X.

After the death of the serving-man, Biancon, the name of the English

scientist and surgeon became known and revered amongst the persons

of his own profession in Venice. The poor man had died certainly

from the shock to the nerves, but that was of small moment. The

operation had been eminently successful, as science counts success.

It had been admirably performed, and had, as he had said to Veronica,

cleared up a doubt which could not, without a human subject, have

been satisfactorily dissipated. His skill, his manual dexterity, his

courage, were themes of universal praise, and more than one rich

person of the Veneto entreated his examination, and submitted to his

treatment.

Adrianis saw but little of him in the daytime, but most evenings in

_prima sera_ they met in the Palazzo Zaranegra. There Damer spoke

little, but he spoke with effect; and, when he was silent, it seemed

to the young mistress of the house that his silence was odiously

eloquent, for it appeared always to say to her: “What a mindless

creature you are! What a mindless creature you love!”

Sometimes it seemed to her to say more; to say across the length of

the lighted, perfumed, flower-filled salon, “And if I forbid your

mutual passion? If I prevent its fruition?”

Out of his presence she ridiculed these ideas, but in his presence

they were realities to her, and realities which alarmed and haunted

her.

“How I wish you had never brought him here—oh, how I wish it!” she

said once to Adrianis.

They were in the Piazza of St. Mark; it was late in the evening; the

gay summer crowd was all around them; the band was playing; the full

moon was above in all her glory; laughter and gay chatter mingled

with the lapping of the water and the splash of oars. In the blaze

of light under the colonnades people were supping and flirting and

jesting, as though they were still in the days of Goldoni.

“Are you not a little unjust to me?” said Adrianis, gently. “I could

not do otherwise, in common honesty, than tell you that it was not

I who had found your opals, and you wished to see and to thank the

person who had done so.”

“Oh, I know! I know!” she said, with an impatient sigh. “Such things

are always one’s own fault. But he killed Biancon, and his very

presence now is painful to me.”

“Tell him so.”

“I dare not.”

“Shall I tell him for you?”

She looked at him with the wistful, alarmed gaze of a frightened

child.

“Oh, no, no! He would be offended. He might quarrel with you. No!

Pray do not do that.”

“His anger has no terrors for me,” he said, with a smile. “But you

know what you wish is my law for silence as for speech.”

“Limonate? Fragolone? Gelate? Confetti?” sang a boy, pushing against

them with his tray of summer drinks, ices, fruits, and sweetmeats.

“Let us go; it is late; and the crowd grows noisy,” said her duenna.

Adrianis accompanied them to their gondola, which was in waiting

beyond the pillars. He did not venture to offer to accompany them,

for the hour was late, and the elder lady, herself a Zaranegra, was

rigid in her construction and observance of etiquette. He watched

the gondola drift away amongst the many others waiting there, and

then turned back to the piazza as the two Vulcans on the clock-tower

beat out on their anvil with their hammers the twelve strokes

of midnight. He saw amongst the crowd the pale and thoughtful

countenance of Damer. Had he heard what the young Countess had said

of him? It was impossible to tell from his expression; he was looking

up at the four bronze horses, as he sat, with an evening paper on his

knee, at one of the little tables, an untouched lemonade standing at

his elbow.

“I did not know you were here,” said Adrianis. “It is too frivolous a

scene for you. Are you longing to dissect the horses of St. Mark’s?”

Damer smiled slightly.

“I fear I should find their anatomy faulty. I am no artist, or art

critic either, or I should venture to say that I object to their

attitude. Arrested motion is a thing too momentary to perpetuate in

metal or in stone.”

Adrianis looked up at the rearing coursers.

“Surely we might as well object to the statue of Colleone because he

sits erect and motionless through centuries?”

“No, that is quite another matter. Colleone is at rest. The horses

yonder are leaping violently.”

“You are too subtle for me! I can only admire. I am an ignorant, you

know. Have you been here long?”

“Half an hour.”

Had he heard? Adrianis wondered. It was impossible to tell.

“I seldom see you now,” he added. “You have become very unsociable.”

