CHAPTER VIII

Daylight's coming to civilization had not improved him. True, he wore

better clothes, had learned slightly better manners, and spoke better

English. As a gambler and a man-trampler he had developed remarkable

efficiency. Also, he had become used to a higher standard of living,

and he had whetted his wits to razor sharpness in the fierce,

complicated struggle of fighting males. But he had hardened, and at the

expense of his old-time, whole-souled geniality. Of the essential

refinements of civilization he knew nothing. He did not know they

existed. He had become cynical, bitter, and brutal. Power had its

effect on him that it had on all men. Suspicious of the big

exploiters, despising the fools of the exploited herd, he had faith

only in himself. This led to an undue and erroneous exaltation of his

ego, while kindly consideration of others--nay, even simple

respect--was destroyed, until naught was left for him but to worship at

the shrine of self. Physically, he was not the man of iron muscles who

had come down out of the Arctic. He did not exercise sufficiently, ate

more than was good for him, and drank altogether too much. His muscles

were getting flabby, and his tailor called attention to his increasing

waistband. In fact, Daylight was developing a definite paunch. This

physical deterioration was manifest likewise in his face. The lean

Indian visage was suffering a city change. The slight hollows in the

cheeks under the high cheek-bones had filled out. The beginning of

puff-sacks under the eyes was faintly visible. The girth of the neck

had increased, and the first crease and fold of a double chin were

becoming plainly discernible. The old effect of asceticism, bred of

terrific hardships and toil, had vanished; the features had become

broader and heavier, betraying all the stigmata of the life he lived,

advertising the man's self-indulgence, harshness, and brutality.

Even his human affiliations were descending. Playing a lone hand,

contemptuous of most of the men with whom he played, lacking in

sympathy or understanding of them, and certainly independent of them,

he found little in common with those to be encountered, say at the

Alta-Pacific. In point of fact, when the battle with the steamship

companies was at its height and his raid was inflicting incalculable

damage on all business interests, he had been asked to resign from the

Alta-Pacific. The idea had been rather to his liking, and he had found

new quarters in clubs like the Riverside, organized and practically

maintained by the city bosses. He found that he really liked such men

better. They were more primitive and simple, and they did not put on

airs. They were honest buccaneers, frankly in the game for what they

could get out of it, on the surface more raw and savage, but at least

not glossed over with oily or graceful hypocrisy. The Alta-Pacific had

suggested that his resignation be kept a private matter, and then had

privily informed the newspapers. The latter had made great capital out

of the forced resignation, but Daylight had grinned and silently gone

his way, though registering a black mark against more than one club

member who was destined to feel, in the days to come, the crushing

weight of the Klondiker's financial paw.

The storm-centre of a combined newspaper attack lasting for months,

Daylight's character had been torn to shreds. There was no fact in his

history that had not been distorted into a criminality or a vice. This

public making of him over into an iniquitous monster had pretty well

crushed any lingering hope he had of getting acquainted with Dede

Mason. He felt that there was no chance for her ever to look kindly on

a man of his caliber, and, beyond increasing her salary to seventy-five

dollars a month, he proceeded gradually to forget about her. The

increase was made known to her through Morrison, and later she thanked

Daylight, and that was the end of it.

One week-end, feeling heavy and depressed and tired of the city and its

ways, he obeyed the impulse of a whim that was later to play an

important part in his life. The desire to get out of the city for a

whiff of country air and for a change of scene was the cause. Yet, to

himself, he made the excuse of going to Glen Ellen for the purpose of

inspecting the brickyard with which Holdsworthy had goldbricked him.

He spent the night in the little country hotel, and on Sunday morning,

astride a saddle-horse rented from the Glen Ellen butcher, rode out of

the village. The brickyard was close at hand on the flat beside the

Sonoma Creek. The kilns were visible among the trees, when he glanced

to the left and caught sight of a cluster of wooded knolls half a mile

away, perched on the rolling slopes of Sonoma Mountain. The mountain,

itself wooded, towered behind. The trees on the knolls seemed to

beckon to him.

The dry, early-summer air, shot through with sunshine, was wine to him.

Unconsciously he drank it in deep breaths. The prospect of the

brickyard was uninviting. He was jaded with all things business, and

the wooded knolls were calling to him. A horse was between his legs--a

good horse, he decided; one that sent him back to the cayuses he had

ridden during his eastern Oregon boyhood. He had been somewhat of a

rider in those early days, and the champ of bit and creak of

saddle-leather sounded good to him now.

