There is another element in this selfhood, to be considered, besides its

conscious importance, and that is free will--itself also unmoral, but

indispensable. For imagine a rational being to be placed in this world,

_without_ free will. He can choose neither wrong nor right. He has a

conscience, but no freedom; no power to choose any thing. It is, I

think, an incongruous and impossible kind of existence; but imagine it.

Evils, troubles, temptations press against this being, and he can do

nothing; he cannot even will to resist. Could there be a condition more

horrible? No; man is a nobler and happier being than this amounts to.

Free will is put in him, on purpose to fight the great battle against

evil. He could not fight, if he could not will. He could not choose the

right, without being free to choose the wrong; for choosing one path

without being at liberty to take the other, would be no choosing. Free

will is to fight the battle. It is a glorious prerogative. And man, I

believe, is out of all proportion, happier, with this power, all its

aberrations included, than he would be without it. I am glad for my

part, that I am not passing through this world, like a car on a

railroad, or turning round like a wheel in a mill; that I can go, this

way or that, take one path or another; that I can read, or write, or

study, or labor, or do business; and that when the great trial-hour,

between right and wrong, comes, though I may choose the wrong, yet that

I _can_ choose the right. What better would there be for me than

this--what better constitution of a rational nature? I know of no better

possible.

Selfhood, then--this interest in ourselves, being seen to be right, and

the play of free will which is a part of it desirable; let us turn

finally to the useful working of the principle. You may have said in

listening to me thus far, "What need of insisting so much upon

self-regard, which we all perfectly well understand?" I doubt whether it

is so well understood; and this must be my apology. We have seen that

the principle is native and necessary to us; let us look a moment, at

its utility.

I am put in charge of myself--of my life, first of all. So strong is the

impulse to keep and defend it, that self-preservation has been called

the first law of our being. But that argues an antecedent

fact--self-appreciation. Why preserve that which we value not? We

defend ourself, because we prize ourself. We defend our life, with the

instant rush of all our faculties to the rescue. "Very selfish," one may

say; "And why does a man care so much for himself; he isn't worth it."

He can't help it. He obeys the primal bond; he is a law to himself. Is

it not well? Man's life would perish in a thousand ways, if he did not

thus care for it. The great, universal and most effective guardianship

over human life everywhere, is--not government nor law, not guns nor

battlements, not sympathy, not society--but this self-care.

I am put in charge of my own comfort, of my sustenance. I must provide

for it. And to provide for it, I must have property--house, land,

stores, means--something that must be my own, and not another's. If I

were an animal, I might find food and shelter in the common storehouse

of nature's bounty. But I have other wants; if I have no provision for

them that is my own; if some godless International League, or Agrarian

Law, could break down all the rights of property, there would be an end

to industry, to order, to comfort, and eventually to life itself.

Whatever evils, whatever monstrous crimes come of the love of gain, its

extinction would be infinitely worse.

I am put in charge of my good name, my place among men. I must regard

it. I am sinking to recklessness about virtue if I cease to value

approbation. Even the martyr, looking to God alone, seeks approval. And

good men's approbation is the reflection of that. To seek honor from men

at the expense of principle, is what the Master condemns--not the desire

of honor. It has been made a question whether the love of approbation

should be appealed to, in schools. It cannot be kept out, from there,

nor from anywhere else. If it could, if the vast network of social

regards, in which men are now held, were torn asunder, society would

fall to pieces.

Finally, I am put in charge of my virtue--of that above all. And that I

must get and keep for myself; no other can do it for me. Another may

stretch out the hand to defend me from a fatal blow; another may endow

me with wealth; another may give me the praise I do not deserve; but no

friendly intervention, no deed of gift, no flattery, no falsity, can

give me inward truth and integrity. That solemn point in human

experience, that question upon which every thing hangs--shall I do

right?--or shall I do wrong?--is shrouded in the secrecy and silence of

my own mind. All the power in the world, cannot do for me the thing that

I must do for myself. To me, to me, the decision is committed.

