CHAPTER 30

The "revolutionist" of Latin America is generally only the disgruntled

politician. His revolution is seldom more than a violent squabble

among greedy spoilsmen for control of the loose-jointed administration.

But the great Mosquera Revolution which burst into flame in New

Granada in 1861 was fed with fuel of a different nature. It

demonstrated, if demonstration were necessary, that the Treaty of

Westphalia did not write _finis_ to the history of bloodshed in the

name of Christ; that it had but banked the fires of religious

animosity, until the furnace should be transferred from the Old World to

the New, where the breath of liberty would again fan them into

vigorous activity.

The Mosquera War tore asunder Church and State; but left unhappy

Colombia prone and bleeding. It externalized a mighty protest of

enlightenment against Rome's dictates in temporal affairs. And, as has

before happened when that irresistible potentiality, the people, has

been stirred into action, the Church was disestablished, its property

confiscated, and its meddling, parasitical clergy disenfranchised.

But then, too, as almost invariably occurs when the masses find that

they have parted with cherished prejudices and effete customs, and

have adopted ideas so radical as to lift them a degree higher in the

scale of progress, they wavered. The Church was being humiliated.

Their religion was under contempt. The holy sacrament of marriage was

debased to a civil ceremony. Education was endangered by taking it out

of the hands of the pious clergy. Texts unauthorized by Holy Church

were being adopted. Where would this radical modernism end? The alarm

spread, fanned by the watchful agents of Rome. Revolt after revolt

occurred. And twenty years of incessant internecine warfare followed.

Fear and prejudice triumphed. A new Constitution was framed. And when

it was seen that Roman Catholicism was therein again declared to be

the national religion of the Republic of Colombia; when it was noted

that the clergy, obedient to a foreign master, were to be readmitted

to participation in government affairs; when it was understood that a

national press-censorship was to be established, dominated by Holy

Church; and when, in view of this, the great religio-political

opponent was seen laying down her weapons and extending her arms in

dubious benediction over the exhausted people, the masses yielded--and

there was great rejoicing on the banks of the Tiber over the

prodigal's return.

When Wenceslas Ortiz was placed in temporary control of the See of

Cartagena he shrewdly urged the Church party to make at least a

pretense of disbanding as a political organization. The provinces

of Cundinamarca and Panamá were again in a state of ferment.

Congress, sitting in Bogotá, had before it for consideration a

measure vesting in the President the power to interfere in certain

states or provinces whenever, in his opinion, the conservation of

public order necessitated such action. That this measure would be

passed, Wenceslas could not be sure. But that, once adopted, it would

precipitate the unhappy country again into a sanguinary war, he

thought he knew to a certainty. He had faced this same question six

years before, when a similar measure was before Congress. But then,

with a strong Church party, and believing the passage of the law to be

certain, he had yielded to the counsel of hot-headed leaders in

Cartagena, and approved the inauguration of hostilities.

The result had been a _fiasco_. Congress dropped the measure like a

hot plate. The demands of the "revolutionists" were quickly met by the

federal government. The _causae belli_ evaporated. And Wenceslas

retired in chagrin to the solitude of his study, to bite his nails and

wonder dubiously if his party were strong enough to insure his

appointment to the See of Cartagena in the event of the then aged

occupant's demise.

It was this hasty judgment of Wenceslas and his political associates

which had delayed further consideration of the objectionable measure

for six years. But the interim had seen his party enormously

strengthened, himself in control of the See, and his preparations

completed for turning the revolt, whenever it should come, to his own

great advantage. He had succeeded in holding the Church party aloof

from actual participation in politics during the present crisis. And

he was now keeping it in constant readiness to throw its tremendous

influence to whichever side should offer the greatest inducements.

Time passed. The measure dragged. Congress dallied; and then prepared

to adjourn. Wenceslas received a code message from his agent in Bogotá

that the measure would be laid on the table. At the same time came a

sharp prod from New York. The funds had been provided to finance the

impending revolution. The concessions to be granted were satisfactory.

Why the delay? Had the Church party exaggerated its influence upon

Congress?

