CHAPTER III.

FIRST TWO YEARS IN AFRICA.

A.D. 1841-1843.

His ordination--Voyage out--At Rio de Janeiro--At the Cape--He proceeds

to Kuruman--Letters--Journey of 700 miles to Bechuana country--Selection

of site for new station--Second excursion to Bechuana country--Letter to

his sister--Influence with chiefs--Bubi--Construction of a

water-dam--Sekomi--Woman seized by a lion--The Bakaa--Sebehwe--Letter to

Dr. Risdon Bennett--Detention at Kuruman--He visits Sebehwe's

village--Bakhatlas--Sechéle, chief of Bakwains--Livingstone translates

hymns--Travels 400 miles on oxback--Returns to Kuruman--Is authorized to

form new station--Receives contributions for native missionary--Letters

to Directors on their Mission policy--He goes to new

station--Fellow-travelers--Purchase of site--Letter to Dr.

Bennett--Desiccation of South Africa--Death of a servant, Sehamy--Letter

to his parents.

On the 20th November, 1840, Livingstone was ordained a missionary in

Albion Street Chapel, along with the Rev. William Ross, the service

being conducted by the Rev. J.J. Freeman and the Rev. R. Cecil. On the

8th of December he embarked on board the ship "George," under Captain

Donaldson, and proceeded to the Cape, and thence to Algoa Bay. On the

way the ship had to put in at Rio de Janeiro, and he had a glance at

Brazil, with which he was greatly charmed. It was the only glimpse he

ever got of any part of the great continent of America. Writing to the

Rev. G.D. Watt, with whom he had become intimate in London, and who was

preparing to go as a missionary to India, he says:

"It is certainly the finest place I ever saw; everything

delighted me except man.... We lived in the home of an

American Episcopal Methodist minister--the only Protestant

missionary in Brazil.... Tracts and Bibles are circulated,

and some effects might be expected, were a most injurious

influence not exerted by European visitors. These alike

disgrace themselves and the religion they profess by

drunkenness. All other vices are common in Rio. When will the

rays of Divine light dispel the darkness in this beautiful

empire? The climate is delightful. I wonder if disabled

Indian missionaries could not make themselves useful there."

During the voyage his chief friend was the captain of the ship. "He was

very obliging to me," says Livingstone, "and gave me all the information

respecting the use of the quadrant in his power, frequently sitting up

till twelve o'clock at night for the purpose of taking lunar

observations with me." Thus another qualification was acquired for his

very peculiar life-work. Sundays were not times of refreshing, at least

not beyond his closet. "The captain rigged out the church on Sundays,

and we had service; but I being a poor preacher, and the chaplain

addressing them all as Christians already, no moral influence was

exerted, and even had there been on Sabbath, it would have been

neutralized by the week-day conduct. In fact, no good was done." Neither

at Rio, nor on board ship, nor anywhere, could good be done without the

element of personal character. This was Livingstone's strong conviction

to the end of his life.

In his first letter to the Directors of the London Missionary Society he

tells them that he had spent most of his time at sea in the study of

theology, and that he was deeply grieved to say that he knew of no

spiritual good having been done in the case of any one on board the

ship. His characteristic honesty thus showed itself in his very

first dispatch.

Arriving at the Cape, where the ship was detained a month, he spent some

time with Dr. Philip, then acting as agent for the Society, with

informal powers as superintendent. Dr. Philip was desirous of returning

home for a time, and very anxious to find some one to take his place as

minister of the congregation of Cape Town, in his absence. This office

was offered to Livingstone, who rejected it with no little

emphasis--not for a moment would he think of it, nor would he preach the

gospel within any other man's line. He had not been long at the Cape

when he found to his surprise and sorrow that the missionaries were not

all at one, either as to the general policy of the mission, or in the

matter of social intercourse and confidence. The shock was a severe one;

it was not lessened by what he came to know of the spirit and life of a

few--happily only a few--of his brethren afterward; and undoubtedly it

had an influence on his future life. It showed him that there were

missionaries whose profession was not supported by a life of consistent

well-doing, although it did not shake his confidence in the character

and the work of missionaries on the whole. He saw that in the mission

there was what might be called a colonial side and a native side; some

sympathizing with the colonists and some with the natives. He had no

difficulty in making up his mind between them; he drew instinctively to

the party that were for protecting the natives against the unrighteous

encroachments of the settlers.

On leaving the ship at Algoa Bay, he proceeded by land to Kuruman or

Lattakoo, in the Bechuana country, the most northerly station of the

Society in South Africa, and the usual residence of Mr. Moffat, who was

still absent in England. In this his first African journey the germ of

the future traveler was apparent. "Crossing the Orange River," he says,

"I got my vehicle aground, and my oxen got out of order, some with their

heads where their tails should be, and others with their heads twisted

round in the yoke so far that they appeared bent on committing suicide,

or overturning the wagon.... I like travelling very much indeed. There

is so much freedom connected with our African manners. We pitch our

tent, make our fire, etc., wherever we choose, walk, ride, or shoot at

abundance of all sorts of game as our inclination leads us; but there

is a great drawback: we can't study or read when we please. I feel this

very much. I have made but very little progress in the language (can

speak a little Dutch), but I long for the time when I shall give my

undivided attention to it, and then be furnished with the means of

making known the truth of the gospel." While at the Cape, Livingstone

had heard something of a fresh-water lake ('Ngami) which all the

missionaries were eager to see. If only they would give him a month or

two to learn the colloquial language, he said they might spare

themselves the pains of being "the first in at the death." It is

interesting to remark further that, in this first journey, science had

begun to receive its share of attention. He is already bent on making a

collection for the use of Professor Owen[19], and is enthusiastic in

describing some agatized trees and other curiosities which he met with.

[Footnote 19: This collection never reached its destination.]

Writing to his parents from Port Elizabeth, 19th May, 1841, he gives his

first impressions of Africa. He had been at a station called Hankey:

"The scenery was very fine. The white sand in some places

near the beach drifted up in large wreaths exactly like snow.

