CHAPTER XX

“THE DECISION MARCIA REACHED”

When Marcia and the little milliner finished compiling the bill for the

length of time that Marcia had boarded and cared for Jason, they did not

know what to do with it. They were in doubt as to whether they should

present it at once or wait until the Morelands made their move and then

use the bill to counteract it. They discussed every phase of the

situation repeatedly. They waited what seemed to them a long time, and

at last it was Marcia who reached a decision for both of them.

“I simply refuse to live in this uncertainty any longer,” she said to

Nancy. “I’m going to take this bill to Ashwater. Albert Rich is the best

lawyer there. In the old days I did a great deal of work for Mrs. Rich.

I believe that he is a considerate man. I know that he has no cause to

love Martin Moreland. I’m going to tell him what I think is necessary.

I’m going to ask his opinion. I’m tired shivering and shaking and being

tortured with fear. I realize that Martin Moreland’s hand is heavy, but

after all, there are two things that are stronger than he—one is public

opinion and the other is God. Both of them would be against him if the

truth were known.”

Nancy thought deeply.

“You are right,” she said. “It isn’t fair that he should keep us

shivering and shaking and make our days unhappy and our nights a terror.

Go to Ashwater. Tell this Albert Rich what you think is necessary. I

can’t see that you need to go into full detail. Make him understand only

what is essential.”

“All right,” said Marcia, “I’m going.”

Nancy put the kettle to boil and brewed a cup of strong tea while Marcia

was dressing, for it could be seen that she was labouring under heavy

mental strain. Nancy followed her to the corner where Marcia took the

daily omnibus that ran between the two towns. She kissed her good-bye

and clung to her hands with a reassuring grip. After she had gone back

to the shop, she condemned herself that she had allowed Marcia to go

alone. She felt niggardly. Why did people let their fear of losing a few

pennies intervene when matters concerning their hearts and their souls

were at stake? What was money that it should make such dreadful things

of men and women? After all, men had made money; it was an emanation of

their brain. It was not one of the things that God had made. It was an

invention by which man, himself, had put upon his soul such shackles as

the Almighty never would have imposed. She wondered why she had not

locked the door and let people think what they would. Was there any

woman in Bluffport who needed a hat so badly that she could not have

waited one day while Nancy sat beside Marcia and gave her the comfort of

the grip of her hand, the sound of her voice, the chance to say a word

here and there that might have distracted her mind from its burden?

Nancy sat trying to think how she would feel if her soul were stained

with the red secret that she realized never ceased to burn and to eat

into the consciousness of her friend. And because she was her friend,

and because she had learned to love Marcia as she loved no one else, the

big tears rolled down her cheeks and several times that day she sewed

their stains under deftly folded velvet.

When Marcia stepped from the omnibus at the courthouse corner in

Ashwater, she realized that some disaster had overtaken the town. Here

and there she saw women weeping and wringing their hands. Little

children scuttled past with terrified faces. Half-grown boys went

running in one direction, their faces small mirrors of their elders’,

their arms loaded with sticks, with bricks, with stones. Men hurried

past, some of them carrying antiquated firearms on their shoulders,

flintlocks, and old army muskets; some of them with guns of modern make,

with revolvers; and there were men in that crowd who carried a grubbing

hoe, the blade of a scythe, a hickory “knockmaul,” or an axe.

She had difficulty in finding any one who would stop long enough to tell

her about the brain-storm that was sweeping Ashwater, but soon she had

the essentials of what had occurred from people with whom she talked

upon the street. She struggled for self-control, but in spite of herself

she grew terribly excited over the recitation of the tragedy that the

Morelands had worked in the lives of Rebecca Sampson, of Mahala, of

Jason, of hundreds of other people.

She had known Rebecca all the years of her residence in Ashwater. She at

once understood that Martin Moreland had lured her, Marcia, from her

home in an adjoining county to the little house in which she had lived

for so many years, for the sole purpose of using her as his tool in

taking care of Jason. He had made love to her in the most alluring

manner possible to him, and hers had been a nature that gave without

question and without fear. For him she had sacrificed relatives and

friends and gone with him willingly. Both the questioning and the fear

she now knew came later, and in an intensified form. What she realized

was, that, through all the best years of her life, under cover of a

menial task, she had been merely a servant for Martin Moreland. It was

not true that he was bound in an unhappy marriage from which he was

vainly striving to free himself, as he had told her in the beginning. He

had never meant to free himself. He had never intended to offer her

marriage and an honourable position. He had planned to take everything

she had to give; to have her take care of the boy, for whom she had

always struggled to keep from forming an attachment, because the threat

had hung over her that any minute he chose Martin Moreland would take

him away.

