XIII.

Adrianis lay in the large salon where, two months earlier, they had

dined together in the evening after finding the opal necklace. Damer

had caused a bed to be taken into it and placed in the centre of the

room, as affording more air from the four large windows than was to

be obtained from the inner bedchamber adjoining. He did not give the

true name to the disease in speaking to the people of the hotel; he

spoke merely of cold and fever from a plunge in the hot noonday into

foul canal water; on the local doctor, whom he paid the compliment

of calling in, he enjoined the same reserve.

“The Prince is very rich,” he said, “he will pay for any loss which

may be incurred, any renewal of furniture and of draperies.”

From Adrianis he did not conceal the truth.

Indeed, Adrianis himself said, in a hoarse, faint voice, “I have the

disease which the child had. Cure me if you can, for——”

He did not add why life was more than ever beautiful to him, but the

tears rose into his eyes; the other understood what remained unspoken.

When three in the afternoon sounded from the clock-tower on the south

side of the hotel he raised his head, and, with a despairing gesture,

said to Damer, “She expects me. Go, and explain to her; say I am

ill. Tell her I would get up and keep my tryst if I died at her feet,

but I fear—I fear—the contagion—for her.”

“Lie where you are and you will probably be well in a few days,” said

Damer. “I will leave Stefanio with you and take your message. I shall

soon return. Meanwhile your man knows what to do.”

Stefanio was the valet.

The eyes of Adrianis followed him from the room with longing and

anguish. He was not yet so ill that the apathy of extreme illness

dulled his desires and stilled his regrets. Both were intense as life

still was intense in him. He would have risen and dragged himself to

the Ca’ Zaranegra; but, as he had said, he feared the infection for

her which would be in his voice, in his touch, in his breath, in his

mere presence.

He lay on his back gazing wistfully at the great sunny windows, only

veiled by the gauze of mosquito curtains. He could hear the churning

of the water below as the canal steamers passed up and down; the

softer ripple as oars parted it; he could see a corner of the marbles

of the Salute, with two pigeons sitting side by side on it pruning

their plumage in the sun.

He was not yet afraid, but he was very sorry; he longed to be up and

out in the bright air, and he longed to be in the presence of his

beloved, to ask again and again and again for the confession so dear

to him; to hear it from her lips, to read it in her eyes.

“She loves me, she loves me,” he thought, and he, like a coward,

like a knave, must be untrue to the first meeting she had promised

him!

“Why is it,” he thought, as the tears welled up under his closed

eyelids, “that our better, kinder impulses always cost us so much

more heavily than all our egotisms and all our vices?”

If he had left the little child underneath the barge to drown, would

it not have been better even for the child? The little thing had only

suffered some eighteen hours longer through his rescue.

“Let us do what we ought,” he murmured, in words his mother had often

spoken to him. “The gods will pay us.”

But the gods had been harsh in their payment to him.

He counted the minutes until Damer’s return, holding his watch in

his hot hand. He took docilely what his servant gave him, though to

swallow was painful and difficult.

“What a while he stays!” he thought, restlessly. He envied the other

every moment passed at the Ca’ Zaranegra.

“What did you tell her?” he asked, breathlessly, when Damer at last

returned.

“I told her the truth,” replied Damer, as he placed the thermometer

under the sick man’s armpit. “You have worried and fretted; your

fever has increased.”

“What did she say? She is not angry, or offended?”

“Who can be so at the misfortune of disease? Of course she knows that

you have incurred this misfortune through your own folly.”

“Did she say so?”

“No; I am not aware that she said so. But she no doubt thought it.

She bade me tell you not to agitate yourself.”

“Was that all?”

“She added—for her sake,” said Damer, with a cold, slight smile.

He was truthful in what he repeated; he scorned vulgar methods of

misrepresentation and betrayal. The heavy eyes of Adrianis gleamed

and lightened with joy.

“Thanks,” he said softly, and his hot hand pressed that of his friend.

“I will write to her,” he added. “You can disinfect a note?”

“Yes. But do not exert yourself. Try to sleep.”

He crossed the room and closed the green wooden blinds; he gave an

order to Stefanio, and dipped his hands in a disinfecting fluid; then

he sat down and took up a book. But he could not read. He saw before

him that blanched and frightened face, which a little while before

had been raised to his as the voice of Veronica had cried to him,

“Save him! You will save him? You have so much knowledge, so much

power. You will save him for my sake!”

He had promised her nothing; he had only said briefly, in the

language of people who were fools, that the issue of life and of

death was in the hands of Deity. He had promised her nothing; in his

own way he was sincere. Up to that time he had done everything which

science and experience could suggest to combat the disease.

Adrianis wrote at intervals various pencilled notes to her;

indistinct, feebly scrawled, but still coherent. He pointed to each

when it was written and looked at his friend with supplicating eyes.

He could not speak, for the false membrane filled his throat. Damer

took each little note with apparent indifference.

“To the Countess Zaranegra?” he asked.

Adrianis signed a mute assent. Damer carried each scrap of paper to

the next room, disinfected it, then sent it to its destination. He

was of too proud a temper to use the usual small arts of the traitor.

Once she wrote in reply.

This he did thrice.

“I cannot see, my eyes are too weak,” Adrianis scrawled on its

envelope as the letter was given to him. “Read it to me.”

Damer opened it, and read it aloud. It was short, timid, simple, but

a deep love and an intense anxiety spoke in it. Adrianis took it and

laid his cheek on it with a smile of ineffable peace. It seemed to

give him firmer hold on life.

