the girl. "What do you mean?" he sputtered. "Aren't you wandering
somewhat beyond strict newspaper limits? We are in the news
business!"
"And haven't I told you," returned the girl promptly, "that the only
thing new in this world is _good_? Our news is going to be _good_
news--the collection and dissemination of _good_ to all mankind.
People who read our paper will no longer feel that it is dangerous to
be alive, but a glorious privilege. I am simply laying out our
program. And Mr. Hitt said I could go the limit, you know."
Hitt had caught the girl's infectious enthusiasm, and his face was
beaming.
"That's it!" he exclaimed. "It's your unlimited thought, Carmen, that
we old dry-bones want! I understand you!"
"Of course you do!" she cried. "And so does dear old protesting Ned.
Why, what is money? What is anything in this life, compared with real
service to our fellow-men? _The Express is not in business to make
money!_ It is in the business of collecting and scattering the news of
good. Its dividends will be the happiness and joy it gives to mankind.
Will it fail? It simply can't! For _good is the greatest success there
is_!"
It is likely that Hitt did not catch the full meaning of the girl's
words; and it is certain that Haynerd did not. But her boundless
enthusiasm did penetrate in large degree into their souls, and they
ceased to insist on the query, Will it pay? The broader outlook was
already beginning to return profits to these men, as the newer
definition of 'news' occupied their thought. Fear and doubt fled.
Seizing their hats, they bade Carmen go with them to inspect the plant
of the Express, and meet its staff.
"There's a question I'd like to ask," said Haynerd, as they pursued
their way toward their recent purchase. "I want to know what our
editorial policy will be. Do we condone the offenses of our grafters
and spoilsmen by remaining silent regarding their crimes? Or do we
expose them?"
"We will let their guilt expose and kill itself," quickly returned
Carmen. "How? Well, you will see."
A few minutes later they entered the gloomy, dust-laden offices of the
Express. Hitt's spirits sank again as he looked about him. But Carmen
seemed to suffer no loss of enthusiasm. After a mental appraisal of
the dingy, uninviting environment she exclaimed: "Well, one nice thing
about this is that we don't have much to start with!"
Hitt reflected upon her cryptical remark, and then laughed.
Carlson joined them at this juncture. It was evident that the sale of
his plant had removed a heavy load from his shoulders.
"My best reporter was out yesterday when you called," he said,
addressing Hitt. "He--well, he was a little the worse for wear. But
he's in now. Come into my office and I'll send for him."
In a few minutes a tall, boyish fellow responded to the editor's
summons. He must have been well under twenty, thought Hitt, marveling
that so young a man should be regarded as Carlson's best news
gatherer. But his wonder grew apace when the editor introduced him as
Mr. Sidney Ames.
"Huh!" ejaculated Haynerd. "Know J. Wilton?"
The lad smiled pallidly, as he bent his gaze upon Carmen, and
addressed his reply to her. "My governor," he said laconically.
"The deuce he is!" returned Haynerd, beginning to bristle.
Carlson dismissed the reporter, and turned to the curious group.
"The boy has the making of a fine newspaper man in him. Has something
of his father's terrible energy. But he's doomed. Whiskey and morphine
got him. He used to come down here before his father threw him out. I
let him write little articles for the Express when he was barely
sixteen years old; and they were mighty good, too. But he got mixed up
in some scandal, and J. Wilton cut him off. The boy always did drink,
I guess. But since his family troubles he's been on the straight road
to the insane asylum. It's too bad. But you'll keep him, I suppose?"
"Certainly not!" replied Haynerd aggressively. "His father is no
friend of mine, and--"
"We _shall_ keep him," calmly interrupted Carmen. "His father is a
_very_ good friend of mine."
Carlson looked from one to the other quizzically. "H'm!" he mused.
"Well," squinting over his glasses at the girl, "this surely is
woman's era, isn't it?"
* * * * *
A week later the Express, scarcely recognizable in its clean, fresh
type and modest headlines, with its crisp news and well written
editorials, very unostentatiously made its entry into the already
crowded metropolitan field. Few noticed it. Adams picked it up and
laughed, a short, contemptuous laugh. Fallom glanced over it and
wondered. J. Wilton Ames, who had been apprised of its advent, threw
it into the waste basket--and then drew it out again. He re-read the
editorial announcing the policy of the paper. From that he began a
careful survey of the whole sheet. His eye caught an article on the
feminist movement, signed by Carmen Ariza. His lip curled, but he read
the article through, and finished with the mental comment that it was
well written. Then he summoned Willett.
"I want this sheet carefully watched," he commanded, tossing the paper
to his secretary. "If anything is noticed that in any way refers to me
or my interests, call my attention to it immediately."
The secretary bowed and departed. A moment afterward Henry Claus,
nominal head of the great Claus brewing interests, was ushered in.
"We licked 'em, Mr. Ames, we licked 'em!" cried the newcomer, rushing
forward and clasping the financier's hand. "The city council last
night voted against the neighborhood saloon license bill! Lined up
solidly for us! Fine, eh?"
"Yes," commented the laconic Ames. "Our aldermen are a very
intelligent lot of statesmen, Claus. They're wise enough to see that
their jobs depend upon whiskey. It requires very astute statesmanship,
Claus, to see that. But some of our congressmen and senators have
learned the same thing."
The brewer pondered this delphic utterance and scratched his head.
"Well," continued Ames, "have you your report?"
"Eh? Yes, sure, Mr. Ames. Here."
Ames studied the document. Then he looked severely at Claus. "Sales
less than last month," he remarked dryly.
"It's the local option law what done it, Mr. Ames," replied the brewer
apologetically. "Them women--"
"Bah! Let a few petticoats whip you, eh? But, anyway, you don't know
how to market your stuff. Look here, Claus, you've got to encourage
the young people more. We've got to get the girls and boys. If we get
the girls, we'll get the boys easily enough. It's the same in the
liquor business as in certain others, Claus, you've got to land them
young."
"But, Mr. Ames, I can't take 'em and pour it down their throats!"
expostulated the brewer.
"You could if you knew how," returned Ames. "Why, man! if I had
nothing else to do I'd just like to devote myself to the sales end of
the brewing business. I'd use mental suggestion in such a way through
advertising that this country would drown in beer! Beer is just plain
beer to you dull-wits. But suppose we convinced people that it was a
food, eh? Advertise a chemical analysis of it, showing that it has
greater nutriment than beef. Catch the clerks and poor stenographers
that way. Don't call it beer; call it Maltdiet, or something like
that. Why, we couldn't begin to supply the demand!"
"How would you advertise, Mr. Ames?"
"Billboards in every field and along all railroads and highways;
boards in every vacant lot in every town and city in the country;
electric signs everywhere; handbills; lectures--never thought of that,
did you? And samples--why, I'd put samples into every house in the
Union! I'd give away a million barrels of beer--and sell a hundred
million as a result! But I'd work particularly with the young people.
Work on them with literature and suggestion; they're more receptive
than adults. The hypnotism that works through suggestive advertising,
Claus, is simply omnipotent! How about your newspaper contracts?"
"We have all the papers, excepting the Express, Mr. Ames."
"The Express?" Ames laughed. "Well, that's a new venture. You can
afford to pass it up. It's run by a college professor and a doll-faced
girl."
"But, Mr. Ames, our advertising manager tells me that the publishers
of the Express called a meeting of the managers of all the other city
papers, to discuss cutting out liquor advertising, and that since then
the rates have gone up, way up! You see, the example set by the
Express may--"
"Humph!" grunted Ames. Then he began to reflect. An example, backed by
absolute fearlessness--and he knew from experience that the publishers
of the Express were without fear--well, it could not be wholly
ignored, even if the new paper had no circulation worth the name.
"Mr. Ames," resumed the brewer, "the Express is in every newsstand in
the city. All the boys are selling it. It's in every hotel, in every
saloon, in every store and business house here. It's in the dives. It
isn't sold, it's given away! Where do they get their money?"
Ames himself wondered. And he determined to find out.
"Leave it to me, Claus," he said at length, dismissing the brewer.
"I'll send for you in a day or so."
* * * * *
It was well after midnight when the little group assembled in the
dining room of the Beaubien cottage to resume their interrupted
discussions. Hitt and Haynerd were the last to arrive. They found
Doctor Morton eagerly awaiting them. With him had come, not without
some reluctance, his prickly disputant, Reverend Patterson Moore, and
another friend and colleague, Doctor Siler, whose interest in these
unique gatherings had been aroused by Morton.
"I've tried to give him a résumé of our previous deductions," the
latter explained, as Hitt prepared to open the discussion. "And he
says he has conscientious scruples--if you know what that means."
"He's a Philistine, that's all, eh?" offered Haynerd.
Doctor Siler nodded genially. "I am like my friend, Reverend Edward
Hull, who says--"
"There!" interrupted Morton. "Your friend has a life job molding the
plastic minds of prospective preachers, and he doesn't want to lose
the sinecure. I don't blame him. Got a wife and babies depending on
him. He still preaches hell-fire and the resurrection of the flesh,
doesn't he? Well, in that case we can dispense with his views, for
we've sent that sort of doctrine to the ash heap."
Reverend Moore opened his mouth as if to protest; but Hitt prevented
him by taking the floor and plunging at once into his subject. "The
hour is very late," he said in apology, "and we have much ground to
cover. Who knows when we shall meet again?"
Carmen stole a hand beneath the table and grasped the Beaubien's. Then
all waited expectantly.
"As I sat in my office this morning," began Hitt meditatively, "I
looked often and long through the window and out over this great,
roaring city. Everywhere I saw tremendous activity, frantic hurry, and
nerve-racking strife. In the distance I marked the smoke curling
upward from huge factories, packing houses, and elevators. The
incessant seething, the rush and bustle, the noise, the heat, and
dust, all spelled business, an enormous volume of human business--and
yet, _not one iota of it contributed even a mite to the spiritual
nature and needs of mankind_!
"I pondered this long. And then I looked down, far down, into the
streets below. There I saw the same diversified activity. And I saw,
too, men and women, rich and comfortable, riding along happily in
their automobiles, with not a thought beyond their physical
well-being. But, I asked myself, should they not ride thus, if they
wish? And yet, the hour will soon come when sickness, disaster, and
death will knock at their doors and sternly bid them come out. And
then?"
"Just what I have sought to impress upon you whenever you advanced
your philosophical theories, Doctor," said Reverend Moore, turning to
Morton. The doctor glowered back at him without reply. Hitt smiled and
went on.
"Now what should the man in the automobile do? Is there anything he
_can_ do, after all? Yes, much, I think. Jesus told such as he to seek
first the kingdom of harmony--a demonstrable understanding of truth.
The automobile riding would follow after that, and with safety. Why,
oh, why, will we go on wasting our precious time acquiring additional
physical sensations in motor cars, amusement parks, travel, anywhere
and everywhere, instead of laboring first to acquire that real
knowledge which alone will set us free from the bitter woes of human
existence!"
"Jesus set us free, sir," interposed Reverend Moore sternly. "And his
vicarious atonement opens the door of immortality to all who believe
on his name."
"But that freedom, Mr. Moore, you believe will be acquired only after
death. I dispute that belief strenuously. But let us return to that
later. At present we see mankind laboring for that which even they
themselves admit is not meat. They waste their substance for what is
not bread. And why? Because of their false beliefs of God and man,
externalized in a viciously cruel social system; because of their
dependence upon the false supports of _materia medica_, orthodox
theology, man-devised creeds, and human opinions. Is it not
demonstrably so?
"And yet, who hath believed our report? Who wants to? Alas! men in our
day think and read little that is serious; and they reflect hardly at
all upon the vital things of life. They want to be let alone in their
comfortable materialistic beliefs, even though those beliefs rend
them, rive them, rack and twist them with vile, loathsome disease, and
then sink them into hideous, worm-infested graves! The human mind does
not want its undemonstrable beliefs challenged. It does not want the
light of unbiased investigation thrown upon the views which it has
accepted ready-made from doctor and theologian. Again, why? Because,
my friends, the human mind is inert, despite its seemingly tremendous
material activity. And its inertia is the result of its own
self-mesmerism, its own servile submission to beliefs which, as
Balfour has shown, have grown up under every kind of influence except
that of genuine evidence. Chief of these are the prevalent religious
beliefs, which we are asked to receive as divinely inspired."
Doctor Morton glanced at Reverend Moore and grinned. But that
gentleman sat stolid, with arms folded and a scowl upon his sharp
features.