One might imagine himself in Scotland were there not a hot

sun overhead. The woods present an aspect of strangeness, for

everywhere the eye meets the foreign-looking tree from which

the bitter aloes is extracted, popping up its head among the

mimosa bushes and stunted acacias. Beautiful humming-birds

fly about in great numbers, sucking the nectar from the

flowers, which are in great abundance and very beautiful. I

was much pleased with my visit to Hankey.... The state of the

people presents so many features of interest, that one may

talk about it and convey some idea of what the Gospel has

done. The full extent of the benefit received can, however,

be understood only by those who witness it in contrast with

other places that have not been so highly favored. My

expectations have been far exceeded. Everything I witnessed

surpassed my hopes, and if this one station is a fair sample

of the whole, the statements of the missionaries with regard

to their success are far within the mark. The Hottentots of

Hankey appear to be in a state similar to that of our

forefathers in the days immediately preceding the times of

the Covenanters. They have a prayer-meeting every morning at

four o'clock, _and well attended_. They began it during a

visitation of measles among them, and liked it so much that

they still continue."

He goes on to say that as the natives had no clocks or watches, mistakes

sometimes occurred about ringing the bell for this meeting, and

sometimes the people found themselves assembled at twelve or one o'clock

instead of four. The welcome to the missionaries (their own missionary

was returning from the Cape with Livingstone) was wonderful. Muskets

were fired at their approach, then big guns; and then men, women, and

children rushed at the top of their speed to shake hands and welcome

them. The missionary had lost a little boy, and out of respect each of

the people had something black on his head. Both public worship and

family worship were very interesting, the singing of hymns being very

beautiful. The bearing of these Christianized Hottentots was in complete

contrast to that of a Dutch family whom he visited as a medical man one

Sunday. There was no Sunday; the man's wife and daughters were dancing

before the house, while a black played the fiddle.

His instructions from the Directors were to go to Kuruman, remain there

till Mr. Moffat should return from England, and turn his attention to

the formation of a new station farther north, awaiting more specific

instructions, He arrived at Kuruman on the 31st July, 1841, but no

instructions had come from the Directors; his sphere of work was quite

undetermined, and he began to entertain the idea of going to Abyssinia.

There could be no doubt that a Christian missionary was needed there,

for the country had none; but if he should go, he felt that probably he

would never return. In writing of this to his friend Watt, he used words

almost prophetic: "Whatever way my life may be spent so as but to

promote the glory of our gracious God, I feel anxious to do it.... _My

life, may be spent as profitably as a pioneer as in any other way_."

In his next letter to the London Missionary Society, dated Kuruman, 23d

September, 1841, he gives his impressions of the field, and unfolds an

idea which took hold of him at the very beginning, and never lost its

grip. It was, that there was not population enough about the South to

justify a concentration of missionary labor there, and that the policy

of the Society ought to be one of expansion, moving out far and wide

wherever there was an opening, and making the utmost possible use of

native agency, in order to cultivate so wide a field. In England he had

thought that Kuruman might be made a great missionary institute, whence

the beams of divine truth might diverge in every direction, through

native agents supplied from among the converts; but since he came to the

spot he had been obliged to abandon that notion; not that the Kuruman

mission had not been successful, or that the attendance at public

worship was small, but simply because the population was meagre, and

seemed more likely to become smaller than larger. The field from which

native agents might be drawn was thus too small. Farther north there was

a denser population. It was therefore his purpose, along with a brother

missionary, to make an early journey to the interior, and bury himself

among the natives, to learn their language, and slip into their modes of

thinking and feeling. He purposed to take with him two of the best

qualified native Christians of Kuruman, to plant them as teachers in

some promising locality; and in case any difficulty should arise about

their maintenance, he offered, with characteristic generosity, to defray

the cost of one of them from his own resources.

Accordingly, in company with a brother missionary from Kuruman, a

journey of seven hundred miles was performed before the end of the year,

leading chiefly to two results: in the first place, a strong

confirmation of his views on the subject of native agency; and in the

second place, the selection of a station, two hundred and fifty miles

north of Kuruman, as the most suitable for missionary operations. Seven

hundred miles traveled over _more Africano_ seemed to indicate a vast

territory; but on looking at it on the map, it was a mere speck on the

continent of heathenism. How was that continent ever to be evangelized?

He could think of no method except an extensive method of native agency.

And the natives, when qualified, were admirably qualified. Their warm,

affectionate manner of dealing with their fellow-men, their ability to

present the truth to their minds freed from the strangeness of which

foreigners could not divest it, and the eminent success of those

employed by the brethren of Griqua Town, were greatly in their favor.

Two natives had likewise been employed recently by the Kuruman Mission,

and these had been highly efficient and successful. If the Directors

would allow him to employ more of these, conversions would increase in a

compound ratio, and regions not yet explored by Europeans would soon be

supplied with the bread of life.

In regard to the spot selected for a mission, there were many

considerations in its favor. In the immediate neighborhood of Kuruman

the chiefs hated the gospel, because it deprived them of their

supernumerary wives. In the region farther north, this feeling had not

yet established itself; on the contrary, there was an impression

favorable to Europeans, and a desire for their alliance. These Bechuana

tribes had suffered much from the marauding invasions of their

neighbors; and recently, the most terrible marauder of the country,

Mosilikatse, after being driven westward by the Dutch Boers, had taken

up his abode on the banks of a central lake, and resumed his raids,

which were keeping the whole country in alarm. The more peaceful tribes

had heard of the value of the white man, and of the weapons by which a

mere handful of whites had repulsed hordes of marauders. They were

therefore disposed to welcome the stranger, although this state of

feeling could not be relied on as sure to continue, for Griqua hunters

and individuals from tribes hostile to the gospel were moving northward,

and not only circulating rumors unfavorable to missionaries, but by

their wicked lives introducing diseases previously unknown. If these

regions, therefore, were to be taken possession of by the gospel, no

time was to be lost. For himself, Livingstone had no hesitation in going

to reside in the midst of these savages, hundreds of miles away from

civilization, not merely for a visit, but, if necessary, for the whole

of his life.

