Finished with this orgy, he said meekly: "I guess so, Hon."

* * * * *

All members of the Endlich family had been looking around them at the

weird Vestal landscape. Through John Endlich's mind again there flashed

a picture of what this asteroid was like. At the Asteroids Homesteaders'

School in Chicago, where his dependents and he had been given several

weeks of orientation instruction, suitable to their separate needs, he

had been shown diagrams and photographs of Vesta. Later, he had of

course seen it from space.

It was not round, like a major planet or most moons. Rather, it was like

a bomb-fragment; or even more like a shard of a gigantic broken vase. It

was several hundred miles long, and half as thick. One side of it--this

side--was curved; for it had been a segment of the surface of the

shattered planet from which all of the asteroids had come. The other

side was jagged and broken, for it had been torn from the mesoderm of

that tortured mother world.

From the desolation of his own thoughts, in which the ogre-form of Alf

Neely lurked with its pendent promise of catastrophe soon to come, and

from his own view of other desolation all around him, John Endlich was

suddenly distracted by the comments of his kids. All at once, conforming

to the changeable weather of children's natures regardless of

circumstance, their mood had once more turned bright and adventurous.

"Look, Pop," Bubs chirped, his round red face beaming now from his

helmet face-window, in spite of his undried tears. "This land all around

here was fields once! You can even see the rows of some kind of stubble!

Like corn-stubble! And over there's a--a--almost like a fence! An' up

there is hills with trees on 'em--some of 'em not even knocked over. But

everything is all dried-out and black and grey and dead! Gosh!"

"We can see all that, Dopey!" Evelyn, who was older, snapped at Bubs.

"We know that something like people lived on a regular planet here,

awful long ago. Why don't you look over the other way? There's the

house--and maybe the barn and the sheds and the old garden!"

Bubs turned around. His eyes got very big. "Oh! O-ooh-h-h!" he gasped in

wonder. "Pop! Mom! Look! Don't you see?..."

"Yeah, we see, Bubs," John Endlich answered.

For a long moment he'd been staring at those blocklike structures.

One--maybe the house--was of grey stone. It had odd, triangular windows,

which may once have been glazed. Some of the others were of a blackened

material--perhaps cellulose. Wood, that is. All of the buildings were

pushed askew, and partly crumpled from top to bottom, like great

cardboard cartons that had been half crushed.

Endlich's imagination seemed forced to follow a groove, trying to

picture that last terrible moment, fifty-million years ago. Had the

blast been caused by natural atomic forces at the heart of the planet,

as one theory claimed? Or had a great bomb, as large as an oversized

meteor, come self-propelled from space, to bury itself deep in that

ancient world? A world as big as Mars, its possible enemy--whose weird

inhabitants had been wiped out, in a less spectacular way, perhaps in

the same conflict?

Endlich's mind grabbed at that brief instant of explosion. The awful

jolt, which must have ended all consciousness, and all capacity for eyes

to see what followed. Perhaps there was a short and terrible passing of

flame. But in swift seconds, great chunks of the planet's crust must

have been hurled outward. In a moment the flame must have died,

dissipated with the suddenly vanishing atmosphere, into the cold vacuum

of the void. Almost instantly, the sky, which had been deep blue before,

must have turned to its present black, with the voidal stars blazing.

There had been no air left to sustain combustion, so buildings and trees

had not continued to burn, if there had been time at all to ignite them.

And, with the same swiftness, all remaining artifacts and surface

features of this chip of a world's crust that was Vesta, had been

plunged into the dual preservatives of the interplanetary

regions--deep-freeze and all but absolute dryness. Yes--the motion of

the few scattered molecules in space was very fast--indicating a high

temperature. But without substance to be hot, there can be no heat. And

so few molecules were there in the void, that while the concept of a

"hot" space remained true, it became tangled at once with the fact that

a _practically_ complete vacuum can have _practically_ no temperature.

Which meant--again in practice--all but absolute zero.

John Endlich knew. He'd heard the lectures at the Homesteaders' School.

Here was a ghost-land, hundreds of square miles in extent--a region that

had been shifted in a few seconds, from the full prime of life and

motion, to moveless and timeless silence. It was like the mummy of a

man. In its presence there was a chill, a revulsion, and yet a

fascination.

