"He is sure to be there," said the deep-eyed man; and he and the other

men laughed. "If you sit on a bench where the grass and flowers are,

outside the Casino door, and watch, perhaps you will see him come down

the steps. But you are small to be out all alone looking for him."

"It's very important for me to find my father before it is dark," said

Rosemary. "So I thank you for telling me, and now goodbye."

Daintily polite as usual, she bowed to them all, and started up the

hill.

As she walked briskly on, she studied with large, starry eyes the face

of every man she met; but there was not a suitable father among them.

She was still fatherless when she reached the Place of the Casino, where

she had often come before, to walk in the gardens or on the terrace at

unfashionable hours with her mother, on Sundays, or other days

when--unfortunately--there was no work to do.

She had sat down on a bench between a French "nou-nou," with a wonderful

head dress, and a hawk-visaged old lady with a golden wig, and had fixed

her eyes upon the Casino door, when the throb, throb of a motor caught

her attention.

Now an automobile was a marvellous dragon for Rosemary, and she could

never see too many for her pleasure. Above all things, she would have

loved a spin on the back of such a dragon, and she liked choosing

favourites from among the dragon brood.

A splendid dark blue one was panting and quivering before the door of

the Hotel de Paris, having just been started by a slim chauffeur in a

short fur coat. As Rosemary gazed, deciding that this was the noblest

dragon of them all, a young man ran down the steps of the hotel and got

into the car. He took his place in the driver's seat, laid his hand on

the steering wheel as if he were caressing a baby's head, the chauffeur

sprang up beside his master, and they were off. But with a cry, Rosemary

rushed across the road.

The nou-nou shrieked and hugged her muffled charge; the old lady

screamed, and all the other old ladies and young ladies, and pretty

girls sitting on the benches, or walking about, screamed too.

The man who drove was pale under his coat of brown tan as with a crash

of machinery he brought the big blue car to a stop so close to the child

that its glittering bonnet touched her coat. He did not say a word for

an instant, for his lips were pressed so tightly together, that they

were a white line.

[Illustration: _With a crash of machinery he brought the big blue car to

a stop_]

That beautiful, little golden-haired, smiling thing, so full of life!

But it was all right now. She was smiling still, as if she did not guess

the deadly peril she had just escaped.

"Don't you know, little one," he asked gently, "that it's very dangerous

to run in front of automobiles?"

"Oh, but I wanted so much to stop you," said Rosemary.

"Why, do you know me?" And the young man smiled such a pleasant smile,

with a gleam of white teeth, that the child was more than ever sure she

had done right.

"Yes, I know you by 'eavensenthinstinct." She got out the long word with

a gasp or two; but it was a great success. She had not mixed up a single

syllable.

The young man burst out laughing. "Where's your nurse?" he asked.

"In London," said Rosemary. "She isn't my nurse any more."

"Well, your mother--"

"She isn't--"

"What? Are you going to tell me she isn't your mother any more? Are you

out 'on your own,' little lady?"

"I don't know what that is; and my mother's my mother just as usual,

thank you," said Rosemary, with dignity. "She's quite well. But she

doesn't know I came out to look for you."

"Oh, doesn't she?" echoed the young man in the car. "Then don't you

think the best thing you can do is to let me take you back to her?"

"She won't be home yet, not till it's dark, I expect," said the child.

"Oh, that's a long time yet. Well, since you know me, wouldn't you like

to climb in, and have a little run?"

"May I, truly and really?" The little face grew pink with joy.

"Truly and really--if you're not afraid."

"What should I be afraid of?" Rosemary asked.

"I was talking nonsense. Get down, Paul, and put her into the tonneau.

You'd better sit by her, perhaps."

The chauffeur proceeded to obey, but when the child found herself being

tucked into a back seat of the car, she gave a little protesting cry.

"Oh, can't I sit in front with you?"

"Of course you can, if you like. Paul, wrap her up well in the rug. Now,

little one, we're going to start. I won't take you too fast."

He turned the car, and passing the Casino drove up the hill, taking the

direction of Mentone, when he had reached the top. He had not been over

this road before, as he had arrived by way of Nice yesterday; but he had

studied road maps, and knew both how and where he wished to go.

"Now," said he, driving carefully, "how do you like it?"

"Oh, it's wonderful!" answered Rosemary, with a rapt smile on her rosy

face.

"Have you ever motored before?"

She shook her head. "Never."

"Brave Baby."

