Chapter XI--DANGER

HEDDON COURT had been purchased by a wealthy Hardacre at the beginning

of the nineteenth century, and was exhibited by his grandnephew, the

present occupant, as a gem of Georgian architecture. Mr. Hardacre

had but a vague idea what the definition meant, but it sounded very

impressive. As a matter of fact, it was a Palladian stone building, with

pediments over the windows and severe rustication on the lower

courses. As none of the succeeding Hardacres had any money to devote

to extensions, the building had remained in its original perfection of

formality, and Mr. Hardacre did well to be proud of it. The grounds had

been laid out in the Italian style; but the tastes and fashions of

over a hundred years had caused the classic architect's design to be

practically indiscernible. A lawn with trim flower-beds, bounded by an

arc of elm-trees and bordered by a circular carriage drive faced the

south front. Along the east front ran a series of terraces. The highest,

a foot or two below the level of the drawing-room floor, ended on

the north in a porticoed temple, now used as an afternoon lounge, and

incongruously furnished with rugs and frivolous wickerwork chairs and

tables. The next terrace, some eight feet below, was devoted to a tennis

court. A thick hedge of clipped yew and a screen of wire netting hid the

lowest, the most charming of all, which, surrounded on all sides by

a sloping bank and flanked on three sides by tall trees, had been

delicately turfed for a bowling-green and was now used for croquet.

In this stately paradise, warmed by sunny September weather, Jimmie

had already spent two or three blissful days. His only regret was

the absence of Aline. She had been invited, but for reasons in which

doubtless Tony Merewether had a place, she had declined the invitation.

She gave Jimmie to understand that she had already had her holiday, that

the house could not possibly look after itself any longer, and that

she had no clothes fit to appear in among his grand friends. The last

argument being unanswerable, save by contentions at which the young

woman tossed a superior head, Jimmie had yielded and come down alone.

His regret, however, was tempered by the reflection that Aline was

probably enjoying herself after the manner of betrothed maidens, and it

did not seriously affect his happiness. Either chance or the lady's own

sweet courtesy towards a guest had caused him to see much of Norma. She

had driven him over to Chiltern Towers, where the sittings had

begun. She had walked with him to Cosford to show him the beautiful

fourteenth-century church with its decorated spire. She had strolled

with him up and down the croquet lawn. She had chatted with him in the

morning-room yesterday for a whole rainy hour after lunch. His head was

full of her beauty and condescension. It was not unnatural that they

should be thrown much together. Morland's day was taken up by partridges

and electors. Mr. Hardacre, honestly afraid of Jimmie, not knowing

what on earth to talk to him about, and only half comprehending his

conversation, kept out of his way as much as his duties as host would

allow, and Mrs. Hardacre, who, though exceedingly civil, had not

forgotten her defeat in the studio, felt justified in leaving his

entertainment in the hands of others who professed to admire the

creature. These were Norma, Morland, and Connie Deering.

This afternoon they found themselves again alone together, at tea in the

classic temple at the end of the terrace. Mrs. Hardacre and Connie had

driven off to pay a call, and the men were shooting over ducal turnips.

Jimmie had received an invitation to join the shooting-party, but

not having handled a gun since boyish days (and even then Jimmie with

firearms was Morland's conception of the terror that walketh by day),

and also having an appointment with the princess for a second sitting,

he had declined, and Morland, when he heard of it, had clapped him on

the back and expressed his fervent gratitude.

Jimmie had been narrating his morning's adventures at Chiltern Towers,

and explaining the point of view from which he was painting the

portrait. It was to be that of the very great lady, with the blood of

the earth's great rulers in her veins. It was to be half full-length,

just showing the transparent, aristocratic hands set off by rich old

lace at the wrists. A certain acidity of temper betrayed by the pinched

nostrils and thin lips he would try to modify, as it would be out of

keeping with his basic conception. Norma listened, interested more in

the speaker than in the subject, her mind occasionally wandering, as

it had been wont to do of late, to a comparison of ideals. Since that

half-hour's loneliness on the platform of the little Highland station,

she had passed through many hours of unrest. To-day the mood had again

come upon her. A talk with her mother about the great garden-party they

were giving in two days' time, to which the princess and the duchess

were coming, had aroused her scorn; a casual phrase of Morland's in

reference to the election had jarred upon her; a sudden meeting in

Cosford with Theodore Weever, and a laughing reference to the decorative

wife had brought back the little shiver of fear. The only human being

in the world who could settle her mood--and now she felt it

consciously--was this odd, sweet-natured man who seemed to live in a

beautiful world.

