CHAPTER XXXI

“I am curious to see what you will make of this gathering. I can cook a

small company myself. It requires the powers of a giantess to mix a body

of people in the open air; and all that is said of commanders of armies

shall be said of you, if you succeed.”

This was Lady Gosstre's encouragement to the fair presidents of the fete

on Besworth Lawn. There had been a time when they would have cried out

internally: “We will do it, fail who may.” That fallow hour was over.

Their sole thought was to get through the day. A little feverish impulse

of rivalry with her great pattern may have moved Arabella; but the

pressure of grief and dread, and the contrast between her actions and

feelings, forcibly restrained a vain display. As a consequence, she did

her duty better, and won applause from the great lady's moveable court

on eminences of the ground.

“These girls are clever,” she said to Lady Charlotte. “They don't bustle

too much. They don't make too distinct a difference of tone with the

different sets. I shall propose Miss Pole as secretary to our Pin and

Needle Relief Society.”

“Do,” was the reply. “There is also the Polish Dance Committee; and, if

she has any energy left, she might be treasurer to the Ladies' General

Revolution Ball.”

“That is an association with which I am not acquainted,” said Lady

Gosstre, directing her eye-glass on the field. “Here comes young Pole.

He's gallant, they tell me, and handsome: he studies us too obviously.

That's a mistake to be corrected, Charlotte. One doesn't like to see a

pair of eyes measuring us against a preconception quelconque. Now, there

is our Ionian Am...but you have corrected me, Merthyr:--host, if you

please. But, see! What is the man doing? Is he smitten with madness?”

Mr. Pericles had made a furious dash at the band in the centre of the

lawn, scattered their music, and knocked over the stands. When his

gesticulations had been observed for some moments, Freshfield Sumner

said: “He has the look of a plucked hen, who remembers that she once

clapped wings, and tries to recover the practice.”

“Very good,” said Lady Gosstre. She was not one who could be unkind to

the professional wit. “And the music-leaves go for feathers. What has

the band done to displease him? I thought the playing was good.”

“The instruments appear to have received a dismissal,” said Lady

Charlotte. “I suppose this is a clearing of the stage for coming alarums

and excursions. Behold! the 'female element' is agitated. There are--can

you reckon at this distance, Merthyr?--twelve, fourteen of my sex

entreating him in the best tragic fashion. Can he continue stern?”

“They seem to be as violent as the women who tore up Orpheus,” said Lady

Gosstre.

Tracy Runningbrook shrieked, in a paroxysm, “Splendid!” from his couch

on the sward, and immediately ran off with the idea, bodily.

“Have I stumbled anywhere?” Lady Gosstre leaned to Mr. Powys.

He replied with a satiric sententiousness that told Lady Gosstre what

she wanted to know.

“This is the isolated case where a little knowledge is truly dangerous,”

said Lady Gosstre. “I prohibit girls from any allusion to the classics

until they have taken their degree and are warranted not to open the

wrong doors. On the whole, don't you think, Merthyr, it's better for

women to avoid that pool?”

“And accept what the noble creature chooses to bring to us in buckets,”

added Lady Charlotte. “What is your opinion, Georgey? I forget: Merthyr

has thought you worthy of instruction.”

“Merthyr taught me in camp,” said Georgians, looking at her brother--her

face showing peace and that confirmed calm delight habitual to it. “We

found that there are times in war when you can do nothing, and you are

feverish to be employed. Then, if you can bring your mind to study, you

are sure to learn quickly. I liked nothing better than Latin Grammar.”

“Studying Latin Grammar to the tune of great guns must be a new

sensation,” Freshfield Sumner observed.

“The pleasure is in getting rid of all sensation,” said she. “I mean you

command it without at all crushing your excitement. You cannot feel a

fuller happiness than when you look back on those hours: at least, I

speak for myself.”

“So,” said Lady Gosstre, “Georgey did not waste her time after all,

Charlotte.”