“I was not aware that I was ever sociable. People much occupied

cannot be so. You see I have a newspaper and I do not read it; I have

a _bevanda_ and I do not drink it. I have seen the Contessa Zaranegra

and I have not spoken to her.”

It seemed that the reply, which was longer and more jesting than was

the wont of the speaker, was made with intention.

Adrianis was silent. He wished to tell Damer that his presence was

unwelcome to the lady of whom he spoke, but he hesitated; he was

afraid to compromise her, to seem to boast of some confidence from

her.

“Did you know,” he asked in a low tone, “that her poor serving man

would die under the knife?”

Damer gave him a cold, contemptuous glance.

“I do not speak on professional subjects to laymen,” he said, curtly.

“I do not ask you,” replied Adrianis, “from the professional point of

view. I ask you from that of humanity.”

“Humanity does not enter into the question,” said Damer, slightingly.

“I hope you will not regard it as offensive if I ask you to limit

yourself to speaking of what you understand.”

The blood rose into the cheek of Adrianis, and anger leapt to his

lips. He restrained it with effort from utterance. The boundless

scorn which Damer never scrupled to show for him was at times very

chafing and provocative.

“You know, yourself, nothing of sculpture, you admit,” he said,

controlling his personal feeling, “and yet you venture to criticise

the horses of Lysippus.”

“My criticism is sound, and they are not the horses of Lysippus.”

“They may not be. But my criticism is sound too, I think, on your

want of humanity towards poor Biancon.”

Damer cast an evil and disdainful glance at him.

“With regard,” he replied, “to the man Biancon, there could be no

question of either cruelty or kindness. These terms do not enter

into surgical vocabularies. You are well aware that on the stage no

actor could act who felt in any manner the real emotions of his part.

In like degree no surgeon could operate who was unnerved by what

you call ‘humanity’ with regard to his patient. There is no more of

feeling, or want of feeling, in the operator than in the actor. Is it

impossible for you to comprehend that? As for yourself, you do not

care the least for the dead facchino, you only care because a fair

woman who is dear to you has wept.”

He spoke with insolence, but with apparently entire indifference.

Adrianis coloured with displeasure and self-consciousness. It was

the first time that the name of the Countess Zaranegra had been

mentioned between them when out of her presence. It seemed to

him an intolerable presumption in Damer to speak of her. But he

scarcely knew how to reply. With a man of his own rank he would have

quarrelled in such a manner that a sabre duel on the pastures by the

Brenta river would have followed in the morning. But Damer was not

socially his equal, and was a man to whom a year before he had owed,

or had thought that he owed, his restoration to health and life.

“I should prefer that you left the name of that lady out of our

discourse,” he said, in a low tone but with hauteur. “In my world we

do not venture to speak of women whom we respect.”

Damer understood the reproof and the lesson so conveyed.

“I am not of your world,” he said, slightingly. “I have no such

pretensions. And women are to me but subjects of investigation, like

cats—in their bodies, I mean; of their minds and hearts I have no

knowledge. I leave such studies to Paul Bourget and you.”

Then he rose and walked away towards the end of the piazza, where the

opening of the goldsmiths’ street of the Merceria leads to the back

of the clock-tower and the network of narrow passages beyond it.

Adrianis did not detain him, but went himself to his gondola and was

taken the few yards which parted St. Mark’s from his hotel. Sometimes

he slept on board his yacht, but sometimes at the hotel, because

it was nearer to the Ca’ Zaranegra, which he could not see from

his windows, but which he knew were there on the bend of the canal

towards Rialto.

However, he reflected with consolation, in a week or two more

Veronica would go to her father’s villa in the mountains of the

Trentino, and she had given him to understand that she would tell

the duke to invite him. Thither it would be impossible for Damer to

go, even if he should desire to do so, which was improbable. For

Adrianis never suspected the existence of any passion in Damer

except the desire of command, the pleasure which the exercise of a

strong will over weaker ones gave him from its sense of intellectual

dominion.

The words of Damer seemed to him insolent; but he was used to his

insolence, and he did not attribute them to any other feeling than

that coldness of heart which was not new to him in the speaker.