In writing to his sisters after this journey (8th December, 1841), he

gives a graphic account of the country, and some interesting notices of

the people:

"Janet, I suppose, will feel anxious to know what our dinner

was. We boiled a piece of the flesh of a rhinoceros which was

toughness itself, the night before. The meat was our supper,

and porridge made of Indian corn-meal and gravy of the meat

made a very good dinner next day. When about 150 miles from

home we came to a large village. The chief had sore eyes; I

doctored them, and he fed us pretty well with milk and beans,

and sent a fine buck after me as a present. When we had got

about ten or twelve miles on the way, a little girl about

eleven or twelve years of age came up and sat down under my

wagon, having run away for the purpose of coming with us to

Kuruman. She had lived with a sister whom she had lately lost

by death. Another family took possession of her for the

purpose of selling her as soon as she was old enough for a

wife. But not liking this, she determined to run away from

them and come to some friends near Kuruman. With this

intention she came, and thought of walking all the way behind

my wagon. I was pleased with the determination of the little

creature, and gave her some food. But before we had remained

long there, I heard her sobbing violently, as if her heart

would break. On looking round, I observed the cause. A man

with a gun had been sent after her, and he had just arrived.

I did not know well what to do now, but I was not in

perplexity long, for Pomare, a native convert who accompanied

us, started up and defended her cause. He being the son of a

chief, and possessed of some little authority, managed the

matter nicely. She had been loaded with beads to render her

more attractive, and fetch a higher price. These she stripped

off and gave to the man, and desired him to go away. I

afterward took measures for hiding her, and though fifty men

had come for her, they would not have got her."

The story reads like an allegory or a prophecy. In the person of the

little maid, oppressed and enslaved Africa comes to the good Doctor for

protection; instinctively she knows she may trust him; his heart opens

at once, his ingenuity contrives a way of protection and deliverance,

and he will never give her up. It is a little picture of

Livingstone's life.

In fulfillment of a promise made to the natives in the interior that he

would return to them, Livingstone set out on a second tour into the

interior of the Bechuana country on 10th February, 1842. His objects

were, first, to acquire the native language more perfectly, and second,

by suspending his medical practice, which had become inconveniently

large at Kuruman, to give his undivided attention to the subject of

native agents. He took with him two native members of the Kuruman

church, and two other natives for the management of the wagon.

The first person that specially engaged his interest in this journey was

a chief of the name of Bubi, whose people were Bakwains. With him he

stationed one of the native agents as a teacher, the chief himself

collecting the children and supplying them with food. The honesty of the

people was shown in their leaving untouched all the contents of his

wagon, though crowds of them visited it. Livingstone was already

acquiring a powerful influence, both with chiefs and people, the result

of his considerate and conciliatory treatment of both. He had already

observed the failure of some of his brethren to influence them, and his

sagacity had discerned the cause. His success in inducing Bubi's people

to dig a canal was contrasted in a characteristic passage of a private

letter, with the experience of others.

"The doctor and the rainmaker among these people are one and

the same person. As I did not like to be behind my

professional brethren, I declared I could make rain too, not,

however, by enchantments like them, but by leading out their

river for irrigation. The idea pleased mightily, and to work

we went instanter. Even the chief's own doctor is at it, and

works like a good fellow, laughing heartily at the cunning of

the 'foreigner' who can make rain so. We have only one spade,

and this is without a handle; and yet by means of sticks

sharpened to a point we have performed all the digging of a

pretty long canal. The earth was lifted out in 'gowpens' and

carried to the huge dam we have built in karosses (skin

cloaks), tortoise-shells, or wooden bowls. We intended

nothing of the ornamental in it, but when we came to a huge

stone, we were forced to search for a way round it. The

consequence is, it has assumed a beautifully serpentine

appearance. This is, I believe, the first instance in which

Bechuanas have been got to work without wages. It was with

the utmost difficulty the earlier missionaries got them to do

anything. The missionaries solicited their permission to do

what they did, and this was the very way to make them show

off their airs, for they are so disobliging; if they perceive

any one in the least dependent upon them, they immediately

begin to tyrannize. A more mean and selfish vice certainly

does not exist in the world. I am trying a different plan

with them. I make my presence with any of them a favor, and

when they show any impudence, I threaten to leave them, and

if they don't amend, I put my threat into execution. By a

bold, free course among them I have had not the least

difficulty in managing the most fierce. They are in one sense

fierce, and in another the greatest cowards in the world. A

kick would, I am persuaded, quell the courage of the bravest

of them. Add to this the report which many of them verily

believe, that I am a great wizard, and you will understand

how I can with ease visit any of them. Those who do not love,

fear me, and so truly in their eyes am I possessed of

supernatural power, some have not hesitated to affirm I am

capable of even raising the dead! The people of a village

visited by a French brother actually believed it. Their

belief of my powers, I suppose, accounts, too, for the fact

that I have not missed a single article either from the house

or wagon since I came among them, and this, although all my

things lay scattered about the room, while crammed with

patients."

It was unfortunate that the teacher whom Livingstone stationed with

Bubi's people was seized with a violent fever, so that he was obliged to

bring him away. As for Bubi himself, he was afterward burned to death by

an explosion of gunpowder, which one of his sorcerers was trying, by

means of burnt roots, to _un_-bewitch.

In advancing, Livingstone had occasion to pass through a part of the

great Kalahari desert, and here he met with Sekomi, a chief of the

Bamangwato, from whom also he received a most friendly reception. The

ignorance of this tribe he found to be exceedingly great:

"Their conceptions of the Deity are of the most vague and

contradictory nature, and the name of God conveys no more to

their understanding than the idea of superiority. Hence they

do not hesitate to apply the name to their chiefs. I was

every day shocked by being addressed by that title, and

though it as often furnished me with a text from which to

tell them of the only true God and Jesus Christ, whom he has

sent, yet it deeply pained me, and I never felt so fully

convinced of the lamentable detoriation of our species. It is

indeed a mournful truth that man has become like the beasts

that perish."