Her mind was milling over her own problem; there then came the problem

of Rebecca Sampson, and she saw, that even before he had determined on

the wreck of her life, Rebecca had gone down; yet these people were

saying that he had admitted that he was legally married to her. Rebecca

had been weak, a clinging thing, a tender, delicate girl; yet she had a

spirit and a resistance that he could not break; so he had been forced

to marry her. No one on the streets knew from where she had come or who

her people were. They remembered that a young thing lacking mentality

was sheltered by a little house in the outskirts. The few who had tried

to make friends with her in the beginning had been repulsed with insane

spasms so menacing that they had allowed her to go her way, as people in

that day were permitted to go, even though it was known that they lacked

balanced mentality.

Finally, in her mental milling, Marcia reached Mahala, and her soul

sickened over the things that people on the street were saying. By the

hour she had handled Mahala’s little undergarments and wash dresses. She

had mended the delicate laces and the embroideries that Elizabeth

Spellman’s fingers had fashioned. Through the papers and Bluffport

gossip, she had heard of the tragedy that had overtaken her. She had

talked it over with Nancy, and she had said to her: “To save my life, I

cannot believe that Mahala Spellman ever laid her fingers upon anything

that did not belong to her. There must have been some reason, there must

have been some plan on the part of the Morelands to ruin her. If there

was property they could get by doing it, the wreck of a woman’s life

would not stop them.”

Now the motive was furnished. Albert Rich had not hesitated, when the

crisis came, to tell people why Junior wanted to do anything that would

hurt and humiliate Mahala.

Finally, she reached Jason. She found herself saying aloud: “Jason was a

good boy. If I had been permitted, I could have made life different for

him.”

Not knowing what the outcome of the trouble in Ashwater would be, Marcia

felt that since the Morelands had come into the open and were doing

terrible things to other people, her time would soon come. They would

crush her as they had crushed Rebecca, Mahala and her mother, Mr.

Spellman and the other men who had fallen into their power in a

financial way—these other men who were raging up and down before the

courthouse block in the main business square of the town, like

blood-thirsty hyenas.

It seemed to Marcia that in order to collect her thoughts, she must get

away from people, she must go where her mind would not be diverted by

what she was seeing and hearing on the streets. She had thought that she

might find refuge in the office of Albert Rich, and she had gone there,

but it was locked and when she inquired for him, she had been told that

he was in the bank. No one knew what was happening there or when he

could be seen. Then Marcia followed an impulse she could not define, did

not realize that she was following. Her face turned to a familiar

direction; her feet carried her on a well-known path. She went straight

to the house in the outskirts where she and Jason had spent so many

years together. The whole place had been changed. It was now

comfortable. It was gay with paint; there was grass in the dooryard;

there were flowers blooming in small round and square beds and lining

the inside of the new fence. There was a carefully tended garden, but

she could see no one and hear no one as she paced up and down before it.

She thought that the people, who evidently were living happily there,

must have been drawn down town by the excitement.

Being very tired, Marcia went slowly up the walk. She sat on a chair on

the veranda shaded by the big, widely branching maple tree, and there

she tried to think. It was quiet and a robin was singing in the

branches, but she found that her brain, her heart and her blood, were in

such turmoil that she was unable to sit still. So she left the veranda,

and following the street to where it reached the country, she took up a

foot path across a meadow and at last she entered the wood behind the

house where Jason had taken refuge as a child.

Tired out at last, she sat on a log in the stillness of the deep wood,

and there she tried again to think. But she found that instead of

thinking, she was seeing things. As she looked at the dark floor of the

forest with the great trees, the thickness of the bushes, she began to

see a vision of the night of horror that a terrified boy must have spent

there when he fled before the wrath of Martin Moreland. As if she really

had shared that night with him she saw the things that had tortured him.