What the latter thought was: “She could not handle a sword or fire a

pistol. Would I have consented to be mere camp-baggage?” Yet no woman

admired Georgiana Ford so much. Disappointment vitiated many of Lady

Charlotte's first impulses; and not until strong antagonism had thrown

her upon her generosity could she do justice to the finer natures about

her. There was full life in her veins; and she was hearing the thirty

fatal bells that should be music to a woman, if melancholy music; and

she had not lived. Time, that sounded in her ears, as it kindled no

past, spoke of no future. She was in unceasing rivalry with all of her

sex who had a passion, or a fixed affection, or even an employment. A

sense that she was wronged by her fate haunted this lady. Rivalry on

behalf of a man she would have held mean--she would have plucked it from

her bosom at once. She was simply envious of those who in the face of

death could say, “I have lived.” Pride, and the absence of any power of

self-inspection, kept her blind to her disease. No recollection gave her

boy save of the hours in the hunting-field. There she led gallantly; but

it was not because of leading that she exulted. There the quick blood

struck on her brain like wine, and she seemed for a time to have some

one among the crowns of life. An object--who cared how small?--was

ahead: a poor old fox trying to save his brush; and Charlotte would have

it if the master of cunning did not beat her. “It's my natural thirst

for blood,” she said. She did not laugh as she thought now and then that

the old red brush dragging over grey dews toward a yellow yolk in the

curdled winter-morning sky, was the single thing that could make her

heart throb.

Brookfield was supported in its trial by the discomfiture of the

Tinleys. These girls, with their brother, had evidently plotted to 'draw

out' Mrs. Chump. They had asked concerning her, severally; and hearing

that she had not returned from town, had each shown a blank face, or had

been doubtful of the next syllable. Of Wilfrid, Emilia, and Mr. Pole,

question and answer were interchanged. “Wilfrid will come in a few

minutes. Miss Belloni, you know, is preparing for Italy. Papa? Papa,

I really do fear will not be able to join us.” Such was Brookfield's

concerted form of reply. The use of it, together with the gaiety of

dancing blood, gave Adela (who believed that she ought to be weeping,

and could have wept easily) strange twitches of what I would ask

permission to call the juvenile 'shrug-philosophy.' As thus: 'What

creatures we are, but life is so!' And again, 'Is not merriment dreadful

when a duty!' She was as miserable as she could be but not knowing that

youth furnished a plea available, the girl was ashamed of being cheerful

at all. Edward Burley's sketch of Mr. Pericles scattering his band, sent

her into muffled screams of laughter; for which she did internal penance

so bitter that, for her to be able to go on at all, the shrug-philosophy

was positively necessary; Mr. Pericles himself saw the sketch, and

remarked critically, “It is zat I have more hair:” following which, he

tapped the signal for an overture to commence, and at the first stroke

took a run, with his elbows clapping exactly as the shrewd hand of

Edward had drawn him.

“See him--zat fellow,” Mr. Pericles said to Laura Tinley, pointing to

the leader. “See him pose a maestro! zat leads zis tintamarre. He is a

hum-a-bug!”

Laura did the vocal caricaturing, when she had gathered plenty of matter

of this kind. Altogether, as host, Mr. Pericles accomplished his duty in

furnishing amusement.

Late in the afternoon, Sir Twickenham Pryme and Wilfrid arrived in

company. The baronet went straight to Cornelia. Wilfrid beckoned to

Adela, from whom he heard of his father's illness at the hotel in town,

and the conditions imposed on them. He nodded, said lightly, “Where's

Emilia?” and nodded again to the answer, “With papa,” and then stopped

as he was walking off to one of the groups. “After all, it won't do for

us to listen to the whims of an invalid. I'm going back. You needn't say

you've seen me.”

“We have the doctor's most imperative injunction, dearest,” pleaded

Adela, deceived for a moment. “Papa's illness is mental chiefly. He

is able to rise and will be here very soon, if he is not in any way

crossed. For heaven's sake, command yourself as we have done--painfully

indeed! Besides, you have been seen.”

“Has she--?” Wilfrid began; and toned an additional carelessness. “She

writes, of course?”

