CHAPTER XX.

While Leonard Fairfield had been obscurely wrestling against poverty,

neglect, hunger, and dread temptations, bright had been the opening day,

and smooth the upward path, of Randal Leslie. Certainly no young man, able

and ambitious, could enter life under fairer auspices; the connection and

avowed favorite of a popular and energetic statesman, the brilliant writer

of a political work, that had lifted him at once into a station of his

own--received and courted in those highest circles, to which neither rank

nor fortune alone suffices for a familiar passport--the circles above

fashion itself--the circles of power--with every facility of augmenting

information, and learning the world betimes through the talk of its

acknowledged masters,--Randal had but to move straight onward, and success

was sure. But his tortuous spirit delighted in scheme and intrigue for

their own sake. In scheme and intrigue he saw shorter paths to fortune, if

not to fame. His besetting sin was also his besetting weakness. He did not

aspire--he _coveted_. Though in a far higher social position than Frank

Hazeldean, despite the worldly prospects of his old school-fellow, he

coveted the very things that kept Frank Hazeldean below him--coveted his

idle gaieties, his careless pleasures, his very waste of youth. Thus, also,

Randal less aspired to Audley Egerton's repute than he coveted Audley

Egerton's wealth and pomp, his princely expenditure, and his Castle

Rackrent in Grosvenor Square. It was the misfortune of his birth to be so

near to both these fortunes--near to that of Leslie, as the future head of

that fallen house,--near even to that of Hazeldean, since as we have seen

before, if the Squire had had no son, Randal's descent from the Hazeldeans

suggested himself as the one on whom these broad lands should devolve. Most

young men, brought into intimate contact with Audley Egerton, would have

felt for that personage a certain loyal and admiring, if not very

affectionate, respect. For there was something grand in Egerton--something

that commands and fascinates the young. His determined courage, his

energetic will, his almost regal liberality, contrasting a simplicity in

personal tastes and habits that was almost austere--his rare and seemingly

unconscious power of charming even the women most wearied of homage, and

persuading even the men most obdurate to counsel--all served to invest the

practical man with those spells which are usually confined to the ideal

one. But indeed, Audley Egerton was an Ideal--the ideal of the Practical.

Not the mere vulgar, plodding, red-tape machine of petty business, but the

man of strong sense, inspired by inflexible energy, and guided to definite

earthly objects. In a dissolute and corrupt form of government, under a

decrepit monarchy, or a vitiated republic, Audley Egerton might have been a

most dangerous citizen; for his ambition was so resolute, and his sight to

its ends was so clear. But there is something in public life in England

which compels the really ambitious man to honor, unless his eyes are

jaundiced and oblique like Randal Leslie's. It is so necessary in England

to be a gentleman. And thus Egerton was emphatically considered a

_gentleman_. Without the least pride in other matters, with little apparent

sensitiveness, touch him on the point of gentleman, and no one so sensitive

and so proud. As Randal saw more of him, and watched his moods with the

lynx eyes of the household spy, he could perceive that this hard mechanical

man was subject to fits of melancholy, even of gloom, and though they did

not last long, there was even in his habitual coldness an evidence of

something comprest, latent, painful, lying deep within his memory. This

would have interested the kindly feelings of a grateful heart. But Randal

detected and watched it only as a clue to some secret it might profit him

to gain. For Randal Leslie hated Egerton; and hated him the more because

with all his book knowledge and his conceit in his own talents, he could

not despise his patron--because he had not yet succeeded in making his

patron the mere tool or stepping-stone--because he thought that Egerton's

keen eye saw through his wily heart, even while, as if in profound disdain,

the minister helped the protege. But this last suspicion was unsound.

