CHAPTER XX.

|Clare was greatly excited. She regarded it as a great triumph that she

had prevailed upon Mr. Westwood to write the book which was to give an

account of his captivity in Central Africa, his explorations--some of

them involuntary--for the people among whom he dwelt as a prisoner and

an object of worship, carried him about with them on their raids--and

his discoveries. She was, however, in great dread lest her part in the

compact should be indifferently performed.

She daily expressed her doubts to Agnes, bewailing the fact that she had

been too easily persuaded by the maestro to abandon her study of the

art of painting for the art of vocalism. If she had only devoted to the

former the time she had spent upon the latter, she would have been a

good artist, she declared. Of what value had her singing been to her,

she inquired in doleful tones. It had been of no use to her, but if she

had continued her study of drawing, she should not now be on the fair

way to humiliation.

Agnes did her best to reassure her, when she had seen her portfolio of

water colour sketches--some of them charming open-air studies and others

of the picturesque peasantry of the Biscayan provinces. She felt sure,

she said, that if her drawings done by the direction of Mr. Westwood,

were of the same quality as those in the portfolio, the publishers would

be quite satisfied with them. Clare kissed her friend a dozen times in

acknowledgment of her kind encouragement, but afterwards she shook her

head despondently.

“It is one thing to draw for my own amusement--to make these simple

records of the places which I have visited and the people I hove seen,

but quite another thing to illustrate a serious book--a book that is

worth twenty-five thousand pounds. Just think of it! My drawings in a

book that is worth such a sum--a book that will be in everybody's hands

in the course of a month or two!” she cried, as she paced the room

excitedly. “Oh yes; I know what every one will say: It would be far

better if so valuable a book had not had its pages disfigured by such

amateurish efforts! Oh yes; I have seen the criticisms in the English

papers. I know what they will say. Oh, what a fool I was to agree to do

the drawings!”

“I don't think that you need be at all afraid to face such a task,” said

Agnes. “But if you are, why not write to Mr. Westwood, telling him that

you repent?”

“Oh, I would be far more afraid to face him after that than to face the

drawings,” cried the girl.

“What would Mr. Westwood think of any one who would break a compact?”

Agnes looked at her in silence for a few moments. She was tempted to

tell Clare the full story of the compact which she had once made with

that man, and the way in which he had broken it, ignoring the fact that

it had ever been entered into by either of them. She felt tempted to

ask her if the susceptibilities of such a man on the subject of

compacts--especially those made with women--were to be greatly

respected; but she controlled herself, and when Clare sat down with

tearful eyes, she did her best to comfort her.

Then Claude went to London and had an interview of a very satisfactory

character with Messrs. Shekels & Shackles. All that they stipulated was

that he should not give himself away--the phrase was Mr.

Shekels'--at the Royal Geographical Society. The papers read

by distinguished--travellers--and some who were not quite so

distinguished--at the big meetings of the Society, were only designed

to stimulate the imagination of the public and prepare the way for the

forthcoming book. A paper that discounted any portion of the forthcoming

book--Mr. Shekels took it for granted that the book was always

forthcoming--was worse than futile for advertising purposes He

urged upon Mr. Westwood the advisability of putting nothing into his

Geographical Society lecture that the newspapers could not lay hold

of for the purposes of leading articles. The newspapers did not want

pathological erudition. They wanted something that all their readers

could understand--something about cannibalism, for example; cannibalism

as a topic never failed to attract general readers. He hoped that Mr.

Westwood would see his way to talk about the cannibals of Central Africa

in his paper. That would tickle the palates of the general public,

causing them to look forward to the book, which need not necessarily

contain a single allusion to cannibalism. In one word, Mr. Shekels

explained that the lecture should be a kind of _hors d'ouvre_ to the

literary banquet which was to follow.

