CHAPTER XXV.

DAY IS DAWNING.

In the quiet chamber in the ancient hunting-castle, on the spot

formerly occupied by the little bed, a casket now stood on two chairs

near a wooden crucifix.

Freyer had returned, bringing the body of his child. He had telegraphed

to the countess, but received in reply only a few lines: "She was

compelled to set off on a journey at once, her mind was so much

affected that her physician had advised immediate change of scene to

avert worse consequences."

A check was enclosed to defray the funeral expenses and bestow a sum on

Josepha "as a recognition of her faithful service," sufficient to

enable her to live comfortably in case she wished to rest. Josepha

understood that this was a gracious form of dismissal. But the royal

gift which expressed the countess' gratitude did not avail to subdue

the terrible rancor in her soul, or the harshness of this dismissal.

Morning was dawning. Josepha was changed by illness almost beyond

recognition, yet she had watched through the night with Freyer beside

the coffin. Now she again glanced over the letter which had come the

evening before. "She doesn't venture to send me away openly, and wants

to satisfy me with money, that I may go willingly. Money, always money!

I was forced to give up the child, and now I must lose you, too, the

last thing I have in the world?" she said to Freyer, who was sitting

silently beside the coffin of his son. Tearing the cheque, she threw it

on the floor. "There are the fragments. When the child is buried, I

know where I shall go."

"You will not leave here, Josepha, as long as I remain. Especially now

that you are ill. I have been her servant long enough. But this is the

limit where I cease to yield to her caprices. She cannot ask me to give

you up also, my relative, the only soul in my boundless solitude. If

she did, I would not do it, for--no matter how lowly my birth, I am

still her husband; have I no rights whatever? You will stay with me, I

desire it, and can do so the more positively as my salary is sufficient

to support you. So you need accept no wages from her."

"Yes, tell her so, say that I want nothing--nothing except to stay with

you, near my angel's grave." Sobs stifled her words. After a time, she

continued faintly: "I shall not trouble her long, you can see that."

"Oh, Josepha, don't fancy such things. You are young and will recover!"

said Freyer consolingly, but his eyes rested anxiously upon her.

She shook her head. "The child was younger still, yet he died of

longing for his mother, and I shall die of the yearning for him."

"Then let me send for a doctor--you cannot go on in this way."

"Oh, pray don't make any useless ado--it would only be one person more

to question me about the child, and I shall be on thorns while I am

deceiving him. You know I never could lie in my life. Leave me in

peace, no doctor can help me."

Some one rang. Josepha opened the door. The cabinetmaker was bringing

in a little coffin, which was to take the place of the box containing

the leaden casket. Her black dress and haggard face gave her the

semblance of a mother mourning her own child. Nothing was said during

the performance of the work. Josepha and Freyer lifted the metal casket

from the chest and placed it in the plain oak coffin. The man was paid

and left the room. Freyer hastened out and shook the snow from some

pine branches to adorn the bier. A few icicles which still clung to

them thawed in the warm room, and the drops fell on the coffin--the

tears of the forest! The last scion of the princely House of

Prankenberg lay under frost-covered pine boughs; and a peasant mourned

him as his son, a maid servant prepared him for his eternal rest. This

is the bloodless revolution sometimes accomplished amid the ossified

traditions of rank, which affords the insulted idea of universal human

rights moments of loving satisfaction.

The two mourners were calm and quiet. They seemed to have a premonition

that this moment possessed a significance which raised it far above

personal grief.