"I don't usually care to be called a baby," she remarked. "But I don't

mind from you."

"I'm especially favoured, it seems," said the young man. "Tell me how

you happen to know me? I can't think, I must confess, unless it was on

shipboard--"

"There! I knew perfectly well it was you!" broke in Rosemary with a look

of rapture. "You _were_ on a ship, and you were lost at sea. But you're

found again now, because it's Christmas Eve."

"I wasn't lost at sea, though, or I shouldn't be here with you," said

Hugh Egerton. He glanced rather wistfully in a puzzled way at the

lovely little face framed with blowing golden hair. There was something

in the child's eyes which stabbed his heart; yet there was sweetness in

the pain. "I'm afraid we're playing at cross purposes, aren't we?" he

went on. "Was it on a ship that you saw me?"

"Oh, I didn't see you on the ship," said Rosemary. "I only knew you went

away on one. I haven't seen you for ever and ever so long, not since I

was a tiny baby."

"By Jove! And you've remembered me all this time?"

"Not exactly remembered. It was the feeling I had in my heart, just as

Jane said I would, the minute I saw you, that told me it was you. That

was why I ran to keep you from going on in your motor car, because if

you had, I might have lost you again, forever and ever."

"So you might," said puzzled Hugh Egerton, pleased as well as puzzled.

"And that would never have done for either of us."

"It would have been dreadful," replied Rosemary, "to have to wait for

another Christmas Eve."

"Christmas Eve seems a day for adventures," said Hugh. "One finds new

friends;--and dear little girls; and--goodness knows what I shall find

next."

"We must find Angel next," Rosemary assured him. "She'll be so glad to

see you."

"Do you really think so? By the way, who is Angel?"

"Mother. Didn't you know _that_?"

"I expect I'd forgotten," Hugh answered. She looked so reproachful, that

not for the world would he have denied all knowledge of Angel. The child

evidently took him for someone she had known; perhaps she had seen a

photograph of some long lost friend of her family, who resembled him,

and she had sprung to a conclusion, as children do. But she was an

exquisitely pretty and engaging little thing, a grand little pal, and

worth cultivating. Hugh liked children, especially girls, though he had

always been rather shy with them, not knowing exactly how they liked

best to be entertained, and finding it difficult to think of things to

say, in keeping up a conversation. But there was no such difficulty with

this child. It was really interesting to draw the little creature out,

and see what she would say next. As for finding Angel, however, when the

time came to do that, he thought he would prefer to bid Angel's daughter

goodbye at the door. He had no fancy for scraping up an acquaintance

with strangers through their children.

CHAPTER SIX

FAIRY FATHERS MUST VANISH

Rosemary sat in silence for a few moments, taking in the full meaning of

her companion's answer to her last question. He had forgotten that Angel

was Angel! Though she was warmly wrapped in a soft rug of silvery fur, a

chill crept into her heart. Could it be that Nurse's words about father

had been true, after all; and if they were, was she doing harm, rather

than good, in bringing him home?

Presently Hugh waked out of his own thoughts, and noticed the little

girl's silence.

"You're not afraid?" he asked, blissfully unconscious of offence. "I'm

not driving too fast to please you?"

"Oh no," said Rosemary.

"You're not cold?"

"No, thank you."

"Nor tired?"

"No, not tired."

"But something is the matter?"

"I'm worrying," confessed the child.

"What about, little one?"

"I'm not sure if I ought to have spoken to you, or have come with you,

after all."

To save his life, Hugh could not have helped laughing, though it was

evidently a matter of serious importance. "What, do you think we ought

to have a chaperon?" he asked. "Paul's in the tonneau, you know; and

he's a most discreet chap."

"I don't know what a chaperon is," said Rosemary. "But will you promise

not to be angry if I ask you something, and will you promise to answer,

honour bright?"

"Yes, to both your questions."

"Were you really unkind to Angel, before you were lost?"

This was a hard nut to crack, if his past were not to be ruthlessly

severed from Angel's by a word. He thought for a moment, and then said,

"Honour bright, I can't remember anything unkind I ever did to her."

"Oh, I'm so glad. I was afraid, when you said you'd forgotten--but maybe

her name wasn't Angel, then?"

"That was it, I'm sure," replied Hugh, soothingly. "Maybe you named her

Angel, yourself?"

"I don't know," said Rosemary. "She seems to have been it, always, ever

since I can remember. And she does look just like one, you know, she's

so beautiful."

