed me, you might calculate very easily how much you

might get for the bones. But--we got a cow yesterday, and I

am to get milk to-morrow.... I grieve to write it, poor

poodle 'Chitane' was drowned" [15th January, in the Chimbwé];

"he had to cross a marsh a mile wide, and waist-deep.... I

went over first, and forgot to give directions about the

dog--all were too much engaged in keeping their balance to

notice that he swam among them till he died. He had more

spunk than a hundred country dogs--took charge of the whole

line of march, ran to see the first in the line, then back to

the last, and barked to haul him up; then, when he knew what

hut I occupied, would not let a country cur come in sight of

it, and never stole himself. We have not had any difficulties

with the people, made many friends, imparted a little

knowledge sometimes, and raised a protest against slavery

very widely."

The year 1867 was signalized by a great calamity, and by two important

geographical feats. The calamity was the loss of his medicine-chest. It

had been intrusted to one of his most careful people; but, without

authority, a carrier hired for the day took it and some other things to

carry for the proper bearer, then bolted, and neither carrier nor box

could be found. "I felt," says Livingstone, "as if I had now received

the sentence of death, like poor Bishop Mackenzie." With the

medicine-chest was lost the power of treating himself in fever with the

medicine that had proved so effectual. We find him not long after in a

state of insensibility, trying to raise himself from the ground, falling

back with all his weight, and knocking his head upon a box. The loss of

the medicine-box was probably the beginning of the end; his system lost

the wonderful power of recovery which it had hitherto shown; and other

ailments--in the lungs, the feet, and the bowels, that might have been

kept under in a more vigorous state of general health, began hereafter

to prevail against him.

The two geographical feats were--his first sight of Lake Tanganyika, and

his discovery of Lake Moero. In April he reached Lake Liemba, as the

lower part of Tanganyika was called. The scenery was wonderfully

beautiful, and the air of the whole region remarkably peaceful. The

want of medicine made an illness here very severe; on recovering, he

would have gone down the lake, but was dissuaded, in consequence of his

hearing that a chief was killing all that came that way. He therefore

returns to Chitimba's, and resolves to explore Lake Moero, believing

that there the question of the watershed would be decided, At

Chitimba's, he is detained upward of three months, in consequence of the

disturbed state of the country. At last he gets the escort of some Arab

traders, who show him much kindness, but again he is prostrated by

illness, and at length he reaches Lake Moero, 8th November, 1867. He

hears of another lake, called Bembo or Bangweolo, and to hear of it is

to resolve to see it. But he is terribly wearied with two years'

traveling without having heard from home, and he thinks he must first go

to Ujiji, for letters and stores. Meanwhile, as the traders are going to

Casembe's, he accompanies them thither. Casembe he finds to be a fierce

chief, who rules his people with great tyranny, cutting off their ears,

and even their hands, for the most trivial offenses. Persons so

mutilated, seen in his village, excite a feeling of horror. This chief

was not one easily got at, but Livingstone believed that he gained an

influence with him, only he could not quite overcome his prejudice

against him. The year 1867 ended with another severe attack of illness.

"The chief interest in Lake Moero," says Livingstone, "is

that it forms one of a chain of lakes, connected by a river

some 500 miles in length. First of all, the Chambezé rises in

the country of Mambwé, N.E. of Molemba; it then flows

southwest and west, till it reaches lat. 11° S., and long.

29° E., where it forms Lake Bemba or Bangweolo; emerging

thence, it assumes the name of Luapula, and comes down here

to fall into Moero. On going out of this lake it is known by

the name of Lualaba, as it flows N.W. in Rua to form another

lake with many islands, called Urengé or Ulengé. Beyond this,

information is not positive as to whether it enters Lake

Tanganyika, or another lake beyond that.... Since coming to

Casembe's, the testimony of natives and Arabs has been so

united and consistent, that I am but ten days from Lake Bemba

or Bangweolo, that I cannot doubt its accuracy."

The detentions experienced in 1867 were long and wearisome, and

Livingstone disliked them because he was never well when doing nothing.

His light reading must have been pretty well exhausted; even _Smith's

Dictionary of the Bible_, which accompanied him in these wanderings, and

which we have no doubt he read throughout, must have got wearisome

sometimes. He occupied himself in writing letters, in the hope that

somehow or sometime he might find an opportunity of despatching them. He

took the rainfall carefully during the year, and lunars and other

observations, when the sky permitted. He had intended to make his

observations more perfect on this journey than on any previous one, but

alas for his difficulties and disappointments! A letter to Sir Thomas

Maclear and Mr. Mann, his assistant, gives a pitiful account of these:

"I came this journey with a determination to observe very carefully all

your hints as to occupations and observations, east and west, north and

south, but I have been so worried by lazy, deceitful Sepoys, and

thievish Johanna men, and indifferent instruments, that I fear the

results are very poor." He goes on to say that some of his instruments

were defective, and others went out of order, and that his time-taker,

one of his people, had no conscience, and could not be trusted. The

records of his observations, notwithstanding, indicate much care and

pains. In April, he had been very unwell, taking fits of total

insensibility, but as he had not said anything of this to his people at

home, it was to be kept a secret.

