Chapter XVIII

The days immediately following were like an armed truce.

Marcia watched Sylvia.

Sylvia watched Marcia.

Heath watched them both.

When, however, no further reference to the events of the past week was

made, the tension slowly began to lessen, and life at the Howe Homestead

took on again its customary aspect.

One agency in this return to normal was the physical improvement of the

invalid, who as a result of rest, fresh air, sleep, and good nursing now

became well enough to come down stairs and join the family group.

An additional, and by no means unimportant contributory factor, was the

sudden onrush of fine weather.

Never had there been such a spring--at least never within the memory of

the owner of the house on the Point. The soft breath of the south wind;

the radiance of the sunshine; the gentle lapping of the waves on the

spangled shore; the stillness; the vivid beauty of the ocean's changing

colors--all these blended to make a world that caught the breath and

subordinated every mood save one of exuberant joy.

Against a heaven gentian blue, snowy gulls wheeled and dipped, and

far beyond them, miniature white sails cut the penciled indigo of the

horizon.

The old grey house with its fan-light and beaded doorway stood out in

colonial simplicity from the background of sea and sky like a dim,

silvered picture, every angle of it soft in relief against the splendors

that flanked it.

Marcia sang at her work--sang not so much because there was peace in her

heart as because the gladness about her forced her to forget her pain.

Sylvia sang, too, or rather whistled in a gay, boyish fashion and in

company with Prince Hal raced like a young colt up the beach.

Only a day or two more passed before it was possible to get Stanley

Heath, warmly wrapped in rugs, out on the sheltered veranda where, like

the others, he reveled in the sunshine.

His cheeks bronzed, his eyes became clear and bright, laughter

curled his lips. If just around the corner the spectre of trouble

loitered, its presence was not, apparently, able to put to flight his

lightheartedness. Over and over again he declared that every hour spent

in this lotus-eaters' country was worth a miser's fortune.

Sometimes when he lay motionless in the steamer-chair looking seaward

beneath the rim of his soft felt hat, or following the circling gulls

with preoccupied gaze Marcia, peeping at him from the window wondered of

what he was thinking.

That the fancies which intrigued him were pleasant and that he enjoyed

his own company there could be no question.

No attitude he might have assumed could have been better calculated to

dispel awkwardness and force into the background the seriousness of the

two women, whose interests were so inextricably entangled with his own,

than the merry, bantering one he adopted when with them.

Even Marcia, who at first had avoided all tête-à-têtes, quivering with

dread whenever she found herself alone with him, gradually, beneath the

spell of his new self, gained sufficient confidence to perch hatless on

the piazza rail beside him in an unoccupied moment and spar with him,

verbally.

For he was a brilliant talker--one who gave unexpected, original twists

to the conversation--twists that taxed one's power of repartee. The

challenge to keep pace with his wit was to her like scouring a long

disused rapier and seeing it clash against the deft blade of a master

fencer.

Here indeed was a hitherto undreamed-of Stanley Heath, a man whose

dangerous charms had multiplied a hundredfold and who, if he had

captivated her before now riveted her fetters with every word he spoke,

every glance he gave her.

She struggled to escape from the snare closing in on her, then finding

combat useless, ceased to struggle and let herself drift with the tide.

After all, why not enjoy the present?

Soon, all too soon, its glamorous delights would be gone and she would

be back once more in the uneventful past which had satisfied her and

kept her happy until Heath had crossed her path, bringing with him the

bewildering adventures that had destroyed her tranquillity.

Would she ever find that former peace, she frequently asked herself.

Would her world ever be the same after this magician who had touched it

with the spell of his enchantment had left it? For he would leave it. A

time must come, and soon now--when like a scene from a fairy play the

mystic lights would fade, the haunting music cease, the glitter of the

whole dreamlike pageant give place to reality.

It was too beautiful, too ephemeral an idyll to last.

In loving this stranger of whom she knew so little, she had set her

heart upon a phantom that she knew must vanish. The future, grim with

foreboding, was constantly drawing nearer.

In her path stood a presence that said: Thou shalt not!

