CHAPTER XVI

A surprised and very doubtful maid admitted him to Mrs. Hammerton's tiny

reception room and took his card; and he fidgeted there impatiently

until the maid returned to conduct him.

Mrs. Hammerton sat at coffee in the combination breakfast and dining

room of her pretty little apartment. He had never seen her wear glasses,

but a pair, presumably hers, was lying across the morning paper on the

edge of the table.

Windows behind her threw her face into shadow against the sunlight, and

he could not clearly distinguish her features. A canary sang

persistently in the sunshine; a friendly cat yawned on the window sill.

"Have some coffee, James?" she asked, without greeting him.

"Thanks, I've breakfasted."

"Very well. There's a chair." She motioned dismissal to the maid. "And

close the door!" she added curtly.

The maid vanished, closing the door. Aunt Hannah poured more coffee for

herself; now she began to browse on toast and bacon.

"Have you seen the papers?" he asked bluntly.

Her eyes snapped fire: "That was a brave thing _you_ did! I never knew

any of the Desboros were cowards."

He looked at her in angry astonishment.

"Well, what do _you_ call it if it isn't cowardice--to slink off and

marry a defenseless girl like that!"

"Did you expect me to give you a chance to destroy me and poison

Jacqueline's mind? If I _had_ been guilty of the thing with which you

charge me, what I have done _would_ have been cowardly. Otherwise, it is

justified."

"You have been guilty of enough without that particular thing to rule

you out."

"If," he said, controlling his anger, "you really were appointed God's

deputy on earth, you'd have to rule out the majority of men who attempt

to marry."

"I'd do it, too," she remarked.

"Fortunately," he went on, "your authority for meddling is only self

delegated. You once threatened me. You gave me warning like a fair

adversary. But even rattlesnakes do that!"

He could see her features more plainly now, having become accustomed to

the light; and her scornful expression and the brilliant danger in her

beady eyes did not escape him. She darted at a bit of toast and

swallowed it.

"So," he ended calmly, "I merely accepted the warning and acted

accordingly--if you call that cowardly."

"I see. You were much too clever for me. In other words, you forestalled

me, didn't you?"

"Ask yourself, Aunt Hannah."

"No, I ask you. You _did_ forestall me, didn't you, Jim?"

"I think it amounts to that."

"Oh! Then why are you here at this hour of the morning, after your

wedding night?"

There was a silence. Presently she put on her glasses and glanced at

the paper. When he had his temper and his voice under absolute control

again, he said very quietly:

"Somebody is trying to make my wife unhappy. May I ask if it is you?"

"Certainly you may ask, James. Ask as many times as you like." She

continued to scan the paper.

"I do ask," he insisted.

[Illustration: "'Why don't you ask your--wife?'"]

She laid aside the paper and took off her glasses:

"Very well; failing to obtain the desired information from me, why don't

you ask your--wife?"

"I have asked her," he said, in a low voice.

"Oh, I see! Jacqueline also refuses the desired information. So you come

to inquire of me. Is that it?"

"Yes, that is it."

"You go behind your wife's back----"

"Don't talk that way, please."

"Indeed! Now, listen very attentively, James, because that is exactly

the way I am going to talk to you. And I'll begin by telling you plainly

just what you have done. _You_--and you know what _you_ are--have

married clandestinely a young, innocent, inexperienced girl. You, who

are not fit to decide the fate of a new-born yellow pup, have assumed

the irrevocable responsibility of this girl's future--arranged it

yourself in the teeth of the eternal fitness and decency of things!

_You_, James Desboro, a good-for-nothing idler, irresponsible

spendthrift, half bankrupt, without ambition, without a profession,

without distinction except that you have good looks and misleading

manners and a line of ancestors which would make an Englishman laugh.

"When you did this thing you knew you were not fit to tie her shoes.