An hour later the pastor came--a few men and maid-servants formed the

funeral procession. Not far from the castle, in the wood, stood a

ruinous old chapel. The countess had permitted the child to be buried

there because the churchyard was several leagues away. "It is a great

deal of honor for Josepha's child to be placed in the chapel of a noble

family!" thought the people. "If haughty old Count Wildenau knew it, he

would turn in his grave!" The coffin was raised and borne out of the

castle. Josepha, leaning on Freyer, followed silently with fixed,

tearless eyes and burning cheeks. Yet she succeeded in wading through

the snow and standing on the cold stone floor in the chilly chapel

beside the grave. But when she returned home, the measure of her

strength was exhausted. Her laboring lungs panted for breath; her icy

feet could not be warmed; her heart, throbbing painfully, sent all the

blood to her brain, which burned with fever, while her thoughts grew

confused. The terrible chill completed the work of destruction

commenced by grief. Freyer saw it with unutterable sorrow.

"I must get a doctor!" he said gently. "Come, Josepha, don't stare

steadily at the empty space where the body lay. Come, I will take you

to my room and put you on the bed. Everything there will not remind you

of the boy."

"No, I will stay here," she said, with that cruelty to herself,

peculiar to sick persons who do not fear death. "Just here!" She clung

to the uncomfortable sofa on which she sat as if afraid of being

dragged away by force.

Freyer hastily removed the chairs which had supported the coffin, the

crucifix, and the candles.

"Yes, put them out, you will soon need them for me. Oh, you

kind-hearted man. If only you could have the happiness you deserve. You

merited a better fate. Ah, I will not speak of what she has done to me,

but her sins against you and the child nothing can efface--nothing!" A

fit of coughing almost stifled her. But it seemed as if her eyes

continued to utter the words she had not breath to speak, a feverish

vengeance glittered in their depths which made Freyer fairly shudder.

"Josepha," he said mildly, but firmly. "Sacrifice your hate to God, and

be merciful. If you love me, you must forgive her whom I love and

forgive."

"Never!" gasped Josepha with a violent effort "Joseph--oh! this pain in

my chest--I believe it is inflammation of the lungs!"

"Alas!--and there is no one to send for the doctor. The men are all in

the woods. Go to bed, I beg you, there is not a moment to be lost, I

must get the doctor myself. I will send the house-maid to you. Keep up

your courage, I will be as quick as I can!"

And he hurried off, forgetting his grief for his child in his anxiety

about the last companion of his impoverished life.

The house-maid came in and asked if she could do anything, but Josepha

wanted no assistance. The anxious girl tried to persuade her to go to

bed, but Josepha said that she could not breathe lying down. At last

she consented to eat something. The nourishment did her good, her

weakness diminished and her breathing grew easier. The girl put some

wood in the stove and returned to her work in the kitchen. Josepha

remained lost in thought. To her, death was deliverance--but Freyer,

what would become of him if he lost her also? This alone rendered it

hard to die. The damp wood in the stove sputtered and hissed like the

voices of wrangling women. It was the "fire witch," which always

proclaims the approach of any evil. Josepha shook her head. What could

be worse than the evil which had already befallen her poor cousin and

herself? The fire witch continued to shriek and lament, but Josepha did

not understand her. A pair of crows perched in an old pine tree outside

the window croaked so suddenly that she started in terror.

Ah, it was very lonely up here! What would it be when Freyer lived all

alone in the house and waited months in vain for the heartless woman

who remembered neither her husband nor her child? She had not troubled

herself about the living, why should she seek the little grave where

lay the _dead_?

A loud knock on the door of the house echoed through the silence.

Josepha listened. Surely it could not be the doctor already?

The maid opened it. Heavy footsteps and the voices of men were heard in

the entry, then a dog howled. The stupid servant opened the door of the

room and called: "Jungfer Josepha, here are two hunters, who are so

tired tramping over the snow that they would like to rest awhile. Can

they come in? There is no fire anywhere else!"

Josepha, though so ill, of course could not refuse admittance to the

freezing men, who were already on the threshold. Rising with an effort

from the sofa, she pushed some chairs for the strangers near the stove.

"I am ill," she said in great embarrassment--"but if you wish to rest

and warm yourselves here, I beg--"

"We are very grateful," said one of the hunters, a gentleman with a red

moustache and piercing eyes. "If we do not disturb you, we will gladly

accept your hospitality. We are not familiar with the neighborhood and

have lost our way. We came from beyond the frontier and have been

wading through the snow five hours."

