emotion, she turned white also. He seemed a different man; she saw a Don
Jaime she had never known before. Instinctively, impelled by fear, she
took a step backward. She remained on the defensive, leaning against the
slender trunk of a small tree, which grew beside the path, its tiny
sickly colored leaves almost loosened by the autumn wind.
She could still smile--a forced smile, pretending to believe it one of
the senor's jokes.
"No," replied Febrer with energy, "I am speaking seriously. Tell me,
Margalida, Almond Blossom, what if I should become one of your lovers;
and if I should come to the courting, what would you answer me?"
She shrunk back against the yielding tree trunk, making herself smaller,
as if she would escape those ardent eyes. Her instinctive backward step
shook the flexible tree and a shower of yellow leaves, like flakes of
amber, fell roundabout her, clinging to her hair. Pale, her lips
compressed and blue, she murmured words scarcely more audible than a
gentle sigh. Her eyes, enlarged and deep, bore the agonized expression
of the humble of spirit who think many things, but who find no words to
express them. He, the heir of the Febrers, a gran senor, to marry a
peasant girl? Was he crazy?
"No; I am not a great senor; I am an unfortunate creature. You are
richer than I, who am living off your charity. Your father wishes your
husband to be a man who shall cultivate his lands. Will you marry me,
Margalida? Do you love me, Almond Blossom?"
With bowed head, avoiding a glance that seemed to burn her, she
continued speaking without listening to him. Madness! It could not be
true! The senor to say such things! He must be dreaming!
Suddenly she felt on one of her hands a light, caressing touch. She
looked at him again. She saw an unfamiliar face that thrilled her. She
experienced a sensation of grave danger--the nervous start which gives a
warning. Her knees shook, they contracted as if she were about to faint
with fear.
"Do you think me too old?" he murmured in a supplicating voice. "Can you
never come to love me?"
The voice was sweet and caressing, but those eyes seemed to devour her!
That pale face, like that of men who kill! She longed to speak, to
protest at his last words. She had never thought of Don Jaime's age; he
was something superior, like the saints, who grow in beauty with the
years. But fear held her silent. She freed herself from the caressing
hand, she felt moved by the prodigious rebound of her nerves, as if her
life were in danger, and she fled from Febrer as if he were an assassin.
"Heaven help me!"
Murmuring this supplication she sprang away, and began to run with the
agility of the country girl, disappearing round a turn in the path.
Jaime did not follow her. He stood motionless in the solitude of the
pine forest, erect in the pathway, unconscious of his surroundings, like
the hero of a legend subjected to an enchantment. Then he passed a hand
over his face, as if awakening from a dream, collecting his thoughts.
His audacious words stung him with remorse, Margalida's alarm, the
terrified flight which had terminated the interview. How stupid of him!
It was the result of his going to the city; the return to civilized
life which, had upset his bachelor calm, arousing passions of long ago;
the conversation of the young soldiers, who lived with their thoughts
ever fixed on women. But no; he did not repent what he had done. It was
important for Margalida to know what he had so often vaguely thought in
the isolation of his tower.
He continued slowly along his way to avoid meeting the family from Can
Mallorqui. Margalida had joined her mother and brother. He saw them from
a rise of ground, when they were journeying through the valley in the
direction of the farmhouse.
Febrer changed his route, avoiding Can Mallorqui. He directed his steps
toward the Pirate's Tower, but when he gained it he passed on, not
stopping until he reached the sea.
The rock-bound coast, which seemed to overhang the waters, was broken by
their incessant lashing for century upon century. The waves, like
furious blue bulls, charged, frothing with anger, against the rock,
wearing deep caverns, which were prolonged upward in the form of
vertical cracks. This age-long battle was destroying the coast,
shattering its stony armor, scale by scale. Colossal wall-like fragments
loosened. They first separated by forming an imperceptible crevice which
grew and grew with the passing of centuries. The natural wall leaned for
years and years above the waves, which beat furiously at its base, until
it would lose its balance some stormy night and topple like the rampart
of a besieged citadel, crumbling into blocks, peopling the sea with new
reefs soon to be covered with slimy vegetation, while the winding
passages would seethe with foam and sparkle with the metallic gleam of
fish.
Febrer seated himself on the edge of a great projecting rock, a ledge
loosened from the coast that inclined boldly over the reefs. His
fatalism impelled him to sit there. Would that the inevitable
catastrophe might take place at that moment, and that his body, dragged
down by the collapsing rock, might disappear in the bottom of the sea,
having for its sarcophagus this mass, equal to the pyramid of a Pharaoh!
What had he to look forward to in life?
Before sinking out of sight the setting sun peeped through an opening of
stormy sky lying between riven clouds. It was a gory sphere, a wafer of
purple which lightened the immensity of the sea with a fiery glare. The
dark masses closing in the horizon were fringed with scarlet. A restless
triangle of flames spread over the dark green waters. The foam turned
red and the coast looked for an instant like molten lava.
In the glow of this stormy light Jaime contemplated the fluctuation of
the waters at his feet, hurling their boisterous swirls into the hollows
of the rock, roaring and writhing, frothing with anger in the winding
passages between the reefs. In the depths of this greenish mass,
illuminated by the setting sun with transparencies of opal, he saw
strange vegetation growing on the rocks, diminutive forests among whose
clinging fronds moved animals of fantastic form, nervous and swift or
torpid and sedentary, with hard carapaces, gray and pinkish, bristling
with defenses, armed with tentacles, with lances and with horns, making
war among themselves and persecuting the weaker creatures which passed
like white exhalations, flashing like crystal in the rapidity of their
flight.
Febrer felt belittled by the solitude. Faith in his human importance
destroyed, he considered himself no bigger than one of those tiny
creatures swarming about in the vegetation of the submarine
abyss--perhaps even smaller. Those animals were armed for life, they
could sustain themselves by their own strength, never knowing the
discouragement, the humiliations and the sorrows which afflicted him.
The grandeur of the sea, unconscious of man, cruel and implacable in its
anger, overwhelmed Febrer, arousing in his memory an endless chain of
ideas which were perhaps new, but which he accepted as vague
reminiscences of a former existence, as something which he had thought
before, he knew not where nor when.
A thrill of respect, of instinctive devotion, swept over him, making him
forget the event of a short time before, submerging him in religious
contemplation. The sea! He thought, he knew not why, of the most remote
ancestors of humanity, of primitive man, miserable, scarcely emerged
from original animalism, tormented and repelled on every side by a
nature hostile in its exhuberance, as a young and vigorous body conquers
or throws off the parasites which endeavor to live at the cost of its
organism. On the shore of the sea, in the presence of the divine
mystery, green and immense, man should experience his most restful
moments. The earliest gods sprung from the bosom of the waters;
contemplating the fluctuation of the waves, and soothed by their murmur,
man should feel that within him is born something new and powerful--a
soul. The sea! The mysterious organisms which people it also live, as do
those of the land, subjected to the tyranny of fear, immovable in their
primitive existence, repeating themselves throughout the centuries as if
ever the same entity. There also do the dead command! The strong pursue
the weak, and are in their turn devoured by others more powerful, as in
the times of their remote progenitors, when the waters were yet warm
from the formation of the globe--ever the same, repeating themselves
throughout hundreds of millions of years. A monster of prehistoric ages
who might return to swim in these waters would find on all sides, in the
dark chasms, and along the coasts, the same life and the identical
struggles as in his youth. The animal of combat with his green carapace,
armed with curving claws and with forceps for torture, implacable
warrior of the dark submarine caverns, has never united with the
graceful fish, swift and weak, which trails its rose and silver tunic
through the transparent waters. His destiny is to devour, to be strong,
and, if he should find himself disarmed, his defenses broken, to give
himself up to misfortune without protest and to perish. Death is
preferable to abdicating one's primal rights, the noble fatality of
birth. For the strong of the land or of the sea there is no satisfaction
nor life outside one's own sphere; they are slaves of their own
greatness; birth brings them misfortunes as well as honors, and it will
ever be the same! The dead are the only ones who rule the living. The
first beings who initiated a plan for living wrought with their acts the
cage in which succeeding generations must be imprisoned.
The tranquil mollusks which he now saw in the depths of the waters,
clinging to the rocks like dark buttons, seemed to him divine beings who
guard the mystery of creation in their stupid quiet. He imagined them
great and imposing like those monsters worshipped by savages for their
impassivity, and in whose rigidity they believe they divine the majesty
of the gods. Febrer recalled his jests of other times, on nights of
feasting, seated before a plate of fresh oysters, in the fashionable
Parisian restaurants. His elegant companions thought him mad as they
listened to the nonsensical ideas aroused by wine, the sight of the
shell fish and the recollection of certain fragmentary reading in his
youth. "We're going to eat our grandfathers like the merry cannibals
that we are." The oyster is one of the primitive manifestations of life
on the planet--one of the earlier forms of organic matter, still
resting, uncertain and aimless in its evolution in the immensity of the
waters. The sympathetic and slandered monkey only has the importance of
a first cousin who has failed to make a career for himself, of an
unfortunate and absurd relative whom one leaves outside the door,
feigning ignorance of his family name, denying him a welcome. The
mollusk is the venerable grandfather, the chief of the house, the
creator of the dynasty, the ancestor crowned with a nobility of millions
of centuries. These thoughts came back to Febrer's mind now with the
vividness of indisputable truths.
Humanity is faithful to its sources. Nobody denies the traditions of
those venerable ancestors who seemed to be asleep in the immense
catacomb of the sea. Man thinks himself free because he can move from
one side of the planet to the other; because his organism is mounted
upon two agile and articulate columns which permit of his springing over
the ground by the mechanism of walking--but, it is an error! One more of
many illusions which deceptively gladden our lives, making us bearers of
its misery and its triviality! Febrer was convinced that we are all born
shut in between two valves of prejudices, of scruple, and of pride, an
inheritance from those who proceeded us, and although man stirs about,
he never manages to tear himself from the same rock to which his
predecessors clung and vegetated. Activity, incidents of life,
independence of character, all are illusions, the vanity of the mollusk
which dreams while adhering to the rock, and imagines he is swimming
through all the seas on the globe, while his valves continue fastened
to the stone!