You knew, too, that those who really love her and who might have

shielded her except for this--this treachery, had warned you to keep

your distance. You knew more than that; you knew that our little

Jacqueline had all her life before her; that for the first time in her

brief career the world was opening its arms to her; that she was certain

to be popular, sure to be welcomed, respected, liked, loved. You knew

that now she was going to have her chance; that men of distinction, of

attainment, of lofty ideals and irreproachable private lives--men well

to do materially, too--men of wealth, ambitious men, forceful men who

count, certainly would seek her, surround her, prefer her, give her what

she had a right to have--the society of her intellectual peers--the

exercise of a free, untrammeled judgment, and, ultimately, the

opportunity to select from among real men the man most worthy of such a

woman as she is."

Mrs. Hammerton laid one shapely hand on the table, fingers clenched,

and, half rising, fairly glared at Desboro.

"You have cheated her out of what was her due! You have stolen her

future! You have robbed her of a happy and worthy career to link her

life with your career--_your_ career--or whatever you call the futile

parody on life which men of your sort enact, disgracing God that He knew

no more than to create you! And my righteous anger against you is not

wholly personal--not because you have swindled me alone--taken from me

the only person I have really ever cared for--killed her confidence in

me, her tenderness--but because you have cheated _her_, and the world,

too! For she is a rare woman--a rare, sweet woman, James. And _that_ is

what you have done to the civilisation that has tolerated you!"

He had risen, astounded; but as her denunciation of him became fiercer,

and the concentrated fury in her eyes more deadly, a slightly dazed

feeling began to dull his own rage, and he found himself listening as

though a mere spectator at the terrible arraignment of another man.

He remained standing. But she had finished; and she was shaking a little

when she resumed her chair; and still he stood there, pallid, staring at

space. For several minutes neither of them stirred. Finally she said, in

a harsh but modified voice:

"I will tell you this much. Since I have known that she is married I

have not interfered. On the contrary, I have written her offering her my

love, my sympathy, and my devotion as long as I live. But it is a

terrible and wicked thing that you have done. And I can see little

chance for her, little hope, and less of happiness--when she fully

realises what she has done, and what you have done to her--when she

really understands how low she has stooped and to what level she has

descended to find the man she has married."

He merely gazed at her without expression. She shook her head.

"Hers will become a solitary life, intellectually and spiritually. There

is nothing in you to mate with it. Only materially are you of the

slightest use--and I think I am not mistaken when I say your usefulness

even there is pitiably limited, and that what you have to offer her will

not particularly attract her. For she is a rare woman, James--a species

of being absolutely different from you. And it had been well for you,

also, if you had been wise enough to let her alone. High altitudes

don't agree with you; and not even the merry company on Mount

Olympus--let alone the graver gathering higher up--are suitable for such

as you and your mundane kind."

He nodded, scarcely conscious of his mechanical acquiescence in what she

said. Hat and stick in hand, he moved slowly toward the door. She,

watching his departure, said in a lower voice:

"You and I are of the same species. I am no better than you, James.

But--she is different. And you and I are capable of recognising that

there _is_ a difference. It seems odd, almost ridiculous to find out at

this late date that it is not an alliance with fashion, wealth, family,

social connections, that can do honour to Jacqueline Nevers, bourgeoise

daughter of a French shop-keeper; it is Jacqueline who honours the caste

to which, alas, she has not risen, but into which she has descended. God

knows how far such a sour and soggy loaf can be leavened by such as

she--or what she can do for you! Perhaps----"

She checked herself and shook her head. He walked back to her, made his

adieux mechanically, then went out slowly, like a man in a trance.

Down in the sunny street the car was waiting; he entered and sat there,

giving no orders, until the chauffeur, leaning wide from his seat and

still holding open the door, ventured to remind him.

"Oh, yes! Then--you may drive me to Mrs. Clydesdale's."

* * * * *

But the woman whose big and handsome house was now his destination, had

forbidden her servants to disturb her that morning; so when Desboro

presented himself, only his card was received at the door.

Elena, in the drawing-room, hearing the bell, had sprung to her feet and

stepped into the upper hall to listen.

She heard Desboro's voice and shivered, heard her butler say that she

was not at home, heard the bronze doors clash behind him.

