CHAPTER XXVIII

A SAIL! A SAIL!

The buds may blow and the fruit may grow

And the autumn leaves drop crisp and sere;

But whether the rain or the sun or the snow,

There is ever a song somewhere, my dear.

_----James Whitcomb Riley._

THE first week after Thursa's marriage Arthur kept to his own house,

and the neighbours, with fine' tact, stayed away. Many and varied

were the ways they took of showing the sincerity of their sympathy. A

roast of "spare ribs," already cooked, was left one day mysteriously

on his door-step; the next day a jar of pincherry jelly and a roll of

jelly-cake were there. His mail was brought to him daily by one or

other of the neighbours, and when it seemed to John Green's kind

heart that Arthur's mail was very small and uninteresting, he brought

over several back numbers of the Orillia Packet, one of which

contained obituary verses that his own cousin had composed, and which

Mr. Green marked with wavy ink lines, so that Arthur would be sure to

see them. Mr. Green thought that his cousin's lachrymal symposium on

the uncertainty of all things human should be very comforting to

Arthur in his present mental state. Little parcels, too, came

mysteriously through the mail to Arthur. One day it was a pair of

socks, from an anonymous contributor; another time there came a pair

of woollen mittens, red and blue, done in that intricate pattern

which is known to the elect as "Fox and Geese." A little slip of

paper, pinned on the wrist of one, stated that they were "from a

friend," and Arthur shrewdly suspected that Aunt Kate Shenstone had

sent them. The evil significance of the gift was not known to the

giver, and not noticed by the recipient.

These new evidences of neighbourly solicitude carried the intended

message, for they brought to his mind the comfort of knowing that

there were loyal-hearted friends all around him who were sincerely

sorry for his disappointment.

It was a week before Arthur left his own house, and then he went for

his bread to the Perkins home. If he had not been so burdened with

his own trouble he would surely have noticed how carefully Martha was

dressed, how light her step, how happy her face. The tiny speck on

the horizon had been a sail, sure enough. It might not be coming her

way--it might never see the shipwrecked sailor--but it was a sail!

Pearlie Watson, the very day after the wedding, began to do some

hard thinking on Martha's behalf. One fact--stood out above all

others--there was a chance for Martha now, if she could only qualify.

Pearl talked it over with her Aunt Kate, who was a woman of the

world, and had seen many marriages and much giving in marriage. Aunt

Kate was hopeful, even confident, of the outcome of the present case.

"Of course Martha'll get him!" she said. "Why shouldn't she? I never

in all my life seen better hard soft soap than what she makes, and

her bread is as light as a feather, you could make a meal of it; and

now since she's took to fluffin' her hair, and dressin' up so' nice,

she's a good enough lookin' girl. She ain't as educated as he is, of

course, but land alive! you couldn't beat that hard soft soap of

hers, no matter what education you had."

Pearl shook her head and wished that she could share her aunt's

optimism, but she felt that something more than a knowledge of

soap-making was needed for a happy married life. On her way to school

she thought about it so hard that it seemed to her that any one

coming behind her would be sure to find some of her thoughts in the

snow.

Mr. Donald, who saw that something was troubling her, inquired the

cause of her worried face.

"Of course, I do not want to know if it is a secret, Pearl," he said;

"but it may be that I could help you if I knew all about it."

Pearl looked at him before replying.

"It isn't a secret that I was told and promised, not to tell. It is

something that I found out by accident, or, at least, all by my own

self, and still it's not to be talked about, only among friends."

Mr. Donald nodded.

Pearl went on: "Maybe now you're just the one that could help me. I

believe I will tell you all about it."

This was at recess. The children were out playing "shinney." They

could hear the shouts of the contending sides. Pearl told him her

hopes and fears regarding Martha. "Martha's all right at heart, you

bet," she concluded; "she's good enough for Arthur or any one,

really. If she had vulgar ways or swore when she got mad, or sassed

her Ma, or told lies, or was stingy or mean or anything like that, it

would be far worse and harder to get rid of, because nothing but a

miracle of grace will cast out the roots of sin, and then even it is

a big risk to marry any one like that, because you're never sure but

one tiny little root may be left, and in due season it may bust up

and grow."

"It may, indeed," Mr. Donald said, smiling. Then he added, when his

smile had faded: "'Bust up and grow' are the words to express it."

"But if Martha could only get smoothed up in education, and know

about William the Conqueror, and what causes tides, and could talk a

little more and answer back a little smarter like, it would be all

right, I do believe."

"I have known men to marry uneducated women, and be very fond of

them, too," said Mr. Donald thoughtfully. "Some of the Hudson's Bay

factors married squaws."

"I know," Pearl agreed. "Old Louie Baker, the surveyor's guide, told

Pa about his squaw, Rosie. He Eked Rosie fine, and thought she was

real pretty when there wasn't a white woman in sight, but when the

white women began to come into the country he got ashamed of poor

Rosie, and every day she seemed to get dirtier and greasier, and her

toes turned in more; and, anyway, Mr. Donald, it's hard for a woman

to feel that she isn't just up to the mark. Gettin' married ain't all

there is to it, you bet. It's only in books that they say people git

married, and leave it like that, for that's when the real hard times

begin--keepin' it up and makin' it turn out well. That's the hard

part."