"Religion," continued Hitt, "is that which binds us to the real. Alas!
what a farce mankind have made of it. And why? Because, in its mad
desire to make matter real and to extract all pleasures from it, the
human mind has tried to eliminate the soul."
"We have been having a bad spell of materialism, that's true,"
interposed Doctor Morton. "But we are progressing, I hope."
"Well," Hitt replied, "perhaps so. Yet almost in our own day France
put God out of her institutions; set up and crowned a prostitute as
the goddess of reason; and trailed the Bible through the streets of
Paris, tied to the tail of an ass! What followed? Spiritual
destitution. And in this country we have enthroned so-called physical
science, and, as Comte predicted, are about to conduct God to the
frontier and bow Him out with thanks for His provisional services.
With what result? As our droll philosopher, Hubbard, has said, 'Once
man was a spirit, now he is matter. Once he was a flame, now he is a
candlestick. Once he was a son of God, now he is a chemical formula.
Once he was an angel, now he is plain mud.'"
"But," exclaimed Reverend Moore, visibly nettled, "that is because of
his falling away from the Church--"
"My friend," said Hitt calmly, "he fell away from the Church because
he could not stagnate longer with her and be happy. Orthodox theology
has largely become mere sentimentalism. The average man has a horror
of being considered a namby-pamby, religiously weak, wishy-washy,
so-called Christian. It makes him ashamed of himself to stand up
in a congregation and sing 'My Jesus, I love Thee,' and 'In
mansions of glory and endless delight.' What does he know about
Jesus? And he is far more concerned about his little brick bungalow
and next month's rent than he is about celestial mansions. And I don't
blame him. No; he leaves religion to women, whom he regards as the
weaker sex. He turns to the ephemeral wisdom of human science--and,
poor fool! remains no wiser than before. And the women? Well, how
often nowadays do you hear the name of God on their lips? Is He
discussed in society? Is He ever the topic of conversation at
receptions and balls? No; that person was right who said that
religion 'does not rise to the height of successful gossip.' It
stands no show with the latest cabaret dance, the slashed skirt,
and the daringly salacious drama as a theme of discourse. Oh, yes,
we still maintain our innumerable churches. And, though religion is
the most vital thing in the world to us, we hire a preacher to talk
to us once a week about it! Would we hire men to talk once a week to
us about business? Hardly! But religion is far, far less important to
human thought than business--for the latter means automobiles and
increased opportunities for physical sensation."
"Well, Mr. Hitt," objected Doctor Siler, "I am sure this is not such a
godless era as you would make out."
"No," returned Hitt. "We have many gods, chief of whom is matter. The
world's acknowledged god is not spirit, despite the inescapable fact
that the motive-power of the universe is spiritual, and the only
action is the expression of thought.
"But now," he continued, "we have in our previous discussions made
some startling deductions, and we came to the conclusion that there is
a First Cause, and that it is infinite mind. But, having agreed upon
that, are we now ready to admit the logical corollary, namely, that
there can be but _one_ real mind? For that follows from the premise
that there is but one God who is infinite."
"Then we do not have individual minds?" queried Miss Wall.
"We have but the one mind, God," he replied. "There are not minds
many. The real man reflects God. Human men reflect the communal mortal
mind, which is the suppositional opposite of the divine mind that is
God. I repeat, the so-called human mind knows not God. It never sees
even His manifestations. It sees only its own interpretations of Him
and His manifestations. And these it sees as mental concepts. For all
things are mental. Could anything be plainer?"
"Well, they might be," suggested Doctor Siler.
Hitt laughed. "Well then," he said, "if you will not admit that all
things are mental--including the entire universe--you certainly are
forced to admit that your comprehension of things is mental."
"Agreed," returned the doctor.
"Then you will likewise have to admit that you are not concerned with
_things_, but with your comprehension of things."
"H'm, well--yes."
"And so, after all, you deal only with mental things--and everything
is mental to you."
"But--whence the human mind? Did God create it?" continued Doctor
Siler. "Did He, Mr. Moore?"
"The Bible states clearly that He created _all_ things," returned that
gentleman a little stiffly.
"My friends," resumed Hitt very earnestly, "we are on the eve of a
tremendous enlightenment, I believe. And for that we owe much to the
so-called 'theory of suppositional opposites.' We have settled to our
satisfaction that, although mankind believe themselves to be dependent
upon air, food, and water for existence, nevertheless they are really
dependent upon something vastly finer, which is back of those things.
That 'something' we call God, for it is good. Matthew Arnold said that
the only thing that can be verified about God is that He is 'the
eternal power that makes for righteousness.' Very well, we are almost
willing to accept that alone--for that carries infinite implications.
It makes God an eternal, spiritual power, omnipotent as an influence
for good. It makes Him the infinite patron, so to speak, of
right-thinking. And we know that thought is creative. So it makes Him
the sole creative force.
"But," he continued, "force, or power, is not material. God by very
necessity is mind, including all intelligence. And His operations are
conducted according to the spiritual law of evolution. Oh, yes,
evolution is not a theory, it is a fact. God, infinite mind, evolves,
uncovers, reveals, unfolds, His numberless eternal ideas. These
reflect and manifest Him. The greatest of these is the one that
includes all others and expresses and reflects Him perfectly. That we
call man. That is the man who was 'made'--revealed, manifested--in
His image and likeness. There is no other image and likeness of God.
Moreover, God has always existed, and always will. So His ideas,
including real man, have had no beginning. They were not created, as
we regard creation, but have been unfolded.
"All well and good, so far. But now we come to the peculiar part,
namely, the fact that _reality seems always to have its shadow in
unreality_. Every positive seems to have a negative. The magnet has
its opposite poles, one positive, the other negative. Jesus had his
Nero. Truth has its opposing falsities. At the lowest ebb of the
world's morals appeared the Christ. The Christian religion springs
from the soil of a Roman Emperor's blood-soaked gardens. And so it
goes. Harmony opposed by discord. Errors hampering the solving of
mathematical problems. Spirit opposed by matter. Which is real? That
which stands the test of demonstration as to permanence, I say with
Spencer.
"And now we learn that it is the _communal mortal mind_ that stands as
the opposite and negative of the infinite mind that is God, and that
it is but a supposition, without basis of real principle or fact. It
has its law of evolution, too, and evolves its types in human beings
and animals, in mountain, tree, and stream. All material nature, in
fact, is but the manifestation, or reflection, of this communal mortal
mind.
"But, though God had no beginning, and will have no ending, this
communal mortal mind, on the contrary, did have a seeming beginning,
and will end its pseudo-existence. It seemingly began as a mental
mist. It seemingly evolved form and became active. It seemingly
evolved its universe, and its earth as its lower stratum. It made its
firmament, and it gradually filled its seas with moving things that
manifested its idea of life. Slowly, throughout inconceivable eons of
time, it unrolled and evolved, until at last, through untold
generations of stupid, sluggish, often revolting animal forms, it
began to evolve a type of mind, a crude representation of the mind
that is God, and manifesting its own concept of intelligence. That
type was primitive man.
"Now what was this communal mortal mind doing? Counterfeiting divine
mind, if I may so express it. Evolving crude imitative types. But
types that were without basis of principle, and so they passed
away--the higher forms died, the lower disintegrated. Aye, death came
into the world because of sin, for the definition of sin is the
Aramaic word which Jesus used, translated '_hamartio_,' which means
'missing the mark.' The mortal mind missed the mark. And so its types
died. And so they still die to-day. Yes, sin came through Adam, for
Adam is the name of the communal mortal mind.
"Well, ages and ages passed, reckoned in the human mind concept of
time. The evolution was continually toward a higher and ever higher
type. Why? The influence of divine mind was penetrating it.
Paleolithic man still died, because he did not have enough real
knowledge in his mortal mind to keep him from missing the mark. He
probably had no belief in a future life, for he did not bury his dead
after the manner of those who later manifested this belief. But, after
the lapse of centuries, Neolithic man was found manifesting such a
belief. What has happened? This: the mortal mind was translating the
divine idea of immortality into its own terms and thus expressing it.
"Ages rolled on. The curtain began to rise upon what we call human
history. The idea of a power not itself began to filter through the
mist of mortal mind, and human beings felt its influence, the
influence that makes for righteousness. And then, at last, through the
mortal mind there began to filter the idea of the one God. The people
who best reflected this idea were the ancient Israelites. They called
themselves the 'chosen' people. Their so-called minds were, as Carmen
has expressed it, like window-panes that were a little cleaner than
the others. They let a bit more of the light through. God is light,
you know, according to the Scriptures. And little by little they began
to record their thoughts regarding their concept of the one God. These
writings became sacred to them. And soon they were seeing their God
manifested everywhere, and hearing His voice in every sound of Nature.
And as they saw, they wrote. And thus began that strange and mighty
book, the Bible, _the record of the evolution of the concept of God in
the human mind_."
"Do you mean to say that the Bible was not given by inspiration?"
demanded Reverend Moore.
"No," replied Hitt. "This filtering process that I have been speaking
about _is_ inspiration. Every bit of truth that comes to you or me
to-day comes by inspiration--the breathing in--of the infinite mind
that is truth.
"And so," he went on, "we have those reflections of the communal
mortal mind which we call the Israelites recording their thoughts and
ideas. Sometimes they recorded plain fact; sometimes they wrapped
their moral teachings in allegories and fables. Josephus says of Moses
that he wrote some things enigmatically, some allegorically, and the
rest in plain words, since in his account of the first chapter of
Genesis and the first three verses of the second he gives no hint of
any mystery at all. But when he comes to the fourth verse of the
second chapter he says Moses, after the seventh day was over, began
to talk philosophically, and so he understood the rest of the second
and third chapters in some enigmatical and allegorical sense. Quite
so, it appears to me, for the writer, whoever he was, was then
attempting the impossible task of explaining the enigma of evil, the
origin of which is associated always with the dust-man."
"You deny the truth of the account of the creation as given in the
second chapter of Genesis, do you?" asked Reverend Moore. "You deny
that man was tempted and fell?"
"Well," said Hitt, smiling, "of course there is no special reason for
denying that serpents may have talked, millions and millions of years
ago. In fact, they still have rudimentary organs of speech--as do most
animals. Perhaps they all talked at one time. Snakes developed in the
Silurian Era, some twenty million years ago. In the vast intervening
stretch of time they may have lost their power to talk. But, as for
the second chapter of Genesis, Moses may or may not have written it.
Indeed, he may not have written the first. We do not know. The book of
Genesis shows plainly that it is a composite of several books by
various authors. I incline to the belief that some more materialistic
hand and mind than Moses's composed that second chapter. However that
may be, it is a splendid example of the human mind's crude attempt to
interpret the spiritual creation in its own material terms. It in a
way represents the dawning upon the human mind of the idea of the
spiritual creation. For when finite sense approaches the infinite it
must inevitably run into difficulties with which it can not cope; it
must meet problems which it can not solve, owing to its lack of a
knowledge of the infinite principle involved. That's why the world
rejected the first account of the creation and accepted the second,
snake-story, dust-man, apple tree, and all."
"Hitt!" exclaimed Haynerd, his eyes wide agape. "You're like a
story-book! Go on!"
"Wait!" interrupted Miss Wall. "We know that man appeared on this
earth in comparatively recent times. For millions and millions of
years before he was evolved animals and vegetables had been dying. Now
was their death due to sin? If so, whose?"
"Assuredly," returned Hitt. "Your difficulty arises from the fact that
we are accustomed to associate sin with human personality. But
remember, the physical universe has been evolved from the communal
mortal mind. It represents 'negative truth.' It has been dying from
the very beginning of its seeming existence, for its seeming existence
alone is sin. The vegetables, the animals, and now the men, that have
been evolved from it, and that express it and reflect and manifest
it, must die, necessarily, because the so-called mind from which they
evolve is not based upon the eternal, immortal principle, God. And so
it and they miss the mark, and always have done so. You must cease to
say, Whose sin? Remember that the sin is inherent in the so-called
mind that is expressed by things material. The absence of the
principle which is God is sin, according to the Aramaic word,
translated '_hamartio_,' which Jesus used. The most lowly cell that
swam in the primeval seas manifested the communal mortal mind's sin,
and died as a consequence."
"In other words, it manifested a supposition, as opposed to truth?"
"Its existence was quite suppositional," replied Hitt. "It did not
manifest life, but a material sense of existence. The subjective
always determines the objective. And so the communal mortal mind,
so-called, determined these first lowly material and objective forms
of existence. They were its phenomena, and they manifested it.