Egerton had not detected Leslie's corrupt and treacherous nature. He might

have other reasons for keeping him at a certain distance, but he inquired

too little into Randal's feelings towards himself to question the

attachment, or doubt the sincerity of one who owed to him so much. But that

which more than all embittered Randal's feelings towards Egerton, was the

careful and deliberate frankness with which the latter had, more than once

repeated, and enforced the odious announcement, that Randal had nothing to

expect from the ministers--WILL, nothing to expect from that wealth which

glared in the hungry eyes of the pauper heir to the Leslies of Rood. To

whom, then, could Egerton mean to devise his fortune? To whom but Frank

Hazeldean. Yet Audley took so little notice of his nephew--seemed so

indifferent to him, that that supposition, however natural, seemed exposed

to doubt. The astuteness of Randal was perplexed. Meanwhile, however, the

less he himself could rely upon Egerton for fortune, the more he revolved

the possible chances of ousting Frank from the inheritance of Hazeldean--in

part, at least, if not wholly. To one less scheming, crafty, and

remorseless than Randal Leslie with every day became more and more, such a

project would have seemed the wildest delusion. But there was something

fearful in the manner in which this young man sought to turn knowledge into

power, and make the study of all weakness in others subservient to his own

ends. He wormed himself thoroughly into Frank's confidence. He learned

through Frank all the Squire's peculiarities of thought and temper, and

thoroughly pondered over each word in the father's letters, which the son

gradually got into the habit of showing to the perfidious eyes of his

friend. Randal saw that the Squire had two characteristics which are very

common amongst proprietors, and which might be invoked as antagonists to

his warm fatherly love. First, the Squire was as fond of his estate as if

it were a living thing, and part of his own flesh and blood; and in his

lectures to Frank upon the sin of extravagance, the Squire always let out

this foible:--"What was to become of the estate if it fell into the hands

of a spendthrift? No man should make ducks and drakes of Hazeldean; let

Frank beware of _that_," &c. Secondly, the Squire was not only fond of his

lands, but he was jealous of them--that jealousy which even the tenderest

father sometimes entertains towards their natural heirs. He could not bear

the notion that Frank should count on his death; and he seldom closed an

admonitory letter without repeating the information that Hazeldean was not

entailed; that it was his to do with as he pleased through life and in

death. Indirect menace of this nature rather wounded and galled than

intimidated Frank; for the young man was extremely generous and

high-spirited by nature, and was always more disposed to some indiscretion

after such warnings to his self-interest, as if to show that those were the

last kinds of appeal likely to influence him. By the help of such insights

into the character of father and son, Randal thought he saw gleams of

daylight illumining his own chance of the lands of Hazeldean. Meanwhile it

appeared to him obvious that, come what might of it, his own interests

could not lose, and might most probably gain, by whatever could alienate

the Squire from his natural heir. Accordingly, though with consummate tact,

he instigated Frank towards the very excesses most calculated to irritate

the Squire, all the while appealing rather to give the counter advice, and

never sharing in any of the follies to which he conducted his thoughtless

friend. In this he worked chiefly through others, introducing Frank to

every acquaintance most dangerous to youth, either from the wit that

laughs at prudence, or the spurious magnificence that subsists so

handsomely upon bills endorsed by friends of "great expectations."

The minister and his protege were seated at breakfast, the first reading

the newspaper, the last glancing over his letters; for Randal had arrived

to the dignity of receiving many letters--ay, and notes too,

three-cornered, and fantastically embossed. Egerton uttered an exclamation,

and laid down the paper. Randal looked up from his correspondence. The

minister had sunk into one of his absent reveries.

After a long silence, observing that Egerton did not return to the

newspaper, Randal said, "Ehem--sir, I have a note from Frank Hazeldean, who

wants much to see me; his father has arrived in town unexpectedly."

"What brings him here?" asked Egerton, still abstractedly.

"Why, it seems that he has heard some vague reports of poor Frank's

extravagance, and Frank is either afraid or ashamed to meet him."

"Ay--a very great fault extravagance in the young!--destroys independence;

ruins or enslaves the future. Great fault--very! And what does youth want

that it should be extravagant? Has it not every thing in itself merely

because it _is_? Youth is youth--what needs it more?"

Egerton rose as he said this, and retired to his writing-table, and in his

turn opened his correspondence. Randal took up the newspaper, and

endeavored, but in vain, to conjecture what had excited the minister's

exclamation, and the reverie that succeeded it.

Egerton suddenly and sharply turned round in his chair--"If you have done

with the _Times_, have the goodness to place it here."

Randal had just obeyed, when a knock at the street-door was heard, and

presently Lord L'Estrange came into the room, with somewhat a quicker step,

and somewhat a gayer mien than usual.

Audley's hand, as if mechanically, fell upon the newspaper--fell upon that

part of the columns devoted to births, deaths, and marriages. Randal stood

by, and noted; then, bowing to L'Estrange, left the room.

"Audley," said L'Estrange, "I have had an adventure since I saw you--an

adventure that reopened the Past, and may influence my future."

"How?"

"In the first place, I have met with a relation of--of--the Avenels."

"Indeed! Whom--Richard Avenel?"

"Richard--Richard--who is he? Oh, I remember; the wild lad who went off to

America; but that was when I was a mere child."

"That Richard Avenel is now a rich thriving trader, and his marriage is in

this newspaper--married to an honorable Mrs. M'Catchley. Well--in this

country--who should plume himself on birth?"

"You did not say so always, Egerton," replied Harley, with a tone of

mournful reproach.