“No, not once; and we are angry with her. It looks like ingratitude, or

stupidity. She can write.”

“People might say that we are not behaving well,” returned Wilfrid,

repeating that he must go to town. But now Edward Burley camp running

with a message from the aristocratic heights, and thither Wilfrid walked

captive--saying in Adela's ear, “Don't be angry with her.”

Adela thought, very justly, “I shall, if you've been making a fool of

her, naughty boy!”

Wilfrid saluted the ladies, and made his bow of introduction to

Georgiana Ford, at whom he looked twice, to confirm an impression that

she was the perfect contrast to Emilia; and for this reason he chose not

to look at her again. Lady Charlotte dropped him a quick recognition.

If Brookfield could have thrown the burden from its mind, the day was

one to feel a pride in. Three Circles were present, and Brookfield

denominated two that it had passed through, and patronized all--from

Lady Gosstre (aristocracy) to the Tinley set (lucre), and from these to

the representative Sumner girls (cultivated poverty). There were also

intellectual, scientific, and Art circles to deal with; music, pleasant

to hear, albeit condemned by Mr. Pericles; agreeable chatter, courtly

flirtation and homage, and no dread of the defection of the letter H

from their family.

“I feel more and more convinced,” said Adela, meeting Arabella, “that we

can have really no cause for alarm; otherwise papa would not have been

cruel to his children.” Arabella kindly reserved her opinion. “So let

us try and be happy,” continued Adela, determining to be encouraged by

silence. With that she went on tiptoe gracefully and blew a kiss to

her sister's lips. Running to Captain Gambier, she said, “Do you really

enjoy this?”

“Charming,” replied the ever-affable gentleman. “If I might only venture

to say what makes it so infinitely!”

Much to her immediate chagrin at missing a direct compliment, which

would have had to be parried, and might have led to 'vistas,' the too

sprightly young lady found herself running on: “It's as nice as sin,

without the knowledge that you are sinning.”

“Oh! do you think that part of it disagreeable?” said the captain.

“I think the heat terrific:” she retrieved her ground.

“Coquet et coquette,” muttered Lady Charlotte, observing them from a

distance; and wondered whether her sex might be strongly represented in

this encounter.

It was not in the best taste, nor was it perhaps good policy (if I may

quote the Tinley set), for the ladies of Brookfield to subscribe openly

to the right of certain people present to be exclusive. Arabella would

have answered: “Lady Gosstre and her party cannot associate with you to

your mutual pleasure and profit; and do you therefore blame her for not

attempting what would fail ludicrously?” With herself, as she was not

sorry to show, Lady Gosstre could associate. Cornelia had given up work

to become a part of the Court. Adela made flying excursions over the

lawn. Laura Tinley had the field below and Mr. Pericles to herself.

That anxious gentleman consulted his watch from time to time, as if he

expected the birth of an event.

Lady Gosstre grew presently aware that there was more acrimony in

Freshfield Sumner's replies to Sir Twickenham (whom he had seduced into

a political argument) than the professional wit need employ; and as

Mr. Powys's talk was getting so attractive that the Court had become

crowded, she gave a hint to Georgiana and Lady Charlotte, prompt

lieutenants, whose retirement broke the circle.

“I never shall understand how it was done,” Adela said subsequently.

It is hoped that everybody sees the importance of understanding such

points.

She happened to be standing alone when a messenger came up to her and

placed a letter in her hand, addressed to her sister Cornelia. Adela

walked slowly up to the heights. She knew Mr. Barrett's handwriting.

“Good heavens!”--her thought may be translated out of Fine Shades--“does

C. really in her heart feel so blind to our situation that she can go

on playing still?” When she reached the group it was to hear Mr. Powys

speaking of Mr. Barrett. Cornelia was very pale, and stood wretchedly in

contrast among the faces. Adela beckoned her to step aside. “Here is a

letter,” she said: “there's no postmark. What has been the talk of that

man?”