Now what I have been saying, is this; it is well that that self-regard,

upon which so much is devolved, should be strong; that there should be

no apathy, no indifference, upon this point; that if ever a man wanders

away into recklessness, into idleness, into disgrace, into utter moral

delinquency and lawlessness, he should be brought to a stand, and

brought back again, if possible, by this intense and uncontrollable

regard for himself--for his own well-being. I do not resolve every thing

in human nature, into the desire of well being. I do not say that the

love of life, of property, of reputation, still less of virtue, is the

same as the love of happiness; but I say that to the pursuit of all

these a man is urged, driven, almost forced, by this love of his own

well-being; nay more to the pursuit of the highest eventually, and that,

by the very laws of his nature.

Let us now turn to the other principle which I propose to discuss--that

which opens the whole field of our culture--the principle that carries

us out of, and beyond ourselves.

It has been no part of my design, in discussing the principle of

selfhood, to show the hinderance to culture, and the evil every way,

that come from the abuse of it. That will be sufficiently manifest, if

it be made to appear, that all culture and happiness are found in the

opposite direction. But if I wanted to put this in the strongest light,

I should point to the pain and obstruction which are experienced in a

diseased self-consciousness. It would be a powerful argument for that

going out of self, which I am about to speak of. Self, if it is a

necessary stand-point, is yet liable to be always in our way. A morbid

anxiety about our position, our credit with men, the good or ill opinion

others have of our talents, tastes or merits, causes more misery, I am

inclined to think, than any other form of human selfishness. See a

company of persons, inthralled with music, charmed by eloquence,

transported by some heroic action set before them; and they forget

themselves; they do not think, how they look, how they are dressed, what

others think of them, in their common delight.

The sense of this, I believe it was, that lay at the bottom of the old

Buddhist doctrine of Nirwana--_i.e._, self-oblivion. To lose this

wearisome, diseased self, seemed to Gautama, the great apostle of

Buddhism, to be the chief good. Nirwana has been taken to mean absolute

annihilation. I do not believe the Buddhists meant that; for to me, it

is incredible, that any great sect, numbering millions, should have so

totally given up the natural love of existence, and desire of

immortality; and Max Müller and others have brought that construction

of the Buddhist creed, into doubt. Individuals may go that length.

Unhappy Blanco White, tortured in body and mind, could say that he

desired no more of life, here or hereafter. A German naturalist could

say, "Blessed be the death hour--the time when I shall cease to be." But

this revolt against self and very self-existence, whether ancient or

modern, I advert to, only to show the necessity of going out from it, in

order to build up the kingdom of God within us. It is notable; it is

suggestive; but it is neither healthy, nor true to human nature. Far

truer is that admirable little poem of David Wasson's, originally

entitled "Bugle Notes," which in unfolding the blessing and joy of

existence, touches, I think, the deepest and divinest sense of things.

But let us proceed to consider the law of sacrifice--not sacrifice of

happiness nor improvement, but the finding of both, in going out from

self, to that which is beyond and above it.

A man's thought starts from himself; but if it stopped there, he would

be nothing. All philosophy, science, knowledge presuppose certain

original faculties and intuitions; but not to cultivate or carry them

out, would leave their possessor to be the mere root or germ of a man. A

line in geometry presupposes a point; but unless the point is extended,

there can be no geometry; it is a point barren of all science, of all

culture.