Then, with death in her heart, she went back noiselessly into the

drawing-room where Mr. Waudle, who was squatting on a delicate French

chair, retaining his seat, coolly awaited a resumption of the

interrupted conference. As a matter of fact, he resumed it himself

before she was seated on the sofa at his elbow.

"As I was telling you," he continued, "I've got to make a living. Why

shouldn't you help me? We were friends once. You found me amusing enough

in the old days----"

"Until you became impudent!"

"Who provoked me? Women need never fear familiarity unless they

encourage it!"

"It was absolutely innocent on my part----"

"Oh, hell!" he said, disgustedly. "It's always the man's fault! When you

pull a cat's tail and the animal scratches, it's the cat's fault. All

right, then; granted! But the fact remains that if you hadn't looked

sideways at me it never would have entered my head to make any advances

to you." Which was a lie. All men made advances to Elena.

"Leave it so," she said, with the angry flush deepening in her cheeks.

"Sure, I'll leave it; but I'm not going to leave _you_. Not yet, Elena.

You owe me something for what you've done to me."

"Oh! Is _that_ the excuse?" she nodded scornfully; but her heart was

palpitating with fear, and her lips had become dry again.

He surveyed her insolently under his heavy eyelids.

"Come," he said, "what are you going to do about it? You are the

fortunate one; you have everything--I nothing. And, plainly, I'm sick of

it. What are you going to do?"

"Suppose," she said, steadily, "that I tell my husband what you are

doing? Had you considered _that_ possibility?"

"Tell him if you like."

She shrugged.

"What you are doing is blackmail, isn't it?" she asked disdainfully.

"Call it what you please," he said. "Suit yourself, Elena. But there is

a bunch of manuscript in the _Tattler's_ office which goes into print

the moment you play any of your catty games on me. Understand?"

She said, very pale: "Will you not tell me--give me some hint about what

you have written?"

He laughed: "Better question your own memory, little lady. Maybe it

isn't about you and Desboro at all; maybe it's something else."

"There was nothing else."

"There was--_me_!"

"You?"

"Sure," he said cheerfully. "What happened in Philadelphia, if put

skillfully before any jury, would finish _you_."

"_Nothing_ happened! And you know it!" she exclaimed, revolted.

"But juries--and the public--don't know. All they can do is to hear the

story and then make up their minds. If you choose to let them hear

_your_ story----"

"There was nothing! I did nothing! _Nothing_----" she faltered.

"But God knows the facts look ugly," he retorted, with smirking

composure. "You're a clever girl; ask yourself what you'd think if the

facts about you and young Desboro--you and me--were skillfully brought

out?"

She sat dumb, frightened, twisting her fingers; then, in the sudden

anger born of torture:

"If I am disgraced, what will happen to _you_!" she flashed out--and

knew in the same breath that the woman invariably perishes where the man

usually survives; and sat silent and pallid again, her wide eyes

restlessly roaming about her as though seeking refuge.

"Also," he said, "if you sue the _Tattler_ for slander, there's Munger,

you know. He saw us in Philadelphia that night----"

"What!"

"Certainly. And if a jury learned that you and I were in the same----"

"I did not dream you were to be in the same hotel--in those rooms--you

miserable----"

"Easy, little lady! Easy, now! Never mind what you did or didn't dream.

You're up against reality, now. So never mind about me at all. Let that

Philadelphia business go; it isn't essential. I've enough to work on

without _that_!"

[Illustration: "'I do not believe you,' she said between her teeth"]

"I do not believe you," she said, between her teeth.

"Oh! Are you really going to defy me?"

"Perhaps."

"I see," he said, thoughtfully, rising and looking instinctively around.

He had the quick, alert side-glance which often characterises lesser

adepts in his profession.

Then, half way to the door, he turned on her again:

"Look here, Elena, I'm tired of this! You fix it so that your husband

keeps those porcelains, or I'll go down town now and turn in that

manuscript! Come on! Which is it?"

"Go, if you like!"