Different types now manifest it, after long ages. But all are equally
without basis of principle, all are subject to the mortal law that
everything material contains within itself the elements for its own
destruction, and all must pass away. In our day we are dealing with
the highest type of mortal mind so far evolved, the human man. He,
too, knows but one life, human life, the mortal-mind sense of
existence. His human life is demonstrably only a series of states of
material consciousness, states of thought-activity. The classification
and placing of these states of consciousness give him his sense of
time. The positing of his mental concepts give him his sense of space.
His consciousness is a thought-activity, externalizing human opinions,
ideas, and beliefs, not based on truth. This consciousness--or
supposititious human mind--is very finite in nature, and so is
essentially self-centered. It attributes its fleshly existence to
material things. It believes that its life depends upon its fleshly
body; and so it thinks itself in constant peril of losing it. It goes
further, and believes that there are multitudes of other human minds,
each having its own human, fleshly existence, or life, and each
capable of doing it and one another mortal injury. It believes that it
can be deprived by its neighboring mortal minds of all that it needs
for its sustenance, and that it can improve its own status at their
expense, and vice versa. It is filled with fears--not knowing that God
is infinite good--and its fears become externalized as disaster, loss,
calamity, disease, and death at last. Perhaps its chief characteristic
is mutability. It has no basis of principle to rest upon, and so it
constantly shifts and changes to accord with its own shifting thought.
There is nothing certain about it. It is here to-day, and gone
to-morrow."
"Pretty dismal state of affairs!" Haynerd was heard to mutter.
"Well, Ned," said Hitt, "there is this hope: human consciousness
always refers its states to something. And that 'something' is real.
It is infinite mind, God, and its infinite manifestation. The human
mind still translates or interprets God's greatest idea, Man, as 'a
suffering, sinning, troubled creature,' forgetting that this creature
is only a mental concept, and that the human mind is looking only at
its own thoughts, and that these thoughts are counterfeits of God's
real thoughts.
"Moreover, though the human mind is finite, and can not even begin to
grasp the infinite, the divine mind has penetrated the mist of error.
There is a spark of real reflection in every mortal. That spark can be
made to grow into a flame that will consume all error and leave the
real man revealed, a consciousness that knows no evil. There is now
enough of a spark of intelligence in the human, so-called mind to
enable it to lay hold on truth and grow out of itself. And there is no
excuse for not doing so, as Jesus said. If he had not come we wouldn't
have known that we were missing the mark so terribly."
"Well," observed Haynerd, "after that classification I don't see that
we mortals have much to be puffed up about!"
"All human beings, or mortals, Ned," said Hitt, "are interpretations
by the mortal mind of infinite mind's idea of itself, Man. These
interpretations are made in the human mind, and they remain posited
there. They differ from one another only in degree. All are false,
and doomed to decay. How, then, can one mortal look down with
superciliousness upon another, when all are in the same identical
class?"
Carmen's thoughts rested for a moment upon the meaningless existence
of Mrs. Hawley-Crowles, who had anchored her life in the shifting
sands of the flesh and its ephemeral joys.
"Now," resumed Hitt, "we will come back to the question of progress.
What is progress but the growing of the human mind out of itself under
the influence of the divine stimulus of demonstrable truth? And that
is made possible when we grasp the stupendous fact that the human,
mortal mind, including its man, is absolutely unreal and non-existent!
The human man changes rapidly in mind, and, consequently, in its lower
stratum, or expression, the body. For that reason he need not carry
over into to-day the old, false beliefs which were manifested by him
yesterday. If he leaves them in the past, they cease to be manifested
in his present or future. Thus he outgrows himself. Then, opening
himself to truth, he lays off the 'old man' and puts on the 'new.' He
denies himself--denies that there is any truth in the seeming reality
of the mortal, material self--as Jesus bade us do."
"He must make new thoughts, then?" said Miss Wall.
"No," replied Hitt. "Thought is not manufactured. God is eternal mind.
His ideas and the thoughts regarding them must always have existed.
His thoughts are infinite in number. He, as mind, is an inexhaustible
reservoir of thought. Now the human, mortal mind interprets His
thoughts, and so _seems_ to manufacture new thought. It makes new
interpretations, but not new thoughts. When you hear people chatting,
do you think they are manufacturing new thought? Not a bit of it! They
are but reflecting, or voicing, the communal so-called mortal mind's
interpretations of God's innumerable and real thoughts."
"And so," suggested Father Waite, "the more nearly correct our
interpretations of His thoughts are, the nearer we approach to
righteousness."
"Just so," returned Hitt. "There exist all sorts of real thoughts
about God's ideas. And these are good and eternal. But the human mind
makes likewise all sorts of erroneous translations of them. We shall
solve our problem of existence when we correctly interpret His
thoughts, and use them only. When the human mentality becomes attuned
or accustomed to certain thoughts, that kind flow into it readily from
the communal mortal mind. Some people think for years along certain
erroneous or criminal lines. Their minds are set in that direction,
and invite such a flow of thought. But were they to reverse the 'set,'
there would be a very different and better resulting externalization
in health, prosperity, and morals."
"I think I see," said Miss Wall. "And I begin to glimpse the true
mission of Jesus, and why he was ready to give up everything for it."
"Yes. And now a word further about the so-called mortal mind. For,
when we have collected and arranged all our data regarding it, we will
find ourselves in a position to begin to work out of it, and thereby
truly work out our salvation, even if with fear and trembling. I have
said in a previous talk that, judging by the deductions of the
physical scientists, everything seems about to leave the material
basis and turn into vibrations, and 'man changes with velocity' of
these. They tell us that all life depends upon water; that life began,
eons ago, in the primeval sea. True, the human sense of existence, as
I have said, began in the dark, primeval sea of mist, the deep and
fluid mortal mind, so-called. And that sense of existence most
certainly is dependent upon the fluid of mortal mind. Bichât has said
that 'life is the sum of the forces that resist death.' Spencer has
defined life as the 'continuous adjustment of internal to external
relations.' Very good, as applied to the human sense of life. The
human mind makes multitudes of mental concepts, and then struggles
incessantly to adjust itself to them, and at length gives up the
struggle, hopelessly beaten. Scientists tell us that life is due to a
continuous series of bodily ferments. The body is in a constant state
of ferment, and that gives rise to life. Good! We know that the human
mind is in a state of incessant ferment. The human mind is a
self-centered mass of writhing, seething, fermenting material thought.
And that fermentation is outwardly manifested in its concept of body,
and its material environment. The scientists themselves are rapidly
pushing matter back into the realm of the human mind. Bodily states
are becoming recognized as manifestations of mental states--not vice
versa, as has been ignorantly believed for ages. A prominent physician
told me the other day that many a condition of nervous prostration now
could be directly traced to selfishness. We know that hatred and anger
produce fatal poisons. The rattlesnake is a splendid example of that.
I am told that its poison and the white of an egg are formed of
_exactly the same amounts of the same elements_. The difference in
effect is the thought lying back of each."
"Well!" exclaimed Doctor Siler. "You don't pretend that the snake
thinks and hates--"
"Doctor," said Hitt, "for thousands upon thousands of years the human
race has been directing hatred and fear-thoughts toward the snake. Is
it any wonder that the snake is now poisonous? That it now reflects
back that poisonous thought to mankind?"
"But some are not poisonous, you know."
"Can we say how long they have not been so, or how soon our hatred
will make them all poisonous? Do you know, moreover, that sorrow,
remorse, all emotions, in fact, affect the perspiration that exudes
from the human body? Do you know that hatred will render human
perspiration the deadliest poison known to science? I am told that
in a few minutes of murderous hatred enough of this poisonous
perspiration is exuded from the human body to kill a man. And do
you know that the thought which manifests upon the body in such
deadly poison is just as deadly when sent into the mentality of a
human being? Think what the Church's deadly hatred of so-called
heretics has done in the last nineteen hundred years! Why, millions
have been killed by it alone! And in the name of Christ!
"But now," he said, consulting his watch, "I must go. Even a newspaper
man requires a little sleep. And I must make my apology for occupying
the floor to-night to the exclusion of you all. I have gradually been
filling up with these thoughts for some weeks, and I had to let them
out. Besides--"
"Mr. Hitt," interrupted Father Waite, "I shall soon be ready to report
on those questions of Bible research which you assigned to me."
"Ah, yes," replied Hitt. "Well, have you found that Jesus really was
an historical character, or not?"
"I think," said Carmen, "that he has found that it really matters
little whether there ever was such a person as the human man Jesus.
The Christ has always lived; and the Christ-principle which the man
Jesus is reported to have revealed to the world is with us, here, now,
and always. It is the principle, rather than the man Jesus, that
concerns us, is it not?"
"Miss Carmen," interposed Reverend Moore, "Jesus was the incarnate Son
of God, and your remarks concerning him are--"
"Slow up, Pat!" interrupted Doctor Morton. "I'll fight that out with
you on the way home. Come, the meeting's adjourned."
"We will take up that question in our next discussion," said Hitt.
"But, wait; Carmen must give us just a short song before we part."
The girl went immediately to the piano. As she passed Hitt, she
squeezed his hand. A few minutes later the little group dispersed,
with the melody of the girl's voice trembling in their souls.
CHAPTER 8
For several days Ames reflected, and waited. Judging by the data which
he was able to secure, the Express was eating up money at a fearful
pace. To continue at that rate meant certain financial disaster in the
near future. And yet the publishers of the rejuvenated sheet seemed
never to count the cost of their experiment. Already they had begun
the introduction of innovations that were startling and even
mirth-provoking to staid, conservative publishers in the journalistic
field. To survive the long period necessary for the education of the
public taste to such things as the Express stood for demanded a source
of income no less permanent than La Libertad itself. But at this
thought Ames chuckled aloud.
Then an idea occurred to him. The Beaubien, of course, in her
crippled financial condition was affording the Express no monetary
assistance. Carmen had nothing. Haynerd's few thousands were long
since dissipated. Hitt's income was measured. But--ah, Miss Wall! And
her estate was handled by Ames and Company! And handled, we may add,
in such a manner that Miss Wall knew naught regarding it, except that
she might draw upon it as one dips water from a hillside spring.
Thus Ames reflected. And as he meditated upon the new paper and its
promoters, there gradually formed within him a consuming desire to see
again the fair young girl who had drawn him so strongly, despite his
mountainous wrath and his flaming desire to crush her when she boldly
faced him in his own house on the night of his grand reception. Why
had he let her escape him then? He had been a fool! True, women had
meant little to him, at least in the last few years. But this girl had
seemed to stir within him new emotions, or those long slumbering. He
knew not, coarsely materialistic as was his current thought, that in
him, as in all who came within the radius of her pure affection, she
had swept chords whose music he had never heard before.
Days passed, while Ames still mused. And then one morning he took down
the receiver and called up the office of the Express.
No, Mr. Hitt was not there--but this was his assistant. And:
"You didn't want to see Mr. Hitt, did you? You wanted to see me. Well,
you may come over."
Ames nearly dropped the receiver in his astonishment. In the first
place, the girl had read his thought; and in the second, he was not
accustomed to being told that he might go to see people--they came
cringing to him.
"You may come at twelve-fifteen," continued the clear, firm voice.
"And remain a half hour; I'm very busy."
Ames put down the instrument and looked about, thankful that no one
was there to comment on his embarrassment. Then he leaned back in his
chair and went slowly over in thought the experiences of that eventful
night in his house. Why, this slip of a girl--a half-breed Indian at
best--this mere baby--! But he glanced up at the great electric wall
clock, and wished it were then twelve-fifteen.
* * * * *
At noon Ames, jauntily swinging his light walking stick, strolled
casually into the office of the Express. His air was one of supreme
confidence in his own powers. He was superhuman, and he knew it. And
the knowledge rendered him unafraid of God, man, or beast. He had met
and conquered everything mundane, excepting this young girl. But that
thought was now delightful to him. In her he had unearthed a real
novelty, a ceaseless interest. She reminded him of a beautiful kitten.
She scratched and nettled him; but she was as nothing in his grasp.
The first thing that impressed him on entering the office was the air
of prosperity which hung over the place. The environment, he mentally
commented, was somewhat unusual for a newspaper plant. Order, quiet,
and cleanliness were dominant notes in the prevailing harmony. He
first walked back into the pressroom to see if the same conditions
prevailed there. Then he retraced his steps, and at length came to a
halt before a door bearing the inscription, "Miss Ariza," on the
glass. Turning the knob, he peered curiously in.