Every intellectual step is a step out of one's self. The philosopher who

studies _himself_, that he may understand his own mind and nature, is

but studying himself objectively; his very self _then_ lies out of

himself, and is an abstraction to him. And the mathematician, the

astronomer, the naturalist, the poet, the artist, each one goes out of

himself. His subject, his theorem, his picture it is, that draws

him--not reward, not reputation. Doubtless Newton or Herschel, when he

left his diagram or his telescope, and seated himself in the bosom of

his family, might say, "We must live; I must have income; and if public

or private men offer to remunerate and sustain me, it is right that they

should do so." But the moment he plunges into deep philosophic

meditation, he forgets all that. Nature has more than a bridal charm,

science more than golden treasures, truth more than pontifical

authority, to its votaries. Not wooing, but worship, is found at its

shrines and altars. In the grand hierarchies of science, of literature,

of art, there is a veritable priesthood, as pure, as unworldly, as can

be found in any church. It is delightful to look upon its work, upon its

calm and loving enthusiasm. The naturalist brings under his microscope,

the smallest and most unattractive specimen of organized matter, and

goes into ecstasies over it, that might seem ridiculous; but no, this is

a piece of _holy nature_--a link in the chain of its majestic harmonies.

And so every intellectual laborer, when his work is noblest, forgets

himself--the lawyer in his case, the preacher in his sermon, the

physician in his patient. Is it not true then, and is it not noteworthy,

that all the intellectual treasures that are gathered to form the

noblest humanity, all the intellectual forces that are bearing it

onward, come of self-forgetting?

Equally true is it--more true if possible, in the moral field. The man

who is revolving around himself, must move in a very small circle.

Vanity, self-conceit, thinking much of one's self, may be the foible of

some able and learned men, but never of the greatest men: because the

wider is the circle of a man's thought or knowledge, at the more points

does he see and feel his limitations. Vanity is always professional,

never philosophic. It belongs to a narrow, technical, never to the

largest, moral culture. And all the moral _forces_ in the world, are

strongest, divinest, when clearest of self. When the public man seeks

his own advancement, more than the public weal, he is no more a

statesman, but a mere politician; and when the reformer cares more for

his own opinion than for the end to be gained, the people will not

regard nor respect him. The world may be very selfish, but it will have

honesty in those whom it permits to serve it.

The truth is that the whole culture of the world, is built on sacrifice;

and all the nobleness in the world lies in that. To show that, it is

only necessary to point to those classes of men and spheres of action,

which exert the widest influence upon the improvement and welfare of

mankind. They will all be found to bear that mark.

Look, first, at the professional teachers of the world--the authors,

artists, professors, schoolmasters, clergymen. In returns of worldly

goods, their services have been paid less, than any other equal ability

and accomplishment in the world. Doubtless there have been exceptions;

some English bishops and Roman prelates have been rich; and some authors

and artists have gained a modest competence. More are doing it now, and

yet more will. But the great body of intellectual laborers, has been

poor. The instruction of the world, has been carried on by perpetual

sacrifice. A grand army of teachers--authors, artists, schoolmasters,

professors, heads of colleges--have been through ages, carrying on the

war against ignorance; but no triumphal procession has been decreed to

it; no spoils of conquered provinces have come to its coffers; no crown

imperial has invested with pomp and power. In lonely watch-towers the

fires of genius have burned, but to waste and consume the lamp of life,

while they gave light to the world.

It is no answer to say that the victims of intellectual toil, broken

down in health or fortune, have counted their work, a privilege and joy.

As well deny the martyr's sacrifice, because he has joyed in his

integrity. And many of the world's intellectual benefactors, have been

martyrs. Socrates died in prison, as a public malefactor; for the

healing wisdom he offered his people, deadly poison was the reward.

Homer had a lot so obscure, at least, that nobody knew his birthplace;

and indeed some modern critics are denying that there ever was any

Homer. Plato travelled back and forth from his home in Athens to the

court of the Syracusan tyrant, regarded indeed and feared, but

persecuted and in peril of life; nay, and once sold for a slave. Cicero

shared a worse fate. Dante, all his life knew, as he expressed it,--

"How salt was a stranger's bread,

How hard the path still up and down to tread,

A stranger's stairs."

Copernicus and Galileo found science no more profitable than Dante found

poetry. Shakspeare had a home; but too poorly endowed to stand long in

his name, after he left it; the income upon which he retired was barely

two or three hundred pounds a year; and so little did his contemporaries

know or think of him, that the critics hunt in vain for the details of

his private life. "The mighty space of his large honors," shrinks to an

obscure myth of a life in theatres of London or on the banks of the

Avon.