All creatures are as those who have gone before, and as those yet to
come. They change in shape, but the soul remains stationary and
immutable like that of those rudimentary beings, eternal witnesses of
the first palpitation of life on the planet, which seemed to be sleeping
the heaviest of sleeps; and thus will it ever be. Vain are great efforts
to free oneself from this fatal environment, from the heritage of fear,
from the circle in which we are forced to move, until at last comes
death. Then other animals like ourselves appear, and begin whirling
around the same circle, imagining themselves free because ever before
their footsteps they have new space in which to run.
"The dead command!" Jaime once more declared to himself. It seemed
impossible that men do not realize this great truth; that they dwell in
eternal night, believing that they make new things in the glow of
illusions which rise daily, as rises the great deception of the sun to
accompany us through the infinite, which is dark, but which seems to us
blue and radiant with light.
When Febrer thought this, the sun had already set. The sea was almost
black, the sky a leaden gray, and in the fog on the horizon the
lightning quivered and flashed. Jaime felt on his face and on his hands
the moist kiss of drops of rain. A storm was about to break which
perhaps would last throughout the night. The lightning flashes were
coming nearer, a distant crashing was heard, as if two hostile fleets
were cannonading beyond the curtain of fog on the horizon, and
approaching each other behind its screen. The sheet of quiet water,
glossy as crystal between reefs and coast, began to tremble with the
widening undulations of the raindrops.
In spite of this he did not stir. He remained seated on the rock,
experiencing a fierce anger against fate, rebelling with all the
strength of his nature at the tyranny of the past. Why should the dead
command? Why should they darken the atmosphere with the dust of their
souls, like powdered bone lodging in the brains of the living, imposing
the old ideas?
Suddenly Febrer experienced an overwhelming impression, as if he beheld
an extraordinary light, never before seen. His brain seemed to dilate,
to expand like a mass of water bursting an encompassing vessel of stone.
At that instant a lightning flash colored the sea with livid light, and
a thunder clap burst above his head, its echoes rattling with awesome
reverberation over the expanse of the sea, in the caverns, and over the
hilltops along the shore.
No, the dead do not command! The dead do not rule! As if he were a
different man, Jaime ridiculed his recent thoughts. Those rudimentary
animals which he had seen among the rocks, and with them all creatures
of the sea and of the earth, suffer the slavery of fear. The dead rule
them because they do the same things which their ancestors did, the same
things their descendants will do. But man is not the slave of fear; he
is its collaborator and sometimes its master. Man is a progressive and
reasoning being, and can change his condition to suit his desires. Man
was a slave to his surroundings in former times, in remote ages, but
when he conquered nature and exploited her, he burst the fatal bondage
in which other created things still remain prisoners. What matters to
him the fear in which he has been born? He can make himself over anew if
he will.
Jaime could not continue his reflections. Rain was streaming over the
brim of his hat, running down his back. Night had suddenly come. By the
glare of the lightning he saw the glazed surface of the sea trembling
with the beating of the rain.
Febrer made all haste toward his tower, but he was happy, eager to run,
with the overflowing joy of one emerging from long imprisonment and who
has not before him space enough for his repressed activity.
"I will do what I please!" he shouted, rejoicing at the sound of his own
voice, which was lost in the clamor of the storm. "Neither dead nor
living shall rule me! What do I care for my noble forefathers, for my
moth-eaten prejudices, for all the Febrers?"
Suddenly he was enveloped in a carmine light, and a cannon-shot burst
above his head, as if the coast had been rent asunder by the shock of an
immense catastrophe.
"That must have struck near here," said Jaime, referring to the electric
flash.
His mind occupied with the Febrers, he thought of his ancestor the
knight commander Don Priamo. The explosion of thunder recalled to his
mind the combats of the diabolical hero, the religious cavalier of the
Cross, a mocker of God and of the devil who always followed his
sovereign will, fighting on the side of his kindred, or living among the
enemies of the Faith, according to his caprices or his affections.
No! Febrer did not repudiate him. He adored the valorous knight
commander; he was his true forbear, the best of them all, the rebel, the
demon of the family!
Jaime entered the tower and struck a light; he flung around his
shoulders the Arabian haik of coarse weave that served him for his
nocturnal excursions, and taking a book he tried to distract himself
until Pepet should bring his supper.
The storm seemed to be centered on the island. The rain fell on the
fields, converting them, into marshes; it rushed down the declivities of
the roadways, overflowing like rivers; it soaked the mountains like
great sponges through the porous soil of the pine forest and thickets.
The flare of the lightning gave hasty glimpses, like visions in a dream,
of the blackish sea, the fretting foam, and flooded fields, which seemed
filled with fiery fish, the trees glistening beneath their watery
mantles.
In the kitchen of Can Mallorqui Margalida's suitors stood in a group, in
damp, steaming clothing and muddy sandals. Tonight the courting lasted
longer. Pep, with a paternal air, had allowed the youths to remain after
the time for the wooing had passed; he felt sorry for the poor boys who
must walk home through the rain. He had been a suitor himself once upon
a time. They might wait; perhaps the storm would soon pass; and if it
did not they should stay and sleep wherever they could, in the kitchen,
on the porch. "One wouldn't turn out a dog on such a night."
The youths, rejoicing in the event, which added more time to their
courting, gazed at Margalida arrayed in her gala dress, seated in the
center of the room, a vacant chair beside her. Each one had taken his
turn at sitting upon it during the course of the evening, and now all
looked at it eagerly, but lacked courage to occupy it again.
The Ironworker, wishing to outshine the others, was twanging a guitar,
singing in low tones, accompanied by the rolling of the thunder. The
Minstrel, sitting in a corner, was meditating new verses. Some boys
hailed with mocking words the lightning flashes, which filtered through
the cracks of the door, and the Little Chaplain smiled, sitting on the
floor, his chin in his hands.
Pep was dozing in a low chair, overcome by weariness, and his wife
screamed with terror whenever a loud thunder clap shook the house,
interjecting between her groans fragments of prayers, murmured in
Castilian for greater efficacy: "_Santa Barbara bendita, que en el cielo
estas escrita_----" Margalida, heedless of the glances of her suitors,
seemed half dead with fright.
Suddenly there came two taps upon the door. The dog, who had scrambled
to his feet scenting the presence of someone on the porch, stretched his
neck, but instead of barking he wagged his tail in welcome.
Margalida and her mother glanced fearfully toward the door. Who could it
be, at that time, on that night, in the solitude of Can Mallorqui? Had
anything happened to the senor?
Aroused by the knocking, Pep sat up straight in his chair. "Come in,
whoever you are!" He gave the invitation with the dignity of a Roman
paterfamilias, absolute master of his house. The door was not locked.
It opened, giving passage to a gust of rain-laden wind, which made the
candle flicker, and refreshed the dense atmosphere of the kitchen. The
dark rectangle of the doorway was lighted by the splendor of a lightning
flash, and all saw in it, against the livid sky, a kind of penitent,
with half-concealed face, a hooded figure, dripping rain.
He entered with firm tread, with no word of greeting, followed by the
dog sniffing at his legs with affectionate growls. He strode directly
toward the vacant chair beside Margalida, the place reserved for the
suitors.
As he took his seat he flung back his hood and fixed his eyes on the
girl.
"Ah!" she gasped, turning pale, her eyes widening in surprise.
So great was her emotion, so violent, her impulse to draw away from him,
that she nearly fell to the floor.
PART THIRD
CHAPTER I
THE INTRUDER
Two days later, when Don Jaime was awaiting his dinner in the tower,
having returned from a fishing excursion, Pep presented himself and
deposited the basket upon the table with an air of solemnity.
The rustic tried to make excuse for this extraordinary visit. His wife
and Margalida had gone to the hermitage of the Cubells again, and the
boy had accompanied them.
Febrer began to eat with a lusty appetite after having been on the sea
since daybreak, but the serious air of the peasant at last claimed his
attention.
"Pep, you want to say something to me, but you are afraid," said Jaime,
in the Ivizan dialect.
"That is true, senor."
Like all timid persons who doubt and vacillate before speaking, but rush
into it impetuously when fear is overcome, Pep bluntly unburdened his
mind.
Yes, he had something to say; something very important! He had been
thinking the matter over for two whole days, and he could keep silent no
longer. He had taken it upon himself to bring the senor's dinner merely
for the sake of speaking. Why did Don Jaime make fun of those who were
so fond of him? What did he mean?
"Make fun of you!" exclaimed Febrer.
"Yes, make fun of us!" Pep declared sadly. "How about what happened that
stormy night? What caprice impelled the senor to present himself at the
courting, taking the chair beside Margalida, as if he were a suitor? Ah,
Don Jaime! The 'festeigs' are solemn occasions; men kill one another on
account of them. I knew that fine gentlemen laugh at all this, and
consider the peasants of the island about the same as savages; but the
poor should be left to their customs, and they should not be disturbed
in their few pleasures."
Now it was Febrer who assumed a serious countenance.
"But I am not making fun of you, my dear Pep! It's all true! Listen! I
am one of Margalida's suitors, like the Minstrel, like the detested
Ironworker, like all other boys who gather in your kitchen to court her.
I came the other night because I could bear no more, because I suddenly
realized the cause of all that I have been suffering, because I love
Margalida, and I will marry her if she will accept me."
His sincere and impassioned accent banished all doubt from the peasant's
mind.
"Then it is really true!" he exclaimed. "The girl had told me something
of this, weeping, when I asked her the motive of the senor's visit. I
could not believe her at first. Girls are so pretentious! They imagine
that every man is running mad after them; so it is really true!"
This knowledge caused him to smile, as at something unexpected and
amusing.
"What a strange man you are, Don Jaime! It is very kind of you to make
demonstrations of esteem for the household of Can Mallorqui; but it is
not good for the girl, for she was giving herself airs, imagining
herself worthy of a prince, and will not accept any of the peasants.
"It cannot be, senor. Don't you understand that it cannot be? I was
young myself once, and I know what it is; how one takes a notion to
chase after any girl who is not ugly; but later on one reflects, he
thinks about what is good and what is not good, what is proper, and in
the end he does not commit a foolish deed. Have you thought it over,
really, senor? That was a joke the other night, a caprice----"
Febrer shook his head energetically. No, neither a joke nor a caprice.