The room was small, but light and airy. Its furnishings were new, and
its walls had been freshly tinted. A few pictures of good quality hung
about them. A handsome rug lay upon the floor. At the desk, bending
over a new typewriter, sat Carmen.
"I beg pardon," said Ames, hesitating in the doorway.
The girl glanced up quickly. "Oh, come in," she said. "I was expecting
you."
He entered and took the chair indicated. "You don't mind if I finish
this article, do you?" she said, bending again to her work. "It's got
to go to the compositors right away."
"Certainly--don't stop," replied Ames easily. "When we talk I want
your undivided attention."
"Oh, you're sure to get it," she returned, laughing. And Ames wondered
just what she meant.
He sat back in his chair and watched her closely. How wondrous fair
she was! Yet, there was just a slight tint in her skin, he thought.
Perhaps the report that she was a mulatto was not wholly unfounded,
although the strain must have been greatly mixed. How simply she was
dressed. He remembered her in her beautiful ball gown. He thought he
preferred this. How rapidly her fingers sped over the keys. And what
fingers! What a hand! He wanted to bend over and take it in his own.
Then he suddenly remembered what the Beaubien had once told him--that
she always seemed to be a better woman in this girl's presence.
But--what changes had come since then! Could he go on persecuting the
harassed woman? But he wouldn't, if--
"There!" said the girl, with what seemed to be a little sigh of
relief. She pressed a button, and handed the typewritten sheets to the
boy who responded. Then, turning to Ames:
"You've come to apologize, haven't you? But you needn't. I'm not a bit
offended. I couldn't be, you know."
Apologize! Well, he certainly had not had any such intention when he
came in. In fact, he knew not just why he was there.
"You see, Congressman Wales didn't vote for the unaltered schedule.
And so everything's all right, isn't it?" she went on lightly.
Ames's face darkened. "No vote has been taken," he said, a dull anger
rising within him.
"Oh, you are mistaken," replied the girl. "The bill was voted out of
committee an hour ago. That's what I was writing up. Here's the wire,
showing the alterations made. Mr. Wales voted for them."
Ames read the message, and handed it back. Beyond the clouding of his
features he gave no indication of his feelings.
"So, you see," continued the girl, "that incident is closed--for all
time, isn't it?"
He did not reply for some moments. Then:
"Rather odd, isn't it?" he commented, turning quite away from that
subject, and glancing about, "that one with the high ideals you
profess should be doing newspaper work."
"Just the contrary," she quickly returned. "There is nothing so
practical as the ideal, for the ideal is the only reality."
"Well, just what, may I ask, are you trying to do here?" he
continued.
"Run a newspaper on a basis of _practical_ Christianity," she
answered, her eyes dancing. "Just as all business will have to be
conducted some day."
He leaned back and laughed.
"It is funny, isn't it?" she said, "to the carnal mind."
The laughter abruptly ceased, and he looked keenly at her. But there
was no trace of malice in her fair face as she steadily returned the
look.
"Has it paid yet?" he asked in a bantering tone.
"Splendidly!" she exclaimed.
"H'm! Well, I'll wager you won't get a dollar back on your investment
for years."
"A dollar! No, nor perhaps a penny! We are not measuring our profits
in money!"
"And your investment--let's see," he mused, trying to draw her out.
"You've put into this thing a couple of hundred thousand, eh?"
She smiled. "I'll tell you," she said, "because money is the only
measure you have for estimating the worth of our project. Mr. Hitt has
put more than that amount already into the Express."
"Well! well! Quite a little for you people to lose, eh?"
"You will have to change your tone if you remain here, Mr. Ames," she
answered quietly. "We talk only prosperity in this office."
"Prosperity! In the face of overwhelming debts! That's good!" he
laughed.
She looked at him closely for a moment. "Debts?" she said in a low
voice. "_You_ speak of debts? You who owe your fellow-men what you can
never, never repay? Why, Mr. Ames, there is no man in this whole wide
world, I think, who is so terribly, hopelessly in debt as you!"
"I? My dear girl! Why, I don't owe a dollar to any man!"
"No?" she queried, bending a little closer to him. "You do not owe
Madam Beaubien the money you are daily filching from her? You do not
owe poor Mr. Gannette the money and freedom of which you robbed him?
You do not owe anything to the thousands of miners and mill hands who
have given, and still give, their lives for you? You do not owe for
the life which you took from Mrs. Hawley-Crowles? You do not owe for
the souls which you have debauched in your black career? For the human
wreckage which lies strewn in your wake? You do not owe Mr. Haynerd
for the Social Era which you stole from him?"
Ames remained rigid and quiet while the girl spoke. And when she had
finished, and they sat looking squarely into each other's eyes, the
silence was like that which comes between the sharp click of lightning
and the crash of thunder which follows. If it had been a man who thus
addressed him, Ames would have hurled him to the floor and trampled
him. As it was, he rose slowly, like a black storm-cloud mounting
above the horizon, and stood over the girl.
She looked up into his face dauntlessly and smiled. "Sit down," she
quietly said. "I've only begun. Don't threaten, please," she
continued. "It wouldn't do any good, for I am not a bit afraid of you.
Sit down."
A faint smile began to play about Ames's mouth. Then he twitched his
shoulders slightly. "I--I got up," he said, with an assumption of
nonchalance, "to--to read that--ah, that motto over there on the
wall." He went slowly to it and, stooping, read aloud:
"Lift up the weak, and cheer the strong,
Defend the truth, combat the wrong!
You'll find no scepter like the pen
To hold and sway the hearts of men."
"That was written by your Eugene Field," offered the girl. "Now read
the one on the opposite side. It is your _Tekel Upharsin_."
He went to the one she indicated, and read the spiritual admonition
from Bryant:
"Leave the vain, low strife
That makes men mad--the tug for wealth and power--
The passions and the cares that wither life,
And waste its little hour."
"Now," continued the girl, "that is only a suggestion to you of the
real handwriting on the wall. I put it there purposely, knowing that
some day you would come in here and read it."
Ames turned and looked at her in dumb wonder, as if she were some
uncanny creature, possessed of occult powers. Then the significance of
her words trickled through the portals of his thought.
"You mean, I suppose," he said, "that if I am not persuaded by the
second motto I shall feel the force of the first, as it sways you,
eh?"
"I mean, Mr. Ames," she replied steadily, "that the world is entering
upon a new era of thought, and that your carnal views and methods
belong to a day that is past. This century has no place for them; it
wearies of the things you represent; you are the epitome of that evil
which must have its little hour of night before the reality dawns."
He regarded her intently for some moments. "Am I to understand," he
asked, "that the Express, under its new management, is about to turn
muck-raker, and shovel mud at us men of wealth?"
"We are not considering the Express now, Mr. Ames," she replied. "It
is I alone who am warning you."
"Do Hitt and Haynerd bring against me the charges which you voiced a
moment ago? And do you intend to make the columns of your paper spicy
with your comments on my character and methods? I verily believe you
are declaring war!"
"We are in the business of declaring truth, Mr. Ames," she said
gently. "The Express serves all people. It will not shield you when
you are the willing tool of evil, nor will it condone your methods at
any price."
"War, eh? Very well," he replied with a bantering smile. "I came over
here this noon to get the policy of your paper. I accept your
challenge."
"Our challenge, Mr. Ames," she returned, "is the challenge which evil
always finds in good. It is perpetual."
"Fine!" he exclaimed. "I like a good enemy, and an honest one. All
right, marshal your forces. Who's your general, Hitt or Haynerd?"
"God," she answered simply.
For an instant the man was taken back. Then he recovered himself, and
laughed.
"Do you know," he said, bending close to her, "I admire you _very_
much. You are a splendid little fighter. Now let's see if we can't get
together on terms of peace. The world hasn't used you right, and I
don't blame you for being at odds with it. I've wanted to talk with
you about this for some time. The pin-headed society hens got jealous
and tried to kill you. But, if you'll just say the word, I'll set you
right up on the very pinnacle of social prestige here. I'll take you
by the hand and lead you down through the whole crowd of 'em, and
knock 'em over right and left! I'll make you the leading woman of the
city; I'll back the Express; we'll make it the biggest newspaper in
the country; I'll make you and your friends rich and powerful; I'll
put you in the place that is rightfully yours, eh? Will you let me?"
He was bending ever nearer, and his hand closed over hers when he
concluded. His eyes were looking eagerly into her face, and a smile,
winning, enticing, full of meaning, played about his lips. His voice
had dropped to a whisper.
Carmen returned his smile, but withdrew her hand. "I'll join you," she
said, "on one condition."
"Name it!" he eagerly cried.
"That you obey me."
"Well--and what does that mean?"
"Go; sell that thou hast; and give to the poor. Then come, take up the
cross, and follow--my leader."
He straightened up, and a sneer curled his lips. "I suppose," he
coarsely insinuated, "that you think you now have material for an
illuminating essay on my conversation."
"No," she said gently. "It is too dark to be illuminating."
The man's facial muscles twitched slightly under the sting, but he
retained his outward composure. "My dear girl," he said, "it probably
has not occurred to you that the world regards the Express as utterly
without excuse for existence. It says, and truly, that a wishy-washy
sheet such as it, with its devitalized, strained, and bolted reports
of the world's vivid happenings, deserves to go under from sheer lack
of interest. The experiment has been tried before, and has signally
failed. Money alone can keep your paper alive. But, say the word,
and--"
"And your money, as well as your business ideals, will be ours?" she
concluded for him.
He smiled and nodded.
"Mr. Ames," she said, "you have no ideals. No man who amasses millions
by taking advantage of the world's inhuman and pernicious social
system can have ideals worthy of the name. To apply your methods, your
thought, to the Express would result in sinking its moral tone into
the dust. As for your money--"
"Commit suicide, then!" cried the man, yielding to his rising anger.
"Let the Express go down, carrying you and your spineless associates
with it! But, remember, you will be the sole cause of its ruin, and
theirs!"
Carmen rose quietly and opened the office door. "Your half hour is up,
Mr. Ames," she said, glancing at the little clock on her desk; "and I
must return to my work."
For a moment the huge man stood looking down darkling upon the girl.
He would have given his soul if he could have clasped that slender
form in his arms! A sudden impulse assailed him, and bade him fall
upon his knees before her, and ask her forgiveness and guidance. She
stood waiting--perhaps just for that, and always with that same smile
into which no one had ever yet read aught but limitless love.
The telephone bell rang sharply. Carmen hastened to answer the call.
"Oh, yes, Mr. Hitt. Yes--yes--the cotton schedule was reported out
quite changed--yes, an hour ago!"
When she looked up, she was alone.
* * * * *
"Dearie," said the Beaubien at evening, as Carmen seated herself in
that woman's lap and wound her arms about her neck, "I am afraid for
you."
"Well, mother dearest," replied the girl, giving her a tighter
squeeze, "that is a sheer waste of time. If you haven't anything more
to occupy you than fear, you'd better come down to the office, and
I'll set you to work."
"But--you have defied him--as he says, declared war--"
"No, dearest, not that. It is the carnal mind, using him as a channel,
that has declared war against good. But evil is not power; nor has it
been given power by God. My one thought is this: Am I doing that which
will result in the greatest good to the greatest number? Am I loving
my neighbor as myself? Serving as I would be served? Not as evil would
want to be served, but as good. If my mental attitude is right, then
God's law becomes operative in all that I do, and I am protected.
Don't you see?"
"I know, dearie, but--there's the telephone! Oh, I do hope they don't
want you!"
Carmen answered the call, and returned with the announcement that
Haynerd was in distress. "Sidney Ames is--not there," she said. "He
was to report a meeting. Mr. Haynerd wanted Lewis. Now don't worry,
dearest; I--I won't go alone."
The girl had taken her coat and hat. A moment later she gave the
Beaubien a kiss, and hurried out into the night. In half an hour she
stood at Haynerd's desk.
"What are we going to do?" moaned that perturbed individual. "Here I
am, tied down, depending on Sid, and he's drunk!"
"Well, I'm here. What's the assignment?"
Haynerd looked up at her, and hesitated. "Mass meeting, over on the
East Side. Here's the address," taking up a slip of paper. "Open
meeting, I'm told; but I suspect it's an I. W. W. affair. Hello!" he
said, replying to a telephone call. "What's that? The Ames mills at
Avon closed down this afternoon? What's reason? Oh, all right. Call me
in an hour."
