IN WHICH JEAN OULLIER, SPEAKS HIS MIND ABOUT
YOUNG BARON MICHEL.
While the melancholy events we have just related were taking place in
the house where Jean Oullier had left poor Bonneville and his
companion, all was excitement, movement, joy, and tumult in the
household of the Marquis de Souday.
The old gentleman could hardly contain himself for joy. He had reached
the moment he had coveted so long! He now chose for his war-apparel
the least shabby hunting-clothes he could find in his wardrobe. Girt,
in his quality as corps-commander, with a white scarf (which his
daughters had long since embroidered for him in anticipation of this
call to arms), with the bloody heart upon his breast, and a rosary in
his button-hole,--in short, the full-dress insignia of a royalist
chief on grand occasions,--he tried the temper of his sabre on all the
articles of furniture that came in his way.
Also, from time to time, he exercised his voice to a tone of command,
by drilling Michel, and even the notary, whom he insisted on enrolling
into the number of his recruits, but who, notwithstanding the violence
of his legitimist opinions, thought it judicious not to manifest them
in a manner that was ultra-loyal.
Bertha, like her father, had put on a costume which she intended to
wear on such expeditions. This was composed of a little overcoat of
green velvet, open in front, and showing a shirt-frill of dazzling
whiteness; the coat was trimmed with frogs and loops of black gimp,
and it fitted the figure closely. The dress was completed by
enormously wide trousers of gray cloth, which came down to a pair of
high huzzar boots reaching to the knee. The young girl wore no scarf
about her waist, the scarf being considered among Vendéans as a sign
of command; but she was careful to wear the white emblem on her arm,
held there by a red ribbon.
This costume brought out the grace and suppleness of Bertha's figure;
and her gray felt hat, with its white feathers, lent itself
marvellously well to the manly character of her face. Seen thus, she
was enchanting. Although, by reason of her masculine ways, Bertha was
certainly not coquettish, she could not prevent herself, in her
present condition of mind or rather of heart, from noticing with
satisfaction the advantages her physical gifts derived from this
equipment. Perceiving, too, that it produced a great impression upon
Michel, she became as exuberantly joyful as the marquis himself.
The truth is that Michel, whose mind had by this time reached a
certain enthusiasm for his new cause, did not see without an
admiration he gave himself no trouble to conceal the proud carriage
and chivalric bearing of Bertha de Souday in her present dress. But
this admiration, let us hasten to remark, came chiefly from the
thought of what his beloved Mary's grace would be in such a
costume,--for he did not doubt the sisters would make the campaign
together in the same uniform.
His eyes had, therefore, gently questioned Mary, as if to ask her why
she did not adorn herself like Bertha. But Mary had shown such
coldness, such reserve, since the double scene in the turret chamber,
she avoided so obviously saying a word to him, that the natural
timidity of the young man increased, and he dared not risk more than
the appealing look we have referred to.
It was Bertha, therefore, and not Michel, who urged Mary to make haste
and put on her riding-dress. Mary did not answer; her sad looks made a
painful contrast to the general gayety. She nevertheless obeyed
Bertha's behest and went up to her chamber. The costume she intended
to wear lay all ready on a chair; but instead of putting out her hand
to take it, she merely looked at the garments with a pallid smile and
seated herself on her little bed, while the big tears rolled from her
eyes and down her cheeks.
Mary, who was religious and artless, had been thoroughly sincere and
true in the impulse which led her to her present rôle of sacrifice and
self-abnegation through devotion and tenderness to her sister; but it
is none the less true that she had counted too much on her strength to
sustain it. From the beginning of the struggle against herself which
she saw before her, she felt, not that her resolution would fail,--her
resolution would be ever the same,--but that her confidence in the
result of her efforts was diminishing.
All the morning she kept saying to herself, "You ought not, you must
not love him;" but the echo still came back, "I love him, love him!"