He loved Margalida, the graceful Almond Blossom; he was convinced of his
passion, and he would follow wherever she might lead. He intended in
future to do as he pleased, laying aside scruples and prejudices. He had
been a slave to them long enough. No; he would have no regret. He loved
Margalida, he was one of her suitors, with the same right as any island
youth. He meant every word he said.
Pep, scandalized at these words, wounded in his most conventional and
ancient ideas, raised his hands, while his simple soul showed in his
eyes full of fear and surprise.
"Oh, Lord! Oh, Lord!"
He was compelled to call upon the ruler of heaven to give expression to
his perturbation and astonishment. A Febrer wishing to marry a peasant
of Can Mallorqui! The world was no longer the same; it seemed as if all
the laws of the universe were turned upside down, as if the sea were
about to cover the island, and that in future the almond trees would put
forth their flowers above the waves; but had Don Jaime realized what
this desire of his signified?
All the respect engendered in the soul of the peasant during long years
of servitude to the noble family, the religious veneration his parents
had infounded in him when, in his childhood, he saw the gentlemen from
Majorca arrive at the island, was now revived, protesting at this
absurdity, as something contrary to human custom and to the divine will.
Don Jaime's father had been a powerful personage, one of those who made
laws over there in Madrid; he had even lived in the royal palace. He
still saw him in his memory, just as he had imagined him in the
credulous illusions of boyhood, bending men to his will; able to send
some to the gallows and pardoning others according to his caprice;
seated at the table of monarchs and playing cards with them, just as Pep
himself might do with a crony in the tavern at San Jose; addressing one
another by the familiar "thou"; and when he was not in the court city,
he was an absolute seignior in vessels of iron--the kind that spit smoke
and cannon balls. How about Jaime's grandfather, Don Horacio? Pep had
seen him but few times, and yet he still trembled with respect as he
recalled his regal appearance, his grave, unsmiling face, and the
imposing gesture which accompanied his benevolent acts. He was a king
after the ancient style, one of those kings who are good and just
fathers of the poor, offering bread with one hand and holding a rod in
the other.
"And do you wish to have Pep, the poor peasant of Can Mallorqui, become
a relative of your father and of your grandfather and of all those great
lords who were masters in Majorca and rulers of the world? Come, Don
Jaime, I can't help thinking it all a joke; your seriousness does not
deceive me. Don Horacio also used to say the funniest things without
losing his judge's face."
Jaime swept his eyes around the interior of the tower, smiling at his
poverty.
"But I am poor, Pep! You are rich, compared to me. Why think of my
family, when I am living on your generosity? If you were to cast me out
I would not know where to go."
The gesture of incredulity with which Pep always received such humble
declarations, was renewed.
Poor? But was not this tower his? Febrer replied with a smile. Bah! Four
old stones that were falling apart; an unproductive hill, which would be
worth something only if the peasant should cultivate it. But the latter
insisted; there was the property in Majorca, which, even though it were
somewhat encumbered, was much--much!
And he extended his arms with a gesture indicating immensity, as if no
one could measure the fortune of Jaime, adding convincingly:
"A Febrer is never poor. You can never be that. Better days will come."
Jaime ceased trying to make him realize his poverty. If he thought him
rich so much the better. Thus those youths, who knew no broader horizon
than that of the island, could not say that he was a ruined man seeking
to marry into Pep's family in order to recover the lands of Can
Mallorqui.
Why should the peasant be so surprised at his desire to marry Margalida?
In the end it was nothing more than the repetition of an eternal
history, that of the disguised and vagabond king falling in love with
the shepherdess and giving her his hand. He was no king, neither was he
in disguise, but in a situation of absolute need.
"I have heard that story," said Pep. "It was often told me when I was a
child, and I have told it to my own children. I won't say that it never
happened so, but that was in other times--other times, very long ago,
when animals had speech."
According to Pep, the most remote antiquity, and also the elysian state
of man, was always that joyous time "when the animals had speech."
But now--now he, although he could not read, informed himself of the
doings in the world when he went to San Jose on Sundays and talked with
the secretary of the pueblo, and other lettered persons who read the
newspapers. Now-a-days kings married queens, and shepherdesses married
shepherds; everyone with his kind. The good old times were over.
"But do you know whether or not Margalida loves me? Are you sure that
all this seems to her a wild dream as it does to you?"
Pep maintained a long silence, one hand beneath his hat and the silk
kerchief, which he wore in womanish manner, scratching his crisp gray
curls. He smiled knavishly, with an expression of scorn, as if rejoicing
over the inferiority in which dwells the woman of the fields.
"Women! How can one tell what they think, Don Jaime! Margalida is like
all the rest of them, fond of vanities and strange things. At her age
they all dream that some count or marquis is coming to take them, away
in his golden chariot, and that all her friends will die of envy. I,
too, when I was a boy, used often to think that the richest girl in
Iviza would come to seek my hand in marriage, some girl, I did not know
who, but beautiful as the Virgin and with fields as big as half the
island--dreams of youth."
Then ceasing to smile, he added:
"Yes, maybe she does care for you without realizing it. Youth and love
are so strange. She cries when anything is said to her about the other
night; she declares it was madness, but she won't say a word against
you. Ah, would that I could see into her heart!"
Febrer received these words with a smile of joy, but the peasant quickly
dispelled it, adding energetically:
"It cannot be, and it must not be! Let her think as she pleases, but I
am opposed because I am her father and I desire her welfare. Ah, Don
Jaime, everyone with his kind! All this reminds me of a priest who used
to lead a hermit's life at Cubells, a wise man, and like many wise men,
half crazy; he was trying to raise a brood from, a rooster and a
seagull; a gull the size of a goose."
With the interest which the rustic displays for the breeding of animals,
he described the eagerness of the peasants when they went to Cubells,
gathering curiously around the great cage, where the rooster and the
gull were kept beneath the vigilance of the friar.
"The good man's work lasted for years--but--not a chick! Man's efforts
avail nothing against the impossible. They were of different blood and
of different breed; they lived together tranquilly, but they were not of
the same sort, nor could they become so. Everyone with his kind!"
As he said this, Pep gathered the plates and the remnants of the dinner
from the table and put them into the basket, preparing to take his
leave.
"We are agreed, Don Jaime," he said with his rustic tenacity, "that it
was all a joke, and that you will not bother the girl any more with your
notions."
"No, Pep, we are agreed that I love Margalida, and that I am going to
her courting with the same right as any of the island boys. The old
customs must be respected."
He smiled at the peasant's ill-humored expression. Pep shook his head in
sign of protest. No; he repeated, that would be impossible. The girls
of the district would laugh at Margalida, rejoicing over this strange
suitor who broke the order of customs; the malicious would perhaps lie
about Can Mallorqui, which had as honorable a past as the best family on
the island; even his own friends, when he should go to mass at San Jose,
and all gathered in the cloister of the church, would imagine him an
ambitious man who desired to convert his daughter into a fine senorita.
And this was not all. There was the anger of the rivals to be reckoned
with, the jealousy of those youths, dumb with surprise when he came in
that stormy night and sat down beside Margalida. Certainly by this time
they had recovered from their astonishment and were talking about him,
and would all join to oppose the stranger. The men of the island were as
they were. They took life among themselves without disturbing the man
from the outside world because they considered him foreign to their
circle, and indifferent to their passions; but if the stranger meddled
in their affairs, and especially if he were a Majorcan, what would
happen? When had people of other lands ever disputed a sweetheart with
an Ivizan?
"Don Jaime, for the sake of your father, for the sake of your noble
grandfather! It is Pep who begs you, Pep who has known you ever since
you were a boy. The farmhouse is at your service; everyone who lives in
it is eager to serve you--but do not persist in this caprice! It will
bring some dire misfortune upon us all!"
Febrer, who had at first listened with deference, straightened his
figure when he heard Pep's predictions. His rude nature rebelled, as if
the peasant's fears were an insult. He afraid! He felt equal to fighting
all the young men of the island. Not a man in Iviza could force him to
change his mind. To the belligerent passion of the lover was joined the
pride of race, that ancestral hatred which separated the inhabitants of
the two islands. He would go to the courting; he had good companions to
defend him in case of need; and he glanced at the gun hanging on the
wall; then his eyes descended to his belt where his revolver was hidden.
Pep bowed his head in despair. He had been just like this when he was
young. For women the wildest deeds are done. It was useless to make
further effort to convince the senor, who was determined and proud like
all his kindred.
"Do as you please, Don Jaime; but remember what I tell you. A great
misfortune awaits us--a great misfortune!"
The peasant left the tower, and Jaime watched him walking down toward
the farmhouse, the points of his kerchief and the womanish mantle he
wore over his shoulders fluttering in the breeze.
Pep disappeared behind the fence of Can Mallorqui. Febrer was about to
step away from the door when he saw rise from among the groups of
tamarisks on the hillside a boy, who, after glancing cautiously about to
convince himself that he was not observed, ran toward him. It was the
Little Chaplain. He sprang up the stairway to the tower, and when he
stood before Febrer he burst out laughing, displaying his ivory teeth,
surrounded by a dark rose color.
Ever since that night when Febrer had presented himself at the farmhouse
the Little Chaplain had treated him with greater confidence, as if he
already considered him one of the family. He did not protest at the
strangeness of the event. It seemed to him quite natural that Margalida
should like the senor and that he should wish to marry her.
"But didn't you go to Cubells?" asked Febrer.
The boy began to laugh again. He had left his mother and sister half way
on the road and had hidden among the tamarisks waiting for his father to
leave the tower. No doubt the old man wished to have a serious talk with
Don Jaime, and so he had sent them all away, and had taken it upon
himself to bring him his dinner. For two days he had talked of nothing
but this interview. His timidity, and his respect for the master, had
made him vacillate, but at last he had decided. He was in ill humor over
Margalida's courting. Had the old man scolded very hard?
Evading these questions, Febrer asked the boy with a certain anxiety,
"How is Almond Blossom? What did she say when you talked to her about
me?"
The boy straightened himself petulantly, happy in being able to defend
the senor. His sister had not said anything; sometimes she smiled when
she heard Don Jaime's name mentioned, again her eyes moistened, and she
almost always brought the conversation to a close, advising the Little
Chaplain not to meddle in this affair and to please his father by going
back to his studies in the Seminary.
