CHAPTER V

AT CAVA

Pappina was unaccustomed to long walks. She felt lame, her flesh was

sore, and furthermore she could not forget Guiseppe's unkindness. It

hurt her that he had forced her to sing and dance for her food, and

then had scolded her for her lack of animation.

"He said I was no better than his puppets. I hate him!" she muttered

to herself as she trudged along in the growing dusk. "That franc was

mine; that fine gentleman gave it to me. I wish I hadn't given it to

Guiseppe. It was mine. If any one gives me money again I'll keep it

for myself. I'll hide it away for Marta and me. Guiseppe may starve--I

shan't care. I hate him."

So the little girl was thinking all the way from Pagani to Cava. The

road was hard and rough. Occasionally Pappina, her aching feet hurt

by a sharp stone, would utter a little cry, "_Olà_ [Oh]!" as she

jumped aside, but except for these few exclamations there was complete

silence. Marta, in deep study, again and again stretched out her bony

hand and laid it caressingly on the head of the tired little girl

trudging uncomplainingly yet sullenly along the deserted road.

Guiseppe was determined to reach Cava that night. His snapping black

eyes looked keenly ahead for the spires and the lights of the village.

As he saw them dimly in the distance he inwardly rejoiced that the

day's tramp was almost over. A half-mile from the village he halted

beneath a large tree which protectingly spread its branches beside the

road.

He leaned the Punchinello box against the trunk of the tree and, still

without speaking, threw himself on the ground.

In spite of her fatigue, Pappina stood with her hands clasped, looking

at the distant lights of Cava. Marta, rolling together her apron and

her shawl as a pillow for Pappina's head, watched the child and waited

for her to speak or move. Pappina did neither.

"She is such a tired little girl," Marta said after a few moments, as

she took Pappina gently by the hand. "_Vieni, carina, resta_ [rest]."

For a moment Pappina hung back, then she clung to Marta in the dark and

whispered: "For you, Marta, for you, because you are good to me."

Marta took the child in her arms and carried her to a resting-place.

She kissed the little hand, her whole heart going out to Pappina

in love and compassion as she blessed her with the words "_Dio vi

benedica. Buona notte, carissima_ [God bless you. Good-night, dearest]."

Only Guiseppe rested well. Marta felt too keenly the wrong done Pappina

to sleep at all.

"He'll kill the baby," her thoughts ran. "He shows her no mercy. Oh!

what can I do? There'll be trouble--I feel it, I know it. I must

protect her. How sweet, how patient, how gentle she is when he is good

to her!"

Marta heard the deep breathing of Guiseppe sleeping, heard Pappina

muttering in her disturbed slumber: "I hate him! I hate him!"

Guiseppe was awake at the first peep of day. Seeing Marta bending over

Pappina, he commanded her: "Shake the willful child; bid her get up at

once. It's fete day."

Marta during her night's revery had determined to protect Pappina at

any cost to herself, so she pleaded for the child:

"Yes, Guiseppe, it is fete day, and for that reason you had better let

Pappina rest for a little while. She is exhausted from her long tramp

yesterday. She will have much excitement, singing and dancing all day,

even late in the evening. We can find our breakfast and I will bring

Pappina's to her. Let her rest, I pray you, Guiseppe; let her rest."

Marta stood before her husband, her worn face shining with earnestness.

Guiseppe looked at her in surprise; then laughed brutally.

"Bravo, Marta!" he cried. "I didn't know you had it in you. You want

the child to sleep, eh?" Then closing his eyes just a little, like a

tiger before he springs, he went on: "So you will not awaken her? Then

it is Guiseppe, the tyrant--eh, Marta?--who must rudely arouse the

sleeping princess from her morning slumber."

As he finished speaking he moved toward Pappina, who was tossing

restlessly on her hard couch, but Marta sprang between him and the

child.

"Guiseppe, I have always obeyed you, have I not?" she entreated in a

low voice. "Look at Pappina: her restlessness shows how tired she is.

Guiseppe, hear me! I beg you to let her sleep and be rested for her

hard day's work." Marta leaned forward and placed her hands on the

man's arm as she went on: "I have asked few favors, demanded none, but

now for this once, Guiseppe, I pray you grant me my request! Let her

rest!"

Guiseppe, hesitating, ran his hand several times through his black hair

as he looked from Marta to Pappina, still asleep on the ground. He knit

his brow, struggling with himself as though it were a hardship to grant

his wife a favor.

"Guiseppe," Marta bravely began again, but he interrupted her.