“Do you mean of Mr. Barrett?” Cornelia replied:--“that his father was a

baronet, and a madman, who has just disinherited him.”

“Just?” cried Adela. She thought of the title. Cornelia had passed on.

A bizarre story of Mr. Barrett's father was related to Adela by Sir

Twickenham. She grappled it with her sense, and so got nothing out of

it. “Disinherited him because he wrote to his father, who was dying,

to say that he had gained a livelihood by playing the organ! He had a

hatred of music? It's incomprehensible! You know, Sir Twickenham, the

interest we take in Mr. Barrett.” The masked anguish of Cornelia's voice

hung in her ears. She felt that it was now possible Cornelia might throw

over the rich for the penniless baronet, and absolutely for an instant

she thought nakedly, “The former ought not to be lost to the family.”

Thick clouds obscured the vision. Lady Gosstre had once told her that

the point of Sir Twickenham's private character was his susceptibility

to ridicule. Her ladyship had at the same time complimented his

discernment in conjunction with Cornelia. “Yes,” Adela now thought; “but

if my sister shows that she is not so wise as she looks!” Cornelia's

figure disappeared under the foliage bordering Besworth Lawn.

As usual, Arabella had all the practical labour--a fact that was noticed

from the observant heights. “One sees mere de famille written on that

young woman,” was the eulogy she won from Lady Gosstre. How much

would the great dame have marvelled to behold the ambition beneath the

bustling surface! Arabella was feverish, and Freshfield Sumner reported

brilliant things uttered by her. He became after a time her attendant,

aide, and occasional wit-foil. They had some sharp exchanges: and he

could not but reflect on the pleasure her keen zest of appreciation gave

him compared with Cornelia's grave smile, which had often kindled in

him profane doubts of the positive brightness, or rapidity of her

intelligence.

“Besworth at sunset! What a glorious picture to have living before you

every day!” said Lady Charlotte to her companion.

Wilfrid flushed. She read his look; and said, when they were out of

hearing, “What a place for old people to sit here near the end of

life! The idea of it makes one almost forgive the necessity for getting

old--doesn't it? Tracy Runningbrook might make a poem about silver heads

and sunset--something, you know! Very easy cantering then--no hunting!

I suppose one wouldn't have even a desire to go fast--a sort of

cock-horse, just as we began with. The stables, let me tell you, are too

near the scullery. One is bound to devise measures for the protection of

the morals of the household.”

While she was speaking, Wilfrid's thoughts ran: “My time has come to

strike for liberty.”

This too she perceived, and was prepared for him.

He said: “Lady Charlotte, I feel that I must tell you...I fear that

I have been calculating rather more hopefully...” Here the pitfall of

sentiment yawned before him on a sudden. “I mean” (he struggled to avoid

it, but was at the brink in the next sentence) “--I mean, dear lady,

that I had hopes...Besworth pleased you... to offer you this...”

“With yourself?” she relieved him. A different manner in a protesting

male would have charmed her better. She excused him, knowing what stood

in his way.

“That I scarcely dared to hope,” said Wilfrid, bewildered to see the

loose chain he had striven to cast off gather tightly round him.

“You do hope it?”

“I have.”

“You have hoped that I...” (she was not insolent by nature, and

corrected the form) “--to marry me?”

“Yes, Lady Charlotte, I--I had that hope...if I could have offered

this place--Besworth. I find that my father will never buy it; I have

misunderstood him.”

He fixed his eyes on her, expecting a cool, or an ironical, rejoinder to

end the colloquy;--after which, fair freedom! She answered, “We may do

very well without it.”

Wilfrid was not equal to a start and the trick of rapturous

astonishment. He heard the words like the shooting of dungeon-bolts,

thinking, “Oh, heaven! if at the first I had only told the woman I do

not love her!” But that sentimental lead had ruined him. And, on second

thoughts, how could he have spoken thus to the point, when they had

never previously dealt in anything save sentimental implications? The

folly was in his speaking at all. The game was now in Lady Charlotte's

hands.