Resolving to have his fun first, and to look over the brickyard

afterward, he rode on up the hill, prospecting for a way across country

to get to the knolls. He left the country road at the first gate he

came to and cantered through a hayfield. The grain was waist-high on

either side the wagon road, and he sniffed the warm aroma of it with

delighted nostrils. Larks flew up before him, and from everywhere came

mellow notes. From the appearance of the road it was patent that it

had been used for hauling clay to the now idle brickyard. Salving his

conscience with the idea that this was part of the inspection, he rode

on to the clay-pit--a huge scar in a hillside. But he did not linger

long, swinging off again to the left and leaving the road. Not a

farm-house was in sight, and the change from the city crowding was

essentially satisfying. He rode now through open woods, across little

flower-scattered glades, till he came upon a spring. Flat on the

ground, he drank deeply of the clear water, and, looking about him,

felt with a shock the beauty of the world. It came to him like a

discovery; he had never realized it before, he concluded, and also, he

had forgotten much. One could not sit in at high finance and keep

track of such things. As he drank in the air, the scene, and the

distant song of larks, he felt like a poker-player rising from a

night-long table and coming forth from the pent atmosphere to taste the

freshness of the morn.

At the base of the knolls he encountered a tumble-down stake-and-rider

fence. From the look of it he judged it must be forty years old at

least--the work of some first pioneer who had taken up the land when

the days of gold had ended. The woods were very thick here, yet fairly

clear of underbrush, so that, while the blue sky was screened by the

arched branches, he was able to ride beneath. He now found himself in

a nook of several acres, where the oak and manzanita and madrono gave

way to clusters of stately redwoods. Against the foot of a

steep-sloped knoll he came upon a magnificent group of redwoods that

seemed to have gathered about a tiny gurgling spring.

He halted his horse, for beside the spring uprose a wild California

lily. It was a wonderful flower, growing there in the cathedral nave

of lofty trees. At least eight feet in height, its stem rose straight

and slender, green and bare for two-thirds its length, and then burst

into a shower of snow-white waxen bells. There were hundreds of these

blossoms, all from the one stem, delicately poised and ethereally

frail. Daylight had never seen anything like it. Slowly his gaze

wandered from it to all that was about him. He took off his hat, with

almost a vague religious feeling. This was different. No room for

contempt and evil here. This was clean and fresh and

beautiful-something he could respect. It was like a church. The

atmosphere was one of holy calm. Here man felt the prompting of nobler

things. Much of this and more was in Daylight's heart as he looked

about him. But it was not a concept of his mind. He merely felt it

without thinking about it at all.

On the steep incline above the spring grew tiny maidenhair ferns, while

higher up were larger ferns and brakes. Great, moss-covered trunks of

fallen trees lay here and there, slowly sinking back and merging into

the level of the forest mould. Beyond, in a slightly clearer space,

wild grape and honeysuckle swung in green riot from gnarled old oak

trees. A gray Douglas squirrel crept out on a branch and watched him.

From somewhere came the distant knocking of a woodpecker. This sound

did not disturb the hush and awe of the place. Quiet woods, noises

belonged there and made the solitude complete. The tiny bubbling

ripple of the spring and the gray flash of tree-squirrel were as

yardsticks with which to measure the silence and motionless repose.

"Might be a million miles from anywhere," Daylight whispered to himself.

But ever his gaze returned to the wonderful lily beside the bubbling

spring.

He tethered the horse and wandered on foot among the knolls. Their tops

were crowned with century-old spruce trees, and their sides clothed

with oaks and madronos and native holly. But to the perfect redwoods

belonged the small but deep canon that threaded its way among the

knolls. Here he found no passage out for his horse, and he returned to

the lily beside the spring. On foot, tripping, stumbling, leading the

animal, he forced his way up the hillside. And ever the ferns carpeted

the way of his feet, ever the forest climbed with him and arched

overhead, and ever the clean joy and sweetness stole in upon his senses.

On the crest he came through an amazing thicket of velvet-trunked young

madronos, and emerged on an open hillside that led down into a tiny

valley. The sunshine was at first dazzling in its brightness, and he

paused and rested, for he was panting from the exertion. Not of old

had he known shortness of breath such as this, and muscles that so

easily tired at a stiff climb. A tiny stream ran down the tiny valley

through a tiny meadow that was carpeted knee-high with grass and blue

and white nemophila. The hillside was covered with Mariposa lilies and

wild hyacinth, down through which his horse dropped slowly, with

circumspect feet and reluctant gait.

