IN SAVAGE WILDS.

In the morning, peace, tranquillity, security; in the evening, violence,

bloodshed, death--such is the sort of contrast that life seems to enjoy

affording, especially life in a barbarous land--and however it may

appeal to those at a distance from its tragedy, to a refined English

girl, brought up amid the comforts of an advanced civilisation, unused,

alike, to scenes of violence or to the endurance of hardships, the

matter is different. Which may be taken to mean that the position in

which Nidia Commerell now found herself was simply appalling.

She was alone--alone in a strange wild land--surrounded by beings who

were devils in human shape; at their mercy, in fact; and, we repeat,

what that "mercy" would be likely to mean, let those fearful remains

within the ill-fated dwelling testify. Whither could she turn--whither

fly?

Night was falling fast. Where would she find shelter, let alone food?

Not at the price of her life would she enter that awful room again. She

dared not. She felt that her reason would go. That sight repeated

would turn her into a maniac, and indeed that this had not already

happened was due to the saving diversion effected by the finding of poor

little Jimmie, and his partial revival. Action. This alone had saved

her.

She could not remain where she was. The murderers might return. Little

Jimmie's last words came back to her--"Down below the river-bank. They

won't look for you there." Yes; she would go.

But the dead boy? She could not leave him thus, in the open. Two huts

which did duty for outhouses stood at the back of the house. One of

these was locked. It was the store-room. The other was open. The poor

little fellow was not heavy for his age, and Nidia was endowed with an

average share of strength. She managed to get the body inside; then,

shutting the door upon it, stood pondering as to what she should do

next.

It was now quite dark, yet thanks to the myriad stars which had rushed

forth in the heavens, not so blackly so but that outlines were

discernible. Standing thus she thought she heard a sound--the sound of

voices. Hope--relief--gave way to terror, as she recognised the clear,

yet deep-toned, drawl of native voices. It is probable they were a

great way off, for the sound of the human voice, especially the native

voice, carries far in the stillness of night; but of this, wholly

unnerved by the ghastly discoveries of the last hour, she did not pause

to think. In wild panic she fled.

By the light of the stars she could see her way dimly. She knew the

path leading to the river-bed, and down it she dashed. Something

rustled in the bushes at her right. Her brain throbbed like a

steam-hammer, and she pressed her hands to her breast to keep down the

piercing, panic-stricken scream which rose to her lips. The grasp of

murderous hands put forth to seize her, the crash or stab of savage

weapon, were what she expected. Her limbs gave way beneath her, and she

sank to the earth.

Only for a moment, though. The instinct of self-preservation rose

strong within her. She must conquer her fears. The effort must be

made. Rising, she continued her flight, and soon had gained the bed of

the river, and the hiding-place for which she was making. There, like a

hunted hare, she crouched, striving to still the beatings of her heart,

which to her terrified imagination seemed audible enough to reach any

ears within hearing of anything.

The place she was in she knew well. It had been a favourite spot for

the Hollingworth children to use for their impromptu pic-nics, and more

than once she had helped them light their fire and grill the birds they

had shot with their catapults--playing at camping out having been one of

their favourite amusements. It was a hollow in the river-bank--which

here was of stiff clay and perpendicular--and the front being entirely

hidden by brushwood, it formed a sort of cave. Here, if anywhere, she

would be safe from discovery.

That a great and imminent peril has the effect of nullifying lesser or

imaginary ones is a wise provision of Nature. Had it been suggested to

Nidia Commerell, say that time the evening before, that she should pass

the night all alone in a hole on the banks of the Umgwane River, her

reply would have been as unhesitating as it was uncompromising. Not for

a fortune--not for ten fortunes--would she have embarked on such an

experience, and that with the house and its inhabitants within half a

mile. Any one of the half-hundred ordinary terrors of the night, actual

or shadowy, potential lions, snakes, leopards--even down to ghosts--

would simply turn her into a lunatic before the hours of darkness were

half through, she would have declared. Now, the house was there just

the same, but turned into a tomb for the awful remains of those with

whom last evening at that time she was in happy and social converse, yet

she welcomed the darkness of this hole as a very haven of refuge.