There ensued a breathless silence; his fat hand was on the door, pushing

it already, when a stifled exclamation from her halted him. After a

moment he turned warily.

"I'm desperate," he said. "Pay, or I show you up. Which is it to be?"

"I--how do I know? What proof have I that you can damage me----"

He came all the way back, moistening his thick lips, for he had played

his last card at the door; and, for a second, he supposed that he was

beaten.

"Now, see here," he said, "I don't want to do this. I don't want to

smash anybody, let alone a woman. But, by God! I'll do it if you don't

come across. So make up your mind, Elena."

She strove to sustain his gaze and he leered at her. Finally he sat down

beside her:

"I said I wouldn't give you any proofs. But I guess I will. I'll prove

to you that I've got you good and plenty, little lady. Will that satisfy

you?"

"Prove it!" she strove to say; but her lips scarcely obeyed her.

"All right. Do you remember one evening, just before Christmas, when you

and your husband had been on the outs?"

She bit her lip in silence.

"_Do_ you?" he insisted.

"Perhaps."

"All right, so far," he sneered. "Did he perhaps tell you that he had an

appointment at the Kiln Club with a man who was interested in porcelains

and jades?"

"No."

"Well, he did. He had an appointment for that night. I was the man."

She understood nothing.

"So," he said, "I waited three hours at the Kiln Club and your husband

didn't show up. Then I telephoned his house. You and he were probably

having your family row just then, for the maid said he was there, but

was too busy to come to the telephone. So I said that I'd come up to the

house in half an hour."

Still she did not comprehend.

"Wait a bit, little lady," he continued, with sly enjoyment of his own

literary methods. "The climax comes where it belongs, not where you

expect it. So now we'll read you a chapter in which a bitter wind blows

heavily, and a solitary taxicab might have been seen outward bound

across the wintry wastes of Gotham Town. Get me?"

She merely looked at him.

"In that low, black, rakish taxi," he went on, "sat an enterprising man

bent upon selling to your husband the very porcelains which he

subsequently bought. In other words, _I_ sat in that taxi. _I_ stopped

in front of this house; _I_ saw _you_ leave the house and go scurrying

away like a scared rabbit. And then I went up the steps, rang, was

admitted, told to wait in the library. I waited."

"Where?" The word burst from her involuntarily.

"In the library," he repeated. "It's a nice, cosy, comfortable place,

isn't it? Fine fat sofas, soft cushions, fire in the grate--oh, a very

comfortable place, indeed! I thought so, anyway, while I was waiting for

your husband to come down stairs."

"It appeared that he had finally received my telephone

message--presumably after you and he had finished your row--and had left

word that I was to be admitted. That's why they let me in. So I waited

very, v--ery comfortably in the library; and somebody had thoughtfully

set out cigars, and whisky, and lemon, and sugar, _and_ a jug of hot

water. It _was_ a cold night, if you remember."

He paused long enough to leer at her.

"Odd," he remarked, "how pleasantly things happen sometimes. And, as I

sat there in that big leather chair--you must know which one I mean,

Elena--it is the fattest and most comforting--I smoked my cigar and

sipped my hot grog, and gazed innocently around. And _what_ do you

suppose my innocent eyes encountered--just like that?"

"W--what?" she breathed.

"Why, a letter!" he said, jovially slapping his fat thigh, "a real

letter lying right in the middle of the table--badly sealed, Elena--very

carelessly sealed--just the gummed point of the envelope clinging to the

body of it. Now, wasn't that a peculiar thing for an enterprising young

man to discover, I ask you?"

He leered and leered into her white face; then, satisfied, he went on:

"The writing was _yours_, dearie. I recognised it. It was addressed to

your own husband, who lived under the same roof. _And_ I had seen you

creep out, close the front door softly, and scurry away into the night."

He made a wide gesture with his fat hands.

"Naturally," he said, "I thought I ought to summon a servant to call

your husband, so I could tell him what I had seen you do. But--there was

a quicker way to learn what your departure meant--whether you were at

that moment making for the river or for Maxim's--anyway, I knew there

was no time to be lost. So----"

She shrank away and half rose, strangling a cry of protest.

