CHAPTER XXI

There was something sort of careless in his voice, like he had jest

dropped in to see a show, and it had come to him sudden that he would

enjoy himself fur a minute or two taking part in it. But he wasn't going

to get TOO worked up about it, either, fur the show might end by making

him tired, after all.

As he come down the aisle fumbling in his coat, he stopped and begun to

slap all his pockets. Then his face cleared, and he dived into a

vest pocket. Everybody looked like they thought he was going to pull

something important out of it. But he didn't. All he pulled out was jest

one of these here little ordinary red books of cigarette papers. Then

he dived fur some loose tobacco, and begun to roll one. I noticed his

fingers was long and white and slim and quick. But not excited fingers;

only the kind that seems to say as much as talking says.

He licked his cigarette, and then he sauntered ahead, looking up. As

he looked up the light fell full on his face fur the first time. He had

high cheek bones and iron-gray hair which he wore rather long, and very

black eyes. As he lifted his head and looked close at Doctor Kirby, a

change went over both their faces. Doctor Kirby's mouth opened like he

was going to speak. So did the other feller's. One side of his mouth

twitched into something that was too surprised to be a grin, and one of

his black eyebrows lifted itself up at the same time. But neither him

nor Doctor Kirby spoke.

He stuck his cigarette into his mouth and turned sideways from Doctor

Kirby, like he hadn't noticed him pertic'ler. And he turns to the

chairman.

"Will," he says. And everybody listens. You could see they all knowed

him, and that they all respected him too, by the way they was waiting

to hear what he would say to Will. But they was all impatient and eager,

too, and they wouldn't wait very long, although now they was hushing

each other and leaning forward.

"Will," he says, very polite and quiet, "can I trouble you for a match?"

And everybody let go their breath. Some with a snort, like they knowed

they was being trifled with, and it made 'em sore. His eyebrows goes up

agin, like it was awful impolite in folks to snort that-away, and he is

surprised to hear it. And Will, he digs fur a match and finds her and

passes her over. He lights his cigarette, and he draws a good inhale,

and he blows the smoke out like it done him a heap of good. He sees

something so interesting in that little cloud of smoke that everybody

else looks at it, too.

"Do I understand," he says, "that some one is going to lynch some one,

or something of that sort?"

"That's about the size of it, colonel," says Will.

"Um!" he says, "What for?"

Then everybody starts to talk all at once, half of them jumping to their

feet, and making a perfect hullabaloo of explanations you couldn't get

no sense out of. In the midst of which the colonel takes a chair and

sets down and crosses one leg over the other, swinging the loose foot

and smiling very patient. Which Will remembers he is chairman of that

meeting and pounds fur order.

"Thank you, Will," says the colonel, like getting order was a personal

favour to him. Then Billy Harden gets the floor, and squares away fur a

longwinded speech telling why. But Buck Hightower jumps up impatient and

says:

"We've been through all that, Billy. That man there has been tried and

found guilty, colonel, and there's only one thing to do--string him up."

"Buck, _I_ wouldn't," says the colonel, very mild.

But that there man Grimes gets up very sober and steady and says:

"Colonel, you don't understand." And he tells him the hull thing as

he believed it to be--why they has voted the doctor must die, the room

warming up agin as he talks, and the colonel listening very interested.

But you could see by the looks of him that colonel wouldn't never be

interested so much in anything but himself, and his own way of doing

things. In a way he was like a feller that enjoys having one part

of himself stand aside and watch the play-actor game another part of

himself is acting out.

"Grimes," he says, when the pock-marked man finishes, "I wouldn't. I

really wouldn't."

"Colonel," says Grimes, showing his knowledge that they are all standing

solid behind him, "WE WILL!"

"Ah," says the colonel, his eyebrows going up, and his face lighting

up like he is really beginning to enjoy himself and is glad he come,

"indeed!"

"Yes," says Grimes, "WE WILL!"

"But not," says the colonel, "before we have talked the thing over a

bit, I hope?"

"There's been too much talk here now," yells Buck Hightower, "talk,

talk, till, by God, I'm sick of it! Where's that ROPE?"

"But, listen to him--listen to the colonel!" some one else sings

out. And then they was another hullabaloo, some yelling "no!" And the

colonel, very patient, rolls himself another smoke and lights it from

the butt of the first one. But finally they quiets down enough so Will

can put it to a vote. Which vote goes fur the colonel to speak.

"Boys," he begins very quiet, "I wouldn't lynch this man. In the first

place it will look bad in the newspapers, and--"

"The newspapers be d---d!" says some one.

"And in the second place," goes on the colonel, "it would be against the

law, and--"

"The law be d----d!" says Buck Hightower.

"There's a higher law!" says Grimes.

"Against the law," says the colonel, rising up and throwing away his

cigarette, and getting interested.

"I know how you feel about all this negro business. And I feel the same

way. We all know that we must be the negros' masters. Grimes there found

that out when he came South, and the idea pleased him so he hasn't been

able to talk about anything else since. Grimes has turned into what the

Northern newspapers think a typical Southerner is.

"Boys, this thing of lynching gets to be a habit. There's been a negro

lynched to-day. He's the third in this county in five years. They all

needed killing. If the thing stopped there I wouldn't care so much. But

the habit of illegal killing grows when it gets started.

"It's grown on you. You're fixing to lynch your first white man now. If

you do, you'll lynch another easier. You'll lynch one for murder and the

next for stealing hogs and the next because he's unpopular and the next

because he happens to dun you for a debt. And in five years life will

be as cheap in Watson County as it is in a New York slum where they feed

immigrants to the factories. You'll all be toting guns and grudges and

trying to lynch each other.