To all interference in, or interrogation concerning, his scientific

or surgical actions and purposes the Englishman had always replied

with the same refusal to permit those whom he called laymen to judge

either the deeds or the motives of his priesthood. It was precisely

the same kind of arrogance and of inflexible secrecy to which

Adrianis had been used in the ecclesiastics who had been set over

him in his boyhood; the same refusal to be interrogated, the same

mystic and unexplained claim of superiority and infallibility.

“If he would only go away!” thought Adrianis, as his gondola glided

over the few hundred yards.

For the next few days he and Damer did not meet; he had arranged an

excursion to Chioggia, and another to Grado, in which small cruises

the Countess Zaranegra and other ladies were on board his schooner.

It was beautiful weather; the sea was smooth and smiling; all that

wealth could do to make the little voyages delightful was done, and

he hoped in the course of them to have some opportunity to force from

the lady of his thoughts some definite assurance of her acceptance

of his love. In this hope he was disappointed.

Damer was not on board the yacht; but as she saw, over the distant

water as they sailed away from Venice, the foundry flames and factory

smoke of the Fondamenti, where his tower stood, she shuddered in the

hot midsummer noon. It seemed as if even from that distance the eyes

of the strange Englishman could see her and lay silence on her lips

and terror on her heart. It was but a morbid fancy; she knew that;

but she could not shake off the impression. Even when far out on the

sunlit green waves of the Adriatic, when Venice had long dropped away

out of sight, the chilliness and oppression of the hallucination

remained with her.

Although she and every one else knew that the water-fêtes were

solely in her honour and for her pleasure, she continued to accept

the homage but to stop short of any actual and decisive words on her

own part. Adrianis believed that her heart was his, and he could

see nothing in the circumstances of either of them which need cause

so much hesitation and doubt. Each was free, each young; each might

run to meet happiness half-way, as children run to catch a ripe

fruit before it has time to fall to earth, and pluck it, warm with

sunlight, or pause, and let it drop ungathered. The position troubled

and galled him, but his nature was sanguine and his temper optimistic.

Adrianis returned to the city, not wholly discouraged, but vexed and

impatient of continual probation and uncertainty.

If he could not persuade her to promise herself to him in Venice he

would follow her to the hills above Goritz, and there decide his

fate. He had little doubt that he would succeed before the summer

should have wholly fled.

“It is getting too warm here; let us go to the mountains,” said her

companion.

“In a few days,” she answered. But the days passed, the weeks passed,

the temperature grew higher, and she still did not move; and Adrianis

stayed also, living chiefly on board his yacht, and Damer still

delayed his departure, passing most of his time behind bolted doors

in his two chambers on the Fondamenti.

What harm could he do? What harm should he do? He was going to the

German university; he would pass out of her existence with the

steamship which should bear him from the Giudecca to Trieste; he

would vanish in the cold, grim, dark north, and she would remain in

the sunshine and laughter and mirth of the south. They had nothing

in common: could have nothing. He belonged to his ghastly pursuits,

his sickening experiments, his merciless ambitions, and she belonged

to herself—and another. So she told herself a hundred times, and out

of his presence her reasoning served to reassure her. But whenever

she saw him a vague, dull fear turned her heart cold. She felt as

helpless as the blythe bird feels when suddenly in the flowering

meadow, where it has made its nest, it sees a snake come gliding

through the grass. The bird trembles, but does not fly away; dares

not fly away. So she dared not dismiss this man from her house, and

had not courage to go herself out of the city, out of reach from

his magnetism. Her nerves felt the same cold terror as was felt by

those of the Venetian brides who were borne away from the feasting

on Castello by the brown arms of the Moorish sea-ravishers. She

endeavoured to conceal what she felt, for she was ashamed of her own

groundless and harmless fears, but they dulled for her the gaiety,

the mirth, the beauty of the summer cruise on the emerald seas.

“You play with your happiness,” said her duenna, angrily, to her.

“I do not play, indeed,” she answered, seriously. “We will go to the

hills the day after to-morrow.”

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