CHAPTER XI

THE OFFER OF OWLEY

A position was defined and an understanding attained between husband

and wife, while the unconscious party to their difficulties knew

nothing. Thus Adam Winter, in absolute ignorance of the fact, stood

upon the brink of events for which he was not responsible--his life

being, as all lives, much at the mercy of his fellow-creatures.

Margery's pride kept her tongue still, for she would have endured

anything rather than confess the truth. The truth not only

stultified Jacob, but it would cast an unjust doubt upon herself if

revealed to any other. She knew that many husbands had cause for

jealousy and she guessed that, if she warned Winter of Jacob's

weakness, he might, while certainly taking no blame upon himself,

judge that no smoke existed without fire and imagine that, in some

quarter, she had given Bullstone a real cause for his emotion. She

valued the farmer's good opinion too highly to risk implanting any

such suspicion in his mind. She saw no reason why she should not be

fair to herself, and indeed little temptation to speak to anybody

longer existed. She had accepted Jacob's apology and the promise of

contrition, and since the latter presently took an active form, there

rose in her a genuine thankfulness that the long-drawn horror was

dispelled. She leapt to welcome the relief. She grew happier and

the sensation of increasing resentment, that she should be called to

endure his distrust--the sense of living under perpetual insult which

she had indicated to him in her anger--died completely.

Jacob himself made a supreme effort and performed actions that

presented great difficulties to him. He ruminated for days in

solitude and then took two steps, the one trivial, yet rich with

satisfaction for Margery; the other momentous. He hesitated long

concerning the latter; but opportunity for the first quickly offered

and he took it.

To the amazement of his family Bullstone announced a day of

pleasuring, and it was not such a day as he sometimes planned--no

picnic into the wastes of the Moor, or other excursion, which meant

little delight for anybody but himself and Auna. He proposed to take

them all to Totnes Races--a jollity beyond their utmost expectations.

The youngsters were openly incredulous, only Margery understood and

appreciated his sacrifice. The day passed without a cloud and, when

night came, his wife thanked Jacob in words that repaid him well.

"I'm not going to pretend to myself that you enjoyed it," she said;

"and I know, with your nature, you couldn't, my dear. The trains

were enough, without anything else. And yet I wouldn't have had you

away, and I wouldn't have gone without you. But you've given a mint

of pleasure to us all; and the children are grateful, and I'm more

than grateful."

"Let be," he said. "It was a well spent day and I'm none the worse

for it, if those I care most for are the better."

But greater things were in his mind and, when the news came that

Joseph Elvin was near his end, Bullstone took action. He hesitated

long, for he looked ahead and told himself that the cost of failure

would stir banked fires and waken evil fears he was fighting to

destroy for ever.

He designed a great proposition and everything depended upon another.

Immense good must result if the other could meet him, and a stroke

precious for his peace be accomplished; but should his suggestion be

opposed and declined, then more than passing disappointment would be

the result. He reached a point where a serious hitch delayed

decision. The man he proposed to approach was Adam Winter, and now,

labouring over every detail of the coming conversation, he tried to

look at it from Adam's point of view. Immediately his mind was up in

arms. Everything hinged on motive, and the great problem centred in

Winter's attitude and Winter's secret opinions of what inspired the

offer about to be made to him. Bullstone was almost minded to

abandon his project after viewing it from this standpoint. For,

though to any other man, his motive must be obvious enough and

grounded in Jacob's own advantage, to this particular man it was

possible it might appear in another light. For Jacob knew very

little of Winter and he could not dismiss the weight of past

prejudice. It seemed impossible that there had never been anything

whatever on the other side, and that his own accumulated tortures and

tribulations were all self-inflicted. Adam surely must have some

shadowy inkling that he was not a favourite of Bullstone's, and his

conscience must indicate the reason. Jacob had reached a point of

self-deception from which it was impossible that he could regard

Winter as absolutely innocent in thought. And that being so, might

not the master of Shipley suspect something lay hidden under the

problem to be presented and the offer to be made? Might he not, in

truth, guess at the vital reason for Bullstone's approach?

For some weeks Jacob delayed and wearied himself with this problem.