"The place to stop the thing is where it starts. You can't have it both

ways--you've got to stand pat on the law, or else see the law spit on

right and left, in the end, and NOBODY safe. It's either law or--"

"But," says Grimes, "there's a higher law than that on the statute

books. There's--"

"There's a lot of flub-dub," says the colonel, "about higher laws and

unwritten laws. But we've got high enough law written if we live up to

it. There's--"

"Colonel Tom Buckner," says Buck Hightower, "what kind of law was it

when you shot Ed Howard fifteen years ago? What--"

"You're out of order," says the chairman, "Colonel Buckner has the

floor. And I'll remind you, Buck Hightower, that, on the occasion you

drag in, Colonel Buckner didn't do any talking about higher laws or

unwritten laws. He sent word to the sheriff to come and get him if he

dared."

"Boys," says the colonel, "I'm preaching you higher doctrine than I've

lived by, and I've made no claim to be better or more moral than any of

you. I'm not. I'm in the same boat with all of you, and I tell you

it's up to ALL of us to stop lynchings in this county--to set our faces

against it. I tell you--"

"Is that all you've got to say to us, colonel?"

The question come out of a group that had drawed nearer together

whilst the colonel was talking. They was tired of listening to talk and

arguments, and showed it.

The colonel stopped speaking short when they flung that question at him.

His face changed. He turned serious all over. And he let loose jest one

word:

"NO!"

Not very loud, but with a ring in it that sounded like danger. And he

got 'em waiting agin, and hanging on his words.

"No!" he repeats, louder, "not all. I have this to say to you--"

And he paused agin, pointing one long white finger at the crowd--

"IF YOU LYNCH THIS MAN YOU MUST KILL ME FIRST!"

I couldn't get away from thinking, as he stood there making them take

that in, that they was something like a play-actor about him. But he was

in earnest, and he would play it to the end, fur he liked the feelings

it made circulate through his frame. And they saw he was in earnest.

"You'll lynch him, will you?" he says, a kind of passion getting into

his voice fur the first time, and his eyes glittering. "You think you

will? Well, you WON'T!

"You won't because _I_ say NOT. Do you hear? I came here to-night to

save him.

"You might string HIM up and not be called to account for it. But how

about ME?"

He took a step forward, and, looking from face to face with a dare in

his eyes, he went on:

"Is there a man among you fool enough to think you could kill Tom

Buckner and not pay for it?"

He let 'em all think of that for jest another minute before he spoke

agin. His face was as white as a piece of paper, and his nostrils was

working, but everything else about him was quiet. He looked the master

of them all as he stood there, Colonel Tom Buckner did--straight and

splendid and keen. And they felt the danger in him, and they felt jest

how fur he would go, now he was started.

"You didn't want to listen to me a bit ago," he said. "Now you must.

Listen and choose. You can't kill that man unless you kill me too.

"TRY IT, IF YOU THINK YOU CAN!"

He reached over and took from the teacher's desk the sheet of paper Will

had used to check off the name of each man and how he voted. He held it

up in front of him and every man looked at it.

"You know me," he says. "You know I do not break my word. And I promise

you that unless you do kill me here tonight--yes, as God is my witness,

I THREATEN you--I will spend every dollar I own and every atom of

influence I possess to bring each one of you to justice for that man's

murder."

They knowed, that crowd did, that killing a man like Colonel Buckner--a

leader and a big man in that part of the state--was a different

proposition from killing a stranger like Doctor Kirby. The sense of what

it would mean to kill Colonel Buckner was sinking into 'em, and showing

on their faces. And no one could look at him standing there, with his

determination blazing out of him, and not understand that unless they

did kill him as well as Doctor Kirby he'd do jest what he said.

"I told you," he said, not raising his voice, but dropping it, and

making it somehow come creeping nearer to every one by doing that, "I

told you the first white man you lynched would lead to other lynchings.

Let me show you what you're up against to-night.

"Kill the man and the boy here, and you must kill me. Kill me, and you

must kill Old Man Withers, too."

Every one turned toward the door as he mentioned Old Man Withers. He had

never been very far into the room.

"Oh, he's gone," said Colonel Tom, as they turned toward the door, and

then looked at each other. "Gone home. Gone home with the name of every

man present. Don't you see you'd have to kill Old Man Withers too, if

you killed me? And then, HIS WIFE! And then--how many more?

"Do you see it widen--that pool of blood? Do you see it spread and

spread?"

He looked down at the floor, like he really seen it there. He had 'em

going now. They showed it.

"If you shed one drop," he went on, "you must shed more. Can't you see

it--widening and deepening, widening and deepening, till you're wading

knee deep in it--till it climbs to your waists--till it climbs to your

throats and chokes you?"

It was a horrible idea, the way he played that there pool of blood and

he shuddered like he felt it climbing up himself. And they felt it. A

few men can't kill a hull, dern county and get away with it. The way he

put it that's what they was up against.

"Now," says Colonel Tom, "what man among you wants to start it?"

Nobody moved. He waited a minute. Still nobody moved. They all looked

at him. It was awful plain jest where they would have to begin. It was

awful plain jest what it would all end up in. And I guess when they

looked at him standing there, so fine and straight and splendid, it jest

seemed plumb unpossible to make a move. There was a spirit in him that

couldn't be killed. Doctor Kirby said afterward that was what come of

being real "quality," which was what Colonel Tom was--it was that in him

that licked 'em. It was the best part of their own selves, and the best

part of their own country, speaking out of him to them, that done it.

Mebby so. Anyhow, after a minute more of that strain, a feller by the

door picks up his gun out of the corner with a scrape, and hists it to

his shoulder and walks out. And then Colonel Tom says to Will, with his

eyebrow going up, and that one-sided grin coming onto his face agin:

"Will, perhaps a motion to adjourn would be in order?"

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