CHAPTER XVIII.

+A SERIOUS CHAPTER+

ONE morning about a fortnight after Evelyn’s last evening reception, Mr.

D’Arcy was announced.

“I take the liberty,” said he, “of intruding on a day that I know you

are not at home to all the world, in the hope of escaping the usual

_toilette_ talk at ladies’ receptions.”

“We are happy to see you, on your own terms, Mr. D’Arcy—the more so, as

the part of the hostess is rather an ungrateful one. She is forced to

converse _chiffons_, and other frivolities, when she would perhaps

prefer to philosophize, if ladies ever dare appear so blue.”

“It is for this,” replied he, “that I dislike lady’s ‘_days_.’ One can

never approach the mistress of the house herself, except to make some

common-place observation about the weather, the opera, the ‘première

répresentation’ at the Varietés—_qui sait?_” with a French shrug of the

shoulders.

“Oh, Mr. D’Arcy, in pity do not imitate the French at my house,”

exclaimed Evelyn. “If you only knew how their manners—half-monkey,

half-hairdresser—annoy me.”

“Madame, I stand rebuked,” with a mock respectful bow; “but seriously,

though it is treason to say it in so fairy-like a bower, my visit to-day

is rather on business than pleasure. I come as ambassador from Mme. de

Villiers to endeavor to persuade you, ladies, to come to her this

evening, and meet Home, the wonder-working medium, about whom all Paris

is talking.”

“Forestalled,” exclaimed Evelyn, gaily; “we were initiated yesterday

into some of these weird doings, at the house of an English lady.”

“Indeed,” said D’Arcy, with evident interest—“and what, may I ask, did

you witness?”

“Well, we placed ourselves in a circle of about nine persons, and in a

few minutes we heard raps; by the alphabet, we were requested to remove

the lights, and after we had done so, an accordion, which was lying on

the table, ‘discoursed most excellent music,’ _no one touching it_.

Then, by the dim light, we perceived a hand, white and beautifully

formed—and this hand presented me with a real geranium, and others of

the circle with different flowers.”

“You are, then, favorably disposed toward the subject of spiritualism?”

enquired D’Arcy.

“All I saw has deeply impressed me,” replied Evelyn; “and I cannot think

it altogether a delusion, for I distinctly felt in my fingers the

vibration of the table before each rap, and frequently knew the answer

about to be made by the (so-called) spirits, to questions asked by

members of the circle.”

“Ah! then you must yourself be a medium?”

“Delightful! There is nothing I should like better. You must explain to

us these mysteries, and convert my friend there also, for she is a sad

infidel.”

“I suppose,” I rejoined, “I am too matter-of-fact, and have too little

imagination to be caught by what I cannot but consider as a mere trick

to amuse children, and utterly unworthy rational beings, whether in or

out of the body.”

“Pardon me, Miss Mildmay,” said D’Arcy, “but if these knockings, which

appear to you so puerile, have been tested and proved _not_ to be

tricks, and that such and similar manifestations have been the means of

convincing the confirmed sceptic that there is an actual hereafter, it

appears to me that the spirits of the departed are rather occupied in a

good work, and that _we_ have at least ‘method in our madness.’”

“But,” I answered, “surely the Bible is all-sufficient for the salvation

of the world.”

“No one, my dear Miss Mildmay,” replied D’Arcy, “reveres the Bible more

than myself—yet I am bound to confess it never convinced me. Till my

eyes were opened to the perception that spirit really _does_ exist,

palpably, apart from matter, the Bible was to me as a sealed book. In

earlier youth, I worshipped as my deity the intellect of man, smiling in

contempt at the idea of a blind faith in the mysteries of Religion,

which I looked upon as the foolish inventions of a venal and ignorant

priesthood. It was through the much despised manifestations of the

spirit circle, that I first realized the ‘_certain hope_ of a blessed

immortality,’ and learned to bow my reason before the Divine

inspirations—in fine, _I believed_.”

D’Arcy spoke with the deepest feeling, but calmly, and as a man whose

doubts were for ever at rest. You recognized in each word the power of a

great mind, and instead of wishing to cavil, you felt your place was

rather to sit at his feet and learn.

“One question I would ask,” said Evelyn.—“Might not these phenomena be

produced by magnetic influence, and so be accounted for in a merely

natural way?”