"It will turn out all right, senor," continued the boy, possessed of a
fresh sense of his own importance. "It will turn out all right, I tell
you. I am sure that my sister loves you dearly--only she is rather
afraid of you--she feels a kind of respect. Who would ever have thought
that you would notice her! At home everybody seems to be crazy; father
looks cross and goes around grumbling to himself; mother sighs and calls
on the Virgin, and meantime people imagine that we are rejoicing. But it
will all come out right, Don Jaime, I promise you.
"But be careful, senor, be on your guard," added the boy, thinking of
his former friends, the youths who were courting Almond Blossom. It
seemed that the boys had lost confidence in him, and were cautious of
speaking in his presence; but they were certainly plotting something. A
week ago they seemed to hate one another and each kept to himself, but
now they had joined forces in hatred of the stranger. They said nothing;
they were merely taciturn; but their silence was disquieting. The
Minstrel was the only one who shouted and displayed anger like an
infuriated lamb, straightened his wasted figure, and declaring, between
cruel fits of coughing, his intention of killing the Majorcan.
"They have lost respect for you, Don Jaime," continued the boy. "When
they saw you come in and sit down beside my sister they were astounded.
Even I could hardly believe my eyes, although for some time I knew that
you were not indifferent to Margalida; you asked too many questions
about her. But now they have waked up, and they are planning something.
They have good reason, too. Who ever heard of such a thing as a stranger
coming to San Jose and getting a sweetheart away from a crowd of the
boys, the very bravest on the island?"
Local pride spurred the Little Chaplain to adopt for a moment the
opinions of the others, but soon his gratitude and affection for Febrer
were revived.
"Never mind. You love her and that is sufficient. Why should my sister
have to wear out her life digging in the ground when a senor like
yourself pays attention to her? Besides," here the young rascal smiled
mischievously, "this marriage suits me. You are not going to till the
fields, you will take Margalida away with you, and the old man, having
no one to leave Can Mallorqui to, will let me marry and become a
farmer, and, adios to the priesthood! I tell you, Don Jaime, you'll win.
Here am I, the Little Chaplain, to fight half the island in your
defense."
He glanced about as if expecting to encounter the severe eyes and the
mustaches of the Civil Guard, and then, after a moment's hesitation,
like that of a great but modest man trying to conceal his importance, he
drew from his belt a knife the brilliancy and glitter of which seemed to
hypnotize him.
"See that?" he asked, admiring the smoothness of the virgin steel, and
looking at Febrer.
It was the knife which Jaime had presented him the day before. Jaime had
been in a good humor and he had made the Little Chaplain kneel. Then,
with jesting gravity, he had struck him with the weapon, proclaiming him
invincible knight of the district of San Jose, of the whole island, and
of the channels and cliffs adjacent. The little rascal, tremulous with
emotion at the gift, had taken the act with all gravity, thinking it an
indispensable ceremony among gentlemen.
"See that?" he asked again, looking a Don Jaime as if protecting him
with all the immensity of his valor.
He passed a finger lightly along the edge, pressing the fleshy tip
against the point, delighting in the sharp prick. What a jewel!
Febrer nodded his head. Yes, he recognized the weapon; it was the one he
had brought from Iviza.
"Well, with this," continued the boy, "not a brave will dare to face us.
The Ironworker? He is a fraud! The Minstrel and all the rest? Frauds
also. I'm only waiting for a chance to use this! Anybody who attempts
anything against you is sentenced to death."
Finally, with the sadness of a great man who is wasting his time
without an opportunity to display his valor, he said, lowering his eyes:
"When my grandfather was my age they say that he had already killed his
man, and that half the island stood in fear of him."
The Little Chaplain spent part of the afternoon in the tower talking of
Don Jaime's supposed enemies, whom he now considered as his own, putting
up his knife and drawing it forth again, as if he enjoyed contemplating
his disfigured image in the polished blade, dreaming of tremendous
battles which always terminated by the flight or death of the
adversaries, and by his valorously rescuing the embattled Don Jaime, who
took as a jest his appetite for conflict and destruction.
In the evening Pepet went down to the farmhouse to get Don Jaime's
supper. He had found the suitors who came from a distance sitting on the
porch awaiting the beginning of the festeig. "See you later, Don Jaime!"
As soon as night closed in, Febrer made his preparations, his face set,
his mien hostile, his hands thrilling with an imperceptible homicidal
twitch, like a primitive warrior starting on an expedition from the
mountain top to the valley. Before throwing his haik over his shoulders,
he drew his revolver from his belt, scrupulously examining the
cartridges, and the working of the trigger. Everything all right! The
first man to make an attempt against him would get all six shots in the
head. He felt like a savage, implacable, like one of those Febrers,
lions of the sea, who landed on hostile shores, killing to avoid being
killed.
With one hand in his belt fondling the butt of his revolver, he walked
down the hill among the clusters of tamarisks, which waved their
undulating masses in the darkness. He found the porch of Can Mallorqui
full of young men standing about, or seated on the benches, waiting
while the family finished supper in the kitchen. Febrer detected them in
the dim light by the odor of hemp emanating from their new sandals, and
from the coarse wool of their mantles and Arabian capes. The red sparks
of cigarettes at the lower end of the porch indicated other waiting
groups.
"Bona nit!" called Febrer in greeting.
They responded only with a careless grunt. The low-toned conversations
ceased, and a painful and hostile silence seemed to settle around each
man.
Jaime leaned against a pillar of the porch, his head held high, his
bearing arrogant, his figure standing erect against the horizon, and it
seemed as if he could feel the hostile eyes fixed on him under cover of
the darkness.
He felt a certain emotion, but it was not fear. He almost forgot the
enemies who surrounded him. He was thinking uneasily of Margalida. He
experienced the thrill of the enamored man when he divines the proximity
of the beloved woman and is in doubt as to his fate, fearing and at the
same time desiring her approach. Certain memories of the past returned,
causing him to smile. What would Mary Gordon say if she could see him
surrounded by this rustic crowd, tremulous and vacillating as he thought
of the proximity of a peasant girl? How his women friends in Madrid and
in Paris would laugh if they should come upon him engaged in this rustic
project, ready to take life over the conquest of a woman almost on a
level with their servants!
A door opened, outlining in its rectangle of ruddy light the silhouette
of Pep.
"Come in, men!" he said, like a patriarch who understands the desires of
youth and laughs good-naturedly at them.
The young men entered one after the other, greeting Senor Pep and his
family, taking their seats on benches or chairs like schoolboys.
As the peasant of Can Mallorqui recognized the senor he started in
surprise. Don Jaime there, waiting like the others, like an ordinary
suitor, without venturing to enter this house, which was his own! Febrer
replied with a shrug of the shoulders. He preferred to do as did the
others. He imagined that thus it would be easier to accomplish his
purpose. He did not wish to have his former condition recalled--he was a
suitor, nothing more.
Pep forced him to sit beside him, and tried to entertain him with
conversation, but Febrer did not take his eyes off Almond Blossom, who,
faithful to the ritual of such occasions, was seated in a chair in the
center of the room, receiving the admiration of her suitors with the
demeanor of a timid queen.
One after another took his place beside Margalida, who responded to
their words in a low voice. She pretended not to see Don Jaime; she
almost turned her back upon him. The suitors, awaiting their turns, were
silent, not keeping up the merry chattering with which they had whiled
away the time on other nights. Gloom seemed to weigh upon them,
compelling them to silence, with lowered gaze and compressed lips, as if
a dead man were lying in the adjoining room. It was the presence of the
stranger, the intruder, foreign to their class and to their customs.
Accursed Majorcan!
When all the youths had sat in the seat beside Margalida, the senor
arose. He was the last one to present himself as a suitor, and,
according to rule, it was his turn. Pep, who had been talking to him
ceaselessly to distract his attention, suddenly remained open-mouthed in
surprise at seeing him move away.
He sat down beside Margalida, who seemed not to see him, her head bowed
and her eyes lowered. The young men remained silent in order to catch
the stranger's faintest words, but Pep, realizing their plan, began to
speak in a loud voice to his wife and son about some work to be done the
next day.
"Margalida! Almond Blossom!"
Febrer's voice sounded like a caressing whisper in the girl's ear. He
had come to convince her that what she had considered a caprice was
love, true love. Febrer hardly knew how it had come about. He had felt
ill at ease in his solitude, experiencing a vague desire for better
things, which perhaps lay within his reach, but which he in his
blindness could not recognize, until suddenly he had seen clearly where
joy was to be found. That joy was herself. Margalida! Almond Blossom! He
was not young, he was poor, but he loved her so much! Only a word, some
sign to dissipate his uncertainty!
But the girl gently shook her head. "No; no. Go! I am afraid!" She
raised her eyes and glanced uneasily at all the brown youths with their
tragic mien, who seemed to scorch the pair with their blazing eyes.
Afraid! This word sufficed to arouse Febrer from his beseeching attitude
and to cause him to stare defiantly at the rivals seated before him.
Afraid? Of whom? He felt equal to fighting all those rustics and their
innumerable relatives. Afraid! No, Margalida! She need not fear either
for herself or for him. He begged her to answer his question. Could he
hope? What did she intend to reply?
Margalida remained silent, her lips colorless, her cheeks a livid
pallor, winking her eyes to conceal her tears. She was going to cry. Her
efforts to restrain her tears were apparent; she sighed with anguish.
Tears, suddenly bursting forth in this hostile atmosphere, might be a
sign for battle; they would bring about the explosion of all that
restrained anger which she divined around her. No, no! This effort of
her will served only to enhance her misery, compelling her to bow her
head like those sweet and gentle animals who think to save themselves
from danger by hiding their heads.
Her mother who sat in a corner weaving baskets, grew alarmed. With
feminine intuition she realized Margalida's suffering. Her husband,
seeing the anxiety in her sad, resigned eyes, intervened opportunely.
"Half past nine!" There was a movement of surprise and protest from the
youths. It was early yet; it lacked many minutes of the hour; the
agreement should rule. But Pep, with the stubbornness of the rustic,
would not listen. Repeating the words, he arose and strode toward the
door, opening it wide. "Half past nine!" Every man was master of his own
house, and he did as he thought best in his. He had to get up early the
next morning. "Bona nit!"