As he talked she listened, and her mind wandered from the subject. She

thought of his life, his surroundings, of the girl whose love affair he

had told her of so tenderly. She took advantage of a pause, occasioned

by the handing of a second cup of tea and the judicious choosing of

cake, to start the new topic.

“I suppose Aline is very happy.”

Jimmie laughed. “What put my little girl into your head?”

“I have been thinking a good deal about her since you wrote of her

engagement. Is it really such an idyll?”

“The love of two sweet, clean young people is always idyllic. It is so

untainted--pure as a mountain spring; There is nothing quite like it in

the world.”

“When are they going to set up house together?”

“Soon, I hope.”

“You will miss her.”

“Of course,” said Jimmie, “enormously. But the thoughts of her happiness

will keep me pleasant company. I shall get on all right. Meanwhile it

is beautiful to see her. She does n't know that I watch, but I do. It

is sweet to see her eyes brighten and her cheeks flush and to hear

her laughter. It is like stepping for an enchanted moment into a

fairy-tale.”

“I wish I could step into it--just for one enchanted moment,” said

Norma..

“You?” asked Jimmie.

“I have never been in one in my life. I disbelieved in them till you

came like an apostle of fairyland and converted me. Now I want the

consolations of my faith.”

An earnest note in her voice surprised him. She did not meet his eyes.

“I don't understand you,” he said.

“I thought perhaps you would,” she answered. “You seem to understand

most things.”

“You have your own--happiness.”

He hesitated on the word. A quick glance assured her of his

ingenuousness. She longed to undeceive him, to shriek out her

heartlessness, her contempt for herself and for her life. But pride and

loyalty to Morland restrained her within bounds of sanity. She assented

to his proposition with a gesture of the shapely hand that lay on the

tea-table absently tracing the pattern of the cloth.

“Yes, I have that. But it isn't the fairyland of those two children. You

yourself say there is nothing like it in the world. You don't know how

I pine for it sometimes--for the things that are sweet and clean and

untainted and pure as a mountain spring. They don't come my way. They

never will.”

“You are wrong,” said Jimmie. “Love will bring them all to you--that and

a perfect wedded life and little children.”

For a flash she raised her eyes and looked full into his, and for the

first time the love in the man's heart surged tumultuously. It rose of a

sudden, without warning, flooding his being, choking him. What it was of

yearning, despair, passion, horror that he saw in her eyes he knew not.

He did not read in them the craving of a starved soul for food. To

him their burning light was a mystery. All that ever reached his

consciousness was that it was a look such as he had never before beheld

in a woman's face; and against his will and against his reason it acted

like some dark talisman and unlocked floodgates. He clenched the arms of

the wickerwork chair, and bit his lip hard, and stared at the ground.

Norma broke into a hard laugh, and lay back in her chair.

“You must be thinking me a great fool,” she said, in her usual mocking

tones. “When a woman tries to swim in sentiment, she flounders, and

either drowns or has to be lugged ignominiously to shore. She can't swim

like a man. Thanks for the rescue, Mr. Padgate.”

He looked at her for a moment.

“What do you mean?” he said curtly.

“I'm back on dry land. Oh! it is safer for me. There I am protected by

my little bodyguard of three--the World, the Flesh, and the Devil. I

can't get on without them.”

Jimmie leaped from his chair and brought his clenched hands down to his

sides in a passionate gesture.

“Stop talking like that, I say!” he cried imperiously.

Then meeting her scared and indignant glance, he bowed somewhat wide of

her.

“I beg your pardon,” he said, in a tone of no great apology, and marched

out of the little temple and along the gravelled walk of the terrace.

Flight, or the loss of self-control, was his only alternative. What she

thought of him he did not care. The sense of increasing distance from

her alone brought security to his soul.

At the further end he met Mrs. Deering just back from her drive.

“Why, what is the matter, Jimmie?” she asked, twirling an idle sunshade

over her pretty head, for the terrace was in deep afternoon shadow.

“Nothing,” he replied, with a ghastly attempt at a smile. “I am going

for a walk before dinner.”

He left her standing, reached the highroad and pounded along it. What a

fool he had been! What a mad fool he had been!