At every step she made under the empire of these feelings, Mary felt
herself more and more estranged from all that had hitherto made her
joy and life. The stir, the movement, the virile excitements, which
had hitherto amused her girlhood, now seemed to her intolerable;
political interests themselves were effaced in presence of this deeper
personal preoccupation which superseded all others. All that could
distract her heart from the thoughts she longed to drive from her mind
escaped her like a covey of birds when she came near it.
She saw, distinctly, at every turn, how in this fatal struggle she
would be worsted, isolated, abandoned, with no support except her own
will, with no consolation other than that which ought to come from her
devotion itself; and she wept bitter tears of grief as well as fear,
of regret as much as of apprehension. By her present suffering she
measured the anguish yet to come.
For about half an hour she sat there, sad, thoughtful, and
self-absorbed, tossing, with no power of escape, in the maelstrom of
her grief, and then she heard on the outside of her door, which was
partly open, the voice of Jean Oullier, saying, in the peculiar tone
he kept for the two young girls, to whom he had made himself, as we
have seen, a second father:--
"What is the matter, my dear Mademoiselle Mary?"
Mary shuddered, as though she were waking from a dream; and she
answered the honest peasant with a smile, but also with
embarrassment:--
"Matter,--with me? Why, nothing, my dear Jean, I assure you."
But Jean Oullier meanwhile had considered her attentively. Coming
nearer by several steps, and shaking his head as he looked at her
fixedly, he said, in a tone of gentle and respectful scolding:--
"Why do you say that, little Mary? Do you doubt my friendship?"
"I?--I?" cried Mary.
"Yes; you must doubt it, since you try to deceive me."
Mary held out her hand. Jean Oullier took that slender and delicate
little hand between his two great ones, and looked at the young girl
sadly.
"Ah! my sweet little Mary," he said, as if she were still ten years
old, "there is no rain without clouds, there are no tears without
grief. Do you remember when you were a little child how you cried
because Bertha threw your shells into the well? Well, that night, you
know, Jean Oullier tramped forty miles, and your pretty sea-baubles
were replaced the next day, and your pretty blue eyes were all dry and
shining."
"Yes, my kind Jean Oullier; yes, indeed, I remember it," said Mary,
who just now felt a special need of expression.
"Well," said Jean Oullier, "since then I've grown old, but my
tenderness for you has only deepened. Tell me your trouble, Mary. If
there is a remedy, I shall find it; if there is none, my withered old
eyes will weep with yours."
Mary knew how difficult it would be to mislead the clear-sighted
solicitude of her old servant. She hesitated, blushed, and then,
without deciding to tell the cause of her tears, she began to explain
them.
"I am crying, my poor Jean," she replied, "because I fear this war
will cost me, perhaps, the lives of all I love."
Mary, alas! had learned to lie since the previous evening. But Jean
Oullier was not to be taken in with any such answer, and shaking his
head gently, he said:--
"No, little Mary; that's not the cause of your tears. When old fellows
like the marquis and I are caught by the glamor and see nothing in the
coming struggle but victory, a young heart like yours doesn't go out
of its way to predict reverses."
Mary would not admit herself beaten. "And yet, Jean," she said, taking
one of the coaxing attitudes which she knew by long practice were
all-powerful over the will of the worthy man, "I assure you it is so."
"No, no; it is not so, I tell you," persisted Jean Oullier, still
grave, and growing more and more anxious.
"What is it, then?" demanded Mary.
"Ah!" said the old keeper; "do you want me to tell you the cause of
your tears? Do you really want me to tell you that?"
"Yes, if you can."
"Well, your tears,--it is hard to say it, but I think it, I do,--they
are caused by that miserable little Monsieur Michel; there!"
Mary turned as white as the curtains of her bed; all her blood flowed
back to her heart.
"What do you mean, Jean?" she stammered.
"I mean to say that you have seen as well as I what is going on, and
that you don't like it any more than I do. Only, I'm a man, and I get
in a rage; you are a girl, and you cry."
Mary could not repress a sob as she felt Jean Oullier's finger in her
wound.
"It is not astonishing," continued the keeper, muttering to himself;
"_wolf_ as they call you,--those curs,--you are still a woman, and a
woman kneaded of the best flour that ever fell from the sifter of the
good God."