His Journal for 1867 ends with a statement of the poverty of his food,

and the weakness to which he was reduced. He had hardly anything to eat

but the coarsest grain of the country, and no tea, coffee, or sugar. An

Arab trader, Mohamad Bogharib, who arrived at Casembe's about the same

time, presented him with a meal of vermicelli, oil, and honey, and had

some coffee and sugar; Livingstone had had none since he left Nyassa.

The Journal for 1868 begins with a prayer that if he should die that

year, he might be prepared for it. The year was spent in the same

region, and was signalized by the discovery of Lake Bemba, or, as it may

more properly be called, Lake Bangweolo, Early in the year he heard

accounts of what interested him greatly--certain underground houses in

Rua, ranging along a mountain side for twenty miles. In some cases the

doorways were level with the country adjacent; in others, ladders were

used to climb up to them; inside they were said to be very large, and

not the work of men, but of God. He became eagerly desirous to visit

these mysterious dwellings.

Circumstances turning out more favorable to his going to Lake Bangweolo,

Dr. Livingstone put off his journey to Ujiji, on which his men had been

counting, and much against the advice of Mohamad, his trader friend and

companion, determined first to see the lake of which he had heard so

much. The consequence was a rebellion among his men. With the exception

of five, they refused to go with him. They had been considerably

demoralized by contact with the Arab trader and his slave-gang. Dr.

Livingstone took this rebellion with wonderful placidity, for in his own

mind he could not greatly blame them. It was no wonder they were tired

of the everlasting tramping, for he was sick of it himself. He reaped

the fruit of his mildness by the men coming back to him, on his return

from the lake, and offering their services. It cannot be said of him

that he was not disposed to make any allowance for human weakness. When

recording a fault, and how he dealt with it, he often adds,

"consciousness of my own defects makes me lenient." "I also have my

weaknesses."

The way to the lake was marked by fresh and lamentable tokens of the

sufferings of slaves. "_24th June_.--Six men-slaves were singing as if

they did not feel the weight and degradation of the slave-sticks. I

asked the cause of their mirth, and was told that they rejoiced at the

idea of 'coming back after death, and haunting and killing those who had

sold them,' Some of the words I had to inquire about; for instance, the

meaning of the words, 'to haunt and kill by spirit power,' then it was,

'Oh, you sent me off to Manga (sea-coast), but the yoke is off when I

die, and back I shall come to haunt and to kill you.' Then all joined in

the chorus, which was the name of each vendor. It told not of fun, but

of the bitterness and tears of such as were oppressed; and on the side

of the oppressors there was power. There be higher than they!"

His discovery of Lake Bangweolo is recorded as quietly as if it had been

a mill-pond: "On the 18th July, I walked a little way out, and saw the

shores of the lake for the first time, thankful that I had come safely

hither." The lake had several inhabited islands, which Dr. Livingstone

visited, to the great wonder of the natives, who crowded around him in

multitudes, never having seen such a curiosity as a white man before. In

the middle of the lake the canoe-men whom he had hired to carry him

across refused to proceed further, under the influence of some fear,

real or pretended, and he was obliged to submit. But the most

interesting, though not the most pleasant, thing about the lake, was the

ooze or sponge which occurred frequently on its banks. The spongy places

were slightly depressed valleys, without trees or bushes, with grass a

foot or fifteen inches high; they were usually from two to ten miles

long, and from a quarter of a mile to a mile broad. In the course of

thirty geographical miles, he crossed twenty-nine, and that, too, at the

end of the fourth month of the dry season. It was necessary for him to

strip the lower part of his person before fording them, and then the

leeches pounced on him, and in a moment had secured such a grip, that

even twisting them round the fingers failed to tear them off.

It was Dr. Livingstone's impression at this time that in discovering

Lake Bangweolo, with the sponges that fed it, he had made another

discovery--that these marshy places might be the real sources of the

three great rivers, the Nile, the Congo, and the Zambesi. A link,

however, was yet wanting to prove his theory. It had yet to be shown

that the waters that flowed from Lake Bangweolo into Lake Moero, and

thence northward by the river Lualaba, were connected with the Nile

system. Dr. Livingstone was strongly inclined to believe that this

connection existed; but toward the close of his life he had more doubts

of it, although it was left to others to establish conclusively that the

Lualaba was the Congo, and sent no branch to the Nile.

On leaving Lake Bangweolo, detention occurred again as it had occurred

before. The country was very disturbed and very miserable, and Dr.

Livingstone was in great straits and want. Yet with a grim humor he

tells how, when lying in an open shed, with all his men around him, he

dreamed of having apartments at Mivart's Hotel. It was after much delay

that he found himself at last, under the escort of a slave-party, on the

way to Ujiji. Mr. Waller has graphically described the situation. "At

last he makes a start on the 11th of December, 1868, with the Arabs, who

are bound eastward for Ujiji. It is a motley group, composed of Mohamad

and his friends, a gang of Unyamwezi hangers-on, and strings of wretched

slaves yoked together in their heavy slave-sticks. Some carry ivory,

others copper, or food for the march, while hope and fear, misery and

villainy, may be read off on the various faces that pass in line out of

this country, like a serpent dragging its accursed folds away from the

victim it has paralyzed with its fangs."