Wenceslas stormed aloud. "_Santa Virgen!_" he muttered, as he paced

angrily back and forth in his study. "A curse upon Congress! A

curse--"

He stopped still. In the midst of his imprecations an idea occurred to

him. He went to his _escritorio_ and drew out the Legate's recent

report. "Ah," he mused, "that pig-headed Alcalde. And the good little

Josè. They may serve. _Bien_, we shall see."

Then he summoned his secretary and dictated telegrams to Bogotá and

New York, and a long letter to the Alcalde of Simití. These finished,

he called a young acolyte in waiting.

"Take a message to the Governor," he commanded. "Say to His Excellency

that I shall, call upon him at three this afternoon, to discuss

matters of gravest import." Dismissing his secretary, he leaned back

in his chair and dropped into a profound revery.

Shortly before the hour which he had set for conference with the

Departmental Governor, Wenceslas rose and went to his _escritorio_,

from which he took a paper-bound book.

"H'm," he commented aloud. "'Confessions of a Roman Catholic Priest.'

_Bien_, I was correct in my surmise that I should some day have use

for this little volume. Poor, misguided Rincón! But--_Bien_, I think

it will do--I think it will do."

A smile played over his handsome, imperious face. Then he snapped the

book shut and took up his hat. At the door he hesitated a moment, with

his hand on the knob.

"If the Alcalde were not such a fool, it would be impossible," he

mused. "But--the combination--the isolation of Simití--the imbecility

of Don Mario--the predicament of our little Josè--_Hombre_! it is a

rare situation, and it will work. It _must_ work--_cielo_! With the

pig-headed Alcalde seizing government arms to suppress the Church

party as represented by the foolish Josè, and with the President

sending federal troops to quell the disturbance, the anticlericals

will rise in a body throughout the country. Then Congress will hastily

pass the measure to support the President, the Church party will swing

into line with the Government--and the revolution will be on. Simití

provides the setting and the fuel; I, the torch. I will cable again to

Ames when I leave the Governor." He swung the door open and went

briskly out.

* * * * *

"Padre, I am crushed."

It was Rosendo who spoke. He and Josè were sitting out in the

gathering dusk before the parish house on the evening of the day that

Ana's babe had been christened. The old man's head was sunk upon his

breast, and he rocked back and forth groaning aloud.

"We must be brave, Rosendo," returned Josè tenderly. "We have gone

through much, you and I, since I came to Simití. But--we have believed

it to be in a good cause. Shall we surrender now?"

"But, Padre, after it all, to have her babe come into the world blind!

God above! The poor child--the poor child! Padre, it is the last thing

that I can endure. My ambition is gone. I cannot return now to

Guamocó. Let come what may, I am done."

"Rosendo," said Josè, drawing his chair closer to the old man, and

laying a hand on his, "we have fought long and hard. But, if I mistake

not, the greatest struggle is yet to come. The greatest demand upon

your strength and mine is still to be made."

Rosendo raised his head. "What mean you, Padre?"

Josè spoke low and earnestly. "This: Juan returned from Bodega Central

this evening. He reports that several large boxes are there, consigned

to Don Mario, and bearing the government stamp. He found one of them

slightly broken, and he peered within. What think you it contained?

Rifles!"

Rosendo stared at the priest dumbly. Josè went on:

"I did not intend to tell you this until morning. But it is right that

you should hear it now, that your courage may rise in the face of

danger. What think you? The federal government is sending arms to

Simití to establish a base here at the outlet of the Guamocó region,

and well hidden from the Magdalena river. This town is to become a

military depot, unless I mistake the signs. And danger no longer

threatens, but is at our door."

"_Ca-ram-ba_!" Rosendo rose slowly and drew himself up to his full

height. "War!" he exclaimed in a hoarse whisper.

"There is no question about it, Rosendo," replied Josè gravely. "And I

have no reason to doubt the truth of Diego's prophecy, that this time

it will be one to be reckoned with."

"_Hombre_! And Carmen?"

"Take her into the hills, Rosendo. Start to-morrow."

"But you?"

Josè's thought was dwelling on his last talk with the girl. Again he

felt her soft arms about his neck, and her warm breath against his

cheek. He felt her kiss, and heard again her words, the sweetest, he

thought, that had ever echoed in mortal ears. And then he thought of

his mother, of his office, of the thousand obstacles that loomed huge

and insurmountable between him and Carmen. He passed a hand across his

brow and sighed heavily.

