CHAPTER V

INTERCESSION

Babe tiptoed up the first flight, walked solidly and boldly up the

second, and ran up the third. She had decided to have a talk with Sheila,

to soothe her indignation, and, if possible, to explain Dickie. It seemed

to Babe that Dickie needed explanation.

Sheila's room was at the top of the house--the very room, in fact, whose

door opened on the bird cage of a balcony between two cupolas. Babe came

to the door and knocked. A voice answered sharply: "Come in," and Babe,

entering, shut the door and leaned against it.

It was a small, bare, whitewashed room, with a narrow cot, a washstand,

a bureau, and two extraordinary chairs--a huge one that rocked on

damaged springs, enclosed in plaited leather like the case of an

accordion, and one that had been a rocker, but stood unevenly on its

diminished legs. Babe had protested against Momma's disposal of the

"girl from Noo York," and had begged that Sheila be allowed to share her

own red, white, and blue boudoir below. But Sheila had preferred her

small room. It was red as a rose at sunset, still and high, remote from

Millings, and it faced The Hill.

Now, the gaslight flared against the bare walls and ceiling. Sheila's

hat and coat and muff lay on the bed where she had thrown them. She

stood, looking at Babe. Her face was flushed, her eyes gleamed, that

slight exaggeration of her chin was more pronounced than usual.

Babe put her head on one side. "Oh, say, Sheila, why bother about Dickie.

Nobody cares about Dickie. He'll get a proper bawlin'-out from Poppa

to-morrow. But I'd think myself simple to be scared by him. He's

harmless. The poor kid can't half help himself now. He got started when

he was awful young."

"Oh," said Sheila, as sharply as before, stopping before Babe, "I'm not

frightened. I'm angry--angry at myself. I _like_ Dickie. I like him!"

Babe's lips fell apart. She sat down in the accordion-plaited chair and

rocked. A squealing, shaking noise accompanied the motion. Her fingers

sought and found against the chair-back a piece of chewing-gum which she

had stuck there during her last visit to Sheila. Babe hid and resurrected

chewing-gum as instinctively as a dog hides and resurrects his bones.

"I can _see_ you likin' Dickie," she remarked ironically.

"But I do, I tell you! He was sweet. He didn't say a word or do a thing

to frighten me--"

"But he was full, Shee, you know he was."

"Yes. He'd been drinking. I smelt it. And he didn't walk very straight,

and he was a little mixed in his speech. But, all the same, he was as

good as gold. And friendly and nice. I might have walked home quietly

with him and sent him away at the door. And he wouldn't have been seen by

his father." Sheila's eyes filled. "It was dreadful--to--to knock him

down the steps!"

"Say, if you'd had as much to put up with from Dickie as Poppa's had--"

"Oh," said Sheila in a tone that welled up as from under a weight, "if I

had always lived in Millings, I'd drink myself!"

Babe looked red and resentful, but Sheila's voice rushed on.

"That saloon is the only interesting and attractive place in town. The

only thrilling people that ever come here go in through those doors. I've

seen some wonderful-looking men. I'd like to paint them. I've made some

drawings of them--men from over there back of the mountains."

"You mean the cowboys from over The Hill, I guess," drawled Babe

contemptuously. "Those sagebrush fellows from Hidden Creek. I don't think

a whole lot of them. Put one of them alongside of one of our town boys!

Why, they don't speak good, Sheila, and they're rough as a hill trail.

You'd be scared to death of them if you knew them better."

"They look like real men to me," said Sheila. "And I never did

like towns."

"But you're a town girl."

"I am not. I've been in cities and I've been in the country. I've never

lived in a town."

"Well, there'll be a dance one of these days next summer in the Town

Hall, and maybe you'll meet some of those rough-necks. You'll change your

mind about them. Why, I'd sooner dance with a sheep-herder from beyond

the bad-lands, or with one of the hands from the oil-fields, than with

those Hidden Creek fellows. Horse-thieves and hold-ups and Lord knows

what-all they are. No account runaways. Nothing solid or respectable

about them. Take a boy like Robert, now, or Jim--"

Sheila put her hands to her ears. Her face, between the hands, looked

rather wicked in a sprite-like fashion.