“Undoubtedly, Mrs. Travers. Human magnetism and the will-power are

almost omnipotent as physical forces, and also as influencing the mental

faculties; but the communications being not only intelligent, but

actually and frequently even contrary to the desires and expectations of

the circle, precludes the idea of entirely accounting for them in the

way you have very plausibly suggested. Besides, the phenomena of direct

writing and drawing could be explained by no other theory than that of

supernatural intervention. Electric shocks, too, have been sensibly

felt, and exquisite odours have filled the room—and this in the presence

of witnesses, many of them men of superior learning, intelligence, and

undoubted piety, who would not for worlds have been made the instruments

of propagating fraudulent or erroneous doctrines.”

“If you have personally witnessed all you speak of,” I said, “I confess

that even my incredulity must at last give way before such evidence.”

“Gently, Miss Mildmay,” interposed D’Arcy. “I desire that each and every

one may see and judge for themselves, feeling convinced that no person

of average mental powers, having investigated the subject fairly and

with candor, could continue a sceptic. To assist you, however, in your

research, let me recommend to your notice ‘Owen’s Footfalls on the

Boundaries of Another World.’ Likewise the works of Andrew Jackson

Davis. Also, the ‘Arcana of Christianity,’ by the Rev. T. L. Harris, and

the eloquent and spiritual discourses of the latter author; lastly, a

gem of beauty, a perfect string of pearls, the ‘Foregleams of

Immortality,’ by Sears. This latter work, with those of Mr. Harris, are

written in the very spirit of true Biblical and catholic Christianity,

untrammelled by the narrow-mindedness of sectarianism. Read these books,

not forgetting to breathe a prayer for light, attend some circles, and I

think in six months from this time you will tell me that you are really

‘born again, and a new creature,’ so different will be your views of the

infinite destinies of the divine human spirit—so shadowy will appear the

present, so real, so near the future.”

I looked at him, struck with the intenseness of his manner—his large,

blue, serious eyes, filled with the far-off look, of those whose spirits

live in perpetual communion with the inner world. Like Ananias, it

appeared to me that scales fell from the eyes of my soul, and I began to

see things for the first time in their true light. Evelyn also was

deeply impressed; after a pause of emotion, she was the first to break

silence.

“May I ask,” she said, “what first induced you, with your manly

intellect and infidel sympathies, to take sufficient interest in this

subject to attend a circle?—for if I judge you aright, curiosity alone

would scarcely have drawn you there.”

“You have justly divined, Mrs. Travers, and I will tell you all.”

He paused, and then resumed with deep and touching emotion—

“A young girl, whom I loved, God knows how fondly, was taken from me in

the bloom of youth, and on the eve of marriage, by a fearful accident,

which left her not a vestige of beauty—burned to death,” he said, with a

shudder. “A confirmed infidel, with no hope—crushed, tortured, maddened

by the idea that she was lost to me forever, I cursed my cruel fate, and

should have put an end to a hateful existence, had not pride whispered,

‘Do not be mastered by your destiny; conquer it—live,’ And I lived. At

this time, I heard much of the Miss Foxes, and of the wonderful things

occurring in their presence. An impression I could not shake off led me

to their house. In bitter mockery, I asked myself, Am I insane? I went

to scoff—be it said—but returned to pray. A communication came thus by

raps—

‘Do not mourn for me, Philip. I am happy now. I was taken from

you, because you enveloped your soul in pride as in a mantle.

Dear Philip! you must become as a little child.

“‘LILIAN.’

* * * * *

“Imagine my surprise; for I was in a strange city, where none knew me. I

am not ashamed to confess, that tears, foreign to my nature, came

unbidden to my eyes, and the prayer arose to my lips—‘Teach me the

truth, Oh! God.’ That prayer, dear friends, has been answered. Since

that time I have been happy; for I now look at this life in the light of

the other.”

“’Tis a beautiful faith,” said Evelyn, “that our loved ones are still

about our path—our guardian angels, perhaps.”

“It is a faith I would not lose,” said D’Arcy, “for worlds of untold

wealth.”

He drew from his neck a delicate hair chain, with a locket attached.

Touching a spring, we perceived the miniature of a beautiful young girl.

“That portrait,” said D’Arcy, “was painted by a spirit medium, after my

Lilian had passed away—it is her very self—but spiritualized.”

“How exquisitely lovely!” I exclaimed.

“Heavens! how like Ella!” cried Evelyn.

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