I might go on to speak, but it needs not, of the noble philanthropists

and missionaries, often spoken of lightly in these days, because what is

noblest must endure the severest criticism; of inventors, seldom

rewarded for their sagacity and the immense benefits they have conferred

upon the world; of soldiers, our own especially, buried by thousands, in

unknown graves--green, would we fain say, green forever be the mounds

that cover them! Let processions of men and women and children, every

year, bring flowers, bring garlands of honor, to their lowly tombs!

But there is another form of self-consecration which is yet more

essential, and which is universal. And yet _because_ it is essential and

universal, the very life-spring of the world's growth; because it is no

signal benefit, but the common blessing of our existence; because it

moulds our unconscious infancy, and mingles with our thoughtless

childhood, and is an incorporate part of our being, it is apt to be

overlooked and forgotten. The sap that flows up through the roots of the

world--it is out of sight. The stately growths we _see_; the trees that

drop balsam and healing upon the nations, we _see_; the schools, the

universities, the hospitals, which beneficence has builded, we _see_;

but the stream that, through all ages, is flowing from sire to son, is a

hidden current.

It is one of the miracles of the world--this life that is forever

losing, merging itself in a new life. We talk of martyrdoms; but there

are ten thousands of martyrdoms, of which the world never hears.

Beautiful it is to die for our country; beautiful it is to surrender

life for the cause of religious freedom; beautiful to _go forth_, to

bear help and healing to the sick, the wounded, the outcast and forlorn;

but there are those who _stay at home_, alone, unknown, uncelebrated, to

do and to bear more than is ever done, in one brief act of heroism or

hour of martyrdom. In ten thousand homes are those, whose life-long care

and anxiety wear and waste them to the grave. They count it no praise;

they consider it no sacrifice. I speak not, but for the simple truth, of

that which to me, is too holy for eulogy. But meet it is, that a

generation coming into life, which owes its training and culture and

preservation to a generation that is passing away, should be sensible of

this truth--of this solemn mystery of Providence--of this law of

sacrifice, of this outflow from self into domestic, into social life,

which lies at the very roots of the world.

There is one further application of the principle of disinterestedness,

which goes beyond classes and instances such as I have mentioned, and

embraces men simply as fellow-men. Much has been said among us of late

years, and none too much, of the dangers of an extreme individualism. We

began as a religious body, in a strong assertion of the rights of

individual opinion; and we went on in that spirit for a considerable

time; till it seemed, at length, as if we were liable to lose all

coherence and to fall to pieces in utter disintegration. But a few years

ago, moving in that zig-zag line which marks all human progress, we

awoke to the dangers of the situation; and happily found that if we

could not agree upon any technical definition of Christian faith, we

_could_ combine for Christian work. The National Conference was formed;

a new impulse was given; new funds were poured into our treasury; we are

circulating books and tracts more widely than we have ever done before;

we are helping feeble churches and founding new ones, besides doing

something for missions abroad: in short, we are trying to do the work

which, in common with other Christian communions, properly belongs to

us.

But there is another movement, which I regard with equal interest, and

which promises in fact, to go deeper than any thing else we can do. I

allude to those Unions, in which, I think the city of Providence leads

the way: and in which New Bedford, Worcester, and Brooklyn have followed

the example. These associations provide a public room or rooms, well

lighted and warmed, for those who will, to resort to them; but

especially for the young, who most need good culture, entertainment and

encouragement; and in these rooms are found books, pictures, games, and

music perhaps; and classes for regular instruction may be formed, and

lectures occasionally given, or discussions held; in fact, whatever will

contribute to the general improvement and to the pleasant and profitable

passing of social evenings, may be introduced. This kind of institution

is especially adapted to our smaller cities; and may be extended to our

country villages. Our people in the country, live too much apart and

alone; and besides the direct advantages of these gatherings together, a

mutual acquaintance and a kindly feeling would be promoted, which are of

scarcely less importance.

