CHAPTER X.

FIRST VISIT HOME.

A.D. 1856-1857.

Mrs. Livingstone--Her intense anxieties--Her poetical

welcome--Congratulatory letters from Mrs. and Dr, Moffat--Meeting of

welcome of Royal Geographical Society--of London Missionary

Society--Meeting in Mansion House--Enthusiastic public meeting at Cape

Town--Livingstone visits Hamilton--Returns to London to write his

book--Letter to Mr. Maclear--Dr. Risdon Bennett's reminiscences of this

period--Mr. Frederick Fitch's--Interview with Prince

Consort--Honors--Publication and great success of _Missionary

Travels_--Character and design of the book--Why it was not more of a

missionary record--Handsome conduct of publisher--Generous use of the

profits--Letter to a lady in Carlisle vindicating the character of

his speeches.

The years that had elapsed since Dr. Livingstone bade his wife farewell

at Cape Town had been to her years of deep and often terrible anxiety.

Letters, as we have seen, were often lost, and none seem more frequently

to have gone missing than those between him and her. A stranger in

England, without a home, broken in health, with a family of four to care

for, often without tidings of her husband for great stretches of time,

and harassed with anxieties and apprehensions that sometimes proved too

much for her faith, the strain on her was very great. Those who knew her

in Africa, when, "queen of the wagon," and full of life, she directed

the arrangements and sustained the spirits of a whole party, would

hardly have thought her the same person in England. When Livingstone had

been longest unheard of, her heart sank altogether; but through prayer,

tranquillity of mind returned, even before the arrival of any letter

announcing his safety. She had been waiting for him at Southampton,

and, owing to the casualty in the Bay of Tunis, he arrived at Dover, but

as soon as possible he was with her, reading the poetical welcome which

she had prepared in the hope that they would never part again:

"A hundred thousand welcomes, and it's time for you to come

From the far land of the foreigner, to your country and your home.

O long as we were parted, ever since you went away,

I never passed a dreamless night, or knew an easy day.

So you think I would reproach you with the sorrows that I bore?

Since the sorrow is all over, now I have you here once more,

And there's nothing but the gladness, and the love within my heart,

And the hope so sweet and certain that again we'll never part.

* * * * *

A hundred thousand welcomes! how my heart is gushing o'er

With the love and joy and wonder thus to see your face once more.

How did I live without you these long long years of woe?

It seems as if 'twould kill me to be parted from you now.

You'll never part me, darling, there's a promise in your eye;

I may tend you while I'm living, you may watch me when I die;

And if death but kindly lead me to the blessed home on high,

What a hundred thousand welcomes will await you in the sky!

"MARY."

Having for once lifted the domestic veil, we cannot resist the

temptation to look into another corner of the home circle. Among the

letters of congratulation that poured in at this time, none was more

sincere or touching than that which Mrs. Livingstone received from her

mother, Mrs. Moffat[48]. In the fullnes of her congratulations she does

not forget the dark shadow that falls on the missionary's wife when the

time comes for her to go back with her husband to their foreign home,

and requires her to part with her children; tears and smiles mingle in

Mrs. Moffat's letter as she reminds her daughter that they that rejoice

need to be as though they rejoiced not:

[Footnote 48: We have been greatly impressed by Mrs. Moffat's letters.

She was evidently a woman of remarkable power. If her life had been

published, we are convinced that it would have been a notable one in

missionary biography. Heart and head were evidently of no common

calibre. Perhaps it is not yet too late for some friend to think

of this.]

"_Kuruman, December_ 4, 1856.--MY DEAREST MARY,--In

proportion to the anxiety I have experienced about you and

your dear husband for some years past, so now is my joy and

satisfaction; even though we have not yet heard the glad

tidings of your having really met, but this for the present

we take for granted. Having from the first been in a subdued

and chastened state of mind on the subject, I endeavor still

to be moderate in my joy. With regard to you both ofttimes

has the sentence of death been passed in my mind, and at such

seasons I dared not, desired not, to rebel, submissively

leaving all to the Divine disposal; but I now feel that this

has been a suitable preparation for what is before me, having

to contemplate a complete separation from you till that day

when we meet with the spirits of just men made perfect in the

kingdom of our Father. Yes, I do feel solemn at death, but

there is no melancholy about it, for what is our life, so

short and so transient? And seeing it is so, we should be

happy to do or to suffer as much as we can for him who bought

us with his blood. Should you go to those wilds which God has

enabled your husband, through numerous dangers and deaths, to

penetrate, there to spend the remainder of your life, and as

a consequence there to suffer manifold privations, in

addition to those trials through which you have already

passed--and they have not been few (for you had a hard life

in this interior)--you will not think all _too much_, when

you stand with that multitude who have washed their robes in

the blood of the Lamb!