The place was greatly infested by lions, and during Livingstone's visit

an awful occurrence took place that made a great impression on him:

"A woman was actually devoured in her garden during my visit,

and that so near the town that I had frequently walked past

it. It was most affecting to hear the cries of the orphan

children of this woman. During the whole day after her death

the surrounding rocks and valleys rang and re-echoed with

their bitter cries. I frequently thought as I listened to the

loud sobs, painfully indicative of the sorrows of those who

have no hope, that if some of our churches could have heard

their sad wailings, it would have awakened the firm

resolution to do more for the heathen than they have done."

Poor Sekomi advanced a new theory of regeneration which Livingstone was

unable to work out:

"On one occasion Sekomi, having sat by me in the hut for some

time in deep thought, at length addressing me by a pompous

title said, 'I wish you would change my heart. Give me

medicine to change it, for it is proud, proud and angry,

angry always.' I lifted up the Testament and was about to

tell him of the only way in which the heart can be changed,

but he interrupted me by saying, 'Nay, I wish to have it

changed by medicine, to drink and have it changed at once,

for it is always very proud and very uneasy, and continually

angry with some one.' He then rose and went away."

A third tribe visited at this time was the Bakaa, and here, too,

Livingstone was able to put in force his wonderful powers of management.

Shortly before, the Bakaa had murdered a trader and his company. When

Livingstone appeared their consciences smote them, and, with the

exception of the chief and two attendants, the whole of the people fled

from his presence. Nothing could allay their terror, till, a dish of

porridge having been prepared, they saw Livingstone partake of it along

with themselves without distrust. When they saw him lie down and fall

asleep they were quite at their ease. Thereafter he began to speak

to them:

"I had more than ordinary pleasure in telling these murderers

of the precious blood which cleanseth from all sin. I bless

God that He has conferred on one so worthless the

distinguished privilege and honor of being the first

messenger of mercy that ever trod these regions. Its being

also the first occasion on which I had ventured to address a

number of Bechuanas in their own tongue without reading it,

renders it to myself one of peculiar interest. I felt more

freedom than I had anticipated, but I have an immense amount

of labor still before me, ere I can call myself a master of

Sichuana. This journey discloses to me that when I have

acquired the Batlapi, there is another and perhaps more

arduous task to be accomplished in the other dialects, but by

the Divine assistance I hope I shall be enabled to conquer.

When I left the Bakaa, the chief sent his son with a number

of his people to see me safe part of the way to the

Makalaka."

On his way home, in passing through Bubi's country, he was visited by

sixteen of the people of Sebehwe, a chief who had successfully withstood

Mosilikatse, but whose cowardly neighbors, under the influence of

jealousy, had banded together to deprive him of what they had not had

the courage to defend. Consequently he had been driven into the sandy

desert, and his object in sending to Livingstone was to solicit his

advice and protection, as he wished to come out, in order that his

people might grow corn, etc. Sebehwe, like many of the other people of

the country, had the notion that if he got a single white man to live

with him, he would be quite secure. It was no wonder that Livingstone

early acquired the strong conviction that if missions could only be

scattered over Africa, their immediate effect in promoting the

tranquillity of the continent could hardly be over-estimated.

We have given these details somewhat fully, because they show that

before he had been a year in the country Livingstone had learned how to

rule the Africans. From the very first, his genial address, simple and

fearless manner, and transparent kindliness formed a spell which rarely

failed. He had great faith in the power of humor. He was never afraid of

a man who had a hearty laugh. By a playful way of dealing with the

people, he made them feel at ease with him, and afterward he could be

solemn enough when the occasion required. His medical knowledge helped

him greatly; but for permanent influence all would have been in vain if

he had not uniformly observed the rules of justice, good feeling, and

good manners. Often ha would say that the true road to influence was

patient continuance in well-doing. It is remarkable that, from the very

first, he should have seen the charm of that method which he employed so

successfully to the end.

In the course of this journey, Livingstone was within ten days of Lake

'Ngami, the lake of which he had heard at the Cape, and which he

actually discovered in 1849; and he might have discovered it now, had

discovery alone been his object. Part of his journey was performed on

foot, in consequence of the draught oxen having become sick:

"Some of my companions," he says in his first book, "who had

recently joined us, and did not know that I understood a

little of their speech, were overheard by me discussing my

appearance and powers: 'He is not strong, he is quite slim,

and only appears stout because he puts himself in those bags

(trousers); he will soon knock up.' This caused my Highland

blood to rise, and made me despise the fatigue of keeping

them all at the top of their speed for days together, and

until I heard them expressing proper opinions of my

pedestrian powers."

We have seen how full Livingstone's heart was of the missionary spirit;

how intent he was on making friends of the natives, and how he could

already preach in one dialect, and was learning another. But the

activity of his mind enabled him to give attention at the same time to

other matters. He was already pondering the structure of the great

African Continent, and carefully investigating the process of

desiccation that had been going on for a long time, and had left much

uncomfortable evidence of its activity in many parts. In the desert, he

informs his friend Watt that no fewer than thirty-two edible roots and

forty-three fruits grew without cultivation. He had the rare faculty of

directing his mind at the full stretch of its power to one great object,

and yet, apparently without effort, giving minute and most careful

attention to many other matters,--all bearing, however, on the same

great end.

