When I came to the surface, I found myself amidst a mass of wreck, and
several human beings struggling desperately for dear life. Some were
crying out for help, others clutching at fragments of timber which
floated near, and others striking out and keeping themselves afloat by
their own exertions. I had become a pretty good swimmer, and seeing a
part of the wreck above water not far from me, I made towards it. On my
way I saw a person clinging to a spar a couple of fathoms off. "Who is
that?" said a voice. It was that of Dicky Esse. "Burton," I answered.
"Oh! Do help me!" he cried out. "I cannot swim, and I cannot hold on
much longer, and if I do not reach the wreck I shall drop off and be
drowned!"
"Hold on," I shouted, "and perhaps I may be able to tow the spar up to
the wreck. I will try at all events; but do not let go, Dicky! Do not
on any account!"
I swam to the spar, and, partly resting on it, shoved it before me
towards the wreck, but still I made but slow progress. I was afraid
that I should be obliged, after all, to give it up, as I felt my
strength going, when a man swimming powerfully reached us. "Help!
Help! Do help me!" I cried out. He said nothing, but just touching
the spar with one hand, so as not to sink it deeper in the water, he
shoved it on till we reached the wreck. The hammock nettings were just
above water, and afforded us a better resting-place than we could have
expected. "Thank you! Thank you!" I said, as the man hauled Dicky and
me into this place of refuge. "What shall we next do?"
"Wait till morning, and if we are then alive, we must get on shore as
best we can," he answered. I knew by the voice and accent of the
speaker that he was Mr Noalles. The bright stars shining down from the
sky gave us sufficient light to distinguish objects at a considerable
distance. As we looked out we saw several other persons still alive,
some swimming, others holding on to bits of timber. We shouted out to
them, lest they should not be aware that they could obtain a place to
rest on, at all events, until morning. A voice not far off answered us.
"Who is that?" I cried out, for I thought I recognised it. "Toby
Kiddle, sir," was the answer. He was swimming up towards us. "I have
just passed Mr Pember clinging to a piece of the wreck. I will go back
and try to bring him here."
"I will go with you," I said.
"No, no, youngster, stay where you are," observed Mr Noalles; "you will
be drowned if you make the attempt; I will go!" The next instant he was
striking out in the direction in which Toby was now swimming.
Esse and I watched them anxiously as they disappeared in the gloom. I
was very thankful to think that Toby Kiddle was alive, but I could not
help wishing that Pat Brady had escaped also, as I knew that he had been
on deck and close to Kiddle. While we were looking out for the return
of our shipmates, another man, one of the seamen, reached the wreck. He
said he was greatly scorched, and it seemed surprising that he should
have been able to swim so far. There were yet a number of people
floating about alive, and when we shouted several voices answered us.
Among them I thought I recognised Pat's. "Brady, is that you?" I cried
out. "By the powers it's myself, I belave," answered Pat, "but where I
have been to, or what I have been about, or where this is happening
bothers me particularly. And how I am ever to get to you is more than I
can tell."
"I must go to help him," said I to Esse, "for he will be drifted away,
even if he manages to cling to whatever he has got hold of."
"But surely he is drifting towards us," observed Esse. "He has got
nearer since he began to speak." Such indeed was the case, and even
before Kiddle and Mr Noalles returned with Pember, not only Pat, but
two or three other men had been drifted up to us. Pat had helped
himself along by striking out with his feet, though he was but a poor
swimmer; indeed, I have scarcely ever met an Irish seaman who could
swim. We could make out other people still floating at some distance.
Now and then a cry was heard. We shouted in return, but there was no
reply. It was the last despairing utterance of one of our shipmates,
before he sank below the surface. Those on the wreck were already so
exhausted that no one could go to their assistance. There were rather
more than a dozen altogether, I believe, clinging to the wreck. Several
of them, from the exclamations they uttered, I found were suffering from
scorching, or the blows they had received from falling pieces of the
wreck.
Morning at length dawned upon us poor human beings--the sole survivors
of the ship's company, who but a few hours before were I enjoying life
and strength. Just then the words which I had heard at the funeral came
across my mind--"In the midst of life we are in death." How true it had
proved to them. It might prove true to us also, for our prospects of
escape were small indeed. Pieces of the wreck were floating about
around us, and I thought I made out two or three people still holding on
to the fragments, but I could not be certain. In the far distance were
the shores of the island. It seemed so far off, that we could scarcely
hope to reach it; yet reach it we must, if our lives were to be saved.