He hung up the receiver and turned to Carmen. "That's what this
meeting is about," he said significantly. "Four thousand hands
suddenly thrown out at the Avon mills. Dead of winter, too!"
Sidney Ames slouched into the editor's office and sank heavily into a
chair. Haynerd gave a despairing gesture. "Look here," he said, in
sudden desperation, "that fellow's got to be sobered up, now! Or
else--"
Another call came, this time from the Beaubien. Father Waite had just
come in. Could he take the assignment? Haynerd eagerly gave the
address over the 'phone, and bade him start at once.
"Now," he said, nodding at Carmen, and jerking his thumb over his
shoulder toward the intoxicated reporter, "it's up to you."
Carmen rose at once and went to the lad. "Come, Sidney," she said,
taking his hand.
The boy roused dully, and shuffled stupidly after the girl into her
own little office.
Carmen switched on the lights and closed the door. Then she went to
the limp, emaciated form crumpled up in a chair, and sat down beside
it.
"Sidney," she said, taking his hand, "there is but one habit--the
habit of righteousness. That is the habit that you are going to wear
now."
Outside, the typewriters clicked, the telephones tinkled, and the
linotypes snapped. There were quick orders; men came and went
hurriedly; but there was no noise, no confusion. Haynerd toiled like a
beaver; but his whole heart was in his work. He had found his niche.
Carmen's little room voiced the sole discordant note that night. And
as the girl sat there, holding the damp hand of the poor victim, she
thanked her God that the lad's true individuality was His pure
thought of him.
* * * * *
At dawn Sidney Ames awoke. A rosy-tinted glow lay over the little
room, and the quiet form at his side seemed an ethereal presence. A
gentle pressure from the hand that still clasped his brought a return
of his earthly sense, and he roused up.
"Miss Carmen! You--?"
"Yes, Sidney." The gentle voice sounded to him like distant music.
"I--you--you brought me in here last night--but--" His hands closed
about the little one that lay in his grasp. "You--haven't sat
here--with me--all night?"
"Yes, Sidney, all night."
With a low moan the boy buried his face in her arms, and burst into a
flood of bitter tears.
"It isn't real, Sidney," she whispered, twining an arm about his neck.
"It isn't real."
For some moments the lad sobbed out his shame and misery. Carmen
stroked his fair hair, and drew him closer to her, while tears of love
and pity coursed down her own cheeks.
Then, suddenly, the boy started up. "Don't touch me!" he cried,
struggling to his feet, while his eyes shone with a wild light.
He started for the door, but Carmen darted past him and stood with her
back against it, facing him. "Stop, Sidney!" she cried, holding her
hands against him. "It can't drive you! It is powerless! _God reigns
here!_"
She turned the lock as he hesitated; then took his arm and led him,
trembling and shivering, back to his chair.
"We are going to meet this, Sidney, you and I," she whispered, bending
over the shaking form.
The suffering lad shook his head and buried his face in his hands.
"You can't," he moaned; "you can't--I'm _gone!_" His voice died into a
tremble of hopeless despair, of utter surrender.
Carmen bit her lip. She had faced many trying situations in her brief
life-experience; but, though she met it with dauntless courage and
knew its source, the insidious suggestion now persisted that the eyes
of her people were upon her, and that by this would stand or fall
their faith. Aye, the world was watching her now, keen-eyed and
critical. Would she give it cause to say she could not prove her faith
by her works?
And then came the divine message that bade her "Know that I am
God!"--that bade her know that responsibility lay not upon her
shoulders, but upon the Christ for whom she was now called to
witness. To see, or permit the world to see, this mountainous error,
this heaped-up evil, as real and having power, meant a denial of the
Christ and utter defeat. It meant a weary retracing of her own steps,
and a long night of spiritual darkness to those whose eyes had been
upon her.
"Sidney," she said, turning to the sunken boy at her side, "you are
right, the old man _is_ gone. And now we are going to create 'new
heavens and a new earth, and the former shall not be remembered nor
come into mind'--as thought. Underneath are the everlasting arms, and
you have sunk down, down, down, until at last you rest upon them, and
you find that you haven't sunk at all, and that you couldn't possibly
get away from that infinite Love that is always drawing you to
itself!"
She put her arm again about the lad, and drew him toward her. "Listen,
Sidney dear, I am standing with you--and with me is omnipotent God!
His arm is not shortened, that it can not save you from the pit of
spiritual oblivion into which human thought would seem to make you
think you had fallen, engulfed by the senses."
The boy raised his head and looked at her through his bloodshot eyes.
"You don't know!" he whispered hoarsely; "you don't understand--"
"It is just because I _do_ understand, Sidney, that I am able to help
you," she interrupted quickly. "I understand it all."
"It--it isn't only whiskey--it's--" his head sank again--"it's--morphine!
And--God! it's got me!"
"It's got the false thought that seems to call itself 'you,'" she
said. "Well, let it have it! They belong together. Let them go. We'll
cling to them no longer, but shake them off for good. For good, I
said, Sidney--and that means, for _God_!"
"God?" he echoed. "I know no God! If there were a God, I shouldn't be
where I am now."
"Then I will know it for you," she softly answered. "And you are now
right where you belong, in Him. And His love is about you."
"Love!" He laughed bitterly. "Love! I never knew what it meant. My
parents didn't teach it to their children. And when I tried to learn,
my father kicked me into the street!"
"Then, Sidney, I'll teach you. For I am in the world just to show what
love will do."
"My father--it's his fault--all his fault!" cried the boy, flaring up
and struggling to rise. "God! I hate him--hate him! It's his fault
that I'm a sot and a drug fiend!"
"It is hate, Sidney, that manifests in slavery, in sodden brains, and
shaking nerves. You don't hate your father; the hate is against your
thought of him; and that thought is all wrong. We're going to correct
it."
"I used to drink--some, when I lived at home," the boy went on, still
dwelling on the thoughts that held him chained. "But he could have
saved me. And then I fell in love--I thought it was love, but it
wasn't. The woman was--she was years older than I. When she left the
city, I followed her. And when I found out what she was, and came back
home, my father threw me out--cut me off--God!"
"Never mind, Sidney," the girl whispered. "It isn't true anyway." But
she realized that the boy must voice the thoughts that were tearing
his very soul, and she suffered him, for it uncovered to her the
hidden sources of his awful malady.
"And then I drank, drank, drank!" he moaned. "And I lay in the
gutters, and in brothels, and--then, one day, Carlson told me to come
and work for him. He thought I could straighten up. And so I went to a
doctor, and he--God curse him!--he injected morphine into my arm to
sober me. And that taught me that I could drink all I wanted to, and
sober up on morphine. But then I learned--I found--"
He stopped, and began to fumble in his pockets. His eyes became wilder
as he searched.
"Where is it?" he cried, turning fiercely upon the girl. "Did you take
it from me? Give it to me--_quick_!" He caught her wrist and twisted
it painfully. His voice became a scream.
_"God is everywhere!"_ flashed through the girl's thought. "I am not
afraid to see evil seem to have power!" Then aloud: "I know what you
are searching for, Sidney. Yes, I have it. Listen, and I will give it
to you. You are searching for help. No, it isn't in morphine tablets.
It is in love--right here--the Christ-principle, that is bigger far
than the demons that seem to tear you! I have _all_ power from God,
and you, evil, _can not touch me_!"
The boy started at the ringing voice, and loosened his grasp. Then he
sank back into his chair, shaking as with palsy.
"Sidney!" she cried, seizing his hand. "Rise, and stand with me! We
don't have to struggle--we don't have to fight--we only have to
_know_. All that you are wrestling with is the world-wide belief that
there is a power apart from God! _There is none!_ Any claim that there
is such a power is a lie! I have proved it! You and I will prove it
again! There is no power or intelligence in whiskey or morphine! I
have been sent to help you! The Christ-principle will save you! There
is nothing beyond its reach, not even your problem!
"It is a problem, that's all, Sidney," she went on, as he became
calmer. "And I have the solution. Will you put yourself in my charge,
in my care, and let me meet it for you?" She bent over him and looked
eagerly into his drawn face.
"We are not going to fight," she continued. "We are not going to
resist evil as the world does, and so make it real. I know, dear, just
how pressing your need is. I know, and I understand. I know how
awfully real it seems to you. But trust me, as I trust the Christ. For
_victory is inevitable_!"
For a few moments they sat together, hand in hand. The boy seemed to
have been stunned. Then Carmen rose. "Come," she said. "I am going to
take you home with me. I am going to keep you right with me, right
under my thought. I'm going to be the mirror, constantly with you,
that reflects infinite love to you every moment. Come; your problem is
mine now. The burden of proof rests upon me. Don't think of anything
else now, excepting that God has your hand and is leading you."
She took his arm and drew him, unresisting, yet uncomprehending, to
the door. As she opened it, she looked up into his face and smiled.
The boy choked, and turned back.
"No!" she cried, shifting her grasp to his hand. "No; you are mine
now! And I shall not turn you over to yourself again until the problem
is solved!"
Hitt met them as they came out of the room. "Well," he said, "I've
kept Madam Beaubien informed as well as I could. But she's been
worried. Where are you going?"
"Home," she said simply. "We'll be back at three--perhaps."
* * * * *
But at three that afternoon the Beaubien telephoned to Hitt that
Carmen would not be down.
"She will not leave the boy," the woman said. "She holds him--I don't
know how. And I know he is trying desperately to help her. But--I
never saw any one stand as she does! Lewis is here, but he doesn't
interfere. We're going to put a bed in his room, and Sidney will sleep
there. Yes, I'll keep you informed. Tell Ned, won't you?"
Haynerd stormed; but the tempest was all on the surface. "I know, I
know," he said, in reply to Hitt's explanation. "That boy's life is
more to her than a million newspapers, or anything else in the
universe just at present. She'll win! The devil can't look her in the
face! I--I wish I were--What are you standing there for? Go 'long and
get to work!"
In the little Beaubien cottage that afternoon the angry waves of human
fear, of human craving, of hatred, wrath, and utter misery mounted
heaven-high, and fell again. Upon them walked the Christ. As the
night-shadows gathered, Sidney Ames, racked and exhausted, fell into a
deep sleep. Then Carmen left his bedside and went into the little
parlor, where sat the Beaubien and Father Waite.
"Here," she said, handing a hypodermic needle and a vial of tablets to
the latter. "He didn't use them. And now," she continued, "you must
work with me, and stand--firm! Sidney's enemies are those of his own
mental household. It is our task to drive them out. We have got to
uproot from his consciousness the thought that alcohol and drugs are a
power. Hatred and self-condemnation, as well as self-love, voiced in a
sense of injury, are other mental enemies that have got to be driven
out, too. There is absolutely _no_ human help! It is all mental, every
bit of it! You have got to know that, and stand with me. We are going
to prove the Christ-principle omnipotent with respect to these seeming
things.
"But," she added, after a moment's pause, "you must not watch this
error so closely that it can't get away. Don't watch it at all! For if
you do, you make a reality of it--and then, well--"
"The case is in your hands, Carmen," said Father Waite gently. "We
know that Jesus would cure this boy instantly, if he were here--"
"Well--the Christ _is_ here!" cried the girl, turning upon him. "Put
away your 'ifs' and 'buts.' Stand, and _know_!"
The man bowed before the rebuke. "And these," he said, holding out the
needle and vial, "shall we have further use for them?"
"It will be given us what we are to do and say," she returned. "The
case rests now with God."
CHAPTER 9
Four weeks from that crisp morning when Carmen led the bewildered,
stupified lad to her home, she and Sidney sat out upon the little
porch of the cottage, drinking in the glories of the winter sun.
January was but half spent, and the lad and girl were making the most
of the sudden thaw before the colder weather which had been predicted
might be upon them.