A very interesting letter to Dr. Risdon Bennett, dated Kuruman, 18th

December, 1841, gives an account of his first year's work from the

medical and scientific point of view. First, he gives an amusing picture

of the Bechuana chiefs, and then some details of his medical practice:

The people are all under the feudal system of government, the

chieftainship is hereditary, and although the chief is

usually the greatest ass, and the most insignificant of the

tribe in appearance, the people pay a deference to him which

is truly astonishing.... I feel the benefit often of your

instructions, and of those I got through your kindness. Here

I have an immense practice. I have patients now under

treatment who have walked 130 miles for my advice; and when

these go home, others will come for the same purpose. This is

the country for a medical man if he wants a large practice,

but he must leave fees out of the question! The Bechuanas

have a great deal more disease than I expected to find among

a savage nation; but little else can be expected, for they

are nearly naked, and endure the scorching heat of the day

and the chills of the night in that condition. Add to this

that they are absolutely omnivorous. Indigestion, rheumatism,

opthalmia are the prevailing diseases.... Many very bad cases

were brought to me, sometimes, when traveling, my wagon was

quite besieged by their blind and halt and lame. What a

mighty effect would be produced if one of the seventy

disciples were among them to heal them all by a word! The

Bechuanas resort to the Bushmen and the poor people that live

in the desert for doctors. The fact of my dealing in that

line a little is so strange, and now my fame has spread far

and wide. But if one of Christ's apostles were here, I should

think he would be very soon known all over the continent to

Abyssinia. The great deal of work I have had to do in

attending to the sick has proved beneficial to me, for they

make me speak the language perpetually, and if I were

inclined to be lazy in learning it, they would prevent me

indulging the propensity. And they are excellent patients,

too, besides. There is no wincing; everything prescribed is

done _instanter_. Their only failing is that they become

tired of a long course. But in any operation, even the women

sit unmoved. I have been quite astonished again and again at

their calmness. In cutting out a tumor, an inch in diameter,

they sit and talk as if they felt nothing. 'A man like me

never cries,' they say, 'they are children that cry.' And it

is a fact that the men never cry. But when the Spirit of God

works on their minds they cry most piteously. Sometimes in

church they endeavor to screen themselves from the eyes of

the preacher by hiding under the forms or covering their

heads with their karosses as a remedy against their

convictions. And when they find that won't do, they rush out

of the church and run with all their might, crying as if the

hand of death were behind them. One would think, when they

got away, there they would remain; but no, there they are in

their places at the very next meeting. It is not to be

wondered at that they should exhibit agitations of body when

the mind is affected, as they are quite unaccustomed to

restrain their feelings. But that the hardened beings should

be moved mentally at all is wonderful indeed. If you saw them

in their savage state you would feel the force of this

more.... _N.B._--I have got for Professor Owen specimens of

the incubated ostrich in abundance, and am waiting for an

opportunity to transmit the box to the college. I tried to

keep for you some of the fine birds of the interior, but the

weather was so horribly hot they were putrid in a few hours.

When he returned to Kuruman in June, 1842, he found that no instructions

had as yet come from the Directors as to his permanent quarters. He was

preparing for another journey when news arrived that contrary to his

advice, Sebehwe had left the desert where he was encamped, had been

treacherously attacked by the chief Mahura, and that many of his people,

including women and children, had been savagely murdered. What

aggravated the case was that several native Christians from Kuruman had

been at the time with Sebehwe, and that these were accused of having

acted treacherously by him. But now no native would expose himself to

the expected rage of Sebehwe, so that for want of attendants Livingstone

could not go to him. He was obliged to remain for some months about

Kuruman, itinerating to the neighboring tribes, and taking part in the

routine work of the station: that is to say preaching, printing,

building a chapel at an out-station, prescribing for the sick, and many

things else that would have been intolerable, he said, to a man of

"clerical dignity."

He was able to give his father a very encouraging report of the mission

work (July 13, 1842): "The work of God goes on here notwithstanding all

our infirmities. Souls are gathered in continually, and sometimes from

among those you would never have expected to see turning to the Lord.

Twenty-four were added to the Church last month, and there are several

inquirers. At Motito, a French station about thirty-three miles

northeast of this, there has been an awakening, and I hope much good

will result. I have good news, too, from Rio de Janeiro. The Bibles that

have been distributed are beginning to cause a stir."

The state of the country continued so disturbed that it was not till

February, 1843, that he was able to set out for the village where

Sebehwe had taken up his residence with the remains of his tribe. This

visit he undertook at great personal risk. Though looking at first very

ill-pleased, Sebehwe treated him in a short time in a most friendly way,

and on the Sunday after his arrival, sent a herald to proclaim that on

that day nothing should be done but pray to God and listen to the words

of the foreigner. He himself listened with great attention while

Livingstone told him of Jesus and the resurrection, and the missionary

was often interrupted by the questions of the chief. Here, then, was

another chief pacified, and brought under the preaching of the gospel.

Livingstone then passed on to the country of the Bakhatla, where he had

purposed to erect his mission-station. The country was fertile, and the

people industrious, and among other industries was an iron manufactory,

to which as a bachelor he got admission, whereas married men were wont

to be excluded, through fear that they would bewitch the iron! When he

asked the chief if he would like him to come and be his missionary, he

held up his hands and said, "Oh, I shall dance if you do; I shall

collect all my people to hoe for you a garden, and you will get more

sweet reed and corn than myself." The cautious Directors at home,

however, had sent no instructions as to Livingstone's station, and he

could only say to the chief that he would tell them of his desire for a

missionary.

At a distance of five days' journey beyond the Bakhatla was situated the

village of Sechéle, chief of the Bakwains, afterward one of

Livingstone's greatest friends. Sechéle had been enraged at him for not

visiting him the year before, and threatened him with mischief. It

happened that his only child was ill when the missionary arrived, and

also the child of one of his principal men. Livingstone's treatment of

both was successful, and Sechéle had not an angry word. Some of his

questions struck the heart of the missionary:

"'Since it is true that all who die unforgiven are lost

forever, why did your nation not come to tell us of it before

now? My ancestors are all gone, and none of them knew

anything of what you tell me. How is this?' I thought

immediately," says Livingstone, "of the guilt of the Church,

but did not confess. I told him multitudes in our own country

were like himself, so much in love with their sins. My

ancestors had spent a great deal of time in trying to

persuade them, and yet after all many of them by refusing

were lost. We now wish to tell all the world about a Saviour,

and if men did not believe, the guilt would be entirely

theirs. Sechéle has been driven from another part of his

country from that in which he was located last year, and so

has Bubi, so that the prospects I had of benefiting them by

native teachers are for the present darkened."

