VIII

Since it was her whim and the winds indulged, Helena had ordered that

the rite of the late dinner be celebrated by candlelight alone. Ten

shaded candles graced the places. In the centre of the table an ancient

candelabrum of gold added the mellow illumination of its seven alabaster

arms, whose small flames yearned upward ardently, with scarce a

perceptible flicker, though every window was wide to the whispering

night.

One of these that faced Matthias framed a shimmering sky of stars and

the still black shield of the Sound, on which the fixed and undeviating

glare of a remote light-house was reflected darkly, a long unwavering

way of light; he thought of a tall wax candle burning amid the

sanctified shadows of some vast and dark and still cathedral....

They were ten at table: from Helena's right, Pat Atherton (Tankerville's

partner), a Mrs. Majendie, Marbridge, a Mrs. Cardrow, Tankerville at the

head; on his right, Mrs. Pat Atherton, Matthias, Venetia Tankerville,

Majendie. The latter and his wife were almost strangers to Matthias,

having arrived only the previous afternoon: but he thought them as

pleasant and handsome people as any of those with whom the Tankervilles

liked to fill their house. The Athertons were old friends; he had known

them well, long before Helena dreamed of marrying Tankerville. Marbridge

was an indifferently familiar figure in the ways of his life; they

frequented the same clubs, and of late he had begun to encounter the

older man more and more frequently in his theatrical divagations.

Remained Mrs. Cardrow, a widow, the acquaintance of a week's standing.

Cardrow had been in some way connected with the enterprises of Messrs.

Tankerville & Atherton; how, Matthias didn't remember; a man of whom

rumour said little that was good until it began to say _De mortuis_....

He had killed himself for no accountable reason. His widow seemed to

have survived bereavement with amazing grace.

Matthias admired her greatly. Women, he knew--Helena in their

number--mistrusted her for no cause perceptible to him. He liked her,

thought her little less than absolutely charming. So, evidently, did

Marbridge, whose attitude toward her this evening was a little more

noticeably attentive than ever before. He seemed to exert himself to

interest and divert. His black eyes snapped. As he talked his heavy body

swayed slightly from the hips, lending an accent to his animation. His

laugh was frequent and infectious.

She was a woman who smiled more than she laughed. She smiled now,

inscrutably, her beautiful, insolent eyes half veiled with demure

lashes, her face turned to Marbridge, her chin a trifle high, bringing

out the clear strong lines of her throat and shoulders, which had the

texture, the pallor, and the firmness of fine ivory. Her eyes, when she

chose to discover them, were brown, her eyebrows almost black, her hair

dull gold, the gold of the candelabrum--the gold of artifice, on the

word of Helena.

Perhaps it was to this odd colouring--ivory and brown, black and

gold--that Mrs. Cardrow owed most of her strange and provoking quality.

But there was something else, something one could not define: at once

stimulating and elusive; less charm than allure; nameless; that

attracted and repelled....

These were thoughts set stirring by a dozen semi-curious glances at the

woman, in pauses in his conversation with Venetia. Matthias was in fact

indifferent to Mrs. Cardrow. But he was tremendously interested in

Venetia. It could hardly be otherwise--since his talk with Helena. He

was to marry Venetia. Amazing thought!

She was adorable. Of the other women, none compared with Mrs. Cardrow:

even Helena's beauty paled in contrast. But Venetia was to Mrs. Cardrow

as dawn to noon. One looked at Venetia and thought of a still sea at

daybreak, mobile to the young and fitful airs, radiant with sunlight,

breathless with apprehension of the long, golden hours to come. One

looked at Mrs. Cardrow and thought--of Woman. Venetia was dark, and the

other fair; Venetia was by no means a child, Mrs. Cardrow not yet

thirty. The gulf that set them apart was not so much of years as of

caste: they lived and thought on different levels, mental if not social.

Matthias liked to think Venetia of the higher order.

He was to marry her. Incredible!

And tonight her eyes were warm and kind for him, and all for him. He

could not see that there was anything of self-interest in the infrequent

glances she cast at those who sat opposite, playing their time-old game

with such engaging candour. If she had thought much of Marbridge, surely

she must have betrayed some little pique or chagrin. She was not blind;

neither was she patient and prone to self-effacement. Matthias had known

her long enough to have garnered vivid memories of her resentment of

slights, whether real or fancied. She was unique and wonderful in many

ways, but (he told himself in a catch-phrase of the hour) she was

essentially human. He could not have cared for a woman without temper:

he cared intensely for this girl-woman whose rare loveliness seemed

almost exotic in its singular scheme, whose skin, fine of texture and

colourless as milk-white satin, was splashed with lips of burning

scarlet, whose eyes of deepest violet were luminous in the shadow of

hair of the richness and lustre of burnished bronze ... luminous and

kind to him: he dared to hope greatly of their sympathy.

Through dinner she had entertained him with a mirthful, inconsecutive

narrative of the adventures of the day. Now, as ices were served, her

interest swerved suddenly and found a new object in himself.

"Why did you run away last night?"

"You really noticed it?"

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