CHAPTER XXVII

For days after the foregoing scene, Brookfield was unconscious of what

had befallen it. Wilfrid was trying his yacht, the ladies were preparing

for the great pleasure-gathering on Besworth lawn, and shaping astute

designs to exclude the presence of Mrs. Chump, for which they partly

condemned themselves; but, as they said, “Only hear her!” The excitable

woman was swelling from conjecture to certainty on a continuous public

cry of, “'Pon my hon'r!--d'ye think little Belloni's gone and marrud

Pole?”

Emilia's supposed flight had deeply grieved the ladies, when alarm and

suspicion had subsided. Fear of some wretched male baseness on the part

of their brother was happily diverted by a letter, wherein he desired

them to come to him speedily. They attributed her conduct to dread of

Mr. Pericles. That fervid devotee of Euterpe received the tidings

with an obnoxious outburst, which made them seriously ask themselves

(individually and in secret) whether he was not a moneyed brute, and

nothing more. Nor could they satisfactorily answer the question. He

raved: “You let her go. Ha! what creatures you are--hein? But you find

not anozer in fifty years, I say; and here you stop, and forty hours

pass by, and not a sing in motion. What blood you have! It is water--not

blood. Such a voice, a verve, a style, an eye, a devil, zat girl! and

all drawn up and out before ze time by a man: she is spoilt!”

He exhibited an anguish that they were not able to commiserate. Certain

expressions falling from him led them to guess that he had set some plot

in motion, which Emilia's flight had arrested; but his tragic outcries

were all on the higher ground of the loss to Art. They were glad to see

him go from the house. Soon he returned to demand Wilfrid's address.

Arabella wrote it out for him with rebuking composure. Then he insisted

upon having Captain Gambier's, whom he described as “ce nonchalant

dandy.”

“Him you will have a better opportunity of seeing by waiting here,”

said Adela; and the captain came before Mr. Pericles had retreated. “Ce

nonchalant” was not quite true to his title, when he heard that Emilia

had flown. He did not say much, but iterated “Gone!” with an elegant

frown, adding, “She must come back, you know!” and was evidently more

than commonly puzzled and vexed, pursuing the strain in a way that

satisfied Mr. Pericles more thoroughly than Adela.

“She shall come back as soon as she has a collar,” growled Mr. Pericles,

meaning captivity.

“If she'd only come back with her own maiden name,” interjected Mrs.

Chump, “I'll give her a character; but, upon my hon'r--d'ye think ut

possible, now...?”

Arabella talked over her, and rescued her father's name.

The noisy sympathy and wild speculations of the Tinleys and Copleys had

to be endured. On the whole, the feeling toward Emilia was kind, and the

hope that she would come to no harm was fervently expressed by all

the ladies; frequently enough, also, to show the opinion that it might

easily happen. On such points Mrs. Chump never failed to bring the

conversation to a block. Supported as they were by Captain Gambier,

Edward Buxley, Freshfield Sumner, and more than once by Sir Twickenham

(whom Freshfield, launching angry shafts, now called the semi-betrothed,

the statistical cripple, and other strong things that show a developing

genius for street-cries and hustings--epithets in every member of the

lists of the great Rejected, or of the jilted who can affect to be

philosophical), notwithstanding these aids, the ladies of Brookfield

were crushed by Mrs. Chump. Her main offence was, that she revived for

them so much of themselves that they had buried. “Oh! the unutterably

sordid City life!” It hung about her like a smell of London smoke. As a

mere animal, they passed her by, and had almost come to a state of mind

to pass her off. It was the phantom, or rather the embodiment of their

First Circle, that they hated in the woman. She took heroes from the

journals read by servant-maids; she thought highly of the Court of

Aldermen; she went on public knees to the aristocracy; she was proud, in

fact, of all City appetites. What, though none saw the peculiar sting?

They felt it; and one virtue in possessing an 'ideal' is that, lodging

in you as it does, it insists upon the interior being furnished by your

personal satisfaction, and not by the blindness or stupidity of the

outer world. Thus, in one direction, an ideal precludes humbug.

