CHAPTER XXXIX

LOVE'S VICTORY

The rightness of Buck's conjecture was proved before evening, but not

without long and painful effort. Joan was utterly weary, and the man

was reduced to such weakness and disability as, in all his life, he

had never known.

But they faced their task with the knowledge that with every moment of

delay in procuring food their chances of escape from that land of ruin

were lessening. With food, and, consequently, with Buck's horse,

safety would be practically assured. They would then, too, be able to

prosecute a search for the man they both had learned to love so well.

With nightfall their hopes were realized, but only at a terrible cost

to the man. So great had become his weakness and suffering that it was

Joan who was forced to make provision for the night.

Both horses were grazing together with an unconcern that was truly

equine. Nor, when reviewed, was their escape the miracle it appeared.

At the height of the storm they had been left on the farthest confines

of the plateau of Devil's Hill, where no fire would reach them, and at

a considerable distance from the lake. Their native terror of fire

would have held them there in a state bordering on paralysis. In all

probability no power on earth could have induced them to stir from the

spot where they had been left, until the drenching rain had blotted

out the furnace raging below. This had been Buck's thought. Then,

perhaps, laboring under a fear of the quakings caused by the

subterranean fires of the hill, and their hungry stomachs crying out

for food, they had left the dreaded hill in quest of the pastures they

craved.

The well-stocked saddle-bags, which Buck's forethought had filled for

the long trail, now provided these lonely wanderers in the wilderness

with the food they needed, the saddle-blankets and the saddles

furnished their open-air couches, and the horses, well, the horses

were there to afford them escape when the time came, and, in the

meantime, could be left to recover from the effects of the storm and

stress through which they, too, had passed.

With the following dawn Buck's improvement was wonderful, and Joan

awoke from a deep, night-long slumber, refreshed and hopeful. An

overhauling of their supplies showed them sufficient food, used

sparingly, to last a week. And with this knowledge Buck outlined their

plans to the girl, who hung upon his every word.

"We can't quit yet," he said, when they had broken their fast.

The girl waited, watching his dark contemplative eyes as they looked

across the water at the diminished hill.

"Nope," he went on. "We owe him more'n that. We must chase around,

an'--find him. We must----"

"Yes," Joan broke in, her eyes full of eager acquiescence. "We must

not leave him--to--to--the coyotes." She shuddered.

"No. Guess I'll git the horses."

"You? Oh, Buck--let me. I am well and strong. It is my turn to do

something now. Your work is surely finished."

Her pleading eyes smiled up into his, but the man shook his head with

that decision she had come to recognize and obey almost without

question.

"Not on your life, little gal," he said, in his kindly, resolute

fashion, and Joan was left to take her woman's place in their scheme

of things.

But she shared in the search of the hill and the woods. She shared in

the ceaseless hunt for three long, weary, heart-breaking days over a

land of desolation and loneliness. She rode at Buck's side hour after

hour on the sturdy horse that had served the Padre so faithfully, till

her body was healthily weary, and her eyes grew heavy with straining.

But she welcomed the work. For, with the tender mother eye of the

woman in her, she beheld that which gladdened her heart, and made the

hardest work a mere labor of love. Each passing day, almost with each

passing hour, she witnessed the returning vigor of the man she loved.

His recuperative powers were marvelous, and she watched his bodily

healing as though he were her own helpless offspring.

For the rest their search was hopeless. The battling forces of a

storm-riven earth had claimed their toll to the last fraction, and

with the cunning of the miser had secreted the levy. Not a trace was

there of any human life but their own. The waters from the hill swept

the little valley, and hugged to their bosom the secrets that lay

beneath their surface. And the fall of rock held deeply buried all

that which it had embraced in its rending. The farm was utterly

destroyed, and with it had fallen victims every head of stock Joan had

possessed. The old fur fort had yielded to the fire demon, where, for

all the ages, it had resisted the havoc of storm. There was nothing

left to mark the handiwork of man, nothing but the terrible

destruction it had brought about.

Thus it was on the fourth morning, after breaking their fast, and the

horses had been saddled, Buck once more packed the saddle-bags and

strapped them into their places behind the saddles. Joan watched him

without question. She no longer had any question for that which he

chose to ordain.