All this he explained to Mr. Westwood, very tenderly, of course, for

Mr. Westwood was (unfortunately, Messrs. Shekels & Shackles thought) not

like the majority of distinguished explorers, anxious that the sale of

his book should be enormous, being (unfortunately, again,) independent

of book-writing for his living. If they were to say anything to hurt

his feelings, he might take his book, when he had it written, to another

publishing house, who then would have the privilege, so earnestly sought

after by Messrs. Shekles & Shackles, of losing a considerable sum by its

publication.

On the subject of the illustrating of the book Mr. Shackles--he was the

artistic, not the business partner--had a good deal to say. He did

not smile when Mr. Westwood mentioned that there was a lady of his

acquaintance who would execute the drawings under his own supervision.

No, Mr. Westwood was well out of the front door before he had a laugh

with his partner, who did not laugh but only winked at the notion of

Mr. Westwood's lady friend. But while Mr. Westwood was in his room Mr.

Shackles explained quite courteously that he should like to see some

of the lady's work, so that he should be in a position to judge as to

whether or not it lent itself well to the processes of reproduction.

That was how Mr. Shackles gave expression, when face to face with

Mr. Westwood, of the doubts which he afterwards formulated in a few

well-chosen phrases to his partner as to the artistic--the saleably

artistic--possibilities of the unnamed lady's work.

Then Mr. Westwood had an interview with the executive of the Royal

Geographical Society on the subject of his lecture; and the next day

every newspaper in the kingdom contained a paragraph announcing this

fact, and most of them had half-column leading articles commenting upon

the decision come to by the explorer, and pointing out that, owing to

the extraordinary circumstances connected with his involuntary stay

in the interior of the Dark Continent, the paper which he had so

courteously placed at the disposal of the Society could scarcely fail

to be the most interesting, as well as the most important, given to the

world through the same body for many years.

It was with great trepidation that Clare submitted her sketches to Mr.

Westwood. He had, of course, to pay another visit to The Knoll in order

to make a choice of the works to be sent to Mr. Shackles as specimens;

and even when Claude had expressed himself confident that Mr. Shackles

would be surprised at the high quality of the technique in those he

selected, the girl was not reassured. It was not till Claude had shown

her the publishers' letter regarding the drawings--another visit had to

be paid to The Knoll in order to show her this letter--that she began

to regain confidence in herself. Her face was rosy with pleasure before

Claude had finished reading the letter.

The fact was that Messrs. Shekels & Shackles had come to the decision

that they would be acting wisely in humouring Mr. Westwood in this

matter of illustrations; and seeing that the specimens of Miss

Tristram's work were susceptible of being improved by a judicious artist

accustomed to manipulate such work as was to be reproduced by certain

processes, the letter on the subject had been as nearly enthusiastic

as Messrs. Shekels & Shackles ever allowed themselves to become in the

presence of their typewriter. They had meant to gratify Mr. Westwood,

and the reply which they got from him convinced them that their object

was achieved.

For the next week Clare spent her days in the greenhouse, making

sketches of all the tropical plants in Agnes's collection. From studying

the general character ol the illustrations in several volumes of African

travel--Agnes had on her shelves every volume of exploration in the

Continent--the girl became aware of the fact that the public will not

believe that any drawing is offered to them in good faith unless it

contains at least one tropical plant with which they are familiar.

She made up her mind that the vegetation in her pictures should be

plentiful, however far short it might fall in artistic qualities. This

was the week during which Claude was occupied in the preparation of his

paper for the Geographical Society; but in spite of his being so busy,

he found time to pay more than one visit to The Kroll. His were business

visits, he was careful to explain. Yes, it was necessary for him to see

that the backgrounds sketched by Clare at least suggested the tropics.

Agnes stood by while he made his suggestions at these times, and when,

now and again, she was applied to for an opinion on some point on which

the others could not make up their mind, she gave her opinion--that was

all the part she took in the transaction. She was beginning to be weary

of the vegetation of the tropics and its adaptability to pictorial

treatment, though for some years of her life she had passed no day

without reading a page or two that had some bearing upon Central Africa.

She was startled as she reflected upon the change that had taken place

in her views during a fortnight. She never wished to see another book

on Central Africa. She could not even do more than pretend to take

an interest in the book which Claude was about to write and Clare to

illustrate.