"I remain here, Rosendo. I am weary, unutterably weary. I welcome, not

only the opportunity for service which this war may bring, but

likewise the hope of--death. If I could but know that she were

safe--"

"_Caramba_! Think you she would leave you here, Padre? No!" Did

Rosendo's words convey aught to the priest that he did not already

know?

"But--Rosendo, I shall not go," he returned bitterly.

"Then neither do we, Padre," replied Rosendo, sitting again. "The

child, Carmen--she--Padre, she loves you with a love that is not of

the earth."

* * * * *

Morning found the old man's conviction still unshaken. Josè sought the

quiet of his cottage to reflect. But his meditations were interrupted

by Carmen.

"Padre," she began, sparkling like a mountain rill in the sunlight as

she seated herself before him. "Pepito--Anita's babe--he is not blind,

you know." Her head bobbed vigorously, as was her wont when she sought

to give emphasis to her dramatic statements.

Josè smiled, and resigned himself to the inevitable. He had been

expecting this.

"And, Padre, have you been thankful that he isn't?"

"Isn't what, child?"

"Blind. You know, Padre Diego thought he couldn't see the reality. He

looked always at his bad thoughts. And so the not seeing, and the

seeing of only bad things, were both--externalized, and the babe came

to us without sight. That is, without what the human mind calls sight.

And now," she went on excitedly, "you and I have just _got_ to know

that it isn't so! The babe sees. God's children all see. And I have

thanked Him all morning that this is so, and that you and I see it.

Don't we, Padre dear? Yes, we do."

"Well--I suppose so," replied Josè abstractedly, his thought still

occupied with the danger that hung over the little town.

"Suppose so! You _know_ so, Padre! There isn't any 'suppose' about it!

Now look: what makes sight? The eye? No. The eye is made _by_ the

sight. The human mind just gets it twisted about. It thinks that sight

depends upon the optic nerve, and upon the fleshly eye. But it isn't

so. It is the sight that externalizes the 'meaty' eye. You see, the

sight is within, not without. It is mental. God is all-seeing; and so,

sight is eternal. Don't you see? Of course you do!"

Josè did not reply. Yes, he did see. But what he saw was the

beautiful, animated girl before him. And the thought that he must some

day be separated from her was eating his heart like a canker.

"Well, then," went on the girl, without waiting for his reply, "if a

mortal's mental concept of sight is poor, why, he will manifest poor

eyes. If the thought-concept were right, the manifestation would be

right. Wouldn't it?"

Josè suddenly returned to the subject under discussion. "By that I

suppose you mean, _chiquita_, that the babe's thought, or concept, of

sight was all wrong, and so he came into the world blind."

"Not at all, Padre," she quickly replied. "The babe had nothing to do

with it, except to seem to manifest the wrong thoughts of its father,

or mother, or both. Or perhaps it manifests just simply bad thoughts,

without the bad thoughts belonging to anybody. For, you know, we none

of us really _have_ such thoughts. And such thoughts don't really

exist. They are just a part of the one big lie about God."

"Then the babe sees?"

"Surely; the real babe is a child of God, and sees."

"But the human babe doesn't see," he retorted.

"But," she replied, "what you call the human babe is only your mental

concept of the babe. And you see that mental concept as a blind one.

Now _un-see_ it. Look at it in the right way. See only God's child,

with perfect sight. And, Padre, after a while _you will see that babe

seeing things, just as we do_!

"Don't you understand?" she exclaimed, as he sat looking fixedly at

her. "Don't you see that if you have the right thought about the babe,

and hold to it, and put out every thought that says it is blind, why,

your right thought will be externalized in a mental concept of a babe

that sees? Don't you know that that is exactly what Jesus did? He

didn't affect the real man at all. But he did change the mental

concepts which we call human beings. And we can do the same, if we

only know it, and follow him, and spiritualize our thought, as he did,

by putting out and keeping out every thought that we know does not

come from God, and that is, therefore, only a part of the lie about

Him. Here is a case where we have got to quit thinking that two and

two are seven. And I have done it. It is God's business to make our

concepts right. And He has done so--long since. And we will see these,

right concepts if we will put out the wrong ones!"