Crossing the stream, Daylight followed a faint cattle trail over a low,

rocky hill and through a wine-wooded forest of manzanita, and emerged

upon another tiny valley, down which filtered another spring-fed,

meadow-bordered streamlet. A jack-rabbit bounded from a bush under his

horse's nose, leaped the stream, and vanished up the opposite hillside

of scrub-oak. Daylight watched it admiringly as he rode on to the head

of the meadow. Here he startled up a many-pronged buck, that seemed to

soar across the meadow, and to soar over the stake-and-rider fence,

and, still soaring, disappeared in a friendly copse beyond.

Daylight's delight was unbounded. It seemed to him that he had never

been so happy. His old woods' training was aroused, and he was keenly

interested in everything in the moss on the trees and branches; in the

bunches of mistletoe hanging in the oaks; in the nest of a wood-rat; in

the water-cress growing in the sheltered eddies of the little stream;

in the butterflies drifting through the rifted sunshine and shadow; in

the blue jays that flashed in splashes of gorgeous color across the

forest aisles; in the tiny birds, like wrens, that hopped among the

bushes and imitated certain minor quail-calls; and in the

crimson-crested woodpecker that ceased its knocking and cocked its head

on one side to survey him. Crossing the stream, he struck faint

vestiges of a wood-road, used, evidently, a generation back, when the

meadow had been cleared of its oaks. He found a hawk's nest on the

lightning-shattered tipmost top of a six-foot redwood. And to complete

it all his horse stumbled upon several large broods of half-grown

quail, and the air was filled with the thrum of their flight. He

halted and watched the young ones "petrifying" and disappearing on the

ground before his eyes, and listening to the anxious calls of the old

ones hidden in the thickets.

"It sure beats country places and bungalows at Menlo Park," he communed

aloud; "and if ever I get the hankering for country life, it's me for

this every time."

The old wood-road led him to a clearing, where a dozen acres of grapes

grew on wine-red soil. A cow-path, more trees and thickets, and he

dropped down a hillside to the southeast exposure. Here, poised above

a big forested canon, and looking out upon Sonoma Valley, was a small

farm-house. With its barn and outhouses it snuggled into a nook in the

hillside, which protected it from west and north. It was the erosion

from this hillside, he judged, that had formed the little level stretch

of vegetable garden. The soil was fat and black, and there was water

in plenty, for he saw several faucets running wide open.

Forgotten was the brickyard. Nobody was at home, but Daylight

dismounted and ranged the vegetable garden, eating strawberries and

green peas, inspecting the old adobe barn and the rusty plough and

harrow, and rolling and smoking cigarettes while he watched the antics

of several broods of young chickens and the mother hens. A foottrail

that led down the wall of the big canyon invited him, and he proceeded

to follow it. A water-pipe, usually above ground, paralleled the

trail, which he concluded led upstream to the bed of the creek. The

wall of the canon was several hundred feet from top to bottom, and

magnificent were the untouched trees that the place was plunged in

perpetual shade. He measured with his eye spruces five and six feet in

diameter and redwoods even larger. One such he passed, a twister that

was at least ten or eleven feet through. The trail led straight to a

small dam where was the intake for the pipe that watered the vegetable

garden. Here, beside the stream, were alders and laurel trees, and he

walked through fern-brakes higher than his head. Velvety moss was

everywhere, out of which grew maiden-hair and gold-back ferns.

Save for the dam, it was a virgin wild. No ax had invaded, and the

trees died only of old age and stress of winter storm. The huge trunks

of those that had fallen lay moss-covered, slowly resolving back into

the soil from which they sprang. Some had lain so long that they were

quite gone, though their faint outlines, level with the mould, could

still be seen. Others bridged the stream, and from beneath the bulk of

one monster half a dozen younger trees, overthrown and crushed by the

fall, growing out along the ground, still lived and prospered, their

roots bathed by the stream, their upshooting branches catching the

sunlight through the gap that had been made in the forest roof.

Back at the farm-house, Daylight mounted and rode on away from the

ranch and into the wilder canons and steeper steeps beyond. Nothing

could satisfy his holiday spirit now but the ascent of Sonoma Mountain.