Among other things that Livingstone found time for in these wanderings

among strange people, was translating hymns into the Sichuana language.

Writing to his father (Bakwain Country, 21st March, 1843), he says:

"Janet may be pleased to learn that I am become a poet, or

rather a poetaster, in Sichuana. Half a dozen of my hymns

were lately printed in a collection of the French brethren.

One of them is a translation of 'There is a fountain filled

with blood;' another, 'Jesus shall reign where'er the sun;'

others are on 'The earth being filled with the glory of the

Lord,' 'Self-dedication,' 'Invitation to Sinners,' 'The soul

that loves God finds him everywhere.' Janet may try to make

English ones on these latter subjects if she can, and Agnes

will doubtless set them to music on the same condition. I do

not boast of having done this, but only mention it to let you

know that I am getting a little better fitted for the great

work of a missionary, that your hearts may be drawn out to

more prayer for the success of the gospel proclaimed by my

feeble lips."

Livingstone was bent on advancing in the direction of the country of the

Matebele and their chief Mosilikatse, but the dread of that terrible

warrior prevented him from getting Bakwains to accompany him, and being

thus unable to rig out a wagon, he was obliged to travel on oxback. In a

letter to Dr. Risdon Bennett (30th June, 1843), he gives a lively

description of this mode of traveling: "It is rough traveling, as you

can conceive. The skin is so loose there is no getting one's great-coat,

which has to serve both as saddle and blanket, to stick on; and then the

long horns in front, with which he can give one a punch in the abdomen

if he likes, make us sit as bolt upright as dragoons. In this manner I

traveled more than 400 miles." Visits to some of the villages of the

Bakalahari gave him much pleasure. He was listened to with great

attention, and while sitting by their fires and listening to their

traditionary tales, he intermingled the story of the Cross with their

conversation, and it was by far the happiest portion of his journey.

The people were a poor, degraded, enslaved race, who hunted for other

tribes to procure them skins; they were far from wells, and had their

gardens far from their houses, in order to have their produce safe from

the chiefs who visited them.

Coming on to his old friends the Bakaa, he found them out of humor with

him, accusing him of having given poison to a native who had been seized

with fever on occasion of his former visit. Consequently he could get

little or nothing to eat, and had to content himself, as he wrote to his

friends, with the sumptuous feasts of his imagination. With his usual

habit of discovering good in all his troubles, however, he found cause

for thankfulness at their stinginess, for in coming down a steep pass,

absorbed with the questions which the people were putting to him, he

forgot where he was, lost his footing, and, striking his hand between a

rock and his Bible which he was carrying, he suffered a compound

fracture of his finger. His involuntary low diet saved him from taking

fever, and the finger was healing favorably, when a sudden visit in the

middle of the night from a lion, that threw them all into consternation,

made him, without thinking, discharge his revolver at the visitor, and

the recoil hurt him more than the shot did the lion. It rebroke his

finger, and the second fracture was worse than the first. "The

Bakwains," he says, "who were most attentive to my wants during the

whole journey of more than 400 miles, tried to comfort me when they saw

the blood again flowing, by saying, 'You have hurt yourself, but you

have redeemed us: henceforth we will only swear by you.' Poor

creatures," he writes to Dr. Bennett, "I wished they had felt gratitude

for the blood that was shed for their precious souls."

Returning to Kuruman from this journey, in June, 1843, Livingstone was

delighted to find at length a letter from the Directors of the Society

authorizing the formation of a settlement in the regions beyond. He

found another letter that greatly cheered him, from a Mrs. M'Robert, the

wife of art Independent minister at Cambuslang (near Blantyre), who had

collected and now sent him £12 for a native agent, and was willing, on

the part of some young friends, to send presents of clothing for the

converts. In acknowledging this letter, Livingstone poured out his very

heart, so full was he of gratitude and delight. He entreated the givers

to consider Mebalwe as their own agent, and to concentrate their prayers

upon him, for prayer, he thought, was always more efficacious when it

could be said, "One thing have I desired of the Lord." As to the present

of clothing, he simply entreated his friends to send nothing of the

kind; such things demoralized the recipients, and bred endless

jealousies. If he were allowed to charge something for the clothes, he

would be pleased to have them, but on no other terms.

Writing to the Secretary of the Society, Rev. A. Tidman (24th June,

1843), and referring to the past success of the Mission in the nearer

localities, he says: "If you could realize this fact as fully as those

on the spot can, you would be able to enter into the feelings of

irrepressible delight with which I hail the decision of the Directors

that we go forward to the dark interior. May the Lord enable me to

consecrate my whole being to the glorious work!"

In this communication to the Directors Livingstone modestly, but frankly

and firmly, gives them his mind on some points touched on in their

letter to him. In regard to his favorite measure--native agency--he is

glad that a friend has remitted money for the employment of one agent,

and that others have promised the means of employing other two. On

another subject he had a communication to make to them which evidently

cost him no ordinary effort. In his more private letters to his friends,

from an early period after entering Africa, he had expressed himself

very freely, almost contemptuously, on the distribution of the

laborers. There was far too much clustering about the Cape Colony, and

the district immediately beyond it, and a woeful slowness to strike out

with the fearless chivalry that became missionaries of the Cross, and

take possession of the vast continent beyond. All his letters reveal the

chafing of his spirit with this confinement of evangelistic energy in

the face of so vast a field--this huddling together of laborers in

sparsely peopled districts, instead of sending them forth over the whole

of Africa, India, and China, to preach the gospel to every creature. He

felt deeply that both the Church at home, and many of the missionaries

on the spot, had a poor conception of missionary duty, out of which came

little faith, little effort, little expectation, with a miserable

tendency to exaggerate their own evils and grievances, and fall into

paltry squabbles which would not have been possible if they had been

fired with the ambition to win the world for Christ.