"I expect you remember a lot more about angels than I do, because it

isn't so long since you came from where they live. But here we are in

the woods at Cap Martin. Have you ever been here before?"

"Angel and I had a picnic here once, all by ourselves; and there were

lots of sheep under the olive trees, and a funny old shepherd who made

music to them. Oh, I do love picnics, don't you? Angel said, if she were

rich, she'd take me on the loveliest kind of a picnic for Christmas;

but, you see, it would cost too much money to do it, for we've hardly

got any, especially since the Comtesse doesn't pay us back."

"What kind of picnic would it have been?" asked Hugh, driving along the

beautiful shore road, where the wind-blown pines lean forward like

transformed wood nymphs, caught in a spell just as they spread out their

arms to spring into the sea.

"Angel has told me lots of history-stories about the strange

rock-villages in the mountains. There's one called Eze, on top of a hill

shaped almost like a horn; she showed me a picture of it. Children live

up in the rock villages, and never come down to the towns. They've never

even seen any toys, like other children play with, Angel says. All the

strangers who come here give presents to the poor in Monte Carlo and

Mentone, and big places like that; but they never think of the ones up

in the mountains. Angel said how nice it would be, if we were rich, to

buy toys,--baskets and baskets full,--and give them away to the

children of Eze. Perhaps you are rich; are you?"

"Richer than I thought, a few years ago, that I ever should be. I used

to be poor, until I dug, and found some gold lying about in the ground."

"How splendid! I suppose the fairies showed you where to look. Jane says

there are no fairies, but I do hope she's mistaken. I wish you would

send up some presents to the little children at Eze."

"I will, lots, if you'll take them."

"Perhaps we could all go together."

"I'm afraid your mother wouldn't care for that."

"Yes, she would. Because, if you were never unkind to her, like Nurse

said you were, she'll be most awfully glad to see you again. I shouldn't

wonder if she'd cry for joy, to have you with us always, and take care

of us. Oh, do let's go back now, and I'll take you to her. She _will_ be

surprised!"

"I should think she would," said Hugh. "But look here; you said she

wouldn't get back till dark. We've come to Mentone now. See how pretty

the shops are for Christmas. Can't you stop and have some nice hot

chocolate and cakes with me, and afterwards choose a doll for yourself,

as a Christmas present from your old friend?"

As he put this temptation before her, he slowed down the car in front of

a shop with big glass windows full of sparkling cakes, and ribbon-tied

baskets of crystallized fruits. Through the windows Rosemary could see a

great many well-dressed people sitting at little marble tables, and it

would have been delightful to go in. But she shook her head. The sun

was setting over the sea. The sky was flooded with pink and gold, while

all the air was rosy with a wonderful glow which painted the mountains,

even the dappled-grey plane trees, and the fronts of the gaily decorated

shops.

The donkey women were leading their patient little animals away from the

stand on the sea promenade, up to Sorbio for the night; and their dark

faces under the queer, mushroom hats were ruddy and beautiful in the

rose-light.

"As soon as the sun goes down, it gets dark here," said Rosemary,

regretfully. "Thank you very much, but I'd rather go home now. You see,

I do _so_ want you to be there already, waiting to surprise Angel when

she comes in."

"No time even to buy a doll?"

"I'd rather go home, thank you. Besides, though I should like to have a

new doll, perhaps darling Evie would be sad if I played with another."

Hugh was obediently turning the car's bonnet towards Monte Carlo, and

for the fraction of a second he was foolish enough almost to lose

control of it, on account of a start he gave. "Evie!" he echoed.

It was years since he had spoken that name.

"She's my doll," explained Rosemary.

"Oh!" said Hugh.

"But I don't think she'd mind or be sad if you gave me a doll's house,"

went on the child, "if you _should_ have time to get it for me by and

bye; that is, if you really want to give me something for Christmas, you

know."

"Of course I do. But tell me, why did you name your doll Evie?"

He put the question in a low voice, as if he were half ashamed of asking

it; and as at that instant a tram boomed by, Rosemary heard only the

first words.

"I 'sposed you would," she replied. "Fathers do like to give their

little girls Christmas presents, Jane says; maybe that's why they're

obliged to come back always on Christmas Eve, if they've been lost. Do

you know, even if there aren't any fairies, it's just like a fairy story

having my father come back, and take me to Angel in a motor car on

Christmas Eve."

"Good gracious!" exclaimed Hugh Egerton. "Did you say--father?"