"Don't mention to me Mr. James Greely of the Millings National Bank!"

Babe rose pompously. "I think you're kind of off your bat to-night,

Sheila Arundel," she said, chewing noisily. "First you run out at night

with the mercury at 4 below and come dashing back scared to death,

banging at the door, and then you tell me you like Dickie and ask me not

to mention the finest fellow in Millings!"

"The finest fellow in the finest city in the world!" cried Sheila and

laughed. Her laugh was like a torrent of silver coins, but it had the

right maliceful ring of a brownie's "Ho! Ho! Ho!"

Babe stopped in the doorway and spoke heavily.

"You're short on sense, Sheila," she said. "You're kind of dippy ...

going out to look at the stars and drawing pictures of that Hidden Creek

trash. But you'll learn better, maybe."

"Wait a minute, Babe!" Sheila was sober again and not unpenitent. "I'm

coming down with you. I want to tell your father that Dickie was sweet to

me. I don't want him to--to--what was it he was going to do to-morrow?"

"Bawl Dickie out."

"Yes. I don't want him to do that. It sounds awful."

"Well, it is. But it won't hurt Dickie any. He's used to it."

Babe, forgiving and demonstrative, here forgot the insult to Millings and

Jim Greely, put her arm round Sheila, and went down the stairs, squeezing

the smaller girl against the wall.

"I guess I won't go with you to see Poppa," she said, stopping at the top

of the last flight. "Poppa's kind of a rough talker sometimes."

Sheila looked rather alarmed. "You mean you think he--he will bawl me

out?"

"I wouldn't wonder." Babe smiled, showing a lump of putty-colored

chewing-gum between her flashing teeth.

Sheila stood halfway down the stairs. She had not yet quite admitted to

herself that she was afraid of Sylvester Hudson and now she did admit it.

But with a forlorn memory of Dickie, she braced herself and went slowly

down the six remaining steps. The parlor door was shut and back of it to

and fro prowled Sylvester. Sheila opened the door.

Hudson's face, ready with a scowl, changed. He came quickly toward her.

"Well, say, Miss Sheila, I am sure-ly sorry--"

Sheila shook her head. "Not half so sorry as I am, Mr. Hudson. I came

down to apologize."

He pulled out a chair and Sheila sat down. Sylvester placed himself

opposite to her and lighted a huge black cigar, watching her meanwhile

curiously, even anxiously. His face was as quiet and sallow and gentle as

usual. Sheila's fear subsided.

"_You_ came down to apologize?" repeated Hudson. "Well, ma'am, that

sounds kind of upside down to me."

"I behaved like a goose. Your son hadn't done or said anything to

frighten me. He was sweet. I like him so much. He was coming home and saw

me walking off alone, and he thought that I might be lonely or frightened

or fall into the snow--which I did"--Sheila smiled coaxingly; "I went

down up to my neck and Dickie pulled me out and was--lovely to me. It

wasn't till I was halfway down the hill that I--that it came to me, all

of a sudden, that--perhaps--he'd been drinking--"

"Perhaps," said Sylvester dryly. "It's never perhaps with Dickie."

Sheila's eyes filled. For a seventeen-year-old girl the situation was

difficult. It was not easy to discuss Dickie's habit with his father.

"I am so--sorry," she faltered. "I behaved absurdly. Just because I saw

that he wasn't quite himself I ran away from him and made a scene. Truly,

Mr. Hudson, he had not said or done anything the least bit horrid. He'd

been sensible and nice and friendly--Oh, dear!" For she saw before her a

relentless and incredulous face. "You won't believe me now, I suppose!"

"I can't altogether, Miss Sheila, for I reckon you wouldn't have run away

from a true-blue, friendly fellow, would you?"

"Yes, Mr. Hudson, I would. Because, you see, I did. It was just a sort of

panic. Too much moonshine."