But what it was a positive relief for him to whisper in the ear of an

intimate friend, it demanded the courage of a hero to proclaim to the

Directors of a great Society. It was like impugning their whole policy

and arraigning their wisdom. But Livingstone could not say one thing in

private and another in public. Frankly and fearlessly he proclaimed

his views:

"The conviction to which I refer is that a much larger share

of the benevolence of the Church and of missionary exertion

is directed into this country than the amount of population,

as compared with other countries, and the success attending

those efforts, seem to call for. This conviction has been

forced upon me, both by a personal inspection, more extensive

than that which has fallen to the lot of any other, either

missionary or trader, and by the sentiments of other

missionaries who have investigated the subject according to

their opportunities. In reference to the population, I may

mention that I was led in England to believe that the

population of the interior was dense, and now since I have

come to this country I have conversed with many, both of our

Society and of the French, and none of them would reckon up

the number of 30,000 Bechuanas."

He then proceeds to details in a most characteristic way, giving the

number of huts in every village, and being careful in every case, as his

argument proceeded on there being a small population, rather to

overstate than understate the number:

"In view of these facts and the confirmation of them I have

received from both French and English brethren, computing the

population much below what I have stated, I confess I feel

grieved to hear of the arrival of new missionaries. Nor am I

the only one who deplores their appointment to this country.

Again and again have I been pained at heart to hear the

question put, Where will these new brethren find fields of

labor in this country? Because I know that in India or China

there are fields large enough for all their energies. I am

very far from undervaluing the success which has attended the

labors of missionaries in this land. No! I gratefully

acknowledge the wonders God hath wrought, and I feel that the

salvation of one soul is of more value than all the effort

that has been expended; but we are to seek the field where

there is a possibility that most souls will be converted, and

it is this consideration which makes me earnestly call the

attention of the Directors to the subject of statistics. If

these were actually returned--and there would be very little

difficulty in doing so--it might, perhaps, be found that

there is not a country better supplied with missionaries in

the world, and that in proportion to the number of agents

compared to the amount of population, the success may be

inferior to most other countries where efforts have been

made."

Finding that a brother missionary was willing to accompany him to the

station he had fixed on among the Bakhatlas, and enable him to set to

work with the necessary arrangements, Livingstone set out with him in

the beginning of August, 1843, and arrived at his destination after a

fortnight's journey. Writing to his family, "in sight of the hills of

Bakhatla," August 21st, 1843, he says: "We are in company with a party

of three hunters: one of them from the West Indies, and two from

India--Mr. Pringle from Tinnevelly, and Captain Steel of the Coldstream

Guards, aide-de-camp to the Governor of Madras.... The Captain is the

politest of the whole, well versed in the classics, and possessed of

much general knowledge." Captain Steele, now General Sir Thomas Steele,

proved one of Livingstone's best and most constant friends. In one

respect the society of gentlemen who came to hunt would not have been

sought by Livingstone, their aims and pursuits being so different from

his; but he got on with them wonderfully. In some instances these

strangers were thoroughly sympathetic, but not in all. When they were

not sympathetic on religion, he had a strong conviction that his first

duty as a servant of Christ was to commend his religion by his life and

spirit--by integrity, civility, kindness, and constant readiness to deny

himself in obliging others; having thus secured, their esteem and

confidence, he would take such quiet opportunities as presented

themselves to get near their consciences on his Master's behalf. He took

care that there should be no moving about on the day of rest, and that

the outward demeanor of all should be befitting a Christian company. For

himself, while he abhorred the indiscriminate slaughter of animals for

mere slaughter's sake, he thought well of the chase as a means of

developing courage, promptness of action in time of danger, protracted

endurance of hunger and thirst, determination in the pursuit of an

object, and other qualities befitting brave and powerful men. The

respect and affection with which he inspired the gentlemen who were thus

associated with him was very remarkable. Doubtless, with his quick

apprehension, he learned a good deal from their society of the ways and

feelings of a class with whom hitherto he had hardly ever been in

contact. The large resources with which they were furnished, in contrast

to his own, excited no feeling of envy, nor even a desire to possess

their ample means, unless he could have used them to extend missionary

operations; and the gentlemen themselves would sometimes remark that the

missionaries were more comfortable than they. Though they might at times

spend thousands of pounds where Livingstone did not spend as many

pence, and would be provided with horses, servants, tents, and stores,

enough to secure comfort under almost any conditions, they had not that

key to the native heart and that power to command the willing services

of native attendants which belonged so remarkably to the missionary.

"When we arrive at a spot where we intend to spend the night," writes

Livingstone to his family, "all hands immediately unyoke the oxen. Then

one or two of the company collect wood; one of us strikes up a fire,

another gets out the water-bucket and fills the kettle; a piece of meat

is thrown on the fire, and if we have biscuits, we are at our coffee in

less than half an hour after arriving. Our friends, perhaps, sit or

stand shivering at their fire for two or three hours before they get

their things ready, and are glad occasionally of a cup of coffee

from us."

The first act of the missionaries on arriving at their destination was

to have an interview with the chief, and ask whether he desired a

missionary. Having an eye to the beads, guns, and other things, of which

white men seemed always to have an ample store, the chief and his men

gave them a cordial welcome, and Livingstone next proceeded to make a

purchase of land. This, like Abraham with the sons of Heth, he insisted

should be done in legal form, and for this purpose he drew up a written

contract to which, after it was fully explained to them, both parties

attached their signatures or marks. They then proceeded to the erection

of a hut fifty feet by eighteen, not getting much help from the

Bakhatlas, who devolved such labors on the women, but being greatly

helped by the native deacon, Mebalwe. All this Livingstone and his

companion had done on their own responsibility, and in the hope that the

Directors would approve of it. But if they did not, he told them that he

was at their disposal "to go anywhere--_provided it be_ FORWARD."

