CHAPTER IV

Don Fadique’s Declaration of Love

While Blanche sat all alone, the arras gently lifted and Don Fadique

stood before her. Not gay and triumphant as she had seen him at

Narbonne, but pale and grave and habited in a grey _justaucorps_ with a

simple hood--more in the guise of a penitent than a gay young knight.

“My princess,” and he kissed her hand, carefully looking round to assure

himself that they were alone, “I am come to ask you a last favour before

the king arrives. Already his presence is signalled on the outskirts of

the city.”

At that dreaded name, Blanche, whose soft face had broken into the

sunniest of smiles as Don Fadique entered, trembled and sank back

against the wall. At that one word, “the king,” the soft glamour her

imagination had conjured up, vanished. She was the bride of the cruel

tyrant all men hated. He was at hand to claim her. She burst into tears.

“Sweet Blanche,” and Don Fadique’s eyes melted at her distress, as

taking her tenderly by the hand, upon which he impressed another

fervent kiss, he knelt on the floor before her, “be comforted, and

listen to me. The time is come when we must part. For a moment, it

seemed to me a dream of heavenly bliss, and that, standing in my

brother’s place, I could claim you for ever. But now I am less than

nothing in your eyes. Tell me, oh, tell me,” and a sigh broke from him,

so deep, his very soul seemed poured out in it, “tell me quickly, for

our time is short. You will not quite hate me?”

Some wild words were on Blanche’s lips, but remembering the

expostulations of Claire she checked them, blushed hotly over brow and

neck, hesitated, and said nothing.

“Your pity is all I dare ask,” he continues, drawing nearer and leaning

over her, as she shrinks away among a pile of embroidered cushions,

anxiously turning her eyes towards the drapery behind which Claire had

disappeared. “Of all men I am the most wretched. There is one whom I

love more than anything on earth, and I am nothing to her. If it were

not so----”

He broke off abruptly, but there is something so bitter and hopeless in

his tone that, spite of an involuntary pang of jealousy, Blanche’s eyes

turned on him full of sympathy.

“I am so sorry,” she replies, simply. “I think all the world should care

to please you. But"--the jealous feeling is growing spite of

herself--“if any one----”

At this moment Don Fadique stooped and grasped her arm with such a wild

look that she stopped. “If,” lowering his voice, “if this lady,” and he

paused to touch her hand, “loved me--could love me at all; if I could

hold her for an instant as mine own--though the whole kingdom of Spain

were between us----”

Blanche’s gaze has grown dreamy. This was love then. Simple as she was

she understood it. Oh! Claire, Claire. If he felt so, what would she

think of her, and her face paled and her lips quivered.

“Do I know the lady?” she asks, then pauses to steady her voice, while

Fadique gazes down at her with a swift searching glance, terrified by

one word to shatter the rapturous conviction which her trouble gave him.

“Yes, you know her well,” is all he says, and he seizes her hand and

covers it with kisses. “Do you love me?”

No word comes to her blanched lips, but she bows her head and softly

answers to the pressure of his fingers. On the imprisoned hand is the

diamond ring of her espousal. It _would_ gleam out, though she tries not

to see it. Oh! where was Claire? What would she say to her? Alone with

Don Fadique, she feels all her good resolves melting.

For nearly a minute Blanche let Fadique hold her hand. There was no

sound below in the _patio_ to distract them, only the chiming of the

great bells of San Pablo close by across the square, the beautiful

flamboyant portal reared against the sky.

Blanche lay quite still while Fadique covered her little hand with

kisses, even the lace ruffles she wore at her wrist he kissed.

A moment before no words could express how she dreaded the king, but

with her hand in his, listening to his muttered words of love, the earth

seemed to melt away, and she was suddenly transported to some unknown

paradise, full of infinite felicity.

She knew she was doing wrong and that Claire would bitterly reproach

her--perhaps go away in disgust and leave her.