The sea was smooth, and the warmth of the water prevented our being
benumbed from being so long in it. Still, as the sun rose, all hands
began to complain of thirst. Something must be done, however. I asked
Pember what he would advise, as he, being the highest in rank among us,
would have to take the command; but his drinking habits had unnerved
him, and he answered, incoherently, "We must swim, I suppose, if we
cannot get the wreck under way." Esse and I then turned to Mr Noalles.
He had occasionally uttered a deep groan, as if in pain. I found that
he was severely hurt, partly from the fire, and also from the blows he
had received. At first, apparently, he had not been aware how seriously
he had been injured. "We must build a raft, lads," he answered at
length. "See! Here is the main-yard alongside of us, with the
main-sail and plenty of rope hanging on to it. We shall have no lack of
materials, but there are not many of us, I am afraid, fit for the work."
He spoke too truly. Esse and I had escaped the best. Kiddle, also,
was only slightly injured, and two of the ship's company had escaped,
while all the rest were more or less hurt, two or three of them very
badly. It seemed a wonder they could have got on to the wreck, while
Pember, either from external injury or the shock his nerves had
received, was likely to be of little use.
While we were looking out for the spars and pieces of timber to form our
raft, a round object appeared at a little distance. "It's a pumpkin!"
cried one of the men. I darted into the water and struck out for it.
Thankful, indeed, was I to get such a prize. I soon brought it back.
It was meat and drink to us, and though, divided into so many, there was
little for each, yet it might assist in saving our lives. A double
share was awarded me, but I declined taking more than the rest. It
revived us greatly, and with our strength somewhat restored, we began
the building of our raft. Those who could swim every now and then
struck off to get hold of pieces of wood to serve our purpose. Among
other things the jolly-boat's mast was found, and it was agreed that it
would serve us well for a mast for the raft. It was hard work getting
up the canvas which hung down in the water, but at length with our
knives we cut off a sufficient quantity for a sail. The rope served as
for lashing the spars which we had collected together. At length we
managed to get a frame-work formed. Across this we lashed other spars
and planks, but it was a very slow business, for some of the men could
only use one hand. Others had their legs so injured that they could not
move from where they sat; while so greatly diminished was the strength
of everyone of us, that we were unable to secure the lashings as
thoroughly as was necessary.
"It is to be hoped no sea will be after getting up, or all our fine work
will be tumbling to pieces entirely," observed Pat, as he surveyed what
we had done.
"This will never do as it is," observed Mr Noalles. "We must build a
platform on the top of it, to keep us out of the water."
There was no lack of materials to do as he proposed, and we, therefore,
immediately set about building the platform. Its weight brought the
lower part of the raft deeper into the water, but that could not be
helped. Some hours passed by while we were thus engaged, and again
thirst attacked us. We had only eaten half the pumpkin. Some of the
men entreated that they might have the remainder. "Give it them--give
it them," sang out Pember, "and give me a piece. It is the last morsel
we shall probably put into our mouths." The fruit was cut up into
twelve small slices, and distributed evenly. Even now I recollect the
delight with which my teeth crunched the cool fruit. Every particle,
rind and all, was consumed, as may be supposed. We now stepped our
mast, and got a sail ready for hoisting. As the raft was small for
supporting so many people, great care was necessary in balancing
ourselves on it. Mr Noalles, who was evidently suffering greatly, and
three of the men who were most injured, were placed on the platform in
the centre. The rest of us ranged ourselves round them, Kiddle steering
with a spar, which we had rigged as a rudder. There was very little
wind; what there was, was blowing in the direction of the low land of
Sumatra, which we calculated to be about four leagues off. Mr Noalles
told us that some fifteen or twenty leagues to the north of it was a
Dutch settlement. If we could reach it, we might there obtain
assistance. By this time Pember had roused up a little, and was able to
assume the command of our frail craft, for when he had his proper wits
about him he was a very good seaman. Noalles, meantime, was getting
worse and worse. It was nearly two hours after noon before our task was
accomplished. We had picked up everything we could find floating about
the wreck, but not a particle of food appeared, nor did a cask of water
pass near us. What would we not have given for that. All this time the
sun, in burning splendour, had been beating down upon our unprotected
heads, for most of us had lost our hats. I secured a handkerchief round
my head, and Esse did the same.