"Yes," replied Rosemary. "You're almost like a fairy father, I said."

So, he was her father--her long lost father! Poor little lamb, he began

to guess at the story now. There was a scamp of a father who had "not

been very kind" to Angel, and had been lost, or had thoughtfully lost

himself. For some extraordinary reason the child imagined that he--well,

if it were not pathetic, it would be funny. But somehow he did not feel

much inclined to laugh. Poor little thing! His heart yearned over her;

but the situation was becoming strained. Unless he could think of some

good way out of it, he might have a scene when he was obliged to rob the

child of her father, on reaching the door of her house.

"That's it," said he, calling all his tact to the rescue. "I am a fairy

father. Just as you thought, it's a mistake of Jane's about there being

no fairies; only the trouble is, fairies aren't so powerful as they used

to be in the old days. Now, I should love to be able to stay with you

for a long, long time, but because I'm only a poor fairy father, I

can't. We've been very happy together, and I'm tremendously glad you

found me. I shall think of you and of this day, often. But the cruel

part is, that when I bring you to your door, I'm afraid I shall have

to--vanish."

"Oh, how dreadful!" cried Rosemary, her voice quivering. "Must I lose

you again?"

"Perhaps I can write to you," Hugh tried to console her, feeling

horribly guilty and helpless.

"That won't be the same. I do love you so much. _Please_ don't vanish."

"I shall send you things. A doll's house for Evie. By the way, you

didn't tell me why you named her that."

"After Angel, of course," returned the child absent-mindedly. "But when

you've vanished, I--"

"Is your mother's name Evie?"

"Evelyn. But that's too long for a doll."

"Evelyn--what? You--you haven't told me your name yet."

"Rosemary Evelyn Clifford."

"Great Heavens!"

"How strange your voice sounds," said Rosemary. "Are you ill?"

"No--no! I--feel a little odd, that's all."

"Oh, it isn't the vanishing coming on already? We're a long way from our

hotel yet."

Hugh drove mechanically, though sky and sea and mountains seemed to be

seething together, as if in the convulsions of an earthquake.

Her child! And her husband--what of him? The little one said he was

lost; that he had not been kind. Hugh gritted his teeth together, and

heard only the singing of his blood in his ears. Was the man dead, or

had he but disappeared? In any case, _she_ was here, alone in Monte

Carlo, with her child; poor, unhappy, working by day, crying by night.

He must see her, at once--at once.

Yet--what if it were not she, after all? If the name were a coincidence?

There might be other Evelyn Cliffords in the world. It must be that this

was another. His Evelyn had married a rich and titled Englishman. She

was Lady Clifford. The things that had happened to Rosemary's Angel

could not have happened to her. Still, he must know, and know quickly.

"Where do you live, little Rosemary?" he asked, grimly schooling his

voice, when he felt that he could trust himself to speak.

"The Hotel Pension Beau Soleil, Rue Girasole, in the Condamine, Monte

Carlo," answered the child, as if she were repeating a lesson she had

been taught to rattle off by heart.

Lost as he was to most external things, Hugh roused himself to some

surprise at the name of the hotel.

"Why, that is where Mademoiselle de Lavalette and her mother live!" he

exclaimed.

"They're the ladies Angel lent the money to, because she was so sorry

for them," said Rosemary. "I've heard them talking about it with her,

and saying they can't pay it back. They're angry with her for asking,

but she had to, you see. When they go past us in the dining-room they

turn their backs."

Hugh's attention was arrested now.

"Do they dine?" he asked. "Every night?"

"Oh yes, always. Mademoiselle has lovely dresses. She is pretty, but the

Comtesse is such an ugly old lady; like Red Riding Hood's grandmother, I

think. I'm afraid of her. Jane says _her_ Madame and Monsieur don't

believe she's really a Comtesse. I had to knock at her door with a

letter from Angel to-day, for Angel doesn't know I'm afraid. I couldn't

help being glad Madame wouldn't let me in, for it seemed as if she might

eat me up. I knocked and knocked, and when I was going away, I saw

Mademoiselle coming in, in a pink dress with a rosy hat."

"I think she'll pay your mother back to-morrow," said Hugh, remembering

the fatness of the pink bag.

"She didn't say she would. She was so cross with me that she called me a

_petit bete_, and snatched the letter out of my hand."

At this, Hugh's face grew suddenly hot and red, and he muttered

something under his breath. But it was not a word which Rosemary would

have understood, even if she had heard.