"Yet, my dear Mary, while we are yet in the flesh my heart

will yearn over you. You are my own dear child, my

first-born, and recent circumstances have had a tendency to

make me feel still more tenderly toward you, and deeply as I

have sympathized with you for the last few years, I shall not

cease to do so for the future. Already is my imagination busy

picturing the various scenes through which you must pass,

from the first transport of joy on meeting till that painful

anxious hour when you must bid adieu to your darlings, with

faint hopes of ever seeing them again in this life; and then,

what you may both have to pass through in those inhospitable

regions....

"From what I saw in Mr. Livingston's letter to Robert, I was

shocked to think that that poor head, in the prime of

manhood, was so like my own, who am literally worn out. The

symptoms he describes are so like my own. Now, with a little

rest and relaxation, having youth on his side, he might

regain all, but I cannot help fearing for him if he dashes

at once into hardships again. He is certainly the wonder of

his age, and with a little prudence as regards his health,

the stores of information he now possesses might be turned to

a mighty account for poor wretched Africa.... We do not yet

see how Mr. L. will get on--the case seems so complex. I

feel, as I have often done, that as regards ourselves it is a

subject more for prayer than for deliberation, separated as

we are by such distances, and such a tardy and eccentric

post. I used to imagine that when he was once got out safely

from this dark continent we should only have to praise God

for all his mercies to him and to us all, and for what He had

effected by him; but now I see we must go on seeking the

guidance and direction of his providential hand, and

sustaining and preventing mercy. We cannot cease to remember

you daily, and thus our sympathy will be kept alive with

you...."

Dr. Moffatt's congratulation to his son-in-law was calm and hearty:

"Your explorations have created immense interest, and

especially in England, and that man must be made of

bend-leather who can remain unmoved at the rehearsal even of

a tithe of your daring enterprises. The honors awaiting you

at home would be enough to make a score of light heads dizzy,

but I have no fear of their affecting your upper story,

beyond showing you that your labors to lay open the recesses

of the fast interior have been appreciated. It will be almost

too much for dear Mary to hear that you are verily unscathed.

She has had many to sympathize with her, and I daresay many

have called you a very naughty man for thus having exposed

your life a thousand times. Be that as it may, you have

succeeded beyond the most sanguine expectations in laying

open a world of immortal beings, all needing the gospel, and

at a time, now that war is over, when people may exert their

exergies on an object compared with which that which has

occupied the master minds of Europe, and expended so much

money, and shed so much blood, is but a phantom."

On the 9th of December, as we have seen, Livingstone arrived at London.

He went first to Southampton, where his wife was waiting for him, and on

his return to London was quickly in communication with Sir Roderick

Murchison. On the 15th December the Royal Geographic Society held a

special meeting to welcome him. Sir Roderick was in the chair; the

attendance was numerous and distinguished, and included some of

Livingstone's previous fellow-travelers, Colonel Steele, Captain Vardon,

and Mr. Oswell. The President referred to the meeting of May, 1855, when

the Victoria or Patron's medal had been awarded to Livingstone for his

journey from the Cape to Linyanti and Loanda. Now Livingstone had added

to that feat the journey from the Atlantic Ocean at Loanda to the Indian

Ocean at Quilimane, and during his several journeys had traveled over

not less than eleven thousand miles of African ground. Surpassing the

French missionary travelers, Hue and Gabet, he had determined, by

astronomical observations, the site of numerous places, hills, rivers,

and lakes, previously unknown. He had seized every opportunity of

describing the physical structure, geology, and climatology of the

countries traversed, and making known their natural products and

capabilities. He had ascertained by experience, what had been only

conjectured previously, that the interior of Africa was a plateau

intersected by various lakes and rivers, the waters of which escaped to

the Eastern and Western oceans by deep rents in the flanking hills.

Great though these achievements were, the most honorable' of all

Livingstone's acts had yet to be mentioned--the fidelity that kept his

promise to the natives, who, having accompanied him to St. Paul de

Loanda, were reconducted by him from that city to their homes.