Adela, in another part of the field, had released herself by a

consummate use of the same weapon Wilfrid had so clumsily handled. Her

object was to put an end to the absurd and compromising sighs of Edward

Buxley; and she did so with the amiable contempt of a pupil dismissing

a first instructor in an art “We saw from the beginning it could not

be, Edward.” The enamoured caricaturist vainly protested that he had not

seen it from the beginning, and did not now. He recalled to her that she

had said he was 'her first.' She admitted the truth, with eyes

dwelling on him, until a ringlet got displaced. Her first. To be that,

sentimental man would perish in the fires. To have been that will

sometimes console him, even when he has lived to see what a thing he was

who caught the budding fancy. The unhappy caricaturist groaned between

triumph as a leader, and anguish at the prospect of a possible host of

successors. King in that pure bosom, the thought would come--King of a

mighty line, mayhap! And sentimental man, awakened to this disastrous

view of things, endures shrewder pangs of rivalry in the contemplation

of his usurping posterity than if, as do they, he looked forward to a

tricked, perfumed, pommaded whipster, pirouetting like any Pierrot--the

enviable image of the one who realized her first dream, and to whom

specially missioned angels first opened the golden gates of her heart.

“I have learnt to see, Edward, that you do not honour me with a love

you have diverted from one worthier than I am;” and in answer to the

question whether, though having to abjure her love, she loved him: “No,

no; it is my Arabella I love. I love, I will love, no one but her”--with

sundry caressing ejaculations that spring a thirst for kisses, and a

tender 'putting of the case,' now and then.

So much for Adela's part in the conflict. Edward was unaware that the

secret of her mastering him was, that she was now talking common-sense

in the tone of sentiment. He, on the contrary, talked sentiment in the

tone of common-sense. Of course he was beaten: and O, you young lovers,

when you hear the dear lips setting what you call the world's harsh

language to this music, know that an hour has struck for you! It is a

fatal sound to hear. Edward believed that his pleading had produced an

effect when he saw Miss Adela's bosom rise as with a weight on it. The

burden of her thoughts was--“How big and heavy Edward's eyes look when

he is not amusing!” To get rid of him she said, as with an impassioned

coldness, “Go.” Her figure, repeating this under closed eyelids, was

mysterious, potent. When he exclaimed, “Then I will go,” her eyelids

lifted wide: she shut them instantly, showing at the same time a slight

tightening-in of the upper lip. You beheld a creature tied to the stake

of Duty.

But she was exceedingly youthful, and had not reckoned upon man's being

a live machine, possessing impulses of his own. A violent seizure of

her waist, and enough of kisses to make up the sum popularly known as

a 'shower,' stopped her performance. She struggled, and muttered

passionately to be released. “We are seen,” she hazarded. At the

repetition, Edward, accustomed to dread the warning, let her go and

fled. Turning hurriedly about, Adela found that she had spoken truth

unawares, and never wished so much that she had lied. Sir Twickenham

Pryme came forward to her, with his usual stiff courtly step.

“If you could have been a little--a little earlier,” she murmured, with

an unflurried face, laying a trembling hand in his; and thus shielded

herself from a suspicion.

“Could I know that I was wanted?” He pressed her hand.

“I only know that I wish I had not left your side,” said she--adding,

“Though you must have thought me what, if I were a man, you Members of

Parliament would call 'a bore,' for asking perpetual questions.”

“Nay, an apposite interrogation is the guarantee of a proper interest in

the subject,” said the baronet.

Cornelia was very soon reverted to.

“Her intellect is contemplative,” said Adela, exhibiting marvellous

mental composure. “She would lose her unerring judgement in active life.

She cannot weigh things in her mind rapidly. She is safe if her course

of action is clear.”

Sir Twickenham reserved his opinion of the truth of this. “I wonder

whether she can forgive those who offend or insult her, easily?”

A singular pleasure warmed Adela's veins. Her cheeks kindling,

she replied, giving him her full face. “No; if they are worthy of

punishment. But--” and now he watched a downcast profile--“one must have

some forgiveness for fools.”