The progress of medical and scientific work during this period is noted

in a letter to Dr. Risdon Bennett, dated 30th June, 1843. In addition to

full details of the missionary work, this letter enters largely into the

state of disease in South Africa, and records some interesting cases,

medical and surgical. Still more interesting, perhaps, is the evidence

it affords of the place in Livingstone's attention which began to be

occupied by three great subjects of which we shall hear much

anon--Fever, Tsetse, and "the Lake." Fever he considered the greatest

barrier to the evangelization of Africa. Tsetse, an insect like a common

fly, destroyed horses and oxen, so that many traders lost literally

every ox in their team. As for the Lake, it lay somewhat beyond the

outskirts of his new district, and was reported terrible for fever. He

heard that Mr. Moffat intended to visit it, but he was somewhat alarmed

lest his friend should suffer. It was not Moffat, but Livingstone,

however, that first braved the risks of that fever swamp.

A subject of special scientific interest to the missionary during this

period was--the desiccation of Africa. On this topic he addressed a long

letter to Dr. Buckland in 1843, of which, considerably to his regret, no

public notice appears to have been taken, and perhaps the letter never

reached him. The substance of this paper may, however, be gathered from

a communication subsequently made to the Royal Geographical Society[20]

after his first impression had been confirmed by enlarged observation

and discovery. Around, and north of Kuruman, he had found many

indications of a much larger supply of water in a former age. He

ascribed the desiccation to the gradual elevation of the western part of

the country. He found traces of a very large ancient river which flowed

nearly north and south to a large lake, including the bed of the present

Orange River; in fact, he believed that the whole country south of Lake

'Ngami presented in ancient times very much the same appearance as the

basin north of that lake does now, and that the southern lake

disappeared when a fissure was made in the ridge through which the

Orange River now proceeds to the sea. He could even indicate the spot

where the river and the lake met, for some hills there had caused an

eddy in which was found a mound of calcareous tufa and travertine, full

of fossil bones. These fossils he was most eager to examine, in order to

determine the time of the change; but on his first visit he had no time,

and when he returned, he was suddenly called away to visit a

missionary's child, a hundred miles off. It happened that he was never

in the same locality again, and had therefore no opportunity to complete

his investigation.

[Footnote 20: See Journal, vol. xxvii. p. 356.]

Dr. Livingstone's mind had that wonderful power which belongs to some

men of the highest gifts, of passing with the utmost rapidity, not only

from subject to subject, but from one mood or key to another entirely

different. In a letter to his family, written about this time, we have a

characteristic instance. On one side of the sheet is a prolonged

outburst of tender Christian love and lamentation over a young attendant

who had died of fever suddenly; on the other side, he gives a map of the

Bakhatla country with its rivers and mountains, and is quite at home in

the geographical details, crowning his description with some sentimental

and half-ludicrous lines of poetry. No reasonable man will fancy that in

the wailings of his heart there was any levity or want of sincerity.

What we are about to copy merits careful consideration: first, as

evincing the depth and tenderness of his love for these black savages;

next, as showing that it was pre-eminently Christian love, intensified

by his vivid view of the eternal world, and belief in Christ as the only

Saviour; and, lastly, as revealing the secret of the affection which

these poor fellows bore to him in return. The intensity of the scrutiny

which he directs on his heart, and the severity of the judgment which he

seems to pass on himself, as if he had not done all he might have done

for the spiritual good of this young man, show with what intense

conscientiousness he tried to discharge his missionary duty:

"Poor Sehamy, where art thou now? Where lodges thy soul

to-night? Didst thou think of what I told thee as thou

turnedst from side to side in distress? I could now do

anything for thee. I could weep for thy soul. But now nothing

can be done. Thy fate is fixed. Oh, am I guilty of the blood

of thy soul, my poor dear Sehamy? If so, how shall I look

upon thee in the judgment? But I told thee of a Saviour;

didst thou think of Him, and did He lead thee through the

dark valley? Did He comfort as He only can? Help me, O Lord

Jesus, to be faithful to every one. Remember me, and let me

not be guilty of the blood of souls. This poor young man was

the leader of the party. He governed the others, and most

attentive he was to me. He anticipated my every want. He kept

the water-calabash at his head at night, and if I awoke, he

was ready to give me a draught immediately. When the meat was

boiled he secured the best portion for me, the best place for

sleeping, the best of everything. Oh, where is he now? He

became ill after leaving a certain tribe, and believed he had

been poisoned. Another of the party and he ate of a certain

dish given them by a woman whom they had displeased, and

having met this man yesterday he said, 'Sehamy is gone to

heaven, and I am almost dead by the poison given us by that

woman.' I don't believe they took any poison, but they do,

and their imaginations are dreadfully excited when they

entertain that belief."

The same letter intimates that in case his family should have arranged

to emigrate to America, as he had formerly advised them to do, he had

sent home a bill of which £10 was to aid the emigration, and £10 to be

spent on clothes for himself. In regard to the latter sum, he now wished

them to add it to the other, so that his help might be more substantial;

and for himself he would make his old clothes serve for another year.

The emigration scheme, which he thought would have added to the comfort

of his parents and sisters, was not, however, carried into effect. The

advice to his family to emigrate proceeded from deep convictions. In a

subsequent letter (4th December, 1850) he writes: "If I could only be

with you for a week, you would goon be pushing on in the world. The

world is ours. Our Father made it to be inhabited, and many shall run

to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased. _It will be increased more

by emigration than by missionaries._" He held it to be God's wish that

the unoccupied parts of the earth should be possessed, and he believed

in Christian colonization as a great means of spreading the gospel. We

shall see afterward that to plant English and Scotch colonies in Africa

became one of his master ideas and favorite schemes.

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