What these intervening weeks had been to Carmen, none might have
guessed as she sat there with the sunlight filtering in streamlets of
gold through her brown hair. But their meaning to the boy might have
been read with ease in the thin, white face, turned so constantly
toward his fair companion. They were deeply, legibly written there,
those black nights, when he would dash out into the hall, determined
to break through the windows of the nearest dram shop and drink,
drink, drink, until the red liquor burst from his eyes, his mouth, his
nostrils! Those ghastly nights, when Carmen would stand before him,
her arms outspread across the door, and beat back the roaring devils
within him! Those long days of agonized desire for the vicious drug
which had sapped his manhood! Those fell hours, when low curses poured
from his burning lips upon her and upon all mankind! Those cold,
freezing sweats, and the dry, cracking fever! Those hours when, with
Carmen always by his side, he tramped mile after mile through drifts
and ice, until he dropped at length from sheer exhaustion, only to
awake, hours later, to find that the girl had brought him home, safe,
unharmed!--
And then, oh, the "Peace, be still!" which he began to hear, faint at
first, but growing in volume, until, at last, it became a mighty,
thunderous command, before which the demons paled and slunk away,
never to return! Oh, the tears of agony that had given way to tears of
joy, of thanksgiving! Oh, the weakness that had been his strength!
And, oh, the devotion of this fair girl--aye, and of her associates,
too--but all through her! Had she proved her God before the eyes of
the world? That she had! Day after day, clad in the impenetrable armor
of her love, she had stood at this struggling lad's side, meeting the
arrows of death with her shield of truth! Night after night she had
sat by his couch, her hand crushed in his desperate grasp, flouting
the terror that stalked before his delirious gaze! What work she had
done in those long weeks, none would ever know; but the boy himself
knew that he had emerged from the valley of the shadow of death with a
new mind, and that she had walked with him all the dark, cloud-hung
way.
As they sat there in the bright sunlight that morning, their thought
was busy with the boy's future. Old plans, old ambitions, had seemed
to lift with the lifting of the mortal curse which had rested upon
him, and upward through the ashes of the past a tender flower of hope
was pushing its way. He was now in a new world. The last tie which
bound him to his family had been severed by his own father two weeks
before, when the shadow of death fell athwart his mother's brilliant
path. Mrs. J. Wilton Ames, delicate in health when recalled from
abroad, and still suffering from the fatigue of the deadly social
warfare which had preceded her sudden flight from her husband's
consuming wrath, had failed to rally from the indisposition which
seized her on the night of the grand Ames reception. For days she
slowly faded, and then went quickly down under a sharp, withering
attack of pneumonia. A few brief weeks after the formal opening of the
Ames palace its mistress had sighed away her blasted hopes, her vain
desires, her petty schemes of human conquest and revenge, and had gone
to face anew her problems on another plane of mortal thought. It was
rumored by the servants that, in her last hours, when she heard the
rustle of the death angel's wings beside her, a great terror had
stricken her, and she had called wildly for that son whom she had
never cared to know. It was whispered that she had begged of her
husband to seek the lad and lead him home; that she had pleaded with
him to strive, with the boy, to find the better things of life; that
she had begged him to warn and be warned of her present sufferings, as
she lay there, stripped of every earthly aid, impoverished in heart,
in soul, in mind, with her hands dusty and begrimed with the ashes of
this life's mocking spoils. How true these rumors, none might say.
What truth lay hidden in her mad ravings about the parentage of
Carmen, and her confused, muttered references to Monsignor Lafelle, no
one knew. But of those who stood about her bedside there was none who
could gainsay the awed whisperings of the servants that this haughty
leader of the great city's aristocracy had passed from this life into
the darkness beyond in pitiable misery and terror.
The news of his mother's death had come at a time when the boy was
wild with delirium, at an hour when Waite, and Hitt, and Carmen stood
with him in his room and strove to close their ears against the
shrieking of the demon that was tearing him. Hitt at once called up
Willett, and asked for instructions. A few minutes later came the
message that the Ames house was forever barred against the wayward
son. And it was not until this bright winter morning, when the lad
again sat clothed and in his right mind, that Carmen had gently broken
the news to him.
"I never knew her," the boy had said at length, rousing from his
meditations. "Few of the rich people's children know their parents. I
was brought up by nurses and tutors. I never knew what it was to put
my arms around my mother, and kiss her. I used to long to, at times.
And often I would plan to surprise her by suddenly running into her
arms and embracing her. But then, when I would see her, she was always
so far away, so cold, so beautifully dressed. And she seldom spoke to
me, or to Kathleen, until we were grown up. And by that time I was
running wild. And then--then--"
"There!" admonished Carmen, reaching over and taking his hand. "That's
in our little private cemetery, you know. The old error is dead, and
we are not going to dig it up and rehearse it, are we?"
He smiled wanly. "I'm like a little baby," he said sadly. "I'm just
beginning to live. And you are my mother, the only one I've ever
known."
Carmen laughed merrily. "Let me be your sister," she said. "We are so
near of an age, you know."
He raised her hand to his lips. "You are my angel," he murmured. "My
bright, beautiful angel. What would I have been without you!"
"Now, Sidney!" she warned, holding up a finger. "What have I told you
so often that Jesus said? 'Of mine own self I can do nothing.' Nor can
I, Sidney dear. It was--" her voice sank to a whisper--"it was the
Christ-principle. It worked through him as a channel; and it worked
through me."
"You're going to teach me all about that," he said, again pressing her
hand to his lips. "You won't cast me adrift yet, will you, little
sister?"
"Cast you adrift! Never, Sidney dear! Why, you're still mine, you
know! I haven't given you back to yourself yet, have I? But now let's
talk about your work. If you want to write, you are going to, and you
are going to write _right_."
"And you, Carmen?" he asked, wondering.
"Back to the Express," she said lightly. "I haven't written a word for
it now for a month. And how dear, funny old Ned has scolded!"
"You--you dropped everything--your work--all--for a poor, worthless
hulk like me," he sighed. "I--I can't understand it. You didn't know
me, hardly."
"Sidney dear," the girl replied. "It wasn't for you. It was for God.
Everything I do is '_as unto Him_.' I would have done the same for
anybody, whether I knew the person or not. I saw, not you, but the
human need--oh, such a need! And the Christ-principle made me a human
channel for meeting it, that is all. Drop my work, and my own
interests! Why, Sidney, what is anything compared with meeting human
needs? Didn't Jesus drop everything and hurry out to meet the sick and
the suffering? Was money-making, or society, or personal desire, or
worldly pleasure anything to him when he saw a need? You don't seem to
understand that this is what I am here for--to show what love will
do."
"No," he murmured. "I--I guess I know only the world's idea of love."
"And that is love's counterfeit, self-love, sentimentalism,
sex-mesmerism, and all that," she added. "But now, back to your work
again. You're going to write, write, write! My, but the world is
hungry for _real_ literature! Your yearning to meet that need is a
sign of your ability to do it. But, remember, everything that comes to
you comes from within. You are, in fact, a miner; and your mine is
your mind; and that is unlimited, for God is the only mind, infinite
and omnipresent. Now you are going to mine that mind.
"Listen," she went on hurriedly. "Don't be afraid to be afraid. We
never fear a real thing; we fear only our false thoughts of things.
Always those thoughts are absolutely wrong, and we wake up and find
that we were fearing only fear-thoughts themselves. Haven't you ever
noticed it? Now destroy the chains of fear which limit your thought,
and God will issue!
"Well," without waiting for his reply, "now you have reached that
plane of thought where you don't really care for what the world has to
offer you. You have ceased to want to be rich, or famous. You are not
afraid to be obscure and poor. You have learned, at least in part,
that the real business of this life lies in seeking good, in
manifesting and expressing it in every walk, and in reflecting it
constantly to your fellow-men. Having learned that, you are ready to
live. Remember, there is no luck, no such thing as chance. The cause
of everything that can possibly come to you lies within yourself. It
is a function of your thought. The thought that you allow to enter
your mentality and become active there, later becomes externalized.
Be, oh, so careful, then, about your thought, and the basis upon which
it rests! For, in your writing, you have no right to inflict false
thought upon your credulous fellow-mortals."
"But," he replied, "we are told that in literature we must deal with
human realities, and with things as they are. The human mind exists,
and has to be dealt with."
"The human mind does not exist, Sidney, except as supposition. There
are no human realities. The world still awaits the one who will show
it things as they _really_ are. Human realities, so-called, are the
horrible, ghastly unrealities of carnal thought, without any basis of
the divine Christ-principle. I know, we are told that the great books
of the world are those which preserve and interpret its life. Alas! is
it true greatness to detail, over and over again in endless recital,
the carnal motives of the human mind, its passions and errors, its
awful mesmerism, its final doom? Yes, perhaps, on one condition: that,
like a true critic, you picture human concepts only to show their
unreality, their nothingness, and to show how they may be overcome."
"But most books--"
"Ah, yes, most books are written only to amuse the dispirited human
mind for a brief hour, to make it forget for a moment its troubles.
They are literary narcotics; they are sops to jaded appetites, that's
all. A book, for example, that pictures an injured man discovering a
great treasure, and then using it to carry out his schemes of
revenge--well, what influence for good has such a work? It is only a
stimulus to evil, Sidney. But had it shown him using that great wealth
to bless his persecutors and turn them from their mesmerism to real
life and good--"
"Such things don't happen in this world, Carmen."
"But they could, and should, Sidney dear. And they will, some day.
Then will come the new literature, the literature of _good_! And it
will make people think, rather than relieve them from the ennui of
solid thought, as our present novels do. The intellectual palate then
will find only insipidity in such books as pour from our presses now.
The ability to converse glibly about authors who wallow in human
unrealities will then no longer be considered the hall-mark of
culture. Culture in that day will be conformity to truth."
The lad smiled at the enthusiastic girl. "Little sister," he said,
"you are a beautiful idealist."
"But," came her quick reply, "are you not a living illustration of the
practicability of my idealism, Sidney?"
The boy choked, and tears filled his eyes. Carmen stole an arm about
him. "The most practical man who ever lived, Sidney dear, was Jesus.
And he was the greatest idealist. He had ideas that differed very
radically from other people's, but he did not hide them for fear of
giving offense. He was not afraid to shock people with the truth about
themselves. He tore down, yes; but he then reconstructed, and on a
foundation of demonstrable truth. He was not afraid to defy the
Rabbis, the learned, and the puffed-up. He did not bow abjectly before
the mandarins and pedagogues. Had he done so, and given the people
what they wanted and were accustomed to, they would have made him a
king--and his mission would have been a dead failure!"
"And for that they slew him," returned the boy.
"It is the cowardly fear of slaughter, Sidney, that keeps people from
coming out and standing for what they know to be right to-day. You are
not one of those cravens."
"But the people who do that, Carmen, are called demagogues and
muck-rakers!"
She laughed. "And the muck-rakers, Sidney, have made a sorry mess,
haven't they? They destroy without ruth, but seldom, if ever, put
forth a sane suggestion for the betterment of conditions. They traffic
in sensationalism, carping criticism, and abuse. 'To find fault,' said
Demosthenes, 'is easy, and in every man's power; but to point out the
proper remedy is the proof of a wise counselor.' The remedy which I
point out, Sidney, is the Christ-principle; and all I ask is that
mankind seek to demonstrate it, even as Jesus bade us do. He was a
success, Sidney, the greatest success the world has ever known. And
why? Because he followed ideals with utter loyalty--because he voiced
truth without fear--because he made his business the service of
humanity. He took his work seriously, not for money, not for human
preferment, but for mankind. And his work bears the stamp of
eternity."
"I'm afraid--" he began.
"You're _not_ afraid, Sidney!" the girl quickly interrupted. "Oh, why
does the human mind always look for and expect that which it does not
want to see come or happen!"
The boy laughed heartily at the quick sally of her delightfully
quotidian thought. "You didn't let me finish," he said. "I was going
to say that I'm afraid if I write and speak only of spiritual things I
shall not be understood by the world, nor even given a hearing."
"Well, don't use that word 'afraid.' My! how the human mind clings to
everything, even words, that express its chief bogy, fear."
"All right; I accept the rebuke. But, my question?"
"That was the case with Jesus. And yet, has anything, written or
spoken, ever endured as his spiritual teachings? The present-day novel
or work of fiction is as fleeting as the human thought it attempts to
crystallize. Of the millions of books published, a handful endure.
Those are they which illustrate the triumph of good over evil in human
thought. And the greatest of such books is the Bible."
"Well, I'm hunting for a subject now."
"Don't hunt. Wait--and _know_! The subject will then choose you. It
will pelt you. It will drive you to the task of transcribing it. Just
as one is now driving me. Sidney--perhaps I can give you the subject!
Perhaps I am the channel for this, too!"
He looked at her inquisitively. "Well," bending over closer to her,
"what is it, little sister?"
The girl looked out over the dripping shrubs and the soft snow. But
her thought was not there. She saw a man, a priest, she knew not
where, but delving, plodding, digging for the truth which the human
mind has buried under centuries and centuries of material _débris_.