He spoke courteously to each of the suitors as they filed out of the
house. As Jaime passed, gloomy and crestfallen, Pep grasped his arm. He
must remain; Pep would accompany him to the tower. He glanced uneasily
at the Ironworker, who was behind him, the last to take his leave.
The senor did not reply, freeing his arm with a brusque movement.
Accompany him! He was furious on account of Margalida's silence, which
he considered crushing; on account of the hostile attitude of the young
men; on account of the strange way in which the evening had been brought
to a close.
The young suitors dispersed in the darkness, without shouts, or
whistling, or songs, as if returning from a funeral. Something tragic
seemed to be floating on the dark wings of night.
Febrer walked on until he arrived at the foot of the hill, where the
tamarisk shrubs were thickest; then he turned, and stood motionless. His
silhouette stood out against the whiteness of the path in the pale light
of the stars. He held his revolver in his right hand, nervously
clutching the breech, caressing the trigger with a feverish finger,
eager to fire. Was no one following him? Did not the Ironworker or any
of his other enemies lurk behind him?
Time passed, and no one appeared. The wild vegetation around him,
enlarged by shadow and by mystery, seemed to laugh sarcastically at his
anger. At last the fresh serenity of drowsy Nature seemed to penetrate
his soul. He shrugged his shoulders scornfully, and holding his revolver
before him walked on until he locked himself in his tower.
He spent the whole of the next day on the sea with Tio Ventolera.
Returning to his dwelling he found the supper, which the Little Chaplain
had brought him, cold on the table.
The following day the boy of Can Mallorqui appeared with a mysterious
air. He had important things to tell Don Jaime. The afternoon before,
when he had been hunting a certain bird in the pine forest near the
Ironworker's forge, he had seen the man from a distance talking with the
Minstrel beneath the porch of the blacksmith shop.
"And what else?" asked Febrer, wondering that the boy had no more to
say.
Nothing else. Did that seem unimportant? The Minstrel was not fond of
the mountains, for climbing made him cough. He always traveled through
the valleys, sitting under the almond and fig trees to compose his
verses. If he had gone up to the blacksmith shop it was undoubtedly
because the Ironworker had sent for him. The two were talking with great
animation. The Ironworker seemed to be giving advice, and the sick boy
was listening with affirmative gestures.
"And what of that?" Febrer asked.
The Little Chaplain seemed to pity the senor's simplicity.
"Be careful, Don Jaime. You don't know the men of the island. This
conversation at the forge means something. This is Saturday, courting
night. I am sure they are plotting to do you harm if you come down to
Can Mallorqui."
Febrer received these words with a gesture of scorn. He would be there,
in spite of everything. Did they imagine they could frighten him? The
only thing he regretted was that they delayed so long in attacking him.
He spent the rest of the day in a state of nervous anger, eager for
night to come. He avoided approaching Can Mallorqui in his walks, gazing
at it from a distance, in the hope of catching a glimpse of the slender
figure of Margalida. Since he had become a suitor he could not present
himself as a friend. A visit from him might prove embarrassing for Pep's
family, and also he feared that the girl might conceal herself on seeing
him approach.
As soon as the sun had set and the stars appeared in the clear winter
sky with the keenness of points of ice, Febrer descended from the tower.
During his brief walk to the farmhouse, recollections of the past
returned again with ironic precision, as they had done on the former
courting night.
"If Mary Gordon should see me!" he thought. "Perhaps she would compare
me to a rustic Siegfried going forth to slay the dragon, which guards
the treasure of Iviza. If certain cynical women I have known should see
me!"
But his love immediately effaced these recollections. What if they
should see him! Margalida was better than all the women he had ever
known; she was the first, the only one. All his past life seemed to him
false, artificial, like the life presented on the stage, painted and
covered with tinsel beneath a deceptive light. He would never return to
that world of fiction. The present was reality.
Arrived at the porch, he found all the suitors, who seemed to be talking
in smothered voices. When they saw him they instantly became silent.
"Bona nit!"
No one replied. They did not even receive him with the grunt of the
other night.
When Pep, opening the door, gave them entrance to the kitchen, Febrer
saw that the Minstrel had a small drum hanging from one arm and was
carrying the drum stick in his right hand.
It was to be an evening of music. Some of the youths smiled with a
wicked expression when they took their places, as if rejoicing in
advance over something extraordinary. Others, more serious, showed in
their faces the noble disgust of those who fear to witness an inevitable
evil deed. The Ironworker remained impassive in one of the farthest
corners, shrinking down so as to remain unnoticed among his comrades.
A few of the youths had talked with Margalida, when suddenly, the
Minstrel, seeing the chair unoccupied, approached and took his seat in
it, holding the drum between his knee and his elbow, and resting his
forehead in his left hand. He slowly beat the drum, while a prolonged
hissing demanded silence. It was a new song; every Saturday the Minstrel
came with fresh verses in honor of the daughter of the house. The charm
of wild and barbarous music, admired since childhood, compelled all to
listen. The sacred emotion of poesy made these simple souls thrill in
advance.
The poor consumptive began to sing, accompanying each verse with a final
clucking which shook his chest and reddened his cheeks. Tonight,
however, the Minstrel seemed to have more strength than usual; his eyes
had an extraordinary brilliancy.
An outburst of laughter greeted the first verses, hailing the sarcastic
cleverness of the rural poet.
Febrer did not understand much of it. When he heard this monotonous and
neighing music, which seemed to recall the primitive songs scattered
over the Mediterranean by the Semitic sailors, he took refuge within his
thoughts to pass away the time, and to be less bored by the
extraordinary length of the ballad.
The loud laughter of the young men attracted his attention as something
which he vaguely comprehended as directed against himself with hostile
intent. What was that angry lamb saying? The singer's voice, his rustic
pronunciation, and the continual clucking with which he ended the
verses, were scarcely intelligible to Jaime, but he gradually began to
realize that the ballad was directed at young women who desired to
abandon the field, to marry caballeros, and who longed to wear the same
ornaments as city ladies. The singer described feminine fashions in
extravagant terms, which made the peasants laugh.
The simple Pep also laughed at these jests, which flattered both his
rural pride and his masculine vanity, which was inclined to see in the
female nothing but a sharer of his burdens. "True! True!" And he joined
his laughter to that of the boys. What an amusing fellow was that
Minstrel!
After a few verses the improvisatore no longer sang of young women in
general, but of a particular one, ambitious and heartless. Febrer
glanced instinctively at Margalida, who remained motionless, with
lowered eyes, her cheeks colorless, as if frightened, not at what she
had already heard, but at what was undoubtedly yet to come.
Jaime began to stir uneasily in his chair. The idea of that rustic
annoying her like that! A louder and more insolent outburst of laughter
again attracted his attention to the verses. The singer was making fun
of the girl, who, in order to become a lady, wished to marry a poor
ruined man possessed of neither home nor family; a foreigner, who had no
lands to cultivate.
The effect of this was instantaneous. Pep, in the denseness of his dull
brain, saw something like a spark of light, a luminous divination, and
he extended his hands imperatively, while at the same instant he arose.
"Enough! Enough!"
But it was too late; a form interposed between himself and the candle
light; it was Febrer, who had leaped forward.
He grasped the drum from the singer's knees and hurled it at his head
with such force that the parchment gave way and the frame fitted itself
down over the bleeding forehead like a shapeless cap.
The youths sprang impulsively from their seats, their hands reaching
into their girdles. Margalida, screaming, took refuge at her mother's
side, and the Little Chaplain felt that the time had come to draw his
knife. His father, with the authority of his years, shouted:
"Outside! Outside!"
They all obeyed, and went out into the fields in front of the farmhouse.
Febrer went also, in spite of the resistance of Pep.
The young men seemed to be divided among themselves, and were carrying
on a heated discussion. Some were protesting. The idea of striking the
poor Minstrel, an unfortunate sick boy who could not defend himself!
Others shook their heads. They had been expecting it. A man could not be
insulted gratuitously without something happening. They had opposed the
singing; they believed that when a man had something to say to another
man he should say it face to face.
In the heat of their contrary opinions and in their jealous rivalry they
were about to resort to blows when their attention was distracted by the
Minstrel. He had removed the drum from his head and was wiping the blood
from his forehead, weeping with the fury of a weak man who longs to
wreak direct vengeance, and yet realizes himself a slave to his
impotence.
"I'll settle with him!" he cried. Suddenly stooping to pick up stones in
the darkness, he began to throw them at Febrer, each time receding a few
steps as if to defend himself against a new aggression. The stones,
flung by his forceless arms, fell into the shadows or rebounded against
the porch.
The Minstrel's friends surrounded him and led him away. His cries could
be heard in the distance, shouting defiance, swearing vengeance. He
would kill the stranger! He alone would put an end to the Majorcan!
Jaime stood motionless among his enemies, with one hand in his belt. He
was overcome with shame at having lost his temper, and having struck the
poor consumptive. To stifle his remorse he muttered arrogant threats.
He only wished it had been another man who had done the singing. His
eyes sought the Ironworker, as if defying him; but the dreaded
man-slayer had disappeared.
Half an hour afterward, when the tumult had subsided and Febrer returned
to his tower, he stopped on the way several times, revolver in hand, as
if expecting someone.
Nobody!
CHAPTER II
LOVE AND PISTOLS
The next morning just after sunrise the Little Chaplain ran in search of
Don Jaime, revealing in his manner as he entered the tower, the
importance of the news which he was bearing.
In Can Mallorqui they had all passed a bad night. Margalida wept; her
mother lamented the occurrence; what would the people of the district
think of them when they heard that men had come to blows in her house as
in a tavern? What would the girls say about her daughter? But Margalida
gave little heed to the opinion of her friends. Something else seemed to
worry her, something of which she said nothing, but which caused her to
shed copious tears. Senor Pep, after closing the door on the suitors,
had paced up and down the kitchen for an hour muttering to himself and
clenching his fists. "That Don Jaime! Why should he persist in trying to
obtain the impossible? Obstinate, like all his kindred!"
The Little Chaplain had not slept either. In the mind of the young
savage, astute and sagacious, a suspicion tad gradually assumed the
reality of fact.