"Well?" he queried lamely, wholly at a loss for any other answer.

"Well, Padre, I am not a bit afraid. I don't see a blind babe at all,

because there just can't be any. And neither do you. The babe sees

because God sees."

"In other words, you don't intend to allow yourself to be deceived by

appearances?" he suggested.

"That is just it, Padre!" she exclaimed. "Blindness is only an

appearance. But it doesn't appear to God, It appears only to the human

mind--which isn't any mind at all! And the appearance can be made to

disappear, if we know the truth and stick to it. For any appearance of

a human body is a mental concept, that's all."

"A thing of thought, then?" he said.

"Yes, a thing of _wrong_ thought. But all wrong thought is subject

to God's right thought. We've proved that, haven't we, lots of

times? Well, this wrong thought about a babe that is blind can be

changed--made to disappear--just as any lie can be made to disappear

when we know the truth. And so you and I are not going to be afraid,

are we? I told Anita this morning not to worry, but to just _know_

all the time that her babe did see, no matter what the appearance

was. And she smiled at me, Padre, she smiled. And I know that she

trusts, and is going to work with you and me."

Work with her! Heavens! had he done aught of late but work against her

by his constant harboring of fears, of doubts, and his distrust of

spiritual power?

"Padre," she resumed, "I want you to promise me that every day you

will thank God that the babe really sees. And that you will turn right

on every thought of blindness and know that it is a part of the lie

about God, and put it right out of your mind. Will you?"

"But--child--if my mind tells me that the babe is blind, how can I--"

"I don't care what your mind tells you about the babe! You are to

listen to what God tells you, not your human mind! Does God tell you

that the babe is blind? Does He?" she repeated, as the man hesitated.

"Why, no, _chiquita_, He--"

"Listen, Padre," she interrupted again, drawing closer to him. "Is God

good, or bad, or both?"

"He is good, _chiquita_, all good."

"Infinite good, then, no?"

"Yes."

"And we have long since proved by actual reasoning and demonstration

that He is mind, and so infinite mind, no?"

"It must be conceded, Carmen."

"Well, an infinite mind has all power. And an infinite, all-powerful

mind that is all good could not possibly create anything bad, or sick,

or discordant--now could He?"

"Utterly impossible, little girl."

"The Bible says so. Our reasoning tells us so. But--the five physical

senses tell us differently. Don't they?"

"Yes."

"And yet, we know that the five physical senses _do not tell us

truth_! We know that when the human mind thinks it is receiving

reports about things through the five physical senses it is doing

nothing more than looking at its own thoughts. Now isn't that so?"

"It certainly seems so, little one."

"The thoughts of an infinite and good mind must be like that mind, all

good, no? Well, then, thoughts of discord, disease, blindness, and

death--do they come from the infinite, good mind? No!"

"Well, _chiquita mía_, that is just the sticking point. I can see all

the rest. But the mighty question is, where _do_ those thoughts come

from? I am quite as ready as you to admit that discord, sin, evil,

death, and all the whole list of human ills and woes come from these

bad thoughts held in the human mind and so externalized. I believe

that the human man really sees, feels, hears, smells, and tastes these

thoughts--that the functioning of the physical senses is wholly

mental--takes place in mind, in thought only. That is, that the human

mind thinks it sees, feels, hears; but that the whole process is

mental, and that it is but regarding its thoughts, instead of actually

regarding and cognizing objects outside of itself. Do you follow me?"

"Of course," she replied with animation. "Isn't that just what I am

trying to tell you?"

"But--and here is the great obstacle--we differentiate between good

and bad thoughts. We agree that a fountain can not send forth sweet

and bitter waters at the same time. And so, good and bad thoughts do

not come from the infinite mind that we call God. But where do the

others originate? Answer that, _chiquita_, and my problems will all be

solved."

She looked at him in perplexity for some time. It seemed to her

that she never would understand him. But, with a little sigh of

resignation, she replied:

"Padre, you answered that question yourself, long ago. You worked it

all out three or four years ago. But--you haven't stuck to it. You let

the false testimony of the physical senses mesmerize you again.