“Indeed, you speak like charity out of the windows of wisdom,” said the

baronet.

“Do you not require in Parliament to be tolerant at times?” Adela

pursued.

He admitted it, and to her outcry of “Oh, that noble public life!”

smiled deprecatingly--“My dear young lady, if you only knew the burden

it brings!”

“It brings its burden,” said Adela, correcting, with a most proper

instinct, another enthusiastic burst. “At the same time the honour

is above the load. Am I talking too romantically? You are at least

occupied.”

“Nine-tenths of us to no very good purpose,” the baronet appended.

She rejoined: “If it were but a fraction, the good done would survive.”

“And be more honourable to do, perhaps,” he ejaculated. “The consolation

should be great.”

“And is somehow small,” said she; and they laughed softly.

At this stage, Adela was 'an exceedingly interesting young person'

in Sir Twickenham's mental register. He tried her on politics

and sociology. She kept her ears open, and followed his lead

carefully--venturing here and there to indicate an opinion, and

suggesting dissent in a pained interrogation. Finally, “I confess,”

she said, “I understand much less than I am willing to think; and so I

console myself with the thought that, after all, the drawing-room, and

the... the kitchen?--well, an educated 'female' must serve her term

there, if she would be anything better than a mere ornament, even in the

highest walks of life--I mean the household is our sphere. From that we

mount to companionship--if we can.”

Amazement of Sir Twickenham, on finding his own thought printed, as it

were, on the air before him by these pretty lips!

The conversation progressed, until Adela, by chance, turned her eyes

up a cross pathway and perceived her sister Cornelia standing with Mr.

Barrett under a beech. The man certainly held one of her hands pressed

to his heart; and her attitude struck a doubt whether his other hand was

disengaged or her waist free. Adela walked nervously on without looking

at the baronet; she knew by his voice presently that his eyes had also

witnessed the sight. “Two in a day,” she thought; “what will he imagine

us to be!” The baronet was thinking: “For your sister exposed, you

display more agitation than for yourself insulted.”

Adela found Arabella in so fresh a mood that she was sure good news had

been heard. It proved that Mrs. Chump had sent a few lines in a letter

carried by Braintop, to this effect: “My dears all! I found your father

on his back in bed, and he discharged me out of the room; and the sight

of me put him on his legs, and you will soon see him. Be civil to Mr.

Braintop, who is a faithful young man, of great merit, and show your

gratitude to--Martha Chump.”

Braintop confirmed the words of the letter: and then Adela said--“You

will do us the favour to stay and amuse yourself here. To-night there

will be a bed at Brookfield.”

“What will he do?” Arabella whispered.

“Associate with the Tinleys,” returned Adela.

In accordance with the sentiment here half concealed, Brookfield soon

showed that it had risen from the hour of depression when it had simply

done its duty. Arabella formed an opposition-Court to the one in which

she had studied; but Mr. Pericles defeated her by constantly sending to

her for advice concerning the economies of the feast. Nevertheless,

she exhibited good pretensions to social queendom, both personal and

practical; and if Freshfield Sumner, instead of his crisp waspish

comments on people and things, had seconded her by keeping up a

two-minutes' flow of talk from time to time, she might have thought that

Lady Gosstre was only luckier than herself--not better endowed.

Below, the Tinleys and their set surrounded Mr. Pericles--prompting him,

as was seen, to send up continual messages. One, to wit, “Is there to

be dancing to-night?” being answered, “Now, if you please,” provoked

sarcastic cheering; and Laura ran up to say, “How kind of you! We

appreciate it. Continue to dispense blessings on poor mortals.”

“By the way, though” (Freshfield took his line from the calm closed lips

of his mistress), “poor mortals are not in the habit of climbing Olympus

to ask favours.”

“I perceived no barrier,” quoth Laura.

“Audacity never does.”

“Pray, how am I to be punished?”

Freshfield paused for a potent stroke. “Not like Semele. She saw the

God:--you never will!”