But as the night wore on the terrors which came upon the unhappy girl

grew more and more acute. Visions of the Hollingworth family, not as

she remembered it in life, but as she had seen it in the mutilation and

agony of savage butchery, rose before her in the darkness, seeming to

point to and suggest her own fate, ghastly and revolting as that which

had overtaken them. Each stealthy rustle in the brake--every weird cry

of night bird or beast, near or for--carried with it a new terror. A

tiger-wolf howled along the river-bank, and although she knew that this

brute is the most skulking and cowardly of carnivora, yet it might be

different where there was only a frightened and defenceless woman to

deal with. Lions, too, were not unknown in that part of the country;

but their movements were sporadic, and there had been no sign of them

anywhere in the neighbourhood for some time. Still, the horrible

bloodshed which had taken place might attract all manner of wild

animals; and she shivered with renewed terror at every sound. Soft

footfalls seemed to be stealing towards her under cover of the foliage,

breathings as of some fierce carnivorum stalking its prey; and there she

lay utterly helpless. And then, the appalling loneliness of those dark

hours!

But she was destined to meet with a very real fright before they were

over. A clinking of stones struck upon her ear, as though something

were coming along the dry river-bed. With despair in her heart she

peered forth. Dawn was at hand, and in its gathering light she made out

a shape--long, stealthy, sinuous--that of a beast. A leopard was

crossing obliquely to the side opposite her hiding-place, where under

the further bank lay a small water-hole. Not fifty yards distant, she

could make out the markings of its beautiful skin as the great cat

crouched there, lapping. At length it rose, and, facing round upon her

hiding-place, stood for a moment, the water dripping from its jaws, its

yellow eyes blinking. Then it walked back to the other side, uttering a

throaty see-saw noise, taking a line which would bring it within twenty

yards of where the terrified girl lay. Would it discover her presence?

Surely. With fascinated gaze she stared at the beast. She could mark

its great fangs as it bared them, emitting its horrid plank-sawing

growl, even each smooth and velvety footfall hardly rattling the loose

stones as it passed--but--wholly unsuspicious of her proximity.

Then as the sun arose, and all the glad bird and insect life of the

wilderness broke into voice, Nidia felt for the moment a gleam of hope.

Whether it was that the strain of the last twelve hours had hardened her

to peril, or that the shock had changed her, she seemed to herself

hardly the same personality, and was surprised at the calmness with

which she could now map out the situation. For the first time it began

to strike her that the murder of the Hollingworths was part of a

preconcerted rising. The latter eventuality she had heard now and again

discussed during her brief stay in the country, but only to be dismissed

with contempt, as something outside the bounds of possibility. The only

one who had not so treated it was John Ames; but even he had not

reckoned it as an imminent or even probable danger.

And with the thought of John Ames came an inspiration. If she could

strike across-country, surely at his place, if anywhere, she would find

refuge. As a Government official he would be provided with police; in

fact, she remembered hearing him say there was a strong police force

stationed at his headquarters. She had an idea of the direction in

which lay Sikumbutana, and she was a good walker. Yet--twenty miles,

Moseley had said it was. This was a long distance. If she had only her

bicycle to help her over the half of it!

Their nearest neighbour on the other side, she remembered, was Jekyll,

who kept a store, for the supplying of prospectors and others with

necessaries and general "notions." She had passed it on her way out to

the Hollingworths. This was quite eighteen miles off, practically as

far as the Sikumbutana. Besides, a store was the first thing to be

attacked and looted were the rising a general one. No; the first was

the best plan.

But, as she began to contemplate its immediate carrying out, her heart

sank. The wild vastness of the country filled her with dread. She

remembered how impressed she had been with it during their journey out

from Bulawayo, how every mile covered, as they drove through the hot

steamy atmosphere, seemed to be taking them further and further into

remote and mysterious regions; and now here she found herself, alone and

thrown upon her own resources to accomplish what a man under like

circumstances might well recoil from.

Then she called to mind all the stories she had heard or read of what

had been done by persons--women especially--situated as she was, more

particularly during the Indian Mutiny. They had escaped, and so far so

had she. And, she was determined, so _would she_.

But to travel a distance of twenty miles necessitates a food supply.

The bare idea of returning to the homestead filled Nidia with a

shuddering dread, and that quite apart from the possible peril of such a

course. It seemed to bring back all the terrors of the previous night.

Yet it must be done. The store-hut was outside; she need not enter the

house at all. Yet--the knowledge of what lay within!

It must be done, however. Already the pangs of hunger were taking hold

of her, for she had eaten nothing since the middle of the previous day.