New Year's Day, 1869, found Livingstone laboring under a worse attack

of illness than any he had ever had before. For ten weeks to come his

situation was as painful as can be conceived. A continual cough, night

and day, the most distressing weakness, inability to walk, yet the

necessity of moving on, or rather of being moved on, in a kind of litter

arranged by Mohamad Bogharib,--where, with his face poorly protected

from the sun, he was jolted up and down and sideways, without medicine

or food for an invalid,--made the situation sufficiently trying. His

prayer was that he might hold out to Ujiji, where he expected to find

medicines and stores, with the rest and shelter so necessary in his

circumstances. So ill was he, that he lost count of the days of the week

and the month. "I saw myself lying dead in the way to Ujiji, and all the

letters I expected there--useless. When I think of my children, the

lines ring through my head perpetually:

"'I shall look into your faces,

And listen to what you say;

And be often very near you

When you think I'm far away.'"

On the 26th February, 1869, he embarked in a canoe on Tanganyika, and on

the 14th March he reached the longed-for Ujiji, on the eastern shore of

the lake. To complete his trial, he found that the goods he expected had

been made away with in every direction. A few fragments were about all

he could find. Medicines, wine, and cheese had been left at Unyanyembe,

thirteen days distant. A war was raging on the way, so that they could

not be sent for till the communications were restored.

To obviate as far as possible the recurrence of such a disaster to a new

store of goods which he was now asking Dr. Kirk to send him, Livingstone

wrote a letter to the Sultan of Zanzibar, 20th April, 1869, in which he

frankly and cordially acknowledged the benefit he had derived from the

letter of recommendation his Highness had given him, and the great

kindness of the Arabs, especially Mohamad Bogharib, who had certainly

saved his life. Then he complains of the robbery of his goods, chiefly

by one Musa bin Salim, one of the people of the Governor of Unyanyembe,

who had bought ivory with the price, and another man who had bought a

wife. Livingstone does not expect his cloth and beads to be brought

back, or the price of the wife and ivory returned, but he says:

"I beg the assistance of your authority to prevent a fresh stock of

goods, for which I now send to Zanzibar, being plundered in the same

way. Had it been the loss of ten or twelve pieces of cloth only, I

should not have presumed to trouble your Highness about the loss; but 62

pieces or gorahs out of 80, besides beads, is like cutting a man's

throat. If one or two guards of good character could be sent by you, no

one would plunder the pagasi next time.

"I wish also to hire twelve or fifteen good freemen to act as canoe-men

or porters, or in any other capacity that may be required. I shall be

greatly obliged if you appoint one of your gentlemen who knows the

country to select that number, and give them and their headman a charge

as to their behavior. If they know that you wish them to behave well it

will have great effect. I wish to go down Tanganyika, through Luanda and

Chowambe, and pass the river Karagwe, which falls into Lake Chowambe.

Then come back to Ujiji, visit Manyuema and Rua, and then return to

Zanzibar, when I hope to see your Highness in the enjoyment of health

and happiness."

Livingstone showed only his usual foresight in taking these precautions

for the protection of his next cargo of goods. In stating so plainly his

intended route, his purpose was doubtless to prevent carelessness in

executing his orders, such as might have arisen had it been deemed

uncertain where he was going, and whether or not he meant to return

by Zanzibar.

Of letters during the latter part of this period very few seem to have

reached their destination. A short letter to Dr. Moffat, bearing date

"Near Lake Moero, March, 1868," dwells dolefully on his inability to

reach Lake Bemba in consequence of the flooded state of the country, and

then his detention through the strifes of the Arabs and the natives. The

letter, however, is more occupied with reviewing the past than narrating

the present. In writing to Dr. Moffat, he enters more minutely than he

would have done with a less intimate and sympathetic friend into the

difficulties of his lot--difficulties that had been increased by some

from whom he might have expected other things. He had once seen a map

displayed in the rooms of the Geographical Society, substantially his

own, but with another name in conspicuous letters. On the Zambesi he had

had difficulties, little suspected, of which in the meantime he would

say nothing to the public. A letter to his daughter Agnes, after he had

gone to Bangweolo, dwells also much on his past difficulties--as if he

felt that the slow progress he was making at the moment needed

explanation or apology. Amid such topics, almost involuntary touches of

the old humor occur: "I broke my teeth tearing at maize and other hard

food, and they are coming out. One front tooth is out, and I have such

an awful mouth. If you expect a kiss from me, you must take it through a

speaking-trumpet." In one respect, amid all his trials, his heart seems

to become more tender than ever--in affection for his children, and wise

and considerate advice for their guidance. In his letter to Agnes, he

adverts with some regret to a chance he lost of saying a word for his

family when Lord Palmerston sent Mr. Hayward, Q.C., to ask him what he

could do to serve him. "It never occurred to me that he meant anything

for me or my children till I was out here. I thought only of my work in

Africa, and answered accordingly." It was only the fear that his family

would be in want that occasioned this momentary regret at his

disinterested answer to Lord Palmerston.

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