"And I say so now, pertinently to a Mrs. M'Catchley, not to the heir of the

L'Estranges. But no more of these--these Avenels."

"Yes, more of them. I tell you I have met a relation of theirs--a nephew

of--of--

"Of Richard Avenel's?" interrupted Egerton; and then added in the slow,

deliberate, argumentative tone in which he was wont to speak in public:

"Richard Avenel the trader! I saw him once--a presuming and intolerable

man!"

"The nephew has not those sins. He is full of promise, of modesty, yet of

pride. And his countenance--oh, Egerton, he has _her_ eyes."

Egerton made no answer. And Harley resumed--

"I had thought of placing him under your care. I knew you would provide for

him."

"I will. Bring him hither," cried Egerton eagerly. "All that I can do to

prove my--regard for a wish of yours."

Harley pressed his friend's hand warmly.

"I thank you from my heart; the Audley of my boyhood speaks now. But the

young man has decided otherwise; and I do not blame him. Nay, I rejoice

that he chooses a career in which, if he find hardship, he may escape

dependence."

"And that career is--"

"Letters."

"Letters--Literature!" exclaimed the statesman. "Beggary! No, no, Harley,

this is your absurd romance."

"It will not be beggary, and it is not my romance: it is the boy's. Leave

him alone, he is in my care and my charge henceforth. He is of _her_ blood,

and I said that he had _her_ eyes."

"But you are going abroad; let me know where he is; I will watch over him."

"And unsettle a right ambition for a wrong one? No--you shall know nothing

of him till he can proclaim himself. I think that day will come."

Audley mused a moment, and then said, "Well, perhaps you are right. After

all, as you say, independence is a great blessing, and my ambition has not

rendered myself the better or the happier."

"Yet, my poor Audley, you ask me to be ambitious."

"I only wish you to be consoled," cried Egerton with passion.

"I will try to be so; and by the help of a milder remedy than yours. I said

that my adventure might influence my future; it brought me acquainted not

only with the young man I speak of, but the most winning, affectionate

child--a girl."

"Is this child an Avenel too?"

"No, she is of gentle blood--a soldier's daughter; the daughter of that

Captain Digby, on whose behalf I was a petitioner to your patronage. He is

dead, and in dying, my name was on his lips. He meant me, doubtless, to be

the guardian to his orphan. I shall be so. I have at last an object in

life."

"But can you seriously mean to take this child with you abroad?"

"Seriously, I do."

"And lodge her in your own house?"

"For a year or so while she is yet a child. Then, as she approaches youth,

I shall place her elsewhere."

"You may grow to love her. Is it clear that she will love you?--not mistake

gratitude for love? It is a very hazardous experiment."

"So was William the Norman's--still he was William the Conqueror. Thou

biddest me move on from the past, and be consoled, yet thou wouldst make me

as inapt to progress as the mule in Slawkenbergius's tale, with thy cursed

interlocutions, 'Stumbling, by St. Nicholas, every step. Why, at this rate,

we shall be all night getting into--' _Happiness!_ Listen," continued

Harley, setting off, full pelt, into one of his wild whimsical humors. "One

of the sons of the prophets in Israel, felling wood near the River Jordan,

his hatchet forsook the helve, and fell to the bottom of the river; so he

prayed to have it again, (it was but a small request, mark you;) and having

a strong faith, he did not throw the hatchet after the helve, but the helve

after the hatchet. Presently two great miracles were seen. Up springs the

hatchet from the bottom of the water, and fixes itself to its old

acquaintance, the helve. Now, had he wished to coach it to Heaven in a

fiery chariot like Elias, be as rich as Job, strong as Samson, and

beautiful as Absalom, would he have obtained it, do you think? In truth, my

friend, I question it very much."

"I cannot comprehend what you mean. Sad stuff you are talking."

"I can't help that; Rabelais is to be blamed for it. I am quoting him, and

it is to be found in his prologue to the chapters on the Moderation of

Wishes. And apropos of 'moderate wishes in point of hatchet,' I want you to

understand that I ask but little from Heaven. I fling but the helve after

the hatchet that has sunk into the silent stream. I want the other half of

the weapon that is buried fathom deep, and for want of which the thick

woods darken round me by the Sacred River, and I can catch not a glimpse of

the stars."

"In plain English," said Audley Egerton, "you want"--he stopped short,

puzzled.

"I want my purpose and my will, and my old character, and the nature God

gave me. I want the half of my soul which has fallen from me. I want such

love as may replace to me the vanished affections. Reason not--I throw the

helve after the hatchet."

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