"Really, Jean, I don't understand you."
"Oh, yes; you do understand me very well, little Mary. Yes; you have
seen what is happening the same as I have. Who wouldn't see it?--good
God! One must be blind not to, for she takes no pains to hide it."
"But whom are you speaking of, Jean? Tell me; don't you see that you
are killing me with anxiety?"
"Whom should I be speaking of but Mademoiselle Bertha?"
"My sister?"
"Yes, your sister, who parades herself about with that greenhorn; who
means to drag him in her train to our camp; and, meantime, having tied
him to her apron-strings for fear he should get away, is exhibiting
him to everybody all round as a conquest, without considering what the
people in the house and the friends of the marquis will say,--not to
speak of that mischievous notary, who is watching it all with his
little eyes, and mending his pen already to draw the contract."
"But supposing all that is so," said Mary, whose paleness was now
succeeded by a high color, and whose heart was beating as though it
would break,--"supposing all that is so, where is the harm?"
"Harm! Do you ask where's the harm? Why, just now my blood was boiling
to see a Demoiselle de Souday-- Oh, there! there! don't let's talk of
it!"
"Yes, yes; on the contrary, I wish to talk of it," insisted Mary.
"What was Bertha doing just now, my good Jean Oullier?"
And the girl looked persuasively at the keeper.
"Well, Mademoiselle Bertha de Souday tied the white scarf to Monsieur
Michel's arm,--the colors borne by Charette on the arm of the son of
him who-- Ah! stop, stop, little Mary; you'll make me say things I
mustn't say! Little she cares--Mademoiselle Bertha--that your father
is out of temper with me to-day, all about that young fellow, too."
"My father! Have you been speaking to him--"
Mary stopped.
"Of course I have," replied Jean, taking the question in its literal
sense,--"of course I have spoken to him."
"When?"
"This morning: first, when I brought him Petit-Pierre's letter; and
then when I gave him the list of the men who are in his division, and
who will march with us. I know they are not as numerous as they should
be; but he who does what he can does what he ought. What do you think
he answered me when I asked him if that young Monsieur Michel was
really going to be one of us?"
"I don't know," said Mary.
"'God's death!' he cried; 'you recruit so badly that I am obliged to
get some one to help your work. Yes, Monsieur Michel is one of us; and
if you don't like it go and find fault with Mademoiselle Bertha.'"
"He said that to you, my poor Jean?"
"Yes; and I mean to have a talk with Mademoiselle Bertha, that I do."
"Jean, my friend, take care!"
"Take care of what?"
"Take care not to grieve her, not to make her angry. She loves him,
Jean," said Mary, in a voice that was scarcely audible.
"Ah! then you do admit she loves him?" cried Jean Oullier.
"I am forced to do so," said Mary.
"Love a little puppet that a breath can tip over!" sneered Jean
Oullier,--"she, Mademoiselle Bertha, change her name, one of the
oldest in the land, one of the names that make our glory, the
peasants' glory, as they do that of the men who bear them,--change a
name like that for the name of a coward and a traitor!"
Mary's heart was wrung in her bosom.
"Jean, my friend," she said; "you go too far, Jean. Don't say such
things, I entreat you."
"It shall not be," continued Jean Oullier, paying no heed to Mary's
interruption, and walking up and down the room; "no, it shall not be.
If all the rest are indifferent to the family honor I will watch over
it, and rather than see it tarnished I,--well, I will--"
And Jean Oullier made a threatening gesture, the meaning of which was
unmistakable.
"No, Jean; no, you would never do that," cried Mary, in a
heart-rending voice. "I implore you with clasped hands."
And she almost fell forward on her knees. The Vendéan stepped back,
horrified.
"You,--you, too, little Mary?" he cried; "you love--"
But she did not give him time to end his sentence.
"Think, Jean, only think of the grief you would cause to my dear
Bertha."
Jean Oullier was looking at her in stupefaction, only half-relieved of
the suspicion he had just conceived, when Bertha's voice was heard
ordering Michel to wait for her in the garden and on no account to go
away. Almost at the same moment she opened the door of her sister's
room.
