THE GREAT JOHN RAWN
I
Far off, deep in the underground regions of the city at the focus of
the republic's vast industrialism, the presses were reeling and
clanging again, heavy with their story of disaster. The civilization
of the day went on.
Somewhere out upon the mountain tops, somewhere in the forests, the
forces of nature gathered, marched on toward the sea. Somewhere
dumbly, mutely, uncomplaining, the great river and its mate the great
power, inter-stellar, not international--they two, as he but now
vauntingly had dreamed, erstwhile silent partners of John Rawn--did
their work.... For whom? For what? Answer that, my brothers. The
answer is your own. As you and I shall speak in that answer, so shall
our children eat well sleep well, in days yet to come, in this country
which we still call our own, now all too little ours.
II
It was far past midnight when John Rawn again came down the stair,
sobered and whitened by what he had seen in the death chamber. He
tiptoed now back to the library door, through which and beneath whose
silken curtains still there pierced a little shaft of light. He opened
the door, peered in.
He saw Virginia sitting there silent, white, unagitated, her features
cameo-sharp, her skin waxen, indeed marble white, a woman as
motionless, as silent, apparently as little animate as the one he had
left behind him in the death chamber beyond the stair. She turned her
eyes, not her face, toward him, but did not speak. The edge of her
gown was moist, stained.
John Rawn looked in turn at the long figure upon the couch, motionless,
silent, its hands folded. Neither did it speak to him. Suddenly
oppressed, suddenly afraid, he turned once more away. Irresolution was
in his soul, uncertainty.
Rawn was hardly sure that he still lived, that he still was the same
John Rawn he once had known. It seemed impossible that all these
things could have fallen upon him, who had not deserved them! He
pitied himself with a vast pity, revolting at the many injustices of
fortune now crowding upon him, a wholly blameless man. Why, a day
before, he had held in his hand power such as few men could equal; had
had, presently before him, power none other ever could hope to equal.
That opportunity still existed. But how now could he avail himself of
that opportunity, how could he go on to be the great John Rawn, if this
figure on the couch could not arise, could not speak to him, could not
perform the obvious duty of rendering needful assistance to him, John
Rawn? The cruelty of it all rankled in the great and justice-loving
soul of Mr. Rawn. Why, he was penniless--he--John Rawn! He was not
even sure about his wife, yonder. She had said things to him he could
not understand, could not believe.
He left the room, and walked still farther down the hall, his head
sagging, his lower lip pendulous, his face warped into a pucker of
self-pity--so absorbed, that at first he did not heed an approaching
footfall. He paused almost in touch of some one who approached him in
the half-lighted hall; some one who was coming down the stair and along
the hall with steady tread.
III
There stood before him now the same tall, gray-haired, unfashionably
dressed woman whom so recently he vaguely had noted at a distance in
the hall above; some woman apparently busy with duties connected with
the death chamber, as he had reflected when he saw her; some neighbor,
he presumed, and certainly useful! It was kind of her to come at this
time. He could not, at the time, recollect that he had seen her
before. Yes, he would reward her--he would express his thanks.
He looked up at her now sharply, and gasped.
"_Laura!_" he exclaimed. "Is it you?"
"Why, yes, John," answered the tall, gaunt woman gently. "Didn't you
see me, up there? I suppose you were too much troubled to notice me,
John. Yes, I'm here. I thought maybe I ought to come.
"But you see--this--" she held out to him the letter she had picked up
from the hall table. "This didn't get to her--Grace--not in time. She
died this morning, before noon, they tell me. She never knew her
mother was coming to her when she was in trouble. She hadn't seen my
letter to her, telling I was coming. I knew she was in trouble--and I
saw all the stories in the papers. I thought I'd tell her I was coming
to her--and you, John. She was my girl, after all! I knew she was in
trouble."
"How did you know?"
"Why, she wrote to me, of course. A girl always writes to her mother
when she's in trouble. She wrote to me right often. She wasn't--well,
she wasn't happy, John, and she often told me that. Something wrong
was going on between her and Charley, I don't know what."
He stood looking at her, stupefied, as she went on, simply.