* * * * *

The kids continued to jabber--more excitedly now than before. "Pop!

Mom!" Bubs urged. "Let's go look inside them buildings! Maybe the

_things_ are still there! The people, I mean. All black and dried up,

like the one in the showcase at school; four tentacles they had instead

of arms and legs, the teacher said!"

"Sure! Let's go!" Evelyn joined in. "I'm not scared to!"

Yeah, kids' tastes could be pretty gruesome. When you thought most that

you had to shelter them from horror, they were less bothered by it than

you were. John Endlich's lips made a sour line.

"Stay here, the pair of you!" Rose ordered.

"Aw--Mom--" Evelyn began to protest.

"You heard me the first time," their mother answered.

John Endlich moved to the great box, which had come with them from

Earth. The nervous tension that tore at him--unpleasant and chilling,

driving him toward straining effort--was more than the result of the

shameful and embarrassing memory of his very recent trouble with Alf

Neely and Companions, and the certainty of more trouble to come from

that source. For there was another and even worse enemy. Endlich knew

what it was--

The awful silence.

He still looked shamefaced and furious; but now he felt a gentler

sharing of circumstances. "We'll let the snooping go till later, kids,"

he growled. "Right now we gotta do what we gotta do--"

The youngsters seemed to join up with his mood. As he tore the pinchbar,

which had been conveniently attached to the side of the box, free of its

staples, and proceeded to break out supplies, their whimsical musings

fell close to what he was thinking.

"Vesta," Evelyn said. "They told us at school--remember? Vesta was the

old Roman goddess of hearth and home. Funny--hunh--Dad?"

Bubs' fancy was vivid, too. "Look, Pop!" he said again, pointing to a

ribbon of what might be concrete, cracked and crumpled as by a terrific

quake, curving away toward the hills, and the broken mountains beyond.

"That was a road! Can't you almost hear some kinda cars and trucks goin'

by?"

John Endlich's wife, helping him open the great box, also had things to

say, in spite of the worry showing in her face. She touched the

dessicated soil with a gauntleted hand. "Johnny," she remarked

wonderingly. "You can see the splash-marks of the last rain that ever

fell here--"

"Yeah," Endlich growled without any further comment. Inside himself, he

was fighting the battle of lost things. The blue sky. The shifting

beauty of clouds in sunshine. The warm whisper of wind in trees. The

rattle of traffic. The babble of water. The buzz of insects. The smell

of flowers. The sight of grass waving.... In short, all the evidences of

life.

"A lot of things that was here once, we'll bring back, won't we, Pop?"

Bubs questioned with astonishing maturity.

"Hope so," John Endlich answered, keeping his doubts hidden behind

gruffness. Maybe it was a grim joke that here and now every force in

himself was concentrated on substantial objectives--to the exclusion of

his defects. The drive in him was to end the maddening silence, and to

rub out the mood of harsh barrenness, and his own aching homesickness,

by struggling to bring back a little beauty of scenery, and a little of

living motion. It was a civilized urge, a home-building urge, maybe a

narrow urge. But how could anybody stand being here very long, unless

such things were done? If they ever could be. Maybe, willfully, he had

led himself into a grimmer trap than it had even seemed to be--or than

he had ever wanted....

* * * * *

Inside his space suit, he had begun to sweat furiously. And it was more

because of the tension of his nerves than because of the vigor with

which he plied his pinchbar, doing the first task which had to be done.

Steel ribbons were snapped, nails were yanked silently from the great

box, boards were jerked loose.

In another minute John Endlich and his wife were setting up an airtight

tent, which, when the time came, could be inflated from compressed-air

bottles. They worked somewhat awkwardly, for their instruction period

had been brief, and they were green; but the job was speedily finished.

The first requirement--shelter--was assured.

Digging again into the vast and varied contents of the box, John Endlich

found some things he had not expected--a fine rifle, a pistol and

ammunition. At which moment an ironic imp seemed to sit on his shoulder,

and laugh derisively. Umhm-m--the Asteroids Homesteaders Office had

filled these boxes according to a precise survey of the needs of a

peaceful settler on Vesta.

It was like Bubs, with the inquisitiveness of a seven-year-old, to ask:

"What did they think we needed guns for, when they knew there was no

rabbits to shoot at?"