Meanwhile, at a sign from Josepha, the maid-servant had taken the

gentlemen's cloaks and hunting gear.

"See, this is our booty," said the other hunter. "If we might invite

you to dine with us, I should almost venture to ask if this worthy lass

could not roast the hare for us? Our cousin, Countess Wildenau, will

surely forgive us this little trespass upon her preserves."

"Are you relatives of Countess Wildenau?"

"Certainly, her nearest and most faithful ones!"

Josepha, in her mortal weakness felt as if crushed by the presence of

these strangers--with their heavy hunting-boots and loud voices. She

tried to take refuge in the kitchen on the pretense of roasting the

hare herself. But both gentlemen earnestly protested against it.

"No, indeed, that would be fine business to drive you out of your room

when you are ill! In that case, we must leave the house at once."

The red-bearded gentleman--Cousin Wildenau himself--sprang from his

chair and almost forced Josepha to go back to her sofa.

"There, my dear--madam--or miss? Now do me the honor to take your seat

again and allow us to remain a short time unto the roast is ready, then

you must dine with us."

A faint smile hovered around Josepha's parched lips. "I thank you, but

I am too ill to eat."

"You are really very ill"--said the stranger with kindly solicitude.

"You are feverish. I fear we are disturbing you very much. Pray send us

away if we annoy you." Yet he knew perfectly well that she could not

help asking the unbidden guests to stay.

"But my dear--madam--or miss?"--Josepha never answered the

question--"are you doing nothing to relieve your illness, have you had

no physician?"

"No we are in such a secluded place, a physician cannot always be had.

But I am expecting one to-day."

"Why, it is strange to live in this wilderness. And how uncomfortable

you are, you haven't even a stool," said the red-haired cousin putting

his huge hunting-muff, after warming it at the stove, under her feet.

Josepha tried to refuse it, but he would not listen.

"You need not mind us, we are sick nurses ourselves, we commanded a

sanitary battalion in the war. So we understand a little what to do.

You are suffering from asthma, it is difficult for you to breathe, so

you must sit comfortably. There! Now put my cousin's muff at your back.

That's better, isn't it?"

"But pray--"

"Come, come, come--no contradiction. You must be comfortable."

Josepha was ashamed. The gentlemen were so kind, so solicitous about

her--there were good people in the world! The neglected, desolate heart

gratefully appreciated the unusual kindness.

"But I am really astonished to find everything so primitive. Our

honored cousin really ought to have done something more for your

comfort. Not even a sofa-cushion, no carpet! I should have thought she

would have paid more attention to so faithful a--" he courteously

suppressed the word "servant"--and correcting himself, said:

"assistant!"

Josepha made no answer, but her lips curled bitterly, significantly.

Wildenau noted it. "Dissatisfied!" escaped his lips, so low that only

his companion heard it.

"You have been here a long time, I suppose--how many years?

"Have I been with her?" said Josepha frankly. "Since the last Passion

Play. That will be ten years next summer."

"Ah--true--you are a native of Ammergau!" said the baron, with the

manner of one familiar with the facts, whose memory has failed for an

instant. "I suppose you came to the countess at the same time as the

Christus?"

"Yes."

"Is he a relative of yours?"

"Yes, my cousin."

"He is here still, isn't he?"

"Why, of course."

"He is--her--what is his title?"

"Steward."

"Is he at home?"

"No, he has gone to the city for a doctor."

"Oh, I am very sorry. We should have been glad to make his

acquaintance. We have heard so many pleasant things about him. A man in

whom our cousin was so much interested--"

"Then she speaks of him?"

"Oh--to her intimate friends--certainly!" said Wildenau equivocally

gazing intently at Josepha, whose face beamed with joy at the thought

that the countess spoke kindly of Freyer.