"Well!" she exclaimed; "is this how you get ready?" Then, looking
closer at Mary and noticing the trouble in her face, she continued,
"What is the matter? You have been crying! And you, Jean Oullier,--you
look as cross as a bear. What's going on here?"
"I'll tell you what's going on, Mademoiselle Bertha," replied the
Vendéan.
"No, no!" exclaimed Mary; "I entreat you not, Jean. Hold your tongue;
oh, do be silent!"
"You scare me with such preambles," cried Bertha; "and Jean is looking
at me with an inquisitorial air as if I had committed some great
crime. Come, speak out, Jean; I am fully disposed to be kind and
indulgent on this happy day, when all my most ardent dreams are
realized, and I can share with men their noblest privilege of war!"
"Be frank, Demoiselle Bertha," said the Vendéan; "is that the true
reason why you are so joyful?"
"Ha! now I see what the matter is," said Bertha, boldly facing the
question. "Major-General Oullier wants to scold me for trenching on
his functions." Turning to her sister, she added, "I'll bet, Mary,
that it is all about my poor Michel."
"Exactly, mademoiselle," said Jean Oullier, not leaving Mary time to
answer.
"Well, what have you to say about him, Jean? My father is delighted to
get another adherent, and I can't see anything in that to make you
frown."
"Your father may like it," replied the old keeper, "but it doesn't
suit the rest of us; we have other ideas."
"May I be allowed to know them?"
"We think each side should stay in its own camp."
"Well?"
"Well what?"
"Go on; finish what you mean to say."
"I mean to say that Monsieur Michel's place is not with us."
"Why not? Monsieur Michel is royalist, isn't he? I think he has given
proof enough during the last two days of his devotion to the cause."
"That may be; but all the same, Demoiselle Bertha, we peasants have a
way of saying, 'Like father, like son,' and therefore we don't believe
in Monsieur Michel's royalism."
"He will force you to believe in it."
"Possibly; meanwhile--"
The Vendéan frowned.
"Meanwhile, what?" said Bertha.
"Well, I tell you, it will be painful to old soldiers like me to march
cheek by jowl with a man we don't respect."
"What possible blame can you put on him?" asked Bertha, beginning to
show some bitterness.
"Much."
"Much means nothing unless you specify it."
"Well, his father, his birth--"
"His father! his birth!" interrupted Bertha; "always the same
nonsense! Let me tell you, Jean Oullier," she cried, frowning darkly,
"that it is precisely on account of his father and his birth that he
interests me, that young man."
"Why so?"
"Because my heart revolts against the unjust reproaches which he is
made to endure from all our party. I am tired of hearing him blamed
for a birth he did not choose, for a father he never knew, for faults
he never committed, and which, perhaps, his father never committed.
All that makes me indignant, Jean Oullier; it disgusts me. And I think
it a noble and generous action to encourage that young man and help
him to repair the past,--if there is anything to repair,--and to show
himself so brave and so devoted that calumny will not dare to meddle
with him in future."
"I don't care," retorted Jean Oullier; "he will have a good deal to do
before I, for one, respect the name he bears."
"You must respect it, Jean Oullier," said Bertha, in a stern voice,
"when I bear it, as I hope to do."
"Oh, yes! so you say," cried Jean Oullier; "but I don't yet believe
you mean it."
"Ask Mary," said Bertha, turning to her sister, who was listening,
pale and palpitating, to the discussion, as though her life depended
on it; "ask my sister, to whom I have opened my heart, and who knows
my hopes and fears. Yes, Jean, all concealments, all constraints are
hateful to me; and I am glad, especially with you, to have thrown off
mine and to speak openly. Well, I tell you boldly, Jean Oullier,--as
boldly as I say everything,--I love him!"
"No, no; don't say that, I implore you, Demoiselle Bertha. I am but a
poor peasant, but in former days--it is true you were but a little
thing--you gave me the right to call you my child; and I have loved
you, and I do love you both as no father ever loved his own daughters:
well, the old man who watched over you in childhood, who held you on
his knee, and rocked you to sleep, night after night, that old man,
whose only happiness you are in this low world, flings himself on his
knees to say, Don't love that man, I implore you, Bertha!"