"Sure I did!" he said coolly. "I read your note very carefully, then

licked the envelope and resealed it, and put it into my pocket. After

all, Mr. Desboro is a man. It was none of my business to interfere. So I

let him have what was coming to him--and you, too." He shrugged and

waved his hand. "Your husband came down later; we talked jades and

porcelains and prices until I nearly yawned my head off. And when it was

time to go, I slipped the letter back on the table. After all, you and

Desboro had had your fling; why shouldn't hubby have an inning?"

He lay back in his chair and laughed at the cowering woman, who had

dropped her arms on the back of her chair and buried her face in them.

Something about the situation struck him as being very funny. He

regarded her for a few moments, then rose and walked to the door. There

he turned.

"Fix it for me! Understand?" he said sharply; and went out.

As the bronze doors closed behind Mr. Waudle, Elena started and lifted

her frightened face from her arms. For a second or two she sat there,

listening, then rose and walked swiftly and noiselessly to the bay

window. Mr. Waudle was waddling down the street. Across the way, keeping

a parallel course, walked the Cubist poet, his ankle-high trousers

flapping. They did not even glance at each other until they reached the

corner of Madison Avenue. Here they both boarded the same car going

south. Mr. Waudle was laughing.

She came back into the drawing-room and stood, clasped hands twisting in

sheer agony.

To whom could she turn now? What was there to do? Since January she had

given this man so much money that almost nothing remained of her

allowance.

How could she go to her husband again? Never had she betrayed the

slightest sympathy for him or any interest in his hobby until his anger

was awakened by the swindle of which he had been a victim.

Then, for the first time, under the menacing pressure from Waudle, she

had attempted finesse--manoeuvred as skillfully as possible in the

short space of time allotted her, cleverly betrayed an awakening

interest in her husband's collection, pretended to a sudden caprice for

the forgeries recently acquired, and carried off very well her

astonishment when informed that the jades and porcelains were swindling

imitations made in Japan.

It had been useless for her to declare that, whatever they were, she

liked them. Her husband would have none of them in spite of his evident

delight in her sudden interest. He promised to undertake her

schooling in the proper appreciation of all things Chinese--promised to

be her devoted mentor and companion in the eternal hunt for specimens.

Which was scarcely what she wanted.

But he flatly refused to encourage her in her admiration for these

forgeries or to tolerate such junk under his roof.

[Illustration: "What was she to do? She had gone half mad with fear"]

What was she to do? She had gone, half mad with fear, to throw herself

upon the sympathy and mercy of Jacqueline Nevers. Terrified, tortured,

desperate, she had even thought to bribe the girl to pronounce the

forgeries genuine. Then, suddenly, at the mere mention of Desboro, she

had gone all to pieces. And when it became clear to her that there was

already an understanding between this girl and the man she had counted

on as her last resort, fear and anger completed her demoralisation.

She remembered the terrible scene now, remembered what she had said--her

shameless attitude--the shameful lie which her words and her attitude

had forced Jacqueline to understand.

Why she had acted such a monstrous falsehood she scarcely knew; whether

it had been done to cut the suspected bond between Desboro and

Jacqueline before it grew too strong to sever--whether it had been sheer

hysteria under the new shock--whether it was reckless despair that had

hardened her to a point where she meant to take the final plunge and

trust to Desboro's chivalry, she did not know then; she did not know

now.

But the avalanche she had loosened that night in December, when she

wrote her note and went to Silverwood, was still thundering along behind

her, gathering new force every day, until the menacing roar of it never

ceased in her ears.

And now it had swept her last possible resource away--Desboro. All her

humiliation, all her shame, the lie she had acted, had not availed. This

girl had married him after all. Like a lightning stroke the news of

their wedding had fallen on her. And on the very heels of it slunk the

blackmailer with his terrifying bag of secrets.