"I guess they kind of suspected there'd be guys like Alf Neely, son,"

John Endlich answered dryly. "Even if they didn't tell us about it."

The next task prescribed by the Homesteaders' School was to secure a

supply of air and water in quantity. Again, following the instructions

they had received, the Endlichs uncrated and set up an atom-driven

drill. In an hour it had bored to a depth of five-hundred feet. Hauling

up the drill, Endlich lowered an electric heating unit on a cable from

an atomic power-cell, and then capped the casing pipe.

Yes, strangely enough there was still sufficient water beneath the

surface of Vesta. Its parent planet, like the Earth, had had water in

its crust, that could be tapped by means of wells. And so suddenly had

Vesta been chilled in the cold of space at the time of the parent body's

explosion, that this water had not had a chance to dissipate itself as

vapor into the void, but had been frozen solid. The drying soil above it

had formed a tough shell, which had protected the ice beneath from

disappearance through sublimation...

Drill down to it, melt it with heat, and it was water again, ready to be

pumped and put to use.

And water, by electrolysis, was also an easy source of oxygen to

breathe.... The soil, once thawed over a few acres, would also yield

considerable nitrogen and carbon dioxide--the makings of many cubic

meters of atmosphere. The A.H.O. survey expeditions, here on Vesta and

on other similar asteroids which were crustal chips of the original

planet, had done their work well, pathfinding a means of survival here.

When John Endlich pumped the first turbid liquid, which immediately

froze again in the surface cold, he might, under other, better

circumstances, have felt like cheering. His well was a success. But his

tense mind was racing far ahead to all the endless tasks that were yet

to be done, to make any sense at all out of his claim. Besides, the

short day--eighteen hours long instead of twenty-four, and already far

advanced at the time of his tumultuous landing--was drawing to a close.

"It'll be dark here mighty quick, Johnny," Rose said. She was looking

scared, again.

* * * * *

John Endlich considered setting up floodlights, and working on through

the hours of darkness. But such lights would be a dangerous beacon for

prowlers; and when you were inside their area of illumination, it was

difficult to see into the gloom beyond.

Still, one did not know if the mask of darkness did not afford a greater

invitation to those with evil intent. For a long moment, Endlich was in

an agony of indecision. Then he said:

"We'll knock off from work now--get in the tent, eat supper, maybe

sleep..."

But he was remembering Neely's promise to return tonight.

In another minute the small but dazzling sun had disappeared behind the

broken mountains, as Vesta, unspherical and malformed, tumbled rather

than rotated on its center of gravity. And several hours later, amid

heavy cooking odors inside the now inflated plastic bubble that was the

tent, Endlich was sprawled on his stomach, unable, through well-founded

worry, even to remove his space suit or to allow his family to do so,

though there was breathable air around them. They lay with their helmet

face-windows open. Rose and Evelyn breathed evenly in peaceful sleep.

Bubs, trying to be very much a man, battled slumber and yawns, and kept

his dad company with scraps of conversation. "Let 'em come, Pop," he

said cheerfully. "Hope they do. We'll shoot 'em all. Won't we, pop? You

got the rifle and the pistol ready, Pop...."

Yes, John Endlich had his guns ready beside him, all right--for what it

was worth. He wished wryly that things could be as simple as his

hero-worshipping son seemed to think. Thank the Lord that Bubs was so

trusting, for his own peace of mind--the prankish and savage nature of

certain kinds of men, with liquor in their bellies, being what it was.

For John Endlich, having been, on occasion, mildly kindred to such men,

was well able to understand that nature. And understanding, now, chilled

his blood.

Peering from the small plastic windows of the tent, he kept watching for

hulking black shapes to silhouette themselves against the stars. And he

listened on his helmet phones, for scraps of telltale conversation,

exchanged by short-range radio by men in space armor. Once, he thought

he heard a grunt, or a malicious chuckle. But it may have been just

vagrant static.

Otherwise, from all around, the stillness of the vacuum was absolute. It

was unnerving. On this airless piece of a planet, an enemy could sneak

up on you, almost without stealth.

Against that maddening silence, however, Bubs presently had a helpful

and unprompted suggestion: "Hey, Pop!" he whispered hoarsely. "Put the

side of your helmet against the tent-floor, and listen!"