She saw him, patiently bearing his man-made burden, striving to shield
a tender, abandoned girl, and to transfer to her his own great worldly
knowledge, but without its dross. She saw the mighty sacrifice, when
the man tore her from himself, and thrust her out beyond the awful
danger in which he dwelt. She understood now. The years had taught her
much. It was love--aye, the love that alone makes men great, the love
that lays down human life in self-immolating service.
She turned to the waiting lad. "You will write it, Sidney? I will tell
you the whole beautiful story. It is an illustration of the way love
works through human channels. And perhaps--perhaps, some day, the book
may reach him--yes, some day. And it will tell him--oh, Sidney, it
will tell him that I know, and that I love him, love him, love him!"
* * * * *
In the office of the manager of the Express three heads were close
together that morning, and three faces bore outward evidence of the
serious thought within.
"Miss Wall tells me, Ned," Hitt was saying, "that her father used to
be associated with Ames, and that, at his demise, he left his estate,
badly entangled, for Ames to settle. Now it transpires that Ames has
been cunning enough to permit Miss Wall to draw upon his bank almost
without limit, he making up any deficit with his own personal notes."
"Ah!" commented Haynerd. "I think I see the shadow of his fine hand!"
"And now," resumed Hitt, "she is given to understand that Ames has
been obliged by the bank examiner to withdraw his personal notes as
security for her deficits, and that the revenue from her estate must
be allowed to accrue to the benefit of the Ames bank until such time
as all obligations are met."
"Beautiful!" ejaculated Haynerd. "In other words, Elizabeth is simply
cut off!"
"Just so. And now, another thing: Madam Beaubien's lawyer called on
her to-day, and informed her that Hood had gone into court and secured
an injunction, tying up all revenue from her estate until it can be
unraveled. That cuts off her income, likewise."
Haynerd whistled. "The hound!" he ejaculated. "Ames is out to do up
the Express, eh?"
"There is no doubt of it, Ned," returned Hitt seriously. "And to
utterly ruin all connected with it."
"Then, by God, we'll fight him to the last ditch!" cried the excited
Haynerd.
"I think you forget, Ned, that we have a lady with us," nodding toward
Miss Wall, "and that you are seriously trying to reform, for Carmen's
sake."
"I beg your pardon, Elizabeth," said Haynerd meekly. "I really am
trying to be decent, you know. But when I think of Ames it's like a
red rag to a bull!"
Miss Wall laughed. "Never mind, Ned. I admire your fighting spirit."
"Of course," Hitt continued, "oil still flows from our paternal wells.
But in order to raise money at once I shall be obliged either to sell
my oil holdings or mortgage them. They have got to take care of us all
now, including Madam Beaubien."
"Where's Carmen?" asked Haynerd suddenly.
"Home, with Sidney. There's another anomaly: while Ames is trying to
ruin us, that girl is saving his son. Great world, isn't it?"
"It's a hell of a world!" cried Haynerd. "I--I beg your pardon,
Elizabeth. The fact is, either you or I will have to retire from this
meeting, for I'm getting mad. I--I may say things yet!"
"Say anything you want to, Ned. I like to hear your sulphurous
language to-day. It helps to express my own feelings," replied the
woman.
"The circulation of the Express," Hitt went on, "is entirely
artificial. Our expense is tremendous, and our revenue slight. And
still Carmen insists on branching out and putting into practical form
her big ideas. Limitation is a word that is not in her vocabulary!"
"Hitt, can't we fight Ames with his own fire? What about that Wales
affair?"
"Ames is very cunning," answered Hitt. "When he learned that the
cotton schedule had been altered in the Ways and Means Committee, he
promptly closed down his Avon mills. That was to scare Congress. Then
he resumed, but on half time. That was a plea of distress. I presume
he will later return to full time, but with a reduced scale of wages.
He's trying to coerce Congress. Now how does he intend to do it? This
way: he will force a strike at Avon--a February strike--four thousand
hands out in the cold. Meantime, he'll influence every other spinner
in the country to do likewise. They'll all follow his lead. Now, can
Congress stand up against that sort of argument? And, besides, he will
grease the palms of a large number of our dignified statesmen, you may
be sure!"
"Mr. Hitt," said Miss Wall, "I suggest that you send Carmen to Avon at
once. I know of no one who can get to the bottom of things as she can.
Let her collect the facts regarding the situation down there, and
then--"
"Send her first to Washington!" interrupted Haynerd. "Have her hang
around the lobbies of the Capitol for a while, and meet a lot of those
old sap-heads. What information she won't succeed in worming out of
them isn't in 'em, that's all!"
"But," objected Hitt, "if she knew that we would use her information
for a personal attack upon Ames, she'd leave us."
"There's no objection to her getting the facts, anyway, is there?"
demanded Haynerd, waxing hot again.
"N--no, I suppose not. But that will take additional money. Very well,
I'll do it. I'll put a mortgage on my Ohio holdings at once."
"I don't think I would be afraid," suggested Miss Wall. "We might not
use the information Carmen may collect in Avon or Washington, but
something, I am sure, is bound to come out of it. Something always
comes out of what she does. She's the greatest asset the Express has.
We must use her."
"All well and good," put in Haynerd. "And yet, if she finds anybody
down there who needs help, even the President himself, she'll throw
the Express to the winds, just as she did in Sidney's case. You can't
bank on her!"
"No, that's true, Ned, for while we preach she's off somewhere
practicing. We evolve great truths, and she applies and demonstrates
them. But she has saved Sidney--her Christ did it through her. And she
has given the lad to us, a future valuable man."
"Sure--if we are to _have_ any future," growled Ned.
"See here," retorted Hitt, brindling, "have we in our numerous
gatherings at Madam Beaubien's spoken truth or nonsense? If you
believe our report, then accept and apply it. Now who's to go to Avon
with Carmen?"
"Sidney," suggested Miss Wall.
"Sid?" exclaimed Haynerd. "Huh! Why, if those Magyars down there
discovered he was Ames's son, they'd eat him alive!"
The telephone rang. Hitt answered the call. Then, turning to his
companions:
"Waite says he wants a meeting to-night. He'd like to report on his
research work. Guess we'd better call it. I'll inform Morton. No
telling when we may get together again, if the girl--" He became
suddenly silent, and sat some time looking vacantly out through the
window.
"She goes to Avon to-morrow," he abruptly announced, "alone." His
thought had been dwelling on that 'something not ourselves' which he
knew was shielding and sustaining the girl.
CHAPTER 10
"We have now arrived at a subject whose interest and significance for
us are incalculable," said Father Waite, standing before the little
group which had assembled in their usual meeting place in the first
hours of the morning, for only at that time could Hitt and Haynerd
leave the Express. "We have met to discuss briefly the meaning of that
marvelous record of a whole nation's search for God, the Bible. As
have been men's changing concepts of that 'something not ourselves
that makes for righteousness,' so have been individuals, tribes, and
nations. The Bible records the development of these concepts in
Israel's thought; it records the unquenchable longings of that people
for truth; it records their prophetic vision, their sacred songs,
their philosophy, their dreams, and their aspirations. To most of us
the Bible has long been a work of profound mystery, cryptical,
undecipherable. And largely, I now believe, because we were wont to
approach it with the bias of preconceived theories of literal, even
verbal, inspiration, and because we could not read into it the record
of Israel's changing idea of God, from a wrathful, consuming Lord of
human caprice and passions, to the infinite Father of love, whom Jesus
revealed as the Christ-principle, which worked through him and through
all who are gaining the true spiritual concept, as is this girl who
sits here on my right with the lad whom you have seen rescued by the
Christ from the pit of hell."
His voice choked when he referred to Carmen and Sidney. But he quickly
stifled his emotion, and went on:
"In our last meeting Mr. Hitt clearly showed us how the so-called
human mind has seemed to develop as the suppositional opposite of the
mind that is God; and how through countless ages of human reckoning
that pseudo-mind has been revealing its various types, until at
length, rising ever higher in the scale of being, it revealed its
human man as a mentality whose consciousness is the suppositional
activity of false thought, and which builds, incessantly, mental
concepts out of this kind of thought and posits them within itself as
material objects, as its own body, its universe, its all. And he
showed us how, little by little, that human mind's interpretations of
the infinite mind's true ideas became better, under the divine
infiltration of truth, until at last there developed a type, now known
to us as the Jewish nation, which caught a clearer glimpse of truth,
and became conscious of that 'something not ourselves' which makes
for right-thinking, and consequent correct mental concepts and
externalizations. This, then, was the starting point of our religion.
These first glimpses of truth, and their interpretations, as set forth
in the writings of the early Jewish nation, constitute the nucleus of
our Bible.
"But were these records exact statements of truth? Not always. The
primitive human mind could only lisp its wonderful glimpses of truth
in legend and myth. And so in fable and allegory the early Israelites
sought to show the power of good over evil, and thereby stimulate a
desire for right conduct, based, of course, on right-thinking. And
thus it is that the most significant thing in their sacred records is
their many, many stories of the triumph of the spiritual over the
material.
"Time passed. The Hebrew nation waxed prosperous. Their right-thinking
became externalized outwardly in material abundance and physical
comfort. But the people's understanding was not sufficiently great to
shield them from the temptation which material wealth and power always
constitute. Their vision gradually became obscured. The mist of
materialism spread over it. Those wonderful flashes of truth ceased to
dart across their mental horizon. Their god became a magnified concept
of the human man, who dickered with them over the construction of his
temples, and who, by covenants, bribes, and promises, induced them to
behave themselves. Prophecy died. And at length the beautiful vision
faded quite away.
"Then followed four hundred human years, during which the vicissitudes
of the Hebrew nation were many and dark. But during those long
centuries there developed that world wonder, a whole nation's united
longing for a deliverer! The prophets promised a great change in their
fallen fortunes. Expectation grew keen. Desire expanded into yearning.
Their God would not forsake them. Was not His grace sufficient? Though
their concept of Him had grossly degenerated, yet the deliverer would
come, he _must_!
"And he did. In the depths of their night--in the midst of the
heaviest darkness that ever lay over the world--there arose a great
light. Through the densest ignorance of the human mind filtered the
Christ-principle, and was set forth by the channel through which it
came, the man Jesus.
"What had happened? Had there been a conference among God, the Son,
and the Holy Ghost, to debate the sending of salvation to mankind, as
recorded by the poet Milton? Alas! what a crude, materialistic
conception. Had God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten
Son? But God _is_ Love, infinite, unchanging. And His unique Son, the
Christ-principle, available to all mankind, was 'before Abraham.' Had
a great, dimly perceived principle been demonstrated, namely, that,
if we yearn long and earnestly for the right, it comes? Had the Jewish
nation 'demonstrated' the Christ? Had their centuries of looking and
expecting resulted in a saviour being manifested to them? It was a
period in the unfolding of human thought when civilization had reached
its lowest depths. Morality had evaporated to the dregs. Rome was
become the world's harlot. A few years more, and Nero would drag his
vulpine immorality across the stage. Paganism was virtue in comparison
with the lust of men in that dark hour. And yet, in the very midst of
it, appeared the most venerated, the most beloved man in all history,
bearing the Christ-message like a flaming torch!
"'Always our being is descending into us,' said Emerson. But our true
being can be none other than infinite mind's idea of itself. Our true
individuality must be the way that mind regards us. And thus it was
that Israel's true being descended, filtering in through the thick
mists of error. That true being was the deliverer, _par excellence_,
for it was the message of truth that bade men deny themselves, their
carnal selves, and know but the one God, infinite mind. That was the
grace sufficient for them, that would have solved their problems, that
would have enabled them to lay off the 'old man' and his woes and
afflictions, and put on the 'new man,' divine mind's image. But the
carnal mind sought a material kingdom. It wanted, not spirit, but
matter. It cruelly rejected the message-bearer, and sought to kill his
message by slaying him on the cross. And thereby the Jewish nation
rent itself asunder, and sank into carnal oblivion. Ah, how they have
been cursed by the crucifixion of Jesus!
"Men ask to-day: Did Jesus really live? Or is he a mythical character,
like the gods of pagan Rome? Let us ask, in making our reply, how
truth comes to mankind? Is it not always through some human channel?