IV
"John, married folks oughtn't to be apart too much. They sort of get
weaned from each other. Grace was too ambitious. She'd got, here,
what she thought her husband couldn't get, what she'd come to think she
had to have. I might have told her better, but I wasn't here. Not
that I'm reproving you, John, not at all. Besides, we have all got to
go, some day. But I loved her.... And the baby."
"So did I love her, and the baby," he began. Tears were in his eyes.
"Laura, I have had nothing but trouble. And now you have come here--"
"Yes, I know; it must seem a little queer to you, John; so I'm going
right away again, to-night--before morning, if there's any way I can
get down-town."
"Yes, yes!"
"--Because, I know if I was seen around here, and people found out who
I am, who I--was--there might be some sort of talk which would be hard
for you, John. I reckon you have trouble enough without that. I
didn't want to bother you. I came mostly because of Grace. But--John,
I always did like to tell the truth, and I have got to tell it now--I
came a little, too, because of you!"
"Of me? Why Laura!"
"Yes, I did. I read the papers, of course, all the time. I have known
about you, although you haven't heard of me. You have moved up in the
world, John, and as for me--well, I have just gone back to Kelly Row,
where we used to live. Of course, I'm glad you have been lucky. But
then, lately, the papers all began to say you were in trouble. I've
read all kinds of things about you. I heard you were ruined--that you
hadn't a dollar left in all the world!"
"It's true," he growled; "as near as I know, it's true. There is no
hope for me now. It's all up!"
"But, John, you had so _much_ money!"
"Yes, but it's gone now. It doesn't take it long to go when it starts
the other way. The market makes a man, and it breaks him just as
quick, and a lot quicker. It's done me, Laura. I'm ruined. I haven't
a thing left in the world; not even my wife. Have you come here to
twit me with it? What do I owe _you_, that I have to listen to you?"
"Why, nothing, John, that's true; nothing at all, not in the least. I
have no right here at all, I know that. I understood _that_, when
I--when--I went away from here. But that wasn't why I came back
to-night."
"Then why _did_ you come? You always had the faculty, Laura, of doing
the wrong thing. You've been a curse to me all my life!"
"Some of that's true, John," she answered simply, "and a good deal of
it isn't. Maybe I said the wrong thing sometimes, or did the wrong
thing. I never had much training. I was meant for Kelly Row, I
reckon--I'd never have fitted in here. We tried it! But I didn't come
to glorify myself because you've lost this place, and everything you
had. I just thought--"
"Well, Laura, what was it that you just thought? I can't stand here
talking all the time. It isn't right, it isn't proper. I'm worn out!"
"Of course it isn't, John. I'm going right away. But you see, when I
came away I just thought this way--here am I, an old woman that don't
need much money any more. And there's Grace;--and maybe now John has
need for money when everybody's turned against him. And if he does
need money, why--"
V
"What do you mean, Laura?" gasped John Rawn. "What's that you said
about _money_?"
"How much would do you any good, John?" she asked, fumbling in her
bulging hand-bag.
"I might as well wish for the moon as for a dollar," he said bitterly.
"If I had a million, or a half million, to-morrow, I'd pull it all
together, even yet."
"A half million, John?" she said, taking out of her bag a little,
wrinkled, flat _porte-monnaie_ such as women sometimes use for carrying
change in their marketing; but still continuing her fumbling at the
portly bag.
"Yes, if I had a half million I could put this company on its feet,
even yet--the secret's out that Halsey had,--but I'd get it somewhere.
I more than half believe those fellows _have_ got it, somewhere else,
somehow--that fellow Van's deep. You see, they've been fighting me,
Laura--made up a gang against me! I know who it was. If I had a half
million I'd throw in with Van--he's got this secret somehow--he knows
something about it. I'd throw in with him, and we'd whip the others,
even yet! I'd get it all back in my hands even yet, I tell you!
"But my God! Why do I stand talking about such things? What's the
use? I'm down and out! I'd just as well be dead!"
"Well, John, what I always said of you was, that you seemed to know how
to get things around the way you wanted them. I said to myself, what a
shame it was he should have no money, when he needed it, and I should
have so much when I didn't need it. I've got enough set aside to keep
me, I reckon, for my few years. And here's what you gave
me;--although, Grace--of course, John, I want enough used to put Grace
and the baby away. The rest is yours."