Had he submitted it to Margery, she had instantly solved it: that he

knew; and he knew how she would solve it. She would assure him that

the last shadows still haunting his mind were unworthy of him and

might well be dismissed. She would declare his suspicion absurd and

reiterate her assurance that he was putting into the mind of Adam

imaginary ideas which had never entered it. But along that road was

danger and he had no desire to reveal thoughts that would check

Margery's present happiness or suggest that he was going back on his

word. She believed him purged. Then a new fear crowded down upon

him. For Margery must presently hear of his offer to Adam, and how

would she take it? If Winter might read into it an inner motive, how

much more certainly would she do so.

Again he hung fire; and then Joseph Elvin died and the need arose for

decision. In the event of failure, he had already determined what he

would do. Indeed the alternative entirely satisfied him, and so far

as Owley Farm was concerned, he had very little real difficulty. All

interested in the matter believed that he was going to allow Robert

Elvin to succeed his father. If, therefore, Adam Winter declined his

offer of Owley, which was the great step he designed to take--it

would be handed to Robert, in whom Jacob felt complete trust. Now

one decision solved the problem of Margery, if she and Adam were

honest. Bullstone decided that none but Winter himself must know of

the offer. Thus, if he declined it, nobody need be any the wiser,

and things might take the course generally anticipated. From this

point another move struck upon Jacob's mind, calculated still further

to ensure secrecy so far as everybody but Adam was concerned. This

came out when the men met on the evening of Joe Elvin's funeral.

Winter, his aunt and many other neighbours, including the Huxams,

Jeremy and his wife, and the party from Red House, saw the dead man

lowered into his grave; and by appointment on the same night, Jacob

visited Shipley Farm to speak with Winter. He had determined to

offer him Owley and make the way smooth; but he had also determined

that the world must suppose the suggestion, if accepted, had come

from Adam and not himself. He had everything at his finger ends, and

had so ordered the matter that not Margery knew whither he was bound,

when he left Red House after supper.

Jacob felt confident that his proposals ought to be accepted, for

Owley was a far stronger and larger farm than Shipley. Its ground

was richer and cleaner, its flocks had direct access to some of the

finest grazing on the moor. Moreover the house was bigger and better

conditioned, while it stood nearer to Brent and the railway than Mr.

Winter's present habitation.

The men sat together and Jacob wasted no time. The vital points he

anticipated.

"As for rent," he said, after detailing his suggestions, "I should

will that to be the same as you pay here--no more and no less. There

are two conditions only: that you take on Bob Elvin, if he would like

you to do so; and that you let it be understood that this suggestion

came from you, not me. That may sound like craft in your ears; but

the point is this: young Elvin hoped that I would trust him to carry

on, and failing you, I should do so. I would, however, naturally

prefer a grown and experienced man; and if you come to me and offer

to go there, nobody could question my wisdom in putting you before

the lad. That's all there is to it; and if you like to go over next

spring, I should be glad."

Nothing but frank gratitude greeted Bullstone's offer. Adam, as the

rest of the world, knew him for a man who did good things in abrupt

and secret ways, and he regarded the suggestion, that he should

improve his state by taking Owley, as one prompted by nothing but the

good-will of the man who made it. That he should have put any other

interpretation upon it was impossible. A kindly man himself, only

prevented by circumstances from generosity, none could have been

quicker to weigh the significance of such a handsome proposal; and

when he replied, after half a minute's silence, he dwelt first on

what he conceived the spirit behind Jacob's speech.

"A mighty good offer and I value it," said Winter. "I'm over and

above pleased, because it shows your large heart, which didn't want

showing, I'm sure, and also your opinion of me. We much like to be

rated high by those we rate high ourselves; and you wouldn't have

said such a thing if you hadn't felt Owley was safe with me. I'm

proud of that."

"So much goes without saying, Winter. I know you'll do all that can

be done and look after it well enough. Here at Shipley, it's making

bricks without straw half your time--a thankless grind. You'd have

an easier and fruitfuller job there."

"I know all that. I was too set on showing my pleasure to go into

the thing for the minute, and if I had only myself to think on, I'd

take you. But there's my aunt and brother."

"Well, they'd be a lot more comfortable than at Shipley."

"Just the opposite. You know how people fit into a place. My old

woman could no more shift now than a snail out of its shell; and if

Sammy thought he'd got to leave Shipley, he'd have the house out of

windows and make a proper tantara. Such a thing would throw him over

altogether, I reckon. It was a terrible business getting him here;

but he was near twenty year younger then."

Jacob regarded him in astonishment. The objections appeared too

slight to be sincere.

"Surely Samuel would soon get used to the thought," he said.