"Yes, ma'am. Too much moonshine inside of Dickie. I hope"--he leaned

toward her, and Sheila, the child, could not help but be flattered by his

deference--"I hope you're not thinking that Dickie's unfortunate habit is

my fault. I'm his father and I own that saloon. But, all the same, it's

not my fault nor The Aura's fault either. I never did spoil Dickie. And

I'm a sober man myself. He's just naturally ornery, no account. He always

was. I believe he's kind of lacking in the upper story."

"Oh, _no_, Mr. Hudson!"

The protest was so emphatic that Sylvester pulled his cigar out of his

mouth, brushed away the smoke, and looked searchingly at Sheila. She was

sitting very straight. Against the crimson plush of an enormous

chair-back her small figure looked extravagantly delicate and her little

pointed fingers on the arms, startlingly white and fine. A color flamed

in her cheeks, her eyes and lips were possessed by the remorseful

earnestness of her appeal.

"Well, say, if _you_ think not!" Sylvester narrowed his eyes and thrust

the cigar back into a hole made by his mouth for its reception; "you're

the first person that hasn't kind of agreed with me on that point. I

can't see why he took to the whiskey, anyway. Moderation's my motto and

always was. It's the motto of The Aura. There ain't a bar east nor west

of the Rockies, Miss Sheila, believe _me_, that has the reputation for

decency and moderation that my Aura has. She's classy, she's

stylish--well, sir--she's exquisite"--he pronounced it ex-_squis_it--"I

don't mind sayin' so. She's a saloon in a million. And she's famous. You

can hear talk of The Aura in the best clubs, the most se-lect bars of

Chicago and Noo York and San Francisco. She's mighty near perfect. Well,

say, there was an Englishman in there one night two summers ago. He was

some Englishman, too, an earl, that was him. Been all over the world,

east, west, and in between. Had a glass in his eye--one of those fellers.

Do you know what he told me, Miss Sheila? Can you guess?"

"That The Aura was classy?" suggested Sheila bravely.

"More'n that," Sylvester leaned farther toward her and emphasized his

words with the long forefinger.

"'It's all but perfect'--that's what he said--'it only needs one thing to

make it quite perfect!'"

"What was the thing?"

But Hudson did not heed her question. "Believe me or not, Miss Sheila,

that saloon--"

"But I do believe you," said Sheila with her enchanting smile. "And

that's just the trouble with Dickie, isn't it? Your saloon is--must

be--the most fascinating place in Millings. Why, Mr. Hudson, ever since I

came here, I've been longing to go into it myself!"

She got up after this speech and went to stand near the stove. Not that

she was cold--the small room, which looked even smaller on account of its

huge flaming furniture and the enormous roses on its carpet and

wall-paper, was as hot as a furnace--but because she was abashed by her

own speech and by his curious reception of it. The dark blood of his body

had risen to his face; he had opened his eyes wide upon her, had sunk

back again and begun to smoke with short, excited puffs.

Sheila thought that he was shocked and she was very close to tears. She

blinked at the stove and moved her fingers uncertainly. "Nice girls," she

thought, "never want to go into saloons!"

Then Sylvester spoke. "You're a girl in a million, Miss Sheila!" he

said. His voice was more cracked than usual. Sheila transferred her

blinking, almost tearful look from the stove to him. "You're a heap too

good for dish-washing," said Sylvester.

For some reason the girl's heart began to beat unevenly. She had a

feeling of excitement and suspense. It was as if, after walking for many

hours through a wood where there was a lurking presence of danger, she

had heard a nearing step. She kept her eyes upon Sylvester. In his there

was that mysterious look of appraisal, of vision. He seemed nervous,

rolled his cigar and moved his feet.

"Are you satisfied with your work, Miss Sheila?"

Sheila assembled her courage. "I know you'll think me a beast, Mr.

Hudson, after all your kindness--and it isn't that I don't like the work.