Instead of sticking to the thoughts that you knew to be good, and

holding to them, in spite of the pelting you got from the others, you

have looked first at the good, and then at the bad, and then believed

them all to be real, and all to be powerful. And so you got miserably

mixed up. And the result is that you don't know where you stand. Do

you? Or, you think you don't; for that thought, too, is a bad one, and

has no power at all, excepting the power that you seem willing--and

glad--to give it."

He winced under the poignant rebuke. He knew in his heart that she was

right. He had not clung to the good, despite the roars of Satan. He

had not "resisted unto blood." Far from it; he had fallen, almost

invariably, at the first shower of the adversary's darts. And now, was

he not trying, desperately, to show her that Ana's babe was blind,

hopelessly so? Was he not fighting on evil's side, and vigorously,

though with shame suffusing his face, waving aloft the banner of

error?

"The trouble with you, Padre," the girl resumed, after some moments of

reflection, "is that you--you see everything--well, you see everything

as a person, or a thing."

"You mean that I always associate thought with personality?" he

suggested.

"That's it! But you have got to learn to deal with thoughts and ideas

by themselves, apart from any person or thing. You have got to learn

to deal with facts and their opposites entirely apart from places, or

things, or people. Now if I say that Life is eternal, I have stated a

mental thing. That is the fact. Its opposite, that is, the opposite of

Life, is death. One opposes the other. But God is Life. Is God also

death? He can't be. Life is the fact. Then death must be the illusion.

That being so, Life is the reality, and death is the unreality. Very

well, what makes death seem real? It is just because the false thought

of death comes into the human mind, and is held there as a reality, as

something that has _got_ to happen. And that strong belief becomes

externalized in what mortals call death. Don't you see? Is there a

person in the whole world who doesn't think that some time he has got

to die? No, not one! But now suppose every person held the belief that

death was an illusion, a part of the big lie about God, just as Jesus

said it was. Well, wouldn't we get rid of death in a hurry? I should

think so! And is there a person in the whole world who wouldn't say

that Anita's babe was blind? No, not one! They would look at the human

thought of blindness, instead of God's real idea of sight, and so they

would make and keep the babe blind. Don't you understand me, Padre

dear? Don't you? I know you do, for you really see as God sees!"

She stopped for breath. Her eyes glistened, and her whole body seemed

to radiate the light of knowledge divine. Then she went hurriedly on:

"Padre, everything is mental. You know that, for you told me so, long

since. Well, that being so, we have got to face the truth that every

mental fact seems to have an opposite, or a lot of opposites, also

seemingly mental. The opposite of a fact is an illusion. The opposite

of truth is a lie. Well, God is the great fact. Infinite mind is the

infinite fact. The so-called opposite of this infinite fact is the

human mind, the many so-called minds of mankind--_a kind of man._ But

everything is still mental. Now, an illusion, or a lie, does not

_really_ exist. If I tell you that two and two are seven, that lie

does not exist. Is it in what we call my mind, or yours? No. Even if

you say you believe it, that doesn't make it real. Nor does it show

that it has real existence in your mind. Not a bit of it! But--if you

hold it, and cling to it--allow it to stay with you and influence

you--why, Padre dear, everything in your whole life will be changed!

"Let me take your pencil--and a piece of paper. Look now," drawing a

line down through the paper. "On one side, Padre, is the infinite

mind, God, and all His thoughts and ideas, all good, perfect and

eternal. On the other side is the lie about it all. That is still

mental; but it is illusion, falsity. It includes all sin, all

sickness, all murder, all evil, accidents, loss, failure, bad

ambitions, and death. These are all parts of the big lie about

God--His unreal opposite. These are the so-called thoughts that come

to the human mind. Where do they come from? From nowhere. The human

mind looks at them, tastes them, feels them, holds them; and then they

become its beliefs. After a while the human mind looks at nothing but

these beliefs. It believes them to be real. And, finally, it comes to

believe that God made them and sent them to His children. Isn't it

awful, Padre! And aren't you glad that you know about it? And aren't

you going to learn how to keep the good on one side of that line and

the illusion on the other?"

It seemed to Josè a thing incredible that these words were coming from

a girl of fifteen. And yet he knew that at the same tender age he was

as deeply serious as she--but with this difference: he was then

tenaciously clinging to the thoughts that she was now utterly

repudiating as unreal and non-existent.