There were, alas, but two ways of life--the way of right and the way of

wrong, and between them lay no neutral zone. This she acknowledged with

her mind. But her rebel heart would play her false, flouting her puritan

codes and defying the creeds that conscience dictated.

Meantime while she thus wrestled with the angel of her best self, Sylvia

accepted the situation with characteristic lightness. Her life in this

vast world and wide had been of short duration, but during its brief

span she had learned a surprising amount about the earth and the human

beings that peopled it.

She knew more already about men than did Marcia--much more. Long ago

they had ceased to be gods to her. She was accustomed to them and

their ways, and was never at a loss to give back to each as good as he

sent--frequently better.

Her sophistication in the present instance greatly relieved the strain.

She jested fearlessly with Heath, speaking a language with which he was

familiar and one that amused him no end.

Often he would sit watching her furtively, his glance moving from the

gold of her hair to the blue of her eyes, the fine poise of her fair

white throat, the slender lines of her girlish figure. Often, too,

in such moments he would think of the possibilities that lay in the

prodigal beauty she so heedlessly ignored.

That he took pleasure in being with her and treating her with

half playful, half affectionate admiration was incontestable. Yet

notwithstanding this, his fondness was nicely restrained and never

slipped into familiarity or license.

It was the sort of delicately poised relation in which the girl was

thoroughly at home and with which she knew well how to cope.

Today Heath was taking his first walk and the two had strolled down to

the water's edge where deep in a conversation more serious than usual

they sat in the sun on the over-turned yellow dory.

To Marcia, watching from the porch, they appeared to be arguing--Sylvia

pleadingly, Heath with stern resistance.

The woman could not but speculate as to the subject that engrossed them.

Not that she was spying. She would have scorned to do that.

She had merely stepped outside to shake a duster and they had caught

her eye. It seemed, too, that she had chosen an inopportune moment

for observation, for just at that instant Sylvia placed her hand

entreatingly on Heath's arm and though he continued to talk, he caught

and held it.

The fact that Sylvia neither evinced surprise, nor withdrew it forced

her to the disconcerting conclusion that the thing was no unusual

happening.

Marcia turned aside, jealousy clutching at her heart.

When, later in the day, the pair reëntered the house Heath, with a few

pleasant words, caught up his overcoat and went out onto the steps to

smoke, while Sylvia hurried to her room.

Marcia, passing through the hall, could see her golden head bent over

the table as intent with pen and paper she dashed off page after page of

a closely written letter.

It was a pity the elder woman could not have read that letter, for

had she been able to, it would not only have astonished but also have

enlightened her and perhaps quieted the beating of her troubled heart.

It was a letter that astonished Sylvia herself. Nevertheless, much as it

surprised her, her amazement in no way approached that of young Horatio

Fuller when he read it.

So completely did it scatter to the winds of heaven every other thought

his youthful head contained that he posted two important business

documents--one without a stamp, and the other without an address. After

that he decided he was unfit to cope with commercial duties and pleading

a headache hastened home to his mother.

Now Horatio's mother, far from possessing the appearance of a tower of

strength to which one might flee in time of trouble, was a woman of

colorless, vaguely defined personality indicative of little guile and

still less determination. She listened well and gave the impression she

could listen, with her hands passively folded in her lap, forever if

necessary. She never interrupted; never offered comment or advice; never

promised anything; and yet when she said, as she invariably did, "I'll

talk with your father, dear," there was always infinite comfort in the

observation.

That was what she said today to Horatio Junior.

Accordingly that evening after Horatio Senior had dined, and dined well;

after he had smoked a good cigar and with no small measure of pride in

his own skill put into place all the pieces of a jig-saw puzzle that had

defied his prowess the night before--his wife artfully slipping them

beneath his nose where he could not fail to find them--then and not

until then did Mrs. Horatio take out the pink afghan she had been making

and while she knit two and purled two, she gently imparted to Alton

City's leading citizen the intelligence that his son, Horatio Junior,

wished to go East; that he was in love; that, in short, he wished to

marry.

Up into the air like a whizzing rocket soared Horatio Senior!