Once as she heard him describe to the girl a scene which he thought she

should be prepared to deal with in a picture, her mind went back to the

nights when she had awaked shrieking from a dream in which she had seen

him lying dead in the midst of the savages who had massacred him and his

companions. She had had such dreams frequently during the months when

the newspapers were writing their comments upon the disappearance of

Westwood and his expedition. How feeble and colourless would be the most

spirited of Clare's illustrations compared to those dreams! She smiled

as she recalled some of them. She wondered how it was possible for

her ever to have taken so much interest in African exploration It was

certainly not a subject that many girls would pass several years of

their life trying to master.

Often when she glanced across the room and saw Claude there she asked

herself if it was possible that she still loved him.

She could not answer the question. Her love for him had become so much

a part of her life she could not imagine living without it. She wondered

if women could continue loving men who had treated them as he had

treated her. When she thought over his treatment of her she wondered

how it was that she did not hate him. She had heard of love turning to

hatred--hatred as immortal as love--and yet it did not appear to her

that she had such a feeling in regard to him. She seemed to have

settled down into her life under its altered conditions as easily and as

uncomplainingly as it she had always looked forward to life under such

conditions.

It was on the eve of Claude Westwood's departure for London to appear

before the Geographical Society, that Clare sat down to the piano. She

had latterly neglected her singing in favour of her drawing, and now

only opened the piano at the request of Agnes.

“What shall I sing?” she cried. “I feel just now as if I could make

a great success at La Scala--I feel that my nerves are strung to the

highest pitch possible, though why I should be so is a mystery to me. It

is not I who have to appear in that big hall to-morrow evening, and yet

I feel as if I were about to make my _début_.”

She ran her fingers up and down the keys, improvising a succession of

chords that sounded like a march of triumph.

“I want to sing something like that--something with trumpets in it,” she

said, with a laugh. “I feel in a mood for trumpets and drums. You

heard what Mr. Westwood said about the musical instruments of the

Gakennas--that awful drum made of rhinoceros hide pared down and

stretched between two branches? What an awful instrument of torture!”

“Shocking, indeed--nearly as bad as a pianoforte under incompetent

hands--probably worse than a brass orchestra made in Germany,” said

Agnes. “Don't let your song be dominated by any influence less cultured

than Chopin.”

Clare went on improvising, but gradually the notes of triumph became

less pronounced, and the modulation was in a minor key. In a short time

the random fancies assumed a definite form; but it was probably the

chance playing of a few notes that suggested to her the exquisite

“Nightingale” theme, so splendidly worked out by her master--the

greatest of all Italians.

“You and I, you and I,

Sisters are we, O nightingale.

On the wings of song we fly--

On the wings of song we sail;

When our feathered pinions fail,

Floats a feather of song on high

Light as thistledown in a gale.

You and I the heaven will scale;

For only song can reach the sky.

Only the song of the nightingale;

And we are sisters, you and I.”

She fled away on the wings of the exquisite song, startling Agnes with

the passion which she imparted to every note--a passion that waxed

greater with every phrase until at the close of the stanza it became

overwhelming. The music of the moon is embodied in every note, though

the master was too artistic to make any attempt to reproduce the

nightingale's song. He knew that no such attempt could ever approach

success; but he knew that it was within the scope of his art to

produce upon the mind the same effect as is produced by the song of the

nightingale, and this effect he achieved.

Agnes listened with surprise at first, for the girl had never sung with

such _abandon_ before; but at the plaintive second stanza--the music

illustrated another effect of the bird's singing--she half-closed her

eyes, and gave herself up to the delight of listening. At the third

stanza--Love Triumphant, the composer had called it--she became more

amazed than before. The theme takes the form of a duet, as the scena

was originally arranged by the composer, and now it actually appeared to

Agnes as if the tenor part was being sung as well as the soprano, in the

room--no, not in the room, but in the distance--outside the house.

She raised her head and listened eagerly. There could be no doubt about

it--some one was singing at the window the tenor part of the duet.

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