"Padre dear," the girl resumed, "everything is mental. The whole

universe is mental."

"Well," he replied reflectively, "at least our comprehension of it is

wholly mental."

"Why--it is all inside--it is all in our thought! Padre, when Hernando

plays on that old pipe of his, where is the music? Is it in the pipe?

Or is it in our thoughts?"

"But, _chiquita_, we don't seem to have it in our thought until we

seem to see him playing on the pipe, do we?"

"No, we don't," she replied. "And do you know why? It is just because

the human mind believes that everything, even music, must come from

matter--must have a--"

"Must have a material origin? Is that what you mean?"

"Yes. And men even believe that life itself has a material origin; and

so they have wasted centuries trying to find it in the body. They

don't seem to want to know that God is life."

"Then, _chiquita_, you do not believe that matter is real?"

"There is no matter outside of us, or around us, Padre," she said in

reply. "The human mind looks at its thoughts and seems to see them out

around it as things made of matter. But, after all, it only sees its

thoughts."

"Then I suppose that the externalization of our thought in our

consciousness constitutes what we call space, does it not?"

"It must, Padre," she answered.

He studied a moment. Then:

"_Chiquita_, how do you know me? What do you see that you call 'me'?"

"Why, Padre, I see you as God does--at least, I try always to see you

that way?" she answered earnestly. "And that is the way Jesus always

saw people."

"God sees me, of course. But, does He see me as I see myself?" he

mused aloud.

"You do not see yourself, Padre," was her reply. "You see only the

thoughts that you call yourself. Thoughts of mind and body and all

those things that go to form a human being."

"Well--yes, I must agree with you there; for, though God certainly

knows me, He cannot know me as I think I know myself, sinful and

discordant."

"He knows the real 'you,' Padre dear. And that is just as He is. He

knows that the unreal 'you,' the 'you' that you think you know, is

illusion. If He knew the human, mortal 'you' as real, He would have to

know evil. And that can not be."

"No, for the Bible says He is of eyes too pure to behold evil."

"Well, Padre, why don't you try to be like Him?"

But the girl needed not that he should answer her question. She knew

why he had failed, for "without faith it is impossible to please him:

for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a

rewarder of them that diligently seek him." She knew that Josè's

struggle to overcome evil had been futile, because he had first

made evil real. She knew that the difficulty he had experienced in

keeping his thought straight was because he persisted in looking at

both the good and the evil. Lot's wife, in the Bible allegory, had

turned back to look at things material and had been transformed into

a pillar of salt. Josè had turned again and again to his materialistic

thoughts; and had been turned each time to salt tears. She knew that

he gave up readily, that he yielded easily to evil's strongest

tool, discouragement, and fell back into self-condemnation, whereby he

only rendered still more real to himself the evil which he was

striving to overcome. She knew that the only obstacle that he was

wrestling with in his upward progress was the universal belief in a

power other than God, good, which is so firmly fixed in the human

consciousness. But she likewise knew that this hindrance was but a

false conviction, and that it could and would be overcome.

"Padre," she reflected, looking up at him in great seriousness, "if a

lie had an origin, it would be true, wouldn't it?"

He regarded her attentively, but without replying.

"But Jesus said that Satan was the father of lies. And Satan, since he

is the father of lies, must himself be a lie. You see, Padre, we can

go right back to the very first chapter in the Bible. First comes the

account of the real creation. Then comes the account as the human

mind looks at it. But that comes after the 'mist' had gone up from

the ground, from dirt, from matter. Don't you see? That mist was

error, the opposite of Good. It was evil, the opposite of God. It was

the human mind and all human thought, the opposite of the infinite

Mind, God, and His thought. The mist went up from matter. So every bit

of evil that you can possibly think of comes from the material,

physical senses. Evil is always a mist, hiding the good. Isn't it

so? The physical universe, the universe of matter, is the way the

human mind sees its thoughts of the spiritual universe that was

created by God. The human mind is just a bundle of these false

thoughts; and you yourself have said that the human consciousness

was a 'thought-activity, concerned with the activity of false

thought.' The human mind is the lie about the infinite mind. It is

the mistake, the illusion. It is like a mistake in mathematics. It

has no principle, and nothing to stand on. The minute you turn the

truth upon it, why, it vanishes."