"Come on," he said roughly. "I'll humor you this time. I'll let her

sleep."

So it came about that Pappina awoke under the big tree in the early

morning sun to find herself alone. Suddenly a great fear seized her.

Perhaps Marta and Guiseppe had gone off and left her. She sprang up

and ran to the road, looking wildly about for them. In her terror she

did not notice the Punchinello box leaning against the tree, and she

started toward the village, crying aloud: "Marta, Marta!"

Her tears flowed freely, and between her sobs she continued to cry

for Marta and occasionally for Guiseppe. It was with Guiseppe's name

half-spoken on her lips that the little frightened child stopped

crying.

"Guiseppe! Gui--oh! I hate him! I hate him more than I did last night!"

The memory of how he had treated her the day before came over her like

a flood. "It is fete day at Cava; he said so. All I earn is mine, and

when I sing the Garibaldi I shall have my tambourine full of money. Oh,

how glad I am! Then I can go home."

As she hurried on, her plan grew clearer. She would strike out for

herself. Then suddenly she stopped again, like a butterfly halted and

shifted in its course by a vagrant wind.

"Oh, Marta! If you were only with me, I should not care," she sobbed.

Buffeted by conflicting feelings, Pappina sped on toward the village of

Cava.

Marta ate but little. She started back to find Pappina, leaving

Guiseppe to finish his breakfast alone.

"She'll like what I have brought her," she took pleasure in thinking as

she approached the spot where they had camped for the night. She saw no

signs of Pappina astir. "She's still asleep, tired out, poor baby! I'm

so glad Guiseppe let her rest."

She smiled on the friendly tree as she neared its welcome shade. She

peeped around the trunk; no one was there. Down went the bowl of milk

with a crash to the ground.

"Pappina gone!" She stood speechless and terrified. Recovering herself,

she ran through the bushes, crying: "Pappina, Pappina, Pappina! Where

are you, _carina_?"

No answer came to her cries.

"Oh, what shall I do? What shall I do?" she moaned as she ran to and

fro, wringing her hands. "What will Guiseppe say? How can I tell him

Pappina is gone? He'll say it is all my fault. How can I endure his

rage and disappointment? And my Pappina!--oh, I should not care for

Guiseppe's anger if I knew she was safe."

Poor Marta! For the first time in years she gave way to tears. Her

whole frame shook with sobs.

Guiseppe, meanwhile, having finished his meal, was growing impatient at

Marta's delay. The streets were filling with people.

"What detains them?" he asked himself. Then the thought occurred to

him that perhaps Marta's warning had come true and the child was sick

again. "God forbid that she is ill!" the man ejaculated as he piously

crossed himself.

He heard the sound of the bugle calling the soldiers for drill. Priests

and children were assembling for the march into church. Women and men

in festival garb were hastening to mass. Bands, boys, and venders

were everywhere. Guiseppe paced impatiently up and down, growing more

nervous every moment. Then another thought came to him:

"Perhaps they've forgotten I'm waiting. Marta may have forgotten. She's

getting to be a bigger fool every day over that headstrong child. Well,

the minx certainly has grit, and such spirit! _Per bacco!_ She's lamb

and tigress combined. If she were like other children I could beat her,

but--well, I'll be hanged if I could beat Pappina!"

Guiseppe's anxiety was increasing every second. "The crowds are even

now going to mass," he muttered. "I'll go and meet them." He started

with rapid strides toward the spot where the three of them had spent

the night. He halted on hearing Marta's sobs. A great fear overcame

him; then, recovering himself, he rushed on like a madman toward the

tree where Marta sat, sobbing in her grief and fear. He took in the

situation at once.

"What!" he exclaimed, "Pappina not here! Where is she?"

He stood dazed. The calamity of losing Pappina on fete day crushed him.

Then, arousing himself, he shook Marta roughly by the shoulder and

showered imprecations upon her.

"You fool! You dog! And to-day is fete day. You're in league with the

little imp against me."

"Oh, Guiseppe--"

"Don't speak to me! I humored you, and what do I get in return? You

rob me of my living. Thief! Snake!" In his anger he kicked over the

Punchinello box. "And I've only these poor puppets left," he cried.

"Guiseppe, have pity!" Marta begged, shrinking as far away from him as

she could. "The crowd may be great, but we shall find her. I will rest

neither night nor day till we have found Pappina."

In the meantime Pappina had darted through different lanes and streets

seeking the center of the town, but such a little girl could not find

her way about alone, and her freedom began to frighten her. Also, she

was growing very hungry, for she had had no breakfast.