"Bare fortitude and virtue must our medalist have possessed,

when, having struggled at the imminent risk of his life

through such obstacles, and when, escaping from the interior,

he had been received with true kindness by our old allies,

the Portuguese at Angola, he nobly resolved to redeem his

promise and retrace his steps to the interior of the vast

continent! How much indeed must the influence of the British

name be enhanced throughout Africa, when it has been

promulgated that our missionary has thus kept his plighted

word to the poor natives who faithfully stood by him!"

On receiving the medal, Livingstone apologized for his rustiness in the

use of his native tongue; said that he had only done his duty as a

Christian missionary in opening up a part of Africa to the sympathy of

Christendom: that Steele, Vardon, or Oswell might have done all that he

had done; that as yet he was only buckling on his armor, and therefore

in no condition to speak boastfully; and that the enterprise would never

be complete till the slave-trade was abolished, and the whole country

opened up to commerce and Christianity.

Among the distinguished men who took part in the conversation that

followed was Professor Owen. He bore testimony to the value of

Livingstone's contributions to zoology and palæontology, not less

cordial than Sir Roderick Murchison had borne to his service to

geography. He had listened with very intense interest to the sketches of

these magnificent scenes of animal life that his old and most esteemed

friend had given them. He cordially hoped that many more such

contributions would follow, and expressed his admiration of the moral

qualities of the man who had taken such pains to keep his word.

In the recognition by other gentlemen of Dr. Livingstone's labors, much

stress was laid on the scientific accuracy with which he had laid down

every point over which he had traveled. Thanks were given to the

Portuguese authorities in Africa for the remarkable kindness which they

had invariably shown him. Mr. Consul Brand reported tidings from Mr.

Gabriel at Loanda, to the effect that a company of Sekelétu's people had

arrived at Loanda, with a cargo of ivory, and though they had not been

very successful in business, they had shown the practicability of the

route. He added, that Dr. Livingstone, at Loanda, had written some

letters to a newspaper, which had given such an impetus to literary

taste there, that a new journal had been started--the _Loanda Aurora_.

On one other point there was a most cordial expression of feeling,

especially by those who had themselves been in South Africa,--gratitude

for the unbounded kindness and hospitality that Dr. and Mrs. Livingstone

had shown to South African travelers in the neighborhood of their home.

Happily Mrs. Livingstone was present, and heard this acknowledgment of

her kindness.

Next day, 16th December, Dr. Livingstone had his reception from the

London Missionary Society in Freemason's Hall. Lord Shaftesbury was in

the chair:

"What better thing can we do," asked the noble Earl, "than to

welcome such a man to the shores of our country? What better

than to receive him with thanksgiving and rejoicings that he

is spared to refresh us with his presence, and give his

strength to future exertions? What season more appropriate

than this, when at every hearth, and in every congregation of

worshipers, the name of Christ will be honored with more than

ordinary devotion, to receive a man whose life and labors

have been in humble, hearty, and willing obedience to the

angels' song, 'Glory to God in the highest, on earth peace,

good-will toward men.'"

In reply, Livingstone acknowledged the kindness of the Directors, with

whom, for sixteen years, he had never had a word of difference. He

referred to the slowness of the African tribes, in explanation of the

comparatively small progress of the gospel among them. He cordially

acknowledged the great services of the British squadron on the West

Coast in the repressing of the slave-trade. He had been told that to

make such explorations as he was engaged in was only a tempting of

Providence, but such ridiculous assertions were only the utterances of

the weaker brethren.

Lord Shaftesbury's words at the close of this meeting, in honor of Mrs.

Livingstone, deserve to be perpetuated:

"That lady," he said, "was born with one distinguished name,

which she had changed for another. She was born a Moffat, and

she became a Livingstone. She cheered the early part of our

friend's earner by her spirit, her counsel, and her society.

Afterward, when she reached this country, she passed many

years with her children in solitude and anxiety, suffering

the greatest fears for the welfare of her husband, and yet

enduring all with patience and resignation, and even joy,

because she had surrendered her best feelings, and sacrificed

her own private interests, to the advancement of civilization

and the great interests of Christianity."

A more general meeting was held in the Mansion House on the 5th of

January, to consider the propriety of presenting a testimonial to Dr.

Livingstone. It was addressed by the Bishop of London, Mr. Raikes

Currie, and others.