He raged; he tramped the floor; he heaped on the head of the absent

Horatio Junior every epithet of reproach his wrath could devise, the

phrases driveling idiot and audacious puppy appearing to afford him the

greatest measure of relief. Continuing his harangue, he threatened to

disinherit his son; he smoked four cigarettes in succession; he tipped

over the Boston fern. The rest of the things Horatio Senior said and

what he did would not only be too gross to write down in the Chronicles

of the Kings of Judah, but also would be improper to record here.

In the meantime, Mrs. Horatio knitted on.

At last when breathless and panting Horatio Senior, like an alarm

clock ran down and sank exhausted into his chair, Mrs. Horatio began

the second row of knit two, purl two and ventured the irrefutable

observation that after all Horatio Junior was their only child.

As this could not be denied, it passed without challenge and gaining

confidence to venture farther, she presently added, quite casually that

a wife was a steadying influence in a young man's career.

Horatio Senior vouchsafed no reply. Perhaps he had no breath left to

demur.

At any rate his wife, considering silence a favorable symptom, followed

up her previous comments with the declaration that Sylvia Hayden was a

nice little thing. This drew fire.

Horatio Senior sputtered something about "nothing but a penniless

school-teacher--a nobody."

Very deliberately then Mrs. Horatio began the fourth row of her

knitting and as her needles clicked off the stitches, she murmured

pleasantly that if she remembered rightly this had been the very

objection Horatio Senior's father had made to their own marriage.

At this Horatio Senior flushed scarlet and said promptly that fathers

did not know anything about choosing wives for their sons; that his

marriage had been ideal; that his Jennie had been the one wife in the

world for him; that time had proved it--even to his parents; that she

was the only person on earth who really understood him--which latter

statement unquestionably demonstrated that all that proceeded out of the

mouth of Horatio Senior was not vanity and vexation of spirit.

After this nothing was simpler than to complete the pink stripe and

discuss just when Horatio Junior had better start East.

* * * * *

Had Sylvia dreamed when she licked the envelope's flap with her small

red tongue and smoothed it down with her pretty white finger she was

thus loosing Alton City's thunderbolts, she might, perhaps, have

hesitated to send the letter she had penned and perhaps would not have

started off so jauntily late that afternoon to post it.

As it was, she was ignorant of the future consequences of her act and

went skipping across the wee azure pools the tide had left behind as

gaily as if she were not making history.

And not only did she go swinging off in this carefree fashion, but

toward six o'clock she telephoned she was at the Doanes and Henry and

his mother--the little old lady she had met on the train the day she

arrived--wanted her to stay to supper. He would bring her home early in

the evening. There would be a moon--Marcia need not worry.

Marcia had not thought of worrying until that minute, but now, in spite

of knowing Sylvia was safe and in good hands she began, paradoxically

enough, to worry madly.

Her heart would palpitate, her hand tremble while she spread the cloth

and prepared the supper; and when she could not put off the dreaded

and yet anticipated moment any longer, timidly as a girl she summoned

Stanley Heath to the small, round table.

"Sylvia isn't coming," she explained, all blushes. "She telephoned she

was going to stay over in town."

They seated themselves.

It was the first time they had ever been alone at a meal and the novelty

of finding themselves opposite one another awed them into silence.

"Would you--do you care for cheese soufflé?" stammered Marcia.

"Thank you."

"Perhaps you don't like cheese."

"I do--very much."

"I hope it is done."

"It is perfect."

"It's hard to get it out of the oven at the right moment. Sometimes it

falls."

"This one hasn't," beamed Stanley.

"I don't know. Perhaps I might have left it in a second or two longer."

"It's wonderful!"

"I'm glad you like it. Rolls?"

"Rather! My, but you are a marvelous cook."

"Oh, not really. You're hungry--that's all. Things taste good when you

are."

"It isn't that. Everything you put your hand to is well done."

"Nonsense!"

"It isn't nonsense and you know it. You're a marvelous person, Marcia."

"There is nothing marvelous about me."

"There is--your eyes, for one thing. Don't drop them, dear. I want to

look at them."

"You are talking foolishness."

"Every man talks foolishness once in his life, I suppose. Perhaps I am

talking it tonight because our time together is so short. I am leaving

here tomorrow morning."