"Are you all ready, lads?" asked Pember. "Ay! Ay! Sir," was the
answer. "Then shove off, and I pray we may reach yonder coast before
dark." We glided slowly on. For some time we appeared to be
approaching the land. Then, from the way we moved, we discovered that a
current was running, and was carrying us to the southward, rather away
from than nearer the point we hoped to reach. Mr Noalles, who was just
able to sit up, saw what was happening.
"I thought so," he muttered. "With so great a wretch as I am on board,
there is little chance of the raft reaching the shore. If the people
were wise they would heave me overboard; but, oh! I am not fit to die.
I dare not face death and that which is to come after it!"
These words were said in so low a tone that I alone, who was sitting
close to him, could understand him.
"Die! Did I say? And yet how often have I faced death, without a
moment's thought of the future, or a grain of fear!"
"What makes you then think so much about it now, sir?" I asked. "I
hope we shall get on shore, and that you will recover." I was anxious
to calm the feelings of the poor man, though I was scarcely surprised to
hear him speak as he did.
"Is that you, Burton?" he said, hearing my voice. "They tell me that we
have been shipmates before, and that I was on board the ship when you
were born; but I don't remember the circumstance."
"I have been told so," I said, "and the man steering, Toby Kiddle,
remembers you."
"Ah! Yes, I think I have an idea of your mother--a pretty woman. Where
is she now?" And I told him that she was living with Mrs and the
Misses Schank, and I added, "There is another sister--a Mrs Lindars,
whose husband deserted her."
"Mrs Lindars?" he said slowly, "and is she still alive?"
"Yes," I answered, rather astonished at the question.
"I have been saved another crime!" he muttered between his teeth. He
was silent for some minutes. Then he abruptly addressed me. "Burton, I
believe I am dying. I should like to make a clear bosom before I go out
of the world. A viler wretch than I am has never been borne shrieking
through the air by demons to the place of torment. You speak of Mrs
Lindars. She is my wife, for that is my real name. I have borne many
since then. I was young then, and so was she--very young and very
beautiful, I thought. I wished to run away with her, but she would not
consent, and we married. At first I thought I could settle down in the
country, and support myself by my literary and musical talents. I soon
found that this would not bring me a sufficient income to supply my
wants, for I had somewhat luxurious tastes. My wife gave birth to a
child--a daughter. She was a sweet little creature. I loved her in a
way I never loved anything before. Each year she increased in beauty.
At length I had an opportunity of obtaining a large sum by committing a
crime. A fearful crime it was, and yet I did not hesitate. It was
necessary to fly the country. I could not bear the thoughts of leaving
my child behind me. It was a cruel act to desert my wife, and still
more cruel to carry away the child, for I knew that her mother loved her
as much as I did. My wife was ill, and I pretended to take the child to
see a relation, from whom I told her I had expectations. I knew she
could not follow me. Changing my name, I crossed to France where I had
relations. I never cared for gambling, or I should probably quickly
have got through my ill-acquired wealth. I had followed the sea during
the early part of my life, and soon again I got tired of remaining on
shore. I was eager to start on a new expedition, but what to do with my
daughter in the meanwhile I could not decide. I ought in common
humanity to have sent her back to her poor mother; but had I done so, I
was afraid I should not be able again to see her. She was so young when
I took her away that she did not know her real name. I therefore
carried her to Jersey, to which island my family belonged, and there
left her, pretending that her mother was French, and had died soon after
her birth. The arrangement having been made, I came out to the Indian
Seas and China, and, engaging in the opium trade, made a considerable
sum of money. I lost, however, the larger portion, and then once more,
seized with a desire to see my child, I returned to Jersey. I found her
grown into a beautiful girl. A new undertaking had presented itself to
me. I would go out to India, and make my fortune by serving under one
of the native princes. I had several times visited that country during
my wanderings. My daughter, I knew, would materially aid me in my
undertaking. As I placed before her the advantages to be gained in the
most glowing colours, and hid what I knew would be objectionable, she
willingly consented to accompany me. Her beauty, I felt sure, would
enable me to secure a wealthy marriage for her, but, as that might not
assist my views, I secretly resolved to throw her in the way of some
native prince, and she, once becoming his favourite wife, I felt very
sure that I should rise to the highest offices in his court. The
degradation to which I was dooming my child did not deter me; indeed, I
persuaded myself that I was about to procure a splendid position for
her, which she might well be satisfied to gain."