On entering the tower he immediately communicated his thoughts to Don
Jaime. Whom did he imagine had conceived the offensive song? The
Minstrel? No, senor; it was the Ironworker! The Minstrel had made the
rhymes, but the theme originated with the malicious man-slayer. He it
was who had conceived the idea of insulting Don Jaime in the presence of
all the suitors, relying on the certainty that he would not let the
affront pass unheeded. Now the boy understood the reason for the
interview between the two suitors which he had surprised in the
mountain.
Febrer received this news, to which the Little Chaplain attached great
importance, with a gesture of indifference. What of that? He had already
punished the insolent Minstrel, and as for the man-slayer, he had
sneaked off when he had challenged him at the door of the farmhouse. He
was a coward.
Pepet shook his head incredulously.
"Be careful, Don Jaime! You do not know the ways of the braves around
here, the cunning they employ to avoid being caught when wreaking
vengeance. You must be on your guard now more than ever. You know what
the jail-bird is, and he doesn't want to get sent back to prison. What
he has just done is a trick which other man-slayers have played before."
Jaime lost patience at the boy's mysterious air and confused words.
"Why don't you speak out? Come!"
At last the Little Chaplain gave voice to his suspicions. Now the
Ironworker could attempt anything he liked against Don Jaime; he could
lie in ambush for him among the tamarisks at the foot of the tower and
shoot him as he passed. Suspicion would at once be directed against the
Minstrel, in view of the quarrel at the farmhouse and his threats of
vengeance. With this, and with the man-slayer establishing an alibi by
taking a short cut to some distant place where he could be seen by many
persons, it would be easy for him to avenge himself with impunity.
"Ah!" exclaimed Febrer seriously, as if suddenly realizing the
importance of these words.
The boy, delighting in his superior knowledge, continued giving advice.
Don Jaime must be more careful; he must lock the door of his tower and
pay no attention to calls from outside after dark. Surely the man-slayer
would try to induce him to come out by challenging cries, with howls of
defiance.
"If you hear any cries of challenge during the night, Don Jaime, you
must keep still. I know their ways," continued the Little Chaplain with
the importance of a hardened man-slayer. "They hide in the bushes, with
weapon aimed, and if their man comes out, they fire without ever showing
themselves. You must stay in after dark."
This advice was for the night. By day the senor could go abroad without
fear.
"Here am I to accompany you wherever you wish."
The boy straightened himself with an aggressive air, moving one hand to
his belt to convince himself that his knife had not disappeared, but he
was immediately undeceived by Febrer's mocking expression of gratitude.
"Laugh, Don Jaime; make fun of me if you will; but I can be of some use
to you. See how I warn you of danger! You must be on your guard. The
Ironworker planned that singing with evil intent."
He glanced about like a chieftain preparing for a long siege. His eyes
encountered the gun hanging on the wall among the decorations of shells.
Very good; both barrels must be loaded with ball, and on top of this a
good handful of lead slugs or coarse bird-shot. It would be no more than
prudent. Thus his glorious grandfather had done. Seeing Jaime's revolver
lying on the table, he frowned.
"Very bad! Small arms should be worn on one's person at all hours. I
sleep with my knife on my breast. What if an enemy should rush in
suddenly without giving a man time to look for his weapon?"
The tower, which, in former centuries, had been the scene of executions
and battles between pirates, a stone vault suggestive of tragedies, the
walls covered by gleaming whitewash, then claimed the boy's attention.
He cautiously made his way to the door as if an enemy were lying in wait
for him at the foot of the stairway, and concealing his body behind the
thick wall, he advanced, nothing but an eye and part of his forehead
being visible. Then he shook his head with despair. If one looked out at
night, even with these precautions, the enemy, lying in ambush below,
could see him, could aim at him with the greatest facility, resting his
arms on a branch or on a stone with no fear of missing him. It would be
even worse to step outside the door and venture to go down. No matter
how dark the night, the enemy could point his gun at a cluster of
leaves, at a star on the horizon, at anything standing out conspicuously
in the dusk near the stairway, and when a dark form should pass before
it, momentarily obscuring the object sighted at--bang! It was sure game!
He had heard grave men tell of having spent whole months crouching
behind a hillock or a tree trunk, the butt-end of a musket close to the
cheek and the eyes fixed on the end of the barrel, from sunset till
daybreak, lying in wait for some old-time enemy.
No, the Little Chaplain did not like this door with its stairway in the
open. He must find another exit, and he inspected the window, opened it,
and looked out. With simian agility, laughing with joy at his discovery,
he sprang over the embrasure and disappeared, seeking with feet and
hands the irregularities of the rubble-work, the deep, stair-like
sockets left by the stones when they had fallen loose from the mortar.
Febrer looked out and saw him picking up his hat and waving it with a
triumphant expression. Then the boy ran around the base of the tower,
and soon his steps resounded, trotting noisily up the wooden stairs.
"That's easy enough!" he shouted, as he entered the room, red with
excitement over his discovery. "That's a stairway fit for a gentleman!"
Realizing the importance of his discovery, he assumed a grand air of
mystery. This must be kept between them--not a word to anyone. It was a
precious means of exit, the secret of which must be jealously guarded.
The Little Chaplain envied Don Jaime. How he longed to have an enemy
himself to come and call a challenge to him in the tower during the
night! While the Ironworker lay howling in ambush, his eyes glued upon
the stairway, he would descend by means of the window, at the rear of
the tower, and, creeping cautiously around, he would hunt the hunter.
What a stroke! He laughed with savage glee, as if on his dark red lips
trembled the ferocity of his glorious ancestors who considered the
hunting of man the most noble of exercises.
Febrer seemed to be infected by the boy's exhilaration. He would try
going down by the window route himself! He flung his legs over the sill,
and carefully, clumsily, began feeling with his toes for the
irregularities in the wall until he found the holes which served as
steps. He slowly made his way down, loose stones slipping beneath his
feet, until he reached the ground, giving a sigh of satisfaction. Very
good! The descent was easy; after a few more trials he would be able to
get down as nimbly as the Little Chaplain. Pepet, who had followed him
agilely, almost hanging over his head, smiled, like a master pleased at
the lesson, and repeated his advice. Don Jaime must not forget! When he
heard the challenge he must climb out of the window and down the wall,
getting around behind his adversary.
At noon when Febrer was left alone he felt himself possessed of a
warlike ferocity, of an aggressiveness which caused him to look long at
the wall on which hung his gun.
At the foot of the promontory, from the shore where Tio Ventolera's boat
was beached, rose the voice of the old fisherman singing mass. Febrer
looked out the door, carrying both hands to his mouth in the form of a
trumpet.
Tio Ventolera, with the help of a boy, was shoving his boat into the
water. The furled sail trembled aloft on the mast. Jaime did not accept
the invitation. "Many thanks, Tio Ventolera!" The old fisherman insisted
in his puny voice, which, wafted in on the wind, sounded like the
plaintive crying of a child. The afternoon was fine; the wind had
changed; they would catch fish in abundance near the Vedra. Febrer
shrugged his shoulders. No, no, many thanks; he was busy.
He had scarcely ceased speaking when the Little Chaplain presented
himself at the tower for the second time, carrying the dinner. The boy
seemed gloomy and sad. His father, choleric over the scene of the
previous night, had chosen him as the victim on whom to vent his
displeasure. An injustice, Don Jaime! Pep had been striding up and down
the kitchen, while the women, with tearful eyes and cringing air, shrank
away from his gaze. Everything that had happened he attributed to the
weakness of his character, to his good nature, but he intended to apply
a remedy at once. The courting was to be suspended; he would no longer
receive suitors nor visits. And as for the Little Chaplain--this bad
son, disobedient and rebellious, he was to blame for everything!
Pep did not know for a certainty how the presence of his son had brought
on the scandal of the night before, but he remembered his resistance
against becoming a priest, his running away from the Seminary, and the
recollection of these annoyances inflamed his anger and caused it to be
concentrated on the boy. Monday next he was going to take him back to
the seminary. If he tried to resist, and if he should run away again, it
would be better for him to embark as a cabin boy and forget that he had
a father, for in case he returned home Pep would break his two legs with
the iron bar which fastened the door. To let off steam, to get his hand
in, and to give a sample of his future temper, he gave him a few blows
and kicks, getting even in this way for the wrath he had felt when he
saw the boy appear as a fugitive from Iviza.
The Little Chaplain, submissive and shrinking through habit, took refuge
in a corner behind the defense of skirts and petticoats which his
weeping mother opposed to Pep's fury; but now, up in the tower,
recalling the event with glaring eyes, livid cheeks and clenched fists,
he gnashed his teeth.
What injustice! Should a man stand being beaten like that, for no reason
whatever except that his father might work off his ill humor! The idea
of his having to take a beating, he who carried a knife in his belt, and
was not afraid of anyone on the island. Paternity and filial respect
seemed to the Little Chaplain at the moment the inventions of cowards,
created only to crush and mortify brave-hearted men. Added to the
blows, humiliating to his dignity as a man of mettle, the thought of
being shut up in the Seminary, dressed in a black cassock, like a woman
in petticoats, with shaven head, losing forever those curls which peeped
arrogantly beneath his hat brim; having a tonsure which would make the
girls laugh, and--farewell to dancing and courting! Farewell to the
knife!
Soon Jaime would see him no more. Within a week the trip to Iviza was to
be taken. Others would bring his dinner up to the tower. Febrer saw a
ray of hope. Perhaps then Margalida would come as in former days! The
Little Chaplain, in spite of his grief, smiled maliciously. No, not
Margalida; anyone but her. Pep was in no mood to consent to that. When
the poor mother, to plead her son's cause, had timidly suggested that
the boy was needed in the house to wait on the senor, Pep burst forth
into fresh raving. He would carry Don Jaime's meals up to the tower
every day himself, or else his wife should do so, and if need be they
would get a girl to act as servant for the senor since he was determined
to live near them.
The Little Chaplain said no more, but Febrer guessed the words which the
good peasant had doubtless hurled against him, forgetting all respect in
his anger, enraged over the trouble brought upon the family by his
presence.
The boy returned to the ranchhouse with his basket, muttering revenge,
swearing that he would not return to the Seminary, although he knew no
means of avoiding it. His resistance took the turn of knightly valor.
Abandon his friend Don Jaime now that he was surrounded by dangers! Go
and shut himself up in that house of gloom, among black-skirted
gentlemen who spoke a strange language, now that out in the open, in
the light of the sun, or in the mystery of night, men were going to
kill one another! Should such extraordinary events occur, and he not
witness them!