Meanwhile, a sensible impulse was given to the _scientific_ enthusiasm

for Livingstone by the arrival of the report of a great meeting held in

Africa itself in honor of the missionary explorer. At Cape Town, on 12th

November, 1856, His Excellency the Governor, Sir George Grey, the

Colonial Secretary, the Astronomer-Royal, the Attorney-General, Mr.

Rutherfoord, the Bishop, the Rev. Mr. Thompson, and others, vied with

each other in expressing their sense of Livingstone's character and

work. The testimony of the Astronomer-Royal to Livingstone's eminence as

an astronomical observer was even more emphatic than Murchison's and

Owen's to his attainments in geography and natural history. Going over

his whole career, Mr. Maclear showed his unexampled achievements in

accurate lunar observation. "I never knew a man," he said, "who, knowing

scarcely anything of the method of making geographical observations, or

laying down positions, became so soon an adept, that he could take the

complete lunar observation, and altitudes for time, within fifteen

minutes." His observations of the course of the Zambesi, from Seshéke to

its confluence with the Lonta, were considered by the Astronomer-Royal

to be "the finest specimens of sound geographical observation he ever

met with."

"To give an idea of the laboriousness of this branch of his

work," he adds, "on an average each lunar distance consists

of five partial observations, and there are 148 sets of

distances, being 740 contacts,--and there are two altitudes

of each object before, and two after, which, together with

altitudes for time, amount to 2812 partial observations. But

that is not the whole of his observations. Some of them

intrusted to an Arab have not been received, and in reference

to those transmitted he says, 'I have taken others which I do

not think it necessary to send.' How completely all this

stamps the impress of Livingstone on the interior of South

Africa!... I say, what that man has done is unprecedented....

You could go to any point across the entire continent, along

Livingstone's track, and feel certain of your position[49]."

[Footnote 49: It seems unaccountable that in the face of such unrivaled

testimonies, reflections should continue to be cast on Livingstone's

scientific accuracy, even so late as the meeting of the British

Association at Sheffield in 1879. The family of the late Sir Thomas

Maclear have sent home his collection of Livingstone's papers. They fill

a box which one man could with difficulty carry. And their mass is far

from their most striking quality. The evidence of laborious, painstaking

care to be accurate is almost unprecedented. Folio volumes of pages

covered with figures show how much time and labor must have been spent

in these computations. Explanatory remarks often indicate the

particulars of the observation.]

Following this unrivaled eulogium on the scientific powers of

Livingstone came the testimony of Mr. Thompson to his missionary ardor:

'I am in a position to express my earnest conviction, formed

in long, intimate, unreserved communications with him,

personally and by letter, that in the privations, sufferings,

and dangers he has passed through, during the last eight

years, he has not been actuated by mere curiosity; or the

love of adventure, or the thirst for applause, or by any

other object, however laudable in itself, less than his

avowed one as a messenger of Christian love from the

Churches. If ever there was a man who, by realizing the

obligations of his sacred calling as a Christian missionary,

and intelligently comprehending its object, sought to pursue

it to a successful issue, such a man is Dr. Livingstone. The

spirit in which he engages in his work may be seen in the

following extract from one of his letters: 'You kindly say

you fear for the result of my going in alone. I hope I am in

the way of duty; my own conviction that such is the case has

never wavered. I am doing something for God. I have preached

the gospel in many a spot where the name of Christ has never

been heard, and I would wish to do still more in the way of

reducing the Barotse language, if I had not suffered so

severely from fever. Exhaustion produced vertigo, causing

me, if I looked suddenly up, almost to lose consciousness;

this made me give up sedentary work; but I hope God will

accept of what I can do.'

A third gentleman at this meeting, Mr. Rutherfoord, who had known

Livingstone for many years, besides describing him as "one of the most

honorable, benevolent, conscientious men I ever met with," bore

testimony to his capacity in mercantile affairs; not exercised in his

own interest, but in that of others. It was Mr. Rutherfoord who, when

Livingstone was at the Cape in 1852, entered into his plans for

supplanting the slave-trade by lawful traffic, and at his suggestion

engaged George Fleming to go north with him as a trader, and try the

experiment. The project was not very successful, owing to innumerable

unforeseen worries, and especially the rascality of Fleming's men.