"Well, then, _chiquita_, why don't people turn the truth upon it

everywhere?"

"Because they are mesmerized by the error, Padre. They sit looking at

these false thoughts and believing them true. Padre, all disease, all

evil, comes from the false thought in the human mind. It is that

thought externalized in the human consciousness. And when the human

mind turns from them, and puts them out, and lets the true thoughts

in, why--why, _then we will raise the dead_!"

"But, _chiquita_, the human body--if it has died--"

"Padre," she interrupted, "the human body and human mind are one and

the same. The body is in the mind. The body that you think you see is

but your thought of a body, and _is in your so-called human mind_!"

"Do you really understand that, child?"

"I _know_ it!" she exclaimed. "And so would you if you read your Bible

in the right way. Why--I had never seen a Bible until you gave me

yours. I didn't know what a book it was! And to think that it has been

in the world for thousands of years, and yet people still kill one

another, still get sick, and still die! I don't see how they can!"

"But, _chiquita_, people are too busy to devote time to demonstrating

the truths of the Bible," he offered.

"Too busy!" she ejaculated. "Busy with what?"

"Why--busy making money--busy socially--busy having a good time--busy

accumulating things that--that they must go away and leave to somebody

else!"

"Yes," she said sadly. "They are like the people Jesus spoke of, too

busy with things that are of no account to see the things that

are--that are--"

"That are priceless, _chiquita_--that are the most vital of all things

to sinful, suffering mankind," he supplied.

Rosendo looked in at the door. Josè motioned him away. These hours

with Carmen had become doubly precious to him of late. Perhaps he felt

a presentiment that the net about him and his loved ones was drawing

rapidly tighter. Perhaps he saw the hour swiftly approaching, even at

hand, when these moments of spiritual intercourse would be rudely

terminated. And perhaps he saw the clouds lowering ever darker above

them, and knew that in the blackness which was soon to fall the girl

would leave him and be swept out into the great world of human

thoughts and events, to meet, alone with her God, the fiercest

elements, the subtlest wiles, of the carnal mind. As for himself--he

was in the hands of that same God.

He turned again to the girl. "_Chiquita_," he said, "you do not

find mistakes in the Bible? For, out in the big world where I came

from, there are many, very many, who say that it is a book of

inconsistencies, of gross inaccuracies, and that its statements are

directly opposed to the so-called natural sciences. They say that it

doesn't even relate historical events accurately. But, after all,

the Bible is just the record of the unfoldment in the human

consciousness of the concept of God. Why cavil at it when it

contains, as we must see, a revelation of the full formula for

salvation, which, as you say, is right-thinking."

"Yes, Padre. And it even tells us what to think about. Paul said, you

know, that we should think about whatsoever things are true, honest,

just, pure, lovely, and of good report. Well, he told us that there

was no law--not even any human law--against those things. And don't

you know, he wrote about bringing into captivity every thought to

Christ? What did he mean by that?"

"Just what you have been telling me, I guess, _chiquita_: that every

thought must be measured by the Christ-principle. And if it doesn't

conform to that standard, it must be rejected."

"Yes. And then he said that he died daily. He did die daily to evil,

to all evil thought--"

"And to the testimony of the physical senses, think you?"

"He must have! For, in proving God to be real, he had to prove the

reports of the five physical senses to be only human beliefs."

"You are right, _chiquita_. He must have known that the corporeal

senses were the only source from which evil came. He must have known

that unless God testified in regard to things, any other testimony was

but carnal belief. This must be so, for God, being infinite mind, is

also infinite intelligence. He knows all things, and knows them

aright--not as the human mind thinks it knows them, twisted and

deformed, but right."

"Of course, Padre. You know now that you see it right. And can't you

_stick_ to it, and prove it?"

"_Chiquita_," he answered, shaking his head again, his words still

voicing a lingering note of doubt, "it may be--the 'I' that I call

myself may be entirely human, unreal, mortal. I make no doubt it is,

for it seems filled to the brim with discordant thoughts. And it will

pass away. And then--then what will be left?"