"Why is he never seen in the city? He must live like a hermit up here."

"Yes, Heaven knows that."

"He ought to visit my cousin sometimes in the city, everybody would be

glad to know the Ammergau Christus."

"But if she doesn't wish it--!" said Josepha thoughtlessly.

"Why, that would be another matter certainly, but she has never told me

so. Why shouldn't she wish it?" murmured Wildenau with well-feigned

surprise.

"Because she is ashamed of him!"

"Ah!" Wildenau almost caught his breath at the significance of the

word. "But, tell me, why does Herr Freyer--isn't that his name--submit

to it?"

Josepha shrugged her shoulders. "Yes, what can he do about it?"

A pause ensued. Josepha stopped, as if fearing to say too much. The two

gentlemen had become very thoughtful.

At last Wildenau resumed the conversation. "I don't understand how a

man who surely might find a pleasant position anywhere, can be so

dependent on a fine lady's whims. You won't take it amiss, I see that

your kinsman's position troubles you--were I in his place I would give

up the largest salary rather than--"

"Salary?" interrupted Josepha, with flashing eyes. "Do you suppose that

my cousin would do anything for the sake of a salary? Oh, you don't

know him. If the countess described him to you in that way, the shame

is hers!"

Wildenau listened intently. "But, my dear woman, that isn't what I

meant, you would not let me finish! I was just going to add that such a

motive would not affect your kinsman, that it could be nothing but

sincere devotion, which bound him to our cousin--a loyalty which

apparently wins little gratitude."

"Yes, I always tell him so--but he won't admit it--even though his

heart should break."

Two dark interlaced veins in Josepha's sunken, transparent temples

throbbed feverishly.

"But--how do you feel? We are certainly disturbing you!" said the

baron.

"Oh, no! It does not matter!" replied Josepha, courteously.

"Could you not take us into some other room--the countess doubtless

comes here constantly--there must be other apartments which can be

heated."

"Yes, but no fire has been made in them for weeks; the stoves will

smoke."

"Has not the countess been here for so long?"

"No, she scarcely ever comes now."

"But the time must be very long to you and your cousin--you were

doubtless accustomed to the countess' visits."

"Certainly," replied Josepha, lost in thought--"when I think how it

used to be--and how things are now!"

Wildenau glanced around the room, then said softly: "And the little

son--he is dead."

Josepha stared at him in terror. "Do you know that?"

"I know all. My cousin has his picture in her boudoir, a splendid

child."

Josepha's poor feverish brain was growing more and more confused. The

tears she had scarcely conquered flowed again. "Yes, wasn't he--and to

let such a child die without troubling herself about him!"

"It is inexcusable," said Wildenau.

"If the countess ever speaks of it again, tell her that Josepha loved

it far more than she, for she followed it to the grave while the mother

enjoyed her life--she must be ashamed then."

"I will tell her. It is a pity about the beautiful child--was it not

like an Infant Christ?"

"Indeed it was--and now I know what picture you mean. In Jerusalem,

where the child was christened, a copy as they called it of the Infant

Christ hung in the chapel over the baptismal font. The countess

afterwards bought the picture on account of its resemblance to the

boy."

"I suppose it resembles Herr Freyer, too?" the baron remarked

carelessly.

"Somewhat, but the mother more!"

Baron Wildenau began to find the room too warm--and went to the window

a moment to get the air, while his companion, horrified by these

disclosures, shook his head. He would gladly have told the deluded

woman that they had only learned the child's death from a wood-cutter

whom they met in the forest--but he dared not "contradict" his cousin.

After a pause, Wildenau again turned to Josepha. He saw that there was

danger in delay, for at any moment the fever might increase to such a

degree that she would begin to rave and no longer be capable of making

a deposition: The truth must be discovered, now or never! He felt,

however, that Josepha's was no base nature which could be led to betray

her employer by ordinary means. Caution and reflection were necessary.