Cautiously she stepped forth from her hiding-place, and climbing the

steep path down which she had dashed so panic-stricken in the darkness,

was soon at the homestead.

How peaceful it looked in the morning sunlight--as though the whole

pitiful tragedy had been but a dream--a nightmare. Her eyes filled as

she thought of it all; but no, she would not think, except as to the

methods of accomplishing her own escape. And the first of these was to

obtain the food she had come to seek.

Check Number 1.--The door of the store-hut was padlocked.

She looked round for a stone of convenient shape and size for smashing

out the staples that held the lock, and soon found one. Then an idea

occurred to her. What if the sound of hammering should reach hostile

ears? There was no help for it, however; and soon the pretty, tapering

fingers were all sore and rubbed; but the abominable iron remained

obdurate. In despair she desisted, and stood panting with the exertion.

The key? To obtain it she would have to enter the house: No, that was

not to be thought of--not for a moment. Then another idea struck her.

The kitchen door was at the back of the house. No gruesome spectacle of

slaughter would meet her eyes if she entered that department, and it was

just possible she might find something there, enough, at any rate, to

sustain life for a day or two.

No sooner thought out than acted upon. With beating heart she stood

within the room. It was as it had been left--crockery in a semi-washed

state; utensils lying about; and--her pulses gave a throb of joy--there

on a table stood a pie-dish, containing about half of a cold pie.

Beside it, too, were three boiled mealie-cobs. The latter she placed in

the empty half of the dish, and, laden with this most opportune spoil,

she went outside, and having gently closed the door, took her way down

the river-path again.

But ere she was half way again the sound of voices was borne to her

ears. Standing still for a moment she listened intently. They were

native voices, and--they were drawing nearer. Swiftly she fled down the

river-path, and having regained her place of refuge, lay within it like

a hunted animal, all inclination for food now gone.

No further sound arose to disturb her, and presently a drowsiness came

upon her, and she fell fast asleep, slumbering peacefully and

dreamlessly. Hour after hour went by, and the sun mounted high in the

heavens. When at length she did awaken, lo! the day was half gone. But

she felt greatly refreshed, and attacked the viands she had so

opportunely discovered with good appetite.

And now Nidia made her first and great mistake. She should have

remained where she was until the following day, starting with the very

first glimmer of dawn upon her long and weary pilgrimage. This would

have given her the advantage of several cool hours in which to travel.

Instead, she decided to start at once.

She went over to one of the water-holes, of which there were several,

and took a long deep drink. Then she made her way down the dry bed of

the river. It was easier walking, for there was no bush or long grass

to impede her way, and had the further advantage of screening her from

observation. Two or three times, after peeping cautiously forth, she

had stolen across a neck of ground so as to shorten the way where the

river-bed made a long bend; but the coarse sawlike grass had cut her

scantily protected ankles, and her skirt was ripped in several places by

numerous thorns, and by the time she had travelled for three hours, she

became sadly alive to the certainty that she had effected very little

progress indeed.

Worse still. She was beginning to feel utterly exhausted. Even a fair

amount of bicycle training, and that in an equable climate, was

inadequate training for a twenty mile across-country walk through the

burning enervating heat of sub-tropical Matabeleland, and, moreover, she

was tormented by a raging thirst; for no water had she found since first

starting, and now she had walked for three hours.

The river-bed here made a bend. Despairingly poor Nidia sent a glance

at the sun, to discover that the amount of daylight left to her was

diminishing to an alarming degree. Then she climbed up the bank to

ascertain whether a short cut might not effect a considerable saving of

time.

She discovered it would. The country was dangerously open, though, and

there were cultivated lands she would have to pass. Summoning up all

her strength and courage, she stole rapidly along, keeping within the

shelter of a line of thorn-bushes. These came abruptly to an end, and

away, about a quarter of a mile off, stood three or four huts.

Quickly she drew back. Too late. She had been seen. Two natives were

crossing the patch of cultivated land--a big man and a small one--and

both were armed with guns. She turned instinctively to flee, but in

loud and threatening tones they called on her to stop. At the same time

a rush of gaunt curs, from the neighbourhood of the huts, howling and

yelping, decided the situation. Poor Nidia, panting with exhaustion and

fear, turned again, and, trying to summon all her courage, stood

awaiting the approach of the two barbarians, who were advancing towards

her with rapid strides.

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