"Not him," answered Adam. "His mind--so to call it--hates change

worse than anything; the leastest trifle altered makes him sulky and

wicked for a month. There's a dangerous side to him none knows but

me. I assure you I'm telling truth. I'd go, and mighty glad to do

so; but while Samuel lives, we can't leave here."

He was so definite that argument did not suggest itself to Bullstone.

His mind was soon burrowing in its accustomed channels; and, grasping

the fact that his offer had been declined, he fell into gloom. He

was full of suspicion at once. The reason for refusal had come so

pat that it seemed as though Adam were prepared with it. Yet he

submitted a most frivolous objection. Jacob had indirectly assured

Winter large increase of prosperity; and was it likely that any

practical man would decline such improved conditions on the plea of

discomfort for a weak-minded brother?

Bullstone began to grow fresh doubts. It was clear that Adam had no

mind to go beyond the immediate radius of Red House. Meantime Winter

spoke and reiterated his gratification.

"I shall always remember it," he said, "and I'd like to brag about

it, if I didn't know you'd deny me. Besides you say it mustn't be

known."

"To nobody," answered Jacob. "If you've turned down the offer once

for all, I can only say I'm sorry and a bit surprised--especially at

the reason you give. Your aunt wouldn't have made much fuss if she

knew you were a gainer, and your poor brother could have been

managed, as you well know how to manage him. However, you say 'no,'

so Bob Elvin shall have it. But not a word about this to anybody--to

anybody whatever. I'll ask you to promise that, please."

"Of course. My word's given."

"Not to any of my people either."

"I quite understand, Bullstone. And may the chance offer for me to

do you a good turn. I'd be glad to get it and take it."

"As for that, you've had your chance to-night, and won't take it,"

answered the other, rising. He refused a drink and went his way.

The night was dark and he dawdled in thought on Shipley Bridge for a

few moments with the din of the river in his ear and one white streak

of the fall, like a ghost, flickering up and down in the blackness of

the rocks beneath. He was disappointed. A thousand doubts and

dismays arose from this reverse. He worked himself into a turmoil

before he reached home, and his native weakness, resolutely opposed

of late, broke from restraint and moved along the old, tormenting

ways. One fact dominated the situation. Winter would not go farther

off, despite the immense advantages of so doing. It followed that to

remain in reality represented for him still greater privileges.

Jacob sank deeper and began to imagine maddening incidents as a

result of this refusal. He saw Winter secretly relating this story

to Margery. Perhaps she would laugh at it. Thus his own defeated

plan liberated the old, insensate terrors and freed a force that

threatened to destroy the fortifications he had lifted with such

toil. The citadel was undefended again. Yet, after the first

assault, he came in a measure back to his newer self and strove to

convince his mind that Adam Winter had told the truth. He tried

desperately hard to make himself believe it, and partially succeeded.

Life at this season demanded much attention. Special work of

preparation for a big dog show was in hand and John Henry would soon

leave his home for Bullstone Farm. Margery mourned the pending loss.

"The house won't be the same without him," she said. But the boy

comforted her. He was full of energy and hungry to begin serious

work, where some day he would reign as master.

"Don't you fret," he begged his mother. "I shall visit you of a

Sunday, and I've promised grandmother to go in to chapel very

regular, so we shall meet there, if not here."

They knew they would see but little of him at Red House, however, and

that moved Margery to sorrow. It was the first empty place, the

first nestling away. His sisters also regretted the coming change;

but Peter, who had always been overshadowed by John Henry, felt no

great concern. As for Jacob, he was indifferent. He knew that his

son did not esteem him, for the lad's character in no way resembled

his own. He was a bustling, pushing youth, steadfast and of fixed

opinions--a Pulleyblank, as Mrs. Huxam delighted to point out.

Thus stress of circumstances for a time intruded; then, with more

leisure, Jacob's spirit lost ground. Events aroused disquiet; paltry

incidents were magnified into ominous evils. He sank to setting

little traps for his wife, but she never fell into them. She did not

even see them; but he suspected that she had seen them, and waited

for her to protest and express indignation. Had she done so, he was

prepared. The fact that she took no notice was set down to cunning

on her part, and it wrought fresh evil within him. Thus secrecy and

ignorance did their work and Margery, entirely absorbed with the

preparations for her son's departure, existed unaware that her

husband had returned to the darkness of his illusions. In truth she

was thinking very little about him at this period. John Henry filled

her thoughts.

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