"I am really touched by your fidelity to my cousin. Any one who can

claim such a nature is fortunate. I thank you in her name."

He held out his hand. But she replied with her usual blunt honesty: "I

don't deserve your thanks, sir. I have not remained here for the sake

of the countess, but on account of the child and my unfortunate cousin.

She has been kind to me--but--if I should see her to-day, I would tell

her openly that I would never forgive her treatment of the child and

Joseph--no matter what she did. The child is dead and my cousin will

die too. Thank Heaven, I shall not live to witness it."

"I understand you perfectly--oh, I know my cousin. And--my poor dear

Fraeulein Josepha--I may call you Fraeulein now, may I not, since you are

no longer obliged to pass for the child's mother?--it was an

unprecedented sacrifice for you--! Alas! My dear Fraeulein, you and your

cousin must be prepared to fare still worse, to be entirely forgotten,

for I can positively assure you that the countess is about to wed the

Hereditary Prince of Metten-Barnheim."

"What?" Josepha shrieked loudly.

Wildenau watched her intently.

"She has just gone to Cannes, where the old duke is staying, and the

announcement of the engagement is daily expected."

"It is impossible--it cannot be!" murmured Josepha, trembling in every

limb.

"But why not? She is free--has a right to dispose of her hand--"

Wildenau persisted.

"No--she is not--she cannot marry," cried Josepha, starting from her

sofa in despair and standing before them with glowing cheeks and red

hair like a flame which blazes up once more before expiring. "For

Heaven's sake--it would be a crime!"

"But who is to prevent it?" asked Wildenau breathlessly.

"I!" groaned Josepha, summoning her last strength.

"You?--My dear woman, what can you do?"

"More than you suppose!"

"Then tell me, that we may unite to prevent the crime ere it is too

late."

"Yes, by Heaven! Before I will allow her to do Joseph this wrong--I

will turn traitor to her."

"But Herr Freyer has no right to ask the countess not to marry again--"

"No right?" she repeated with terrible earnestness, "are you so sure of

that?"

"He is only the countess' lover--"

"Her lover?" sobbed Josepha in mingled wrath and anguish: "Joseph, you

noble upright man--must _this_ be said of you--!"

"I don't understand. If he is not her lover--what is he?"

Josepha could bear no more. "He is her husband--her legally wedded

husband."

The baron almost staggered under this unexpected, unprecedented

revelation. Controlling himself with difficulty, he seized the sick

woman's hand, as if to sustain her lest she should break down, ere he

had extorted the last disclosure from her--the last thing he must know.

"Only tell me where and by whom the marriage ceremony was performed."

As if under the gaze of a serpent the victim yielded to the stronger

will: "At Prankenburg--Martin and I--were witnesses." She slipped from

his hand, her senses grew confused, her eyes became glassy, her chest

heaved convulsively in the struggle for breath, but the one word which

she still had consciousness to utter--was enough for the Wildenaus.

When, a few hours later, Freyer returned with the physician and the

priest, whom he had thoughtfully brought with him, he found Josepha

alone on the sofa, speechless, and in the last agonies of death.

The physician, after examining her, said that an acute inflammation of

the lungs had followed the tuberculosis from which she had long

suffered and hastened her end. The priest gave her the last sacrament

and remained with Freyer, sitting beside the bed in which she had been

laid. The death-struggle was terrible. She seemed to be constantly

trying to tell Freyer something which she was unable to utter. Three

times life appeared to have departed, and three times she rallied

again, as if she could not die without having relieved her heart of its

burden. Vain! It was useless for Freyer to put his ear to her lips, he

could not understand her faltering words. It was a terrible night! At

last, toward morning, she grew calm, and now she could die. Leaning on

his breast, she ceased her struggles to speak, and slowly breathed her

last. _She_ had conquered and she now knew that _he_ would conquer

also. She bowed her head with a smile, and her last glance was fixed on

him, a look of reconciliation rested on her Matures--her soul soared

upward--day was dawning!

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