He stood looking at her dumbly, as at last she extricated from the bag
a thick bundle of folded papers, green, brown, pale pink.
"I got the bank to keep them for me," she said simply. "It is what you
gave me--when--when I left here--"
He still stood looking at her, choking.
"Laura!" said he. "Has God come to my aid? This--I can't believe it!
It's a million dollars! _It's a million dollars!_" His voice rose,
breaking almost to a shriek. "It's a-- It's--a--million--_dollars_!"
"Well, take it, John, it's yours; you're welcome to it. I don't want
it. It's done me no good. It's done none of us any good. All I want
is, that you should take care of Grace's funeral, for that's only
right, John. She was my girl, my baby, my baby! Take care of her.
John, I have got to go back--home!"
VI
In the next ensuing moment or so, what swift changes now were wrought
in the late despair of our friend and hero, Mr. John Rawn, master of
the International Power Company, already in imagination controlling in
good part the destinies of a people--the great John Rawn,
philanthropist, kindly employer, wise friend of the less favored ones
of earth; the beneficent, kindly, omnipotent John Rawn? Why had he
despaired, why had he ever doubted, why had he ever set himself even
momentarily apart from that original destiny which always he had
accorded to him-self? Was he not a leader--had he not been devised to
be so in the plans of the immortal gods, ages ago? Was he not one of
the few select ones assigned to rule his fellow-men?
John Rawn stood before the old, gray woman, and scarcely heard her last
words. He sighed deeply. His self-respect was coming back to him in
waves, great, recurrent waves. At last a smile crossed his face. The
imperious glance of the born ruler, of one better than his fellow-men,
the look of the man set apart and licensed to rob and rule--returned
once more to his eye.
VII
"_It's a million dollars!_" he cried aloud, exultantly, once more.
"It's God has sent it to me! I'll take it as a sign. Watch me in the
morning! I'll make them hunt their holes yet. By God! I will!"
"John, John, you mustn't swear, it isn't right! John!"
"I beg your pardon--er--er--Laura," he rejoined, with fine
condescension, every instant now becoming more himself. "In fact, I
want to thank you--it's clever of you, I must say. It isn't every
woman who'd have done what you have done, I'm sure."
"Why wouldn't they, John? It isn't money a woman wants to make her
happy. I've tried that. Grace tried it. It doesn't work. It takes
something else besides money, I reckon. We're lucky when we find that,
any of us, I reckon. If we don't, we've got to take just what God
gives us. But money doesn't buy everything in the world. John,
sometimes I think it buys about as little as anything you can think
of!" She gulped just a little in her thin throat.
"All the same," said he firmly and generously, by this time almost
fully the great John Rawn once more, "it was very decent of you, Laura."
"Well, never mind about that, John. It was you who made it. I never
did understand how you earned it so fast. I'm glad if it will do you
any good--if you're sure it will do you any good. And see, John," she
added shyly, fumbling again in her bag, "I brought you a little
present, John. I've been doing these, you see. I make quite a lot out
of it. I never used any of that money you gave me, at all--I did these
things--the way I did before, when we were getting our start together,
John, you know. I thought--maybe--you'd like a pair."
VIII
She held out to him a pair of braces, embroidered carefully in silks.
He took them in his hand. She also looked at them closely, in
professional scrutiny, her steel bowed spectacles on nose. She
pronounced them good.
"But, John," she added curiously--"you know, while I was up there,
doing what I could for Grace and the baby--it seemed to me like as if I
heard some funny sort of noise down here--something like a shot. What
was it?"
"It was some of those confounded laboring people," said John Rawn,
frowning. "Yes--they came here after Halsey."
"Yes? But was anybody hurt?"
"Well," said John Rawn, "Halsey--Charley Halsey--you remember him, I
believe? Well, they shot him.
--"Good-night, Laura," he added suddenly, and held out his hand to her,
generously, nobly. "I'm very sleepy. I've been up so long--and I've a
lot to do to-morrow. After all, there's no use in _our_ having hard
feelings. Good-by."
THE END
[Transcriber's note:
The source book's illustrations had no captions. The in brackets were
added by the transcriber. Some of them were my best guess as to the
persons in them.]