But I've a feeling--no, it's more than a feeling!--I _know_ that your

wife doesn't need me. And I know she doesn't want me. She doesn't like to

have me here. I've been unhappy about that ever since I came. And it's

been getting worse. Yesterday she said she couldn't bear to have me

whistling round her kitchen. Mr. Hudson"--Sheila's voice broke

childishly--"I can't help whistling. It's a habit. I couldn't work at all

if I didn't whistle. I wouldn't have told you, but since you asked me--"

Sylvester held up his long hand. Its emerald glittered.

"That's all right," he said. "I wanted to learn the truth about it.

Perhaps you've noticed, Miss Sheila, that I'm not a very happy man at

home."

"You mean--?"

"I mean," said Sylvester heavily--"_Momma_."

Sheila overcame a horrible inclination to laugh.

"I'm so sorry," she said uncertainly. She was acutely embarrassed, but

did not know how to escape. And she _was_ sorry for him, for certainly it

seemed to her that a man married to Momma had just cause for unhappiness.

"I ought to be ashamed of myself for bringing you here, Miss Sheila. You

see, that's me. I'm so all-fired soft-hearted that I just don't think.

I'm all feelings. My heart's stronger than my head, as the palmists say."

He rose and came over to Sheila; standing beside her and smiling so that

the wrinkle stood out sharply across his unwilling lip. "Did you ever go

to one of those fellows?" he asked.

"Palmists?"

"Yes, ma'am. Well, now, say, did they ever tell you that you were

going to be the pride and joy of old Pap Hudson? Give me your little

paw, girl!"

Sheila's hand obeyed rather unwillingly her irresolute, polite will.

Hudson's came quickly to meet it, spread it out flat in his own long

palm, and examined the small rigid surface.

"Well, now, Miss Sheila, I can read something there."

"What can you read?"

"You're goin' to be famous. You're goin' to make Millings famous. Girl,

you're goin' to be a picture that will live in the hearts of fellows and

keep 'em warm when they're herding winter nights. The thought of you is

goin' to keep 'em straight and pull 'em back here. You 're goin' to be

a--a sort of a beacon light."

He was holding her slim hand with its small, crushable bones in an

excited grip. He was bending forward, not looking at the palm, but at

her. Sheila pulled back, wincing a little.

"What do you mean, Mr. Hudson? How could I be all that?"

Sylvester let her go. He began to pace the room. He stopped and looked at

her, almost wistfully.

"You really think that I've been kind of nice to you?" he asked.

"Indeed, you have!"

"I'm not a happy man and I've got to be sort of distrustful. I haven't

got much faith in the thankfulness of people. I've got fooled too often."

"Try me," said Sheila quickly.

He looked at her with a long and searching look. Then he sighed.

"Some day maybe I will. Run away to bed now."

Sheila felt as if she had been pushed away from a half-opened door.

She drew herself up and walked across the huge flowers of the carpet.

But before going out she turned back. Sylvester quickly banished a

sly smile.

"You won't be angry with Dickie?" she asked.

"Not if it's going to deal you any misery, little girl."

"You're _very_ kind to me."

He put up his hand. "That's all right, Miss Sheila," he said. "That's all

right. It's a real pleasure and comfort to me to have you here and I'll

try to shape things so they'll suit you--and Momma too. Trust _me_. But

don't you ask me to put any faith in Dickie's upper story. I've climbed

up there too often. I'll give up my plan to go round there to-morrow

and--" He paused grimly.

"And bawl him out?" suggested Sheila with one of her Puckish impulses.

"Hump! I was going a little further than that. He would likely have done

the bawlin'. But don't you worry yourself about Dickie. He's safe for

this time--so long's you don't blame me, or--The Aura."

His voice on the last word suffered from one of its cracks. It was as

though it had broken under a load of pride and tenderness.

Sheila saw for a moment how it was with him. To every man his passion and

his dream: to Sylvester Hudson, his Aura. More than wife or child, he

loved his bar. It was a fetish, an idol. To Sheila's fancy Dickie

suddenly appeared the sacrifice.

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