The ladies might desire to cloak facts, but they had no pleasure

in deception. They had the feminine power of extinguishing things

disagreeable, so long as nature or the fates did them no violence. When

these forces sent an emissary to confound them, as was clearly the case

with Mrs. Chump, they fought. The dreadful creature insisted upon shows

of maudlin affection that could not be accorded to her, so that she

existed in a condition of preternatural sensitiveness. Among ladies

pretending to dignity of life, the horror of acrid complaints

alternating with public offers of love from a gross woman, may be

pictured in the mind's eye. The absence of Mr. Pole and Wilfrid, which

caused Mrs. Chump to chafe at the restraint imposed by the presence of

males to whom she might not speak endearingly, and deprived the ladies

of proper counsel, and what good may be at times in masculine authority,

led to one fierce battle, wherein the great shot was fired on both

sides. Mrs. Chump was requested to leave the house: she declined.

Interrogated as to whether she remained as an enemy, knowing herself

to be so looked upon, she said that she remained to save them from

the dangers they invited. Those dangers she named, observing that Mrs.

Lupin, their aunt, might know them, but was as liable to be sent to

sleep by a fellow with a bag of jokes as a watchdog to be quieted by

a bone. The allusion here was to Mrs. Lupin's painful, partially

inexcusable, incurable sense of humour, especially when a gleam of it

led to the prohibited passages of life. The poor lady was afflicted

so keenly that, in instances where one of her sex and position in the

social scale is bound to perish rather than let even the shadow of a

laugh appear, or any sign of fleshly perception or sympathy peep out,

she was seen to be mutely, shockingly, penitentially convulsed: a

degrading sight. And albeit repeatedly remonstrated with, she, upon

such occasions, invariably turned imploring glances--a sort of frowning

entreaty--to the ladies, or to any of her sex present. “Did you not

see that? Oh! can you resist it?” she seemed to gasp, as she made those

fruitless efforts to drag them to her conscious level. “Sink thou, if

thou wilt,” was the phrase indicated to her. She had once thought her

propensity innocent enough, and enjoyable. Her nieces had almost cured

her, by sitting on her, until Mrs. Chump came to make her worst than

ever. It is to be feared that Mrs. Chump was beginning to abuse her

power over the little colourless lady. We cannot, when we find ourselves

possessed of the gift of sending a creature into convulsions, avoid

exercising it. Mrs. Lupin was one of the victims of the modern feminine

'ideal.' She was in mind merely a woman; devout and charitable, as her

nieces admitted; but radically--what? They did not like to think, or to

say, what;--repugnant, seemed to be the word. A woman who consented

to perceive the double-meaning, who acknowledged its suggestions of a

violation of decency laughable, and who could not restrain laughter,

was, in their judgement, righteously a victim. After signal efforts to

lift her up, the verdict was that their Aunt Lupin did no credit to

her sex. If we conceive a timorous little body of finely-strung nerves,

inclined to be gay, and shrewdly apprehensive, but depending for her

opinion of herself upon those about her, we shall see that Mrs. Lupin's

life was one of sorrow and scourges in the atmosphere of the 'ideal.'

Never did nun of the cloister fight such a fight with the flesh, as this

poor little woman, that she might not give offence to the Tribunal

of the Nice Feelings which leads us to ask, “Is sentimentalism in

our modern days taking the place of monasticism to mortify our poor

humanity?” The sufferings of the Three of Brookfield under Mrs. Chump

was not comparable to Mrs. Lupin's. The good little woman's soul

withered at the self-contempt to which her nieces helped her daily.

Laughter, far from expanding her heart and invigorating her frame, was a

thing that she felt herself to be nourishing as a traitor in her bosom:

and the worst was, that it came upon her like a reckless intoxication at

times, possessing her as a devil might; and justifying itself, too, and

daring to say, “Am I not Nature?” Mrs. Lupin shrank from the remembrance

of those moments.

In another age, the scenes between Mrs. Lupin and Mrs. Chump, greatly

significant for humanity as they are, will be given without offence

on one side or martyrdom on the other. At present, and before our

sentimentalists are a concrete, it would be profitless rashness to

depict them. When the great shots were fired off (Mrs. Chump being

requested to depart, and refusing) Mrs. Lupin fluttered between the

belligerents, doing her best to be a medium for the restoration of

peace. In repeating Mrs. Chump's remarks, which were rendered purposely

strong with Irish spice by that woman, she choked; and when she conveyed

to Mrs. Chump the counter-remarks of the ladies, she provoked utterances

that almost killed her. A sadder life is not to be imagined. The

perpetual irritation of a desire to indulge in her mortal weakness,

and listening to the sleepless conscience that kept watch over it; her

certainty that it would be better for her to laugh right out, and

yet her incapacity to contest the justice of her nieces' rebuke; her

struggle to resist Mrs. Chump, which ended in a sensation of secret

shameful liking for her--all these warring influences within were seen

in her behaviour.