Livingstone found it impossible to take Fleming to the coast, and had

therefore to send him back, but he did his utmost to prevent loss to his

friend; and thus, as Mr. Rutherfoord said, "at the very time that he was

engaged in such important duties, and exposed to such difficulties, he

found time to fulfill his promise to do what he could to save me from

loss, to attend to a matter quite foreign to his usual avocations, and

in which he had no personal interest; and by his energy and good sense,

and self-denying exertions, to render the plan, if not perfectly

successful, yet by no means a failure."

Traveler, geographer, zoologist, astronomer, missionary, physician, and

mercantile director, did ever man sustain so many characters at once? Or

did ever man perform the duties of each with such painstaking accuracy

and so great success?

As soon as he could tear himself from his first engagements, he ran down

to Hamilton to see his mother, children, and other relatives. His

father's empty chair deeply affected him. "The first evening," writes

one of his sisters, "he asked all about his illness and death. One of

us remarking that after he knew he was dying his spirits seemed to rise,

David burst into tears. At family worship that evening he said with deep

feeling--'We bless thee, O Lord, for our parents; we give thee thanks

for the dead who has died in the Lord.'"

At first Livingstone thought that his stay in this country could be only

for three or four months, as he was eager to be at Quilimane before the

unhealthy season set in, and thus fulfill his promise to return to his

Makololo at Tette. But on receiving an assurance from the Portuguese

Government (which, however, was never fulfilled _by them_) that his men

would be looked after, he made up his mind for a somewhat longer stay.

But it could not be called rest. As soon as he could settle down he had

to set to work with a book. So long before as May, 1856, Sir Roderick

Murchison had written to him that "Mr. John Murray, the great publisher,

is most anxious to induce you to put together all your data, and to make

a good book," adding his own strong advice to comply with the request.

If he ever doubted the propriety of writing the book, the doubt must

have vanished, not only in view of the unequaled interest excited by the

subject, but also of the readiness of unprincipled adventurers, and even

some respectable publishers, to circulate narratives often mythical and

quite unauthorized.

The early part of the year 1857 was mainly occupied with the labor of

writing. For this he had materials in the Journals which he had kept so

carefully; but the business of selection and supplementing was

laborious, and the task of arrangement and transcription very irksome.

In fact, this task tried the patience of Livingstone more than any which

he had yet undertaken, and he used to say that he would rather cross

Africa than write another book. His experience of book-making increased

his respect for authors and authoresses a hundred-fold!

We are not, however, inclined to think that this trial was due to the

cause which Livingstone assigned,--his want of experience, and want of

command over the English tongue. He was by no means an inexperienced

writer. He had written large volumes of Journals, memoirs for the

Geographical Society, articles on African Missions, letters for the

Missionary Society, and private letters without end, each usually as

long as a pamphlet. He was master of a clear, simple, idiomatic style,

well fitted to record the incidents of a journey--sometimes poetical in

its vivid pictures, often brightening into humor, and sometimes

deepening into pathos. Viewing it page by page, the style of the

_Missionary Travels_ is admirable, the chief defect being want of

perspective; the book is more a collection of pieces than an organized

whole: a fault inevitable, perhaps, in some measure, from its nature,

but aggravated, as we believe, by the haste and pressure under which it

had to be written. In his earlier private letters, Livingstone, in his

single-hearted desire to rouse the world on the subject of Africa, used

to regret that he could not write in such a way as to command general

attention: had he been master of the flowing periods of the _Edinburgh

Review,_ he thought he could have done much more good. In point of fact,

if he had had the pen of Samuel Johnson, or the tongue of Edmund Burke,

he would not have made the impression he did. His simple style and plain

speech were eminently in harmony with his truthful, unexaggerating

nature, and showed that he neither wrote nor spoke for effect, but

simply to utter truth. What made his work of composition irksome was, on

the one hand, the fear that he was not doing it well, and on the other,

the necessity of doing it quickly. He had always a dread that his

English was not up to the critical mark, and yet he was obliged to hurry

on, and leave the English as it dropped from his pen. He had no time to

plan, to shape, to organize; the architectural talent could not be

brought into play. Add to this that he had been so accustomed to

open-air life and physical exercise, that the close air and sedentary

attitude of the study must have been exceedingly irksome; so that it is

hardly less wonderful that his health stood the confinement of

book-making in England, than that it survived the tear and wear, labor

and sorrow, of all his journeys in Africa.