When all was ready he lifted her into her saddle, which she rode

astride, in the manner of the prairie. She was conscious of his

strength, now returned to its full capacity. She was nothing in his

arms now, she might have been a child by the ease with which he lifted

her. He looked to her horse's bridle, he saw that she was comfortable.

Then he vaulted into Caesar's saddle with all his old agility.

"Which way, Buck?" The girl spoke with the easy manner of one who has

little concern, but her eyes belied her words. A strange thrill was

storming in her bosom.

"Leeson Butte," said Buck, a deep glow shining in his dark eyes.

Joan let her horse amble beside the measured, stately walk of Caesar.

Her reins hung loose, and her beautiful eyes were shining as they

gazed out eagerly ahead. She was thrilling with a happiness that

conflicted with a strange nervousness at the naming of their

destination. She had no protest to offer, no question. It was as if

the lord of her destiny had spoken, and it was her happiness and

desire to obey.

They rode on, and their way lay amidst the charred skeleton of a wide,

stately wood. The air was still faint with the reek of burning. There

was no darkness here beyond the blackened tree trunks, for the

brilliant summer sun lit up the glades, which, for ages, no sun's rays

had ever penetrated. The sense of ruin was passing from the minds of

these children of the wilderness. Their focus had already adapted

itself. Almost, even, their youthful eyes and hearts saw new beauties

springing up about them. It was the work of that wonderful fount of

hope, which dies so hardly in us all, and in youth never.

At length they left the mouldering skeletons behind them, and the

gracious, waving, tawny grass of the plains opened out before their

gladdened eyes. A light breeze tempered the glorious sunlight, and set

ripples afloat upon the waving crests of the motionless rollers of a

grassy ocean.

Buck drew his horse down to a walk beside the girl, and his look had

lost its reflection of the sadness they were leaving behind. He had no

desire now to look back. For all his life the memory of his "big

friend" would remain, for the rest his way lay directly ahead, his

life, and his--hope.

"It's all wonderful--wonderful out here, little Joan," he said,

smiling tenderly down upon her sweet face from the superior height at

which Caesar carried him. "Seems like we're goin' to read pages of

a--fresh book. Seems like the old book's all mussed up, so we can't

learn its lessons ever again."

Joan returned the warmth of his gaze. But she shook her head with an

assumption of wisdom.

"It's the same book, dear, only it's a different chapter. You see the

story always goes on. It must go on--to the end. Characters drop out.

They die, or are--killed. Incidents happen, some pleasant, some--full

of sadness. But that's all part of the story, and must be. The story

always goes on to the end. You see," she added with a tender smile,

"the hero's still in the picture."

"An' the--gal-hero."

Joan shook her head decidedly.

"There's no heroine to this story," she said. "You need courage to be

a heroine, and I--I have none. Do you know, Buck," she went on

seriously, "when I look back on all that's gone I realize how much my

own silly weakness has caused the trouble. If I had only had the

courage to laugh at my aunt's prophecies, my aunt's distorted

pronouncements, all this trouble would have been saved. I should never

have come to the farm. My aunt would never have found the Padre. Those

men would never have fired those woods when they burnt my farm,

and--and the gentle-hearted Padre would never have lost his life."

It was Buck's turn to shake his head.

"Wrong, wrong, little gal," he said with a warmth of decision. "When

you came to us--to me, an' we saw your trouble, we jest set to work to

clear a heap o' cobwebs from your mind. That was up to us, because you

were sure sufferin', and you needed help. But all we said, all we told

you not to believe, those things were sure marked out, an' you, an'

all of us had to go thro' with 'em. We can't talk away the plans o'

Providence. You jest had to come to that farm. You jest had to do all

the things you did. Maybe your auntie, in that queer way of hers, told

you the truth, maybe she saw things us others didn't jest see. Who can

tell?"

Joan's eyes lit with a startled look as she listened to the man's

words. They made her wonder at the change in him. Had that terrible

cataclysm impressed him with a new view of the life by which he was

surrounded? It might be. Then, suddenly, a fresh thought occurred to

her. A memory rose up and confronted her, and a sudden joyous anxiety

thrilled her.

"Do you really think that, Buck?" she cried eagerly. "Do you? Do you?"