Where was she to go? To her husband? It was useless. To Desboro? It was

too late. Even now, perhaps, he was listening scornfully to his young

wife's account of that last interview. She could see the contempt in his

face--contempt for her--for the woman who had lied to avow her own

dishonour.

Why had he come to see her then? To threaten her? To warn her? To spurn

her? Yet, that was not like Desboro. Why had he come? What she had said

and intimated to Jacqueline was done _after_ the girl was a wife. Could

it be possible that Jacqueline was visiting her anger on Desboro, having

learned too late that which would have prevented her from marrying him

at all?

Elena crept to the sofa and sank down in a heap, cowering there in one

corner, striving to think.

What would come of it? Would this proud and chaste young girl, accepting

the acted lie as truth, resent it? By leaving Desboro? By beginning a

suit for divorce--and naming----

Elena cringed, stifling a cry of terror. What had she done? Every force

she had evoked was concentrating into one black cloud over her head,

threatening her utter destruction. Everything she had done since that

December night was helping the forces gathering to annihilate her. Even

Desboro, once a refuge, was now part of this tempest about to be

unloosened.

Truly she had sowed the wind, and the work of her small white hands was

already established upon her.

Never in her life had she really ever cared for any man. Her caprice for

Desboro, founded on the lesser motives, had been the nearest approach.

It had cost her all her self-control, all her courage, to play the

diplomat with her husband for the sake of obtaining his consent to keep

the forged porcelains. And after all it had been in vain.

In spite of her white misery and wretchedness, now, as she sat there in

the drawing-room alone, her cheeks crimsoned hotly at the memory of her

arts and wiles and calineries; of her new shyness with the man she had

never before spared; of her clever attitude toward him, the apparent

dawn of tenderness, the faint provocation in her lifted eyes--God! It

should have been her profession, for she had taken to it like a woman of

the streets--had submitted like one, earning her pay. And, like many,

had been cheated in the end.

She rose unsteadily, cooling her cheeks in her hands and gazing vacantly

in front of her.

She had not been well for a few days; had meant to see her physician.

But in the rush of events enveloping her there had been no moment to

think of mere bodily ills.

Now, dizzy, trembling, and faintly nauseated, she stood supporting her

weight on a gilded chair, closing her eyes for a moment to let the

swimming wretchedness pass.

It passed after a while, leaving her so utterly miserable that she

leaned over and rang for a maid.

"Order the car--the Sphex limousine," she said. "And bring me my hat and

furs."

"Yes, madame."

"And--my jewel box. Here is the key----" detaching a tiny gold one from

its chain in her bosom. "And if Mr. Clydesdale comes in, say to him that

I have gone to the doctor's."

"Yes, madame."

"And--I shall take some jewels to--the safe deposit--one or two pieces

which I don't wear."

The maid was silent.

"Do you understand about the--jewels?"

"Yes, madame."

She went away. Presently she returned with Elena's hat and furs and

jewel box. The private garage adjoined the house; the car rolled out

before she was ready.

On the way down town she was afraid she would faint--almost wished she

would. The chauffeur's instructions landed her at a jeweler's where she

was not known.

A few moments later, in a private office, a grey old gentleman very

gently refused to consider the purchase of any jewelry from her unless

he knew her name, residence, and other essentials which she flatly

declined to give.

So a polite clerk put her into her car and she directed the chauffeur to

Dr. Allen's office, because she felt really too ill for the moment to

continue her search. Later she would manage to find somebody who would

buy sufficient of her jewelry to give her--and Mr. Waudle--the seven

thousand dollars necessary to avoid exposure.

Dr. Allen was in--just returned. Only one patient was ahead of her.

Presently she was summoned, rose with an effort, and went in.

The physician was a very old man; and after he had questioned her for a

few moments he smiled. And at the same instant she began to understand;

got to her feet blindly, stood swaying for a moment, then dropped as he

caught her.

Neither the physician nor the trained nurse who came in at his summons

seemed to be very greatly worried. As they eased the young wife and

quietly set about reviving her, they chatted carelessly. Later Elena

opened her eyes. Later still the nurse went home with her in her

limousine.

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