While Laura was hanging on the horrid edge between a false laugh and

a starting blush, Arabella said: “That visual excommunication has been

pronounced years ago, Freshfield.”

“Ah! then he hasn't changed his name in heaven?” Laura touched her thus

for the familiar use of the gentle-man's Christian name.

“You must not imagine that very great changes are demanded of those who

can be admitted.”

“I really find it hotter than below,” said Laura, flying.

Arabella's sharp eyes discerned a movement in Lady Gosstre's circle; and

she at once went over to her, and entreated the great lady, who set her

off so well, not to go. The sunset fronted Besworth Lawn; the last light

of day was danced down to inspiriting music: and now Arabella sent word

for Besworth hall-doors and windows to be opened; and on the

company beginning to disperse, there beckoned promise of a brilliant

supper-table.

“Admirable!” said Lady Gosstre, and the encomium was general among the

crowd surrounding Arabella; for up to this point the feasting had been

delicate, and something like plain hunger prevailed. Indeed, Arabella

had heard remarks of a bad nature, which she traced to the Tinley set,

and bore with, to meet her present reward. Making light of her triumph,

she encouraged Freshfield to start a wit-contest, and took part in

it herself, with the gaiety of an unoccupied mind. Her sisters had

aforetime more than once challenged her supremacy, but they bowed to it

now; and Adela especially did when, after a ringing hit to Freshfield

(which the Tinleys might also take to their own bosoms), she said in

an undertone, “What is there between C. and--?” Surprised by this

astonishing vigilance and power of thinking below the surface while

she performed above it, Adela incautiously turned her face toward the

meditative baronet, and was humiliated by Arabella's mute indication

of contempt for her coming answer. This march across the lawn to the

lighted windows of Besworth was the culmination of Brookfield's joy, and

the crown for which it had striven; though for how short a term it was

to be worn was little known. Was it not a very queenly sphere of Fine

Shades and Nice Feelings that Brookfield had realized?

In Arabella's conscience lay a certain reproach of herself for

permitting the “vice of a lower circle” to cling to her--viz., she had

still betrayed a stupid hostility to the Tinleys: she had rejoiced to

see them incapable of mixing with any but their own set, and thus be

stamped publicly for what they were. She had struggled to repress it,

and yet, continually, her wits were in revolt against her judgement.

Perhaps one reason was that Albert Tinley had haunted her steps at an

early part of the day; and Albert--a sickening City young man, “full

of insolence, and half eyeglass,” according to Freshfield--had once

ventured to propose for her.

The idea that the Tinleys strove to catch at her skirts made Arabella

spiteful. Up to the threshold of Besworth, Freshfield, Mr. Powys, Tracy,

and Arabella kept the wheel of a dazzling run of small-talk, throwing

intermittent sparks. Laura Tinley would press up, apparently to hear,

but in reality (as all who knew her could see) with the object of being

a rival representative of her sex in this illustrious rare encounter

of divine intelligences. “You are anxious to know?” said Arabella,

hesitatingly.

“To know, dear?” echoed Laura.

“There was, I presumed, something you did not hear.” Arabella was half

ashamed of the rudeness to which her antagonism to Laura's vulgarity

forced her.

“Oh! I hear everything,” Laura assured her.

“Indeed!” said Arabella. “By the way, who conducts you?” (Laura was on

Edward Burley's arm.) “Oh! will you go to”--such and such an end of the

table. “And if, Lady Gosstre, I may beg of you to do me the service

to go there also,” was added aloud; and lower, but quite audibly, “Mr.

Pericles will have music, so there can be no talking.” This, with the

soupcon of a demi-shrug; “You will not suffer much” being implied.

Laura said to herself, “I am not a fool.” A moment after, Arabella was

admitting in her own mind, as well as Fine Shades could interpret it,

that she was. On entering the dining-hall, she beheld two figures seated

at the point whither Laura was led by her partner. These were Mrs. Chump

and Mr. Pole, with champagne glasses in their hands. Arabella was pushed

on by the inexorable crowd of hungry people behind.

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