"Things seem changed, little gal," he said, half ruefully. "Seems to

me the past week's been years an' years long." He laughed. "Maybe I

got older. Maybe I think those things now, same as most folks think

'em--when they get older."

But Joan was full of her own thought, and she went on eagerly, passing

his reasons by.

"Listen, Buck, when Aunt Mercy told me all my troubles, she told me

something else. But it seemed so small by the side of those other

things, that I--that I almost forgot it. What was it? Her words? Yes,

yes, I asked her, was there no hope for me? No means by which I could

be saved from my fate? And she said that my only hope lay in finding a

love that was stronger than death. These were her words----

"'I loved your father with a passion nothing, no disaster could

destroy. Go you, child, and find you such a love. Go you and find a

love so strong that no disaster can kill it. And maybe life may still

have some compensations for you, maybe it will lift the curse from

your suffering shoulders. It--it is the only thing in the world that

is stronger than disaster. It is the only thing in the world that is

stronger than--death.'"

Her words dropped to a whisper as she finished speaking, and she

waited, like a criminal awaiting sentence, for the man's judgment on

them. Her eyes were downcast, and her rounded bosom was stirring

tumultuously. What would he say? What would he think? And yet she must

have told him. Was he not the one person in the world who held her

fate in his hands? Yes, he must know all there was in her mind. And

she knew in her heart that he would understand as she wanted him to

understand.

Buck suddenly reined Caesar in, and brought him to a standstill,

turning him about so that he looked back upon the world they were

leaving behind them forever. In silence Joan responded to his

movement, and her horse closed up against the other.

"Guess your auntie's notions were all queer, so queer they're mighty

hard to understand," he said reflectively. "But seems to me she's hit

a big truth some way. That curse is sure lifted--sure, sure."

He pointed at the grim outline of Devil's Hill, now fading in the

distance.

"Look ther' yonder. Yonder's the disaster, yonder is--death. An'

we--we've sure passed through it. She's right. Our love is stronger

than disaster--stronger than death."

Then he turned and gazed ardently into her upturned face. "Guess we

sure found that love together, little gal. An' it's ours to keep

forever an' ever. Ther' ain't no other love comin' around. I'm yours

fer jest so long as I have life, an' you--wal, you're jest my whole,

whole world."

He leant toward her, his dark eyes shining with his great love.

Reaching out he drew her toward him, his strong, protecting arm

encircling her slim waist.

"Say, little gal," he went on urgingly, "we're goin' right on now to

Leeson Butte. Ther's a passon ther' who can fix us right. An' when

that's done, an' ther' ain't nuthin' in the world can come between us,

why, then I sure got two mighty strong hands yearnin' to git busy

handin' you those things which can make a woman's life easy, an'--an'

happy. Will you come, little Joan? Will you sure come?"

His eager young face was close to hers, and his deep breath fanned her

warm cheek. She gave him no verbal reply. At that moment she had no

words. But she turned toward him. And, as she turned, her lips met his

in one long, passionate kiss. He needed no other reply. She was giving

him herself. It was the soul of the woman speaking.

Some moments later their horses were again heading for Leeson Butte.

The eyes of the girl were shining with a happiness such as she had

never known before, and Buck sat with head erect, and the light of a

great purpose in his eyes. For a while they rode thus. Then the man's

eyes twinkled with a sudden thought. For a moment he glanced at the

golden head so close beside him. Then he smiled.

"Say, little Joan," he cried, "guess you're that gal-hero after all."

Joan responded to his look.

"How?" she inquired, with a heightened color.

"Why, jest git a look at me. Me! You're goin' to marry me! I'd sure

say you've a heap more grit than any gal-hero I've heard tell of."

Joan surveyed his unkempt figure,--the torn clothing, his unshaven

face; the bandages made of her own undergarments, which he still

wore,--and the happy smile on her young face broadened.

"Well, you see, Buck, dear," she said joyously, "you can't be a proper

hero if you don't carry the scars of battle on you." She sighed

contentedly. "No, I'm afraid it doesn't need much 'grit' to marry

you."

TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE:

Minor changes have been made to correct typesetters' errors;

otherwise, every effort has been made to remain true to the author's

words and intent.

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