An extract from a letter to Mr. Maclear, on the eve of his beginning his

book (21st January, 1857), will show how his thoughts were running:

"I begin to-morrow to write my book, and as I have a large

party of men (110) waiting for me at Tette, and I promised to

join them in April next, you will see I shall have enough to

do to get over my work here before the end of the month....

Many thanks for all the kind things you said at the Cape Town

meeting. Here they laud me till I shut my eyes, for only

trying to do my duty. They ought to vote thanks to the Boers

who set me free to discover the fine new country. They were

determined to shut the country, and I was determined to open

it. They boasted to the Portuguese that they had expelled two

missionaries, and outwitted themselves rather. I got the gold

medal, as you predicted, and the freedom of the town of

Hamilton, which insures me protection from the payment of

jail fees if put in prison!"

In writing his book, he sometimes worked in the house of a friend, but

generally in a London or suburban lodging, often with his children about

him, and all their noise; for, as in the Blantyre mill, he could

abstract his attention from sounds of whatever kind, and go on calmly

with his work. Busy though he was, this must have been one of the

happiest times in his life. Some of his children still remember his

walks and romps with them in the Barnet woods, near which they lived

part of the time--how he would suddenly plunge into the ferny thicket,

and set them looking for him, as people looked for him afterward when he

disappeared in Africa, coming out all at once at some unexpected corner

of the thicket. One of his greatest troubles was the penny post. People

used to ask him the most frivolous questions. At first he struggled to

answer them, but in a few weeks he had to give this up in despair. The

simplicity of his heart is seen in the childlike joy with which he

welcomes the early products of the spring. He writes to Mr. Maclear

that, one day at Professor Owen's, they had "seen daisies, primroses,

hawthorns, and robin-redbreasts. Does not Mrs. Maclear envy us? It was

so pleasant."

But a better idea of his mode of life at home will be conveyed by the

notes of some of the friends with whom he stayed. For that purpose, we

resume the recollections of Dr. Risdon Bennett:

"On returning to England, after his first great journey of

discovery, he and Mrs. Livingstone stayed in my house for

some time, and I had frequent conversations with him on

subjects connected with his African life, especially on such

as related to natural history and medicine, on which he had

gathered a fund of information. His observation of malarious

diseases, and the methods of treatment adopted by both the

natives and Europeans, had led him to form very definite and

decided views, especially in reference to the use of

purgatives, preliminary to, and in conjunction with, quinine

and other acknowledged febrifuge medicines. He had, while

staying with me, one of those febrile attacks to which

persons who have once suffered from malarious disease are so

liable, and I could not fail to remark his sensible

observations thereon, and his judicious management of his

sickness. He had a great natural predilection for medical

science, and always took great interest in all that related

to the profession. I endeavored to persuade him to commit to

writing the results of his medical observations and

experience among the natives of Africa, but he was too much

occupied with the preparation of his Journal for the press to

enable him to do this. Moreover, as he often said, writing

was a great drudgery to him. He, however, attended with me

the meetings of some of the medical societies, and gave some

verbal accounts of his medical experience which greatly

interested his audience. His remarks on climates, food, and

customs of the natives, in reference to the origin and spread

of disease, evinced the same acuteness of observation which

characterized all the records of his life. He specially

commented on the absence of consumption and all forms of

tubercular disease among the natives, and connected this with

their constant exposure and out-of-door life.

"After leaving my house he had lodgings in Chelsea, and used

frequently to come and spend the Sunday afternoon with my

family, often bringing his sister, who was staying with him,

and his two elder children. It was beautiful to observe how

thoroughly he enjoyed domestic life and the society of

children, how strong was his attachment to his own family

after his long and frequent separations from them, and how

entirely he had retained his simplicity of character.

"Like so many of his countrymen, he had a keen sense of

humor, which frequently came into play when relating his many

adventures and hardships. On the latter he never dilated in

the way of complaint, and he had little sympathy with, or

respect for, those travelers who did so. Nor was he apt to

say much on direct religious topics, or on the results of his

missionary efforts as a Christian teacher. He had unbounded

confidence in the influence of Christian character and

principles, and gave many illustrations of the effect

produced on the minds and conduct of the benighted and savage

tribes with whom he was brought into contact by his own

unvarying uprightness of conduct and self-denying labor. The

fatherly character of God, his never-failing goodness and

mercy, and the infinite love of the Lord Jesus Christ, and

efficacy of his atoning sacrifice, appeared to be the topics

on which he loved chiefly to dwell. The all-pervading deadly

evils of slavery, and the atrocities of the slave-trade,

never failed to excite his righteous indignation. If ever he

was betrayed into unmeasured language, it was when referring

to these topics, or when speaking of the injurious influence

exerted on the native mind by the cruel and unprincipled

conduct of wicked and selfish traders. His love for Africa,

and confidence in the steady dawn of brighter days for its

oppressed races, were unbounded."