Mrs. Deering, with a puzzled expression on her face, watched him

disappear. She turned and strolled down to Norma, who greeted her with a

satiric smile.

“What have you been doing to Jimmie?” asked Mr. Deering.

“I have been giving him lessons in worldly wisdom.”

“Poor dear! They seem to have disagreed with him.”

Norma shrugged her shoulders. “That's his affair, not mine.”

“You don't mean to say that you and Jimmie have quarrelled?” laughed

Connie. “How delightful! I've always wanted to quarrel with Jimmie

just for the pleasure of kissing and making friends. But it has been

impossible. Is it serious?”

“I hope not,” Norma answered; and then after a pause, “Oh, Connie, I'm

afraid I've been a positive brute.”

Which evidence of a salutary conviction of her own wrongdoing shows that

Jimmie's amazing shout of command had not aroused within her any furious

indignation. Indeed, after the first moment of breathless astonishment,

she had expressed an odd, almost amusing thrill of admiration for the

man who had dared address her in that fashion. It was only a small

feminine satisfaction in the knowledge that by going away he would

punish himself for his temerity that had restrained her from summoning

him back. As soon as he was out of call, she reproached herself for

misconduct. She could have strangled the wanton devil that had prompted

her cynical speech. And yet the same devil had saved an embarrassing

situation. Wedded life and little children! If she had spoken what was

trembling on her lips, how could she have looked the man in the face

again? Her sex was revolting against that very prospect, was clamouring

wildly for she knew not what. She dared not betray herself.

She greeted him smilingly in the drawing-room before dinner, as if

nothing had occurred, and chatted pleasantly with Morland over his day's

fortunes. Jimmie observed her with a sigh of relief. He had passed the

last two hours greatly agitated; he had trembled lest he had revealed

to her his soul's secret, and also lest his unmannerliness had given

unpardonable offence. In any case, now he saw himself forgiven, and

breathed freely. But he remained unusually silent during dinner, and

spent most of the evening in the billiard-room with Mr. Hardacre.

That gentleman, joining the ladies later, fell into conversation with

his daughter.

“How long is Padgate going to stay?” he asked, mopping his forehead with

his handkerchief.

“Till the princess has completed her sittings, I suppose,” said Norma.

“I wish she'd be quick. I don't know what to do with the fellow. Does

n't shoot, can't play billiards worth a cent, and does n't seem to

know anybody. It's like talking to a chap that does n't understand your

language. I've just been at it. Happened to say I'd like to go to

Rome again. He fetches a sigh and says so should he. 'Some of the best

wild-duck shooting in the world,' I said. He stared at me for a moment

as if I were an escaped lunatic. Now, what on earth should a reasonable

being go to that beastly place for except to shoot wild-duck on the

marshes?”

Norma laughed the little mocking laugh that always irritated her father.

“You need n't be afraid of not entertaining Mr. Padgate. He must have

enjoyed the conversation hugely.”

“Damme--if the fellow is laughing at me--” he began.

“He would not be the very fine gentleman that he is,” said Norma. “Where

is he now?”

“Morland relieved guard in the billiard-room, when the post came in,”

growled Mr. Hardacre, who shrank from crossing swords with his daughter,

and indeed with anybody. “He is happy enough with Morland.”

At that particular moment, however, there was not overmuch happiness in

the billiard-room. A letter from Aline had been accompanied by one for

“David Rendell, Esquire” which she had enclosed. Morland read it, and

crushed it angrily into the pocket of his dinner-jacket, and began to

knock the balls about in an aimless way. Jimmie watched him anxiously

and, as he did not speak, unfolded his own letter from Aline. Suddenly

he rose from the divan where he had been sitting and approached the

table.

“There is something here that you ought to know, Morland. A man has been

enquiring for you at my house.”

“Well, why should n't he?” asked Morland, making a savage shot.

“He enquired for David Rendell.”

Morland threw down his cue.

“Well?”

“I am afraid Aline, who is a miracle of sagacity as a general rule, has

made a mess of it. You mustn't be angry with my poor little girl. Her

head is full of sweeter things.”

“What has she done?” Morland asked impatiently.

“I'll read: 'I told him that Mr. Rendell was a friend of yours, and gave

him your present address. He muttered something about a false name and

went away without thanking me.'”

“Good God!” cried Morland, “what damned fools women are! Did she say

what kind of a man he was?”

Jimmie looked through the letter, and finding the passage, read: “'An

odd-looking creature, like a mad Methodist parson!'”