But for all that she could not help it; and after all, what was a crown,

or Claire, or Castile, or France, or the most Christian king, her

kinsman, or her father, compared to the lover with angelic eyes kneeling

before her?

It might be that they never should be alone again, and that she might

not be allowed to speak to him, for Don Pedro was, they told her, a

devil of jealousy--_that_ she could readily believe--and that he

possessed every vice human nature can compass. If this was indeed the

last time, would it not be too cruel to be cold to Fadique in this _one

hour_ when his heart spoke to hers?

Blanche was but a child, cause and effect were unknown to her; but love,

first love, that blessed light direct from heaven, had transformed her

[Illustration: A VIEW IN TOLEDO.]

whole being, and from a simple, tranquil-hearted girl, content to pass

her days joyously as the birds do, without thought, she had become a

sensitive, anxious woman, trembling beneath that terrible prescience

that comes with the first lesson of life; and when Fadique, after a long

silence, asked her again: “Are you sure you love me? Say it once more,

Blanche, and that you will never love another man,” in a low voice she

answered earnestly: “Yes, I love you. I did not know what love was,

until you came to Narbonne,” and then, unable to bear the strain upon

her, she hid her pale face on his shoulder. “What will Don Pedro do to

me?” she cried, trembling all over with a sudden revulsion. “What will

he say to me? I feel so treacherous and wicked, and yet it is not my

fault.”

“No,” answers Fadique, pressing her slight form to his and still holding

her imprisoned hand. “It is the fault of those who forced you into such

a marriage. That is the sin; but remember, my own Blanche, though

silent, I am ever near you at the Court. One heart at least bleeds for

you.”

“I am sure I hear footsteps!” cries Blanche, starting back and standing

upright listening--“What will Claire say? Am I indeed such a sinner?”

“Claire? By Santiago! what has she to do with us? Claire? Ah! do not

look at me so, Blanche, or you will break my heart.”

“Oh, that mine was broken too, and I were dead!” she sobs.

“Then let us die together,” replies Don Fadique.

They are standing hand in hand, backed by the high Gothic casement. The

fretted frame, filled with devices, crowns, and coats of arms, casts a

pale reflex on them. The sun is setting behind the castellated towers of

San Pablo, opposite, and soft fragrant shadows gather in the chamber.

Both in their hearts are longing that this moment may last for ever.

Deeper and deeper the shadows fell, engulfing the two young figures in

its gloom, save where a shaft of vivid light fell upon them like a

sword, the point turned towards them.

“My love,” murmurs Don Fadique, passionately, “do you hear me?”

As Blanche moved in response, a sudden light was in her eyes that had

never been there before--a Moorish scarf Claire had placed around her

fell from her waist.

“This shall be my talisman,” cries Don Fadique, stooping to pick it up,

“the token of your love, and my safeguard in battle. You will not refuse

me?”

“Oh! hide it, hide it,” whispers Blanche under her breath. “Claire may

come in and miss it.”

Then there was a dead silence which neither of them broke.

Suddenly, with a crash like thunder, the clatter of horses’ feet rises

up from the _patio_; the clang of armed men is in the air, the roll of

cumbrous equipages, and the shrill voice of drums and clarions. Now a

single horseman rides in and challenges the guard. Then there is the

sound of marching of many feet and the far-off blare of trumpets.

Blanche rose to her feet, speechless with terror. Was the king already

there? Where could Claire be?

Then comes the echo of many steps in the antechamber, and Claire rushes

in through the arras as Don Fadique disappears by a door on the other

side.

Following Claire appears a tall and stately _jefe_, holding a white wand

of office, with many crosses and decorations on his breast, and a high

plumed hat in his hand, which he doffs, bowing low.

“Madam, the Queen,” says he, in a sonorous voice, again inclining

himself to the ground, “it is my duty to apprise your Majesty that the

king is now passing the drawbridge outside the city. A royal page bears

his greeting to your Grace.”

“Claire, oh, Claire!” sighs Blanche, casting herself into her arms. “Oh!

_why did you leave me?_”

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