Just as she was beginning to be sorry she had not Marta to turn to in

time of need, she saw a milk-seller milking her cow in front of a house.

The milk-sellers in Italy, especially in small towns, use their cows as

milk wagons. They halt the animals before the doors of their customers,

and milk what the purchasers want.

Pappina approached the rosy-cheeked woman who sat milking.

"I am hungry," she said, eyeing the milk wistfully. "If I sing for you,

will you give me a drink of milk?"

The milk-vender had many children of her own. She looked kindly into

Pappina's eager, flushed face as she replied:

"You need not sing to earn the milk. All Betty's milk is sold, but she

will give an extra glass for a hungry little girl; won't you, Betty?"

She stroked her cow as she spoke.

Pappina drank the milk, sang a little song, and, refreshed, moved

happily on.

"First I will go to mass," she promised herself as she pursued her way.

"Then the crowd will fill my tambourine and I can go home to my mother.

Oh, I want so to see them all!"

In her confusion she retraced her steps. Suddenly she caught sight of

Guiseppe, who was gesticulating wildly.

"Oh," she cried, "I hate him! Perhaps he remembered that it is fete day

and went back for me. I won't let him find me. I must run and hide."

She turned and fled, looking back occasionally to see if she had been

followed.

It is impossible to tell where or how long she would have run, had not

her attention been attracted to a strangely dressed man. He was clad

in a long robe of sackcloth, and around his waist was a girdle of rope

from which hung a wooden cross. A crown of thorns was on his head and a

heavy cross was strapped to his back. He carried a bundle from which

he took little crosses now and then. These crosses he nailed to every

door where no one objected--a warning lest the gayeties of the fete

celebration should make people forget the welfare of their souls.

Pappina was so absorbed in watching him that she did not notice Marta's

approach.

"_Carina, carina!_" the woman cried, clasping the child to her.

Pappina began to cry.

"I don't want to go back to Guiseppe," she sobbed. "I love you, Marta,

but I hate Guiseppe. If you take me back he'll try to beat me."

It took Marta some time to calm Pappina, to make her understand that it

was all a mistake that she had been (as she thought) deserted.

"Look at my eyes, _carina_. Are they not still red from weeping? There

is no happiness for me away from the little one who holds my heart."

They went to join Guiseppe and the throng moving to the church. As they

approached the showman, Pappina clung tightly to Marta's hand; her

steps grew slower. She looked into Marta's face.

"Must we go to him?" she asked plaintively. "He looks so cross, Marta."

"Yes, yes, we must go, but you must not fear. Guiseppe will be glad to

have you back."

Being thus reassured, Pappina smiled at Guiseppe as he came to meet

them, but her smile was met by a cold stare from the man.

"So you found her," he said curtly to Marta. "It is well for you both.

Come on."

"I know I shall always hate Guiseppe," Pappina said softly to Marta.

"If he's bad to me I won't sing."

All along the way to church they passed booths filled with tempting

viands. When Pappina caught sight of a fine big pig hanging on a stick

she stopped.

"Guiseppe, I'm starved for a piece of pig."

Guiseppe scowled. "I've already had trouble enough with you for one

day," he said. "You are here to sing, to dance, to earn money; do you

hear? Come at once."

"Yes, Guiseppe, I hear you, but you know I can't sing when I'm hungry.

I do no better than your puppets. You said so yourself."

She waited a moment for his reply. He made none. Lifting her dark

eyes, Pappina looked pleadingly into Guiseppe's face.

"Buy me some," she begged. "I'll sing, then, the very best I can. Won't

you, please, Guiseppe?"

Guiseppe was in no mood for trifling. He stretched forth his hand and

took Pappina roughly by the arm. As they started to leave the booth the

vender called: "_Un soldo! Un soldo!_" The child stopped.

"Guiseppe, do you hear? Only a penny."

"_Un soldo! Un soldo!_" again cried the vender.

"Only a _soldo_, dear Guiseppe," Pappina pleaded, "and I do so want

some! Let me sing for some."

"Stop now and sing for a half-penny's worth of pig! Simpleton! If

you must have some, here--" He took a _soldo_ from his money-bag. So

Pappina got her piece of pig.

Guiseppe, Marta and Pappina joined the worshipers, leaving before

mass was over in order to find a good place in which to begin the

Punchinello show as soon as the throng had finished its devotions.

As the people began to leave the church, Guiseppe started the show.