John Endlich obeyed his kid. In a second cold sweat began to break out

on his body, as intermittent thudding noises reached his ear. In the

absence of an atmosphere, sounds could still be transmitted through the

solid substance of the asteroid.

It took Endlich a moment to realize that the noises came, not from

nearby, but from far away, on the other side of Vesta. The thudding was

vibrated straight through many miles of solid rock.

"It's nothing, Bubs," he growled. "Nothing but the blasting in the

mines."

Bubs said "Oh," as if disappointed. Not long thereafter he was asleep,

leaving his harrassed sire to endure the vigil alone. Endlich dared not

doze off, to rest a little, even for a moment. He could only wait. If an

evil visitation came--as he had been all but sure it must--that would be

bad, indeed. If it didn't come--well--that still meant a sleepless

night, and the postponement of the inevitable. He couldn't win.

Thus the hours slipped away, until the luminous dial of the clock in the

tent--it had been synchronized to Vestal time--told him that dawn was

near. That was when, through the ground, he heard the faint scraping. A

rustle. It might have been made by heavy space-boots. It came, and then

it stopped. It came again, and stopped once more. As if skulking forms

paused to find their way.

Out where the ancient and ghostly buildings were, he saw a star wink out

briefly, as if a shape blocked the path of its light. Then it burned

peacefully again. John Endlich's hackles rose. His fists tightened on

both his rifle and pistol.

He fixed his gaze on the great box, looming blackly, the box that

contained the means of survival for his family and himself, as if he

foresaw the future, a moment away. For suddenly, huge as it was, the box

rocked, and began to move off, as if it had sprouted legs and come

alive.

* * * * *

John Endlich scrambled to action. He slammed and sealed the face-windows

of the helmets of the members of his family, to protect them from

suffocation. He did the same for himself, and then unzipped the

tent-flap. He darted out with the outrushing air.

This was a moment with murder poised in every tattered fragment of it.

John Endlich knew. Murder was engrained in his own taut-drawn nerves,

that raged to destroy the trespassers whose pranks had passed the level

of practical humor, and become, by the tampering with vital necessities,

an attack on life itself. But there was a more immediate menace in these

space-twisted roughnecks.... Strike back at them, even in self-defense,

and have it proven!

He had not the faintest doubt who they were--even though he could not

see their faces in the blackness. Maybe he should lay low--let them have

their way.... But how could he--even apart from his raging temper, and

his honor as a man--when they were making off with his family's and his

own means of survival?

He had to throw Rose and the kids into the balance--risking them to the

danger that he knew lay beyond his own possible ignoble demise. He did

just that when he raised his pistol, struggling against the awful

impulse of the rage in him--lifted it high enough so that the explosive

bullets that spewed from it would be sure to pass over the heads of the

dark silhouettes that were moving about.

"Damn you, Neely!" Endlich yelled into his helmet mike, his finger

tightening on the trigger. "Drop that stuff!"

At that moment the sun's rim appeared at the landscape's jagged edge,

and on this side of airless Vesta complete night was transformed to

complete day, as abruptly as if a switch had been turned.

Alf Neely and John Endlich blinked at each other. Maybe Neely was

embarrassed a little by his sudden exposure; but if he was, it didn't

show. Probably the bully in him was scared; but this he covered in a

common manner--with a studiedly easy swagger, and a bravado that was not

good sense, but bordered on childish recklessness. Yet he had a trump

card--by the aggressive glint in his eyes, and his unpleasant grin,

Endlich knew that Neely knew that he was afraid for his wife, and

wouldn't start anything unless driven and goaded sheerly wild. Even now,

they were seven to his one.

"Why, good morning, Neighbor Pun'kin-head!" Neely crooned, his voice a

burlesque of sweetness. "Glad to oblige!"

He hurled the great box down. As he did so, something glinted in his

gloved paw. He flicked it expertly into the open side of the wooden case

which contained so many things that were vital to the Endlichs--

It was only a tiny nuclear priming-cap, and the blast was feeble. Even

so, the box burst apart. Splintered crates, sealed cans, great torn

bundles and what not, went skittering far across the plain in every

direction, or were hurled high toward the stars, to begin falling at

last with the laziness of a descending feather.