She visioned his return to the deserted house and his grief and

loneliness when he had found himself abandoned. She remembered what she

had been told of the success that he had made of life, of how he had

prospered in partnership with Peter Potter, and how his love of land had

culminated in his efforts for Mahala and himself.

Into her vision there came the pathetic figure of Rebecca, hiding the

bloom and the beauty of her young face, proclaiming herself everywhere

she went with her self-imposed emblem of purity, trying to convey to

others the belief that possessed her that her soul was white even as she

suffered torments in the fear that it was scarlet. Marcia thought of the

long path over which Rebecca had journeyed. She even tried a mental

estimate of the hundreds of miles that one woman’s feet had travelled,

driven in insane unrest from point to point. She recalled having been

told that in three different states the white flag had been seen, a

voice had been bravely lifted exhorting every one to acknowledge the

love of the Saviour, His power to heal. Marcia, in imagination, saw

Rebecca’s waving banner gleaming in the light, her tireless eyes always

searching from side to side, looking at the arms of every person

carrying a child, peering into the little buggies in which women dragged

after them the babies they had brought into life through love, and were

permitted to keep. She thought of Rebecca a long time and wondered who

her people might have been and where her home might be; she thought of

the price that she had paid to protect her honour, and very slowly a

resolve began forming in Marcia’s heart.

Into her vision Mahala came flying down the village street, her feet

scattering the gold and red leaves of the maples of autumn, her broad

hat hanging across her throat by its ties, her pretty, wide skirts blown

around her, as she dexterously rolled a gay hoop before her. She thought

of the girl’s youth and her beauty, and of how she had been stripped of

her parents, her home, her friends, and worse than all that, of her

honour.

Then Marcia saw a woman coming toward her through the forest, a woman of

her own height and form, a woman of her own face, but she wore a long,

trailing robe of scarlet, and she was lost. Her outstretched hands

seemed to be feeling their way, her eyes were not efficient; they were

looking up, but they were not helping her feet to find the path.

Sometimes as Marcia saw her in a shaft of sunlight, there was the hope

in her heart that the stumbling creature might find the way; sometimes

she saw her standing lost in deep darkness, but always one hand was

covering her heart, and always she was stumbling over the scarlet robe

that trailed around her and seemed to creep up to her arms and her

shoulders like the hot scorching of a flame.

Finally, the figures of the two Morelands came through the forest. They

were like giants that had broken into the wood. They did not seem to be

made of flesh and blood; they did not seem to be men like Mahlon

Spellman and Albert Rich and Doctor Grayson and the Presbyterian

minister; they seemed to be made of bronze or iron, while their hands

were huge, without hesitation crushing little children, frail women, and

weaker men; they reached out and wrested from people their homes, their

most precious possessions, and with heavy feet they trampled upon

everything that came in their path.

Then she saw the son leave the father and advance toward her, his

unsparing hands outstretched, his feet ready to trample, on his face the

sneer that had been there when he had entered her place of business and

found enjoyment in dealing the blow that had struck the light from her

eyes and hope from her heart.

Suddenly, Marcia arose and slipped through the wood in the dark,

inconspicuous dress she had selected to wear. When she came to the open,

she was amazed to find that it was night. Fully half the day she had

struggled alone in the forest. She came from it with one determination

fixed in her mind. She went to the business part of the town, being

unnoticed among the throngs that still crowded the streets, until she

reached the bank. She was familiar with the back part of it. She watched

her chance, slipped down the alley, climbed the back stairs, and tried

the door. It was locked, but she easily climbed through the open window

into the room that bore Junior’s name above the side stairs.

The flares of light on the street lit the office intermittently. She

walked around the room. She went to Junior’s big desk; she sat down in

his chair in front of it. She looked over the books and the litter of

papers that were piled on it. She moved slowly and deliberately. Then

she began opening the drawers in front of her. In the top right-hand one

lay a big revolver. It seemed to fascinate her. She picked it up and

fitted it to her hand. She laid her fingers upon the trigger. Then she

heard a rush of footsteps coming up the inside stairway from the private

room of Martin Moreland. Snatching up the revolver, she shoved the

drawer shut, and running across the room, entered a closet the door of

which was standing slightly ajar.

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