One play was over by the time the priests, bearing bright banners, had

marched from the sanctuary. Guiseppe was preparing to begin the second

play when Pappina sprang suddenly to his side.

"Stop, Guiseppe, I beg you! Let me sing for them." She pointed to the

hundred children dressed in white who were marching out of the church.

Without waiting for permission to sing Pappina laid her tambourine

on her breast, clasped her hands over it as if in prayer, raised

heavenward her eyes and sang:

"_Ave Maria, gratia plena._"

As though an angel's voice had reached them, the priests and children

halted in their march, the motley crowd stood spellbound with bowed

heads. Even Guiseppe, after his first surprise, crossed himself. The

tears were streaming down Marta's face.

"_Ave Maria, gratia plena._" Clear and sweet rang the child's voice.

"_Ave Maria_, Amen."

From the lips of the priests and the white-robed children came

spontaneously in response, "Amen," and the crowd gathered about the

diminutive singer murmured softly, "Amen."

For a moment there was a deep silence, then one by one, as though

moving to an altar, those who had listened to her singing, almost

reverently deposited their offerings in Pappina's tambourine.

The spirit of devotion awakened on the street, made it seem almost a

sacrilege to continue with the Punchinellos.

The music of drums and fifes came faintly from the distance. Nearer

and nearer the slender _carabinieri_ approached, the silver trimmings

on their black uniforms glistening in the sun. On horseback and on

foot they came, and passed. Round the corner with rapid tramp came the

_bersaglieri_ (sharpshooters). They drew up in two lines and executed

with precision the orders of their lieutenant, the cock's plumes on

their stiff black hats fluttering in the light breeze. Confetti,

serpentine, even bon-bons, were thrown about in profusion.

So began fete day in Cava, and so it passed as other fete days

throughout the land of Italy, differing from them only in the

gloriously beautiful illuminated cross at the very summit of Monte

Castello. On the peak of this mountain lives the "Hermit of Monte

Castello." Each year he begs funds sufficient to illuminate grandly his

mountain home on fete day.

[Illustration: The Bersaglieri]

Guiseppe had kept Pappina singing and dancing all day, till it would

seem her throat and feet must surely both give out. Marta dared not

interfere. "Will the day never end?" she kept asking herself. She

rejoiced when the festivities began to wane, when the streets became

deserted, when one by one the lights went out.

"Well," said Guiseppe, looking about him, "seems as if every one but

us has gone. I suppose we shall have to get along and find a place to

sleep."

"Is there not money enough--can we not afford to remain in Cava over

night, to have beds?" Marta timidly asked. "The ground is so hard for

the child," she added.

"Marta, you have less sense every day," was Guiseppe's angry reply.

"Bed for the child, eh? Next thing you'll be wanting me to carry around

a cradle for her to sleep in. You'll want her to ride in a carriage.

Aren't the nights warm and pleasant? The ground is good enough for me

to sleep on; it's good enough for you; and it's good enough for the

child."

Marta made no further appeal, but taking Pappina in her arms carried

her where Guiseppe led.

"I've had a happy day. Oh, I liked the lights, the music and the

people, but I'm so tired," Pappina told Marta as she laid her head on

her improvised pillow and went at once to sleep.

Guiseppe took out his greasy pouch, and chuckled as he counted time and

again his gains.

"It's been a good day, Marta, the best I've ever had. _Per bacco_, how

she sang the Ave Maria! A good day." He patted his money bag. "A good

day. Good-night, Marta."

Guiseppe, too, was soon asleep. And Marta? She shared neither

Guiseppe's joy nor Pappina's happiness. She longed to be back in

Naples, to take the child away from the applauding public. She kept

saying to herself:

"It's a crime to make her the object of so much attention. It may spoil

her, ruin her. What can I do? If only together we might run away to

England, to America!"

In her fear of Guiseppe even the thought frightened her. She hated her

weakness in not refusing to let the child continue such a life. Years

of servitude to her tyrannical husband had made her afraid to express

any wish or will of her own.

"I will pray," she said softly. "I will ask God to save my baby Pappina

from this strain, these hardships, and the wrong we are doing her."

She knelt by Pappina's side. Taking one of the child's hands in hers,

she prayed fervently for God's blessing on the little one and for the

realization of her heart's desire--to see Pappina free from Guiseppe's

selfish tyranny.

Because of her great faith in prayer, a peace stole upon her, a

confidence that Pappina would be protected and liberated in some way

best for all.

"We will wait," she murmured to herself. "A prevision will be made. We

will wait."

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