When Febrer was left alone he took down his gun, and stood near the door
for a long time examining it absent-mindedly. His thoughts were far
away, much farther than the ends of the barrels, which seemed to point
toward the mountain. That miserable Ironworker! That insufferable bully!
Something had stirred within him, an irresistible antipathy, the first
time he had seen him. Nobody in the island aroused his ire as did that
gloomy jail-bird.
The cold steel weapon in his hand brought him back to reality. He
resolved to go into the mountains hunting. But what should he hunt? He
extracted two cartridges from the barrels, cartridges loaded with small
shot, suitable for the birds which crossed the island returning from
Africa. He introduced two other cartridges into the double barrel and
filled his pockets with more, which he took from a pouch. They were
loaded with buckshot. He was going hunting for big game!
Slinging his gun over his shoulder, he walked with arrogant step down
the stairway of the tower building, as if his resolution filled him with
satisfaction.
As he passed Can Mallorqui the dog leaped out to meet him, barking
joyously. No one peeped out of the door, as in the past. Surely he had
been seen, but no one came out of the kitchen to greet him. The dog
followed for some time, but turned back when he saw him take the road to
the mountain.
Febrer strode hurriedly between the stone walls which retained the
sloping terraces, following the walks paved with blue pebbles, converted
by the winter rains into high-banked ravines. Then he passed beyond the
lands furrowed by the plow. The compact soil was covered with wild and
spiny vegetation. Fruit trees, the tall almonds and the spreading fig
trees, were succeeded by junipers and pines, twisted by the winds
blowing from the sea. As Febrer stopped for a moment and looked behind,
he saw at his feet the buildings of Can Mallorqui, like white dice
shaken from the great rocks by the sea. The Pirate's Tower stood like a
fortress on its hill. His ascent had been swift, almost at full speed,
as if he feared to arrive too late at some meeting-place with which he
was unfamiliar. He continued on his way. Two wild doves rose from the
shrubbery with the feathery swish of an opening fan, but the hunter
seemed not to see them. Stooping black figures in the bushes caused him
to lift his right hand to the stock of his gun to sling it from his
shoulder. They were charcoal burners piling wood. As Febrer passed near
them they stared at him with fixed eyes, in which he thought he noticed
something extraordinary, a mixture of astonishment and curiosity.
"Good afternoon!"
The grimy men replied, but they followed him a long time with their
eyes, which shone with a transparency of water in their soot-blackened
faces. Evidently the lonely mountain dwellers had heard of the events of
the evening before at Can Mallorqui and were surprised at seeing the
senor of the tower alone, as if defying his enemies and believing
himself invulnerable.
Now he no longer met people along his path. Suddenly, above the murmur
of dry leaves caressed by the wind, he heard the faint ring of beaten
iron. A slender column of smoke was rising from among the verdure. It
was the blacksmith's forge.
Jaime, with his gun half supported on his shoulder, as if the weapon
were about to slip off, stepped into a clearing, which formed a broad
square in front of the smithy. It was a miserable little adobe hut of a
single story, blackened by smoke and covered by a hip roof, which, in
places, sunk in as if about to collapse. Beneath a shed gleamed the
flaming eye of a forge and near it stood the Ironworker beside the
anvil, beating with his hammer on a bar of red-hot iron, which looked
like the barrel of a carbine.
Febrer was not displeased with his theatrical entrance into the open
square. The man-slayer raised his eyes on hearing the sound of steps in
the interval between two blows. He stood motionless, with raised hammer
as he recognized the senor of the tower, but his cold eyes conveyed no
impression.
Jaime passed by the forge, staring at the Ironworker, giving a look of
challenge which the other seemed not to understand. Not a word, not a
greeting! The senor walked on, but once outside the square he stopped
near one of the first trees and sat down on a projecting root, holding
the gun between his knees.
The pride of virile arrogance invaded the soul of Febrer. He was
rejoiced at his own assurance. That bully could easily see that he had
come to seek him in the solitude of the mountain, at his own house; he
must be convinced that he was not afraid of him.
To better demonstrate his serenity, he drew his tobacco box from his
belt and began to roll a cigarette.
The hammer had begun to ring upon the metal again. From his seat on the
tree trunk Jaime saw the Ironworker, his back turned with careless
confidence, as if ignorant of his presence and intent on nothing but his
work. This calmness disconcerted Febrer somewhat. _Vive Dios!_ Had the
man not guessed his intention?
The Ironworker's coolness was exasperating, but at the same time his
calmly turning his back, confident that the senor of the tower was
incapable of taking advantage of this situation to fire a treacherous
shot, inspired a vague gratitude.
The hammer ceased ringing. When Febrer looked again in the direction of
the shed he did not see the Ironworker. This caused him to pick up his
gun, fingering the trigger. Undoubtedly he was coming with a weapon,
annoyed by this provocation of one who came to seek him in his own
house. Perhaps he was going to shoot out of one of the miserable windows
which gave light to the blackened dwelling. He must be prepared against
stratagem, and he arose, trying to conceal his body behind a tree trunk,
leaving nothing but an eye visible.
Someone was stirring inside the hut; something black cautiously peeped
out. The enemy was coming forth. Attention! He grasped his gun,
intending to fire as soon as the muzzle of the hostile weapon should
appear, but he stood motionless and confused on seeing that it was a
black skirt, terminated by naked feet in worn and tattered sandals, and
above it a withered bust, bent and bony, a head coppery and wrinkled,
with but one eye, and thin gray hair, which allowed the gloss of
baldness to shine between its locks.
Febrer recognized the old woman. She was the Ironworker's aunt, the
one-eyed woman of whom the Little Chaplain had told him, the sole
companion of the Ironworker in his wild solitude. The woman stood near
the forge, her arms akimbo, thrusting forward her abdomen, bulky with
petticoats, focusing her single eye, inflamed by anger, on the intruder
who came to provoke a good man in the midst of his work. She stared at
Jaime with the fiery aggressiveness of the woman who, secure in the
respect produced by sex, is more audacious and impetuous than a man. She
muttered threats and insults which the senor could not hear, furious
that anyone would venture to oppose her nephew, the beloved whelp on
whom, in her sterility, she had lavished all the ardor of frustrated
motherhood.
Jaime suddenly realized the odiousness of his behavior in coming to
antagonize another in his own house in broad daylight. The old woman was
right in insulting him. It was not the Ironworker who was the bully; it
was himself, the senor of the tower, the descendant of so many
illustrious dons, he, so proud of his origin.
Shame intimidated him, overcoming him with stupid confusion. He did not
know how to get away, nor which way to escape. At last he flung his gun
across his shoulder, and, gazing aloft, as if pursuing a bird which
sprang from branch to branch, wandered among the trees and through
thickets, avoiding the forge.
He walked down toward the valley, escaping from the forest to which a
homicidal impulse had drawn him, ashamed of his former purpose. Again he
passed the grimy men making charcoal.
"Good afternoon!"
They replied to his greeting, but in their eyes which shone peculiarly
white in their blackened faces, Febrer felt something like hostile
mockery of objectionable strangeness, as if he were of a different race
and had committed an unheard of deed which forever placed him beyond
friendly contact with the islanders.
Pines and junipers were left behind on the skirt of the mountain. Now he
walked between terraces of ploughed ground. In some fields he saw
peasants at work; on a sloping bank he met several girls stooping over
the ground gathering herbs; coming along a path he met three old men
traveling slowly beside their burros.
Febrer, with the humility of one who feels repentant for an evil deed,
greeted them pleasantly.
"Good afternoon!"
The peasants who were working in the field responded to him with a low
grunt; the girls turned away their faces with a gesture of annoyance so
as not to see him; the three old men replied to his greeting gloomily,
looking at him with searching eyes, as if they found something
extraordinary about him.
Under a fig tree, a black umbrella of interlaced boughs, he saw a number
of peasants listening intently to someone in the center of the group. As
Febrer approached there was a movement among them. A man arose with
angry impulse, but the others held him back, grasping his arms and
trying to restrain him. Jaime recognized him by the white kerchief under
his hat. It was the Minstrel. The robust peasants easily overpowered the
sickly boy, but, although he could not get away, he vented his fury by
shaking his fist in the direction of the roadway, while threats and
insults gurgled from his mouth. No doubt he had been telling his friends
of the events of the night before when Febrer appeared. The Minstrel
shouted and threatened. He swore that he would kill the stranger; he
promised to come to the Pirate's Tower some night and set it on fire and
rend its owner into shreds.
Bah! Jaime shrugged his shoulders with a scornful gesture and continued
on his way, but he felt depressed and almost desperate on account of the
atmosphere of repulsion and hostility, growing steadily more apparent
round about him. What had he done? Where had he thrust himself? Was it
possible that he had fallen so low as to fight with these islanders,
he, a foreigner, and, moreover, a Majorcan?
In his gloomy mood he thought that the entire island, together with all
things inanimate, had joined in this mortal protest. When he passed
houses they seemed to become depopulated, their inhabitants concealing
themselves in order not to greet him; the dogs rushed into the road,
barking furiously, as if they had never seen him before.
The mountains seemed more austere and frowning on their bare, rocky
crests; the forest more dark, more black; the trees of the valleys more
barren and shriveled; the stones in the road rolled beneath his feet as
if fleeing from his touch; the sky contained something repellant; even
the air of the island would finally shrink away from his nostrils. In
his desperation Febrer realized that he stood alone. Everyone was
against him. Only Pep and his family were left to him, and even they
would finally draw away under the necessity of living at peace with
their neighbors.
The foreigner did not intend to rebel against his fate. He was
repentant, ashamed of his aggressiveness of the night before and of his
recent excursion to the mountain. For him there was no room on the
island. He was a foreigner, a stranger, who, by his presence, disturbed
the traditional life of these people. Pep had taken him in with the
respect of an old time retainer, and he paid for his hospitality by
disturbing his house and the peace of his family. The people had
received him with a somewhat glacial courtesy, but tranquil and
immutable, as if he were a foreign gran senor, and he responded to this
respect by striking the most unfortunate one among them, the one who, on
account of his illness, was looked upon with a certain paternal
benevolence by all the peasants in the district. Very well, scion of
the Febrers! For some time he had wandered about like a mad man, talking
nothing but nonsense. All this for what reason? On account of the absurd
love for a girl who might be his daughter; for an almost senile caprice,
for he, despite his relative youth, felt old and forlorn in the presence
of Margalida and the rustic girls who fluttered about her. Ah, this
atmosphere! This accursed atmosphere!