* * * * *

Neely and his companions hadn't attempted to move out of the way of the

explosion. They only rolled with its force, protected by their space

suits. Endlich rolled, too, helplessly, clutching his pistol and rifle:

still, by some superhuman effort, he managed to regain his feet before

the far more practiced Neely, who was hampered, no doubt, by a few too

many drinks, had even stopped rolling. But when Neely got up, he had

drawn his blaster, a useful tool of his trade, but a hellish weapon,

too, at short range.

Still, Endlich retained the drop on him.

Alf Neely chuckled. "Fourth of July! Hallowe'en, Dutch," he said

sweetly. "What's the matter? Don't you think it's fun? Honest to

gosh--you just ain't neighborly!"

Then he switched his tone. It became a soft snarl that didn't alter his

insolent and confident smirk--and a challenge. He laughed derisively,

almost softly. "I dare you to try to shoot straight, pal," he said.

"Even you got more sense than that."

And John Endlich was spang against his terrible, blank wall again. Seven

to one. Suppose he got three. There'd be four left--and more in the

camp. But the four would survive him. Space crazy lugs. Anyway half

drunk. Ready to hoot at the stars, even, if they found no better

diversion. Ready to push even any of their own bunch around who seemed

weaker than they. For spite, maybe. Or just for the lid-blowing hell of

it--as a reaction against the awful confinement of being out here.

"I was gonna smear you all over the place, Greenhorn," Neely rumbled.

"But maybe this way is more fun, hunh? Maybe we'll be back tonight. But

don't wait up for us. Our best regards to your sweet--family."

John Endlich's blazing and just rage was strangled by that same crawling

dread as before, as he saw them arc upward and away, propelled by the

miniature drive-jets attached to the belts of their space-suits. Their

return to camp, hundreds of miles distant, could be accomplished in a

couple of minutes.

Rose and the kids were crouched in the deflated tent. But returning

there, John Endlich hardly saw them. He hardly heard their frightened

questions.

To the trouble with Neely, he could see no end--just one destructive

visitation following another. Maybe, already, mortal damage had been

done. But Endlich couldn't lie down and quit, any more than a snake,

tossed into a fire, could stop trying to crawl out of it, as long as

life lasted. Whether doing so made sense or not, didn't matter. In

Endlich was the savage energy of despair. He was fighting not just Neely

and his crowd, but that other enemy--which was perhaps Neely's main

trouble, too. Yeah--the stillness, the nostalgia, the harshness.

"No--don't want any breakfast," he replied sharply to Rose' last

question. "Gotta work...."

* * * * *

He was like an ant-swarm, rebuilding a trampled nest--oblivious to the

certainty of its being trampled again. First he scrambled and leaped

around, collecting his scattered and damaged gear. He found that his

main atomic battery--so necessary to all that he had to do--was damaged

and unworkable. And he had no hope that he could repair it. But this

didn't stop his feverish activity.

Now he started unrolling great bolts of a transparent, wire-strengthened

plastic. Patching with an adhesive where explosion-rents had to be

repaired, he cut hundred-yard strips, and, with Rose's help, laid them

edge to edge and fastened them together to make a continuous sheet.

Next, all around its perimeter, he dug a shallow trench. The edges of

the plastic were then attached to massive metal rails, which he buried

in the trench.

"Sealed to the ground along all the sides, Honey," he growled to Rose.

"Next we fit in the airlock cabinet, at one corner. Then we've got to

see if we can get up enough air to inflate the whole business. That's

the tough part--the way things are...."

By then the sun was already high. And Endlich was panting

raggedly--mostly from worry. After the massive airlock was in place,

they attached their electrolysis apparatus to the small atomic battery,

which had been used to run the well-driller. The well was in the area

covered by the sheet of plastic, which was now propped up here and there

with long pieces of board from the great box. Over their heads, the

tough, clear material sagged like a tent-roof which has not yet been run

up all the way on its poles.

Sluggishly the electrolysis apparatus broke down the water, discharging

the hydrogen as waste through a pipe, out over the airless surface of

Vesta--but freeing the oxygen under the plastic roof. Yet from the start

it was obvious that, with insufficient electric power, the process was

too slow.

"And we need to use heat-coils to thaw the ground, Johnny," Rose said.