From a member of another family, that of Mr. Frederick Fitch, of

Highbury New Park, with whom also the Livingstones spent part of their

time, we have some homely but graphic reminiscences:

"Dr. Livingstone was very simple and unpretending, and used

to be annoyed when he was made a lion of. Once a well-known

gentleman, who was advertised to deliver a lecture next day,

called on him to pump him for material. The Doctor sat rather

quiet, and, without being rude, treated the gentleman to

monosyllabic answers. He could do that--could keep people at

a distance when they wanted to make capital out of him. When

the stranger had left, turning to my mother, he would say,

'I'll tell _you_ anything you like to ask.'

"He never liked to walk in the streets for fear of being

mobbed. Once he was mobbed in Regent street, and did not know

how he was to escape, till he saw a cab, and took refuge in

it. For the same reason it was painful for him to go to

church. Once, being anxious to go with us, my father

persuaded him that, as the seat at the top of our pew was

under the gallery, he would not be seen. As soon as he

entered, he held down his head, and kept it covered with his

hands all the time, but the preacher somehow caught sight of

him, and rather unwisely, in his last prayer, adverted to

him. This gave the people the knowledge that he was in the

chapel, and after the service they came trooping toward him,

even over the pews, in their anxiety to see him and shake

hands[50].

[Footnote 50: A similar occurrence took place in a church at

Bath during the meetings of the British Association in 1864]

"Dr. Livingstone usually conducted our family worship. On

Sunday morning he always gave us a text for the day. His

prayers were very direct and simple, just like a child asking

his Father for what he needed.

"He was always careful as to dress and appearance. This was

his habit in Africa, too, and with Mrs. Livingstone it was

the same. They thought that this was fitted to secure respect

for themselves, and that it was for the good of the natives

too, as it was so difficult to impress them with proper ideas

on the subject of dress.

"Dr. and Mrs. Livingstone were much attached, and thoroughly

understood each other. The doctor was sportive and fond of a

joke, and Mrs. Livingstone entered into his humor. Mrs.

Livingstone was terribly anxious about her husband when he

was in Africa, but before others she concealed her emotion.

In society both were reserved and quiet. Neither of them

cared for grandeur; it was a great trial to Dr. Livingstone

to go to a grand dinner. Yet in his quiet way he would

exercise an influence at the dinner-table. He told us that

once at a dinner at Lord ----'s, every one was running down

London tradesmen. Dr. Livingstone quietly remarked that

though he was a stranger in London, he knew one tradesman of

whose honesty he was thoroughly assured; and if there was one

such in his little circle, surely there must be many more.

"He used to rise early: about seven he had a cup of tea or

coffee, and then he set to work with his Writing. He had not

the appearance of a very strong man."

In spite of his literary work, the stream of public honors and public

engagements began to flow very strongly. The Prince Consort granted him

an interview, soon after his arrival, in presence of some of the younger

members of the Royal Family. In March it was agreed to present him with

the freedom of the City of London, in a box of the value of fifty

guineas, and in May the presentation took place. Most of his public

honors, however, were reserved till the autumn.

The _Missionary Travels_ was published in November, 1857, and the

success of the book was quite remarkable. Writing to Mr. Maclear, 10th

November, 1857, he says, after an apology for delay:

"You must ascribe my culpable silence to 'aberration.' I am

out of my orbit, rather, and you must have patience till I

come in again. The book is out to-day, and I am going to

Captain Washington to see about copies to yourself, the

Governor, the Bishop, Fairbairn, Thompson, Rutherfoord, and

Saul Solomon[51]. Ten thousand were taken by the London trade

alone. Thirteen thousand eight hundred have been ordered from

an edition of twelve thousand, so the printers are again at

work to supply the demand. Sir Roderick gave it a glowing

character last night at the Royal Geographical Society, and

the _Athenæum_ has come out strongly on the same side. This

is considered a successful launch for a guinea book."