"Oh, Padre!" she cried, with a trace of exasperation. "Empty yourself

of the wrong thoughts--shut the door against them--don't let them in

any more! Then fill yourself with God's thoughts. Then when the

mortal part fades away, why, the good will be left. And it will be the

right 'you.'"

"But how shall I empty myself, and then fill myself again?"

"Padre!" cried the girl, springing from her chair and stamping her

foot with each word to give it emphasis. "It is love, love, love,

nothing but love! Forget yourself, and love everything and everybody,

the real things and the real bodies! Love God, and good, and good

thoughts! Turn from the bad and the unreal--forget it! Why--"

"Wait, _chiquita_," he interrupted. "A great war is threatening our

country at this very minute. Shall I turn from it and let come what

may?"

She hesitated not. "No! But you can know that war comes only from the

human mind; that it is bad thought externalized; and that God is

peace, and is infinitely greater than such bad thought; and He will

take care of you--if you will let Him!"

"And how do I let Him? By sitting back and folding my hands and

saying, Here am I, Lord, protect me--"

"Oh, Padre dear, you make me ashamed of your foolish thought--which

isn't your thought at all, but just thought that seems to be calling

itself 'you.' Jesus said, He that believeth on me, the works that I do

shall he do likewise. But that did not mean sitting back with folded

hands. It meant _understanding_ him; and knowing that there is no

power apart from the Christ-principle; and using that principle, using

it every moment, _hard_; and with it overcoming every thought that

doesn't come from God, every thought of the human mind, whether it is

called war, or sickness, or death!"

"Then evil can be thought away, _chiquita_?" He knew not why he

pursued her so relentlessly.

"No, Padre," she replied with a gentle patience that smote him. "No,

Padre. But it can be destroyed in the human mind. And when you have

overcome the habit of thinking the wrong way, evil will disappear.

That is the whole thing. That is what Jesus tried to make the people

see."

But Josè knew it. Yet he had not put it to the proof. He had gone

through life, worrying himself loose from one human belief, only to

become enslaved to another equally insidious. He knew that the cause

of whatever came to him was within his own mentality. And yet he knew,

likewise, that he would have to demonstrate this--that he would be

called upon to "prove" God. His faith without the works following was

dead. He felt that he did not really believe in power opposed to God;

and yet he did constantly yield to such belief. And such yielding was

the chief of sins. The unique Son of God had said so. He knew that

when the Master had said, "Behold, I give you power over all the

enemy," he meant that the Christ-principle would overcome every false

claim of the human mentality, whether that claim be one of physical

condition or action, or a claim of environment and event. He knew that

all things were possible to God, and likewise to the one who

understood and faithfully applied the Christ-principle. Carmen

believed that good alone was real and present. She applied this

knowledge to every-day affairs. And in so doing she denied reality to

evil. He must let go. He must turn upon the claims of evil to life and

intelligence. His false sense of righteousness _must_ give place to

the spiritual sense of God as immanent good. He knew that Carmen's

great love was an impervious armor, which turned aside the darts of

the evil one, the one lie. He knew that his reasoning from the premise

of mixed good and evil was false, and the results chaotic. And knowing

all this, he knew that he had touched the hem of the garment of the

Christ-understanding. There remained, then, the test of fire. And it

had come. Would he stand?

"Padre," said Carmen, going to him and putting her arms about his

neck, "you say that you think a great war is coming. But you

needn't be afraid. Don't you remember what it says in the book of

Isaiah? 'No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper, and

every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt

condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their

righteousness is of me, saith the Lord.' No weapon of evil can

touch you, if you understand God. Every tongue of the human mind that

rises to judge you, to sentence you, shall be condemned. You will

condemn it--you _must_! This is your heritage, given you by God. And

your righteousness, your right-thinking, must come from God. Your

thoughts must be His. Then--"

"Yes, yes, _chiquita_," he said, drawing her to him.

"And now, Padre, you will promise me that you will know every day that

Anita's babe is not blind--that it sees, because God sees?"

"Yes, _chiquita_, I promise."

"Padre dear," she murmured, nestling close to him, "I love you so

much, so much!"

He answered not, except in the tightening of the arm that was about

her.

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