CHAPTER SEVEN

THE WHITE FIGURE AT THE DOOR

Rosemary had tears in her eyes and voice, when the fairy father stopped

his car at the door of the hotel. He had driven so very quickly since

he'd broken it to her that they must part!

"Now, have you to vanish this very minute?" she asked, choking back a

sob, as he lifted her to the ground.

Vanish? He had forgotten all about vanishing. To vanish now was the last

thing he wished to do.

"Something tells me that I shan't have to,--quite yet, anyhow," he said

hastily. "I--want to see your mother. Has she a sitting-room where I

could call upon her, or wait till she comes in?"

"We haven't one of our own," said Rosemary. "But there's a nice old lady

who lives next door to us, on the top floor, and is very good to Angel

and me. She writes stories, and things for the papers, and Angel types

them, sometimes. When she's away she lets us use the sitting-room where

she writes; and she's away now. Angel and I are going to be there this

evening till it's my bed-time; and you can come up with me if you will.

Oh, I'm so thankful you don't need to vanish for a little while."

His heart pounding as it had not pounded for six years and more--(not

since the days when he had gone up other stairs, in another land, to

see an Evelyn)--Hugh followed the flitting figure of the child.

The stairs and corridors were not lighted yet. One economises with

electric light and many other little things at a hotel pension, where

the prices are "from five francs a day, _vin compris_."

Rosemary opened a door on the fourth floor, and for a moment the

twilight on the other side was shot for Hugh with red and purple spots.

But the colours faded when the childish voice said, "Angel isn't here.

If you'll come in, I'll go and see if she's in our room."

"Don't tell her--don't say--anything about a fairy father," he

stammered.

"Oh no, that's to be the surprise," Rosemary reassured him, as she

pattered away.

It was deep twilight in the room, and rather cold, for the eucalyptus

and olive logs in the fireplace still awaited the match. Hugh could see

the blurred outlines of a few pieces of cheap furniture; a sofa, three

or four chairs, a table, and a clumsy writing desk. But the window was

still a square of pale bluish light, cut out of the violet dusk, and as

the young man's eyes accustomed themselves to the dimness, the room did

not seem dark.

He was not left alone for long. In two or three minutes Rosemary

appeared once more, without her hat and coat, to say that "Angel" had

not yet come back. "But she'll soon be here now," went on the child. "Do

you mind waiting in the twilight, fairy father? The electric light

doesn't come on till after five, and I've just heard the clock

downstairs strike five."

"I shall like it," answered Hugh, glad that his face should be hidden by

the dusk, in these moments of waiting.

"Angel tells me stories in the twilight," said Rosemary, as he sat down

on the sofa by the cold fireplace, and she let him lift her light little

body to his knee. "Would you tell me one, about when you were lost?"

"I'll try," Hugh said. "Let me think, what story shall I tell?"

"I won't speak while you're remembering," Rosemary promised, leaning her

head confidingly against his shoulder. "I always keep quiet, while Angel

puts on her thinking cap."

Hugh laughed, and was silent. But his head was too hot to wear a

thinking cap, and no story would come at his half-hearted call.

Rosemary waited in patience for him to begin. "One, two, three," she

counted under her breath; for she had learned to count up to fifty, and

it was good practice when one wished to make the time pass. She had

just come to forty-nine, and was wondering if she might remind the fairy

father of his duty, when the door opened.

It was Angel, of course; but Angel did not come in. She stopped on the

threshold, talking to somebody, or rather somebody was talking to her.

Rosemary could not see the person, but she recognised the voice. It was

that of Mademoiselle de Lavalette.

"You are not to write my mother letters, and trouble us about that

money, madame," said the voice, as shrill now as it could be sweet.

"Once for all, I will not have it. I have followed you to tell you this.

You will be paid soon; that is enough. I am engaged to be married to a

rich man, an American. He will be glad to pay all our debts by and by;

but meantime, madame, you are to let us alone."

"I have done nothing, except to write and say that I needed the

money,--which you promised to return weeks ago, or I couldn't possibly

have spared it," protested a voice which Hugh had heard in dreams three

nights out of every six, in as many years.

"Well, if you write any more letters, we shall burn them unread, so it

is no use to trouble us; and we will pay when we choose."

With the last words, the other voice died into distance. Mademoiselle

had said what she came to say, and was retreating with dignity down the

corridor.

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