"Why not?" she said, impatiently.
"Because,--and I say this from the bottom of my heart, on my soul
and conscience,--because a marriage between you and him is an evil
thing,--a monstrous, impossible thing!"
"Your attachment to us makes you exaggerate everything, my poor Jean.
Monsieur Michel loves me, I believe; I love him, I am sure, and if he
bravely accomplishes the task of distinguishing his name, I shall be
most happy in becoming his wife."
"Then," said Jean Oullier, in a tone of deep depression, "I must look
in my old age for other masters and another home."
"Why?"
"Because Jean Oullier, poor and of no account as he may be, will never
make his home with the son of a renegade and a traitor."
"Hush! Jean Oullier, hush!" cried Bertha. "Hush, I say, or I may break
your heart."
"Jean! my good Jean!" murmured Mary.
"No, no," said the old keeper; "you ought to be told the noble actions
which have glorified the name you are so eager to take in exchange for
your own."
"Don't say another word, Jean Oullier," interrupted Bertha, in a tone
that was almost threatening. "Come, I'll tell you now, I have often
questioned my heart to know which I loved best, my father or you; but
if you say another word, if you utter another insult against my
Michel, you will be no more to me than--"
"Than a servant," interrupted Jean Oullier. "Yes; but a servant who
is honest, and who all his life has done his duty without betraying
it,--a servant who has the right to cry shame on the son of him who
sold Charette, as Judas sold Christ, for a sum of money."
"What do I care for what happened thirty-six years ago,--eighteen
years before I was born? I know the one who lives, and not the one who
is dead,--the son, not the father. I love him; do you hear me, Jean? I
love him as you yourself have taught me to love and hate. If his
father did as you say, which I will not believe, but if he did, we
will put such glory on the name of Michel--on the name of the traitor
and renegade--that every one shall bow before it; and you shall help
in doing so,--yes, you, Jean Oullier,--for I repeat, I love him, and
nothing but death can quench the spring of tenderness that flows to
him from my heart."
Mary moaned almost inaudibly; but slight as the sound was, Jean
Oullier heard it. He turned to her. Then, as if crushed by the plaint
of one and the violence of the other, he dropped on a chair and hid
his face in his hands. The old Vendéan wept, but he wished to hide his
tears. Bertha understood what was passing in that devoted heart; she
went to him and knelt beside him.
"You can measure the strength of my feelings for that young man," she
said, "by the fact that it has almost led me to forget my deep and
true affection for you."
Jean Oullier shook his head sadly.
"I comprehend your antipathies, your feelings of repugnance,"
continued Bertha, "and I was prepared for their expression; but,
patience, my old friend, patience and resignation! God alone can take
out of my heart that which he has put there; and he will not do that,
for it would kill me. Give us time to prove to you that your
prejudices are unjust, and that he whom I have chosen is indeed worthy
of me."
At this instant they heard the marquis calling for Jean Oullier in a
voice that showed some new and serious event had happened. Jean
Oullier rose and went to the door.
"Stop!" said Bertha; "are you going without answering me?"
"Monsieur le marquis calls me, mademoiselle," replied the Vendéan, in
a chilling tone.
"_Mademoiselle!_" cried Bertha; "_mademoiselle_. Ah! you will not
listen to my entreaties? Well, then, remember this: I forbid
you--mark, I forbid you--to offer any insult of any kind to Monsieur
Michel; I command that his life be sacred to you. If any evil happens
to him through you I will avenge it, not on you but on myself; and you
know, Jean Oullier, whether or not I do as I say."
Jean Oullier looked at the girl; then taking her by the arm, he
said:--
"Maybe it would be better so than to let you marry that man."
The marquis now called louder than ever, and Jean Oullier rushed from
the room, leaving Bertha bewildered by his resistance, and Mary bowed
down beneath the terror which the violence of her sister's love
inspired in her.