In his days of prosperity, when he still dwelt in the palace in Palma,
had Margalida been one of his mother's servants, no doubt he would have
felt for her only the appetite inspired by the freshness of her youth,
experiencing nothing which resembled love. Other women dominated him
then with the seduction of their artifices and refinements, but here, in
his loneliness, seeing Margalida surrounded by the brown and rural
prettiness of her companions, beautiful as one of those white goddesses
which inspire religious veneration among peoples of coppery skin, he
felt the dementia of desire, and all his acts were absurd, as if he had
completely lost his reason.
He must leave; there was no place on the island for him. Perhaps his
pessimism deceived him in rating so high the importance of the affection
which had drawn him to Margalida. Then again perhaps it was not desire,
but love, the first real love of his life; he was almost sure of it, but
even if it were, he must forget and go. He must go at once!
Why should he remain here? What hope held him? Margalida, as if overcome
by surprise on learning of his love, avoided him, concealed herself, and
did nothing but weep, yet tears were not an answer. Her father,
influenced by a lingering sentiment of traditional veneration, tolerated
in silence this caprice of the gran senor, but at any moment he might
openly rebel against the man who had so disarranged his life. The
island, which had accepted him courteously, seemed to rise up now
against the foreigner who had come from afar to disturb their
patriarchal isolation, their narrow existence, the pride of a people
apart, with the same fierceness with which it had risen in former
centuries against the Norman, the Arab, or the Berber, when disembarking
on their shores.
It was impossible to resist; he would go. His eyes lovingly beheld the
enormous belt of sea lying between two hills, as if it were a blue
curtain concealing a rent in the earth. This strip of sea was the saving
path, the hope, the unknown, which opens to us its arms of mystery in
the most difficult moments of existence. Perhaps he would return to
Majorca, to lead the life of a respectable beggar beside the friends who
still remembered him; perhaps he would pass on to the Peninsula and go
to Madrid in search of employment; perhaps he would take passage for
America. Anything was preferable to staying here. He was not afraid; he
was not intimidated by the hostility of the island and its inhabitants;
his keenest feeling was remorse, shame over the trouble he had caused.
Instinctively his feet led him toward the sea, which was now his love
and his hope. He avoided passing Can Mallorqui, and on reaching the
shore he walked along the beach where the last palpitation of the waves
was lost like a slender leaf of crystal among the tiny pebbles mixed
with potsherds.
At the foot of the promontory of the tower he climbed up the loose rocks
and seated himself on the wave-worn and almost detached cliff. There he
had sat lost in thought one stormy night, the same on which he had
presented himself as suitor at the house of Margalida.
The afternoon was calm. The sea had an extraordinary and deep
transparency. The sandy bottoms were reflected like milky spots; the
submarine reefs and their dark vegetation seemed to tremble with the
movement of mysterious life. The white clouds floating on the horizon
traced great shadows as they passed before the sun. One portion of the
blue expanse was a glossy black, while beyond the floating mantle the
luminous waters seemed to be seething with golden bubbles. Now and again
the sun, concealed behind these curtains, flung beneath its border a
visible strip of light, like a lantern ray, a long triangle of hoary
splendor, resembling a Holland landscape.
Nothing in this appearance of the sea reminded Febrer of that stormy
night, and yet, from the association which forgotten ideas form in our
minds with old places when we return to them, he began to think the same
thoughts, only that now, in place of progressing, they passed in an
inverse direction with a confusion of defeat.
He laughed bitterly at his optimism then, at the confidence which had
caused him to scorn all his ideas of the past. The dead command; their
power and authority are indisputable. How had it been possible for him,
impelled by the enthusiasm of love, to repudiate this tremendous and
discouraging truth? Clearly do the dark tyrants of our lives make
themselves felt with all the overwhelming weight of their power. What
had he done that this corner of the earth, his ultimate refuge, should
look upon him as an alien? The innumerable generations of men whose dust
and whose souls were mingled with the soil of their native isle had left
as a heritage to the present the hatred of the stranger, the fear and
the repulsion of the foreigner with whom they had lived at war. He who
came from other lands was received with a repellant isolation, decreed
by those who no longer exist.
When, scorning his old-time prejudices, he had thought to join his life
with that of a native woman, the woman had shrunk away, mysterious,
frightened at the idea, while her father, in the name of servile
respect, opposed such an unheard of union. Febrer's idea was that of a
mad man; the mingling of the rooster and the gull, the vagary of the
extravagant friar which so amused the peasants. Thus had men willed in
former times when they founded society and divided it into classes, and
thus it must ever be. It is useless to rebel against the established
order. The life of man is short, and it is not enough to contend with
hundreds of thousands of lives before it and which spy upon it unseen,
crushing it between material fabrications which are tokens of their
passage over the earth, weighting it down with their thoughts, which
fill the atmosphere, and are taken advantage of by all those who are
born without will power to invent something new.
The dead command, and it is useless for the living to refuse obedience.
All rebellions to escape this servitude, to break the chain of
centuries, all are lies! Febrer recalled the sacred wheel of the
Hindoos, the Buddhist symbol which he had seen in Paris once when he
attended an oriental religious ceremony in a museum. The wheel is the
symbol of our lives. We think we advance because we move; we think we
progress because we go forward, but when the wheel makes the complete
turn we find ourselves in the same place. The life of humanity, history,
are but an interminable "recommencement of things." Peoples are born,
they grow, they progress; the cabin is converted into a castle and
afterward into a mart; enormous cities of millions of men are formed;
then catastrophes come, the wars for bread which people lack, the
protests of the dispossessed, the great massacres; then the cities are
depopulated and are laid waste. Weeds invade the proud monuments; the
metropoli gradually sink into the earth and sleep beneath hills for
centuries and centuries. The untamed forest covers the capital of remote
epochs; the savage hunter stalks over ground where in other times
conquering chieftains were received with the pomp of demigods; sheep
graze and the shepherd blows his reed above ruins which were tribunes of
dead laws; men group together again, and the cabin rises, the village,
the castle, the mart, the great city, and the round is repeated over and
over, with a difference of hundreds of centuries, as identical gestures,
ideas, conceptions, are repeated in man succeeding man throughout the
course of time. The wheel! The eternal recommencement of things! And all
the creatures of the human flock though changing the sheep-fold, never
change shepherds; the shepherds are ever the same, the dead, the first
to think, whose primordial thought was like the handful of snow which
rolls and rolls down the hill-slopes, growing larger, bearing along
everything which clings to it in its descent!
Men, proud of their material progress, of the mechanical toys invented
for their well-being, imagine themselves free, superior to the past,
emancipated from original servitude, yet all that they say has been said
hundreds of centuries before in different words; their passions are the
same; their thoughts, which they consider original, are scintillations
and reflections of other remote thoughts; and all acts which were held
to be good or bad are considered as such because they have been thus
classified by the dead, the tyrannical dead, those whom man would have
to kill again if he desired to be really free!
Who would be courageous enough, to accomplish this great liberating act?
What paladin would there be with sufficient strength to kill the monster
which weighs upon humanity, as the enormous and overwhelming dragons of
legend guarded useless treasures beneath their mighty forms?
Febrer remained motionless on the rock for a long time, his elbows on
his knees and his forehead in his hands, lost in thought, his eyes
appearing hypnotized by the gentle rise and fall of the fluctuating
waters.
When he aroused himself from this meditation the afternoon was waning.
He would fulfill his destiny! He could live only on the heights,
although it might be as a proud mendicant. All descending paths he found
barred. Farewell to happiness which might be found by retrocession to a
natural and primitive life! Since the dead did not wish him to be a man,
he would be a parasite.
His eyes, wandering over the horizon, became fixed on the white clouds
massed above the rim of the sea. When he was a little lad and Mammy
Antonia used to accompany him in his walks along the beach at Soller,
they had often amused themselves by indulging their imagination in
giving form and name to the clouds which met or scattered in an
incessant variety of shapes, seeing in them now a black monster with
flaming jaws, now a virgin surrounded by blue rays.
A group of clouds, dense and snowy as white fleece, attracted his
attention. This luminous whiteness resembled the polished bones of a
cranium. Loose tufts of dark vapor floated in the mist. Febrer's
imagination pictured in it two frightful, black holes; a dark triangle
like that which the wasted nose leaves in the skull of the dead; and
below it an immense gash, tragic, identical with the mute grin of a
mouth devoid of lips and teeth.
It was Death, the great mistress, empress of the world, displaying
herself to him in broad daylight in her white and dazzling majesty,
defying the splendor of the sun, the blue of the sky, the luminous green
of the sea. The reflection of the sinking orb imparted a spark of
malignant life to the bony countenance of wafer-like pallor, to the
gloom of her dark eye-sockets, to her terrifying grin. Yes, it was she!
The mist clinging to the surface of the sea was as plaits and folds of a
garment which concealed her enormous frame; and other clouds which
floated higher formed the ample sleeve from which escaped vapors more
subtle and vague, making a bony arm terminating in an index finger, dry
and crooked, like that of a bird of prey, pointing out far, far away, a
mysterious destiny.
The vision disappeared with the rapid movement of the clouds,
obliterating the hideous figure, assuming other capricious forms, but as
it vanished from his sight Febrer did not awake from his hallucination.
He accepted the command without rebellion; he would go! The dead
command, and he was their helpless slave! The late afternoon light
brought out objects in strange relief. Strong shadows seemed to
palpitate with life, imparting animation and giving animal shapes to the
rocks along the coast. In the distance a promontory resembled a lion
crouching above the waves, glaring at Jaime with silent hostility. The
rocks on a level with the water raised and lowered their black heads,
crowned with green hair, like giant amphibia of a monstrous humanity. In
the direction of Formentera he saw an immense dragon which slowly
advanced across the horizon, with a long tail of clouds, to
treacherously swallow the dying sun.
When the red sphere, fleeing from this danger, sank into the waters,
enlarged by a spasm of terror, the depressing gray of twilight aroused
Febrer from his hallucination.