Adrianis slept peacefully, his cheek on the little letter, as a child

falls to sleep with a favourite toy on its pillow.

He called in a second medical man of the town and two sisters of

charity to replace Stefanio, who grew alarmed for his own safety and

would no longer approach the bed.

“Send for my mother,” said Adrianis, in his choked voice.

“Certainly,” answered his friend. The disease which had fastened on

Adrianis was not one which waits. But Damer telegraphed only to the

Adrianis’ palace in Palermo, and he knew that it was unlikely she

would be in that city in the summer heats of the end of June.

The telegram might be forwarded or it might not; Italian households

are careless in such matters.

But when he murmured once and again, “Send for my mother!” Damer

could, with a clear conscience, reply, “I have telegraphed.”

He sat by the bedside and watched the sick man.

He believed that he would recover.

In the dusk he was told that a lady who was below in her gondola

desired to see him. He descended the stairs, prepared to find

Veronica Zaranegra. She was veiled; he could not see her features,

but he knew her by the turn of her head, the shape of her hand,

before she spoke.

“You come for news of the Prince?” he said, coldly and harshly. “I

can give you none. The disease is always uncertain and deceptive.”

“Let me see him! oh, let me see him!” she murmured. “I came for that.

No matter what they say. No matter what danger there be. Only let me

see him!”

“That is wholly impossible,” replied Damer, in an unchanged tone.

“Why do you come on such errands?”

“Who should see him if not I? Who are you that you should keep me

from him?”

“I am a man of science whose duty it is to protect you from yourself.

Go home, madame, and pray for your betrothed. That is all that you

can do.”

She burst into tears. He heard her sobs, he saw the heaving of her

shoulders and her breast.

“Take your mistress home. She is unwell,” he said to the gondolier,

who waited a moment for his lady’s orders, then, receiving none,

pushed his oar against the steps and slowly turned the gondola round

to go back up the canal.

“Why does she love him?” thought Damer. “Like to like. Fool to fool.

Flower to flower!”

From his soul he despised her, poor lovely, mindless, childlike

creature! But her voice turned his blood to flame; the sound of her

weeping deepened his scorn to hate; the touch of her ungloved hand

was ecstasy and agony in one; he loved her with furious, brutal,

unsparing passion, like lava under the ice of his self-restraint.

He stood in the twilight and looked after the black shape of the

gondola.

“He shall never be yours,” he said in his heart. “Never—never—never!

unless I die instead of him to-night.”

He remained there some minutes whilst the water traffic passed by him

unnoticed and the crowds flocked out from a novena in the Salute.

The day became evening, the lovely roseate twilight of summer in

Venice wore into night, and the night waned into dawn. All the

animation of Venetian life began again to awake with the whirr of the

wings of the pigeons taking their sunrise flight from dome and cupola

and pinnacle and gutter. To the sisters of charity their patient

seemed better; to the surgeons of the city also; Damer said nothing.

“Is he not better?” asked the nun, anxiously.

“I see little amelioration,” replied Damer, and said in a louder

tone to Adrianis, “Your mother has telegraphed; she will soon be

here.”

Adrianis smiled again a smile which lighted up his beautiful brown

eyes and momentarily banished their languor. He felt disposed to

sleep, but he drew his pencil and paper to him and wrote feebly,

“Mme. Zaranegra?”

Damer read the name.

“She came to see you an hour or two ago,” he answered. “But I could

not allow it. Your illness is infectious.”

He spoke in his usual brief, calm, indifferent manner. Adrianis

sighed, but it was a sigh of content; he was half asleep, he turned

on his pillows and drew her little note which he had hidden under

them once more against his cheek.

“He will sleep himself well,” said the nun.

“Let us hope so,” replied Damer; but she heard from his tone that he

did not share her belief.

It was now eleven o’clock.

“Go and rest,” he said to her. “You need it. I will watch to-night.

If there be any necessity for aid I will summon you.”

“Will his mother soon be here?” asked the sister, whose heart was

tender.

“I believe so,” replied Damer.

One of the medical men whom he had summoned came out on to the

balcony to his side.

“The sisters say the prince is better; he seems so,” said his

colleague.

“What do they know?” said Damer; and added less harshly, “It is too

early to be able to make sure of recovery; it is a disease which is

very treacherous.”

“He has youth on his side.”

“Yes; but he is weakened by the effects of a wound he received last

year for which I treated him. His constitution is not prepared to

make so soon again another struggle for existence.”

“You have more knowledge of him than I,” said the Venetian, who was a

meek man, not very wise.

“Come to my laboratory in the Fondamente, and I will show you

something and tell you something,” said Damer.

His Italian colleague, flattered, complied with the request.

What he showed him were three animals, two rabbits and a cat,

inoculated with and dying of diphtheria; what he explained to

him were the theories of Lœffler and Klebs and the discovery of

the presumed antidote by Behring; he also displayed to him some

serum which he had received from Roux, who was only then at the

commencement of his applications of Behring’s theory.

The Venetian doctor inspected and listened with deep respect.

“Why do you not try this treatment on the prince?” he said, which was

what Damer desired and intended him to say.

“I will do so on my own responsibility if he be no better in the

morning,” he replied. “But you will admit that the responsibility

will be great, the theory of the cure being at present unknown to the

general public, and no one of his family being at present in Venice

to authorise the experiment.”

“We are there as your colleagues, and we shall support you,” replied

the more obscure man, touched and flattered by the deference of one

who was in the confidence of French and German men of science.

“If there be no other way, I will take the risk; the risk is less

than that of tracheotomy,” said Damer, as he put the small phial of

serum back into a locked case.

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