Morland uttered an exclamation of anger and apprehension. His brow grew

black, and his florid comely features coarsened into ugliness.

“I thought so. It could n't have been any one else. He was the only

person who knew. She has given me away nicely. The devil only knows what

will happen.”

Jimmie leant up against the table and folded his arms, and looked at

Morland moving restlessly to and fro and giving vent to his anger.

“Who is this man you seem to be so afraid of?” he asked quietly.

Morland stopped upon the unpleasant word, then shrugged his shoulders.

“Yes, I suppose I am afraid of him. One can't reckon upon anything that

he might or might not do. He's like a mad cat. I've seen him. So have

you.”

“I?”

“Yes--that socialist maniac you dragged me to hear one Sunday in Hyde

Park.”

“Whew!” said Jimmie. He remembered the look in the orator's eyes, his

crazy, meaningless words, his fierce refusal to enter into friendly

talk; also Morland's impatient exclamation and abrupt departure as soon

as they had learned the man's name.

“He's as mad as a hatter,” he said. “If he should take it into his head

to come down here and make a row, there will be the deuce to pay,” said

Morland.

Jimmie reflected for a moment. The man, with his wild talk of maidens

lashed to the chariot-wheels of the rich, must have been tortured by the

sense of some personal wrong.

“How does he come into the story?” he asked. “You had better tell me.”

“The usual way. Oh, I wish to God I had never got into this mess! A man

of position is an infernal fool to go rotting about after that sort of

thing. Oh, don't you see? He had a crazy passion for her, was engaged to

her--he was mad then. When I came along, he had to drop it, and he has

been persecuting her ever since--divided between the desire to marry her

in spite of everything, and to murder me. That's why I had the assumed

name and false address. I would n't have let you in for this bother,

but I could n't go and run the risk of being blackmailed at a confounded

little stationer's shop up a back street. He has been trying to get on

my track all the time--and now he's succeeded, thanks to Aline. Why the

devil could n't she hold her tongue?”

“Because she is an innocent child, who has never dreamed of evil,” said

Jimmie.

Morland walked about the room, agitated, for a few moments, then halted.

“Oh, yes, I know, Jimmie. She is n't to blame. Besides, the mischief is

done, so it's no use talking.”

“Were you thinking of any such possibility in the summer when you asked

me to help you?” said Jimmie. Morland cast a quick, hopeful glance at

his friend.

“Something of the sort. One never knows. You were the only man I could

rely on.”

“Does this man know you by sight?”

“Not to my knowledge.”

“Then what are you so afraid of? Look here, my dear old boy,” he

said cheerily, “you are being frighted by false fire. If it is only a

question of dealing with the man when he comes here--that is, supposing

he does come--which is very unlikely, I will tackle him as the only

person who knows anything about David Rendell. I'll tell him David

Rendell is in Scotland or Honolulu.”

“He is on the track of the false name,” said Morland, uneasily. “Aline

mentions that.”

“He is bound to come to me first,” said Jimmie. “I'll fix him. We'll get

on capitally together. There's a freemasonry between lunatics. Leave it

all to me.”

“Really?” cried Morland, in great eagerness.

“Of course,” said Jimmie. “Let us go upstairs.”

They passed out of the billiard-room in silence. On their way to the

drawing-room Morland murmured in a shamefaced way his apologia. He was

just at the beginning of his electoral campaign. It was his own county.

He was hand in glove with the duchess, sovereign lady of these parts,

and she never forgave a scandal. “Besides,” he added, “to quote your

own words, it would break Norma's heart.” Also, employing the limited

vocabulary of his class and type, he reiterated the old assurance

that he had not been a beast. He had done all that a man could to make

amends. If Jimmie had not loved him so loyally, he would have seen

something very pitiful in these excuses; but convinced that Morland had

atoned as far as lay in his power for his fault, he trembled for the

happiness of only those dear to him.

Norma met them on the drawing-room landing.

“I was coming down to see what had become of you,” she said.

“I have been the culprit. I restore him to you,” laughed Jimmie. He

entered the room and closed the door. The betrothed pair stood for a

moment in an embarrassed silence. She laid a hesitating hand on his

sleeve.

“Morland--” she said diffidently. “I was really wanting to have a little

talk with you. Somehow we don't often see one another.”

Morland, surprised at the softness in her voice, led her back to the

billiard-room.

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