"And to keep the place warm. And to bring nitrogen gas up out of the

soil. The few cylinders of the compressed stuff that we've got won't be

enough to make a start. And the carbon dioxide...."

So John Endlich had to try to repair that main battery. He thought,

after a while, that he might succeed--in time. But then Rose opened the

airlock, and the kids came in to bother him. With all the triumph of a

favorite puppy dragging an over-ripe bone into the house, Bubs bore a

crooked piece of a black substance, hard as wood and more gruesome than

a dried and moldy monkey-pelt.

"A tentacle!" Evelyn shrilled. "We were up to those old buildings! We

found the people! What's left of them! And lots of stuff. We saw one of

their cars! And there was lots more. Dad--you gotta come and see!..."

Harassed as he was, John Endlich yielded--because he had a hunch, an

idea of a possibility. So he went with his children. He passed through a

garden, where a pool had been, and where the blackened remains of plants

still projected from beds of dried soil set in odd stone-work. He passed

into chambers far too low for comfortable human habitation. And what did

he know of the uses of most of what he saw there? The niches in the

stone walls? The slanting, ramplike object of blackened wood, beside

which three weird corpses lay? The glazed plaque on the wall, which

could have been a religious emblem, a calendar of some kind, a

decoration, or something beyond human imagining? Yeah--leave such stuff

for Cousin Ernest, the school teacher--if he ever got here.

In the cylindrical stone shed nearby, John Endlich had a look at the

car--low slung, three-wheeled, a tiller, no seats. Just a flat platform.

All he could figure out about the motor was that steam seemed the link

between atomic energy and mechanical motion.

Beyond the car was what might be a small tractor. And a lot of odd

tools. But the thing which interested him most was the pattern of copper

ribbons, insulated with a heavy glaze, similar to that which he had seen

traversing walls and ceiling in the first building he had entered. Here,

as before, they connected with queer apparatus which might be stoves and

non-rotary motors, for all he knew. And also with the globes overhead.

The suggestiveness of all this was plain. And now, at the far end of

that cylindrical shed, John Endlich found the square, black-enamelled

case, where all of those copper ribbons came together.

* * * * *

It was sealed, and apparently self-contained. Nothing could have damaged

it very much, in the frigid stillness of millions of years. Its secrets

were hidden within it. But they could not be too unfamiliar. And its

presence was logical. A small, compact power unit. Nervously, he turned

a little wheel. A faint vibration was transmitted to his gloved hand.

And the globe in the ceiling began to glow.

He shut the thing off again. But how long did it take him to run back to

his sagging creation of clear plastic, while the kids howled gleefully

around him, and return with the end of a long cable, and pliers? How

long did it take him to disconnect all of the glazed copper ribbons, and

substitute the wires of the cable--attaching them to queer

terminal-posts? No--not long.

The power was not as great as that which his own large atomic battery

would have supplied. But it proved sufficient. And the current was

direct--as it was supposed to be. The electrolysis apparatus bubbled

vigorously. Slowly the tentlike roof began to rise, under the beginnings

of a tiny gas-pressure.

"That does it, Pops!" Bubs shrilled.

"Yeah--maybe so," John Endlich agreed almost optimistically. He felt

really tender toward his kids, just then. They'd really helped him, for

once.

Yes--almost he was hopeful. Until he glanced at the rapidly declining

sun. An all-night vigil. No. Probably worse. Oh Lord--how long could he

last like this? Even if he managed to keep Neely and Company at bay?

Night after night.... All that he had accomplished seemed useless. He

just had so much more that could be wrecked--pushed over with a harsh

laugh, as if it really was something funny.

John Endlich's flesh crawled. And in his thinking, now, he went a little

against his own determinations. Probably because, in the present state

of his disgust, he needed a drink--bad.

"Nuts!" he growled lugubriously. "If I'd only been a little more

sociable.... That was where the trouble started. I might have got broke,

but I would've made friends. They think I'm snooty."

Rose's jaw hardened, as if she took his regrets as an accusation that

she had led him along the straight and narrow path, which--by an

exasperating shift in philosophical principle--now seemed the shortest

route to destruction. But he felt very sorry for her, too; and he didn't

believe that what he had just said was entirely the truth.

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