And here on the crest, three hours afterward, he emerged, tired and

sweaty, garments torn and face and hands scratched, but with sparkling

eyes and an unwonted zestfulness of expression. He felt the illicit

pleasure of a schoolboy playing truant. The big gambling table of San

Francisco seemed very far away. But there was more than illicit

pleasure in his mood. It was as though he were going through a sort of

cleansing bath. No room here for all the sordidness, meanness, and

viciousness that filled the dirty pool of city existence. Without

pondering in detail upon the matter at all, his sensations were of

purification and uplift. Had he been asked to state how he felt, he

would merely have said that he was having a good time; for he was

unaware in his self-consciousness of the potent charm of nature that

was percolating through his city-rotted body and brain--potent, in that

he came of an abysmal past of wilderness dwellers, while he was himself

coated with but the thinnest rind of crowded civilization.

There were no houses in the summit of Sonoma Mountain, and, all alone

under the azure California sky, he reined in on the southern edge of

the peak. He saw open pasture country, intersected with wooded canons,

descending to the south and west from his feet, crease on crease and

roll on roll, from lower level to lower level, to the floor of Petaluma

Valley, flat as a billiard-table, a cardboard affair, all patches and

squares of geometrical regularity where the fat freeholds were farmed.

Beyond, to the west, rose range on range of mountains cuddling purple

mists of atmosphere in their valleys; and still beyond, over the last

range of all, he saw the silver sheen of the Pacific. Swinging his

horse, he surveyed the west and north, from Santa Rosa to St. Helena,

and on to the east, across Sonoma to the chaparral-covered range that

shut off the view of Napa Valley. Here, part way up the eastern wall

of Sonoma Valley, in range of a line intersecting the little village of

Glen Ellen, he made out a scar upon a hillside. His first thought was

that it was the dump of a mine tunnel, but remembering that he was not

in gold-bearing country, he dismissed the scar from his mind and

continued the circle of his survey to the southeast, where, across the

waters of San Pablo Bay, he could see, sharp and distant, the twin

peaks of Mount Diablo. To the south was Mount Tamalpais, and, yes, he

was right, fifty miles away, where the draughty winds of the Pacific

blew in the Golden Gate, the smoke of San Francisco made a low-lying

haze against the sky.

"I ain't seen so much country all at once in many a day," he thought

aloud.

He was loath to depart, and it was not for an hour that he was able to

tear himself away and take the descent of the mountain. Working out a

new route just for the fun of it, late afternoon was upon him when he

arrived back at the wooded knolls. Here, on the top of one of them,

his keen eyes caught a glimpse of a shade of green sharply

differentiated from any he had seen all day. Studying it for a minute,

he concluded that it was composed of three cypress trees, and he knew

that nothing else than the hand of man could have planted them there.

Impelled by curiosity purely boyish, he made up his mind to

investigate. So densely wooded was the knoll, and so steep, that he

had to dismount and go up on foot, at times even on hands and knees

struggling hard to force a way through the thicker underbrush. He came

out abruptly upon the cypresses. They were enclosed in a small square

of ancient fence; the pickets he could plainly see had been hewn and

sharpened by hand. Inside were the mounds of two children's graves.

Two wooden headboards, likewise hand-hewn, told the state Little David,

born 1855, died 1859; and Little Roy, born 1853, died 1860.

"The poor little kids," Daylight muttered. The graves showed signs of

recent care. Withered bouquets of wild flowers were on the mounds, and

the lettering on the headboards was freshly painted. Guided by these

clews, Daylight cast about for a trail, and found one leading down the

side opposite to his ascent. Circling the base of the knoll, he picked

up with his horse and rode on to the farm-house. Smoke was rising from

the chimney and he was quickly in conversation with a nervous, slender

young man, who, he learned, was only a tenant on the ranch. How large

was it? A matter of one hundred and eighty acres, though it seemed

much larger. This was because it was so irregularly shaped. Yes, it

included the clay-pit and all the knolls, and its boundary that ran

along the big canon was over a mile long.

"You see," the young man said, "it was so rough and broken that when

they began to farm this country the farmers bought in the good land to

the edge of it. That's why its boundaries are all gouged and jagged.

"Oh, yes, he and his wife managed to scratch a living without working

too hard. They didn't have to pay much rent. Hillard, the owner,

depended on the income from the clay-pit. Hillard was well off, and

had big ranches and vineyards down on the flat of the valley. The

brickyard paid ten cents a cubic yard for the clay. As for the rest of

the ranch, the land was good in patches, where it was cleared, like the

vegetable garden and the vineyard, but the rest of it was too much

up-and-down."

"You're not a farmer," Daylight said. The young man laughed and shook

his head. "No; I'm a telegraph operator. But the wife and I decided

to take a two years' vacation, and ... here we are. But the time's

about up. I'm going back into the office this fall after I get the

grapes off."