“I have always said,” observed Cornelia, “that she labours under a

disease.” What is more, she had always told Mrs. Lupin as much, and her

sisters had echoed her. Three to one in such a case is a severe trial to

the reason of solitary one. And Mrs. Lupin's case was peculiar, inasmuch

as the more she yielded to Chump-temptation and eased her heart of

its load of laughter, the more her heart cried out against her and

subscribed to the scorn of her nieces. Mrs. Chump acted a demon's part;

she thirsted for Mrs. Lupin that she might worry her. Hitherto she had

not known that anything peculiar lodged in her tongue, and with no other

person did she think of using it to produce a desired effect; but now

the scenes in Brookfield became hideous to the ladies, and not wanting

in their trials to the facial muscles of the gentlemen. A significant

sign of what the ladies were enduring was, that they ceased to speak of

it in their consultations. It is a blank period in the career of young

creatures when a fretting wretchedness forces them out of their dreams

to action; and it is then that they will do things that, seen from

the outside (i.e. in the conduct of others), they would hold to be

monstrous, all but impossible. Or how could Cornelia persuade herself,

as she certainly persuaded Sir Twickenham and the world about her, that

she had a contemplative pleasure in his society? Arabella drew nearer to

Edward Buxley, whom she had not treated well, and who, as she might have

guessed, had turned his thoughts toward Adela; though clearly without

encouragement. Adela indeed said openly to her sisters, with a Gallic

ejaculation, “Edward follows me, do you know; and he has adopted a sort

of Sicilian-vespers look whenever he meets me with Captain Gambier. I

could forgive him if he would draw out a dagger and be quite theatrical;

but, behold, we meet, and my bourgeois grunts and stammers, and seems to

beg us to believe that he means nothing whatever by his behaviour. Can

you convey to his City-intelligence that he is just a trifle ill-bred?”

Now, Arabella had always seen Edward as a thing that was her own, which

accounts for the treatment to which, he had been subjected. A quick

spur of jealousy--a new sensation--was the origin of her leaning toward

Edward; and the plea of saving Adela from annoyance excused and covered

it. He, for his part, scarcely concealed his irritation, until a little

scented twisted note was put in his hand, which said, “You are as

anxious as I can be about our sweet lost Emilia! We believe ourselves

to be on her traces.” This gave him wonderful comfort. It put Adela in

a beautiful fresh light as a devoted benefactress and delicious

intriguante. He threw off some of his most telling caricatures at this

period. Adela had divined that Captain Gambier suspected his cousin

Merthyr Powys of abstracting Emilia, that he might shield her from Mr.

Pericles. The Captain confessed it, calmly blushing, and that he was in

communication with Miss Georgiana Ford, Mr. Powys's half-sister;

about whom Adela was curious, until the Captain ejaculated, “A

saint!”--whereat she was satisfied, knowing by instinct that the

preference is for sinners. Their meetings usually referred to Emilia;

and it was astonishing how willingly the Captain would talk of her.

Adela repeated to herself, “This is our mask,” and thus she made it the

Captain's; for it must be said that the conquering Captain had never

felt so full of pity to any girl or woman to whom he fancied he had done

damage, as to Emilia. He enjoyed a most thorough belief that she was

growing up to perplex him with her love, and he had not consequently

attempted to precipitate the measure; but her flight had prematurely

perplexed him. In grave debate with the ends of his moustache for a

term, he concluded by accusing Merthyr Powys; and with a little feeling

of spite not unknown to masculine dignity, he wrote to Merthyr's

half-sister--“merely to inquire, being aware that whatever he does

you have been consulted on, and the friends of this Miss Belloni are

distressed by her absence.”

The ladies of Brookfield were accustomed to their father's occasional

unpremeditated absences, and neither of them had felt an apprehension

which she could not dismiss, until one morning Mr. Powys sent up his

card to Arabella, requesting permission to speak with her alone.

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