Mr. Donald looked at her in wonder. "You have wisdom beyond your

years, Pearl," he said gravely.

"All Martha needs is more education, and there's lots of it lyin'

around loose--it's stickin' out of every-thing--it's in the air and

on the ground, and all over, and it seems too bad if Martha can't

grab holt of some of it, and her so anxious for it."

"The well is deep, and she has nothing to draw with," the

schoolmaster quoted absently.

Pearl recognized the words, and quickly answered: "Do you mind that

the woman was wrong about that when she said there was nothing to

draw with? Well, now, I believe Martha has something to draw with,

too--she has you and me, so she has. You have the education that

Martha needs. I'm gettin' it every day. Can't you and I pass it on to

Martha?"

"How, Pearl?" he asked.

"I don't know just yet. I haven't got it thought out that far. But

there's some way, there's always some way to help people."

It was time to call school then, and no more was said until the next

day, when Mr. Donald said to Pearl: "I believe events are coming our

way. Mrs. Steadman told me last night that she was going to Ontario

for three months, and I am to go elsewhere to board. I wonder would

Mrs. Perkins take me in?"

Pearl gave an exclamation of joy. "Would she?" she cried. "You bet

she would, and you could help Martha every night. Isn't it just dandy

the way things happen?"

That night Pearl went to see Martha on her way home from school.

Pearl was to find out if the teacher would be taken to board.

Martha was alone in the house, her father and mother having gone to

Millford. When Pearl knocked at the door, Martha opened it. A

spelling-book was in her hand, which she laid down hurriedly.

Pearl made known her errand. It was too good to be delayed.

"Say, Martha, isn't it great? He'll help you every night--he can tell

you the most interesting things--he gets lots of newspapers and

magazines, and he knows about electricity and politics and poetry and

everything, and a person can get educated just by listening to him."

Martha stood looking at Pearl a minute, then suddenly threw her arms

around her. "You are my good angel, Pearl Watson!" she cried. "You

are always bringing me good things. Of course we'll take him, and be

glad to have him; and I'll listen to him, you may be sure; and Pearl,

I just can't help telling you that I'm so happy now--I can't tell you

how happy I am."

Martha's brimming eyes seemed to contradict her words, but Pearl, who

understood something of the springs of the heart, understood.

"I can't help being happy," Martha went on. "I tell myself that it's

wicked for me to feel so glad Thursa's gone, when he's so miserable

over it. But she wouldn't ever have suited him, would she, Pearl?

She'd have made him miserable before long, and herself, too; but

that's not all the reason that I'm glad she's gone," she added,

truthfully.

Martha's face was hidden on Pearl's shoulder as she said this.

"I know about it," Pearl said. "I found it all out that day when you

were showing me the room, and I'm just as pleased as you are, or

pretty near. Of course, it would never have done for him to marry

Thursa, and the way it all turned out would convince any one that

Providence ain't feelin' above takin' a hand in people's affairs. She

was nice and pretty, and all that, but she's the kind that would

always have sour bread, and you bet, sour bread cuts love; she'd be

just like Dave Elder's wife, it tires her dreadful to sweep the

floor; but she can go to three dances a week, and then she lies on

the lounge all day and says her nerves are bad. But, Martha, you do

right to be glad. It's never wrong to be happy. God made everything

to have a good time. Look at the gophers and birds, and even the

mosquitoes--they have a bang-up time while it lasts. We've got to be

happy every chance we get. Whenever you see it passin' by take a grab

at it. I mind, when I was a wee little thing, I had a piece of bright

blue silk that I had found, and it was just lovely; it put me through

a whole winter takin' a look at it now and then. I had to stay at

home while Ma was washing, and it was pretty cold in the house

sometimes, but the blue silk kept me heartened up. It's just like a

piece on Arthur's phonograph--here and there in it there's a little

tinklin' song, so sweet and liltin' it just cuts into yer heart; but,

mind you, you don't get much o' that at a time. There's all kinds of

clatterin' crash, smash, and jabber on both sides of it, cuttin' in

on both ends of it, and just when yer gettin' tired of rough house,

in she sails again sweeter than ever, just puttin' yer heart

crossways with the sweetness of it. It keeps ringin' in my ears all

the time, that dear little ripplin', tinklin' tune, and perhaps it

needed all that gusty buzzin' and rip-roarin' to drive the sweetness

clean into you. That's the way it is always; Martha; we've got to

listen for the little song whenever we can hear it."

"I am listening to it all the time, Pearl," Martha said softly. "It

may not be meant for me at all, but it is sweet while it lasts, and I

can't help hearing it, can I, Pearl?"

Pearl kissed her friend warmly and whispered words of hope, and then,

fearing that this might be faith without works, heard her spell a

page of words from Bud's old speller.

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