Yes, there were about eleven acres in the vineyard--wine grapes. The

price was usually good. He grew most of what they ate. If he owned

the place, he'd clear a patch of land on the side-hill above the

vineyard and plant a small home orchard. The soil was good. There was

plenty of pasturage all over the ranch, and there were several cleared

patches, amounting to about fifteen acres in all, where he grew as much

mountain hay as could be found. It sold for three to five dollars more

a ton than the rank-stalked valley hay.

Daylight listened, there came to him a sudden envy of this young fellow

living right in the midst of all this which Daylight had travelled

through the last few hours.

"What in thunder are you going back to the telegraph office for?" he

demanded.

The young man smiled with a certain wistfulness. "Because we can't get

ahead here..." (he hesitated an instant), "and because there are added

expenses coming. The rent, small as it is, counts; and besides, I'm

not strong enough to effectually farm the place. If I owned it, or if

I were a real husky like you, I'd ask nothing better. Nor would the

wife." Again the wistful smile hovered on his face. "You see, we're

country born, and after bucking with cities for a few years, we kind of

feel we like the country best. We've planned to get ahead, though, and

then some day we'll buy a patch of land and stay with it."

The graves of the children? Yes, he had relettered them and hoed the

weeds out. It had become the custom. Whoever lived on the ranch did

that. For years, the story ran, the father and mother had returned

each summer to the graves. But there had come a time when they came no

more, and then old Hillard started the custom. The scar across the

valley? An old mine. It had never paid. The men had worked on it,

off and on, for years, for the indications had been good. But that was

years and years ago. No paying mine had ever been struck in the

valley, though there had been no end of prospect-holes put down and

there had been a sort of rush there thirty years back.

A frail-looking young woman came to the door to call the young man to

supper. Daylight's first thought was that city living had not agreed

with her. And then he noted the slight tan and healthy glow that

seemed added to her face, and he decided that the country was the place

for her. Declining an invitation to supper, he rode on for Glen Ellen

sitting slack-kneed in the saddle and softly humming forgotten songs.

He dropped down the rough, winding road through covered pasture, with

here and there thickets of manzanita and vistas of open glades. He

listened greedily to the quail calling, and laughed outright, once, in

sheer joy, at a tiny chipmunk that fled scolding up a bank, slipping on

the crumbly surface and falling down, then dashing across the road

under his horse's nose and, still scolding, scrabbling up a protecting

oak.

Daylight could not persuade himself to keep to the travelled roads that

day, and another cut across country to Glen Ellen brought him upon a

canon that so blocked his way that he was glad to follow a friendly

cow-path. This led him to a small frame cabin. The doors and windows

were open, and a cat was nursing a litter of kittens in the doorway,

but no one seemed at home. He descended the trail that evidently

crossed the canon. Part way down, he met an old man coming up through

the sunset. In his hand he carried a pail of foamy milk. He wore no

hat, and in his face, framed with snow-white hair and beard, was the

ruddy glow and content of the passing summer day. Daylight thought

that he had never seen so contented-looking a being.

"How old are you, daddy?" he queried.

"Eighty-four," was the reply. "Yes, sirree, eighty-four, and spryer

than most."

"You must a' taken good care of yourself," Daylight suggested.

"I don't know about that. I ain't loafed none. I walked across the

Plains with an ox-team and fit Injuns in '51, and I was a family man

then with seven youngsters. I reckon I was as old then as you are now,

or pretty nigh on to it."

"Don't you find it lonely here?"

The old man shifted the pail of milk and reflected. "That all

depends," he said oracularly. "I ain't never been lonely except when

the old wife died. Some fellers are lonely in a crowd, and I'm one of

them. That's the only time I'm lonely, is when I go to 'Frisco. But I

don't go no more, thank you 'most to death. This is good enough for me.

I've ben right here in this valley since '54--one of the first settlers

after the Spaniards."

Daylight started his horse, saying:--

"Well, good night, daddy. Stick with it. You got all the young bloods

skinned, and I guess you've sure buried a mighty sight of them."

The old man chuckled, and Daylight rode on, singularly at peace with

himself and all the world. It seemed that the old contentment of trail

and camp he had known on the Yukon had come back to him. He could not

shake from his eyes the picture of the old pioneer coming up the trail

through the sunset light. He was certainly going some for eighty-four.

The thought of following his example entered Daylight's mind, but the

big game of San Francisco vetoed the idea.

"Well, anyway," he decided, "when I get old and quit the game, I'll

settle down in a place something like this, and the city can go to

hell."

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