"Stanley!"

Across the table he caught her hand.

"I am well now and have no further excuse for imposing on your

hospitality."

"As if it were imposing!"

"It is. I have accepted every manner of kindness from you--"

"Don't call it that," she interrupted.

"What else can I call it? I was a stranger and you took me in. It was

sweet of you--especially when you knew nothing about me. Now the time

has come for me to go. Tomorrow morning I am giving myself up to the

Wilton sheriff."

"Oh, no--no!"

"But you said you wanted me to. It is the only square thing to do, isn't

it?"

She made no answer.

He rose and came to her side, slipping an arm about her.

"Marcia. Dearest! I am doing what you wish, am I not?"

"I cannot bear it." The words were sharp with pain.

"You wanted me to go through with it."

She covered her face and he felt a shudder pass over her.

"Yes. But that was then," she whispered.

At the words, he drew her to her feet and into his arms.

"Marcia, beloved! Oh, my dear one, do I need to tell you I love

you--love you with all my heart--my soul--all that is in me? You know

it--know that every moment we have been together has been heaven.

Tell me you love me, dear--for you do love me. Don't deny it--not

tonight--our last night together. Say that you love me."

"You--know," she faltered, her arms creeping about his neck.

He kissed her then--her hair, her eyes, her neck, her lips--long,

burning kisses that left her quivering beneath the rush of them.

Their passion brought her to herself and she drew away.

"What is it, dear?" he asked.

"We can't. We must not. I had forgotten."

"Forgotten?"

"Something stands between us--we have no right. Forgive me."

"But my dear--"

"We have no right," she repeated.

"You are thinking of the past," he challenged. "Marcia, the past is

dead. It is the present only in which we live--the present--just us

two--who love."

"We must not love."

"But we do, sweetheart," was his triumphant cry. "We do!"

"We must forget."

"Can you forget?" he reproached.

"I--I--can try."

"Ah, your tongue is too honest, Marcia. You cannot forget. Neither can

I. Our pledge is given. We belong to one another. I shall not surrender

what is mine--never."

"Tomorrow--"

"Let us not talk of tomorrow."

"We must. We shall be parted then."

"Only for a little while. I shall come back to you. Our love will hold.

Absence, distance, nothing can part us--not really."

"No."

"Then tell me you love me so I may leave knowing the truth from your own

sweet lips."

"I love you, Stanley--God help me!"

"Ah, now I can go! It will not be for long."

"It must be for forever, dear heart. You must not come back. Tonight

must be--the end."

"Marcia!"

"Tonight must be the end," she repeated, turning away.

"You mean you cannot face tomorrow--the disgrace--"

"I mean tonight must be the end," she reiterated.

Through narrowed lids, he looked at her, scanning her averted face.

Then she heard him laugh bitterly, discordantly.

"So we have come to the Great Divide, have we?" he said. "I have,

apparently, expected too much of you. I might have known it would be so.

All women are alike. They desert a man when he needs them most. Their

affection has no toughness of fibre. It snaps under the first severe

strain. The prospect of sharing my shame is more than you can bear."

Again he laughed. "Well, tonight shall be the end--tonight--now. Don't

think I blame you. It is not your fault. I merely rated you too high,

Marcia--believed you a bigger woman than you are, that's all. I have

asked more than you were capable of giving. The mistake was mine--not

yours."

He left her then.

Stunned by the torrent of his reproach, she stood motionless, watching

while, without a backward glance, he passed into the hall and up the

stairs. His receding footsteps grew fainter.

Even after he was out of sight, she remained immovable, her frightened

eyes riveted on the doorway through which he had disappeared.

Prince Hal raised his head and sensing all was not well came uneasily to

her side and, thrusting his nose into her inert hand, whined.

At his touch, something within her gave way. She swayed, caught at a

chair and shrank into it, her body shaking and her breath coming in

gasping, hysterical sobs.

The clock ticked on, the surf broke in muffled undertone, the light

faded; the candles burned lower, flickered and overflowed the old pewter

candle sticks; and still she sat there, her tearless, dilated eyes fixed

straight before her and the setter crouching unnoticed at her feet.

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