[Footnote 51: Livingstone was quite lavish with presentation copies;

every friend on earth seemed to be included in his list. He tried to

remember every one who had shown kindness to himself and particularly to

his wife and children.]

It has sometimes been a complaint that so much of the book is occupied

with matters of science, geographical inquiries, descriptions of plants

and animals, accounts of rivers and mountains, and so little with what

directly concerns the work of the missionary. In reply to this, it may

be stated, in the first place, that if the information given and the

views expressed on missionary topics were all put together, they would

constitute no insignificant contribution to missionary literature. But

there was another consideration. Livingstone regarded himself as but a

pioneer in missionary enterprise. During sixteen years he had done much

to bring the knowledge of Christ to tribes that had never heard of

Him--probably no missionary in Africa had ever preached to so many

blacks. In some instances he had been successful in the highest

sense--he had been the instrument of turning men from darkness to light;

but he did not think it right to dwell on these cases, because the

converts were often inconsistent, and did not exemplify a high moral

tone. In most cases, however, he had been a sower of seed, and not a

reaper of harvests. He had no triumphs to record, like those which had

gladdened the hearts of some of his missionary brethren in the South Sea

Islands. He wished his book to be a record of facts, not a mere register

of hopes. The missionary work was yet to be done. It belonged to the

future, not to the past. By showing what vast fields there were in

Africa ripe for the harvest, he sought to stimulate the Christian

enterprise of the Churches, and lead them to take possession of Africa

for Christ. He would diligently record facts which he had ascertained

about Africa, facts that he saw had some bearing on its future welfare,

but whose full significance in that connection no one might yet be able

to perceive. In a sense, the book was a work of faith. He wished to

interest men of science, men of commerce, men of philanthropy, ministers

of the Crown, men of all sorts, in the welfare of Africa. Where he had

so varied a constituency to deal with, and where the precise method by

which Africa would be civilized was yet so indefinite, he would

faithfully record what he had come to know, and let others build as they

might with his materials. Certainly, in all that Livingstone has

written, he has left us in no doubt as to the consummation to which he

ever looked. His whole writings and his whole life are a commentary on

his own words--"The end of the geographical feat is only the beginning

of the enterprise."

Through the great success of the volume and the handsome conduct of the

publishers, the book yielded him a little fortune. We shall see what

generous use he made of it--how large a portion of the profits went to

forward directly the great object to which his heart and his life were

so cordially given. More than half went to a single object connected

with the Zambesi Expedition, and of the remainder he was ready to devote

a half to another favorite project. All that he thought it his duty to

reserve for his children was enough to educate them, and prepare them

for their part in life. Nothing would have seemed less desirable or less

for their good than to found a rich family to live in idleness. It was

and is a common impression that Livingstone received large sums from

friends to aid him in his work. For the most part these impressions were

unfounded; but his own hard-earned money was bestowed freely and

cheerfully wherever it seemed likely to do good.

The complaint that he was not sufficiently a missionary was sometimes

made of his speeches as well as his book. At Carlisle, a lady wrote to

him in this strain. A copy of his reply is before us. After explaining

that reporters were more ready to report his geography than his

missionary views, he says:

"Nowhere have I ever appeared as anything else but a servant

of God, who has simply followed the leadings of his hand. My

views of what is _missionary_ duty are not so contracted as

those whose ideal is a dumpy sort of man with a Bible under

his arm. I have labored in bricks and mortar, at the forge

and carpenter's bench, as well as in preaching and medical

practice. I feel that I am 'not my own.' I am serving Christ

when shooting a buffalo for my men, or taking an astronomical

observation, or writing to one of his children who forget,

during the little moment of penning a note, that charity

which is eulogized as 'thinking no evil'; and after having by

his help got information, which I hope will lead to more

abundant blessing being bestowed on Africa than heretofore,

am I to hide the light under a bushel, merely because some

will consider it not sufficiently, or even at all,

_missionary_? Knowing that some persons do believe that

opening up a new country to the sympathies of Christendom was

not a proper work for an agent of a missionary society to

engage in, I now refrain from taking any salary from the

Society with which I was connected; so no pecuniary loss is

sustained by any one."

Subsequently, when detained in Manyuema, and when his immediate object

was to determine the water-shed, Dr. Livingstone wrote: "I never felt a

single pang at having left the Missionary Society. I acted for my

Master, and believe that all ought to devote their special faculties to

Him. I regretted that unconscientious men took occasion to prevent many

from sympathizing with me."

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