Let me add that there is a new ideal of life, which, I think, is slowly

arising among us; and which, when it is fully carried out, I believe,

will make an impression upon society, never before seen in the world.

This is the idea of mutual helpfulness; of every man's living not to

himself, but to God, in loving and helping his kind. Helpfulness, I

say--that which Mr. Ruskin describes as the most glorious attribute of

God himself; and which has so seized upon his imagination, that he

ventures to substitute for "Holy, holy, holy is the Lord," Helpful,

helpful, helpful, is the Lord God Almighty! This will not do; but it

indicates a glorious tendency of modern thought. The old ideal of life

has been, to get together the means of comfort and enjoyment; to get

wealth, to get a fine house, to get luxuries for wassail and feasting,

or to get books and pictures; and then to sit down and enjoy all this

good estate, and transmit it to fortunate heirs, with little thought of

others--with some charities perhaps, but without taking into heart or

life, the common weal, happiness and improvement of all around.

What a millennium would it begin, if, instead of this, every man should

be thinking, just so far as he can go beyond taking care of his own body

and soul, what he can do for others--not in any merely eleemosynary way;

not merely to instruct and improve men, with the pharisaic assumption of

being better or better off than they; but by acting a brotherly part

towards them, speaking neighborly words, doing neighborly deeds,

smoothing the path, softening the lot, seeing all erring and sorrow, and

joy and worth, as if they were their own; and wherever there is any

difficulty or trial or need, to "lend a hand." Whenever such a spirit

enters into and pervades society, it will make a world, compared with

which, _our_ time will sink back among the dark ages.

In short, when is it, that a man does and is, the highest that he is

capable of? The answer is, when forgetting himself, forgetting

advantage, gain, praise, fame, he pours himself out, in intellectual or

moral, and, any way, beneficent activity. When does culture or art in

him attain to the highest? It is when going beyond all thoughts of

culture and art, he flings himself, in perfect sympathy and free

communion, into the great mass of human interests. It is so that the

greatest things have been achieved in all the higher fields of human

effort--in writing, in eloquence, in painting and sculpture and music;

and it is so, especially, that the doers of great things, have become

the noblest men. "Art for art's sake," has been the motto for culture,

with some. And to a certain extent, that is true. It is fine to work for

the perfection of the work, and without any intrusion of self. But a man

may work so, upon a theme of little or no significance to the world's

improvement or welfare. He may work so, with small thoughts, small

ideals, for which nobody cares, or has any reason to care. But so can he

not work grandly, however finished be the result. Art is for the sake of

something beyond itself. Only when it goes out into great ideals that

mingle themselves with the widest culture and improvement of men, only

when it strikes for the right, for liberty, for country, for the common

weal, does it achieve its end.

We have had literature enough, and have it now, in which the writer

seems hardly to go beyond himself--writing out of himself and into

himself--occupied with making fine sentences, without any earnest

intent; and which readers, used to feed upon the honest bread of plain

English speech, hardly know what to make of. Very fine, these sparkling

sentences may be, very beautiful, very apt to strike with admiration;

but they divert attention with surprises, or cover up thought with

coruscations. They are like gems that lie scattered upon the table; they

are not wrought into any well-woven fabric; they do not move _on_ the

subject to any conclusion.

Men may win great admiration and great fame, but not great love; though

they gain, perhaps, as much as they give. Only by writing out of the

bosom of a great humanity _to_ the great humanity, can one fill the

measure of good art or good culture. Even Goethe, of whom Professor

Seeley says, that "he found every thing interesting except the fact that

Napoleon was trampling upon Germany"--a fatal exception: even Goethe,

with all his art, his marvellous versatility and fine accomplishment,

failed to reach the highest place, either in the best self-culture, or

in men's best love. _Savant_, poet, novelist, of high mark, as he was,

he has no such place as Newton, Wordsworth, and Walter Scott, in men's

love. Schiller and Richter, I believe, are more beloved in Germany, than

Goethe.

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