Then the great sayings attributed to Jesus at least came from a human
being. Let us go further: it is the common history of mankind that
truth comes to the human mind only after a period of preparation. Not
conscious preparation, necessarily, but, rather, a preparation forced
by events. The truth of a mathematical principle can not come to me
unless I am prepared to receive it. And the greatest good comes to men
only after they have learned the nothingness of the material ambitions
and aims which they have been pursuing. By its own rottenness the
world had been made fallow for truth. The awfulness of its own
exposure in its rampant, unlicensed revels, had shown as never before
the human mind's absolute nothingness--its nothingness as regards real
value, permanence, and genuine good--in that first century of our
so-called Christian era. And when the nothingness of the carnal mind
was made plain, men saw the reality of the truth, as revealed in the
Christ, back of it all. The divine message was whispered to a human
mentality. And that mentality expanded under the God-influence, until
at last it gave to the sin-weary world the Christ-principle of
salvation. Let us call that human mentality, for convenience, the man
Jesus.
"And now, was he born of a virgin? Impossible! And yet--let us see. It
was common enough in his day for virgins to pretend to be with child
by the Holy Ghost; and so we do not criticise those who refuse to
accept the dogma of the virgin birth. But a little reflection in the
light of what we have been discussing throws a wonderful illumination
upon the question. If matter and material modes are real, then we must
at once relegate the stories of the virgin birth, the miracles, the
resurrection, and the ascension to the realm of myth. If the so-called
laws of matter are real, irrefragable laws, then we indulgently, pass
by these stories as figments of heated imaginations. But, regarding
matter as a human, mortal concept, entirely mental, and wholly subject
to the impress and influence of mind, and knowing, as we do now, that
_mental concepts change with changed thought_, we are forced to look
with more favor upon these questions which for centuries caused men to
shed their fellows' blood.
"Mr. Hitt pointed out in our last meeting that mortal beings are
interpretations in mortal or human mind of the infinite mind, God, and
its ideas. The most perfect human interpretation of God's greatest
idea, Man, was Christ Jesus. The _real_ selfhood of every one of us is
God's idea of us. It is spiritual, mental. The world calls it the
'soul,' the 'divine essence,' and the 'immortal spark.' The Christ was
the real, spiritual selfhood of the man Jesus. So the Christ is the
real selfhood of each of us. It is not born of the flesh. It is not
conceived and brought forth in conformity with human modes. Now was
this great fact externalized in the immaculate conception and birth?
It does not grow and decay and pass away in death. It is the 'unique'
Son of God which is back of each one of us. But the world has seen it
only once in its fullness, and then through the man Jesus.
"Something happened in that first century of the so-called Christian
era--something of tremendous significance. What was it? It was the
birth of the Christ-idea into the human consciousness. Was the
Christ-idea virgin-born? Aye, that it was, for God, infinite Mind,
alone was its origin and parent. The speculation which has turned
about that wonderful first century event has dealt with the human
channel through which the Christ-idea flowed to mankind. But let us
see what light our deductions throw even upon that.
"Referring all things to the realm of the mental, where we now
know they belong, we see that man never fell, but that Israel's idea
of God and man did fall, woefully. We see that the Christ-principle
appeared among men; we see that to-day it works marvels; we must
admit that throughout the ages before Jesus it had done so; we
know now that the great things which Israel is recorded to have
done were accomplished by the Christ-principle working through
men, and that when their vision became obscured they lost the
knowledge of that principle and how to use it. History records the
working of great deeds by that same Christ-principle when it was
re-born in our first century; and we also can see how the obscuring
of the spiritual by the material in the Emperor Constantine's time
caused the loss of the Church's power to do great works. We are
forced to admit the omnipotence, immanence, and eternality of the
Christ-principle, for it is divine mind, God himself. Moses, Elisha,
Elijah, the ancient prophets, all had primitive perceptions of truth,
and all became channels for the passing of the Christ-principle to
mankind in some degree. But none of these men ever illustrated that
principle as did the man Jesus. He is the most marvelous manifestation
of God that has ever appeared among mankind; so true and exact was
the manifestation that he could tell the world that in seeing him
they were actually seeing the Father. It is quite true that many
of his great sayings were not original with him. Great truths have
been voiced, even by so-called pagans, from earliest times. But he
demonstrated and made practical the truth in these sayings. And he
exposed the nothingness of the human mental concept of matter by
healing disease, walking the waves, and in other wonderful ways. It
is true that long before his time Greek philosophers had hit upon the
theory of the nothingness of matter. Plato had said that only ideas
were real. But Jesus--or the one who brought the Christ-message--was
the clearest mentality, the cleanest human window-pane, to quote
Carmen, that ever existed. Through him the divine mind showed with
almost unobscured fullness. God's existence had been discerned and
His goodness proved from time to time by prophets and patriarchs, but
by no means to the extent that Jesus proved it. There were those
before him who had asserted that there was but one reality, and that
human consciousness was not the real self. There were even those who
believed matter to be created by the force of thought, even as in
our own day. _But it remained for Jesus to make those ideas
intensely practical, even to the overcoming and dissolution of his
whole material concept of the universe and man._ And it remained
for him to show that the origin of evil is in the lie about God. It
was his mission to show that the devil was 'a man-killer from the
beginning,' because it is the supposition that there is power apart
from God. It was his life purpose to show mankind that there is
nothing in this lie to cause fear, and that it can be overcome by
overcoming the false thought which produces it. By overcoming that
thought he showed men the evanescent nature of sickness and death.
And sin he showed to be a missing of the mark through lack of
understanding of what constitutes real good.
"Turn now again to the Bible, that fascinating record of a whole
people's search for God and their changing concept of Him. Note that,
wherever in its records evil seems to be made real, it is for the
purpose of uncovering and destroying it by the vigorous statements of
truth which you will almost invariably find standing near the
exposition of error. So evil seemed very real in the first century of
our era; but it was uncovered by the coming of Jesus. The exposure of
evil revealed the Christ, right at hand."
"But," protested Haynerd, "let's get back to the question of the
virgin birth."
"Very well," replied Father Waite. "But let us first consider what
human birth is."
"Now there!" exclaimed Haynerd. "Now you are touching my lifelong
question. If I am immortal, where was I before I was born?"
"Of which 'I' are you speaking, Ned?" asked Father Waite. "The real
'I' is God's image and likeness, His reflection. It was never born,
and never dies. The human 'I' had a beginning. And therefore it will
cease to be. The human mind makes its own laws, and calls them laws of
nature, or even God's laws. And it obeys them like a slave. Because
God is both Father and Mother to His children, His ideas, the human
mind has decreed in its counterfeiting process that it is itself both
male and female, and that the union of these two is necessary in order
to give rise to another human mind. Do you see how it imitates the
divine in an apish sort of way? And so elements of each sex-type of
the human mind are employed in the formation of another, their
offspring. The process is wholly mental, and is one of human belief,
quite apart from the usage of the divine Mind, who 'spake and it was
done,' mentally unfolding a spiritual creation. The real 'you,' Ned,
has always existed as God's idea of Himself. It is spiritual, not
material. It will come to light as the material 'you' is put off. The
material 'you' did not exist before it was humanly born. It was
produced in supposition by the union of the parent human minds, which
themselves were reflections of the male and female characteristics of
the communal mortal mind. It thus had a definite, supposititious
beginning. It will therefore have a definite end."
"And so I'm doomed to annihilation, eh? That's a comforting thought!"
"Your mortal sense of existence, Ned, certainly is doomed to
extinction. That which is supposition must go out. Oh, it doubtless
will not all be destroyed when you pass through that change which we
call death. It may linger until you have passed through many such
experiences. And so it behooves you to set about getting rid of it
as soon as possible, and thus avoid the unpleasant experience of
countless death-throes. You see, Ned, an error in the premise will
appear in the conclusion. Now you are starting with the premise that
the human 'you' is real. That premise is not based upon fact. Its
basis is rank error. All that you reflect of divine mind will
endure permanently, but whatever you reflect of the lie regarding
that mind will pass away. Human beings know nothing of their origin,
nor of their existence. Why? _Because there is nothing to know
about them; they are entirely supposititious!_ Paul says, in his
letter to the Romans: 'They which are the children of the flesh, these
are not the children of God.' The birth of the children of the
flesh is wholly a human-mind process. The infant mentality thus
produced knows nothing whatsoever of itself. It has no knowledge; is
not founded on truth. It will later manifest hereditary beliefs,
showing the results of prenatal mesmerism. Then it will receive the
general assortment of human thought and opinion--very little of it
based on actual truth--which the world calls education. Then it
learns to regard itself as an individual, a separate being. And soon
it attributes its origin to God. But the prenatal error will appear
in the result. The being manifests every gradation of human thought;
it grows; it suffers and enjoys materially; it bases its very
existence upon matter; it manifests the false activity of human
thought in material consciousness; and then it externalizes its
beliefs, the consentaneous human beliefs, upon its body and in its
environment; and finally, the activity of the false thought which
constitutes its consciousness ceases--and the being dies. Yes, its
death will be due to sin, to '_hamartio_,' missing the mark. It
never knew God. And that, Ned, is human life, so-called.
"Death is not in any sense a cessation of life. The being who dies
never knew what it was to live. Death is the externalization of
human, mortal beliefs, which are not based upon real knowledge, truth.
And so, human birth is itself death. Paul said: 'They that are after
the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the
spirit the things of the spirit.' In other words, mankind are striving
terribly, desperately, to keep alive a sense of material, fleshly
existence. But they can't do it. They are foredoomed to failure,
despite the discovery of antitoxins. In the book of Job we read: 'The
spirit of God hath made me, and the breath of the Almighty hath given
me life.' Where, then, is the reality in prenatal mesmerism and the
drag of heredity? It is all supposition, all a part of the one lie,
the 'man-killer.'
"The change called death comes to all mortals. It is the culmination
of the human mind's sense of limitation. It does not usher them into
immortal, illimitable bliss. It but leaves them upon another seeming
plane of mortal thought, there to drag out another sense of existence,
unless they have so learned the lesson which Jesus taught as to enable
them to overcome death. It will not be overcome for us. That is our
work. We have been shown how to do it. Why, then, do we waste our time
in trivial things; in the heaping up of useless money; in the vain
strife for sensual pleasures? The mortal will live and die, and live
and die, until at last he is beaten into line and forced to
demonstrate the Christ-principle. Hadn't we better begin that right
here and now? Wishing to die doesn't solve our problems. Suicide only
makes us start again, worse off than before. We shall overcome death
when we have overcome sin, for the physical manifestation called death
is but the externalization in conscious experience of spiritual
death--lack of a demonstrable understanding of Life, Truth, Spirit,
which is God, unlimited good."
"And the Church, Protestant and Catholic, with their ceremonies, their
Masses, and--"
"They have woefully missed the mark, Ned. They are all but spiritually
dead. But I see protest rising in our good friends, Doctor Siler and
Reverend Moore, so I will hasten on, for we have much ground still to
cover.
"Now, knowing that birth is a humanly mental process, is it possible
that the man Jesus was 'born of a virgin'? Quite so; but, more, _no
man ever conceived and born in the way human beings are generated has
ever begun to approach Jesus in degree of spirituality_. If he had
been born in human ways, is it likely that he would ever have
developed such intense spirituality? Well, not in a brief thirty-three
years or so! And, on the other hand, if he had come into the world in
some way other than by being born of a woman, would he have been
understandable at all to the human mind? I think not. He would have
been wholly in the realm of the mental, far above human perception. If
he had been conceived by the union of the two sexes, as is the
mortal-mind mode of generation, would he not have been too material to
have so quickly developed that spirituality which made him the light
of the world at the age of thirty-three? I think it is a fair
question. The theory of the virgin birth at least seems to meet the
need of a sort of middle course, whereby the man should not be too
human to be the channel for the great measure of spirituality with
which he was endowed, and yet should be human enough to be appreciable
to other human minds.
"Remember, the Jesus who has been reported to us must have regarded
matter as unreal, as nothingness. His works plainly show that. And
they as plainly show that he came from the Father. His whole life was
such as to render the virgin birth almost a necessity, as I see it.
How otherwise can we explain him? And from a study of the Gospels I
simply can not avoid the conclusion that his knowledge of the allness
of God rendered matter such a nonentity to him that he overcame all
material laws, overcame the world of matter, and even at the last
dematerialized his material body. It's an astonishing thought--and
yet, who can show that it is not true? There are some things that
reason insists on our accepting, despite the paucity of human
records."
"I believe, Mr. Waite," said Doctor Morton, "that the Gospels
according to Mark and John make no mention of the virgin birth. Is it
not so?"